when i reached 40 years old, i also started to get tired of playing with myself... its basically been worn down to a nub

@kuzyofase

3 ай бұрын

💀

@cassandramae85

3 ай бұрын

😂😂

@johnblaze8092

3 ай бұрын

lol

@jasonvoorhees5518

3 ай бұрын

I know the feeling I've been playing so much solo that I got a permanent handprint there.

@jasonvoorhees5518

3 ай бұрын

Might I add that because of that I can actually unlock my phone with my nub now.

I don't really watch you for some specific type of content. Somehow you make me feel like I know you personally and it almost feels like we are hanging out when I watch your videos.

@steffimoreau6787

3 ай бұрын

Same here!

@BPD308

3 ай бұрын

My thoughts exactly

@ap90033

3 ай бұрын

Be blessed brother. Hope you found more than religion, Christ makes the difference

@trixanders2521

3 ай бұрын

Would really love to see to see you do a collaboration with someone

@crissteetee2760

3 ай бұрын

For sure 100%

It's not the games that anchor this community, it's Vladd. That's why everyone is here. Everyone is playing games on youtube but everyone comes back here to see them.

@blazi0s181

3 ай бұрын

facts

@mykemac8068

3 ай бұрын

What does it taste like?

My man is a legend that only a few will ever really know! From the duplex with baby girl and doing everything alone with no real setup, struggling, to now with editors. I wish you nothing but success love. I still wear the OG logo shirt with pride. Keep pushing my man!

@raikuy_jl

3 ай бұрын

100% agree

I turned 40 last November. It was like something completely shifted. Like your body is telling you ‘you’re now middle-aged. Sort your sh!t out. Oh and btw, certain foods you’ve eaten your entire life, are now your enemy’

@RabbiRegan

3 ай бұрын

Remember being able to eat Taco bell?

@fredreichner3534

3 ай бұрын

Lol,I can't eat ice cream anymore crazy

@fredreichner3534

3 ай бұрын

Ice cream.....just insane

@KickTheTiresAndLightTheFires

3 ай бұрын

Lol all the shit our moms doctors TV magazines Google and common since we're all true about my health!!! I thought I was a fucking robot, oah no not me! Gotta start being real with ourselves

@williamdavis3590

3 ай бұрын

Already experienced a lot of that at 30 lol I can imagine. Looking forward to it in a strange way, I guess mostly because so far my 30's are way better than my 20's

I know he doesnt want to share it yet but if you're wondering it was Caprisuns that helped him

@MrSteveCarmichael

3 ай бұрын

Maybe a shiny new pair of flippy floppies?

@johnblaze8092

3 ай бұрын

I heard Caprisuns have double the healing power while wearing flip flops, must have been that combo.

@TENSE1983videos

3 ай бұрын

100%

@Thesarcasticmailman

3 ай бұрын

Lmao

@rippin2031

3 ай бұрын

Bro i spit out my water reading this

I'm fifty and I still can't find myself.

@chaseriggs3468

3 ай бұрын

You can find your true identity in Jesus Christ the one who created and knew you before you was in your mothers womb he has a purpose for your life you was created for such a time as this you are chosen by God seek him and you will find your true self the person you was made to be

@G5_Undisputed

3 ай бұрын

@@chaseriggs3468amen brother

@lungzmcgee4450

3 ай бұрын

Try smoking a little weed.

@Inzpectre

3 ай бұрын

@@chaseriggs3468 So did i brother. There is no better way of finding yourself than through our amazing, loving creator :)

I am living this experience now. You have known idea how much this has helped me hearing you talk. Thank you and thank all who follow you!!

I saw the title, assumed the absolute worst and my heart jumped into my throat. Thank you brother for not quitting. Listening to you actually helped me with some stuff I'm going through as well. Respect for all you do for us.

@sO_RoNerY

3 ай бұрын

Overreacting. Plus there are other KZreadrs you can watch.

@MightyMako

3 ай бұрын

@@sO_RoNerY Shut up? 🙄

@JB-is9zu

3 ай бұрын

@@sO_RoNerY nah, you just dont get it.

