How I Became Too Enlightened and Lost Myself

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Pierre Tran is a magician, a dancer, and an artist, who was determined to walk the path of extreme enlightenment, only to find that it was a lonely road. He shares about how he learned to embrace his humanity and all the unknowns that come with it.
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  • @twist.mp3
    @twist.mp36 жыл бұрын

    "A person who thinks too much, has nothing to think about except thoughts. So, he loses touch with reality." - Alan Watts

  • @rjonesn7019

    @rjonesn7019

    5 жыл бұрын

    Watts is so right.....

  • @vozera723

    @vozera723

    5 жыл бұрын

    I love Alan Watts and Emerson Barrett

  • @adu8030

    @adu8030

    5 жыл бұрын

    So true wtf

  • @janejohn6473

    @janejohn6473

    5 жыл бұрын

    Yup!

  • @barrylongden7

    @barrylongden7

    5 жыл бұрын

    What is "reality"???

  • @NoyumiAo
    @NoyumiAo6 жыл бұрын

    me seeing this video: waittt isnt he the dude from the friends with benefits video

  • @dnmitch

    @dnmitch

    6 жыл бұрын

    Noyumi Ao Omg 😂😂😂 Only reason why I’m here “wait. Is this the same dude that I have no idea if I find attractive?”

  • @yanchily

    @yanchily

    6 жыл бұрын

    Im not the only one haha

  • @zzsmile1

    @zzsmile1

    6 жыл бұрын

    I actually saw this video 1st before the friends with benefits video (no wonder he looked familar in that video) and being back here, this video explains him well.

  • @belongsinthetrash1543

    @belongsinthetrash1543

    6 жыл бұрын

    Noyumi Ao I expected me to be the only one lol

  • @natashapryor9495

    @natashapryor9495

    6 жыл бұрын

    I came to the comments section just to see if anyone else noticed

  • @gothwhisperer9656
    @gothwhisperer96565 жыл бұрын

    This is me after I have my weekly existential crisis.

  • @loubnae7104

    @loubnae7104

    5 жыл бұрын

    Black Rainbow this comment rlly made me giggle

  • @gothwhisperer9656

    @gothwhisperer9656

    5 жыл бұрын

    solivagant elle it’s true lol. I love him so much in reality. He always shouts me out and likes my comments

  • @loubnae7104

    @loubnae7104

    5 жыл бұрын

    Black Rainbow Yeah he’s such a nice person isnt he

  • @cloudnine2450

    @cloudnine2450

    5 жыл бұрын

    Cudgey lmfaoooo

  • @patiencen1280

    @patiencen1280

    5 жыл бұрын

    lol btw 500th like

  • @mindylyn6839
    @mindylyn68395 жыл бұрын

    The people in the comments are the main reason why i hate sharing my thoughts and became more isolated.

  • @shroomyzoom

    @shroomyzoom

    5 жыл бұрын

    I feel bad for him because he didn't title the video this he just shared his story

  • @mindylyn6839

    @mindylyn6839

    5 жыл бұрын

    Dani yeah...and people are bullying him about something he didn’t even say he was at the first place

  • @suckmymountaindewurbitch9832

    @suckmymountaindewurbitch9832

    5 жыл бұрын

    I feel that

  • @stillmstic

    @stillmstic

    5 жыл бұрын

    This shoud be the top comment for this video. I wish it got pinned, :(

  • @dominicksebastien2254

    @dominicksebastien2254

    4 жыл бұрын

    Well, non of us found our hearts and feeling on the street so sharing them in public might not be the best idea.

  • @theokepler9484
    @theokepler94846 жыл бұрын

    This video cracks me up not because his story is funny at all its just so refreshing and hilarious to see a video that's literally just about a cool guy there's no ulterior motive here, no obligatory youtube sponsorship, no opinionated message, no merch, no marketing oneself literally just a video about this dude that's just, so remarkably cool and funny to me

  • @treachonmetal

    @treachonmetal

    6 жыл бұрын

    Great comment, and I totally agree with you!

  • @Liusila

    @Liusila

    6 жыл бұрын

    Theo Kepler You probably just discovered the documentary :)

  • @deathpainful3350

    @deathpainful3350

    6 жыл бұрын

    If you think this guy is Cool ? A guy with no future , no job and a drug addict. Who's lived on daddy's money his whole life. I'd hate to see who you think is smart. # 2 peas in a pod.

  • @theokepler9484

    @theokepler9484

    6 жыл бұрын

    LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL

  • @estefmendiburu4200

    @estefmendiburu4200

    6 жыл бұрын

    @death painful - Lol, have you fucking seen your username? Ya dense emo bitch

  • @coraphoenix-price3270
    @coraphoenix-price32705 жыл бұрын

    Everyone here trying to find "the value"/ "wokeness" whatever... not everything needs a purpose, its just a video about this dude and his thoughts, it doesn't need to be anything more.

  • @blackfire1146

    @blackfire1146

    5 жыл бұрын

    The video...literally... was made for a purpose💀 However, all this video is doing is contradicting the entire premise bc this is not enlightenment it is arrogance of the ego. In the very simplest terms, Enlightenment is a Buhddist term that's been around for centuries meaning the complete healing and separation from anger, greed, and ignorance (of which this video has all of). The rest of the people commenting aren't "trying to sound woke" or anything, it's just literal research and facts.

  • @rishaa682

    @rishaa682

    4 жыл бұрын

    yeah its such an american capitalist mindset to think everything has to have some end like its a product to be consumed

  • @emmasmith5412
    @emmasmith54124 жыл бұрын

    Apparently everyone in the comments is a therapists and knows his whole life story. Literally look at his actual KZread videos he’s really good and I have learned a lot from them

  • @invadingminds

    @invadingminds

    4 жыл бұрын

    People are so disgusting in this comment section. I thoroughly enjoy his videos these days. I think he's matured and grown into an even more beautiful person.

  • @simplymanda523

    @simplymanda523

    4 жыл бұрын

    agreed.

  • @Myke_thehuman

    @Myke_thehuman

    4 жыл бұрын

    I used to watch his KZread videos. He's pretty good, I just disagreed with a lot of his videos. He seems to lean into a bit of a nihilistic view of society. Men and women are like this and that. It's fucked up but it is what it is so either comply or be alone. That seems to be his thinking.

  • @CruellaDeVil.

    @CruellaDeVil.

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@Myke_thehuman What videos gave you that indication?

  • @navyasingh3172

    @navyasingh3172

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@CruellaDeVil. most of his videos are very pessimistic tbh like he always talks about how people are out to get you and stuff and honestly it makes me feel bad for him but also people who take everything he says as the absolute truth, it's good to be careful but he has too many walls up I think he's scared because of his past experiences...

  • @anzamanto4407
    @anzamanto44075 жыл бұрын

    "The best part about a magic trick is being fooled. That's where the show is." that's... surprisingly insightful

  • @anaklusmosgreek3198

    @anaklusmosgreek3198

    4 жыл бұрын

    "Everyones the fool they seek "

  • @Micoolaw
    @Micoolaw6 жыл бұрын

    "all the material that ive made throughout the years, does it mean anything to anybody?"... Yes, this piece of art, right here, is transformational. Thank you for telling your story

  • @sharadkumar8303

    @sharadkumar8303

    6 жыл бұрын

    Micoola true

  • @ballaurina8367

    @ballaurina8367

    6 жыл бұрын

    saddest thing ive heard in a while..

  • @naheenisapoet69

    @naheenisapoet69

    6 жыл бұрын

    Micoola yeah that nude body was good

  • @joelmiller2601

    @joelmiller2601

    5 жыл бұрын

    Micoola pathetic

  • @nicholaszancy4571

    @nicholaszancy4571

    Жыл бұрын

    @@ballaurina8367 I don’t get how this is sad, lifting me 🆙! Thank you for sharing indeed!

  • @JordanNevermind
    @JordanNevermind6 жыл бұрын

    It's refreshing to hear of other people who are experiencing the same thing, but it's also a painful reminder that I'm so disconnected with the immediate people around me..

  • @KibatsuMusic

    @KibatsuMusic

    6 жыл бұрын

    With the words he used, life isn't just about happiness, a lot of it is about growing, that is a fulfilling life. I experienced the same exact thing in a totally different way, grown up feeling disconnected, thanks to bad genetics passed on in the family, to then become so enlightened I lost myself with math and engineering. I eventually experienced deep depression, panic attacks, induced anxiety, even psychosis. I felt disconnected from reality and people, although I felt enlightened, eventually nature fought back, it wasn't healthy or accurate with how the world works. You eventually come out of it, but you have to find your own meaning process, but you will return to the natural world. This is the process of self-discovery. After all, we are human, and we all want to simply be loved, feel secure, connected, and happy. You will feel blessed to simply be okay, finally you can then give back to the world.

  • @xaviermccloud4586

    @xaviermccloud4586

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jordan all I can tell you is if you haven't got to the point yet where you feel like you want to step back in to society, don't force yourself too much and try not to get caught up with the commentary of it. What hurts most is people and if you worry about just helping others, waking up happy and just going with the flow instead of worrying all the time, slowly you will be able to step out and feel that good feeling again. It sucks being like this, it's also MORE then what he is talking about but I believe we can get back to that place that feels good... I want to feel good living again as well my friend, we can do it if we spread the happiness and try to focus on that instead of all the bad, hate and negativity of the world.

  • @BeyondTheMind007

    @BeyondTheMind007

    6 жыл бұрын

    We are indigo children.

