🦕 How Do Their Friends & Family See You? 🐙🦖 Pick A Group 🍿 Tarot Reading

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I am The Hermit Tarot and this is my FREE tarot reading channel. Today we are asking Spirit How Do Their Friends & Family See You...?
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Intro - 00:00
Pick A Group - 00:16
Quick Guided Meditation (to help you pick a group) - 05:38
Group 1 - 07:05
( • Austin Millz & Remi Wo... / • Aminé - TOGETHER (Audio) )
Group 2 - 35:22
( • Caroline Polachek - Do... / • Whitney - Rain (Offici... )
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( • Foster The People - He... / • Tame Impala - Lost in ... )
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  • @brittanymedina9455
    @brittanymedina94552 жыл бұрын

    #3 and so incredibly accurate. Made me extremely teary because your reading brought me right back to those feelings of feeling unworthy and unacknowledged. I never understood why things were the way they were but wow was it one of the most painful things iv'e been through! My 'person' and I lasted 11 years with 2 children and nothing ever changed with his family/friends. Now that I've moved on he's crying for me back but it's just more confirmation that I need to move forward those weren't my people and there's better out there. Sending love to the others that chose this pile because it's a damn painful thing to go through.

  • @thedream8520

    @thedream8520

    2 жыл бұрын

    十18036278638⏭️_^(◍•ᴗ•◍)💕(ʘ言ʘ╬)

  • @karly.asshhh
    @karly.asshhh Жыл бұрын

    Pile 1 is WAY TOO accurate like you were literally describing everything of our current connection and I could point out exactly the group of people you were talking about.

  • @sunny_dance7266
    @sunny_dance72662 жыл бұрын

    Pile1: I haven’t met my person’s close friends and family yet but I was curious so I chose pile 1 and it all makes sense! I hope it’s true and I had a positive impact on him. Thank you I claim this🙏🏻💕

  • @AvitalR88

    @AvitalR88

    2 жыл бұрын

    Becuz u wrote it and i havent met either i choose it too.

  • @MienSereny
    @MienSereny2 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3 Very resonated and fresh perspective of what was happened. Your reading brought me a lot of reflection. Appreciate your energy and the love and light you delivered, thank you so much.

  • @gilliebeann
    @gilliebeann2 жыл бұрын

    Hey! Pile 3 here and it was absolutely spot on. We're broken up now but this is the story... A few months ago, we started dating in a consensually non-monogamous orientation. They (my ex partner and his partner) had been open-ish before but she really wasn't ready to see him emotionally intimate with anyone else. They decided to try it out regardless and it ended in a firestorm. (Okay, not really...she decided that she couldn't do it anymore and he decided to choose that partnership over ours). It sucked to not have any say in my own relationship. It sucked to be abandoned but we're on to bigger and better things. It's understandable if his friends/family are salty given how monogamy is the default script that we're given by society, but I just hope that they recognize that the couple actively CHOSE into it. Often times, the third party is painted as the bad guy but really, the partner who chooses a separate relationship also has responsibility over how things play out and in this case, both parties also chose to explore this orientation. 🤷‍♀

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose51712 жыл бұрын

    I hope that you get better soon and I am going to meditate on your well-being this week. Rest. Thank you for bringing us this video even though you were under the weather.🥹

  • @kaceeleighconnolly
    @kaceeleighconnolly2 жыл бұрын

    Piles #2 & #3 for me. Both these YT readings plus your extendeds were awesome. TY so, so much! 💜💜💜

  • @SwansonChaos
    @SwansonChaos2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you. I can't go into it but Deck 3 spoke only the truth. I needed so much to hear this. I have to accept what I've seen, and protect myself, just like you said.

  • @PriscillaLily
    @PriscillaLily2 жыл бұрын

    You are the most accurate reader I’ve ever came across! Best KZreadr. Thank you

  • @user-ih2eg3ef6j
    @user-ih2eg3ef6j2 жыл бұрын

    I just found your channel this morning and wow you are amazing! I’m typically very picky with who’s readings I watch. Thank you!

