I just sent this to my two artist friends that are deep in the cycle of cynicism. They’ll dismiss it as click bait.. But I hope maybe one day they might watch it. Thanks for the inspiration!

@moirai1161

3 жыл бұрын

u r too sweet

@papasscooperiaworker3649

3 жыл бұрын

bruh its like only 5 mins

@Epicdino2912

3 жыл бұрын

420th like!

@kalilavalezina

Жыл бұрын

You're a good friend.

@kikolektrique1737

Жыл бұрын

you a true homie

“Somewhere along the way I forgot that I liked drawing” damn that sentence hit hard, I realized that myself not too long ago and I’ve been struggling since, I used to love drawing so much but I forgot why. I know I have my old sketchbook hidden somewhere around my house and I hope I can find them and try to remember what made me love art so much in the first place

@Ratswithshivs

Ай бұрын

I hope you’ve found it again

@blue_sea404

Ай бұрын

@@Ratswithshivs wow this comment is old. In a way I have! I kinda figured out that I’ve always liked designing characters, even when that wasn’t consciously what I was doing I loved making up random characters, now I really love actually designing good characters with the proper knowledge I have

I can absolutely relate, I opened an instagram profile for my art,and I noticed that I was drawing only for others,not for me, I almost reached 2000 followers, I simply decided to close my profile,now I'm simply enjoying that moment,that moment that I used to hate so hard,and I want to help everyone is in this situation,just a tip: drawing is a passion,even when you are working,this is a passion,do not worry about others,art is wonderful because you can express what YOU want,not others.

@armoapri8662

3 жыл бұрын

omgg yours words helped me so much💓

@joker_views

3 жыл бұрын

This is literally why I stopped taking commissions, everything I draw and post is a passion project, because without it, art becomes the opposite, a creation by committee

@lemooniii835

3 жыл бұрын

Oh same, I opened an account for my art too. But I decided to close it bc it just seems like I do it for other people. The reason I wanted to make art is bc I like pretty things and I want to make some. Solely for me. And the pressure is so high!

@nurhaziqahwork6210

3 жыл бұрын

This....make me cry. When I opened my old sketchbook (one I had drawn on since 3 y.o) I realize the character that I draw represent myself, there's happy chara, sad chara, angry chara. But now, I realize I only draw what people draw, there's emotion but the character doesn't really show what I felt at that time. I draw a chara with smiley face even tho I'm sad and that's not it. Even tho my skills has increased, but the old sketch that I draw gave more life compared to recent one

@ramy701

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much

I’ve found myself in the loop of immediately posting the drawing on social media and then spending an hour or so checking constantly to the point that it turned me off drawing entirely and pushed me towards more arts and crafts (knitting, crochet, cross stitch, etc). It is such a frustrating feeling and I’m merely doing it as a hobby. So thank you for posting this, it does help to know it’s not just us amateurs that suffer from the cynicism.

@ChromaMoma

3 жыл бұрын

I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels that way. Doesn't matter if it's 200 or 200,000 followers; everyone's caught in this vicious cycle.

@Ulyana0b

3 жыл бұрын

I watched this while knitting a blanket after disappointing in my own art, so... I RELATE YOU SO MUCH I didn't even know someone can feel same way... after they did something that they suppouse to like but hate it so much and hate themselfs for allowing to do such mess in their opinion it's ... horiible now I understand why artists are more prone to mental disorders :\

@molly7798

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my god, same. I straight up don't draw anymore. But I cross stitch, I make miniatures, I make jewelry.. at least it's something creative. And I do love arts and crafts, but I definitely do those arts and crafts as a way to avoid drawing.

@magentafox1657

Ай бұрын

Hey, I wanted to say a creative project doesn't have to involve drawing. I'm doing one currently that is very personal to me that no one is ever going to see apart from me (most likely) and it doesn't involve any drawing. It's pretty much just photography and writing (with some extra bits)

It's now 4 in the morning and I'm taking a break from studying. It's so nice to see an upload from you. It alleviated my stress for a bit.

@anchuhaa

3 жыл бұрын

hey !! i know its been like a week but make sure youre sleeping enough! i know school is stressful but make sure youre taking care of yourself when possible

@saramoche3783

3 жыл бұрын

Oh ur trying hard ♡

@pablochamber411

3 жыл бұрын

This world we're living in....it should be unacceptable to be like this being young

@lukatrdina5108

2 жыл бұрын

Hey, who made the art in your profile pic? I absolutely love it and want to see more of it

@lukatrdina5108

2 жыл бұрын

@@kanra4602 i love it!!! Is there anywhere i can see your stuff?