  • @Shmyrk

    @Shmyrk

    6 жыл бұрын

    All One is Alone Remembering the illusion really threw me for a loop as well. While at “Godhead” I realized how important separation is to my ego. How it’s the REASON I exist. We incarnate because of Desire. We take form as separate beings in order to fulfill desire. Remembering that nothing really “matters” on the ultimate scale, has liberated me from much pain, sorrow, and fear, while simultaneously plunging me into a deep depression where finding motivation to “grow” and challenge myself has been very difficult. Quite the paradox (but that’s how this all works, eh?) Cheers to my fellow seekers and Woke MFs

  • @PUTYPLATZ

    @PUTYPLATZ

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jordan Dictionary of obscure sorrow. Check it out

  • @sk8yard
    @sk8yard6 жыл бұрын

    Hint: if you think you’re too enlightened... you’re not enlightened.

  • @noomiblumquist2450

    @noomiblumquist2450

    6 жыл бұрын

    sk8yard1 exactly.

  • @ajinkyaubale9713

    @ajinkyaubale9713

    6 жыл бұрын

    sk8yard1 that's true

  • @lancaster6035

    @lancaster6035

    6 жыл бұрын

    sk8yard1 👀

  • @Necroman98

    @Necroman98

    6 жыл бұрын

    This guy gets it.

  • @0bb81

    @0bb81

    6 жыл бұрын

    did you make that rule up or something?

  • @NS-xt5wv
    @NS-xt5wv6 жыл бұрын

    OH man, took me a while to remember where I met him IRL. It was at a small underground party in Prague. The world is so freaking small.

  • @vikih6191

    @vikih6191

    6 жыл бұрын

    Nino Samsonadze he was in prague? oh man

  • @Lachowskichico

    @Lachowskichico

    6 жыл бұрын

    He lives there now

  • @niandraladie2953

    @niandraladie2953

    5 жыл бұрын

    Hahaja yes

  • @Thinker814

    @Thinker814

    5 жыл бұрын

    Word is not that small just Prague is haha

  • @Shadowtako

    @Shadowtako

    5 жыл бұрын

    Was it in Llama by any chance :)

  • @TheRedfull
    @TheRedfull6 жыл бұрын

    I was so afraid of the comment section, I thought a lot of people would judge him. But I can see there are many that can relate to him. that's so cool!

  • @wwild2k

    @wwild2k

    6 жыл бұрын

    pablo emanuel yes!! Me too.. and one more thing.. 420th like

  • @swimemail9109

    @swimemail9109

    6 жыл бұрын

    pablo emanuel That's why positivity is more valuable than worrying.

  • @mrquadrivium7497

    @mrquadrivium7497

    6 жыл бұрын

    pablo emanuel True

  • @dabossman5650

    @dabossman5650

    6 жыл бұрын

    pablo emanuel 666 likes

  • @nemonous5404

    @nemonous5404

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ego self references. The Enlightened not so much.

  • @psalm23sheep53
    @psalm23sheep536 жыл бұрын

    I kind of know how he feels. I used to be so angry at everyone and decided to separate myself from them, and I would sit alone in my room almost morning to night, just thinking and analyzing the world and life and society and whatever else, until I realized I wanted to be happy instead. There is no reason to understand everything. Just be compassionate and love people around you, take care of yourself and do what you feel like doing because time is short.

  • @Soul-yh8es

    @Soul-yh8es

    6 жыл бұрын

    Alien Noodle same

  • @J67345

    @J67345

    6 жыл бұрын

    Exactly

  • @beatsbywonkaofficial

    @beatsbywonkaofficial

    6 жыл бұрын

    as someone who can relate with the depressive part of your statement so well, the positive part hit me so hard. i never thought of life like that. thank you

  • @psalm23sheep53

    @psalm23sheep53

    6 жыл бұрын

    William Hickey I'm happy to hear that.

  • @Sofia-nu4qt

    @Sofia-nu4qt

    6 жыл бұрын

    I’m in the middle of that. I’m trying to make friends again after losing everyone because I felt overwhelmed at life and angry. Now I feel like I need more human connection, and nature connection, because for the past 2 years I’ve been lonely and depressed in my room, trying to find a purpose. Now I know. I just want to be happy and have lots of love around me.

  • @crystalm3th573
    @crystalm3th5736 жыл бұрын

    Anyone who has done any study on psychology can tell he isn't as enlightened as he claims and this is his ego speaking. When you're enlightened, you find peace within yourself and calm. His mind is disturbed and he still has a lot of figuring out to do. Which is normal at taht age, MANY are going through it right now. But instead of admitting it, he places himself in higher place spiritually claiming to be different. There's a hint of immaturity and too much ego in this guy.

  • @lizzie0000011111

    @lizzie0000011111

    6 жыл бұрын

    yeap, and the comment section is blinded by his pretty face and awesome beautiful sexy voice. (shit it's getting to me now)

  • @hamilcarr4685

    @hamilcarr4685

    6 жыл бұрын

    enlightenment is dropping down beliefs we hold for years. it's not necessarily "finding god" , "finding peace" . Because if you want to find peace , you have to let go of that ego and what it desires ... and he clearly doesn't want to . and by the way , you could have an elightenment experience and not liking what you discover after that.

  • @quentin48394

    @quentin48394

    6 жыл бұрын

    Everyone can be enlightned, there's no superiority to have, because it's about factors, you don't have any merit, i mean, not more than others. Mental's blocking are the things which block you in your evolution. So yeah, everyone can develop themselves, and understand what they explore. This guy isn't superior, or different. Because nobody is, and everyone is. I mean, every beings are authentic, original, but most of us are blocked and... Closed in our own mind.

  • @tatianamoreno5370

    @tatianamoreno5370

    6 жыл бұрын

    Basically he awakened. To me enlightened is diff to have awakened

  • @MrTaylor595

    @MrTaylor595

    6 жыл бұрын

    I agree, try watching the Friends With Benefits video and it shows more

  • @bitume
    @bitume5 жыл бұрын

    Ego feeds on thoughts like "I'm not like them, they don't get me". Just saying

  • @alidag9449

    @alidag9449

    5 жыл бұрын

    True, but it can be quite hard to know whether that's true or you're trying to be special and feel like an individual in a world where that's barely possible. Don't people want to fit in?

  • @iKickItLykeAdidas

    @iKickItLykeAdidas

    5 жыл бұрын

    YES

  • @ujjwalraisolidakiba9737

    @ujjwalraisolidakiba9737

    5 жыл бұрын

    sort of 60- 70% not all

  • @solid3793

    @solid3793

    5 жыл бұрын

    No bro I have experienced the same thing , it called depersonalization , ego death, a state where you only feel nothing also known as awakening spiritual process mostly old souls can experience this

  • @ujjwalraisolidakiba9737

    @ujjwalraisolidakiba9737

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@solid3793 what do you mean by an old soul

  • @Mjd.html.
    @Mjd.html.6 жыл бұрын

    When I’m high and somebody knocks on my door

  • @log794
    @log7946 жыл бұрын

    The self is an illusion, but the show (life) can't exist without the trick (the ego)

  • @timdevolldable

    @timdevolldable

    6 жыл бұрын

    Cynthia B. Is life the dancer and we are the dance like Echkart Tolle said

  • @Shmyrk

    @Shmyrk

    6 жыл бұрын

    This is the Great Secret. The trick is toeing the line between the two.

  • @jayceeinvincible

    @jayceeinvincible

    6 жыл бұрын

    Cynthia B. Beautiful

  • @veek.6463

    @veek.6463

    6 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful. Am a two time death process survivor and returner and my experience is we are all enlightened. It's just whether we recognize it or not. At death when oxygen stops there is a space of clear, milky antique white light with swirling light pastel rainbows moving about. We don't have a body then. That's what appears. If can realize that "this is me. This is my mind. I am this. I AM THAT I AM. This in lightened state is me" then voila! Heaven bows to that one and can go on pretty much however we like. We are al being watched over by our town flame at all times while we dream this. Desire is in fact waking up from a dream. It's a lot like in he movie Matrox where Trinity is talking to Neo while he is in the chair and in the matrix- giving him confidence so he can get up and stop those bullets. People Who don't know who that voice is call it God. Or your muse. Or an ange or guardian. It is all of those things but is actually your own divine twin. You are he equal of that. You really are a god. This world is interesting because we have such amnesia coming here!

  • @veek.6463

    @veek.6463

    6 жыл бұрын

    Twin flame. Sorry am not good at typing.

  • @ayaelmorsy2789
    @ayaelmorsy27895 жыл бұрын

    I think loads of the comments are reacting with the "title" of the video not with what this young man was saying about his experience! C'mon take a break.

  • @PaolaCarlos

    @PaolaCarlos

    3 жыл бұрын

    Exactly, this isn't about his character at all, it's more about the way it's presented

  • @syedasrarahmedthebrandsaa
    @syedasrarahmedthebrandsaa6 жыл бұрын

    6:30 ‘its a lot more important to grow than to be happy’ *that hit hard man* ❤️

  • @ValerieSaubrement

    @ValerieSaubrement

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same here!

  • @lavellans

    @lavellans

    5 жыл бұрын

    I agree.

  • @Nicolas.Vincent

    @Nicolas.Vincent

    5 жыл бұрын

    Nice to hear somebody else say it for a change.

  • @Lahjic7

    @Lahjic7

    5 жыл бұрын

    Grow in what sense?

  • @misse1228

    @misse1228

    5 жыл бұрын

    Lola not necessarily true. Could just lead to contentment.