@soup-yumm

3 ай бұрын

@@sO_RoNerYDude quit putting down positive comments. If you don’t have something nice or constructive to say, just don’t say it.

@BobTheBlueprint

3 ай бұрын

@@MightyMako Grow up?

Just remember the first 40 years of childhood are the hardest

@betadoctor

3 ай бұрын

Hear hear !

@shizzyg53

3 ай бұрын

And the 1st 70yrs of your life go to taxes

@King-O-Hell

3 ай бұрын

Lol

@chandlerthoma8503

3 ай бұрын

Truth

@jimfisher9749

3 ай бұрын

​@@shizzyg53Only if you pay your first time....I never had to pay any taxes....Yes it's legal. 👍

You have no idea the joy you bring so many man !!! It takes a real man to express himself and you do it so well

Hugs to you and your family! Ive had a really rough couple years and feel you on the crazy. I appreciate your message of resilience and presenting the best version of yourself. You're still so genuine but I also appreciate you making an effort in encouraging your audience!

❤ takes a real man to talk about what’s on his heart! ❤️ appreciate you Vlad!

@Syndrum

3 ай бұрын

I’ve a gut feeling he found God. That he’s found religion, either again or for the first time, and it’s changed his outlook on life.

❤You've saved someone's life with this video, Vladd. Thank you for sharing something so personal with us. We love you & we aren't going anywhere. MADD ARMY STRONG❤

@alexray_

3 ай бұрын

Sitting here, drunk, feeling like this video was made just for me. I can’t find myself, my KZread channel has suffered, the fog just won’t lift. This has inspired me to get my life back and push my dreams forward.

This was the best video, Vlad! Thank you for sharing. I'm glad you are feeling better and your positive outlook is contagious! Keep it up and we as a community support you and all that you do!

Hey I totally relate to this 100%. I work 12 hour shifts, take care of the family, record and edit videos for two channels and I never had anxiety until all of this. It’s mental exhaustion from lack of sleep and overworking. Glad you’re doing better. I’m still in that position so hopefully soon I find my answer too.

The greatest advice I got was, “you can’t help others if you can’t help yourself.” I kept trying to do things for everyone but myself, be it family, friends or whoever. I couldn’t do my best if I wasn’t at my best and it took a toll on me health wise, mentally and physically. After I got some help I was able to do better for myself and my life is for the better. I completely understand where you are coming from and I’m hoping that now you can be your best self and we can follow you on your new journey.

@jesse-pt4xx

3 ай бұрын

I don't think anyone can really understand what another person is going through. You can try though ❤.

@KrazyKript

3 ай бұрын

This comment is awesome u have me thinking and gave me some words and guidance I needed to hear thank u for ur words of wisdom and thank u vladd for bringing all of us together and being the badass we all know u are, I greatly appreciate u all

@deivydasblavesciunas8088

3 ай бұрын

Best comment so far, so true, been there my self, first find ur self then you can help others do the same ❤

God bless, Vladd. You know, you’re a pretty inspirational speaker, if I say so myself. I’m happy to hear that you’ve made it to the other side of that funk. You keep making them, and we’ll keep watching them!

You're inspiring, bro! I needed this tonight. Freaking alcohol is a bit#h after losing my Dad. Thank you SO MUCH, Vladd! /hugs

You are such an amazing soul! I have loved watching your videos for years! I am so glad that you’ve been able to readjust your life and perspective! Keep doing you!!

I really feel and appreciate this, currently feeling the way you were feeling man, and thank you for sharing your story.

I had an anxiety attack last week. All I could think about was that I was dying

@Syndrum

3 ай бұрын

Hope you’re better. Hope you stay better and know that if another happens, it too shall pass.

@LumbridgeTeleport

3 ай бұрын

Can I ask, and just flatter me and don’t look into deeper into the question. Are you an atheist?

@jasonsummit1885

3 ай бұрын

Albuterol inhalers work for me when I have anxiety/panic attacks.

i appreciate you bro, take care of yourself & your business. love yaaaa!

Much love and support my brother. Praying for all your new endeavors.

We love ya brother! What a journey it has been and will continue to be.

