I had a Jewish patient yesterday and she asked me about my background and vice versa. Their was an awkward silence between us at first and then we just had to talk about Palestine and she was just so traumatised by what is happening. It was our shared humanity that brought us together. Its little moments like this that gives me some comfort. Not a lot but some.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

This is beautiful .. x

@jumbo6689

17 күн бұрын

One question, can a Jew say im Jew in Palestine??? Whre as Muslim are freely roaming n supporting Palestine in Jewish Israel🤔 what do Surah maidah 51 and Sahi bukhari 2926 say ? ? So, problem is their in Islamic scriptures, can you explain surah 3: 151, surah tawbah 9: 5 n 29, surah albaqrah verse 223, surah annissa 4 : 24 n 34, sahi bukhari 304,2658, 3237 n 5134? ??

@Omerjan532

17 күн бұрын

@@jumbo6689 Jews lived in Palestine freely for a very long time. It is Zionism that created the hate and separation. Secondly, Muslims do not roam freely in Isreal supporting Palestinians because they will be jailed for it and neither are they given the same rights as Jews thanks to the Likud party charter which is built on Jewish supremacy. Finally, you talk about surahs as through you are a Hafiz. Unless you are a scholar stop throwing names of verses you have no understanding or knowledge of.

Today I saw a little boy lying in a bed with an open fracture to the leg - I know he won’t survive with no healthcare. I saw a cat with a blown off leg, suffering. And I just can’t understand how it’s being allowed to continue. I feel guilt for my trauma and sadness because I’m not living it, just watching through a screen. My heart breaks that I can’t do anything it and no one in my life seems to be as bothered. It’s comforting to hear you speak about it too x

@sheeny9220

27 күн бұрын

I saw those videos of the little baby with his leg blow apart, I can’t get the images out my head… just feels so barbaric and no one cares

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

There are no words .. a genocide …. Unbelievable horrors .. live streamed .. and Biden and the rest of them um and ahh about whether there are any war crimes being committed .. 😢

You didn’t waffle. You articulate how I am feeling. Thank you

We love you Nadia and Mark! Thanks for continuing to use your voices and helping us all feel less insane with all the emotions we’re feeling on a daily basis while witnessing these utter horrors. Sending all the love to you both xxx

@janetemmerick2770

27 күн бұрын

Totally agree with you ! You can feel that you're the only one seeing and feeling this, but then when you see the thousands demonstrating,the students being very brave...you the realise that you're not insane,that you're standing for humanity and injustice. I feel sad for the people who rage about the hostages and Hama's as I feel they're brainwashed by the western news outlets. We have to keep fighting xx

I have just been listening to the witness podcast from the BBC about the creation of the Israel state in 1948 . First listening to a witness on the Jewish side celebrating the newly formed state. Then listening to a Palestine talking about his feelings. So heartbreaking. I find now even when I'm out walking, in such beautiful surroundings, I'm thinking of what the Palestinians are going through and it's so sad😢. It has angered me a couple of times on the telly on This morning, whenever someone speaks up on the Palestine side , they seem to be cut off suddenly 😮 .

I will never understand anyone who can sabotage aid for starving people. I feel like my heart is breaking in the never ending circle of horror. Nadia I feel you have expressed exactly how I’m feeling…. I feel a constant feeling of sadness horror anger and helplessness. Please please stop this madness and let the people of Palestine 🇵🇸 be free ✨

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

I was hoping to articulate some of how others maybe felling .. it can feel so isolating can’t it . I can tell when people just want me to shut up about it . But I can’t .. not when it’s all so present and urgent . The western media simply have no interest because it’s so complicated for them to criticise ANYTHING that the Israeli government do in fear of being called antisemitic . So many scared people in power . And I think that’s what leaves us all feeling so hopeless . Big hugs xx

@lior.vibefeeler9500

27 күн бұрын

Yes, I’ve never even seeeeeen someone damage food aid before now!

Thank you thank you. You hosting this makes all of us who feel lost, desperate, broken by what is going on realise that we are not alone. Sometimes I feel it is unbearable to witness, so how are the Palestinians who are living it bearing it? All that you said is how I feel. I can't believe how the world is watching what is going on. Thank you and keep speaking up for Palestine. For humanity.