"When was the last time i drew, purely because i like drawing?" That hits the right spot.

Since the virus came in, I’ve done the same thing: dedicated a sketchbook specifically to do whatever I want without anyone seeing it. It’s been so good for my creativity

@lenamonroe2961

3 жыл бұрын

My best drawings have come from having no expectations. Telling myself I won't show anyone and allowing myself to make "bad" art. It always ends up being my favorite.

@Haphazard-Nugget

3 жыл бұрын

I need to give this a shot

@Zahra-fk6qo

3 жыл бұрын

@@Haphazard-Nugget same

I'm so glad more and more artists who have social media presence realise they don't have to post every drawing they make. Also it's so nice to have a place for yourself only, like a separate sketchbook, where you're free from the outside pressure.

I relate to this heavily. I personally am not a professional artist and I have no desire to be. Everyone tells me to make an Instagram. "Start an online portfolio! It'll attract the attention of businesses!" But I dont want to. I don't want an audience. I want to draw for the sake of making something. For myself. I want to draw, not because someone asked, but as an expression of love. Because I LOVE making hand drawn Christmas/birthday cards for people but NOT because they're my audience...it's just because I love them. As a teen my driving goal for art was to "get better" and to some degree it still is. But I want to make art (even bad art) not for the sake of it being attractive or even good, but just for the sake of expression. :)

@stefano2324

2 жыл бұрын

It's not true nobody ever noticed me in 10+ years so now i am broke depress and want to end my life

Man, I’m crying while watching this. I’ve been feeling that cynicism, I hate drawing now. I lost that passion for drawing cause I simply loved it. I’m doing exactly what you talked about, I’m creating for others now, for those likes and job opportunities. It’s a self made hell. I think I need to get off social media and just create for myself again.

@ramy701

3 жыл бұрын

Good luck !!

thank you for this. This time I was thinking "I just lost my love of art, time to move on" but really, the entire time I was wishing I could go back to when I would draw hot garbage and would be excited. Characters that now, would've pissed me off to look at design wise. I catch myself wishing I had the same childlike enthusiasm with my more adult skillset and focus.

Totally agree! ps love mini clip games !

what helps for me is to just simply ask myself "am i enjoying this?", but not trying to prove myself that i am enjoying it. its easy to get lost in an idea of how things should be in life, but at the end of the day if you're not having fun, why bother. also remember that there are many artforms not just drawing, and they all go together very well, you can only spend so much time in the day drawing, until you naturally start to become disinterested, then you can switch things up.

You know, thank you. I had that feeling a year ago. I deleted instagram, spent more time for myself and try to find that kidd again. It worked. But i think i stopped doing that. I thought now were i can draw again- lets draw, get better and most important draw for friends! and yesterday i was sitting over my sketchbook and realizing that, that is all what i did. I coulndt remember drawing something for myself, for the process. Because that is what gives me joy. Obviously im happy when my friends are happy or when people give me feedback, but the process is actually everything. Dont rush yourself, Dont pressure yourself. Art is something to enjoy. And then i watched your Video and thought of all this. Im in love with your Art, jaden. But most important, im thanksful for your impact.

It's so hard to come back. I wanna start to do art again, and i agree, this addiction of public admiration from people around the world. Approval, exposure, etc. It influences what we draw and we sacrifice what we actually want to make. At least, for me, when i draw for the purpose of "sharing it with my friends". It just doesn't come as loving towards our relationship with art. It's really exhausting to feel pumped up about something and i immediately stop because i suddenly thought that "oh this idea is trash, nobody is going to like it." I hope you get out your rut, i hope all of us get out of it. Start making what we actually want.. instead of what we think other people will ultimately like. :(( We should all have a "for our eyes only" sketchbook where we dont feel pressured to please anyone with our pieces.