  • @peachonearthtarot542
    @peachonearthtarot5422 жыл бұрын

    I could spend all day telling you how spit in like 1 is to my situation. Lots of confirmation there. It almost felt like a personal reading. You have inspired me to watch the extended. Thank you very much.

  • @letadarling9739
    @letadarling97392 жыл бұрын

    I got such confirmation with pile 2 when my nails are the same color as the first card

  • @swatibohra
    @swatibohra2 жыл бұрын

    Take care of your health... We need you to be happy and healthy for the whole world! You are most special gift and we love you always!! 🙏🙏🙏

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose51712 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for showing up for us. I just finished a reading for someone in Australia. They were up very very late. It is the rising here in Seattle.

  • @cinemagirlxoxo
    @cinemagirlxoxo2 жыл бұрын

    I really liked this one! I'm not sure I've seen this kind of reading here before. I found some lovely messages from spirit within this read. Lots to meditate over. Thank you for being a conduit for those! 🌻☀️

  • @sunflowergarden9794
    @sunflowergarden97942 жыл бұрын

    Your guidance is always right on time 💖

  • @mechelelopez9757
    @mechelelopez97572 жыл бұрын

    you are so accurate. I am amazed. i am glad to know that some of the family may feel bad about what happened.

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too etc..

  • @intuitiveguidancewithemily5091
    @intuitiveguidancewithemily50912 жыл бұрын

    This camera angle is soo much better 👏🏾👏🏾 I hope you can continue this way (if you can ofc💗)

  • @YulianaChiPhotography
    @YulianaChiPhotography2 жыл бұрын

    Group 2. I I want to give you an alternative suggestions for the reading. Cards which are in the spread make perfect sense to me but the interpretation is in accurate. So I’d like to suggest an alternative reading of the situation. 5 major arcana represents that I was quite a significant person for the friends circle and we saw each other very often wile I was with ‘my person’. So the first death card represents the end of any contact/communication, I’m not in contact with his circle anymore because we are not in contact with my person. So that’s why the Death card is there - the end of the communication, i’m not interacting with his circle anymore, because I’m not in contact with ‘the person’ himself. The Hangman represents is that this is situation is currently continues just because there is no way of changing it at the moment and this period of stagnation and non-communication will continue until something will change between me and the person himself. Now the 3rd card, eight of swords I believe, is the blockage of any interaction because his friends are not able to communicate with me because of the situation between me and ‘him’, and they can’t reach me or don’t want to ‘go over his head’ to do so. That’s the situation, and an alternative interpretation for you. Your readings are always extremely accurate, so my point is not to say that you was wrong it’s just to offer you an alternative reading which this cards can be interpreted. Thank you for the reading!

  • @77SunnyDazeInDecember
    @77SunnyDazeInDecember2 жыл бұрын

    Thankyou, Lorraine❣️

  • @duncansteenkamp2394
    @duncansteenkamp23942 жыл бұрын

    #2.. thank you 🧚🧚🧚🧚

  • @sunflowergarden9794
    @sunflowergarden97942 жыл бұрын

    Video idea: love life in April!!! Your videos are always on point ♥️

  • @trishben4301
    @trishben43012 жыл бұрын

    #3, spot on. No longer with that person and was going to visit his family since we have a son together. But drama is stirring up with just suggesting that idea. Glad to know it’s not worth revisiting his family again. Thank you!

  • @shannondonahue1133
    @shannondonahue11332 жыл бұрын

    I’m new to your channel but I really love your readings - this one absolutely resonated and confirmed a lot for me, so thank you so much! I’m sorry it was not a fun energy to channel tho (pile 3 🥴)🙏💜

  • @thetwinflamealchemist
    @thetwinflamealchemist2 жыл бұрын

    Pile 1: I’ve never met any of them. So, spot on.

