I Checked Myself In To a Mental Health Hospital | VLOG (Read Description)

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Hellllloo Strangers! :)
Soooo yup, I checked myself in to a Mental Health Hospital, which kinda explains my long hiatus from youtube. This past year or so has been a challenging one and a bit of a struggle mental health wise. I thought I would vlog my experience over the last few months in hope that this video can shed some light on mental health and also hopefully help any of you who are also struggling (I feel ya sister!)
Just remember you are never alone and there are always other people struggling too (& a lot of the time, it's the people you'd never expect!) AND it does get better.
I hope this kind of explains everything in regards to my absence on this channel and i'm really sorry that I haven't been able to be the youtuber that you subscribed to but ya girl had to take care of some s&*%, so that I can be a better and healthier version of myself and also for you!
UPDATE: I am doing a lot better than you see in the first part of this video. Checking myself in was probably one of the best decisions i've ever made, even though it was super anxiety provoking and not an easy one! Please always reach out for help if you yourself are struggling and don't forget to check in on your friends or loved ones, as I know mental health can be such an isolating journey.
Thank you so much to those of you who have stuck around and been patient with me, you guys are the real MVP's and I honestly appreciate every one of you so very much!
HAPPY 2020! And may this year be better than the last and full of good times, beautiful memories and new content!
Lots of Love xxx
PS This is super scary to post and i'm a bit apprehensive to do so, as it's a very vulnerable and raw video/was a very difficult time in my life. BUT if even one of you can gain something from it, then it's all worth it :)
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  • @lena131
    @lena1314 жыл бұрын

    Don't feel sorry for being sad and depressed. I like that you show that life isn't only being happy. It's normal. Blessings 😘🌄

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much 😊💕

  • @ronancoffey6729

    @ronancoffey6729

    Жыл бұрын

    @@allthingsbeautiful95 sorry to hear I've been in one 5 time's xxx for same as u

  • @user-qp1jh5vm8m

    @user-qp1jh5vm8m

    9 ай бұрын

    ​@@allthingsbeautiful95I wonder what would prison be like if pyschiatrist ran prisons

  • @davinadavina1331

    @davinadavina1331

    5 ай бұрын

    @@ronancoffey6729 i spent 2 weeks to a month in psychiatric hospitals all involuntarily like 15 times for schizoaffective

  • @avemere367
    @avemere3673 жыл бұрын

    I actually reached out today for help, the whole time tho I couldn’t look the person in the eye, my hands were sweaty and I felt anxious. But hey I did it

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm proud of you! ❤️❤️

  • @sombalmahmood5619

    @sombalmahmood5619

    3 жыл бұрын

    yayyy im proudd of uuuu u got thiss

  • @melgames4813

    @melgames4813

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm really late but i'm proud of you!

  • @daffodil815

    @daffodil815

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hey, how are you now?

  • @bobbytowers9624

    @bobbytowers9624

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sombalmahmood5619 re rrrrSqSadat Sarasotas w da si dad

  • @BellaVlogsLife
    @BellaVlogsLife3 жыл бұрын

    So, I’m watching this 9 months later. I really hope you are doing okay and that your journey through mental health turned out to be a productive one with a beautiful outcome. Wherever you are in your life right now, I hope you’re in a brighter place 😁✌️

  • @LisasLifeThenandNow
    @LisasLifeThenandNow3 жыл бұрын

    Wow! Hospitals around here aren’t that nice. They may have a dr come see you a few minutes a day. They do short group talks. And some art time. But mostly it’s wondering around on new meds and feeling like a zombie. And we couldn’t have our own snacks or a camera or anything. So different. I wish I could get that kind of help around here. Congrats to you for being so brave and growing in your mental health at such a young age. I’m 47 and have been struggling for so many years. Keep up the good work!! 💪🏼

  • @juliefreeze319
    @juliefreeze3193 жыл бұрын

    So glad I found this video. Thank you for sharing. I have decided to check in to get help tomorrow, so I started looking for videos on what to expect. I feel so much like you and just don’t know how to find happiness. Thank you for giving me some hope and making me feel that I am not alone in this struggle.

  • @queenjulianalovesherfatban2064
    @queenjulianalovesherfatban20642 жыл бұрын

    whilst it made me sad seeing you cry, i found this really refreshing that you are so honest about your mental health thank u

  • @VinVlogger
    @VinVlogger4 жыл бұрын

    Hello Amy! My name is Lavinia. I've been struggling with depression for about 18 months. It's been so difficult. I know how you feel. I've been hospitalized many times as well. I also struggle with self harm and have attempted suicide a few times. Not successful of course. I just found your channel. I'm glad i did. Love yOU!

  • @estela2617

    @estela2617

    3 жыл бұрын

    happy that ur still here!