I feel as though the world is imploding. Man seems to have learnt nothing from the past. I feel guilty that I don't actively seek out the evidence of what is going on, but I do it for self protection of my mental health. It's weird but by watching a video of any atrocity, it feels like it's an intrusion on the victim and that I'm putting the victim through the ordeal again and again. It's hard to explain. I feel so helpless. I admire you for and Mark for speaking out. Love to you both.

I was going to delete all my news apps and X today. Because I just can’t take the grief any more. Then I thought no. I cannot turn away from the images and the suffering. 😢

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

That’s how I feel .. I suppose we just have to be careful to make sure we look after our own mental health whilst still staying engaged . Not so sure I succeed the whole time x

@sheeny9220

27 күн бұрын

I’ve felt like that, but can’t turn our backs on them… we all need to speak out

You're so brave Nadia!!! It's incredible what you are all doing! We are in this together!! ❤

I totally identify with how you feel Nadia. My life will never be the same after witnessing live time the horrors happening in Gaza. You are so brave speaking out the way you do and so is Mark and Dina. ❤

No words, just tears...

I’m so glad you said that, i also thought what have they been told to want to smash up food going to starving people. I want to know what they have been told because I want to understand how people can hate a innocent baby, child or person to want them starved to death. Maybe then we can find the root, the cause and turn that around. This awful genocide being allowed is so shocking! What sort of world have i brought my children into, my heart breaks daily.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

The forces that be have many plans behind the scenes and hatred of the Palestinians plays a part in that xxx

Thankyou for speaking out.. Your the best ❤

Thank you Nadia! you are one of the FEW that continue to speak out against this slaughter of the Palestinians, and restore my faith in humanity. I respect you more than ever, please don't be silenced, we need to end this genocide and your voice is SO important x

@Tara-hi3nm

28 күн бұрын

Perfectly put. Thankyou.

Thank you for sharing and being so open! I too felt a complete low when I watched the aid being ruined this morning - knowing that it could have saved lives if it had reached the other side of the crossing 💔 Its just utterly heart wrenching watching the daily struggle of Palestinians and the torture they are going through. Witnessing families being ripped apart. Why do they not have the same rights? Just ordinary families that just want the same things that we do….to live in peace and enjoy seeing their children grow up. 💔

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Palestinian lives just don’t seem to matter ..

That video of the aid destruction encapsulated the situation. Aussie Bob

Nadia you’re helping us all thank you so much for this. We need this and I’m so glad for you because like you I have no one who seems to understand.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Bless you .. stick with us .. we get it .. this commmunity is a beautiful force x

Thank You Nadia.......I have no words left.....just disbelief and heartbreak xxx

Hi Nadia, firstly i have always admired how brave and honest you have been over the past 7 months by speaking your truth and not allowing others to shut you up. Also the same applies to Mark speaking so passion and empathy. For me what will always stick in my mind are the videos and images of the injured and dead children. These children have had no chance at life, This should be a time where they are dreaming of what the future may bring instead they are living a nightmare never knowing what each day will bring living in absolute fear and this not only disgusts me but litrally genuinely breaks my heart. This war is barbaric and no human, man, woman or child should have to go through this. I write a prayer every day in my local church its my way of giving hope. Nadia please dont stop speaking out! So many are listening and so many support you hugely. Sending you and your family love and light in this dark time! Palestine is loved 🇵🇸❤️

I broke my heart listening to your video Nadia 😢😢 I cannot believe this is happening in 2024. Dina showed a video of a mother cradling her 3 dead children, an image I cannot forget 💔😪 I am not religious but I do believe in prayer and I will pray until these evil acts end. Sending you love and hugs 💗

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

I’m changed forever by the images jve seen .. that’s why I don’t post any of the horror photos .. but I will continue to hear witness . Send you a big hug and my prayers too xxx

@melaniemorrison7855

28 күн бұрын

@sawalhaadderleys Thank you. Take care of yourself 💗 xxx

😮oh Nadia, I almost have no words to share. I wish I could do more, I want you to shout it from the rooftops.