  • @mimprincesa
    @mimprincesa6 жыл бұрын

    I feel like this guy can write a mean movie/book franchise. Hes got so much depth and creativity

  • @tokyocrystal

    @tokyocrystal

    6 жыл бұрын

    mimprincesa I agree

  • @shmeek8937

    @shmeek8937

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yesssss

  • @jedimaster0667

    @jedimaster0667

    6 жыл бұрын

    If you think a kiddy pool is deep then sure lol

  • @ashanti8286
    @ashanti82866 жыл бұрын

    Isn't this the guy from the Friends With Benefits video?

  • @jessicagarduno5481

    @jessicagarduno5481

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ashanti yup, it’s him. That’s how I was brought here

  • @juliapergjoni3605

    @juliapergjoni3605

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yeah with that blonde woman. That’s why this video was recommended to me Cus I watched that one yesterday

  • @hersheysfloyd

    @hersheysfloyd

    6 жыл бұрын

    It got me here too

  • @hanfehr4408

    @hanfehr4408

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yeah that's why I'm here. This is so helpful to see a clearer picture of him, bc in the friends with benefits videos he just seems restless and confused.

  • @jenniferlobo3222

    @jenniferlobo3222

    6 жыл бұрын

    han fehr exactly what I felt before

  • @felixmcphie
    @felixmcphie6 жыл бұрын

    I am a practising buddhist. I converted after a great deal of thinking about life and purpose. It looks to me like this person is confusing enlightenment with dissociation. Enlightenment is to remove desire and longing, and to be constantly present in the mind- the concept of pure focus. This man's perceived 'connectedness to the world' is an illusion put forth to him by his mind on substances, and his fear of losing himself is in itself, evidence of being still unenlightened. What caught my attention in particular is the part in which he talked about telling other people about his thoughts, which an enlightened person would not have to do. I'm not sure enlightenment is easily definable, nor even if it is at all attainable, but I don't believe that this man was ever enlightened, but rather perhaps isolated and lonely.

  • @strivingfornewhorizons9281

    @strivingfornewhorizons9281

    5 жыл бұрын

    This comment is articulated in a really nice way (not judgemental, rather explaining), other than most of the comments, thanks for that. Usually I'd stand with Pierre, especially since he seems to better himself constantly, but I have to agree with you - bettering yourself and changing your perspective isn't the same as enlightment. I think he's using the wrong word... I know the struggle myself and for some time I felt "enlightened" (I didn't call it "enlightened" tho, I knew it wasn't exactly the same), before I realised that I had just taken a few steps into the right direction. There's way more to come and I'm far from being even close to enlightment. But I think huge (positive) changes in your personality and/or perception of reality within a short period of time can feel like some sort of enlightment

  • @herpaderpz

    @herpaderpz

    5 жыл бұрын

    👏 said it better than I could

  • @BuzziMuzzi

    @BuzziMuzzi

    5 жыл бұрын

    Only this comment actually gets it. No one here knows what enlightenment really is. Just not educated enough.

  • @raquelaliyah

    @raquelaliyah

    5 жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @moonboiuwu

    @moonboiuwu

    5 жыл бұрын

    Later he said in one of his videos that he has never named this video the way it is named, so it's not exactly fault of Pierre xo

  • @UliAngola
    @UliAngola6 жыл бұрын

    He seems actually more down to earth than he thinks he is.

  • @ethantheavant774
    @ethantheavant7746 жыл бұрын

    Watched rick and Morty once

  • @AS-yg8qt

    @AS-yg8qt

    5 жыл бұрын

    SlyBotNot I’d rather

  • @sahiska

    @sahiska

    5 жыл бұрын

    =)))))))

  • @Ulani15

    @Ulani15

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ahahahah bruh

  • @Themoment888

    @Themoment888

    5 жыл бұрын

    Sounds about right

  • @briaylabowlen7424
    @briaylabowlen74246 жыл бұрын

    I am 16 and bipolar. I've never taken any psychedelics, but I can relate to the feeling of being too conscious of everything. I feel like I can't relate to people, and I feel like I don't really belong. I've been through so much, which has caused me to be very self aware. I spent so much time trying to get control of myself, and now I don't even know how to be truly happy. It was really nice hearing someone put what I feel into words. Shows we aren't alone

  • @otjibril

    @otjibril

    6 жыл бұрын

    Briayla Bowlen I know how you feel. It's really hard to battle with yourself. Keep focus.

  • @S010Megypt

    @S010Megypt

    6 жыл бұрын

    Briayla Bowlen please don't get depressed, if you ever are hit me up

  • @xaviermccloud4586

    @xaviermccloud4586

    6 жыл бұрын

    Bro I been living like this for years and it just got worse and worse. By the time I knew it I was 28 and with no friends, no job, no educations and in my room constantly. I am now starting to learn that it's NOT about everyone... It's NOT about what people think. I also am PTSD with high anxiety and have been aware since before I had these conditions. These are societal conditions a lot of times, not mental issues... They manifest because of PEOPLE and what society tells us, constantly going back and forth in a tug of war with morality, whats good enough and how people view you. What you should do is start not caring so much... Some things we literally need to tell ourselves "forget it, it's not worth it". Let yourself be free... Don't let others and society rule your thoughts... YOU are the only one who can really know how to change it because you know you the best... I believe homie, I believe in you and I am finally starting to believe in myself (almost cries lol). We can do this!

  • @user-mo9rl9sb1c

    @user-mo9rl9sb1c

    6 жыл бұрын

    Zabieru McCloud What makes you so sure? You don’t actually know the dude, do ya >.>

  • @xaviermccloud4586

    @xaviermccloud4586

    6 жыл бұрын

    I don't know what you're asking. I said a lot.

  • @user-we2vv4wv9h
    @user-we2vv4wv9h5 жыл бұрын

    this is more like...disassociating? i don't think it's enlightenment at all.

  • @fanbase4226

    @fanbase4226

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@nihalnihal9356 You have to face reality. I used to disassociate to the point that looking in the mirror I didn't see who I thought I was. Now I just do small coping through disassociation. It can be helpful to have space from your problems for a time. It becomes it's own problem when you do it for too long. But yeah. For the larger disassociation I was doing, I just basically started looking in the mirror and saying "This is me." And it eventually went away. So whatever you are disassociating about will go away when you just accept things.

  • @user-we2vv4wv9h

    @user-we2vv4wv9h

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@nihalnihal9356 i agree with the other comment. you have to face reality, in a way. i still struggle with it, but it's almost like being in a dream, pinch yourself, look outside, remind yourself to live. another big thing for me personally is learning to move on. most people disassociate to get away from something they can't deal with. if that's the case for you, try to remember that everything passes, you *can* live in the real world and truthfully, you have to. pain doesn't last forever and neither do people, so it's okay to take a break from reality and life sometimes, but you have to get back up.

  • @TheBontekraai

    @TheBontekraai

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@nihalnihal9356 just try to stop (over)thinking. I have trouble with it as well, but it is possible and gets easier.

  • @cuppatae834

    @cuppatae834

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@user-we2vv4wv9h thank you.

  • @fabututu294

    @fabututu294

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@nihalnihal9356 Hi! I just saw this comment and wanted to say I completely agree with the person who responded, and really wanted to add some tips in also. I struggle with disassociation. My best advice is to realize that this is NOT forever and it is NOT allowed to control you. Though it seems extremely hard in the moment, you have to overcome and control the disassociation thoughts. Make sure you continue to live your life as best as you can, and to not let this hold you back. When you let disassociation hinder and control you, it only gets worse. Basically, you have to tell it to screw off and try to dismiss or better your thoughts. Hope this helps!!

  • @FanniLightningcake
    @FanniLightningcake5 жыл бұрын

    that's the most aquarius thing i've ever seen

  • @user-we2vv4wv9h

    @user-we2vv4wv9h

    5 жыл бұрын

    he's actually an aquarius, haha

  • @celestegarcia923

    @celestegarcia923

    4 жыл бұрын

    Conscientious Observer Hello conscientious observer, tarot card readings are actually popular right now and have been for many decades.

  • @momopeep7821

    @momopeep7821

    4 жыл бұрын

    my friend is an aquarius, and he's just like him. talks and thinks like him. 😂

  • @c.comiskey9630

    @c.comiskey9630

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m cracking up. It’s so true

  • @arkieologist

    @arkieologist

    4 жыл бұрын

    First video I saw of him - "he has to be an Aquarius." After watching him longer, I suspect he has Leo rising. Very stylish, creative and showy. These two being opposites would make him very dynamic and he does seem to be that way. :) I dig it. I have Leo rising and Aquarius Mars.

  • @TriniLush7
    @TriniLush76 жыл бұрын

    Man, I'll be your friend 😢

  • @katj6442

    @katj6442

    6 жыл бұрын

    Miss Mitchell meee tooo

  • @yilmaz.design

    @yilmaz.design

    6 жыл бұрын

    can you be my friend please?

  • @witchgirl911

    @witchgirl911

    6 жыл бұрын

    Let’s all be friends ❤️

  • @mangekyoneji

    @mangekyoneji

    6 жыл бұрын

    #EgoDeathTeam2018

  • @choudhary6964

    @choudhary6964

    6 жыл бұрын

    cecilia murillo get life

  • @rachitchopra7830
    @rachitchopra78306 жыл бұрын

    Let's not use the word "Enlightenment" so casually.

