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@The_Jen_Reilly

7 ай бұрын

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@barneypaodoce

7 ай бұрын

Girl I- 💀

@moonfoxnight1714

7 ай бұрын

You didnt say about the word "forgive" so imma just-💀

@bernadettecarao8222

6 ай бұрын

I am soo drawn to that small blue heart stone. 🩵

@kollinsolson2577

6 ай бұрын

Thank you. IMY. You are amazing!

So weird. I was in the middle of doing shadow work journaling about forgiveness and was called to open up KZread. This was the first thing I saw, posted seconds ago. Feels very synchronistic.

@roselynfenn6661

6 ай бұрын

THIS HAPPENED TO ME TOO omg i was opening my journal listening to another vid and this popped up in the recommendation

@mydy8741

6 ай бұрын

Coming back from a conversation about letting go my parents conflicts and my childhood suffering... Love you, Madison. From Italy

@gk3330

6 ай бұрын

111 likes

Eso omg you don't understand how much you're valued in my life. You're helping me through pretty heavy times and I just want to tell you how much your readings do help. And omg this video came out at a perfect time ! How do you do this? It's like you're always putting out videos I NEED in the moment.

@EsoTarot

7 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for taking the time to tell me 🥹💗 that’s my goal. I’m so honored to be a part of your journey! Lots of love 🫂

@MirandaQUEENofFISHROCK

7 ай бұрын

I second that! Sending so much love and light to the ESO community ❤

Pile 3. I cried the entire time, I felt as though you were speaking directly to me. I've never had a reading where EVERY card resonated so deeply and described me and my past. I so needed to hear what you had to tell me. The way you communicate is so clear, thoughtful and profound. Thank you so much 💗💗

@peachesandpoets

7 ай бұрын

Every single card in Pile 3 resonated as well for me. Pile 3 was a big cry for me. Then I went to pile 2 and found some stuff there, and next is Pile 1. But my fellow Pile 3, I'm so sorry that stuff happened, and I believe in you. We'll be alright 😊

Pile 1 This resonated with me a lot. Since I was little, I never had a good family environment, so I stuck to academic life as a parameter to feel good. The problem is that, when I had to stop studying due to problems at home, I felt like my world collapsed. I want to learn to forgive myself for being so perfectionist and so neglectful of myself sometimes.

Pile 2 this is the most beautiful reading. I literally from the time you started reading. I am so tired of my family expecting this perfect person and in turn placing that expectation on myself. I really think I needed to hear someone else say it. After that fact you read everything else so precisely and beautifully. Thank you!

@thesylvanrose

6 ай бұрын

It is so powerful to get that kind of confirmation and actually feel seen in our struggle, and it's so wild how we are all processing similar energies and healing together that these readings help so many of us. Fellow pile 2 out here ✌️

@all2well

6 ай бұрын

so fvckn true everything fits right

Pile 2, and WOW so much really hits home for me. I remember when I locked down my feelings as a kid because as a Cancer moon, I was "too sensitive". I was bullied terribly and I am finally learning to let go of that "tough chick" persona, because it no longer serves me. I don't need to hide behind that mask anymore. I can be my authentic, goofy, derpy self. It's been a helluva long road to get to this point! Long way to go still, but that is okay! Thank you so much! ❤

I chose Pile 1. I needed to hear someone else say that I have validity regardless of my job, looks, intellect, light, mindfulness... I know I overthink my reality because I feel people use me as a mirror and don't delve into me, the breathing entity on planet Earth ❤❤ I forgive them for taking on their misdirected energy and I forgive them for not seeing that they don't need a mirror to stare into to find themselves ❤❤🦄

Pile 2 was so accurate it's crazy. Thank you so much, your readings always help me a lot. I feel seen and understood. Thanks for your compassion and being such a bright light in the world.