Glad to see you taking care of yourself. The better you're feeling, the better the videos are gonna be. IK KZread's been a B*tch recently and i do love the old Vladd but you do what you gotta do. Bills don't pay themselves and life ain't cheap. I may end up an 80 year old Cocomelon kid watching the new and improved Cocomelon Vladd 30 years in the future, at the rate KZread is f*cking it up, but at least it'll be the most fire, bar droppin' Cocomelon Vladd there ever was. Props to Zygote(hope i spelled it correctly) for giving my man's a break. We don't want all the recent fire content you be droppin to be smokin' you out of house and home. Stay strong, KZread needs people like you, even though they don't wanna admit it.

We love you to man. You’ve also helped all of us through a lot. I watch your videos everyday at work. Helps me get through another day. ❤

Bro, i feel you on this.. turned 39 earlier this year. And I’ve gone through this a few times myself.. it happens.. but sometimes you gotta just take a step back and collect yourself, take a breather and then push forward. No shame in that one bit. Im glad you were able to find it, do it, and overcome it. 🙌

Not vladdy daddi speaking a word of wisedom! Thank you for this. I’m sure a lot of us can relate to this. Be you, be great 🌸

Thanks for explaining what’s been going on, Lordd Vladd. Could tell something was off, but couldn’t pinpoint it. I know you just seemed tired or rather kind of zoned out. Just glad you were able to figure things out. It’s horrible to feel lost.

I am in the same boat, life just gets so chaotic, and we have to literally force ourselves to stop, and let others help us. I am a SAHM of 5 and between that and balancing wife life it gets hard. I have definitely done a lot of soul searching and trying new things to help me. Looking beyond "the norm" has really helped me and I hope it helps you too! Don't ever be worried about asking for help and taking time to step back and start feeling better. Sending well wishes WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!!!!

I'm glad you figured it out Vladd. I turn 40 in July. I'm a full-time carer for my elderly mum, and life has gotten a whole lot harder since my Dad passed away in 2020. I look back at the good old days, playing in bands, filmmaking, and being around friends. I feel exactly how you're describing, and I can't get myself out of it. I'm not sure how to move forward. I want to write more screenplays, plans to do a horror comedy musical, work on my art, and maybe start a KZread channel. But I've got no drive to do any of it. 😔

stay strong in darker times brother , you are light for me

Thanks man for being so Real , Honest and Open I think you helped alot of people today All the best in your journey

I hear ya man. Im the same age. The games being in decline for years also doesnt help. But your channel is still one if the coolest out there regardiess. Started going for bike rides and doing massive yardwork myself ,and that alone fixed alot. Hang in there bud 💪

The past is gone. The future doesn't exist yet. All we have is the NOW.

@lordPix3lUK

3 ай бұрын

Good quote

@woebringer7884

3 ай бұрын

Kung Fu Panda? The turtle dude

I hear you. We’re the same age and there is something about hitting your 40s… your perspective on life truly changes. I went through stuff myself, nihilism is the best word I can use to describe, yet at the same time that’s not me, which was upsetting. By being proactive and asking for guidance, I eventually got back to me, different but me. Love your content man, and looking forward to the future ❤

Thank you for this . I feel the exact same right now and just don't know what the hell to do with myself... I'm so glad you got the help you needed. I'm still searching but I'm totally lost. Hopefully I'll find it soon. Really appreciate you sharing ❤

I put a 100-ant bet on psychedelics.

@IntoTheDepths444

3 ай бұрын

i think it was meditation and general spirituality, my second bet psychedelics

@bequakynskagroupie3751

3 ай бұрын

Agreed

@bequakynskagroupie3751

3 ай бұрын

Fractal nether realm

@selfaware7617

3 ай бұрын

I quit smoking thanks to shrooms. Saved my health

@themidnightzone172

3 ай бұрын

he found jesus

I'm about to be 37 and can feel the 40 creeping in, I just got diagnosed with sleep apnea and was like aw mate, this is it that's the beginning haha Just take the time to care for your mental state and everything will fall into place, the biggest sign of depression is the "I don't care" attitude, don't let that grow arms and legs.... The editing is top notch btw!