  • @BellaVlogsLife

    @BellaVlogsLife

    3 жыл бұрын

    So many of us struggle with our mental health and it’s so nice that we can be open about it and share this with others bc even reading your comment has reminded me that I’m not alone :) I hope you’re doing okay 👌

  • @JesusSaves77799

    @JesusSaves77799

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hi Vin Vlogger! I hope you are doing ok? Praying for you!! 🙏

  • @leannemeng228
    @leannemeng2284 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing! I struggle with my anxiety and depression. I hit rock bottom last year. I’m doing better. I haven’t checked myself in to the hospital... I did call 911 , the emergency line once and been in a few programs. Still in one . Again, thanks for sharing

  • @prayersonfire
    @prayersonfire3 жыл бұрын

    Than you for making this video, I'm in the exact same situation that you were in and this really helped, I feel a lot better about going to the hospital now that I know other people have gone through the same thing

  • @DarkNJuju
    @DarkNJuju3 жыл бұрын

    I spent 2 weeks in the Hospital. It saved my life. And you went before the police took you as they did me.

  • @kimm451
    @kimm4514 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this video. It was really good timing for me as I am going into an impatient unit this week. It took me a while to watch the video, I was so scared to see your experience because I am scared of mine. I know they are not comparable but knowing that you got so much out of it really helped me to know that I'm doing the right thing. I'm terrified but this video helped me realise it'll be okay. Thank you for sharing, I know it wouldn't have been easy at all. I'm proud of you. I'm glad I stuck around and I can't wait to hear more on this. Thanks lovely! Best of luck to you with your journey, thank you for helping mine

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    ahh you're so welcome! This honestly makes me so happy to hear that my video was able to help you in some way, that is exactly why I posted it and honestly makes it all worth it! 🙂 Just know that it is completely normal and understandable to be scared and nervous (believe me I should know) but I'm so proud of you for taking that step, that shows true strength, courage and bravery! Thank you for sticking by me, I appreciate it more than I could express and I really hope that you have a healing and transformative experience yourself... you can do it! 💕💜

  • @poor_jafar
    @poor_jafar3 жыл бұрын

    you are a brave and strong woman to post this. Really proud of you

  • @thenerdyowl
    @thenerdyowl2 жыл бұрын

    I decided a this morning that I need to admit myself to a mental hospital for similar reasons to those you listed. It was really validating for me to watch this. I felt like I wasn’t Not Okay enough to require inpatient treatment but watching this, I realized I need to put my mental health first given where it’s at right now. thank you for this. I’m glad you had a good expetience

  • @morganleigh2136

    @morganleigh2136

    Жыл бұрын

    Soooo how about an update? Did you go?

  • @rozv

    @rozv

    7 ай бұрын

    how did it go

  • @polly5804
    @polly58043 жыл бұрын

    Hi Amy, my name is Paula and I am suffering from anxiety and depression since I was a Child. Because of an suïcide attempt I am in a weelchair right now. I want to thank you for sharing your journey. You are so strong!

  • @imogenbailey2837
    @imogenbailey28373 жыл бұрын

    You’re so brave!!!! Always here if anyone needs to talk 💗💗💗💗

  • @Mausi111
    @Mausi1112 жыл бұрын

    I salute your courage, you are not alone and most importantly you are greatly loved. Mental health is a great deal , hold on you are bouncing back healed and completely strong..God bless.

  • @jasonhawkins6698
    @jasonhawkins66983 жыл бұрын

    I really hope you find your passion for youtube, or life for that matter. I am at the beginning of the journey that you have so masterfully laid out. It gives me courage to know that I am not alone and that you don’t have to be anxious about what’s on the other side. Keep advocating for mental health. We really need it in this COVID era.

  • @avaa008
    @avaa0082 жыл бұрын

    This video is literally so relatable I literally have the same problems that you do and thank you so much for inspiring me On your journey Because anxiety and depression can be very scary

  • @KyrraLily
    @KyrraLily4 жыл бұрын

    this video really helped me right now thank you!! i hope you're ok!! i have a youtube channel too and finding the motivation to even make videos even though its the only thing in my life that makes sense and gives me joy so yeah anyway I just felt like ranting so I hope you have an amazing day :)

  • @krisgina
    @krisgina Жыл бұрын

    I appreciate you and yes mental health does not lend for consistency and you have to take care of yourself before you can give to others

  • @BrainLube
    @BrainLube5 ай бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your truth, I went to a mental health hospital in July

  • @michaelbanko451
    @michaelbanko4513 жыл бұрын

    My anxiety and depression is out of control. I’ve had this shit since I was 16. I’m 27 now and never been at a lower point in my life. I find myself watching this video now. What should I do? I’ve never asked for help for stuff like this and feel like a lesser person for even thinking about doing so. I can’t function in day to day life anymore

  • @purpleices

    @purpleices

    3 жыл бұрын

    Definitely go ask for help, it’s not going to be easy, but it’s going to be worth it for sure

  • @sansachiwawa3258

    @sansachiwawa3258

    2 жыл бұрын

    Im in the same boat, I hope your best now

  • @amarie5620

    @amarie5620

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m 28 & have gone through so much trauma & my mental health has fluctuated up & down for years. I feel like I’ve gone through much worse & handled it better than I do now. I think over the years I just don’t know how to manage anything anymore. I can’t even hold healthy relationships anymore. I think I need to admit myself because I really need help. Waiting 2 weeks to talk to my therapist is not helping me.