@m1churr0

Жыл бұрын

absolutely, well said

During college, something happened that changed me altogether. I felt violated to the soul. I couldn’t draw without some therapy to get me to the finish line of my degree (BF in digital arts). I graduated with feeling like a fraud. The people around me loved art where as I felt burned. I couldn’t even bring myself to hold a pencil to draw, sketch, doodle. I didn’t just fall out of love, I felt relieved that it was over. The exhaustion of leaving a toxic relationship kind ruled my life after that. I got rid of everything, like art was a terrible ex. I destroyed almost everything. Had no portfolio within 6 months of my degree, I wanted to start fresh and create a whole new set. That’s when I realized I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t bring myself to just sit there and draw. Any ounce of joy is just gone. It’s like making friends after leaving a toxic friendship, I couldn’t. Art therapy wasn’t helping, nothing was. Honestly, nothing has been, so I left. I told myself it was over. Any ounce of love I had for this thing that brought me so much joy and safety was just gone. The person who I was when I entered the art world is not there. I’ll see people speed drawing, just sketching and I grew envious. I was and still am green with envy that their love for art wasn’t violated and tainted by the world. I couldn’t even talk about my degree without feeling shame and trauma. I decided to go down a different path. As I go down this new path, many ask why I don’t even show the skill set I gained with my degree. I couldn’t. It was a struggle, it still is. I felt so alone. I couldn’t even bring myself to even show a small doodle. I have a friend who can vouch my skills, and have me be a set of eyeballs when she needs a set of them and I am grateful. I want to be in love with art, but I couldn’t. The joy, I can at least enjoy it vicariously. I recently got assigned some tasks in the creative department. I am not going to lie, I’m a bit scared. So I looked up something like, “how to get back into digital art,” and found this video. How to fall back in love. For the first time, I don’t feel so alone. Of course my journey is unique, but I feel so less alone. For the first time, everything related to all of these deep and painful emotions were just so crystal clear. I had no idea I saw art like a terrible ex that makes you want to be single forever. Watching this video helped dawn about this clarity regarding these tough emotions and memories. I want to fall in love with art again. I miss it. I miss it so much. That joy when I just draw something nice and I just liked it. That sketch where even if that arm looks off, it’s okay because you spent hours drawing it. I miss being that little girl who just did it. I now have a husband who is doing that. It’s so nice. I have a baby on the way and I want her to be able to find joy even after the world beats you down. I miss the me who saw light in the world when she was creating a digital art piece. It’s a tough journey, but I’m glad this video is here. It may just be 4:51 seconds but this was and is the most hopeful I have been in falling in love with art and my art again. This comment became so much more emotional than intended. I hope that’s okay. I had a good cry and relief.

I totally relate! social media has ruined my relationship with art, now whenever I'm drawing I start wondering if the algorithm will like it... the most frustrating thing is that back when I wasnt even trying, when I was just posting mediocre drawings for fun, I used to be successful! now I have changed & improved my style , Im doing what I wanna do but people dont like it.. or the algorithm doesn't like it... and I constantly try so hard to draw something that will be successful again

I stopped making art when i started comparing my work to other people's work

Hoping to find my joy in drawing back as well. Different reason but this sounds like a nice step in the right direction.

I just got into music, and since I’m starting in a late age where you do care about the success of what you’re making, as soon as I started composing I started disliking it, because as soon as I started I was not making it for my own enjoyment, thank you for this videos, it has been so helpful for this whole journey

last month a finally came back from an almost a year long artists block. i’m extremely happy about it, and now i finally get to feel the happiness of drawing for myself and getting better. one reason i had an artists block is because i kept overthinking my own art and thought it wasn’t good enough for me to even keep trying. now i’ve stepped over that and i’m finally at peace once again.

"when was the last time i drew purely bc i liked drawing?" dang... that's a darn diddly good question 👁️👄👁️ probably 2017 when i picked up drawing for the first time again in years?

@ramy701

3 жыл бұрын

Same haha

I get exactly how you feel!! I’m not a artist but I understand. I got so caught up in the likes that I forgot that I started writing to help people not for fame or attention and I started losing motivation because of that.

Im already halfway in the cynicism hole, and i don't even have an account. Im drawing mostly so that my parents and family don't think its a waste, that they like it, that my friends see that im good at something, for various types of validation from various people, and lots of times, im embarassed to draw certain things, because i fear that anyone who sees it will label me as weird, that this isn't good, or it isn't art and stuff. Im slowly trynna understand that art is art, and this video was very helpful, 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽

@sandhanitizer0403

3 жыл бұрын

draw whatever you like if they call u weird don‘t listen art is like talking communication wxpressing feelings so don‘t listen I‘m also scared ti draw some things but i feel so relieved once i drew them so dont listen just do it

Uhhh that hit different. I'm at exactly that point right now. I'm so proud of myself, that I managed to finish Inktober this year and now, end of November, I'm just realising what that actually did to me. I feel drained and kind of hungover and I'm just drawing for the sake of posting on my scheduled days. Just today, I considered taking a real break for the first time and just draw, without showing anybody. I think this video came at the right time, thank's!

My biggest struggle has been to motivate myself to draw and post my art. I never felt particularly bad about my drawings like other people do. But ever since gaining more attention through fandoms and knowing what it's like to gain thousands of likes, the pressure of posting something that my followers will like makes me not post at all. I feel like I'm not cut out to entertain a bigger following.