  • @karensepulveda8308

    @karensepulveda8308

    6 жыл бұрын

    Rachit Chopra seriously

  • @AE-vu9rz

    @AE-vu9rz

    6 жыл бұрын

    Rachit Chopra I agree lol

  • @veek.6463

    @veek.6463

    6 жыл бұрын

    Enlightenment is exactly what it sounds like: in light. It's really a lot harder than it seems and then it is so unbelievably easy it's hilarious how easy. The part that is hard about it is hat it requires a ton of merit gathered through orienting they mind on love and compassion for all. Suffering stems from self grasping here as happiness stems from benefitting all. It requires huge amounts of merit which is sorta like the purchasing currency of higher realizations and at the same time it purifies the mind of self grasping. You already are enlightened. That's a fact. You just have to realize it by seeing how your mind works. There is nothing to lose or gain. No amount of wandering in the world or experience of any kind can stain or ripen enlightenment. It is a process of unveiling it. It's quite easy. If you can follow your breath and close your eyes and just rest and watch your mind. When thoughts arise, at first, you need to logically investigate where the thoughts come from. Observe how they work. Don't grasp onto to thoughts or judge their quality- just watch how they arise and dissapear on their own. Where do they come from and where do they go? You have to make sure to train your mind at this stage to not grasp and follow the thoughts. Somewhere in that process you'll get what's called "waterfall" effect sheets thoughts come fast and plenty. That's the removal of the first veil when can see just how many thoughts there have been all along. Still pay the thoughts no attention. Just watch them arise and disappear in emptiness. That's a great first step to work on over some time. Eventually you'll have to recognize the underlying affliction that drives each thought whether it is : anger, jealousy, greed, pride, desire, or laziness. Meditations don't just meditate sheiks sitting. They meditate while doing all things and are constantly watching their mind and at an early stage are judging these thoughts based on the underlying affliction all day long- saying "that's jealousy" or "that's desire" . In sitting meditation we don't do that with thoughts at a middle stage. We instead watch our minds. Or the space where all the thoughts arise and disperse. That colorless, formless mind with no beginning or end or middle. Hats our natural mind. I see that when I meditate as does every meditator. It appears exactly the same of all of us. It is one mind. Many people call that God. The latter part of the process is lighting up that space of mind. That is done with love. When you love your life fully to benefit all beings/ when every step you take or piece of food you eat is taken in awareness with a wish to benefit all beings then you are getting close. At that point it becomes hard work. You can't let your mind run around. You train it. When washing dishes think "I am washing away all beings confusion, may they be happy in their luminous true nature". Sweeping the floor: "I am sweeping away all beings confusion. May they be happy and solid in their natural state" etc. everything you do you train, trim, train, and then you'll glimpse it. For a split second. But that split second is enlightenment. T is a tremendous merit to see it. So keep going and next time you see it will be longer. And on and on. There are beings in this world today who are able to see it all he time. The trick is they abide in love. There are many fully enlightened beings on Earth. That mind is something only the Buddha can see. Only Christ can see. And so remember that when you see that. Remember only the Buddha can see it so who are you then? The truth is we are all enlightened. It is love and empathy that sets us free. That and remembering hat what we wish on others becomes our fate so wish all beings happiness with only discipline directed at self. Loving discipline of course- not hurtful. Anyway, it's not that hard. It just tiara a lot of effort.. Garchen Rinpoche. Check him out. Peace and love. I wish you profound happiness and enlightenment.

  • @MrJerryHsu

    @MrJerryHsu

    6 жыл бұрын

    Vee K. Vee K. I FOUND A GEM IN THE COMMENTS SECTION. I love your reply. It cuts directly through those that think they know what enlightenment is. It shows that you have absolutely experienced enlightenment with your own mind and have come back to tell the world. It explains how we already exist in the universe. But come alive through consciousness. As you said, we are already enlightened. It is just our job to find the enlightenment within us and realize through merit, experience and love that we coexist within this universe as one. The guy in the video is using the word exactly how it should have been used, given that he experienced psychedelics and found his own path to enlightenment. The other commenters adjourning to his statement, have no context of the ideas he and you have spread before them. They are plainly and severely uneducated on the subject. And quite frankly, it makes me laugh because of the ignorance they spew. You have obviously meditated deeply about your own conscience, thoughts, and ego. I am in total awe that you were able to interpret your findings so easily and so bravely in the comments section of KZread. Thank you for reiterating. It’s really a blessing to find ones that are truly consciously aware. You do this without effort sir. And for this, I commend you.

  • @markusmenglt

    @markusmenglt

    6 жыл бұрын

    Please, go through some real suffering and grow up before you call overcoming every small little bump an "enlightenment"

  • @dianechoi5491
    @dianechoi54915 жыл бұрын

    This should be named, " How i became too high and lost myself " lol

  • @HenriNero
    @HenriNero5 жыл бұрын

    To those that "studied psychology" and are saying he's superficial or has too much ego. You gotta actually study it to know what he went through and how deep this goes, and also how beautiful and simply humane it all is

  • @stephaniewolfstar7415
    @stephaniewolfstar74156 жыл бұрын

    Wow... I think that was the fastest 7 minutes of my life. The credits were conveyed onto the screen and I was like, "It's over already? I thought it was 7 minutes long." Wonderful video!! Very relatable! I think everyone feels like this (at some point), just some more than others :)

  • @JDSabre

    @JDSabre

    6 жыл бұрын

    Stephanie Wolfstar Look up The Awakening Tribe on Facebook! You're not alone.

  • @benm9396
    @benm93965 жыл бұрын

    Basically, he was always an outsider in “Orange County”, somewhere that lacked the things he needed to feel included. So he dissociated himself and observed society for what it was. That’s not enlightenment. It’s just a harsh honesty about the world. It’s easy to confuse enlightenment with understanding this matrix experience around us. Finding happiness within these boundaries is hard, harder for aliens like us.

  • @jokhasaid3499
    @jokhasaid34995 жыл бұрын

    He's not enlightened. He's just lost and doesn't know his purpose yet. He'll grow!

  • @shreeyamd
    @shreeyamd6 жыл бұрын

    The world "Enlightenment" has become so cheap. Dude has talents. Dude is introverted. Dude lives isolated in comfort. Dude says to himeslf, "Dude! This is enough. Lets change!". People: "OMG OMG OMG!!! Look, he's enlightened!!! Waaah!!! Save me too, my lord!!"

  • @sanchitac7947

    @sanchitac7947

    6 жыл бұрын

    Shreeyam Dahal applause.

  • @SweetDreamsLB

    @SweetDreamsLB

    6 жыл бұрын

    Shreeyam Dahal Welcome to Internet

  • @tristanmacrae8115

    @tristanmacrae8115

    5 жыл бұрын

    clearly you have never done drugs

  • @ern4773

    @ern4773

    5 жыл бұрын

    Tristan MacRae you missed the entire point

  • @xomnipresent8913

    @xomnipresent8913

    5 жыл бұрын

    Once you question reality, you get knowledgeable answers like why is this society cycled like this🤮.take a shroom 😂

  • @mariatangled
    @mariatangled6 жыл бұрын

    life isnt only about being happy. its a lot more important to grow than to be happy. Very insightful. kind of what i needed to hear

  • @AR-dr1sb

    @AR-dr1sb

    6 жыл бұрын

    growing means doing things that you have not done or experienced before which can be hard and you will sometimes feel like giving up. Growing therefore has many faces not just happyness but all.....

  • @GodisgudAQW

    @GodisgudAQW

    6 жыл бұрын

    To everyone saying that growing is a tool to reach happiness, your judgment of the meaning of life is warped. No, life is not about happiness. It is about depth. You can't have depth if you only experience one emotion. If you are happy all the time, you haven't truly lived, you have only indulged. You have depth by growing up. And growing up is not a way to be happy. Growing up is a painful, nauseating, anxiety-ridden experience. Growing up is no guarantee of happiness and may, in fact, guarantee that you won't be happy all or even most of the time. However, it will make you more human, more knowledgeable, perhaps even more wise. Without these traits, happiness is worth nothing.

  • @GodisgudAQW

    @GodisgudAQW

    6 жыл бұрын

    Depression is not about being sad. It's about feeling that everything is superficial, meaningless, and hopeless. The antidote to depression isn't a dose of happiness, but a sense that life is substantial, meaningful, and promising. These are all realizations that can't happen without sufficient depth in character.

  • @xyoopridex

    @xyoopridex

    6 жыл бұрын

    true if one's happy and nothings else could matter in general but the thing is that once you're happy being in certain area and gets too immersed in it, you won't be able to grow as you'll be limited by that zone you're in as in you aren't willing to leave that comfort zone.

  • @thiccviener825

    @thiccviener825

    6 жыл бұрын

    You do realize that he said that because he hasn’t “grown up” yet? Lol

  • @AnxiousTrap
    @AnxiousTrap6 жыл бұрын

    wow hes pretty

  • @binge1804

    @binge1804

    5 жыл бұрын

    Androgynous?

  • @eightacres9221
    @eightacres92215 жыл бұрын

    I love this dude but this video is cringy😂 he wasn't "enlightened" he was high.

  • @Strawberrypersonoffixial

    @Strawberrypersonoffixial

    5 жыл бұрын

    He has a KZread channel. A lot has changed I assure you. Pierre Xo.

  • @alphabetdinosaur2792

    @alphabetdinosaur2792

    5 жыл бұрын

    He didn't make the title

  • @t-.-t.

    @t-.-t.

    5 жыл бұрын

    God damn hippie

  • @Mel-wx2ck

    @Mel-wx2ck

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ellie Sue he said in a recent video that he didn’t choose the title and was like 🤔

  • @andi5262

    @andi5262

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kitta12320 🤣🤣🤣 You’re hilarious!!