  • @Irreplaceableme
    @Irreplaceableme Жыл бұрын

    Pile 2 spot on ! 😅 I’m not stressing myself for anyone anymore

  • @Madieland
    @Madieland2 жыл бұрын

    I just wanna say that not only your readings bring a lot of clarity, I also get to discover such music bangers!! 😁 ❤️ Thank you so much as always! Edit - Yep, Pile 1 was so spot on! Me and my bf are in a long distance relationship so that's the reason why I haven't been able to be around his family as much (and I'm yet to meet some of his friends too!). I've only been able to share a few moments with his closest family, but all of his loved ones are aware of our relationship and know that "I exist"🤣 His only other relationship ended with a really bad breakup due to his ex cheating on him, which catapulted my partner back into depression, so I completely understand their protective energy. I could literally identify each "pile of people" too lol. The older feminine energy was my bf's mother who was the first one to break the ice and added me on social media, she has invited us over for Xmas, dinner, visits, etc and just trying to communicate more with me, like you said. The other two piles are a mix between his friends/his older brothers/other family members. And without tooting my own horn too much, I think I've had a good impact on my bf (and viceversa) and we've grown a lot since being together. He's definitely more open and willing to communicate his feelings, more in touch with his emotions and generally just taking good steps to improve his wellbeing and life in general and I hope his loved ones can see that too❤️

  • @charie888
    @charie8882 жыл бұрын

    Hope you feel better soon!

  • @amytran7630
    @amytran76302 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3 so true! I’ve definitely witnessed and experienced this 😔 I do not choose this so I release.

  • @annekenniston7551
    @annekenniston75512 жыл бұрын

    I love your background nature sounds. It would be beautiful if you could capture that sound alone for a meditation. Heaven for me. 😇

  • @bhavnak6687
    @bhavnak66872 жыл бұрын

    #2💗Ym also watched #1💕Ym

  • @savannahgunter5353
    @savannahgunter53532 жыл бұрын

    Every few months you surprise me 🥺 This has been the most resonated reading every, I love you so much

  • @gulliesj8597
    @gulliesj85972 жыл бұрын

    i accidentally purchased pile 1s extended even though the group i resonated with was pile 3 but i dont believe in coincidences so i watched pile ones extended reading anyway and it was spot on, so strange!! :)

  • @darcy.4739

    @darcy.4739

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same.

  • @cosmicrae

    @cosmicrae

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's Spirit hehe

  • @user-iu9xl4fs9h
    @user-iu9xl4fs9h Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤love your energy🥰

  • @Lilybet1316
    @Lilybet13162 жыл бұрын

    I love this perspective!

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too etc..

  • @Iguidancetarotgmailcom
    @Iguidancetarotgmailcom2 жыл бұрын

    Hey nice to see you again friend 💕

  • @AJV0808
    @AJV08082 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💫

  • @Mabellevie17
    @Mabellevie172 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much 🥰♥️

  • @cindyrodway7946
    @cindyrodway7946 Жыл бұрын

    Disrespect and gossip is not me, I am one of the most loving, kind and giving person ever and I was took full advantage of, I was just being me ❤ Not my loss, selfishness don’t hold a place in my life 😊

  • @_rhea.b_1305
    @_rhea.b_13052 жыл бұрын

    pile 1 is so accurate! Thanks Lorraine!!!

  • @k.a.236
    @k.a.2362 жыл бұрын

    Pile 1 resonated so much. We met in grad school and there is physical distance between us since he moved to do his pHd. We are in separation after 2 years together. The 3 groups are his sister (I met her once briefly when he graduated), his friends that I have met, and the friends I haven't met bc they are overseas.

  • @missmelisa1823
    @missmelisa18232 жыл бұрын

    Hope u feel better soon 💓

  • @th7702
    @th77022 жыл бұрын

    Pile 1 GP and pile 2 CW. Thank you 💜

  • @Shivanyaa9
    @Shivanyaa924 күн бұрын

    Pile 2: God it was such a beautiful reading, I am separated from this person, idk why I just felt like listening to it, I did not know his family cared so much about me Thank you Lorraine

  • @alphaomegalovesu1017
    @alphaomegalovesu1017 Жыл бұрын

    2. relax tarot readers always shows i have different energy

  • @Mollycrimey
    @Mollycrimey2 жыл бұрын

    3. I asked about a particular family member that was jealous of me. Accurate.

  • @theemperor7063
    @theemperor7063 Жыл бұрын

    #3 100 % resonate I had a Discussion with his fam Nd iam a aries Thnx you so mch

  • @Vincisomething
    @Vincisomething Жыл бұрын

    #1 - part of it reminded me of my dad asking me to hang out because he said my mom was worried about how much time I was spending in my room🧍🏾‍♀️. Other parts of it may relate to a friend

