A single parent, A veteran, A broken hearted, A prideful, A lonely, A tired, A misunderstood, A fallen man... wants you all to know when it feels this heavy, the best thing to do is just feel it. Accept it .. I know.. And you know... But we are human. and this is what it feels like. I love you. Update. It has been 5 months since I was here, drunk, crying, and sleeping on the floor. First, I started walking.. The next week I ran a couple of times and put down the whiskey. The next I ran almost daily. Soon after that I started to feel better. None of my problems were fixed, but I would say I was feeling a 5 instead of 10 on a scale for emotional pain. The consistency gave me a reason to believe in myself.... that alone made the same situation bearable. Then I put my son and I in Muay Thai classes, we go almost every day. That has turned into an obsession that directs my attention the majority of the day. I'm running 6 miles almost every morning, and training in the evenings. I look and feel 10 years younger. There are moments of course.. but now in those moments I can remind myself that its brief, it's no longer all day and night. Now I have hope. So a little better... when you're this low.. is much better. You can get a little better, if you try, can't you? Not everyone will have the same path out, but take a step, and then don't stop walking. Do the actions first, the feeling comes after, you will love yourself. Hopefully soon we all feel joy again. I love y'all. "There is a profound truth that many fear to acknowledge. That the most formative battles are fought alone, away from the eyes of the world, in the hushed serenity of solitude. It is there in the darkness of the night that I waged my wars, without fan fair, without witnesses. I tell you this not to seek your pity, for there is no sorrow in my solitude but to ignite a spark of rebellion against the comforting lies of daylit comradery. The night, with its unyielding silence does not seduce with sweet words or promises of glory. Instead, it challenges you with its void asking, who are you when no one is watching?" Those who dare to walk alone, find not just paths, but horizons that others never will.

@Jellyfish4life

8 ай бұрын

Even when I feel it though it still feels numb at the same time. I love you too and appreciate you. If I may ask what branch did you serve? You don’t gotta answer that if you don’t want to

@Jwlae

8 ай бұрын

I was a medic in the Army@@Jellyfish4life

@elenaenache6232

7 ай бұрын

Life is a long road of pain...

@tobey1656

6 ай бұрын

thank you for your comment. it helps.

@Jwlae

6 ай бұрын

@@Jellyfish4life army, combat medic 2 tours Iraq

People think a peice of advice can change everything. It takes more than that. Most of the time a person doesn't need someone to tell them what to do. What they really need is someone to listen.

@ALANPE5

7 ай бұрын

Not just listen but understand and give some courage to fight back

@shanedeweese3998

6 ай бұрын

No doubt 😢😢😢

@jeffbeirne1764

26 күн бұрын

Exactly. Just silence from the world and them to listen. Especially when everything is so loud it seems. In your head, in the world, everything . You just want silence.

You know your bad when your back watching these because it helps ❤❤ stay strong it gets better

@ingridvanger2889

Жыл бұрын

And you realise it's worse when they don't make you sad enough

@TheMelancholicWriter

11 ай бұрын

I don’t know brother. I think I’m getting tired of fighting so hard to live. And even though I keep surviving every health crisis, every near death experience, I feel like each time it chips away a piece of me.

@hadeslegion1282

11 ай бұрын

I don’t know about that

@mariolopez-ip2mx

5 ай бұрын

I realy hope it will help me.

@youngg6163

4 ай бұрын

😢

I feel empty inside. Don't think i can ever come back from this.

@MrGieschen

9 ай бұрын

Many of us do. Push forward another day. Every day. I feel empty inside. I feel you. Keep pushing. We love you. Even when no one else does. Keep fighting.

@russelicely3670

8 ай бұрын

I agree, I feel in the end she didn't deserve me but..why wasn't i good enough to wanna keep 😭💔

@x1r0n83

3 ай бұрын

Same. I'm just...hollow

@ScaffManJim

Ай бұрын

My old man once said, "one day you'll look back on this and laugh." He was right in a way. I don't look back and laugh but I do look back and think, I made it through that. If I made it through that, I can make it through anything. Keep your chin up man.