  • @keanapoindexter5062
    @keanapoindexter50626 жыл бұрын

    It's important to note that the term "enlightenment" in the Buddhist tradition does not refer to what is experienced in this video. This is not what we, Buddhist, attempt to attain. What Pierre experienced, to include ego-driven behavior and the use of psychedelic substances, is the opposite of what Buddhist practice and it is written that you will not achieve enlightenment under these circumstances. I cannot speak for Pierre, but as a lay Buddhist practitioner, I believe that this distinction is important because "enlightenment" is very important within Buddhism. People who are not educated about Buddhism may assume that this video portrays enlightenment in the same way that Buddhist achieve enlightenment and that is not so. You can do your own research to verify it, but I wanted to make the distinction clear.

  • @shampasamant901

    @shampasamant901

    5 жыл бұрын

    You didn't need to be Buddhist to be enlightened. Just saying

  • @randomhuman9672

    @randomhuman9672

    4 жыл бұрын

    Shampa Samant it’s a term from that religion

  • @SuperMiley1994

    @SuperMiley1994

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yea it’s not really enlightenment in this video if we’re talking about Buddhism original meaning of it.

  • @Morpheusdarkson

    @Morpheusdarkson

    4 жыл бұрын

    Enlightenment honey is not from buddhism. Enlightenment is when you realize the maya. He has choice to try to find others but usually enlightenment is seen as disassociating. Disassociating and making your own way is how buddha became what he is.

  • @MerryChrisMas25

    @MerryChrisMas25

    3 жыл бұрын

    the enlightenment is as old as the idea of god, you're egosticaly attaching the idea to what you subscribe to, if you actualy listened to your buddhist teachings you'd understand that the comment you made had no reason to be made as the essence of buddhism is basicaly the Budda who went on a quest for himself. No one can know where this young man quest will ultimately take him, he might very well become a buddhist and superpass your understanding of Buddhism based on his previous quest of finding himself elsewhere or not.

  • @veydaa.7786
    @veydaa.77866 жыл бұрын

    the first time in my life that I can relate to a person!!!!I feel like I am not a normal human being. I see things that no one does. But I know I am not insane. thanks for this

  • @idekanymore786

    @idekanymore786

    6 жыл бұрын

    centurio diaries same

  • @PatriciaN1202

    @PatriciaN1202

    6 жыл бұрын

    centurio diaries same

  • @watchyoutube3892

    @watchyoutube3892

    6 жыл бұрын

    centurio diaries serious, take vitamin D supplements and build a consistent exercise schedule. Try it.

  • @xaviermccloud4586

    @xaviermccloud4586

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yea me too because it's funny I usually say things like "Oh it's because of this" or "He had the money to do it that's why" but I feel like this constantly and lately I feel EXACTLY what he was saying about getting back to yourself and just live. Society hurts, A LOT... But after being away from it, locked up in a room for so long you might realize that you long for the things you don't have from it anymore. All we need to do is stand up for what we believe in, love and don't be bothered by the vein realities of life because all it will do is harm us more then we already have.

  • @Daniel-kt2kx

    @Daniel-kt2kx

    6 жыл бұрын

    What do you see?

  • @Sw33tHustl3
    @Sw33tHustl36 жыл бұрын

    I was down until I learned he’s been bumming off his parents in a studio apartment for free all these years, then it all kind of made sense. “being enlightened” is quite the leisure when you have no responsibilities lol

  • @aaratijagdeo8227

    @aaratijagdeo8227

    6 жыл бұрын

    Sw33tHustl3 That part made the record scratch for me as well tbh. Lol

  • @naturallaw1733

    @naturallaw1733

    6 жыл бұрын

    so that's the excuse. one can't become enlightened because of too much responsibilities? you either have it or you don't I guess. like he said in the video, he's always had some innate feeling about the World.

  • @mandywaddington3814

    @mandywaddington3814

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jeeeeeezuz! To stand in such judgement is terrifying

  • @pierrexo

    @pierrexo

    6 жыл бұрын

    if it makes you feel any better; we lost everything, ended up in a big car accident, worked two minimum wage jobs & now just barely scraping by. luckily, im fortunate enough to have a ton of friends from around the world to support me now. hope all is well. -pierre XO

  • @offthegreenpath5533

    @offthegreenpath5533

    6 жыл бұрын

    PIERRE XO no need to reply to such superficial comments sounds more like they are looking for a man who's a money ticket we all must start from somewhere in life

  • @user-ey3mu3yq3d
    @user-ey3mu3yq3d5 жыл бұрын

    Dang he ain’t like them other girls 🙊✨

  • @deliaenya3660

    @deliaenya3660

    5 жыл бұрын

    😂😂

  • @patiencen1280

    @patiencen1280

    5 жыл бұрын

    r/imnotlikeothergirls lol btw 300th like

  • @mattelotwenyxx2695

    @mattelotwenyxx2695

    5 жыл бұрын

    He got a deep voice

  • @azjianayprice5396

    @azjianayprice5396

    5 жыл бұрын

    🤠🤠

  • @cuppatae834

    @cuppatae834

    5 жыл бұрын

    R/im14andthisisdeep

  • @boypy9916
    @boypy99166 жыл бұрын

    "Yo Pierre, you wanna come out here?"

  • @fiftykillerslady

    @fiftykillerslady

    5 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂😂😂

  • @nopenope7386
    @nopenope73866 жыл бұрын

    I want to hangout with this guy so bad.

  • @bmalcolm4231
    @bmalcolm42315 жыл бұрын

    Why all the hate??? AT least he's trying to achieve the next stage of conscience .... he's on the path. Julbilee, don't let these bad vibe folks drag you down. Stay on the rhythm!!!

  • @tetflaminiano1674

    @tetflaminiano1674

    4 жыл бұрын

    Eleet Magazne he’s not jubilee; the producers of the video is a group called jubilee.

  • @tahataimur1859
    @tahataimur18595 жыл бұрын

    im all for this dude growing as a person and making his place in the world but he was never enlightened, just pretentious and spoiled, jubilee did a terrible job at naming the video.

  • @Jujucsc
    @Jujucsc5 жыл бұрын

    Story is... guy gets high, feels enlightened from being high on psychedelics. Now he’s not as high

  • @abbypetty2630
    @abbypetty26306 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have felt so alone in this world because I could see how far these people were away from what I had discovered. I don't need to be afraid of the illusion. Thank you.

  • @TheBanjoShowOfficial
    @TheBanjoShowOfficial6 жыл бұрын

    Be wary of wisdom you did not earn, a quote from Carl Jung. It calls into question the "wisdom" obtained from the use of psychedelic substances. Really let that line just sink in, "be wary. of wisdom. you did not, earn." Life is absolutely not just about happiness, no doubt. Life is suffering, and your objective when placed on this earth is to try to minimize that inevitable suffering, and atleast make an attempt to improve others' as well. The pursuit of happiness will result in your eternal suffering. Do not chase happiness; happiness is a fleeting emotion that you will long for when it goes away; chase a joy in your life. A satisfaction, achieved with work.

  • @MichaelLittle47

    @MichaelLittle47

    6 жыл бұрын

    Wisdom is not "earned", it is more aptly stated as "accepted". Life is not a prize given cautiously to the most meritorious. That's bullshit spoken from the separate consciousness. (See Matt 20:1-16)

  • @horizon5677

    @horizon5677

    6 жыл бұрын

    "The pursuit of happiness will result in your eternal suffering" THAT IS A REALLY GOOD QUOTE

  • @TheBanjoShowOfficial

    @TheBanjoShowOfficial

    6 жыл бұрын

    Michael Little But your ability to accept relies first on you earning it, which to many things of importance, requires experience. Whether you choose to accept that knowledge is a decision that can only be made by the one who endures the experience.

  • @marleyjanim5033

    @marleyjanim5033

    6 жыл бұрын

    Are you a fan of jordan petersons

  • @TheBanjoShowOfficial

    @TheBanjoShowOfficial

    6 жыл бұрын

    yes, i somewhat summarized alot of his beliefs which I personally hold to be true. Edit: through extensive contemplation on my own, just so you don’t think I’m just preaching random things I don’t know about just to sound smart

  • @ArielUpshaw
    @ArielUpshaw5 жыл бұрын

    The fact that I understood every single concept he shared. He's not alone. This was actually encouraging. 💙💙💙

  • @shazaam555
    @shazaam5556 жыл бұрын

    “Interview with an edgelord who has to pay his own bills now”

  • @noomiblumquist2450

    @noomiblumquist2450

    6 жыл бұрын

    Moo~ right.

  • @noomiblumquist2450

    @noomiblumquist2450

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ive been at summer camp my whole life too...im 37

  • @stojo33

    @stojo33

    6 жыл бұрын

    Exactly...an other fckn idiot who did not have to fight for anything so he is bored himself to depression...and people call him an artist....worst thing is that he will probably make money off from absolutely garbage shit he makes up just because he has way too much time on his hands...

  • @cg-wo4ik

    @cg-wo4ik

    6 жыл бұрын

    stojo33 or maybe the fact that money has nothing to do with the fact that people have unique mindsets throughout the world. People don’t necessarily control their natural feelings. You can’t just say that someone’s thoughts are wrong if you haven’t experienced that persons life ...

  • @MrForcerader

    @MrForcerader

    6 жыл бұрын

    stojo33 so true

  • @StephenDdunguMusic
    @StephenDdunguMusic6 жыл бұрын

    This is way too relatable..

  • @ShareefusMaximus
    @ShareefusMaximus6 жыл бұрын

    My goal is to make enough money that my kids can be this flaky, introspective and self-referring.