  • @purplemoon1525
    @purplemoon15252 жыл бұрын

    BLEZZINGZ ALWAYZ….💙

  • @TwinkleStarLemonFruit
    @TwinkleStarLemonFruit2 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3: I never understood why I wasn't good enough. It didn't matter what I achieved I was always made to feel less. Even the ex was treated to feel less when he didn't deserve that. They all did awful things out in the open and they would all find ways to justify their awful behavior. I definitely didn't deserve the way I was treated considering I was just a young girl finding her footing.

  • @moherbe
    @moherbe2 жыл бұрын

    Lol how’d you read my mind!!!! I just ended things with my partner yesterday and we didn’t want to but we needed to both heal. We’ve been so off and on and my ROCD has made things extremely warped and difficult and I was worried that I was disliked by the people in his life but I’ll guess we’ll see! We wanna be friends in the future but I’m curious what those in his life would think about that if I came around again. I want to be stable energy in peoples lives not unstable!! Update: I picked pile 3, on point af besides the exclusion part !!! Which sucks !! But it is what it is, and I deserve a relationship where I’m given a chance

  • @mahtabrezaee9949
    @mahtabrezaee99492 жыл бұрын

    You are wonderful

  • @awakeningalpha6666
    @awakeningalpha6666 Жыл бұрын

    Pile 3. 💯

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose51712 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3 I love you Lorraine.

  • @dhrhmnsr
    @dhrhmnsr2 жыл бұрын

    Pile 2

  • @clkeepidk2004
    @clkeepidk20042 жыл бұрын

    I chose pile 2

  • @getarasciuc3612
    @getarasciuc36122 жыл бұрын

    So weird - it's the third of your videos i'm hopping through, with questions about my current relationship, but end up getting messages about my ex, i broke up with 3 years ago. 😂 And yes, the Group 3 message was really validating. But i do hope i find a reading that resonates with my current amazingly beautiful relationship 😊

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose51712 жыл бұрын

    Lorraine Lorraine. You are absolutely brilliant and beautiful.🌷🌷🌷

  • @kaliru1
    @kaliru12 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for addressing how triggering this could be

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too etc..

  • @gabrielacazac7229
    @gabrielacazac72292 жыл бұрын

    Group 3 :))

  • @Dahlia44222
    @Dahlia442222 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3: it's not an ex but the reason you feel that ending energy is that we've just gotten together, got accidentally pregnant while our relationship is relatively new and both sides of the family are willing to bet our relationship won't last more than 2 3 years at TOPS, so they're waiting for the breakup news

  • @valeriaguerra6119
    @valeriaguerra61192 жыл бұрын

    Good gracious. Yes, a time in the past 🧚

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too etc..

  • @VerucaS9lt
    @VerucaS9lt2 жыл бұрын

    So. Accurate. 🤯

  • @buggypssmith1785
    @buggypssmith1785 Жыл бұрын

    I picked pile 2. M

  • @cosmicrae
    @cosmicrae2 жыл бұрын

    Pile 3: "My reputation's never been worse" - Delicate, Taylor Swift 🛸🗡️♥️

  • @villanelle529
    @villanelle529 Жыл бұрын

    Pile 1

  • @youaremysunshine-7473
    @youaremysunshine-74732 жыл бұрын

    It was a beautiful reading Lorraine, thank you🌸 I also want to ask something. I'm constantly seeing signs these days about someone I had feelings for in the past (recently, I've let it go) and couldn't really move things forward. I always hear this person's name from someone, I see their name everywhere, even on the street signs. The songs we listened to together are playing in the cars passing by me on the road. I wonder if it's because of the energy they sent me? Do you have any idea about what is this? Because it got scary after a certain point. If you have an idea and share it with me, I would be very happy ^^

  • @Mia-ck3nn

    @Mia-ck3nn

    2 жыл бұрын

    i literally have the same thing going on, except it's like a newer connection. i saw this person's last name today multiple times. a few days ago i got a new computer and i asked my friends (one knows about this connection, another doesn't) to name my computer (weird thing we have lol) and they both said his first name at the same time ?? so weird

  • @rebel188

    @rebel188

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don't know the full situation, but i went through the same thing. For me it was because I let the person go and put my energy somewhere else. That person wanted me to stay focused on them and keeps sending energy. I had to block their energy. When you let go of someone and they stop receiving your time and energy, they'll do anything to get it back.