@_KaoneModimo

28 күн бұрын

Hey how are you?🥹

To everyone suffering: YOU GOT THIS!

@BaneG

4 ай бұрын

Do i?

@jasontodd62

4 ай бұрын

@@BaneG FUCK YEAH

@21plz

3 ай бұрын

🥹🫂🫂🫂

@SPANISH.1450

2 ай бұрын

I hope I do 😢

I keep it in for 8 hours of work, the fake smile and laugh and then go home and wish i wasn't here.

@AychNoir

11 ай бұрын

I hope it gets so much better that you get to smile and laugh genuinely

@Sani_toeter_35

10 ай бұрын

I so much feel you bro...

@mileab6725

6 ай бұрын

You’re not alone friend

@vincentmichael7542

3 ай бұрын

We’re all here together. You are far from the only one. Just know that everyone is dealing with something no matter how perfect their presentation is. Let’s stay strong together

I’m 21 and I’m tiered of living I’m tiered of fighting I’m tiered of feeling I’m just so tiered and I want it all to stop

@NeidorHyouka

Жыл бұрын

Dont give up my friend ive been through the same shit with suicid thoughts and hard depression and i just wanted to end it all but then i told myself: Nothing is gonna change if I dont do something about it and so i started over , over and over again because everything i do ends up failing ,even now my girlfriend broke up with me(3year relationship)but i wont give up because i know that life can be beautiful and you know it too stay strong my friend and you can make it all (if you need someone to talk im here for you)

@Motoman920

Жыл бұрын

Coming from someone who became paralyzed from a accident conducting a funeral,I hope things get better for you, just have to live day by day, sometimes I feel so alone and going through so much even before my accident

@codered8030

Жыл бұрын

🙂

@boegie9826

Жыл бұрын

I don't know your problems. But your at soul level with your pain. I was there to at 22. You have a long life to expierience. This is your sign to hold on bro.

@Mike-ix6ns

Жыл бұрын

Keep your head up bro

I felt this way for years. 11 years, to be exact. Then, something happened that changed everything. One little thing changed everything. It can get better. You just have to stay strong enough to get through the bad stuff.

@ernest_gaming7142

7 ай бұрын

@blackbird1126 What happened bro?

@obvbass4410

6 ай бұрын

i thought that till that thing, that change stabbed me in the back and left me to die. I no longer feel the pain and regret and feeling like i want to end it. because i don't feel a thing. what's worse then having nothing? the answer is having nothing. getting everything. and then getting stabbed in the back and left for dead knowing what real happiness felt like but knowing you'll never get that again. its been a while and haven't felt an emotion since what has felt like a lifetime ago. when you truly have nothing. that's when even ending it sounds pointless. you feel like you want to end it cause your inner self is fighting for hope but no progress. once that fighting side of you dies you are left emotionless with no desire to live or die.

Never give up! Never surrender! Fight with all your might. Tomorrow is a new day. When you are at your lowest know you can battle through. You mater to someone. Please fight. I fight with depression myself. Keep going! It’s worth it!

@user-yz7fr7nu4j

10 ай бұрын

Thank you for these words friend they mean a lot to me

@shanedeweese3998

6 ай бұрын

Thanks. Much❤

I can never remember a time I've been truly happy.and I'm 31 my life has been filled full of heart ache and sadness.

@Lamzy2906

4 ай бұрын

Because you never let go of what holding you back

Depression is the bottom of the sea, now it’s time to push and see the beautiful sunset 🙌🏻 stay strong everyone 🙏🏻

reading all the comments below makes me so sad. What a world... So many people with depressions, broken hearted, souls, eaten away by suffering. Too busy fighting with their demons, to reconize, that life is one of a kind and we all have only this time, only one try, to make the most of it. Doesn't matter, when your first try begins, when life changes, but hopefully it does. For everyone. To feel happy someday... Day after day ...🩵

The choice of the songs... Love it 😍 great job

@mattoraxe3002

7 ай бұрын

Paralysed by NF, his music is so damn powerful

This is a work of art.