  • @zacharyspurgeon6094

    @zacharyspurgeon6094

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hang in there brother. Don’t know you, but I care for you.

  • @4evermelon158
    @4evermelon1583 жыл бұрын

    My school counselor almost got me sent to a mental hospital. I wasnt mad because I need help but my parents were :(

  • @AuthenticallyAmi
    @AuthenticallyAmi4 жыл бұрын

    i am so sooo proud of you Amy wow ♡ I work in the mental health industry and experience my own journey with anxiety so watching you being so open in sharing this experience is incredible! cannot wait to see you continuously growing and sharing more mental health related content x

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    aww thank you so very much! What a beautiful comment. That's awesome that you work in the industry, i'm sure you can really relate to the people you work with due to your own struggle with mental health and make such a difference 😊And thanks for sticking by me and supporting me, it means a lot :) Wishing you nothing but the best for the new year and your mental health journey 💕 xx

  • @soundsofnature2646
    @soundsofnature26463 жыл бұрын

    Your amazing ❤️so glad your better 🥰

  • @amimartinez7507
    @amimartinez75073 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been feeling like I should check my self in All I have is extreme crippling depression and suicidal ideations or thoughts Total lack of motivation I cannot take care of myself

  • @sombalmahmood5619

    @sombalmahmood5619

    3 жыл бұрын

    samee but i feel my parents are gonna say no and then i feel like im not valid enough and i dont wanna be told that oh ur okay enough to go home

  • @dahlilahanderson6928

    @dahlilahanderson6928

    3 жыл бұрын

    Probably but it may be hard to I had struggles telling people about my anxiety attacks but it helped in the long run

  • @strawberry10261026

    @strawberry10261026

    3 жыл бұрын

    @Ami Martinez Are you feeling better ?

  • @amimartinez7507

    @amimartinez7507

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@strawberry10261026 yea I guess life has been constantly changing

  • @Angel-ni2yn

    @Angel-ni2yn

    Жыл бұрын

    same here, but I'm terrified of reaching out for help and not getting what I need, but I'm also terrified of never getting help and never getting better, at some point it's gonna be too late, it's already starting to get there, so ik I need to go inpatient asap, but I'm paralyzed with fear, idk what'd be a good choice

  • @xCDUBSx
    @xCDUBSx4 жыл бұрын

    missed you amy! so proud of u 🖤x

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    aww thank you! Missed you all too 💕 xx

  • @MsLoma1212
    @MsLoma1212 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. I'm going through the same issues. Your story gives hope to mentally ill people🙏

  • @user-ti6ym3sv6j
    @user-ti6ym3sv6j3 жыл бұрын

    Great job, the pre ramble was excruciating. When you stop taking meds the withdrawal is 100x worst each time.

  • @kd7luz88
    @kd7luz88 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for making this video. I stumbled across this and thought it was extremely helpful! Thanks 🙏🏻

  • @jessicathomas9405
    @jessicathomas94053 жыл бұрын

    Hi Amy I have checked myself into the hospital many times. It is very scary but its a good thing to do. Hang in there.

  • @MaryJane-tp3qd

    @MaryJane-tp3qd

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hi I’ve tried and everyone says no ? I’m over 18 and have been trying for maybe 2 years now to get help and they wouldn’t even help me after knowing I was seeing a councilor and not getting better any help?

  • @Blooming_Scorpio
    @Blooming_Scorpio2 жыл бұрын

    Oh my golly your video is so professional., also beautiful story/journey. I'm trying to share my story as well. I just added my first video today telling a bit about my journey and what I've experienced in life. You are so inspiring and a true inspiration. I love women empowering themselves with their story and embracing their journey. Keep being you because you are amazing.