  • @Shabzana

    @Shabzana

    6 жыл бұрын

    lmfao.

  • @siebark69
    @siebark695 жыл бұрын

    **tries acid once**

  • @rishaa682

    @rishaa682

    4 жыл бұрын

    he was an addict

  • @iasminanov2118

    @iasminanov2118

    3 жыл бұрын

    you cant rlly be addicted to acid lol

  • @siebark69

    @siebark69

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@iasminanov2118 u can b addicted to anything if u do it enough

  • @mark9241
    @mark92416 жыл бұрын

    Yea, "awake" just like half of the Cali youth. I know two people who are TRULY awake and it's unexplainable. The strongest people you can EVER imagine. Wisdom beyond belief and eye of awareness like a fox. Don't lie to yourself. Man-made drugs won't do shit for you.

  • @mely101
    @mely1016 жыл бұрын

    I swear it's like, how can I be human? Do I want to be human? What is this feeling that keeps trying to take me over? idk. lol sometimes it feels like no one knows how to have a conversation anymore. And it's rare to find another person who feels the same. It's like some people don't know how to talk to you unless they have something to gain. I wish this kind soul good luck and fortune for his being. We're almost there.

  • @LyghtWaves
    @LyghtWaves6 жыл бұрын

    Enlightenment does not lead to depression. You can never become "too enlightened". This video seems really showy and I think this guy has a long way to go. Good luck to him tho.

  • @arisromero7052

    @arisromero7052

    6 жыл бұрын

    you actually can. when you experience ego death it can be very traumatizing if you are not in a place or under the spiritual guidance from someone who can hold the space for you to do that safely. monks and nuns of any religion experience ego death and some levels of enlightenment where they renounce material attachment and dedicate their lives to service because they see the suffering of the world as the only constant. elightenment doesn't mean happiness. monks ans nuns can do that safely because they don't have the regular responsibilities of a normal person. their environment and living spaces are cared for and provided for. enlightenment through drugs is a delusion and not true enlightenment. they offer a glimpse but there's usually rigorous and discipline of practice to reach them, it's part of the foundation and that alone creates safety to reach such levels of enlightenment.

  • @LyghtWaves

    @LyghtWaves

    6 жыл бұрын

    TL;DR but the ego is what suffers and experiences trauma. Not the enlightened self.

  • @Shadowrose54321

    @Shadowrose54321

    6 жыл бұрын

    The ego is identification. The you that has a perception of what enlightenment is is also ego. It's not good or bad. If you think being enlightenment takes all the bad from life it won't. It might help you identify it better and handle it better. "This too shall pass. " But at the end of the day you need your ego.

  • @kannonjoshuartha9624

    @kannonjoshuartha9624

    6 жыл бұрын

    If you think that so you've never experienced how much life on earth is useless....and you're a child ;) Just accept people can be depressed of what they have experienced when they go back on earth and stop acting like you know everything about the universe.

  • @LyghtWaves

    @LyghtWaves

    6 жыл бұрын

    I never claimed to know everything. In my opinion, one can never be "too enlightened". It's an ongoing process that never ends. It's also my opinion that depression and enlightenment are somewhat opposite each other. This is not to say enlightened people don't experience sadness, by the way. Thanks for the perspectives and good luck to you all.

  • @nicoleg8137
    @nicoleg81374 жыл бұрын

    The title of this video should be “I became so self obsessed and self righteous that nobody wanted to be my friend.”

  • @childofpluto3994
    @childofpluto39945 жыл бұрын

    Who's dat pokèmon? It's aquarius

  • @julyflame8690
    @julyflame86906 жыл бұрын

    I feel like Jim Carrey would relate

  • @TheStepmonkey

    @TheStepmonkey

    6 жыл бұрын

    El Miche Exactly!

  • @Hgkbukk
    @Hgkbukk6 жыл бұрын

    I dont know why but this video doesn't feel like other youtube videos.. It's special somehow..

  • @gugutenberg

    @gugutenberg

    6 жыл бұрын

    XelPixels I thought the same thing

  • @damionklassen4890

    @damionklassen4890

    6 жыл бұрын

    XelPixels this dude is an actor

  • @marekvitazka5462

    @marekvitazka5462

    6 жыл бұрын

    Its a short documentary film

  • @cg-wo4ik

    @cg-wo4ik

    6 жыл бұрын

    XelPixels because it’s fresh and realer than any of these other fake feeling set up videos. It’s different when there’s nothing but raw emotion and real experience.

  • @boomperson818

    @boomperson818

    6 жыл бұрын

    I like these special type of videos

  • @taefhayabusa
    @taefhayabusa6 жыл бұрын

    I relate to this guy so much, and it's sad seeing people in the comments thinking he is trying to sound wise, u are just further proving his point of how hard it is to find someone that understand, everyone will call it differently, some will call it attention seeking some will call it trying to sound wise , while all he's trying to do is share his story , I relate to him and I'm at a point of disconnect with the society that I forget half my native language because I'm always on my room speaking English with online friends, just don't make fun of people u don't know, try to be understanding, thank you.

  • @chitas3335

    @chitas3335

    5 жыл бұрын

    Exactly!

  • @lrm9298

    @lrm9298

    5 жыл бұрын

    Wow, what is your native language? I am amazed you have been able to assimilate so deeply online.

  • @chitas3335

    @chitas3335

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kiinn there isnt a certain way to live life though? Not everyone has to follow the traditional path of life. And you dont even know this person. Youre just jumping to conclusions which makes you entitled.

  • @chitas3335

    @chitas3335

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kiinn that’s a very close minded way of looking at life

  • @melonebitch8946

    @melonebitch8946

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kiinn It’s funny because I relate to him - I’ve felt alienated all my life, and yet here I am, striving to survive and pushing my limits to help my family survive. I meet so many people at my jobs and at school, and the feeling of disconnection remains. My soul will always feel separated, not a part of their world. It doesn’t mean I have poor social skills. It’s intrinsic. It’s who I am. Some people are just born like that, and you really do not understand, so you have no right to judge.

  • @yxmeen3068
    @yxmeen30685 жыл бұрын

    "im not like other girls"

  • @Victoria-bo9xk
    @Victoria-bo9xk6 жыл бұрын

    Wasn't he on watch cut with his benefit friend.

  • @youmadbrah8450

    @youmadbrah8450

    6 жыл бұрын

    Thomas clueso Huebner yes. Yes he was lol

  • @Victoria-bo9xk

    @Victoria-bo9xk

    6 жыл бұрын

    YouMad Brah oh sorry, it was on this channel

  • @imfate1715

    @imfate1715

    6 жыл бұрын

    Thomas clueso Huebner yea I was thinking the same thing.

  • @Imjustalilworm

    @Imjustalilworm

    6 жыл бұрын

    his benefit friend lmao

  • @lasagnenkompott8986

    @lasagnenkompott8986

    6 жыл бұрын

    that vid was uploaded months later

  • @lemonadepie9631
    @lemonadepie96316 жыл бұрын

    im only halfway throughwhy can i relate to this so much? im 17. i havent taken any drugs but ive been feeling so far detatched from what i am supposed to think is reality. i wake up in the morning and it takes me ages to remember my name. i dissociatr from my surroundings so much. i wish i could talk to this person to understand how to get back down to earth. this is why i love physics so much as well. even typing this is feeling forced. i feel like a mask. like my personality and body is a mask holding me down from what i really am. i feel so lonely. i havent really told my friends what im going through except the odd litle kind of question. they probably havent noticed that much change in me. but it is so isolating coz it feels like im near some kind of truth which i just cant get to, but i cant get back to just being "little ego me" either so it feels like im in the middle of two things.

  • @lemonadepie9631

    @lemonadepie9631

    6 жыл бұрын

    ok further through the vid. "im just trying to figure out where i belong in human society. " well if that isnt me.!!!! always felt different even aged 4 or 5.

  • @lemonadepie9631

    @lemonadepie9631

    6 жыл бұрын

    good luck to you man!! i hope you find your path. i agree. i hope we may all find our paths.

  • @CerberusX123

    @CerberusX123

    6 жыл бұрын

    Watch THE EXIT, it is a movie by Ray Comfort, it will certainly help you navigate through some of the questions you have. Blessings

  • @3mp4thy

    @3mp4thy

    6 жыл бұрын

    consider yourself lucky... people seek and practice there whole life to get where you are. if this is happening to you at 17 then count your blessings and accept the fact that you are perhaps the next great enlightened master haa. but seriously seek truth society suckss

  • @lemonadepie9631

    @lemonadepie9631

    6 жыл бұрын

    3mp4thy thank you :)

  • @a42lalrinkimi48
    @a42lalrinkimi485 жыл бұрын

    The comment section here a whole entity of division

  • @evelynalabaster

    @evelynalabaster

    4 жыл бұрын

    So many people arguing about what it means to be enlightened equals no enlightenment in sight

  • @sassysweet9355
    @sassysweet93555 жыл бұрын

    Seems like he is less enlightened and more lost and confused in his pursuit of knowledge and wisdom. It's like he is looking for truth in all the wrong places. He still has much growing to do. I have been there before myself in the past. I love his channel and he seems like a super chill, smart, fun and cool person! I wish him the best of luck in his progress and journey! More patience is required, everyone thrives at different paces in life. Hope he eventually finds what he is searching for! 😎😇✌️

  • @Micoolaw
    @Micoolaw6 жыл бұрын

    I feel like everything is magic even when sober

  • @Nowhy

    @Nowhy

    6 жыл бұрын

    Micoola absolutely or relatively?