I won't put mine out there. So many have so much more. I am so grateful to turn this on and hear my favorite Christian Rapper NF. Thank you Nathan for your song to help so many along with your life's stories and pain along with so many other stories.

This to shall pass! Whoever is out there listening watching suffering hurting Trust in God call out to Him surrender it all to Him and He can give you peace beyond understanding! Embrace Him and the Long suffering there is such strength in it! I know because I've been threw the fire!

Please keep making these videos!! You do such a good job

if life its getting harder then you know that you are on the right path, life never gets easier you just getting stronger

Once I feel like giving up, I listen to these songs... I just want to give it all up, and leave everything/everyone behind. I'm very TIRED... It hurts

@russelicely3670

8 ай бұрын

You ok now ?

@jillbenenati9004

7 ай бұрын

Just know you r not alone. And you r worthy and loved.

Thank you for fixing the issue of sound 😊

Brilliant work❤

Listen to that inner voice that says Stop!!!! Breathe, Breath. Life is unlike any road traveled. Its yours and yours alone. Will and Choice. The mind , heart and soul. Grow in all ways. Don't lay down, get up. You don't see it but the finish line and final run will come. Stop running embrace your life. You are one of a kind. Stand ,walk and live. Im calling for you at the end of the line. Come on get up. I know you can and will. Not just survive but live.

I was thinking about suicide. When life sucks I think that everybody does, when you're going throught an uncomfortable time and you just want to get over it, you ask "if I died, would it all be better?". It does not really matter if the answer is "yes" or "no", what matters is that this life may be the only and last we will ever get, so when I'm thinking about death, I always say to myself that I will juice out the maximum I can out of this life, no matter if it will be all just pain or not, because it will one day end either way. And if it's the only one, then come on man, bear it, it will never be again.

Today was really hard for me because I was a disaster at work, and I feel like I'm not enough, and it's so hard to feel okay with this thing because I always want to be perfect or at my best but It's always the opposite. I feel like I will never be a good worker.

@boegie9826

11 ай бұрын

you can't do more than your best. Time will gets you better. SLOW IS SMOOTh, SMOOTH IS FAST. You can do it! The fact you wrote this, is the sign that you are motivated! Things will work out for you

@Solomon-LEGION

11 ай бұрын

It's simply what the world expects of us but we ain't slaves to it! We make the world so brother, stand your ground and be you! What's wrong with a mess up? What's wrong if it didn't go as planned? Just keep walking like the soldier you are.

@isabellamaschio8790

11 ай бұрын

@@Solomon-LEGION very wise words, thank you

@isabellamaschio8790

11 ай бұрын

@@boegie9826 so kind thank youu

@andelsonfeijo7401

10 ай бұрын

Don’t think like this,you’re better worker for other company!

God do I love NF (background music)

Whoever is struggling to go through miseries, hold on, it will pass. Stay. Live. It will be over, in a moment.

Wish I could feel things like before😥

I just turned 30. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt anything other than anger or sadness and now I don’t even full much of anything besides very faint sadness on extremely rare occasions. I attempted the big S word early this year. The irony was I tried to OD on the meds that were supposed to keep me stable. I looked at the level considered toxic for a person and would surely do the deed then multiplied that by 4x. I did that with each medication. I remember fading away and finally I was at peace. I awoke in the hospital and I was out for 2 days. I have no permanent damage. I got off the medication, I’m still numb and very depressed but I’m here and I’m trying… I don’t know what my purpose is or how to find one. I don’t have family besides 2 sisters who are trying to be in my life for the first time as of late and I don’t know how to process it. Mentally, I understand it all and I get it but there are no feelings whatsoever behind the understanding. I’m hoping somehow someway one day I can feel. All I can do is keep trying, my reality is fractured and I’m fully aware I just don’t know how to undo the damage. Hoping that these mushrooms work, they seem to be helping in a way but my journey to truly trying to heal myself just started. Thanks for allowing me to express myself youtube.