Also I just accomplished more than what I got out of 14 months of therapy in legit 1 hour........ currently journaling 5 pages of realisations, connections, breakthroughs, affirmations, subconscious core beliefs and wounds, root cause of overwhelm. The list goes on. Love this so effing much ❤❤❤

“A lot of people don’t run at all in the week!” 😂😭 love you. P2 so resonates. I’m a triple cardinal sign. Someone once told me that’s reflected in my perfectionist syndrome

I started pile 2 and I immediately went “oh my god” because I’ve just been returning to my constant issue of holding myself to extremely high standards and always feeling like nothing I do is good enough 😅 I was literally just talking to my doctor about this and used the same example of working out where I feel like when I started working out once a week right now, I immediately felt like I should do it twice a week. Like I can never just be at peace with the things I actually am doing

Eso thank you, I’m pile #3 and it made me cry, especially the last card because I been so hard on myself for so long. The tough love, the blessings, the shedding of old versions of myself from even last lives??? I feel powerful. I claim all lessons and blessings. I appreciate your gift so much, take care❤

I remember when Eso couldn't shuffle very well and now look at her! She's an expert!

I was pondering, ruminating writing and crying about the past and I was surprised to see this.. just, wow.

Was intensely drawn to pile 2, cried after every card. I appreciate you so much. This really really resonated and I loved this type of reading, the messages in the beginning were clear also in the intro!!! Love your readings Eso!

First like and first comment ! Honestly Eso ,you wont believe it when i say this ,I JUST NOW THOUGHT HOW AM I GONNA HEAL FROM ALL MY PAST TRAUMAS AND MOVE FORWARD, IM NOT LYING ,I THOUGHT ABOUT IT JUST A MINUTE AGO AND YOU POSTED THIS VIDEO !🎇🎇🎇🎇LOVEEEEE YOUUU LOADSSSS!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

That sweet pause after ‘apologise to yourself, right now’. And then ‘did you do it?’. That gives big sis Aries energy (I am) and made me cry so hard. Thanks Eso. I got the clarity & the forgiveness *sip* I needed in 5 mins.

Pile #3 completely resonates with me in the every way and yes I am Capricorn 😄 All your readings resonate your extremely talented and gifted, again Thank You for all you do for all of us! I Love the way you are so transparent, open & honest in your readings as well, you say it as it Really is & that's Very admirable 🌺

I swear at this point its almost automatic that I choose group 3, and guaranteed that it will be my group. This time though i felt immediately drawn to pile 1, and oh my frikkin DAYS, eso! You absolutely hit the nail on the head.

Wow... Today i came to conclusion that fears stop me from doing a lot of things i wanna do. I even asked tarot about it myself and then later i see this in recommendations. Deeply resonates. Too deep and made me cry. Pile 3.thank u

2:05:30 this is so real!! I remember thinking: "Wait... am I allowed to be myself here? I don't need to hide, or pretend to be someone I'm not for people to actually like me?" Then I finally realized that my true personality wasn't the problem in the first place.

Activating the power of love to heal past hurts 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

hi, pile 2 here and i just wanted to say that its shocking how accurate your readings are. I was bullied my entire childhood (im autistic) and my mother worked at my school and new about it and did nothing. i have a really complicated and toxic relationship with my mother and this really helped me realize that i should forgivw myself and my family, not for them but for me. thank you so much Eso, you have such a powerful and kind soul and youre very talented ❤❤❤

I'm new and this deck I Choice deck 2 was scary in how accurate the reading was

Eso! Your sassy gives me LIFEEEEEE. It really shows me we can still be kind while being sassy and funny af. Thank you Eso. I was Pile 1. Beautiful.

Pile 3 wow… cold truth about avoiding being uncomfortable…I just felt as though I had enough stress on my plate why implode when I don’t have to…but I had therapy today and you and her have given me new perspective about how much our formative years have shaped us and I can go at my own pace in conjunction with the universe and let go of preconceived notions…

If only you knew how much you validate for me, how directly you tell me not to give up, sometimes right at the minute when I'm going down the rabbit hole. You encourage me to continue believing when I want to give up. You are a true light in this world and I'm so happy that your universe collided with ours. Thank you for sharing your energy.