Glad you had this chat it's disappointing that no one speaking out it's horrific what going on worse one soilders keep speaking put hugs ❤

Grief, despair, anger, hopelessness…. Rinse, repeat… Video, after video after video of the most horrific, unimaginable, incomprehensible atrocities. There are so many images seared into my mind that I will never be able to erase and that will haunt me forever. Mothers wailing for their children, children wishing they had died alongside their parents, tiny helpless babies starving, with no one in the world left to love and care for them, with gunshot wounds to their heads. Babies who have done nothing wrong in this world and who should only feel safe, secure, loved and protected. How does one continue to hope? And yet somehow we must!! Because if we lose hope then we have lost everything, if we stop hoping then we have lost any chance we have for a better future. I cannot bear to watch anymore, but I also cannot bear to stop watching, for if I stop what I am saying is “ I don’t care”. And if I was Palestinian I would want people to care. I would want people to keep watching, I would want people to stay with me. At the very least I wouldn’t be alone. It feels like the least I can do, to not switch off even if it breaks my heart again, and again and again every single hour of every day. I do find myself wondering when we will all wake up from this nightmare.

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

Perfectly put Natasha .. but take care of you .. you have your own baby .. it’s too tough with a little one . Don’t look at too much hunny .. you need to stay strong . Sending you all so much love xx

@NatashaTyrimos

28 күн бұрын

@@sawalhaadderleys it just makes it even more poignant to be a mother with a young baby during this time… I am no different to the mothers in Palestine, my baby is no different to the thousands of babies… it is impossible to not put yourself in their shoes and feel what they must be feeling. It could have so easily been us in their shoes, we were just lucky enough to have been born here rather than there…. 💔💔💔

Oh Nadia! Thank you thank you for using your platform. I would say every single word that you have uttered in that video if i knew anybody would listen. My total world view has changed. My brain chemistry has altered. I feel guilty if I don’t post. I just keep reposting videos and I know most of my ‘friends’ have muted me. A little chunk of heart breaks off my soul, every time I am privileged to just ‘see’ the suffering. It’s a privilege and as an ally I will continue to post and raise awareness- even if one person sees it. Please please continue sharing your thoughts- it helps people like me not to feel alone. 😢

Every morning I check social media accounts of people I follow in Gaza to see if they have made it through the night…I’m filled with sadness and anger that this is happening and still so many people are silent on Palestine…It’s so heartbreaking …Thank you for using your voice and platform ❤️💫

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

And even more unforgivable demanding we all stay silent too! So many people I respected I have no respect for now . It’s is depressing seeing people for who they are .. Who would ever have believed that for example that The Obamas ,whom I adored , would say NOTHING ???

@jayneyaghmour7320

27 күн бұрын

So true. So many people have gone from hero to zero in my eyes.​@@sawalhaadderleys

I hear and felt every word Nadia 😢. I have got to the point where I feel numb at times and then very overwhelmed with a tsunami of emotions. To the point that I am lost for words to express how I feel and can't talk about the absolute double standard of what is going on. I come at it from a human perspective and also as an Arab who has a connection to Palestinians through my grandparents. Nadia, all we can do is pray and protest at the moment. I have forever changed and so have my children. The impact of this trauma will live forever through the world. Like Gary Lineker said 'I have never seen anything like this in my lifetime'. So proud of you for using your platform to talk about Palestinians and their plight.

As an Irish redhead whose ancestors barely made it through the potato famine (=starvation) I have epigenetic DNA and PTSD from my ancestors. So the last 7 months have utterly destroyed and broken my heart :(

@marye4212

28 күн бұрын

I am Irish also. No one talks about the Famine which was also so horrific I am so very proud of my ancestors and that I am Irish Your ancestors would be so very proud of you too.

@BeadALA

28 күн бұрын

@@marye4212 Bless your heart and thank you so much for replying. The trauma lives on through descendants such as us. BUT, we are here to honour our family that came before us.