Nice Work ❤

I think life is like the maze in the maze runner, we are comfortable with not trying to escape even though we cognizant of our suffering being in it

been needing help from so long and knowing that no one will come to resuce me, it makes me even more hopeless

@brianv4230

Жыл бұрын

You gotta be your own hero, bro

@AychNoir

11 ай бұрын

Stay strong

@rockmartin21

11 ай бұрын

Rescue you? I bet if your mother or sister or loved one best friend whatever would rescue you if you mean life or death but buddy you gotta speak up and speak clear and cry it out on their shoulder and tell them how you feel bud, knowing that it’s gonna change things because if it doesn’t it means they don’t know what you need yet and you show it like it’s only a bad day like I did this week and for years, I cry and fall into a love one’s arms whether I meant to or not and tell them how I feel and then I sleep and disappear for days and act okay and bottle it all back up because I am fucked in the head and moving on sucks and I gotta change my life so I’m trying but you gotta take action and move on progressively and speak out and reach out for support and go get it from people who don’t make you feel like your too much but don’t overwhelm them if you see it happening, u can be on both sides you gotta let it out but try and let them at your best u can bring u back to reality and move on and be happy with what you have around that actually loves you now and not then

Best collab of movies tv shows i ever seen

@grenadegrenade6058

2 ай бұрын

What are the movies/tv shows I wanna watch a few

@sheamerchant212

Ай бұрын

​@@grenadegrenade6058 Peaky blinders, killing eve, euphoria, logan, the leftovers, the nice guys, the joker, intersteller, the punisher, american horror story, extraction, nobody, sons of anarchy, mr. Robot, true detective, the 100, prisoners, fear the walking dead, brothers, breaking bad, hacksaw ridge, blade runner, fury, minari.

I share more with people online that I've never even met than my family in my own home. Thats all I can think of right now. Everything else gets static.

I came out of the most terrible situation on my own, trust me you can as well, all you have to do is to shut yourself down and restart yourself beleive me , you will feel like a new soul just came in the world, it is all about how you change your existence.

It’s strange. I get bad news today, feel sick to my stomach, but then I watch this and think someone somewhere clearly has it worse. What I’m going thru is bad. It hurts. It’s scary. But it could be far worse. It’s strange bc that gives me a backwards sense of Hope like things can still get better. I wouldn’t have had that if I didn’t watch this.

I wish I never existed, so I never ever feel this pain, so so hurt like I can't breath when I'm crying 😢.

@supravietuitoriblog547

4 ай бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

9 years ago I met a woman who still lives in my petrified heart, she gave me a feeling of love different than I had known before, even though I was 28 years old and had life problems, I thought I could handle it, I let her down many times, I made promises that I didn't keep. Today I am almost 38 years old, even though I was in another relationship for 4 years, I thought and missed her, many people told me that I could do it, but it was not true. I have contact with her but I can't be her friend because I still love her and she is afraid to trust me because I let her down and hurt her. I don't feel anything anymore and life isn't what it used to be.

The only way at this point I can feel normal is by listening to songs like this

The good... and the bad thing is that life goes on! Hang in there, guys! ❤

Just keep fighting ❤

Why do watching other people suffer as you feels so good

@rockmartin21

11 ай бұрын

It’s not that it makes you feel good it’s your mind not feeling alone and seeing that it’s okay and normal, knowing that you see people go through the things you have and knowing that they are all right now or atleast ok, helps, seeing that it’s not just you lost in a unknown depression and that this stuff is a part of life like learning how to talk and walk you must learn to love and to learn to love you must first learn hate and heartbreak for the major population atleast lol unless ur 1950’s teen “love” till ur dead which probably was nice if you really loved that person and were happy the whole life but hey man people are different now smh it’s how it goes and not even people just times, people can act on how they feel now and that’s good but it hurts and u gotta learn how to care for yourself first bud

@Solomon-LEGION

11 ай бұрын

Because deep down we seek a connection! Connection to people who understands our situation

@Solomon-LEGION

11 ай бұрын

Or better yet... An anchor is what we want

@shehryarahsan2357

11 ай бұрын

@@Solomon-LEGION to drown?