OOF @ me having nonstop recurring trauma dreams & kicking myself for everything I’ve been through 🙃 I’m having a REALLY hard time with this rn I feel like my past is a dark cloud hanging above my head all the time and I TRY so hard to move past but it’s always there 😭 You always come at the right time my friend I love u sm and I appreciate you channeling the messages the universe has for me that I’m not able to channel myself 😭😭🥹 Sending you lots of love Madison thank you for helping us grow and learn to love and accept ourselves regardless of what we’ve been through 🥹✨ At the moment I can’t even fathom the thought of making peace with my past but I keep telling myself I can do it and I just gotta do it day by day but shit is HARD when you’ve got a freakin encyclopedia of trauma and past mistakes that you hate yourself for 😂🫠

I've been trying really hard to distance myself from obsessing over romantic love (see: limerance) so these more individual personal growth readings are perfect! Thx babes

Omg??? I just googled yesterday how to make peace with the past and this popped out! You're a wonder Eso🥺

pile 3, your every word is right. I am a giver and everyone including my family use me only to get what they want. Sometimes i feel like why i am existing! Just to please them! Yes i am a writer and write what i really wanna be. A traumatised childhood made me think my worth, and everytime i achieve something my family bully me like this is nothing. So i became like that. I became cold and emotionless to fit in, cause they said your emotions annoy us. I am healing, trying to heal myself. Thank you so much.

Capricorn here. Pile 3 reading made me openly weep. Thank you so much for your beautiful energy. You always are in my brain and it’s kind of weird but I love it. 😂Thank you again for everything you do. 🙏🏼🫶🏼❤️‍🔥

Pile 2 thank you for helping me processing my emotions with this reading. I am being more gentle with my self lately and giving me some grace about being imperfectly perfect. This is really a confirmation for me to continue to learn how to be unapologetic: I have grow so much already and I am proud of myself for loving myself, resting more and opening more to people without judging myself.

Thank you for such a wonderful and beautiful reading, Eso. I did a forgiveness meditation for each and every subject you brought up in Pile 3. Tears were shed, and much forgiveness was showered on people who have hurt me, the universe, my fears, and myself. Your mention of a cocoon made me realize why I've spent the last few lifetimes separate from my soulmate. I finally understand something important about my soul's journey now. Thank you so much for shining your light. You're changing the universe with what you do.

I have literally been sitting over here hating on myself for all these things, and spirit comes along and says, "Hey Madison! Let's drop a message about self forgiveness!" As paradoxical as it is, I hate this part that hates myself! Ugh! Alright, spirit. I hear you. Jeeze.

So necessary I'm crying, thank you, love you

@luislozano6073

6 ай бұрын

I love charms, tho

Pile 3 was so accurate, it spoke to me in so many ways, most of these things I already know but thanks Eso for channeling ❤

You spoke straight to my inner child ❤I’m bawling. Yours hands down the most phenomenal intuitive tarot reader I’ve ever came across. Thanks you for existing Eso 💗💗💗

I love when your crystal layouts look like an I-Spy book scene :3

You are so freaking cute! I love you like a proud momma! The way you speak makes me smile. I really love your sweet spirit Eso!! Ooooh I loooove White Feather Tarot!!!! You two are my favorite readers!!!!!❤❤❤❤

madison i just... i love you so much thank u always for EVERY single one of your reading, they changed my life!!!

I don’t even need to watch any millisecond of this to suddenly feel 😭❤️ thank you for this! It’s been the worst few weeks/ few months ever! We love you!! You are our voice! ❤

“courage isn’t not feeling fear ✍️, it’s feeling the fear ✍️ and doing it anyway ✍️✍️✍️”

Pile 2 OMG Eso!! you've helped me so much and you don't even know it. When you said to forgive myself right now, i contemplated not doing it but then paused the video and told myself the longest apology for so many things!! i came back to play the video and you said 'did you do it?' DAMN STRAIGHT I DID still so much of the reading to go but so much is resonating and I've had some epiphanies of where ive been holding myself back and how forgiveness will help me move forward ❤

pile 1! been having these epiphanies since the libra eclipse and it felt good to hear it in even more simple terms than i could understand, thank you

Not this popping up in the middle of a family crisis. Spirit is watching over me ❤

I am in awe of the acuracy of the pile that I have chosen, thank you

Pile 2 here. So my bullies were my parents, and I could still apply the situation to my life. Thank you❤

@jeniffersmith2378

4 ай бұрын

Hard same. My mom especially. It’s been very slow learning to move on. Much like a turtle. ❤

@Nordonia93

4 ай бұрын

@@jeniffersmith2378 turtles are fabulous🥰

I claim Pile 1--ALL HAIL THE MAGIC CONCH! 🐚 😂 Thanks Eso, especially at the end of the reading advice. You know it's legit when you get triggered halfway through and end laughing at the SpongeBob message.

achievement is also about self development and just overstepping anxiety/depression etc. once i understand something i struggle with the fact that i cannot apply it completely and easily right away and punch myself in the face for it lol. everytime i have a hard time doing something, no matter what. i was not sure for the pile put you talked about grading my self worth based on accomplishment and well 😂

So crazy I was thinking about all This yesterday and here You come Eso comes! Thank you! Pile 2 😊☮️ O Eso Yes!! I’m screaming it out ‘I FORGIVE MYSELF!!!!!!!!’