As a hobbyist in art this still helped so much in understanding how I was feeling this passed year.

Thank you for bringing this to light, its been at least more than 8-9 months since i took a photograph or made a video, and everytime I thought about either “gotta take pics to upload” or “gotta find jobs to make money “ And i forgot i love making art like that just cause. Thank you so much

i relate so much to this. i used to paint and draw because i found it fun, but when i started getting actually good at it in highschool, i got addicted to the validation. my self esteem was abysmal in high school, and art felt like the only thing i had going for me. so art became less fun and more about having to prove that i was still good at it, for the sake of my own self worth. because of that, it became a grind, a chore. i went into a mentorship to make fine art oils and halfway through discovered i like making comics, but wouldnt let myself because it was too "childish" and not impressive enough. but im getting back to my childhood passion slowly since then. good luck finding your childhood passion too

This video reminded me... its funny how I was the most creative, and my best pieces were produced were when I was studying abroad. It was when I chose to just draw for myself and not show it to anyone, it's like that opened the gates to creativity for me (whenever I was pleased with a piece I'd share it with my loved ones- but the thought always came after I was done, rather than me planning to share my work). As difficult and lonely that time was, my creativity was at its best. It's really amazing how that mindset changed the flow of my art, which I'm trying to get back to again.

Absolutely love the video and the idea. I feel like for a lot of artists there's an ugly mix of wanting to make art for yourself and wanting a sense of recognition from strangers. Like you may love the process of baking (and might be very proud of a cake you've made), but if no one eats it, it kind of feels like you're yelling into the void.

i applied this to me as myself. i usually do my every day things expecting to tell someone about it, include them, let them join, but never just for myself. i started a diary with this concept in mind i suppose, and im not letting a soul read it

i can definitely relate to drawing something in my sketchbook and wanting to post it. i even feel guilty when i don’t end up posting it because it looks so good, but art is an extremely personal thing. i think my best work is made when i don’t plan on posting it. i can mess up and no ones there to tell me “hey this looks off” or “x thing should be this way” im allowing myself to draw what _i_ want to see. it’s kind of f***ed up that we feel pressured to post everything that we make even when we don’t want to. we aren’t allowed to keep our art to ourselves.

art college murdered my love for art :( but I'll get it back and that's a great idea

I didn’t understand why I was loosing my spark in art at first. I saw this video and I realized I was doing the same thing as you! Just drawing and then thinking I need to draw something good to post online…I didn’t realize how bad this was for me…I’m really glad you explained this and gave something to make you free of Cynicism. I didn’t realize that’s what I had until I saw this video and really thought about it. I thought hey I needed to take a break from art and if get back into it one day- or I’d find a new hobby and do that for a while- or watch movies to get inspiration back. I realize now that it was Cynicism that was crippling me. And I need to do art for me and not others. I think I’ll take your advice on this cuz this seems like a really really good idea to do for myself to just sketch in a book I will never show anyone but myself and see where that takes me.

this makes me really sad because I just noticed that I´ve rarely drawn for me or enjoyed the process. I´m always stressed out about how the outcome will look like or if I´ve already messed up. And when I´m finished I crave for especially my mom´s praise and appreciaction, I just need someone to tell me that I did a good job or that I´ve met their expectations, because I have many self-doubts and am too hard on myself. And I absolutely hate it. But there was one time where I drew something out of my own interest, I just wanted to let my thoughts be captured on paper, and it was amazing! the outcome wasn´t perfect, but that didn´t bother me, I enjoyed every minute I spent on the sketch, I even liked the process more than the finsihed drawing itself and that made me fall in love with drawing all over again

i hope i can get motivation back again. it’s been 2 months from the last time i could draw something, it hurts so much and everytime i try to draw i end up crying and feeling hopeless. i want to try to get back the kind of joy art gave me, and getting out from this damn block that’s literally killing my creativity.

Exactly this. I've been feeling weird about my art for awhile now, I thought it was a never ending burnout but it felt more angry and like art was just a chore. I really thought there was something wrong with me and that I just wasn't an artist because Real Artist TM wouldn't just not want to make art. But seeing this really made me realize that I just don't have fun making art for myself anymore, I remember a few months back I made a piece solely for myself and felt so great afterwards but didn't connect that it could help me solve my problem! Thank you for this video, I really think this technique will help me find my love for art again.