@SariennMusic73

3 ай бұрын

My boyfriend (we're both 51) and my younger brother (42) both have apnea and before the cpap, they were absolutely exhausted 90% of the day no matter how much sleep they got, no matter how deep they THOUGHT they were sleeping. Both got sick a lot, gained weight they couldn't drop at all, and so on. My brother would stop breathing around 120 times during his sleep. It was serious apnea. Serious. It would 'wake' him each time when he'd snort/gasp himself into breathing again - which is why folks with apnea are constantly exhausted. They never ever get to full rem sleep so they basically live off light sleep all the time. The lack of oxygen fucks the body and mind UP. So does unending lack of vital deep sleep (rem). The cpap pretty much instantly gave both actual real honest to the gods true sleep, and they feel 110% better. Alert, awake, no need to nap, lower blood pressure, low low rare stress, barely get sick, no brain fog, etc. Cpcp will change not just your life, but will SAVE your life (apnea can make the heart stop permanently) and change your existence. I hope you have one or plan to get one asap. They come in the normal "big size" but also now have small and tiny ones. Takes a minute to get used to wearing, but for the first time ever, you're getting the normal optimum oxygen to your body all night, risk of heart attacks and strokes and high blood pressure and death exponentially decrease and even vanish fully for many. The energy you'll have will blow your mind. 😊

@sO_RoNerY

3 ай бұрын

Then change your diet and sleeP apnea with go away. Whole Food Plant based will fix your problem.

I think alot of us have been threw something like that, where you just feel stuck in life and are not really sure how to fix it. Im happy you found the help you were looking for and that you feel better.

As a fellow Kentucky boy that is turning 40 this year, I've been going through a lot of the same thing. Had to do some soul searching myself and I found my answers as well. Much love brother!

You had "burn out." Welcome to my world. Perpetual burn out

@JacobSmith-hx7fz

3 ай бұрын

Bro preach I feel that

@shitchops

3 ай бұрын

Yes it happens more the older you get I think 😔

@sidekickz2180

3 ай бұрын

@@shitchops you got that right. And it gets harder to cure as you get older. When I felt burnt out in college, usually hitting the gym would cure it. Nowadays? Nope

I quote"hard work good, and hard work fine, but first take care of head."love you man.

@minerva7783

3 ай бұрын

Such a good song ❤️

Love you Vladd. Thank you for sharing your journey and being open to change. Love watching your content

Hey Broski, from watching you on your first The Forest videos, to your stranded deep multiple play through's with snipp, to your crazy flip flop throwing times through catching bigfoot and his brethren. Appreciate you man, I am myself going through that transition currently, approaching 40 and it aint pretty. But like you say, we push through, we persevere, coz we are men. Much love brother! Here for many more to come!

I just turned 39 last month and I've been experiencing this same thing vladd for the past year and a half and still going through it as of now. I can't shake it, I'd love to hear from your side if what you did to fix it, bc it's killing me slowly and softly.

@xxnicolitaxx2665

3 ай бұрын

Almost 33 and I've been going through it for a while. I've learned to just not take life too seriously. I'm talking with a professional and different things. I hope and wish you well on your journey and hope you can find peace 🙌🫶

@cassandramae85

3 ай бұрын

Same! I am 38 and I haven't felt so lost since I was 17..

@alsorick9

3 ай бұрын

im 15 and i don’t wanna grow up😭

@_Nomad_0

3 ай бұрын

Life is boring, we gotta find ways to make it worth living lol, it's everyone

@jacobbos2208

3 ай бұрын

Just watch cocomelon… this is the way

I'm so happy you found your way, it's the best thing that someone can do for themselves.

Brother this video made me happy man, proud of you for going into yourself and doing the work on yourself that’s needed during hard times and coming out better on the other side. It’s to easy to not be accountable nowadays, glad you’re doing it brother. Been watching you for years, I play these games through you and a couple other gamers, always loved your content. You never cease to make me laugh and that’s always needed. Thanks brother and keep doing you my man, we’re just along for the ride and to support how we can

Thank you for sharing 🖤 It let's others know they aren't alone and can help some power thru or ask for help. The rough patches suck, but I'm glad you made it thru the 40 year blues!! Here's to a shiny future 🎉😊