Eso coming in clutch, as per usual 😌

Holy… I am currently 1 year sober & decided to pursue nursing and am starting my LVN program in a week. I’ve been pushing myself so hard since July to prepare for the program by studying anatomy EVERYDAY. I’ve been stuck in my head, thinking I’m going to fail or not be smart enough.. studying the nervous system and crying that I killed so many neurons from my addiction and abuse from a toxic relationship.. I am so hard on myself and hyper focus on my flaws and dismiss my strengths. Ever since I started focusing on my future (career) I’ve been feeling so behind and even though I know it’s not a race.. and I’m only 26.. I can’t help but think I could have been so much further in life-totally invalidating everything I went through. So…. I just want to lyk that I really appreciate everything you said. Thank you ❤ Pile 1

@EdinGirl

6 ай бұрын

Congratulations on one year sober, that's a massive achievement! I didn't quit until I was 42 and now, at 50 after 8 years sober, my life is finally able to start. You are young, have a plan and are doing it! This stranger is proud of you and wishes you great success and peace ❤

12 minutes in and im already crying. Ur tarot videos r the only ones to ever make me cry. They make me feel so heard. I love you so much

1:47:05 I just wanted to say that crying has never felt this good, it feels like I was listening to myself on repeat. This week has been a tough one of trying to grab hold of my feelings, been avoiding them if you will. And just allowing myself to be open to forgiveness brought so many things I’m grateful for, I admire your blunt honesty and the power of your imagination to help re open my mind and heart to my inner child who she deserves an apology to be forgiven🧿❤️

Pile 3, and yes, I’m a double Capricorn (Sun and Rising). Lovely reading, so many important messages, thank you!

I love this experiment!🧡

Oh my god I needed this I was just talking to my sister this morning about being unable to let go of my past? Thank you Eso!!!

Love White Feather Tarot!!! I was drawn to that pile too 🧡🧡🧡🧡

@michellejohnson8201

6 ай бұрын

Also, your nails are majestic 🌙🌟

@TheSarahJane33

6 ай бұрын

Same! Love Reem and can’t wait to see what comes up in the next video I watch of hers. Blessings to you, fellow traveler! 🙇🏻‍♀️

I don’t know how tarot works - but it works! The Pile 1 reading was so spot on for me: my whole young life was dedicated to achieving. I still expect myself to attain, years later.

Thank you so much for your channel Eso. 2023 has been a rough year with a lot of loss and grief and your videos have gotten me through. You’re appreciated ❤

You are incredibly triggering and oh so valuable cause it helps me work through it. It's a great thing it's in video format so I can pause every 15s. Your timing and accuracy are absolutely impressive. Thank you

I had literally just finished a meditation to let go of the past beliefs that were holding me back when I saw this notification pop up on my phone 💓 So divine ✨

Eso i dont know what i would do without you. Many times you taught me so many valuable lessons and have helped more than you would know. So grateful to have a wonderful person like u to learn from❤❤❤

I just searched for your reading on anything related to old wounds and you had this video uploaded just recently! So happy and grateful, on to watching it 😊💋

It felt like you we're talking directly to me, thank you love - pile 2 💖🌈🐞

Dude I open up KZread like, “I just have this feeling/hope that Eso posted” and you did NOT disappoint!