I feel wasted 3 years of my life trying to please people with my art, it got me nowhere. Only sadness and depression, thought about it a lot and now started to draw for myself

I’ve started trying to put myself out there more this year, posting regularly to IG, even made a Twitter and I wanna try making a KZread and opening an online store. I draw and study and sometimes enjoy the process but more and more I find myself making art that looks good but lacks.. soul? I feel empty looking at them once they’re done. I look through some of old sketchbooks from last year and while they’re not the best technique-wise, the concepts and love that went into them are so expressive and explorative... they have soul. Finding the balance between marketing and making art is my biggest struggle because these days I feel like an art machine pumping out art for profit and at times it just make me want to curl up cry...

Recently I‘ve gotten most of the joy back :) For some time I only drew because I thought that is the thing I‘m relatively good at, get attention and appreciation. I was only drawing quite strictly from references and there wasn’t really anything creative about it anymore. But now for the most part I just draw what comes to my mind and though those don’t look as good, they are so much more fun and I don’t even care that I get less compliments for them :)

This is part of why I'm usually fearful to post any of my artwork online (although I don't have much social media presence anyways, just a KZread comment every once in a while and I sometimes chat with friends on Discord, albeit rarely). While taking classes for Graphic Design, I've already struggled to make art that catered to other people's wants/desires, and taking a break from college as well as not having much in the way of social media has been helping me get back into drawing freely.

several days ago I thought about having a notebook where I can sketch whatever I want and this notebook should be a secret so nobody from my friends or family are not allowed to see it. and now I see this video :) everything you said is really relate to me. even if I dont need to post my sketches, everytime Im thinking of its perfection and that I HAVE to make it PERFECT. because of these things Im feeling tired of art and only draw when I got commission... thank you so much for this video! btw it gave me some food for thought

i’m 3 years late and this got recommended in my youtube feed. here to say that wherever you are and whatever you are doing now, you got this. and i hope you’re finding yourself and you’re loving what you’re doing. an artists life can be hard, but i’m convinced that us, artists, are the ones who feel everything and we try to make other people feel what we feel through the use of art. don’t worry about other people’s validation

One way i like to get out of it is to redraw old art. I feel like I was a lot more creative when i was younger and it's fun to see my past ideas come to life.

I havent fall into that (yet) but loving my art is something that looks so far right now, not because i dont like it or cynicism but because I need to find myself and focus on art without forcing it, finding that reason that made fall in love with art and spend my days on it. And now I realise that's my problem, thanks for the video.

You've given me the words for what I've been feeling this year. Thank you!

I’ve disabled my Instagram for 6 months now and just been drawing for myself in my sketch book, its been the best! No plans of coming back haha

Beyond being a great artist you are also a great storyteller. What you do in videos like these is way harder than people who haven't tried to create on youtube could ever imagine. And the lessons you convey are thoughtful. A lot of respect

I've been struggling with this for a while now and I didn't realize that it was this. I'm definitely gonna start focusing on art for myself.

I’m not in this position but I’ve dug myself a hole where I don’t feel like drawing anymore because I don’t feel it’s good enough. I don’t post my art or anything but I compare it. For instance when I go on Pinterest I see so many amazing art works and feel like I’ll never be able to draw or paint like that.

I'm taking a bit of a break from art right now, so this video is pretty relevant. Glad there are people that relate.

i had a similar realisation a week before seeing this video, but this really helped me realise i'm not alone in this experience of falling out of love with drawing. i've been drawing for 8 years, but in the past 2-3 years i almost didn't draw at all, and the few things i did make - i hated, because i was trying to make them look good for other people (which is stupid because i only had like 30 followers and most of them were my friends and family). now i'm drawing for myself, without caring too much about making the hand look good or keeping my style super consistent, and in one week i drew more than i have in 2 years, and loved it a LOT more. thank you !

Loved this video and while I can relate to the feeling, I actually face quite the opposite problem. I don't post too much of my art online and I don't show it to my friends either. So because I am only doing it for myself I feel like it is becoming more and more meaningless. Usually when I'm not inspired by anything this feeling pops up, especially because I spent so much of my life drawing and I don't want to feel like all that effort was pointless.

That's exactly what I overcome a few months ago. For many years I couldn't find myself happy with making art. Sure I was liking a process but I couldn't keep myself exited for it after my piece was done. I had weeks of breaks between my artwork. It was ok when everything was going smooth but after I made some mistakes and didn't like my art I would be depressed for many days. And it was so strange. I knew I once loved it and sometimes I found myself going back to that state but only for a moment. I knew I had to practice but I wanted everything to be Instagram perfect. I knew I had a problem. And finally after years of looking for solution I turned this switch off. Everyday I'm excited to take pen into my hand. I want to make mistakes to be better at it. I don't need to be perfect. I think that the thing that helped me was to concentrate on that what I fey what I'm drawing. I don't know I can compare that to meditation but at the same time I feel the biggest pleasure in my life. Why I should keep happiness from myself? I know that's easy to say but it's possibly guys! It takes time and a lot of work to convince yourself but it's worth trying.

i love your videos, it's more about art like what you face at different levels of making art and it helps when I face the same things to not feel as alone.