@shehryarahsan2357

11 ай бұрын

@@rockmartin21 well I don't believe in love anymore it is just a fantasy and if you think it is true you are a kid Cuzco nobody in the world care for others

I lost my hope..my only person who made me feel happy I broke that person’s trust today. All because of my stupid overthinking brain and now I feel miserable I lost that person.. and I just don’t know what to do…im numb. I lost my hope

@aneciatorres8095

Жыл бұрын

They might forgive u or they might not but if they truly are the only person who made you happy I think they just might forgive but if they don’t I hope one day you feel whole again

@SailorPilloMoon

4 ай бұрын

Real rn I overthink that I broke trust 2 days ago my stupid overthinking that she won't forgive me after I trusted her for 3 years and I lost it

It's incredible how a video can make you feel so understood

Pain like hell...

@AychNoir

11 ай бұрын

Stay strong

I feel like I'm torn into pieces ….

Powerful.

I have never felt as low as I do now. I want to not be here but don't have the guts to end it. I just wanna go peacefully

We got this together . I'm here !

The sad thing about it is that it is 100% true, we still don't give up after more than 10 years 💪

When even the things that matter to you suddenly don't feel like that...

How can someone be that much heartless that they cant even wish you bday n new year... she moved on but im still there 💔

I know nobody's probably gonna read this but I hate myself. Not cause my life sucks. Not cause I'm sick. Injured. But because I love in a world where equality will never exist. Happiness is but a short illusion. Faith requires belief but I can't even believe in tomorrow. My family is filled with broken people and The only saving is being able to sleep and escape to the darkness within my head. I try to help people. It's a habit from my youth. I don't know why I can think with logic yet move with emotion. I feel alien and my friends are fighting that feeling too. I know I just need to understand that I'm not the same. That we're different. That my thoughts will keep me lonely. And I'm afraid. I want to belong and I just can't.

the drugs is the only thing that make me feel alive. when that needle hits my vein i feel again

I remember when my sister wake me up because of her screams and keep telling me that our father is dead.. i laugh at that day when I'm 21 year's old And on the day of funeral I didn't feel anything at all On the contrary, I was laughing.. 1 year and a half after that my mom dead also, I feel like I'm not human beacuse in that day.. I didn't cry also, now I'm 25 year's old, and My life is a mess.. I always tell myself I'm powerful man who can handle anything.. but this is too much because I'm lonely and I don't have friends, I will keep try my best for myself, but I don't know if myself deserve to live a happy life.. too much to regret

Remember u have 1 life don’t waste it ppl that don’t care about u or any1 that wants too make your life harder take time 4 yourself & your happiness I lost a loved 1 and after that day I really don’t feel anything nothing no 1 but Jesus🌅🙏🌺🤷🙌

This video hits me so hard 😥😢😭💞💝

Don’t give up buddy, I know that’s easy to say… trust me, I’ve been there. Keep fighting! Be a good person, serve others and trust the Lord. You know how many people you will save once you break free through help, prayer, or someone that will eventually be there for you!! Start working out if you don’t, find a hobby, find a group of people that feel similar!!

I really don't know if I'm cut out for this life stuff BC it seems like my entire life it's been pointing in this direction of just giving up, I have been fighting for so long and I'm exhausted and the bad stuff never stops

@Jwlae

8 ай бұрын

If you look hard enough tomorrow , Ill bet youll see one thing. You should try it. sometimes thats all we have.

@justsomeone899

6 ай бұрын

Look back at all what you have been through and ask yourself, how many other people would still be here in your position? Because you are. What doesn‘t kill you, makes you stronger every single day. Walk through hell with a smile

To everybody who came here to seek help, I know you got this. I know life can be hard for us, but we gotta live thru. Life has ups and downs for us, and every step down makes us stronger!! And remember, YOU’RE NOT ALONE IN THIS!! There’s enough people who’re struggling, and enough people who died already!! So I’m telling everyone: LIFE WILL GET BETTER, LET US LIVE ONE MORE TIME!!