Omg you have no idea!! I was watching some movies and they constantly had “forgive me”, that moved me to tears and yesterday I was grieving while embracing myself and forgiving myself and today I see this😮😮😮 Thank you so much for this, and for just being you♥️

Excited to see what’s up with Pile #1 !!! I feel like theres still a last few things lingering making a barrier between me and others and I deeply want to live up my full connection potential, so thank you for this Eso, I appreciate the insight I’ll hear in a moment ❤️‍🩹

I love how you be coming in with a whole notebook like a clipboard 🤓❤🙌🏼🙏🏼🌹

The timing, as always! thank you so much for your time and energy ♡

I got pile one and two and both of them were so relevant to my issues. There were lots of synchronicities between both readings! And you calling it pile one again and again made it feel as though I was definitely supposed to hear both one and two haha. I’m a workaholic and I really needed to hear a lot of this. I can tell you’re really having fun with your readings!! Oh! One more thing, I just got into tarot this past month, and I started learning on my own, the very first tarot KZreadr I saw was white feather, and you dropping her name so much was also an interesting occurrence lol.

Thank you Eso ❤ love and light U always encourage me with truth and kind loving words

Pile 1 resonates with me!

Pile 3- thanks you so much I always love your videos

Thank you so much eso for your reading, and that was soo On Point..👉 i choose pile # 2 and 3, both piles it was great.😅 Thank you for your time to reads Eso...🧑‍💻

Eso, I love you so much. Your readings are awesome and always on point! I got so distracted at one point and I have to know…is that a blueberry 🫐 in with the crystals??? Lol 😂

Pile3💗 so accurate, each part was my exact experience! Tysm 💖💕❤️!!

This was so on point it was scary lol. I was pile 2 and needed to hear this.

I have been battling with this battle of whether or not I should forgive this person that was in my life for the past couple of weeks. I haven't visited this channel in a minute, but decided tonight that I needed some guidance. I told myself that the most recent video posted would be the reading that I needed to hear. When I came to the channel, the most recent video was this one: ABOUT FORGIVENESS! When I saw this reading, I knew it was for me; and it brought so much clarity. Thank you, Eso!

Eso!!! You are awesome!! I’ve only listened to intro and already so many amazing gems of wisdom and support around this topic. ❤❤❤Love you so much!!!

this was so good, and so spot on!! ❤️ thank you so much very kindly eso!! Ilyyyy

"THE universe is not going to save us from what we are capable saving ourselves from" I love you. Thank you♥️

Perfect timing as usual ✨🖤 Thank you!!!! 😊

Pile 1 here. Thank you ❤. It was 100 % accurate and something that I really needed to hear. You just put the puzzle pieces together with this reading for me.

I don’t know what i would do without you and kino, your readings are so resonant and helpful. ❤ thank you bestie

Thank you so much for this reading, I love the choice of topic. Pile 2 made me cry. Such a needed message ❤ I always get so much from your videos.

Just hit the replay and this reading is so healing.

Pile two. RESONATES OFF THE CHARTS! THANK YOU! ❤ This was perfectly timed as well and I love the uniqueness of the topic and reading. Keep it up! Much love and infinite thank yous! ❤

This is amazing! I literally thought to myself today that I forgive myself for my poor mental health the past few years today and then you post this and channel the things I told myself in Pile 2! Bless you Eso. Love and Light

Pile 2, love what you said about becoming what you needed

You have a unique way of making me feel better by just being you and speaking the truth. Thank you for existing and making these videos ❤

It just resonates so much...every bits of your reading❤

i seriously needed this today. thank you so much Eso ❤

Thank you so much for this reading. Pile 2: I feel like I went through an intense therapy session! The way you weave the cards into mental and emotion psychology, truly brilliant. Nice way to look at the guidance from the Universe - love it! LOL "tis but a scratch". This reading was spot on in its entirety, I have much gratitude 🙏

Eso im just on the weirdest journey and trying to make sense of my life and role in this world. Thank you for your comforting and generous spirit, and using your gifts to help us hear these divine messages even at your personal sacrifice and expense. you play such a huge role in guiding us all towards understanding and love. forever grateful to you

Pile 2 reminded me of how much I love your personality eso! You have such wisdom. I appreciate your perception ❤ thanks for all you do

I have to come back to this one. My mom just died, and the third pile instantly reminded me of being with her while she was in hospice. First cards out are exactly spot on for all the stuff that this major life transition has brought up for me, but i have to go somewhere right now so I can't watch all of it at once.

ESO! I literally had been needing this message today. I found myself out of alignment and had been too hard on myself. Thank you thank you! Peace and love.❤