I see so many artists having this same type of problem but couldn't come clean. Tbh the air that you breathe after you pass through this stage is much more crisp and fresh. Few years ago i have the same dilemma but now i can positively say I'm happy to draw. Drawing is so much fun!

The ending of this video really touch my heart, to fall in love with art again and remember why u choose to be an artist out of all things. To remember your kid self and how u used to doodle in all your books in school... i needed this. Thank you for sharing

hey, thank you for reminding me why i started in the first place! i got so caught up on what others think that i’ve forgotten about myself, i needed this.

Love the video. Helped me realize I don’t draw for myself ever anymore. It’s always to post somewhere else, for someone else. While that isn’t always a bad thing, it most certainly is draining seeing the ‘like’ comparison of your own artwork from post to post. I haven’t just created something ‘just for fun’ in a long time.

I- I literally just started my Instagram page for art...it hasn’t even been two days and I’m getting this😂😂

@ukiyodew7525

3 жыл бұрын

SAME

@ochvpo3716

3 жыл бұрын

same! I’ve been thinking about starting one but I’m a little nervous😞

@ramy701

3 жыл бұрын

Remember to take breaks!

Two years later and this video is still speaking to people! I’ve been trying to hit my groove again after floundering artistically, and this has really given me a couple ideas! Thanks!

Never seen one of your vids before, but I definitely think it's important for artists to make art for themselves, especially when your job is to make art for others. Have fun making art for yourself dude!

Thank you for this video 3 years after it’s uploaded and it’s impacting other artist life. I feel like lately since deliberately challenging myself to become a paper artist I kind of lost my love and the “fun” of making art, the process and the final output isn’t something I enjoy doing or staring out. I can relate with the lack of interaction on social media and especially now with the changes in algorithm and my desensitisation to the likes and comments. Yesterday I had been having palpitations and it’s like my body is telling me to stop obsessing about social media and trying to get better at my art, Ive already proven to myself I can do it but it’s hard to stop pushing myself to get better until I get I’ve reached the point of burning out. Now I’m just not making art for a while, deliberately making art and not criticising myself that “oh I can do better on this paper technique than that etc.” but just telling it be, it could be a bad art but I guess I’ll just keep that to myself, I’ll definitely make a box where I keep all these artworks to heal myself and start enjoying the process again and it’s off limits to online or even comments from people I know. Thank you for this video it helped me with what I’m dealing at the moment

It’s really hard not to seek validation through art! Glad ur doing sth for urself!!!

every year i come back to this video, either once or twice or however many times i need. this method and this idea is the only reason i still draw today. so many times ive been tempted to quit, just not use this ability ive taken so long to work out and refine. i always think i hate it, but its not the art i hate or the process, its the environment surrounding it. thank you for giving me this video, truly, it has kept my art journey going.

@ChromaMoma

8 ай бұрын

You're very welcome :)

I’m 17 and I’ve pretty much drawn for about 3 years now. The 2 of those were spent drawing for at least an hour a day. The last year was me finally deciding to draw significantly less and just try and enjoy the process. I could feel myself burning out at this point, and thought it would be important if I stopped looking for excellence. That was when 16, and now, like I said, I’m 17. I went through an entire year where I would only ever draw little scribbles in school binders or maybe 1 sketch at home now and then. I have watched videos like this over and over again. Thank you for making this one especially. It made me really look back at WHY I was drawing and what I wanted out of it. It hit me incredibly hard when I made the realization that the true reason I started drawing was because of my cynicism. When I was 13/14, the only reason I wanted to try making art was because a small clique of girls in my class at the time where getting all sorts of attention for their art. I wanted some of that, and for those 2 years of a strict art grind- I only was ever looking for attention and reaction. It was really narcissistic. That last year where I drew less, and would only ever draw when I felt the urge to create, as opposed to getting a compliment from someone or something for whatever I would draw. Now I haven’t drawn in forever. I truly don’t know how or even if I wanna try again. But I really appreciate this video. It’s nice to have some clarity; and not think I’m always burnt out. Appreciate it

the part about the pressure of social media hit really hard. i'm currently in a state of struggling with my habit to obsess over the numbers and focusing on doing what i love the most, and i really like the approach you've taken to re-find that joy to art.