  • @lauraberry226
    @lauraberry2263 жыл бұрын

    Bless you. ❤️

  • @layotheleprechaun
    @layotheleprechaun3 жыл бұрын

    Brave woman 🙌🏻

  • @ASMinor
    @ASMinor2 жыл бұрын

    I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZread channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

  • @AngieNTheComettes
    @AngieNTheComettes3 жыл бұрын

    Ive found this video mistakely and am shocked - in my country mental health issues are not treaten like a problem, more like "its because of the computer", we dont have too many good specjalists and yet Ive heard from some people mental hospitals cointain common bathrooms or keep even up to a couple people in one room. Also You have to wait here to a specjalist several weeks or months to get help. Pretty often Youre forced to pay thousands of money for Your treatment and therapy. Wish my country did care that much about peoples mental health

  • @tng2112
    @tng21123 жыл бұрын

    I I found you through obvious search. I don't know what your normal content has been about, but you have nothing to apologize for that's not a place I want to thank you for doing this video because I've been struggling lately

  • @Katiejane196
    @Katiejane1962 жыл бұрын

    Hi Amy, I’m currently inpatient in a private hospital in Australia and I really enjoyed watching your video! I felt inspired to admit myself after watching your video, I completely understand the anxiety waiting to be admitted in the morning. But I watched your video and just thought to myself, if you can do it so can I. ♥️ I’m making some videos about my journey in hospital if you’re interested in watching! Or if not, thanks for putting your story out there. Hope you’re doing well ♥️

  • @annareneesaldana707
    @annareneesaldana7073 жыл бұрын

    I am leaving my kids with my hubs to go to the mental hospital to get help, but I am terrified.

  • @Girlninja.
    @Girlninja.2 жыл бұрын

    Would have loved hearing what its like to call and be walked through getting help. Thanks for sharing

  • @chiars4187
    @chiars41874 жыл бұрын

    I missed you 💗

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    aww missed you too! Thanks for sticking by me 😊💕

  • @dahlilahanderson6928
    @dahlilahanderson69283 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for reaching out

  • @sansachiwawa3258
    @sansachiwawa32582 жыл бұрын

    Ive been looking at different facilities…none of them hospitals but still inpatient but its so hard I’ve been struggling for a year now and a psychiatrist hasn’t helped….Im terrified cuz I’ve never been to a facility but i have to remain hopeful its for the best cuz I can’t go on like this…thanks for sharing

  • @no-nd4im
    @no-nd4im4 жыл бұрын

    I know I need help but with all this corona virus and quarantine stuff I can’t get the the help I need and it’s really really frustrating because I built up all of my confidence to talk to someone and then lockdown happened and I don’t know if I’ll make it until I can get help but I will try I think all I can do right now is watch these videos so I know what to expect also you’re so so strong well done 💕💕x

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    This may sound cliche but you can get through this, I believe in you.. even if you find it hard to believe that for yourself. Luckily these days there a ton of online mental health resources so please don't let this virus stop you from getting the help you need, you are important and worthy! I'm not sure where you live but perhaps do some research on some help lines you could call. I also know that most psychologists are doing all their appointments over zoom/skype at the moment so that's always an option too. Stay Strong, it will get better and just take it one day at a time. Sending you lots of love 💕

  • @no-nd4im

    @no-nd4im

    4 жыл бұрын

    allthingsbeautiful95 Thankyou so much I really appreciate it you’re channel has given me a lot of hope that it will get better i am really trying but as you know mental health is really hard and really complicated every time I have tried to get help before I can’t get it out you pretend you’re okay for so long that when you try and stop pretending you don’t know how I guess I’ll just have to try and find a way also you’re amazing and you’re so strong I love youuu💕x

  • @GamingProductionz12

    @GamingProductionz12

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @PalinaZ
    @PalinaZ4 жыл бұрын

    Let your 2020 will be Allthingsreal, raw and beautiful and sometimes scary, but we will get through this 🖤

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you lovely! Yes we certainly will, wishing you all the best for this new year 😊💜

  • @brandonhansen7998
    @brandonhansen7998 Жыл бұрын

    I might go to the local hospital which is on the other side of town and get into the psych ward. Depression and paranoia running rampant

  • @CatTackling
    @CatTackling Жыл бұрын

    I hope you are doing better. You are very inspiring. I have had mental issues for about a decade. Have been medicated most of the time. I started psychological counseling three years ago. I was over medicated from that time until recently. I would never recommend a family doctor administering psychiatric meds. It is not their specialty. I now have a Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner who is in charge of my meds. Weaning from everything with the exception of my mood stabilizer was difficult. It has been one week since I entered the ER at my local hospital. It was an awakening experience. My fear was being treated as a crazy person. That was so far from what happened. Caring and sympathetic to my situation was what I experienced. I am Bipolar I followed up with my psychologist and NP the following day. Amongst the 3 of us I have admitted myself into outpatient treatment which will start in 2 weeks. I am not allowing myself to think about what could be. I will take it as it comes. Even though I have a super support system to be around familiars and to talk to people that understand is something that gives me hope.