@marye4212

28 күн бұрын

@@BeadALA Ah many warm Blessings to you tooX Yes We are Here because of Our Ancestors and they live on in Us. So many times I stop and think of them and they keep me Strong when I feel down. There are So many fantastic Irish Books about the Famine. How Strong and Brave Our Ancestors were. How Strong and Brave Irish people are still.xx

@BeadALA

28 күн бұрын

@@marye4212 I have a book that I'm mentioned in. Would love to chat more xx

@marye4212

28 күн бұрын

@@BeadALA ah gosh how lovely regarding you being mentioned in a Book is that about the Irish Famine I have read so many books about it over the years and so many Irish Books they also have so much warmth and make you feel a part of them. I think We as Irish people feel things so very deeply this has to be to do with the Irish Blood that runs through Our veins and lies so very deep within Our Souls x

Devastated. I can’t believe we live in a world where we’re allowing this to happen. I can’t bare seeing the videos daily of the innocent people being murdered, I’m also feeling alone in how I’m feeling as I’m not surrounded by many people following this like I am. So thank God for social media for the likeminded people. 😢

Oh Nads… never stop posting. Thanks to you & Mark I understand so much more. Not many people continue to speak about all this so eloquently. It’s all so heartbreaking. Sending love & strength ❤

Thank you for speaking up and not beimg scared about the effects it will have on your career. Many are quiet as they are cowards. We have too be the voice for all those people and poor babies getting blown to pieces for just existing 😢

We love you Nadia and your advocacy! Truly amazing. Only one of the loose women who speak about it

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

How are you feeling about it all ?

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

Mark here - SO proud of her x

Thank you Nadia, for speaking out and opening this channel, we need to boycott celebrities and stand untied in our fight for the Palestinian people, there are protects at QM university this evening… we can’t keep quiet, we have to use our social media platforms to keep forwarding and sharing things…

It absolutely breaks my heart and I feel so hopeless ….. it is soul destroying. Carry on with your voice Nadia because you are speaking for so many of us that cannot be heard 😢

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

We Will never ‘shut up ‘ about it .. never !

I am sharing content regularly on Instagram and no one is c9mmenting or reacting. I feel like I'm going crazy....but we must bare witness to the horror. Why should we be able to look away ? Why do we have that privilege? My heart is broken. Thank you for your words.

I am married to an Algerian who has always explained to me how 76 years have been for the poor people of palatine,I watched the video and cry day after day,I post them on my story to show how these people are suffering,because as white British some of my friends and relatives didn’t know about this but are now understanding the truth ,thank you for this video xx

I'm ashamed of the amount of people ignoring this situation.... I've seen so many horrific videos via Instagram 💔it really is heartbreaking. Why isn't Israel being done 4war crimes??? The poor children....

My views of the world have completely changed. I share and share daily. I feel everything your saying. Worldwide changes are afoot! Keep spreading your love and light. ❤ we were put on earth to be the voice for injustice.

The whole situation it incomprehensible!! I’ve just seen the the video you described Nadia and like you it’s made me terribly sad. As a mother of small children, it’s something I just cannot understand teaching such hatred.

Nadia, thank you for all you, Mark and the entire family have done with your social media platforms to raise awareness to what's happening. Your pain is as loud as your voice has been on the protest lines💔 I am numb inside because I will never understand how people can do this to other people. Thank you for using your platforms for GOOD!! Spreading the truth about the ugliness of the world. Best wishes to you and your family. ❤

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Thank you for this and soothing my heart a little xx

Completely identify with you what your saying Nadia. It’s getting to the point where I’m giving to hope on anyone with some power putting a stop to all of this! How much of a hell do the families of Palestine have to endure before anyone attempts to save them 😫 I said on October 8th, “everyone’s going to be wiped up this time, Israel has the green light now” that’s pretty much what they’ve done! We’ve seen a new type of evil emerge from this, not just with what’s going on there, but the attitudes and lack care towards other human. Like you said, how can these settles stop, ruin and block aid like that, it’s just vile. All it is! But we keep on showing up, praying and talking about Palestine, because to not do so, makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong. Can’t just sit back and be quiet, or it ignore! Love you and Mark for being amazing humans ❤

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Thanks you so much for sharing back . They haven’t finished dishing out the hell yet .. 😢

It's bloody disgusting. What if this was the other way round?

How can others not see their own babies in those pictures of their babies? How are we not all the same? Why don’t people care about others? Most won’t speak about it or engage with posts. It’s completely ignored. They are completely ignored. We have laws and polices to protect people but there there are no rules? As a History teacher it’s like watching the worst parts of all I have studied happen so quickly to such a small population of people. This is why we talk about bystanders and the power that they give to wrongs continuing. We all need to realise the power we can have collectively and scream and shout. Thank you for opening people’s eyes.