  • @wifey379
    @wifey3792 жыл бұрын

    Pile3 I just think it was my race his brother was lovely but oh well.

  • @brittanyb6889
    @brittanyb68892 жыл бұрын

    Group 1🐻

  • @brittanyb6889

    @brittanyb6889

    Жыл бұрын

    Group 3🐰👨🏻

  • @Goldengoddess1010
    @Goldengoddess10102 жыл бұрын

    :( thank you pile 3

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too etc..

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    十2349052585890♻️♻️🚻🚻(☉_☉)!请联系他

  • @Holly_honestly
    @Holly_honestly2 жыл бұрын

    Picked 2. Me and my person got together from an affair, we do want to elope, he does have kids and so do I. He wants more and I’m not sure. We haven’t met but I know they want too but he’s definitely keeping me hidden because of how they reacted and treated me in the beginning! Thank you this is so on point!!

  • @carebear5037
    @carebear50372 жыл бұрын

    @3 accurate

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dr.okafor love spell can make your ex come back to you begging and crying for a second chance. He helped me restored my broken relationship of 1 year by bringing back my ex less than 24 hours Dr. okafor is a man of his words I strongly advise you to seek help from him too and he’s into Reading etc...

  • @jameswilliam6269

    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

    十2349052585890♻️♻️🚻🚻(☉_☉)!请联系他

  • @dianneclou456
    @dianneclou456 Жыл бұрын

    Family loves me; friends are loyal to his ex. Yes we are Aries and Leo.

  • @xJessicaxBryantx
    @xJessicaxBryantx2 жыл бұрын

    I was only drawn to Pile 3. My partner, whom I believe to be my twin flame, live together and are very happy. Last weekend I went to his sister's wedding with him and it was wonderful. I bonded with his family and I feel like we're in a good place. So I almost stopped watching because you kept feeling negative energy and that me and my person were not together. But I listened all the way and this is what I took from it... My person used to be, in his own words, a "ho". He didn't do relationships. His mom even told him to be a ho. If he did get into a relationship, he never considered them serious, and they never lasted more than a year. With that said, our relationship and its seriousness has come to a huge surprise to his family. I believe I do have to prove myself because they don't think it will last. That I'll just be another girl that comes and goes. The song card fit perfectly, "Just a girl". That's how they view me right now. I have to prove I'm different and not going anywhere.

