Yes.. Finally found my answer. I had an experience 3 years ago and it has changed my life to the most highest.. very grateful and blessed❤

St Teresa's mystical tick box - 3 characteristic.1. Experience is overwhelming and powerful, 2. Induces profound tranquility, 3. Lodges in memory, and affects subsequent behaviour. One becomes a total love machine :)

*Oswald Külpe* had lead a continental *Wuerzburg School of cognitive psychology, exploring 'mental processes by intutive **_introspection_* - in contrast to an emergent Transatlantic school of mechanistic Behaviorism of 'sensual stimulus and physiological response'. Accepting that Külpe's approach was _empirical_ , indeed - despite not being fool-proof from charlatanism, abuse and ambiguity - is an avenue of reconciling the fateful, anti-modernist dogma of 'Two Truths' with _a spiritual reality_ , all men particpate in _since the beginning of time_ - to variant degrees, and according to unique, given and irreplacable 'charisma'. In recent years, the 'anthropological' and spiritual writings of *Evagrius Ponticus* have been digitalized, making the history - and experience - of 'spritual warfare' in the West accessible to interested laymen. Experiences of Unio Mystica and Epiphany are a rare modification of childhood imprintment, prior to the saturnine serenity of advanced age and it's physical decline, a blessing that is worth to be sought even for the price of an early, planned career when traveling, pursuing 'purposeless', autodidactive studies or simply living in seclusion and confronting a quiet that orders an _alienated, emotionally stunted_ soul like 'a lode star' toward *an **_assured_** , **_unconditional_** , sense of being* , _transcending a masking persona_ of secular achievement, social role or normative blinders.

Why doesn't your church align itself with Rome and Orthodox Cristian teachings?