He has become tires. Vehicle tires🗣️🔥

@nightfall745

3 ай бұрын

💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

@Jynxxx

3 ай бұрын

I'd be tired of runnin from tires (Decimate Drive) too! Ok, that wasn't funny, after it left my head🤦🏼‍♀️

@lynneshaw9209

3 ай бұрын

IF YOU WANT TO REST YOUR BRAIN HAVE ONE TAKE A BREAK FROM IT ALL AND YOUR FAMILY AS WELL SWEETIE TAKE YOUR FAMILY ON A ADVENTURE OF A LIFE TIME VLAD YOUR HEALTH AND FAMILY HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN GAMES ANY DAY ❤❤❤❤

@readmore7180

3 ай бұрын

That would be tyre....

@hmohsin1234

3 ай бұрын

Hahahahahahahaha

Thank you for opening up to us as your fans. This shows that you never know what anyone is going through because even KZread gamers try they best to hide what’s going on in they life so they can make us as the audience happy. I’m truly proud of you Vladd & thanks for the semi corny jokes that be funny, laughter and definitely jump scare games you play. 😂 wishing you many blessings always & the best is coming 🙏🏽✨

You should know you got me through those rough times from being broke to going through a divorve the comedy n connection on this channel helped me so much. So thank you Vladd.

That's great that you were able to work through some things. Love the channel, love the games, love your commentary and everything that goes with The Outer Middle Show! ❤ Can't wait to see what the future holds

Sucked on the tuning fork, boofed the crystal and now he's going to be in a toga giving life coaching lectures

@bigshow3271

3 ай бұрын

As long as we still have Vladd its worth it

Not to sound all hippy like but I went through quiet I similar funk. Felt like I wasn't moving forward anymore not only personally, but family and my job. I started to meditate... No lie it helped so much !! Even my partner gets involved only 30 minutes a day we take time to sit down and breathe and forget about day to day problems just for 30 minutes. Think about what makes us happy and what makes us, us really.. it helped so much. Love you bro all the best hope there's many years to come.

Love hearing this man. Like many have said, your content isn’t the only reason I watch you. You remind me of so many of my friends from my younger years that I have lost and I feel like you have made my life better by just being here on KZread for us. I will always respect whatever decisions you make because you always seem to make the choices that better suit you and your family and that’s what matters. Can’t wait to see what the future of The Outer Middle Show has in store for

Love you Vladd, always will, Its always good to know whats going on with you, I have been watching you sense about a year into the first the forest, so about over 4-5 years. And I will always love your content its genuinely got me past some rough times. Im glad you where able to get back on your feet, and clear your mind, and help yourself get out of that hole, and I appreciate you and your content, thanks for the talk Vladd stay amazing! To the future! CHEERS!🍻❤🫡👍🏻

you are best streamer alive…. my life is empty without you..everyday im just waiting your video, your stream in twitch.. im excited when your video pop up seriously…i try watch other streamer but it will never be the same…im 26 now im start watching outer middle show since i was 19.. vlad youre the best streamer ngl..you deserve an award

I'm turning 40 soon and I don't try to look at it as half of my life is over, I look at it as the second half of my life is just beginning! We still have so many years left to live Vladd!! So many experiences left to share with loved ones!! We aren't dead yet! 🥰💜

@jummyran

3 ай бұрын

True in this day and age 40 is still very young g especially compared to politicians lol they make 40 year olds look like kids

Man I feel you Vladd. I'm 36.. I get like that. We got people to take care of and ourselves. Million things going on in life. Worries. Glad you're back on track man.

Us fans of yours are so glad that you are doing what you need to do to look after yourself and tackling the things going on, you have our full support and happy you found a direction that is helping ❤️

We love you man

Love your channel, vlad! I've been watching for 5 years now. I went through a nasty separation about a year ago. You played a big part in keeping my mind off of the depressing stuff happening. You've helped in so many people in so many ways! Please don't give up, man! You're all I had at one point

Do what’s best for you brother 😊

I really enjoy your videos and really appreciate the time and love you put into them,when ever i need to silence my brain and overwhelming emotions your videos help me slip away into a bit of peace and laughter thank you!