Life is a road of pain...

Everything is here 🥺🥺🥹

And I was screaming god can’t you hear me 😢 I beg him all of the time to for once help me hear me ❤

Not feeling anything is part of being stoic

@juwe7143

8 ай бұрын

Then you don't know what stoic means

When I was 9 or 10 I tried to end it all. I’m so happy I didn’t end up dead. Things get hard but you matter

I can't handle it anymore

@cherish5232

10 ай бұрын

❤

@Mentalpainkillerofficial

9 ай бұрын

@@sally_686 Nah, but it doesn't matter, life doesn't stop.

I don’t know how I feel anymore it’s like I’m just empty drain for all my heart not my thoughts

Can't help but notice that almost half of this video was made using my videos and videos that I made with friends. Are you lazy or just a stoler?

keeep on going

Never give up. Always fight, no mather what.

I wish i never come to this world. Im 33 and i trying so hard to live in this f*ing world alone. This shit f*ing feeling and everything ruined my life

@lugezi2850

Жыл бұрын

But your already so far in life at 33. How did you do it I'm only 17 and I just don't feel like living anymore, after realizing how fucked this planet and people is. I'm fucked up too made so many big stupid mistakes 😔 I just wonder what the hell I'm still doing in this earth. I would just die it's like nobody would care anyhow 😔. I don't believe almost anything no more, but I do believe in you I believe that you can get through to the tough times❤

@bastimulla7134

Жыл бұрын

There's always a reason to live my friend don't let the darkness win stay hard

@lugezi2850

Жыл бұрын

@@bastimulla7134 yeah there is, but in some cases that reason has already faded away like mine😔

@cherish5232

10 ай бұрын

❤

When you suffer as they do, just by feeling.. When you feel.. empty, as they do.. That is empathy.. I am not you, I am not suffering like you, But I am there with you when you suffer. And I am suffering with you.. And you are not alone.

I am here for no reason...

I feel the same....

This is the most depressing thing. I was in the army for six years, I have taught since 1992 including teaching in two prisons, and this video was the worst thing I have seen in a long time. Dang people, relax. Read a book, pet a dog, walk outside and take in some fresh air. It is ok.

WOW

Sounds stupid but I feel nothing for anything or anyone. I don’t want a relationship with anyone anymore because all you get is pain in the end. I told myself I would never get hurt like I did in the past, I won’t risk it, I can’t.

The only things I feel are anxiety and depression

I'm 20 and gonna be 21 soon. It's a short tenure to talk bout, but life and the nightmares, hella pain, just seem like all the colors a gone. After lodsa stuffs, failed dreams, and eventually i found a girl to love and told her everything how much of the shit burden i beena carrying inside and can't afford to take any more pain, but , eventually she left me like nobody and given me reasons of using me for her benefits, even till the last moment. Wish if i had the option to choose about life , I'd have never choosen to be in this pathetic world. It's those men, understands how terrible it becomes, when u wanna but can't shout, cry, scream but live like dead and that constant pain .......

Real life is here

I guess we feel to much...and we want feel nothing...

i feel everything too much theres a difference kiiddo

Previous music sound was best to make every clip🖐

@RAKESHTEJAVATH-re5lf

Жыл бұрын

YES...pplease use the same music...one you have used in the past

Damn this hit home simce i lost my wife of 13 years aug 2022 i have become someone else emotionless distant numb to the world im just so lost endless thoughts keeping me up all nite despite what people tell me i still hurt myself feeling as its deserved. Unable to talk i can run a while conversation thru my head on what i wanna say yet the moment i try to speak my mind just exploded with endless thoughts what ifs and could i done something different

@penpadhundup5085

Жыл бұрын

Sir, I understand what you are going through just think on the bridghter side. Keep all good memories of loveone and celebrate the loving memories not to dwell in grief n sorrow. thinks will turn good eventually. Get well soon n tc