Thank you for this Nadia. ❤

I flip between denial and absolute nausea from guilt. I’m living my life , celebrating birthdays, having fun and then remember the atrocities happening and wonder how I can still be having fun. Then I feel guilty. Other than donating to go fund me pages my life is unchanged. I’m not sure what to think and feel anymore. What does it say about me that I can forget what’s happening (albeit temporarily ) and go on happily with my own life. Have I done enough? What more can we do? When will it stop? Thank you for asking ❤😢

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

I know .. ditto … I agree with every word .. I feel the same way..

I feel you Nads. Thank you for helping us understand more about the situation. I feel heartbroken every day too. We have the luxury of choosing to turn it off. And some days I hold my hands up to the fact I simply cannot look. For mental health. But I always return to it swiftly. Always waiting for something positive to shift. Thank you for keeping the conversation going. The momentum is building. Did you see the music festival in Brighton being boycotted by loads of artists including Massive Attack, because it is sponsored by Barclays Bank who are involved in some capacity with Israel. Resistance is building 🕊️ ♥️🙏🏻

Feeling it in every cell of my body, actual pain. We love you Nadia, so proud of you and your voice and heart. That destabilising impact, the injustice, the lies, the fear, the agendas, the media manipulation, it changes everything doesn't it....that's how I felt during the lockdowns. I could see what was happening, others couldn't. I cannot believe what we are witnessing. An abuse of power and of humanity so terrible. xx

Thank you for speaking the truth 🙌 Free Gaza ❤ scenes in GAza from BIzan and the rest of the reporters are absolutely heartbreaking 💔

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

please share her reports she is extraordinary ..

Its horrific. And i feel really bad for all the innocent people but also all the pets and animals that have suffered too. They don't deserve it 😪 so many dogs and cats suffering on the war torn streets 💔 😢

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

I know .. and the photos of the donkeys .. no respect for any living thing …

Never stop Nadia keep on telling the truth, you and Mark have been so informative and human about all of this and I do wish I could give you some words of comfort alas I just can’t . I will keep hoping and praying just so many of us are . Very proud of you and for bing braze , just never give up Nadia xxx 😘

I totally feel you 💗 please keep speaking out because this is so painful to watch. I struggle everyday being a empathetic…sensitive person with everything that’s going on with people in the world and how to understand this kind of cruelty and no one is doing anything about it. Keep your beautiful heart shining 💖xxxxxx

I feel so conflicted, I scroll social media and have many pages which report on the plight of Gaza thanks to you Mark and Dina. One minute I’m watching Taylor Swift performing on her ERAS tour the next seeing dead babies in rubble, the next how to air fry chips! I feel so powerless and lost, I’m scared to discuss with my friends and family first fear that they won’t feel the way I do. I’ve written to my mp, I’ve shared things online I’ve donated to Palestinian causes but I do feel like I’m not doing enough. I’m also scared, how can there be so much power over our media and politicians. Thank you for verbalising so much of what I feel. Nadia you are an inspiration xxx 🍉🍉🍉💔🍉🍉😍

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

YOU ARE !! Every small ripple makes a difference !! I was realky unsure whether to post this video last night , but it’s actually helped me not feel so mad reading all your comments . Real through and you will see you are not alone . Maybe engage with someone on here ?

You are in my prayers Nadia and your family. Feeling your sadness. It is awful what is happening! ❤

I hear you Nads...shame this government don't hear you. I am ashamed of this country...He. I cannot say his name as I dispise him for the evil he has created...this is worse than WWII I have no idea why he has not been arrested. Sending you lots of love and hugs Nads and family xx

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Big hugs to you and yours … 😢

Heartbreaking Nadia 💔 sending you all a big hug ❤️❤️❤️

Nadia, I'm so glad you posted this. Thank you so much for making me feel less lonely, I feel every word to my core. You absolutely hit the nail on the head about relationships being destabilised, I look at the world and everyone in it in a completely different way now. I'm lucky mum family feel the same but I've been so disappointed by most of my friends silence. The way they avoid talking about it like it's a taboo subject. The way they go quiet when I talk about the protests I go on. I've distanced myself from so many. Totally agree about social media too, I share a lot but want to share so much more. Every day I think maybe I'll take a break from it today but then I remind myself my pain is absolutely nothing compared to the people enduring this. Thank you again for your video, you've articulated how so many of us are feeling so beautifully. From a fellow enraged, sad and shocked Nadia 💗

I don't understand the world anymore.