I fell in love with your personality Vladd, you really do make it seem like in every video, its just us (the viewers) and you in a discord call, watching you play some silly game, while you have fun. Thank you for being you! Your super funny and quirky, a joy to listen to and watch. :)

Whatever is better for you brother

Your only human Vlad

@MightyMako

3 ай бұрын

@@steveatkinson85 🙄

@pleaseclap5210

3 ай бұрын

It's everyone's responsibility to preserve this beautiful language, if you don't it will devolve into clicks and grunts ​@@MightyMako

I found your channel in 2016. Somehow your content just aligned with where I was at. So much so, that I binged all your videos on your KZread and every live stream you did. I have maybe commented less than a handful of times on your videos and streams over the years, but I have always been there. You have been a huge part of my life weirdly, but for the better. Thank you man.

I don't ever post on youtube and have real bad anxiety, but here it goes... I admire ur bravery and it absolutely makes me so happy to see your content. Thank you Vladd for being amazing and bring smiles to my face when I didn't feel like smiling!

Sounds like someone found Jesus.

@thepeoplesjewels

3 ай бұрын

I was thinking the same thing.

@Agentsmithwasright

3 ай бұрын

😂you've got a better chance of finding Waldo an equally fictional character but one you can actually see 😅

@SafeFromWork

3 ай бұрын

I will pray for you brother.

@MightyMako

3 ай бұрын

@@Agentsmithwasright So edgy. 😂

@pleaseclap5210

3 ай бұрын

Hopefully

God knew you’d come around my brother, he never left yer side

@Agentsmithwasright

3 ай бұрын

As a near 40 year old man I've realized there is no God 😂 all too late too feel much better after ditching fairytales

@pleaseclap5210

3 ай бұрын

​@@Agentsmithwasrighthow ironic for someone to say that that also thinks the big bang happened even though it breaks their own scientific rule : matter cannot be created nor destroyed. You people also Believe your own scientific dogma, that we came from nothing. You think life just suddenly sprouted out of the ground on a planet that was covered in acid rain and fire but with no proof of its origin. You are literally religious without religion lmao

Mine hit mid 40s. Like you hit a wall, and you try and break out of the normal routine you've been doing. Need an outlet thats not part of your day to day. I have been doing wood working off and on. Had a panic attack for the first time over the weekend, and after catching my breath and relaxing, I went into my garage and starting making stuff. It cleared my head and made me focus on things I needed to do. Good luck with your situation. Your videos are the bright spot of my nights when I see the notifications pop up.

This was very insightful and helpful. Ive felt like this for almost 7 years now and cant seem to find a way out, even though I try every single day. I would love for you to make a video about your experiences once you feel comfortable doing so, as it could tremendously help those of us in a similar boat as you. I know one thing that works for one person might not work for another, but even if there is a chance to help a singular other person get through this feeling i think it would be a great idea to make the video, you cant worry about the few people who will take it negatively, especially if it will help others. But again this is YOUR experience so obviously its up to you and your comfort. just my two cents.

I have noticed in your most recent videos, you were acting a bit strange. But I totally understand "going through things" and you have nothing to apologize for. This happens to most people and I appreciate that you talk about it here on youtube. It breaks down the stigma of people thinking that they're the only ones going through a tough time, you can reach out for help, find different ways to move through this difficult time. Nothing will get fixed if you don't stop, look at yourself and realize that there is something going on that needs to be addressed. I definately applaud your bravery. You are a great guy with a beautiful personality. Your family both in real life and online are lucky to have you. P.S. It's Vladness, not madness :P

I made my own DMT so I know exactly what’s in it and that it’s pure and safe. I microdose it occasionally and it grounds me and allows me to self heal. Incredible medicine.

@Tlusion22

3 ай бұрын

Probably shouldn't admit that lol. The gooberment boys don't like that lol

@dafook865

3 ай бұрын

How i think i need it, im usually tired and lack motivation, i cant relax even cuz i keep thinking.

@MadZprod23

3 ай бұрын

@@dafook865 DMT won’t fix that brother, you’ve got to find the source of that stress, fix it and then take DMT which will allow you to view from a different more understanding prospective

I am 38 this year and am feeling the same kinda thing. Glad you're feeling better man and hope your able to share what really made the difference for ya. love your channel and appreciate you.