  • @protectyaneck8017
    @protectyaneck80172 жыл бұрын

    I’m checking into rehab within the week for anxiety, depression and weed addiction. Extremely nervous right now. Mainly because I won’t be able to see my dog while I’m in. And my dog is my everything lol. But if don’t go in I’ll probably die before he does so gotta do what I gotta do.

  • @JesusSaves77799
    @JesusSaves777992 жыл бұрын

    Hi! Thank you so much for your awesome video! I get nervous around some male doctors too. Do you still feel that way? Also, are you allowed to disclose what place you went to? Thank you!!

  • @KailieVC
    @KailieVC Жыл бұрын

    "The walls are paper thin" 😂😂

  • @helenchrisriminirand
    @helenchrisriminirand Жыл бұрын

    Just come across your channel. We are super passionate about mental health. I know this video is 2 years old but I hope you are doing better

  • @kittycarlo414
    @kittycarlo4143 жыл бұрын

    My therapist thinks it would be good for me to go there for a while. I'm going the coming wednesday I am so close to crying because I'm thinking about all the stuff I will miss i might do wrong etc. Thats also why i'm here cause I got worried and i wanted to get a first impression. Like I'm thinking what if I'm just making up shit and I'm just too sensitive.

  • @purpleices

    @purpleices

    3 жыл бұрын

    Same omg I’m going tmr, my parents and doctors are all telling me to go but I’m so nervous and I feel like I’m faking it.

  • @farihinhajimohdlisa9017

    @farihinhajimohdlisa9017

    3 жыл бұрын

    wow wednesday, last week i meet doctor asking if im experience anxiety like panic attack and crying for no reason and i also mention "feel like dying everyday", do blood test and urine test. my result will be out this wednesday, then meet psychiatrist

  • @katielouise5818
    @katielouise58184 жыл бұрын

    This video is one of the realist videos I’ve watched in so long. So proud of you gorgeous. ⭐️

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    aww thank you so much! Was scared to post it because being vulnerable can be scary but it's a big part of life! Hope you're having a beautiful day 🙂💜

  • @suzannesbeautyroom6087
    @suzannesbeautyroom60872 жыл бұрын

    I'm getting ready to go to a treatment center today

  • @darrenosborn4863
    @darrenosborn48633 жыл бұрын

    Here in the USA they don't let us have phones, computers, laptops etc. I think people would seek help more if they did.

  • @amimartinez7507

    @amimartinez7507

    3 жыл бұрын

    There was a psych ward in Santa Clara, CA that did have computers and a phone line ☎️ There’s always a TV no matter where you are

  • @ChloeSkippy_

    @ChloeSkippy_

    3 жыл бұрын

    That’s what I’m scared avout and what’s pushing me to not want the help. I need freedom and I need the ability to call my family and friends on my time. I’m scared to go

  • @dahlilahanderson6928

    @dahlilahanderson6928

    3 жыл бұрын

    Man i should move to Canada or somewhere I can have my phone (addicted to my phone)

  • @kathleengivant-taylor2277

    @kathleengivant-taylor2277

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes they probably would . People in USA in mental health hospitals for the most part feel as though they are in jail or prison not a mental health hospital that should be there to help there mental health not make it worse, I personally experienced that after a horrible experience with being hospitalized with severe anorexia nervosa and actually had ptsd from it for years

  • @kathleengivant-taylor2277

    @kathleengivant-taylor2277

    Жыл бұрын

    @@amimartinez7507 yes but nurses choose what patients get to watch and ofcourse people all don’t like to watch the same type of shows. It’s like jail or prison, they alot of times have day room tv as well

  • @theentertainer8467
    @theentertainer8467 Жыл бұрын

    I'm feeling exactly the same I had surgery on Friday and now I'm like we're do I go what do I do I'm in so much pain I just want to feel better thankyou for this video ❤️ xx