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

Ditto xxx

So proud of you Nadia for speaking out. Followed you in good times, batshit craziness and the saddest circumstances. Please look after yourself and your lovely family. Lots of love ❤️

You may feel isolated and that you are unable to talk with those close friends.....however you do us all a great service by speaking with us. There are no words to describe the horror that is transpired daily. We so appreciate you using your platform for all of our tears ❤️🇮🇪🇵🇸

Thank you so much for this, tonight. I feel so alone, no one wants to talk about it & I feel like I’m going crazy. How can they not see what we see? Listening to you really helped. Love to everyone that needs it 🇵🇸🙏🏻🥰🇵🇸♥️

The last 7 months have fundamentally changed me as a person. It’s changed my world view. It’s changed the way I look at my friends, my outspoken feminist colleagues, my fiercely active advocates for other world issues. But not this one. Not this one. Initially, I thought “They are doing their homework. They are learning. We’ve been told for so long “it’s complicated” but once they see, they will no longer be silent.” But they are still silent. And I think for me, in my little direct bubble of life, their silence has me heartbroken one second and filled with rage the next. How can I stay friends with those who don’t care or worse, those who agree? I simply cannot have those who agree in my life, no matter our previous relationship. And those that are silent, I’m starting to lose the will to try and keep them in my life. Sending love through all the heartbreak to you and yours, Nadia. Never lose your voice, it gives strength to others to also use theirs ❤

Every day I feel like I’m in a movie screaming but no one's listening. I was going through cancer surgery during the time of Oct. But everything stopped again. Every moment I've spent since has been thinking about Palestine. The suffering I've seen pales into comparison with anything else. I was fully aware of the Palestinian situation before then. Like you my relationship with everything has changed. The world, my friends. I seem to be the only one posting about it in my circle. Not one of my friends has spoken about it. I feel like ending every single friendship I have because I feel how can I be friends with people who are oblivious to this. How can people I've know for 30+ years be standing on the wrong side of history by their silence. Would they turn their backs on me too being a Muslim. Now I feel that they would. Like you I've felt rage, sadness, anger, helpless, depression and even felt suicidal. Some days I feel hopeful, some days, completely helpless. Some days I delete the social media Apps because I need to think of my mental health and cancer recovery. But again I find myself up all night and day reading about more atrocities committed by our own governments and the occupiers. I've seen the blown up limbless bodies of babies, children, women and men. Scraps of what's left of children carried in plastic bags like cuts of meat. Thousands of videos, that make me scream out loud, make me drop to the floor. If I had a platform I'd post these so that the (‘General, protected in a bubble, Public) could see the horror. It's time.

It’s heartbreaking that the ‘free world’ is complicit in this humanitarian emergency 😢

So bloody proud of you, Global governments should be so ashamed, the people see them now. xx

@sawalhaadderleys

28 күн бұрын

So so ashamed … I’m so proud of all the students ..

We have family in tents on Rafa beach.We wake up every morning to this nightmare. Thank you for sharing.

There’s so much here in this video that I want to respond to Nadia, but the first thing to say is thank you and Mark and Dina for tirelessly speaking up, advocating and just bearing witness 🙏 I, like you, have borne witness for the last 7 months and can totally relate to those feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, anger, despair, depression, overwhelm and the need to step away occasionally…even just for a moment…as we process the horror 😞 The night before last, I also saw the videos (it was everywhere 😖) of the settlers doing what they did and I have to say that you are a better woman than me as I felt such rage and outrage that if they’d been here committing those heinous acts in front of me…well…🤬 That night I also saw the video from the Egyptian worker who was filming aid trucks sat at the border with food in it that was starting to spoil and he was trying to raise awareness…this 2nd video broke me and all day yesterday I limped from one thing to another with Gazans and their desperate plight always on my mind. As they are everyday incidentally. The only heartwarming moment came when a child had taken down a drone with a rock and a slingshot. A symbolic moment of their endless resilience which has been one of the overriding qualities I have admired about the Palestinians. I, like you, cannot fathom how this situation has relentlessly unfolded before our eyes over the past 7 months with those in positions of power and influence almost cheering it on 😱🤯 It feels surreal that nothing concrete has changed and the situation just seems to worsen with each passing day 😫💔😔 And yet, we have to somehow cling on to hope 🙏