  • @s.elizabeth1753

    @s.elizabeth1753

    6 жыл бұрын

    Micoola I used to feel that way .. I miss it so much

  • @Micoolaw

    @Micoolaw

    6 жыл бұрын

    s. elizabeth it will come back

  • @afroninja1301

    @afroninja1301

    6 жыл бұрын

    🧢

  • @prosperview5653

    @prosperview5653

    6 жыл бұрын

    Because everything is!

  • @jengsterinc1176
    @jengsterinc11766 жыл бұрын

    1) he is still very young and has a lot to figure out 2) he’s too spoiled by his parents

  • @taylorwest8465

    @taylorwest8465

    6 жыл бұрын

    Lesbians Rate Fruit You don't need to be old to figure things out, everyone takes different amounts of time and has different experiences. Even the 'spoilt' have issues, no one is more or less entitled to feel a certain way

  • @KerriKittehx

    @KerriKittehx

    6 жыл бұрын

    Lesbians Rate Fruit Really? He doesn't have a close relationship with his parents and hasn't for a very long time. He's done things independently for a long time.

  • @riverevans726

    @riverevans726

    5 жыл бұрын

    Wtf are you chatting ???

  • @hkiyr

    @hkiyr

    5 жыл бұрын

    I was very dissapointed with the lack of videos about lesbians rating fruits

  • @user-s3ts8my2x

    @user-s3ts8my2x

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@hkiyr same haha

  • @sajiamowrin3887
    @sajiamowrin38876 жыл бұрын

    "You can't be behind the scenes all the time. There's no show anymore."

  • @fhdyehyuru
    @fhdyehyuru6 жыл бұрын

    "What clothes am I going to wear today" Oh no poor you

  • @shellybrandonburg5786
    @shellybrandonburg57866 жыл бұрын

    His art work is super cool, it reminds me of Jean-Michel Basquiat. (Hopefully I spelled his name right). I would buy your stuff but 1. I'm broke and 2. I don't think my mom would let me to be honest sorry. You should keep painting cause most artist don't live to see their artwork flourish, Jean Basquiat was just in the right place in the right time and he got discovered.

  • @Foolscard
    @Foolscard6 жыл бұрын

    I had to pause to stop crying, Pierre's story hits home incredibly hard. I truly wasn't expecting to find something like this today and I never knew how much I needed to hear that I wasn't the only one with a similar story. I've struggled with a detached ego since I was young, I am an artist, musician, empath and my own best friend. I don't know what it's like to be myself and yet I know who I am. I know that doesn't make sense.... I lost myself to isolation and now that I'm back I don't know what to do with myself and I literally feel like I'm inserting myself into the 'real' world. I feeling of "fake-ness" comes with each interaction. Honestly, the best thing thing I've found to do is be patient and understanding with the self. Whatever you wish to be, accomplish, and do? You'll get there, but still know that you, yourself as you are, are still the beauty of life.

  • @julianachen4403

    @julianachen4403

    6 жыл бұрын

    you'll still grow up, kid

  • @ily999as

    @ily999as

    6 жыл бұрын

    Shut up woman stop acting like these problems have always been there for every generation. The internet and the ability to learn so much through the web without ever having to leave your house has created new problems and struggles for the youth, problems that older people don't know.

  • @julianachen4403

    @julianachen4403

    6 жыл бұрын

    Shut up dude, did I mention generation or age? Anyway, he needs to grow up because he saw some deepness on that fake deep dude

  • @triggerxx9760

    @triggerxx9760

    6 жыл бұрын

    aobapup There are kids in Africa starving! Ppl in America have it easy

  • @ily999as

    @ily999as

    6 жыл бұрын

    Trigger _ shut the fuck up the world is better now than it has ever been. People in Africa now live better lives than americans in the early 1900s it’s not perfect. But in the last 10 years the problem of proverty has improved more than it has in the entire human existence before it. The whole world is better off than it has ever been ever. So stop fucking spreading these dreadfull fake “children are starving in africa” comments that literally are not even true. No, I am from Africa and starvation is extremely extremely rare have not heard of a single case my entire life.

  • @alfaisaac024
    @alfaisaac0246 жыл бұрын

    Yep... an INFJ. haha! (just an educated guess... could be infp, enfp or etc.) Being one, I know the feeling myself. Some people really do feel very alienated and are intellectual, but because of stereotypes get labeled "the niave pretentious hippies." And maybe some of us are a bit. But there also aren't that many people trying to see life how we see it. Stop impulsively writing off or discouraging these types of people and their passionate and honest expression. Just try to relate, because you'll admit that everyone goes through "this angsty teenager phase," but won't encourage and support the person who decides to persevere through that stage in search for existential understanding, and does not give in to the conventional, practical vanities of modern society. We wouldn't be where we are as a civilization without philosophers. Appreciate those who appear to reflect a bit longer than you. We're all on that journey (P.S. However I do agree that the choice of wording in the title comes off as a bit pretentious and should be reworded, particularly because "enlightenment" suggests we've figured this all out, and it's clear in the video than he said he lost himself in the world he was analyzing and is on a new leaf of focusing that analytical energy on finding his place in it all)

  • @gatekeepercroissant6755

    @gatekeepercroissant6755

    6 жыл бұрын

    alfaisaac024 he’s an ENTP

  • @alfaisaac024

    @alfaisaac024

    6 жыл бұрын

    To me he comes off as more NF. But I could be wrong. He does seem to have Fe at least

  • @alfaisaac024

    @alfaisaac024

    6 жыл бұрын

    ダルブラドファニー Thank you. I thought it needed to be said. INFJ and INFP are two of the 16 different types of personalities within the Myers Briggs Type Indicator system. The four letters describe the ordering and combination of the 4 cognitive functions (4 of 8 total) that make up a type. These functions which are 4 in kind (upper case "N" Intuition, "S" Sensing "T" Thinking, "F" Feeling), are 8 with extrovert or introverted charge/orientation to them (lower case "i" or "e") INFJ which is said to be the rarest type in the world population, leads preferentially with Introverted Intuition (Ni), Extroverted Feeling (Fe) auxiliary, Introverted Thinking (Ti) tertiary, and Extroverted Sensing (Se) inferior. The combo that makes up the INFP would be (Fi-Ne-Si-Te) And likewise for the other 14 conceivable types It's a pretty interesting system. One that explained a lot about why I felt the way I felt, and why I looked at the world in such a different than it seemed so many others around me didn't. The Myers Briggs test along with lot of other helpful information can be found online and different types explaining the system well on KZread. One I took was 16personalities.com. personalityhacker.com Is also a good one

  • @Faith-zt6cf

    @Faith-zt6cf

    6 жыл бұрын

    I think Pierre's an ISFJ. Despite his abstract art and deep insights, he's still more grounded than any intuitive type may be. His life centers around the physical world: recording music, painting, skateboarding, card tricks, etc. (Intuitives can do those things too, but sensors are way more natural at them). The fact that he needed psychedelics to reach his subconscious shows me that he's not comfortable with his mind as an intuitive would be.

  • @alfaisaac024

    @alfaisaac024

    6 жыл бұрын

    I can see that. His methods of becoming abstract were through the many things he explored physically, although his exploratorily and artistically rebellious nature might suggest more ISFP

  • @nejah.6487
    @nejah.64876 жыл бұрын

    "it's a lot more important to grow than to be happy" ❤

  • @vincestanton2717
    @vincestanton27176 жыл бұрын

    How old is this person and or the average person watching and enjoying this video? This is so angsty and self-important, I find no value or inspiration at all. Nothing “woke.” It feels like a teenager trying to sound wise after dropping some acid and a bunch of other teenagers going “...Woah dude!”

  • @zackgoddard5035

    @zackgoddard5035

    6 жыл бұрын

    Vince Stanton depending on his birthday, he was 24 2 months ago.

  • @TheChillman456

    @TheChillman456

    6 жыл бұрын

    preach.

  • @ErstwhileVirginia

    @ErstwhileVirginia

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yes. Very much so.

  • @janettjcki

    @janettjcki

    6 жыл бұрын

    I think this is a mixture of being a teen and an artist. A lot of teens want to stand out but a lot of adults too. If you know a lot about different artists and popular post modern artists (painters for example) you know that a lot of them question reality and the life we life in. I think that's what is natural and should never stop because we don't know what the meaning of life is or if this all even has a meaning and we'll probably never know. It doesn't matter if you're 18 like me or 52. By the way I think an open-minded 20 year old who uses psychedelics to expand their consciousness probably understands life more than a close-minded 60 year old. You can disagree on that, it's just my opinion.

  • @bonnie0952

    @bonnie0952

    6 жыл бұрын

    I'm not sure his point was to come over as "that woke kid". From my understanding its that when you try to find out why you're here and what your point in life is, in the end even if you would find out what it was it would just be a disappointment. No person can say they have lived their life perfect from start to end and that every choice that they've made was the choice for them, however the idea of every choice you make in life shapes who you are resonates with a lot of people. What my understanding is from what he said about going behind the scenes is to find out what drives people to make these decisions, how these idea's pop up. How it works. But in reality it works because we think it works, that's the mystery behind it. We won't know if something is truly the right choice for us until we have made the choice and found our answer. Of course it is entirely possible that my interpretation of this video is wrong but that shows the artistic side of this. We seek the answers that we want to seek from this. Or you could be close minded and live life day by day never asking why you made the choices you made that day. You find no value but that doesn't mean that there is no value in this, it just depends on what you're trying to seek from this video.