I've literally been searching for this video but it didn't exist yet. Things like how to enjoy art, why don't I find drawing fun anymore, hiw to prevent losing hobbies. I clicked this video so quick, only to find a bunch of people in the comments talking about exactly what I mean...feels good man.

Ok woah you summed up the past five months of my art journey perfectly

You got yourself a sub, I can relate so much, And this is actually the first time I've ever heard of the word cynicism, I heard of cynical but never knew what the meaning was, thank you for expanding my vocabulary and making me learn more about myself, This video really hit deep and I hope all of us artists don't forget or remember to draw because it makes us happy, not for the money and clout. You are an inspiration man thank you for making this video🥰

you're one of my favorite small channels, and your videos feel like a really warm and tasty cup of coffee. the growing up playing the flash games and stumbling across deviantart, dazzled by the amazing talent there really resonated with me and it brought me back to my childhood self. this was a really nice chat, and can't wait to see and hear more from you. :) ✿

I love this idea. I’m constantly think about what others are going to think about the art I’m creating even if I’m just sketching or doodling and it often impacts the artwork. I end up discouraging myself and even stop sketching if I think others won’t like it. Having a separate sketchbook that I know will only be for myself will help alleviate some of these fears and allow me to create more. Thanks !

Yes i want to draw for me not for other people ;) thx for the good video :) i have a art block but it breaks in the end of the year i want to do something but now sometimes it is very stressy in the day i want to chill and draw and play games

Thank you for this video! It's really inspiring but also it made me cry because I realized I need to get into the proces of drawing for *myself* as well. Your voice is really calming!

After years of college, i stop making art because i thought maybe i’ll get back onto it when i got my degree. I didnt and this video helped a lot to make me realized that i stop enjoying making art and felt happy about it. Thanks for sharing this and it inspired me to also maybe go back to my roots of why i wanted to draw in the first place. Thank you. ❤

The thing you're talking about made me stop drawing for two complete years. The dopamine that leaves the body takes the fun away from art

This video awakened many forgotten feelings in me. I thank you for this. The greatest danger to an artist is believe that you need a reason to love writing, painting, music, etc. And also think that art is meaningless, because there are a lot of more "good" or "right" jobs or interests to like. I always knew that i want to be an artist. But i also continue to believe that art isn't serious at all. My old drawings from school used to have a really high grades. But later i start to appreciate that i never gonna be a painter. Like, i need to grow up. "All artists are infantile kids. Drawing is for kids. You should find a normal job." These thoughts always rolling in my head. And that's ok. Nothing wrong. I probably will discover other cool things. So art is just not my thing. Hardest part is always the beginning. And I could never even start to begin because of that killing power of negative thoughts about art. Art is a thing of the past for me.

@ChromaMoma

18 күн бұрын

It’s not over till it’s over

thank you so much for making this video. recently I've been taking a break from social media and from digital art because I realized both were becoming very bad for my mental health. earlier this month I started a new sketchbook where I've been drawing whatever makes me happy, the same way I did when I was a kid. tonight I came across this video and found it so comforting that others feel the exact same way I do. I feel reassured that I'm headed in a positive direction. thank you. ♡

This is my 3rd youtube video tonight that has opened my eyes widely in the aspect of my art and how I look at it. For about 5-6 years now I have had an issue where I honestly thought I was going through a huge Art Block and my love/passion for my art has just washed away. Never to be seen again. My first video was Color theory which helped my understand so quickly and so well, which is usually hard for myself as I can be slow with taking in learning new things. My second video was about procrastinating and a method to help stop it. That blew my mind and opened my eyes. Then watching this video ... lets just say my mind has been blown to smitherines. I cried watching this video and the video before, because I know watching those two videos has helped me understand why every time I try to draw my heart is not there. I am going to make one of these books because I know that is going to help me so much. So I say from myself and I am sure a whole heap of others, thank you so much for posting this. This has honestly taken a lot of stress off my shoulders :')

I can absolutely relate, I've been drawing for more than over 50 years. I have been on and off with my feelings for art. But, thanks to your video Chroma Moma, I fucking love art baby!!

@josh-np5tm

14 күн бұрын

awww thats great to hear!

Thank you so much for this! That’s exact what I’m going through. It’s so nice to see that I’m not the only one struggling as an artist

One of the most reassuring feelings in every context of distress or vulnerability is knowing you're not alone. Thank you for sharing this, everything you've talked about is relatable and I myself seem to have drifted from my initial passion for drawing, this video makes me want to similarly dismiss the constant demands of seeking validation from my peers and seek a vision that is true to myself and not merely to find a means to an end. Now back to the drawing table :-)

This was so damn spot on. Cynicism and self-criticism just took over the past months. I deleted my twitter app yesterday, I just want to re-discover drawing purely for myself again before I go back to sharing it with everyone!