  • @ultimateships
    @ultimateships Жыл бұрын

    It’s crazy how liberating your room is. I live in the U.S. and my gosh is this a GENUINE SURPRISE on how much they let you have in your room. Where I live, they didn’t let you have ANYTHING in your room unless it was clothes, group therapy papers, or your patient information papers. NOTHING ELSE. It’s genuinely surprising how much you were allowed to have what so many of the patients I’ve basically lived with, would beg for. My experience being at the Psych hospital was absolutely horrible. Screaming, arguing, banging on walls, yelling, crying, and I myself as well as other patients been physically attacked by another patient, because of negligent staff. Here’s just a few things we can’t have. -No eletronics of any kind. (They take your phone THE SECOND YOU WALK IN.) -If you were transported to a psych hospital from a Regular hospital, you are to be transported by ambulance, in a hospital gown. -Skin Checks, they make you take off your clothes in order to see you have self harm scars, count self harm scars, and check for possible infections of newer scars. -The only things you’re allowed to bring in, is clothes. -No clothing with strings. (With permission, they will cut them off, if you want to keep that piece of clothing.) -No wired bras, bras with multiple straps, or has any considerable holes in it. (They check the inside of bras in case of trying to sneak things in) -No access to even just VIEW outside the window you have in your room. You can only tell when the sun is out by the sun rising and shining on the window. You cant see outside. And there’s nothings on the window in the inside. No blinds or curtains. -No hats. -No jewelry. -No tight clothing, or revealing clothing. -No shaving. -Even if you’re freezing cold, you’re only allowed ONE very thin blanket to sleep with. -No hair ties. -No Pen’s or pencils allowed, unless in group therapy sessions, but are only allowed when writing during groups. We write with crayons, everywhere else. -No personal products of any kind. (They supply a 2 in 1 shampoo and body wash) -No shoes, only crocs, or slides. -No personal hygiene products. (Deodorant, Shampoo, conditioner, skin care, soap, hair product, etc.) -No cords, stings, decorations, hooks, yarn, etc. -When showering, PSA’s check on you every 15 minutes, and your head and feet are visible. You do have your privacy with a shower in the bathroom which has a curtain, not a door. -You have a roommate that you share a room with, but will only EVER be with the same gender as you. So no need to worry about having a roommate be the opposite sex as you. -Every piece of furniture you have in your room is bolted to the ground. (literally only your bed, your roommates bed, 2 wardrobes with no doors or drawers, and two nightstands with no drawers.) you obviously only have one, your roommate has the other. But that’s all that is in the room. I might add more to this later, as there is ALOT YOU CANT HAVE, but it’s hard to think of everything all at once. Just think, basically ANYTHING you could possibly harm yourself with, ingest, choke on (intentionally), try to suffocate yourself with, or anything you could harm others with, just isn’t allowed. We have hardly anything.

  • @tng2112
    @tng21123 жыл бұрын

    This is what I'm going through right now

  • @wordandwater9027
    @wordandwater90272 жыл бұрын

    I’m feeling depressed and don’t know how long I can go on in life.

  • @Tennis_MenACE
    @Tennis_MenACE4 жыл бұрын

    “Arthurmus the Destoryer”.

  • @jet5973
    @jet59732 жыл бұрын

    That is a nice mental hospital not the ones Ive been to mines felt like prison no phone no remote for tv no forks or spoons to eat bathrooms were shared and disgusting

  • @Angel-ni2yn

    @Angel-ni2yn

    Жыл бұрын

    that's why i wanna check out rtc and not hospital places but I'm still worried, idk if there's good options that I could actually have access too

  • @julionnacashero8480
    @julionnacashero84802 жыл бұрын

    I don’t know if I need a therapist or to admit myself into a mental hospital, how do u know what to do

  • @amandabotterill1000
    @amandabotterill10003 жыл бұрын

    getting off medsq is hard but i think get used to them after a while n they stop working we dont get anh therapy in pur hospital whitch is like they just trt loput u on meds honest unless ur uber well off the mentdl health hospitals near me aeful so glad u feel better its hell vieng anxious n deprsesed id check in tbh now if i dignt know that be awful no therapy nn yeah thp u fo get instustionaled buut you are far bettee than we clme put here truly xx

  • @dianaaa7352
    @dianaaa73524 жыл бұрын

    i’m questioning asking my mom to take me to the er tonight. but she is kinda against people with mental illness but i sort of feel like i want to get help. i have a doctors appt next week but idkk. i feel like i’m doing it for attention kind of because i always feel like that when i have any sort of issue in my life where i think something is wrong with me. i’m not sure if that makes sense and yes. i’m 14 and i think i have anorexia/binge eating disorders and anxiety, but depression is questionable.

  • @Angel-ni2yn
    @Angel-ni2yn Жыл бұрын

    so what's the diff between mental health hospital and residential treatment center, is it the surroundings like rtc more homey and mental hospital basically hospital but for mental health specifically? You also called it rehab, which ppl interchange that and rtc, so mental hospital also interchangeable terms then? How does one even choose where to go, or is it more of take the risk and just go somewhere to see what helps? I don't know where to start looking or what to look for, I'm completely disorganized and anxiety induced, I can't sort stuff out n I'm terrified of seeking help, I don't trust it... Btw I really appreciate the time u took to make this vid on such a serious and personal subject, it's eye opening and rlly helpful to hear about someone's own experiences and I've always had so much unfathomable anxiety that holds me back from life, I completely understand being scared of such a drastic change too and the uncertainty whether it'd be helpful or not. I'm glad you had a great experience there though and that it really helped you, that's awesome.

  • @RJ-lk5pj
    @RJ-lk5pj2 жыл бұрын

    Ashwagandha is best known for its stress-lowering effects. The medicinal herb appears to help lower levels of cortisol, a hormone produced by your adrenal glands in response to stress.