  • @introvertinwonderland
    @introvertinwonderland6 жыл бұрын

    so true, 'its more important to grow than to be happy' indeed

  • @dogestranding5047

    @dogestranding5047

    6 жыл бұрын

    Just Lissy I've felt this for so long now. So many people aim to be "happy." "Happiness isn't a goal. It's a by-product of a life well-lived." Happiness is just an emotion anyways. You don't have to feel that all the time, and you shouldn't. A better word might be contentment or "eudaimonia."

  • @buttlesschap

    @buttlesschap

    6 жыл бұрын

    hey thought i recognized the face. commented on one of your vids a few months back. fancy seeing you here! growth is necessary and necessity breeds success. n. b. s.

  • @sapphirexwind
    @sapphirexwind5 жыл бұрын

    And now he lives happily ever after in Prague...

  • @squiffymango
    @squiffymango6 жыл бұрын

    I think the term u are referring to is “loneliness” not enlightenment. And by seeing the way you try to portray yourself as an enlightened person with all these unique aspects, i think your just self centred and trying to find your identity and where u belong. Definitely very show-offy judging from the friends with benefits video, the body language was very strong and showed that your the type who wants to appear unmoved and unique. The makeup is like a voice to the people saying u are affectionate and fierce. Long hair which shows indifference and beauty. Mainly this mans style is to show that he doesnt confine to society’s norms and wants to be different or noticed. I believe he feels trapped and wants to just find out what he can do special about his life

  • @salamander8301

    @salamander8301

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yeah it's not self awareness that he craves it's self image

  • @wucin9631
    @wucin96316 жыл бұрын

    this touched me in parts of my being that i never knew even existed, or perhaps, i've been pretending...

  • @annaaidekijustloveyoutube2194

    @annaaidekijustloveyoutube2194

    6 жыл бұрын

    Cindy Windy gtfo with ur dramatic self XD

  • @DK-wr6td
    @DK-wr6td6 жыл бұрын

    At some points this video lost me and at most it had me like no one ever has. I could relate to it to a great extent and at the end of it all I can say is there is hope to find oneself, there always is. I hope we get to see your art, Pierre. I am sure many will relate to it. Just let it be out there. Love and warm hugs to you!

  • @ZebrazRus
    @ZebrazRus4 жыл бұрын

    You guys, if you don't know this man, he is so WOKE and passionate and beautiful. Please watch his cat-called as a man video and China black mirror video, or just any of his videos, he's amazing.

  • @sharon8114
    @sharon81145 жыл бұрын

    I hope he knows how much his strength in being open about his struggles also gives others strength ♡ You are not alone ♡

  • @diegoalmeida3750
    @diegoalmeida37506 жыл бұрын

    Just become a model man

  • @kermitbaby3330

    @kermitbaby3330

    6 жыл бұрын

    Diego Almeida he actually is a model! His Instagram is antidagger I think?

  • @fingermand
    @fingermand6 жыл бұрын

    True enlightenment is not reaffirmation of you difference to other people, rather it's the realization that we are all connected, we all have the same feelings and the same problems. I can't help but feel like this guy is a bit pretentious and that this whole video is just a medium to feed his ego. Just because someone does psychedelics does not mean he or she has seen the light. Too many people try to sell themselves as prophets just because they realize what the ancient philosophers discovered thousands of years ago.

  • @HoopityBoop

    @HoopityBoop

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yeah this is total BS. Sleight of hand is not a gateway to illumination.

  • @jimihendrixx11

    @jimihendrixx11

    6 жыл бұрын

    Bastian Bald he seems ok but a bit of a snowflake. We are all snowflakes haha. And important in our own ways as humans.

  • @daynalow4444

    @daynalow4444

    6 жыл бұрын

    hm, this helped me shift my perspective some! thanks.

  • @lasagnenkompott8986

    @lasagnenkompott8986

    6 жыл бұрын

    I fully agree with your criticism on the title of the vid, though I doubt that he himself chose the title... He was just telling his story

  • @GrubKiller436

    @GrubKiller436

    6 жыл бұрын

    @Lasagnenkompott, You are someone with a brain. I can't understand how others are too stupid as to not realize that there is a team behind this video/show, to which it has its own agenda.

  • @zodiacenchantress
    @zodiacenchantress4 жыл бұрын

    I just told my friend how i was already bored of being human, and that id rather join the spirits. I have no more friends, ive isolated myself, and i eat alone. But its affecting me to where i am needing company. This is my reminder to be human and trust the process of it eventually.

  • @ponyhorton4295
    @ponyhorton42956 жыл бұрын

    God, he's GORGEOUS. Too bad he's mistaking being mysterious for not being in touch with his fears and feelings.

  • @TheStepmonkey
    @TheStepmonkey6 жыл бұрын

    I like his deep voice and his beautiful face

  • @DCarr633
    @DCarr6336 жыл бұрын

    Not to downplay this guy's lecture, but it seems he was simply experiencing the symptoms of being a man child. Without the threat of financial ruin, people tend to force existential crises on themselves because it gives them something to do for entertainment value. If you're going through this same problem, don't worry. Disconnect yourself from your family's wallet and financially support yourself. You'll have way less time to work on your crafts and your idealistic mind may be replaced by a dry economic one, but it'll produce a better creative product when you do make something.

  • @user-ng5do5jq3d

    @user-ng5do5jq3d

    5 жыл бұрын

    Lmao whats the symprons of being a man child? Serious question

  • @sonderingsong2000

    @sonderingsong2000

    5 жыл бұрын

    @j What mental illness are you referring to? Did it result from his use of psychedelics or his own decision to cut himself entirely off from the world on the basis that he was unable to find anyone like him? Most people's interpretations and mindsets are determined from their own personal experiences and struggles of surviving while being independent, having to integrate themselves into society, and having to face reality head on. So I find it interesting that he'd have any reason of mental illness if he rarely associates with society and chooses to be trapped in his own head where he's drawn his own dimensions of the world, and they are purely from his imagination which hasn't really acknowledged or come into contact very well with the world in reality.

  • @sonderingsong2000

    @sonderingsong2000

    5 жыл бұрын

    @j lol, sure maybe I'll get one; thanks for the suggestion; perhaps you'd be interested in getting one as well, but you just made a point you can understand something without necessarily referencing a degree. But anyways, I was just curious and open to learning new things and concepts without attacking anyone while also putting forth my own opinions. I hope you're successful in dealing with your disorder that probably stemmed from some source, not that I'm sure of where from. Good luck!

  • @Anna-pj8te

    @Anna-pj8te

    5 жыл бұрын

    D. Carmo he lives in an apartment with his friend in a European country

  • @rachelmazza4079

    @rachelmazza4079

    5 жыл бұрын

    Nah, been poor my whole life. Still depressed, still having an existential crisis, just worse cause I’m broke. lol

  • @aitor.online
    @aitor.online6 жыл бұрын

    when you're "too woke"

  • @axesangre
    @axesangre5 жыл бұрын

    Gosh, I can relate to him 100%. I feel like I’m him at this moment experiencing the same things, thinking the way he thinks, doing the things he does with art, questioning if it’s worth, saying goodbye to the place I live in with my parents and so on. Everything’s spot on with my life. It’s as if He spoke for me

  • @anastasiaboyko7040
    @anastasiaboyko70406 жыл бұрын

    If you want to understand the mechanism of the reality then get into tibetan buddhism. It's against any abusing substances but if you understand the energy, karma and interconnectedness of all things you really see behind the curtain of mundane reality in a very healthy and fresh way.

  • @moats5495
    @moats54956 жыл бұрын

    Dammmmmmn dude. Never quit, never give in. The world wasn't made for you (or me) but don't ever stop. The only way out is through. You're clearly smart and make incredible material, a person whose existence is art and that's no easy feat. There's no answer to what you're going through and you'll likely never find solace but you are what makes this world great and unique. For that, your sacrifices are obvious. Keep on.

  • @SakinahIman

    @SakinahIman

    6 жыл бұрын

    Best comment ☝🏾🙏🏾

  • @veek.6463

    @veek.6463

    6 жыл бұрын

    Moats you a sweet person : )

  • @JediBunny
    @JediBunny4 жыл бұрын

    “It’s a lot more important to grow than to be happy”... Wow, yes.

  • @kylies3160
    @kylies31605 жыл бұрын

    The title should be “i was a depressed angsty teen who took drugs”

  • @sirilylyfania5070
    @sirilylyfania50706 жыл бұрын

    A few weeks ago everyone blamed him in the "Friends with benefits secretly share theire feelings for each other" video for being cold and that he doesn't know what he wants. And now everyone in the comment section understands him. Humans are strange.. 🤔

  • @mle_mae

    @mle_mae

    6 жыл бұрын

    Have you read this comments section?

  • @joshuaseemungal8179
    @joshuaseemungal81796 жыл бұрын

    With all due respect and love, it is impossible to be too enlightened. That is like saying you have too much love in your life. This guy lost touch with reality as a result of psychedelic abuse. Yes, it is possible to have an awakening experience with the use of psychedelics because it can quiet the mind to such an extent that you experience ego death, but in excess, it has the opposite effect in which the ego is magnified. This is what happened here. To all those on the spiritual path, do not let this misinformation scare you from the path of true enlightenment. There is nothing greater than genuine enlightenment. This, what this guy is referring to, is not enlightenment. It is psychosis. The line between the two is very thin.

  • @eirikmb
    @eirikmb6 жыл бұрын

    I was so jealous of his eyes until the close up came. He uses contacts

  • @Mary____.
    @Mary____.6 жыл бұрын

    He has such a character I’d like to meet him in person.

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