Absolutely love your videos, this video came at the right time for me and I'm drawing for the first time in two months. Thanks so much man!

I’ve fallen in and out of writing for the past few years. Growing up, I was told my writing skills were very noteworthy in school and that I should try to pursue being an author, and ever since then, it was my dream. But I would get terrified by every idea I had since I always felt like I wasn’t good enough, and I knew that any idea I had must be good enough to make it to an editor or an agent. I would plan and plan and plan books for years, trying to fill every plot hole and blank and question in before I even started writing. I was absolutely horrified by the idea of imperfection. And slowly, this fear completely drowned out my love of writing. It really shook me up when I realized just how many years I’d called myself a writer, but had barely written any pieces at all for fear of imperfection. I totally relate to thinking about sharing your work whenever you start a new project. It usually only takes minutes for me to think up a new idea and then have that inevitable thought of, “What if this is the idea that helps me make a living? What if this is the book that people end up loving and that makes it big?” I add so much pressure to myself and my work because of that, and then I feel drained and unfulfilled when I try to start writing and realize my piece nothing like what I want it to look like. It’s so hard for me to remember that I love what I do. Lately, I’ve gotten back into writing, actually writing, by doing writing sprints- where you write quickly to get a word count and don’t have time to overthink or to let your internal critic get a word in edgewise. I’m trying to learn how to write a rough draft, to edit it, and to work with myself to eventually get a final product that I can be happy with. I’m trying to remember what it means to love the process, to really cherish an idea and make it happen just because I want to see it come to life. I’m getting there. Slowly.

I like the idea of having a sketchbook that nobody will see or even know about, thanks a lot! now I know what to do with my new sketchbook :)❤

i have the same problem, but with my youtube channel. i generally figured something like this out already, but you put it in words that i never could have come up with. thank you for helping me remember to try and break this cycle!

Damn. This video's got me crying so much. You perfectly articulated every thought/feeling I've had about my music for the last 2 years and I just feel so understood :') Thank you for sharing your honest experience with cynicism and burnout. It's seriously helping me with my journey through it and rediscovering what it means to make art for myself. Starting right now, I'm going to start making music for myself again and I hope you know that your video is what catalyzed it. Thank you.

Im actually in the opposite situation, social media has destroyed my mental health and im now drawing w never or rarely posting it online. I gotta tell u the joy of personal drawing is irreplaceable & irresistible. I value my self worth now ;) sure posting is important but not as much as keeping it to urself

To me.. its not social media. I've never been big on social media, but school and drawing for the sake of completing assignments has made my journey of art something of a hassle than something I enjoy. I'll try to draw something I truly enjoy drawing tonight. Thank you for your inspiration, Chroma.

This is great. I feel the exact same way and im getting into my late 20s now wondering what I'm doing with my art life. You just got a new subscriber.

I appreciate your message here. You’re not alone man, this struggle is so fundamentally human. I think the best way to make room for joy again with art is to dismiss our sense of pride as artists, and our notion of what we’re supposed to enjoy, or be impressed by. We liked it better as kids because we had no pride at stake, no worries about where we stand in the leader board. So, the sooner we resist the urge to measure ourselves with art, the sooner we can find the joy in it again.

What you listed is exactly what I'm having problems with. The cynicism, instagram, and the feeling to showcase the art i do. This video is amazing.

Woah I wanna stay in this page forever, everyone is so chilll I love it and your advice is really good! I will definitely do it! Thanks a lot! A lot has been going on inside my head lately I'm glad I stumbled upon this vid 💖

This came in my recommended page at the right time, thank you so much! I’ve been toiling away for uni and now I’m trying my best to work through what to put in my professional portfolio and create stuff for it too. I’m losing my excitement and spark to create projects because I’m under pressure to make sure my work is good enough for employers and boost my social media presence, it’s getting a bit much, so I’m giving myself a break from trying to monetise my art and start creating for me again 😊

This video is highly underated! Not only it is inspiring, but also talks highly of self discovery. I sincerely hope you'd be able to do it. Godspeed!

wow. I've been having the exact same feelings lately, and wondering why I even bother with making art in the first place. I want to make art just because I can, not because my friends will say "oh that's cool" or to get a couple likes or views on social media. It seems like an endless cycle, but maybe doing something like this will help me break it. thank you!

I love this video, it really relates to me on a deep level because I’ve been feeling this way for a while now but now I just want to draw for me