@michaelcribb7205

Жыл бұрын

@@hiddenfeels I'm sorry for your loss I haven't had a deep and long needed talk about how I feel since she passed next month will a year the first almost five months I shut myself away from the world only the 3 people out of the families that been there for me I struggle but I can get a little more out not much still just a numbing feeling inside . For me I've had a few burst of just crying heck twice grocery shopping as much as I hated hearing one day at a time when I first lost Malinda I take it one day at a time

@rockmartin21

11 ай бұрын

@@michaelcribb7205hey buddy how’re you doing this month? Today? I hope you can get back to me I’d love to have a chat man I hope you’re doing okay or even a little better a little more okay with what’s going on, I’m going through a break up but damn sure nothing like you, I might feel the same heart break in my life but never would I say I have the same memories that’s a long time brother I’m jealous and hope to love and be loved for as long as you were you must be a great man for that and found a good woman I hope all the good memories have filled you up for the times you must go through without making more I know the feelings, knowing someone and loving them for less time than you must remember them sure sucks, and remember as we all do forget over and over, this shall pass.. even the love even if it may come back a day later after an argument, that too shall pass, everything shall pass us and we must be great full and cherish the ups and downs given to us in our life 4:29 4:29

I am 21 years old. The last two years have been very bad for me. All my wishes and dreams have been broken in these two years. Since then I have been indifferent to everything. I feel like a failure again and again. I have lost the will to live. Again and again it seems that there is no point in living for a failure like me. No will to live at all😞

All I feel is pain ..

@AychNoir

11 ай бұрын

Stay strong

I don't feel anything. Iam tired. Iam lost. Iam broken. I feel nothing. I just died. 😊

this makes me start a career in acting

@jerryperez6670

Жыл бұрын

lol😅

@mingoia2132

10 ай бұрын

I just did. Go for it. Let your self shine

When you feel this way just promise me something....give me one more day

@arronjames6392

9 ай бұрын

​@@sally_686 you owe it to yourself

I risk my life to the point of death. I have died and been brought back. People say iam an adrenaline junky. I say yes so that no one knows the truth that i am looking to die already. My body hurts every day and heart soul and mind. I am not scared of anything except myself. I put a fake smile for people. I have no family and no one to talk to about my pain. When i do people say get over it. People say iam stupid for having these thoughts. But this videos makes me feel a little hope because it makes me feel that iam not the only one.

Sadly I fell you so much. Im trying to numb everything with hard alcohol and the strongest of drugs but nothing seen to work !!!! So ny thought ( fuck the world and everything in it) very sadly

I'm 25 feel IV lost myself I'm a single parent of 3 trying to fight strong #dont give up people #💕

❤

الجميع يشعر بذاك التعب الهزيمة لكن اياك ان تقع فا الجميع ينتظر سقوطك

I am 32...and only bad things happening with me since 7-8 years...wanna free myself from this pain

@user-hs8wk5gc3n

7 ай бұрын

The Pain can Make you stronger

Once in awhile I leave a comment saying "Hold on it gets better" but I end up back here.

There is so much pain I dont know how to not notice it Cool cool cool Fun fun fun Just having a bad day Most of the days I feel nothing I wish i don’t feel anything She’s in the past And past is not my concern

Just pain

I’m tired of being tired, of being tired

I dont want to die, i just dont want to be here anymore. Im tired mentally and physically

I lost to pornography. This shit took my soul. I really don't wanna live anymore

@ALANPE5

7 ай бұрын

Same story ...... In starting, I was just casually watching it, but not knowing in the future it turned out as an addiction. I tried to stop watching like 1000 times, but I relapsed after some hour ( not just for a single day) .. This shit just explodes my brain now. Sometimes, I just don't want to watch, but...... . Now I'm sacred. How am I going to live like this for my life. I just lost my mental peace and intelligence intelligence. Now I'm need some serious help to overtook this addiction. Otherwise, I hard for me to connect with life again. Just want to live my life happily without this shit 😢

@omarcosve

7 ай бұрын

I take that, I'm ok, I got back up once more.

@SailorPilloMoon

4 ай бұрын

Same it's hard to fight the urge not to get relapsed which is hard