HRT Transition Update Week 50 - An Unkempt Mess
Yeah life has been really rough right now. I can't wait for fall break and to just rest even for a second. I can't say I know anyone who's not stressed beyond function right now and I hate it.
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I'm just shy of 4 months of HRT; the ups and downs are wild. Stay strong!! I'll always hang out here in the comments to leave some slightly related tidbit. Your videos are great and you are great for sharing all of this with us!
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
You're very right about the ups and downs, I would say for myself that it has gotten a lot better while also staying in touch with my emotions
I of all people know what you are feeling. Hang in there. After being on HRT for 7 months I have felt those ups and downs to the extreme. But....the good news, you are on week 50 and I am so proud of you for being where you are now. Just remember, this journey you are on will help you become such a strong woman in the future. You can get through this rough patch, okay :) Also, if you want a 'internet friend" I have discord if you want to chat sometime.
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I'm glad to have the support of people like you. I'm not on Discord often so I'll have to pass, but I appreciate your offer.
@aNewDayWithErin
Жыл бұрын
@@ParisCarper no problem, I understand! I wish you the best of luck 💕
Hold on until break Paris. Hopefully you can recharge then and come back better than ever. We love and support you! 🫂
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
Happy to hear from you. I was getting worried. Hang in there my friend. 🙂❤️
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much
I support and accept you 🏳️⚧️I'm trans too!
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I really need it right now
I meet with my endo dr. On the 18th this month and videos are very helpful this past year
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Congrats! we will be almost a year apart. I wish you the best of luck
Maravilhosa linda Love ♥️♥️
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
After appearing female you could make a lot of cis female friends. You are one of them now and no longer have to be on guard as when you presented male
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
That's true, but it's still not always easy. Especially when there are parts about being a woman that are different from my experience
Hi Paris, you need trans/queer friends that will understand you better, you’re kinda stuck like the rest of us and only a good friend group can help you get a grip and enjoy more, you’re transing ffs you should still be jumping, also a friend from Utah is hitting one year soon, she’s older and the way she’s reacting to it it’s honestly surprising, have you done labs recently to make sure nothing is holding you back? Like obviously nicotine could do but other things too. Everything will get better ❤️🩹 lovely. Patience and consistency gets you wherever you want in life, stay strong. Love u ♥️
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the kind words. I just had my last labs and everything was fine, plus I don't do any drugs so that would not be affecting it. When you say her transition is surprising, what do you mean?
@ErinBlueBird
Жыл бұрын
@@ParisCarper I know you don’t even smoke but maybe caffeine, lots of things hold us back that’s why I’m just drinking water or juice I make. My friend Paisley started almost the same time you did, 29, she was super super buff smokes weed and vapes daily, using oral one or two months then topic cream, her blockers didn’t work well around month 5. She now is skinny still kinda strong but her features have changed, first the shoulder muscle went down so became narrower also has butt to sport panties like no one’s business. But the most is her breasts are surely C cup large or more, that’s why I was asking if something was holding you back cuz sometimes small things mess up with blockers, either way this is a long run not a spring, some people might start seeing significant changes in the 2 and a half year mark some even saying they now look real nice after being 10 years on so don’t desperate you were pretty from the get go and will do fine at your own time everyone’s transition is different. Just that, I also struggle with not having friends at uni or at work and wanted to say you’re on your feet and will succeed in everything you put your eye on might be fun to find a queer pub or place to hang out and be more yourself. You’ll soon find you get along well with some folks and that by itself will take a big weight off your shoulders. We are transing we should be jumping, Paisley is, me too, you, even higher ☺️ Have a nice day gworlll ♥️
@ParisCarper
Жыл бұрын
Wow, that's super interesting to read about! From my last check-in, my levels are where they should be. I guess being late bloomers run in the family, oh well. Super glad to hear that her transition is going well :) I think I just need to keep going and try not to stress about it too much. Thank you for your kind words :)