  • @vansanityy
    @vansanityy2 жыл бұрын

    pile #3 I turned 17, and then one day, one of my best friend's died in a car crash and later on that year a good buddy of mine from elementary day's growing up who was also friend's with him committed suicide 6 month's later. Sometime right before I turned 18 in 2014 I had my first break mental health episode at my high school that lasted a week where I got arrested at school that lead to a week hospitalization because I was walking around the school's hallway's "following God's commandment's" looking for this girl that I met a week before to go to prom with me thinking I was psychic, telepathic, clairvoyant, from the future & God/Jesus because I heard a commanding voice in my head that told me the phone in my class would ring in 10 second's, and I counted it down and it did. The girl that I mentioned at the start that I had wanted to ask to prom in my episode started to not like me as much anymore as when we first met, because she saw this side of me that I didn't want anyone to see in an unwanted episode that ruined my reputation to all my classmates. Undiagnosed, It started to impact my life because half of my delusional episode which I didn't understand at the time was about her, and became such a fantastical disillusionment I became obsessive to try and get my life back to what I thought was truly suppose to happen if I didn't have my episode. Trying out college in 2016, I dropped out in my first week because I went to class and I started to sweat profusely because I was having an anxiety attack from the flash back's I was having in a school setting again for the first time since high school. I was having really bad paranoia, and persecutory, command, delusion's and auditory hallucination's or voice's. I decided since my mind was racing, and I was scared that something like another hospitalization was imminent to try and flee the country as fast as possible to run away from the impending doom of the hospital, and the torture I felt they did to me. I started selling pound's of weed that I met a plug from my home town that moved out to California, and he said he could send me weed. So I started flipping & pushing since I didn't have any other viable option's I felt like were on the table for me to succeed. Nearing the final month's before I was counting down to leave the country, I had been robbed at gun point. I lost it all, and went insane. I didn't have enough money to re-up also, and my plug heard the new's and didn't wanted to be affiliated with me anymore. If my life wasn't already bad, and hard enough already this wasn't something I ever expected. She ended up blocking me, and it ruined my life because she started to tell our mutual friend's, and it was already coming out that people weren't liking me because I was contacting her trying to practically force her to understand what was going on in my life, when I just wanted someone to listen that I thought cared, and wanted to care. There was this new girl that I was finally talking to after being blocked by the girl from high school that I had the episode about. Thing's were quickly misunderstood in a series of DM's we were having together. After hearing her dad was dying of cancer, and I wanted to be there for her in her pain, just like I thought I wanted someone to be there for me in my pain like back in high school but no one was there for me. After a few day's of messaging, I asked her if she was attracted to me & she didn't reply. I thought she was depressed, or something about her dad so I sent her a few more messages trying to encourage her and tell her she was strong. She blocked me, and then also had one of her mutual friend's to message me because the word had gotten out to the community from the last girl that I was bothering women that didn't want me talking to them, so he tired to stand up for her after Im sure she texted him and told him some lie, and bullshit. We got in a big argument over something childish, and petty which almost felt like a set up, because I knew I didn't do anything wrong. For some reason they thought I was creeping her out, just by messaging her apparently the entire community I built up some type of mysterious black-listend reputation where I was ostracized and the pariah of my community. Practically the village idiot to some. After all this happened I had a mental break down, because I started to stand up for myself, and posted the sceenshots of the text's between us on instagram because at this point I felt I had nothing to lose being disrespected to the point where I had to prove to people that this was bullshit, and people were trying to ruin my life. Literally told me to “Go hang myself”. Well, nothing went well after that. I had parent's calling my parent's house that I was living at, and me & my parent's started to get into these huge yelling matches because they thought I was harassing these poor girl's and they took the advice from the parent's calling of the people that were trying to ruin my life seriously, and started to turn on me. After having a super bad episode, and posting the screen shot's of the text's between me, and the kid on instagram that was standing up for the girl that I was trying to get to like me, and blocked me. I lost 350 follower's in one day. I had a mental breakdown. I didnt' know what to think, do or what even was the right idea at this point. So i decided to make music, and this lasted about for 3-4 month's before I was trying to contact these people's friend's again trying to get them to explain to me what was going on because I was so confused why they treated me this way. I contacted one of her close friend's, and actually my older brother's ex-girlfriend from high school younger sister to try and get her to explain to me why she had me blocked. She told me her friend that had blocked me was actually a lesbian, and I believed it because she gave of the lesbian vibe, and also blocked me when I asked her if she was attracted to me so it made sense that when I asked that maybe she felt pressured by this question, and blocked me because she was actually lesbian. She told me her friend would come out when she got into college next year. After realizing that this girl was apparently lesbian, and realized I had ditched the last girl that had me blocked from high school that I had the episode about for her, I felt terrible because I just invested all my time and energy 3-4 month's on trying to get this girl to cheer up because her dad was dying of cancer terminally and I wanted her to be happy so I was trying to show off to her, and the world by making music for her. I thought in a super bad, undiagnosed delusional episode that making an album with both these girl's name's on the cover of the track listing trying to serenade them to like me again because I felt saddened by how I was acting, and wanted to make an apology, but for some reason I thought it was acceptable to put these people's name's in my song's, and track-listing without them knowing or wanting it since I thought they were my friend's since they let me in on their big secret of her friend being lesbian. Thing's went terrible when I posted that track listing with their name's on it, and then I got a restraining order on me from the first girl that I liked back in high school because I was still trying to contact her and make a difference. So for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to make a twitter, and try and contact these girl's some more with tweeting that the world could read because they had me blocked, all my friend's wouldn't talk to me anymore and help me with my life, or situation since I had my episode's, and was trying to contact these women unwontedly and gotten a restraining order on me. I had been dealing with this for 4 month's until I decided till it came to the point where I realized it wasn't real, and I needed to try and talk to someone. In a manic depressive undiagnosed episode I decided to drive to the address on the restraining order, and try and confront these women who ruined my life when I was just trying to talk to them and get them to understand my life, and what happened to me in high school to make my life what it used to be, but people hated me so much they probably wanted me dead at this point. I got arrested, and was sent to jail for 9 day's where I thought I was going to die, or go to prison and die. I went to the hospital for a week and a half after being released from jail by the judge which determined that I be evaluated at the hospital. I went to the hospital, and after a week and a half they diagnosed me with bipolar disorder when I was 20, in 2017. Fast forward more in a long story short version of this text because It's getting too long, she ended up getting two restraining order's on me in total because I kept up the twittering trying to sympathize to her about the lesbian situation. Me not knowing or understanding that she wasn't a lesbian, and they lied to me. I ended up going to the hospital 6 time's in the course of from 2014-2022 to when this all started, and finished because we finally ended it off after reconciling in a stupid way over instagram through having each other blocked and just putting it in our bio's what we thought about each other, where she finally started to tell me after being diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar type-II she would put thing's like "you are not alone" & " I set you free for freedom's sake, never give up, there are alway's brighter day's around the corner"