  • @jelanix1013
    @jelanix10134 жыл бұрын

    So luck I want to go in one but I’m scared I don’t want to have roommates plus I don’t want my dear phone taking away

  • @benjaminnguyen554
    @benjaminnguyen554 Жыл бұрын

    i've lost my memory card a few times too

  • @fearless935
    @fearless9357 күн бұрын

    I am depressed but my parents dont know and i dont know what to do like should i check myself in a mental hospital

  • @Maliinaewa
    @Maliinaewa3 жыл бұрын

    At 20:30 you sound JUST like Cara Delavingne!!!

  • @Xergio-el4wg
    @Xergio-el4wg3 жыл бұрын

    I love you

  • @xoxobutterfly
    @xoxobutterfly Жыл бұрын

    I been wanting to get help :(

  • @michellekobiska9451
    @michellekobiska94513 жыл бұрын

    Having mental help sucks and I will never ask for help again I asked for help and lost my daughter I will never ever in my life all for help again even thou I no I need it I just won't ask for it anymore cause I don't want give anyone a reason to take my baby I have now so I deal with it in my own way without asking for the help

  • @KissAthenaa
    @KissAthenaa Жыл бұрын

    I want to go bc my anxiety is bad I can’t go any where I haven’t been anywhere in a whole year I can’t get in the car without panicking I’m surprised I’m not severely depressed😭I manage but the thoughts of kms is dang near every day now bc reality is kicking In my 19th bday is on the 15th and haven’t even lived as a 18 year old

  • @Its_Matilda_xoxo
    @Its_Matilda_xoxo4 ай бұрын

    I’m 13 and have been cutting for a year now, at the moment I have been feeling so terrible like every inch of my body feels heavy all the time. I honestly don’t want to be here anymore. I know I need help but I don’t know how to ask as nobody knows how much I’m struggling. Any advice?

  • @Local_Cozy_Strawberry

    @Local_Cozy_Strawberry

    Ай бұрын

    All I can say is “Haha mental hospital here you go-“ I can relate also.

  • @jaxd1251
    @jaxd12513 жыл бұрын

    I’m 18 and I’m in foster care I’ve been doing well from an outside perspective I’m getting adopted soon and dcf is finally starting to trust me to go off to college and I’m not in a good space mentally I can’t stop bingeing I haven’t showered in over a month and I know I’m hitting rock bottom but I can’t risk dcf taking away my ability to go to college it scares me that I can lose so much yet possibly gain support if I go to the hospital

  • @alycooper1932

    @alycooper1932

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you are doing better now 💗

  • @jaxd1251

    @jaxd1251

    Жыл бұрын

    @@alycooper1932 Hii thank you for checking in I'm doing great I got my own place and I'm in school and working still struggl sometimes with things due to my schzoaffective disorder

  • @jrmjay9478
    @jrmjay94782 жыл бұрын

    Do you have to pay?

  • @GamingProductionz12
    @GamingProductionz123 жыл бұрын

    How was your ayuasca trip lol

  • @ChloeSkippy_
    @ChloeSkippy_3 жыл бұрын

    As silly and stupid as it sounds, I’m terrified of not having my phone and laptop and switch. Like I’m n on my phone 24/7 but that’s one thing I need to have is the ability to text my friends and family on my own time and not the hospitals. I’m 18 and I want that freedom and I feel I’d do much worse if I didn’t have that.

  • @pinkypeach6235
    @pinkypeach62353 жыл бұрын

    i feel anxiety last yr and depression because of my acid .huhu everytime i remmbrd it i just cry ..huhu .but nw im fine very fine ..,anxiety is gone n depression .takecare dear ,♥️

  • @exist5021
    @exist5021 Жыл бұрын

    i'm 16 how do i check myself in

  • @general.disdain
    @general.disdain2 жыл бұрын

    Do you live in the US? I am watching the video but wondering if this would be similar in the US? I’m afraid because it’s such a profitable industry here and I don’t know who to trust

  • @Angel-ni2yn

    @Angel-ni2yn

    Жыл бұрын

    exactly the dilemma I'm in too ;-;

  • @ellarose2487
    @ellarose24873 жыл бұрын

    I’ve cut myself 3 times not that deep but I dint know what to do I’m constantly sad and I hate life :( what do I do

  • @oliviaacosta6239

    @oliviaacosta6239

    2 жыл бұрын

    Seek help and involve loved ones for support please. You are not alone

  • @coffeehouse6904
    @coffeehouse69043 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been considering checking myself into a psychiatric hospital but i’m a minor and scared they’ll tell me i can’t go bc i need parental consent. talking to my parents about mental health is terrifying so i’m kind of stuck. advice would be great!