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Thank you for this heartfelt response .. I identify with every thought and feeling .. I too had a moment of heart lifting when I saw the video of the little boy .. only to be brown hearted in the next minute as I remembered that the sentence for Palestinians throwing a stone is 10 years .. I kid you not ! Thank you again xx😢

@rachelscrase3050

26 күн бұрын

@@sawalhaadderleys Thank you lovey. I know you feel the same way, and I’m so pleased to be engaging with likeminded souls on this subject as too many folks in the real world either don’t have the time or the energy or the willingness to 😞 I pray that young boy and his family will not face any repercussions from their actions 🙏🙏🙏

Your right Nadia thee are no f ing grown ups . Blind hatred yes .pure intolerance yes .Blissful ignorance yes.avoidance yes cynicism yes but the worst is ACCEPTANCE. ❤and thanks to you Mark and all your loved ones for continuing to shine a social media light on the needless and continuous loss of human life.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Thank you for listening .. and caring xx

Thank you Nadia for expressing what we the people who are against the genocide in Palestine are feeling daily. I remember my parents watching the carnage that has erupted in Palestine from a young age. I’m now 45 years old. Only now the world has woken up but even then we are still feeling helpless. We must continue to raise our voices and speak the truth. We can’t be silenced and the genocide enablers know this. Macklemore has released a track ‘Hinds Hall’! Play it as all proceeds are going to UNWRA! My 12 and 10 year old are playing it on repeat at the moment and rap their hearts out. 🕊️🇵🇸🕊️

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Give them a hug form me xxxx

Did not get a notification..just saw this by happenstance! Bravo, Nadia. Thank you for your advocacy.Please do more of this...PLEASE!!!

I feel so naiive too. I honestly thought Labour would oppose Israeli Zionist actions and I was deeply shocked by Starmer's stance on Palestine. We need a political party that opposes genocide in Gaza to vote for. I can't possibly vote for a Labour party led by Starmer or anyone who shares his views on Israel/Palestine.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

As are we…. I will never ever vote for him again.. David Lammy is a massive disappointment too .. check out how many sitting Labour MPs have received funds from Israeli lobbyists .. article can be found in declassified ..

😢 Such a beautiful soul you are. I totally understand you and feel exactly how you’re feeling. We just need to keep praying. Love and hugs from us 💕

TRUST IS GONE. Aussie Bob 😢

Thank you Nadia you express beautifully how we are all feeling. Despite everything we must remember our privilege and not look away. Please everyone a repost, a comment, a call to your MPs office pressure on numbers helps. Sending love to all ❤🤍💚🖤

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

We have enormous privilege you are so right .. remember when Starmer said .. Israel had the right to turn off the water ???? He forgot his privilege !!!

@alisonbarber3456

27 күн бұрын

@@sawalhaadderleys sure did would you have time to highlight Nakba day today possibly?

Soul destroying 💔 just can't believe the world we live in this still goes on the slaughtering, pain,grief and devastion these human beings are going through ❤

To see the stamping on and throwing of food/water aid today also broke my heart. I want to see that others around me feel the sadness, hopelessness and disbelief at what is happening but I don’t. This has changed me forever, and my faith in humanity gets smaller everyday. Sending much love to you Nadia. Thank you for posting this and everything you & Mark have/continue to do. You speak the words so many people need to hear. xx

Thank you so much Nadia. From the bottom of all of our hearts for having the courage and humanity to be there from the outset and articulating exactly how so many of us feel. For 7 months now i have been in a state of utter shock, rage, devastation and i would go so far as to say it has affected my mental health. Although i loathe even saying that when seeing the horrors that palestinians are enduring, itr feels completely trivial. I cry every day at something i see or hear and wake uo witb night terrors sweating from a scene or image of a child that wont leave my mind. The last 7 months coincided with me having my first baby Juliet who is 9 months. Needless to say i adore her and do my utmost to be joyous around her (and often am) but im riddled with an immense guilt that i am a mother blessed with this life for my child. Another overwhelming feeling has been the distance i feel from those closest to me apart from my mum. In particular, my husband refuses to engage and though he clearly worries about my state of mind hes actually worsening it by giving me no soundboard and im met with an eerie silence whenever i raise the issue with him as if i’m mute or of unsound mind. Truthfully and i know its unjustified on my part i have lost a huge amount of respect for him and all sense of connection. Its very lonely. Has anyone else experienced this loss of connection with loved ones? I suppose one tiny comfort from this whole horror is that we and so many feel the same and love and humanity must conquer eventually!? I pray every day even though im not remotely religious. Got to find a name for this god of mine as he’s keeping me going! Lots of love to you all xxx