All of this hits close to home. Feel you on the weird part around 40 years old too, my life changed in the last year or so & it's hard to explain. We can dwell on the past or learn from & just move forward. Hearing you are adapting to change & facing it head on is pure motivation! Keep up the good work & making the changes that make you & your family better man. Loving the content regardless & excited for the future!

I am also tires of playing games

@IchNachtLiebe

3 ай бұрын

Well, wheel have to get that figured out.

Love you ❤ you spicy man you

Been here for a very long time and seen you evolve. Seen the ups and downs, and I couldn't be more comfortable right here.. watching your content. Much love Vladd, keep being amazing. ❤

Awesome vid man, so real and down to earth. I went through this kinda shite too last year...I also turned 40, been a hard time but a good time. Thanks for all your work!

It's because of that game where you were dodging cars, isn't it?

@billycole852

3 ай бұрын

That game had me on edge for real.

I'd imagine that being tires is a difficult thing to be.

Glad your going well Vladd, your content has brought me happiness in some of my worst times and I hope the community including me bring more if not the same happiness you brought us.

Much love vladd!! Yea its like a lightswitch goes off. I'm sure it's shrooms. Love how you feel after tripping you feel refreshed. I'm gonna watch you till i die. Much love from VA. And thank you vladd

I totally get it. I went through a similar phase last summer as well. But last June and July I was going through a lot of difficulty, and I binge-watched your "Thief Simulator" videos and it brought me a lot of joy and hope. It brought laughter and you are by far my favorite game reviewer. So keep on keeping on and do what's best for you man.

If you're tired try working in a warehouse or a factory 😊

Doesn’t matter if you’re 40 you look like you’re in your 20s

Big respect man, Nothing but love brother. Glad you were able to help yourself. ❤

Story of my life bro. I lost my house cars businesses everything in 2016 and it had been like this for me ever since. I have tried doing the KZread and still trying but my mental issues weigh so much. I will continue to try as my son “wants to be a famous KZreadr” so I have to guide him. I should just do it and stop being afraid of losing all over again. Thanks for this video buddy I resonate with this. Keep it up

Oh I almost forgot. Yes it is a renewing process of the mind. You are changing from the inside if you have the Holy Spirit. I hope this is what you meant by the one who gave you the peace you have now.

@jentheredhead4698

3 ай бұрын

I'm hoping the same thing

Self care is important Vladd. We all need breaks to reset and self center ourselves. I’ve been watching you for a while now and I always enjoy every video. It took me a long time to figure out balance in my life. I had to learn the difference between giving everything I can and giving more than I had to. Please take care of yourself first. If you don’t take care of yourself everything else falls apart. Much love and support for you man. I wish you all the best.

Some times we get like this when we need to seek change even when we dont want it. We dwell on the negitive so we can seek a positive outlook. Good things are there we just cant always see. Glad you pulled threw brother Thanks for sharing.

So glad to hear you are doing better and sorted everything out Vladd. Look forward to seeing more of what you do. I turned 50 in November and although I didn't really have any crazy changes or feelings it's definitely crazy to realize how fast time goes by and just kind of feel old😅😅, all the best to you!!

Your videos are awesome. You help me make it through my 12 hour work days. I'm glad you did some soul searching. Much love brother 💯💯💯

Man this hit close to home. First 3 minutes was a 1:1 reflection of how of I felt stuck these last few years. Trying to share workload with your editors, so they do the regular content and you do your specials will allow you to push more content and skip on the boring edits, while you focus on the more high end video's. I've gotten to the realization that I've literally played too many games, and stopped enjoying them, because stopped editing. I've not been able to enjoy my life, because my hobby became stale and I didn't have anything to balance it out and feel a craving for it.

Very inspirational video, you’re not alone many people suffer with mental health problems sometime in their lives, and some people don’t know or get the help that they need and unfortunately them people self delete. Respect to you for talking about your personal struggles and hopefully it has given other people the knowledge and strength to get through their struggles ❤

God bless you Vladd. 🙏 Happy to hear you're feeling better mentally and physically. Looking forward to your future.