  • @MeLissa-qz5nr
    @MeLissa-qz5nr2 жыл бұрын

    I can't relate since I did not meet his family but listened anyways 🙂

  • @ishanisen6547

    @ishanisen6547

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same 🙂

  • @moonlove1111

    @moonlove1111

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same here. I've never meet his family and friends, but I got curious so I still listened. I can't relate in anything she said.

  • @AvitalR88

    @AvitalR88

    2 жыл бұрын

    There is no pile for who didnt see them?

  • @AvitalR88
    @AvitalR882 жыл бұрын

    Can u pls do when will they contact you? And when will you get marry?

  • @Thepinkxx
    @Thepinkxx2 жыл бұрын

    Damn 1 never met them

  • @dk1828
    @dk18282 жыл бұрын

    I REALLY miss the variety of meaningful videos that you used to do in the past 🥺it seems like it’s all about love related anymore

  • @TheHermitTarot1

    @TheHermitTarot1

    2 жыл бұрын

    I definitely try to do a variety of readings but it's a difficult balancing act of selecting topics that will appeal to the wider audience, algorithm and my own soul. I have done multiple readings unrelated to love recently including the 'This Is What You Should Focus On' reading & 'The Next 7 Days' however those videos don't typically get as much reach with KZread's algorithm. I recommend turning post notifications on if you think you're missing some of those non-love videos, as KZread does not seem to push them into the algorithm as much.

  • @dk1828

    @dk1828

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@TheHermitTarot1 Thank you for your response. You have a beautiful soul 🤍 & I understand it’s not realistic to be able to please everyone!

  • @soniagreaves1306
    @soniagreaves13062 жыл бұрын

    ❤🙏

  • @haru-ht4yx
    @haru-ht4yx Жыл бұрын

    2

  • @AvitalR88
    @AvitalR882 жыл бұрын

    Is there a group if they haent met me in persron? Pile 1 can be in the past but i havent met them and they didnt seem to let him meet me.. i dont know... and were in no contact... Its sounds like how it could have been i dont know.. but he had a bad relashionship before.. maybe some of 3

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    @jameswilliam6269

    2 жыл бұрын

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  • @blessedbutterflytarot3060
    @blessedbutterflytarot30602 жыл бұрын

    I was scared to click because I know his people don’t like me 🙃😏 Edit: I was right in pile 3. We’re still together but we’re an interracial relationship and we know how that can go…

  • @lisebehneeie6508
    @lisebehneeie6508 Жыл бұрын

    ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

  • @Winterbee14
    @Winterbee142 жыл бұрын

    👍🏻

  • @LeonetteGo
    @LeonetteGo2 жыл бұрын

    3 20220420 TY

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