  • @lauraberry226

    @lauraberry226

    3 жыл бұрын

    Hey, I noticed your name is coffee house? When I was unwell I was drinking about 9 cups of coffee a day. I didn't sleep much and I was full of anxiety. I don't drink caffeine now and I feel so much better. I also found comfort in jesus. I hope this helps. ❤️😊

  • @Daughterdaughters

    @Daughterdaughters

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@lauraberry226 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." - ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:6‬ ‭NIV‬‬

  • @Echohb
    @Echohb2 жыл бұрын

    Depressed around her entourage. Not the depressed in that mental hospital bubble. Start getting anxious when she has to get back to her previous life... Don't know if I'm the only one who can see what I see

  • @Megdracula
    @Megdracula2 жыл бұрын

    I’m the same way about doctors. I prefer females.

  • @Angelmiserysixtysix
    @Angelmiserysixtysix Жыл бұрын

    check yourself in and not out depends how it is set up for some person. corruption.

  • @RaccoonEnthusiast
    @RaccoonEnthusiast3 жыл бұрын

    ï

  • @davinadavina1331
    @davinadavina13315 ай бұрын

    its not that big of a deal.

  • @rileycopy5722
    @rileycopy57224 ай бұрын

    Mental health care in the uk is shit😢 there's no point of getting help here😢

  • @BeautywithLiz1
    @BeautywithLiz13 жыл бұрын

    I would go to the mental hospital if they let us have our phone in america, or id settle with a private room with a tv

  • @christianharris8289

    @christianharris8289

    3 жыл бұрын

    how was this 15 years ago

  • @coreylittle9448
    @coreylittle94483 жыл бұрын

    Can u check out at any time

  • @koormie

    @koormie

    3 жыл бұрын

    no u have to stay till u get relased

  • @coreylittle9448

    @coreylittle9448

    3 жыл бұрын

    XAstro BabeX oh ok ty

  • @BspVfxzVraPQ
    @BspVfxzVraPQ4 жыл бұрын

    Really appreciate you sharing this. Many people feel the same but are scared of sharing. The point at I got was not depression but not happy either. Not knowing my purpose. Just hovering in between. I still don't know. From your low you reach your high. I'm just flying in-between. I know it's midlife crises. I know it's fine. But I have no clue to continue. Anyone in their '60 who can tell me the hell which I am approaching? If I can advise my 20 year old I would say : Nobody gives a shit about you! Just ask that girl out! Dance like none is watching! You boss is just as scared as you are! Now anybody in their 60 give a 40 year old some tips? Pretty pease?

  • @allthingsbeautiful95

    @allthingsbeautiful95

    4 жыл бұрын

    Aww thank you! I know that point you're talking about where you're not in a full blown depression but you're just not happy (and may feel like there's no joy in your life). I think this is quite a common thing when one reaches that middle age time in their lives and it can bring up all sorts of emotions and uncertainty. I've come to learn that uncertainty isn't necessarily a bad thing and it's okay to not have all the answers. I know it can be so hard and frustrating but just try trust in the timing of things, take as many opportunities as possible and say yes to things because you never know who you'll meet and you may discover your purpose along the way. Because when nothing is certain, anything is possible.. and even though this can be scary, it can also be an exciting concept! But if you want to seek some help with this, a life coach could be a good way to go. And that is some really good advice for your 20 year old and advice I think we could all take on board! So I thank you for that 😊 Good luck with it all and thank you for stopping by and watching my video 💕

  • @chrisbeaumont6728
    @chrisbeaumont67282 ай бұрын

    so different hospital then here you get a shared room with a bed and a night stand and a shelf thats it tv in common area. your allowed your phone or tablet but you have to charge them in a locked room. nothing with cables allowed in your room

  • @Mausi111
    @Mausi1112 жыл бұрын

    Don't cry,we are with you and most importantly God has your back. Remember God said in the bible be anxious for nothing. But in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving,let your request be made known unto God. You are unique and loved .God bless

  • @azukarzuchastux8066
    @azukarzuchastux80662 жыл бұрын

    John 3:16 King James Version 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

  • @nataliebagusauskas5190
    @nataliebagusauskas51903 жыл бұрын

    no hate, but tbh depression isn't a reason to go into a ward like that.

  • @amarie5620

    @amarie5620

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes it is, why wouldn’t it be??

  • @oliviaacosta6239

    @oliviaacosta6239

    2 жыл бұрын

    Natalie she’s suicidal of course she needs to go

  • @nataliebagusauskas5190

    @nataliebagusauskas5190

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@oliviaacosta6239 ive been suicidal ever since i was about 13 and never talked to anyone about it but..

  • @Angel-ni2yn

    @Angel-ni2yn

    Жыл бұрын

    it's a mental health hospital... ofc mental health is a reason to go... that's what it's for mental health depression = mental health

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