@nickybull2361

27 күн бұрын

Hi there, I’m so sorry to read your comment, it must be so hard for you with your husband acting that way! I know my ex would have been the same. I have really struggled with feeling disengaged from friends because of this, thankfully I have one very good friend who feels the same way as I do and I find myself only wanting to spend time with her and not the rest of them. Not because we talk about Gaza the whole time but just because I know I am free to talk about it if I need to. I don’t feel like that with the vast majority of people. I had a huge falling out with my brother when I went to one of the early marches in London and he sent me a tirade of abuse calling me antisemitic, terrorist supporting etc etc. he’s about to have his first baby and I’m unable to really participate in that because of this gulf between us. But I know I am on the right side of this!! Please take comfort in the wonderful community on this channel as there are so many likeminded people here. It truly helps to feel less alone when you see so many people echoing your own thoughts and feelings on this horrible situation. Xxx

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Oh sweetheart ., this has touched very deeply .. I can hear how sad you are .. this all will ahve ben made so much worse because you’ve had a baby ( congratulations ) to look after throughout .. Maybe your husband is almost worried about saying anything g because he is not feeling it so deeply .. can you show him your comment ? It’s heartbreaking and he may not realise how deeply you are feeling all this .. maybe try and talk to him without any blame .. maybe write him a letter ? The biggest hugs of all .. xxxxx❤

@LivDarricau

27 күн бұрын

@@sawalhaadderleys thank you so much lovely Nadia. I think I'm going to ask my husband to watch your video and read my comments in his own time so that he can try to understand more. Lots of love xxxx

The more we see the more devastating, but it’s happening, and we’re the lucky ones, and people need to know and see, so good on you for continuing to share facts and emotions xx

Ahh im sorry i missed this,just catching up this morning,Nadia you are a little blessing❤so are your family❤I knew I was following the right loose woman 20 years ago,proper humans with real hearts,so many of us stand together with you❤love you guys Xxx

You are not alone in how you feel dear kind caring human. I am stunned ( and a bit afraid and disturbed!!!) by the lack of voices screaming for this Israeli onslaught to stop. And not just stop but for the picture to change. The Palestinians deserve our supprt. They deserve a dignified life. It’s not for me to say 2 or 1 state but certainly they need a state a country status… end the occupation. End apartheid. End this control of Zionists!!

Nadia, sending a huge hug! I am full of rage and utter disappointment with the Media & Politicians (same thing). I am protecting my peace and mental health by not watching the (truthful) footage. Some might say this is ignorance but it just saps the life out of me. We need to keep strong and banging that drum for the Palestinian people. I just pray that humanity will win for these poor people ❤ & 🙏🏻

@janebentley5418

26 күн бұрын

I know the people of Gaza don’t get a break. I feel so strongly about keeping our strength, keeping our voice to give them strength and give them their voices. Put our oxygen masks on first to help them. Humanity must win!

Nadia I am so upset at what's going on in Gaza the video of the Israelis pulling the food of the trucks and stopping food from getting to the starving children and men and women I pray this war will stop soon ❤❤

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

It’s beyond belief 😢

Nadia we have just watched this and Ian and I are so moved by what you have said. THANK YOU for your continual education on Gaza. We have learnt so much. We only knew about the food truck from you both. We hadn't had not seen it on any other mainstream media! Sending hugs ❤

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Thank you for engaging and listening . Much love x

So much respect for you Nadia. You always create an honest conversation. The one thing that stands out to me is during coffee moanings, how much Mark engages and supports you. That’s love and we need more of it 🤍 🇵🇸 Thanks for always opening up & educating us. James

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Yes he is truly brilliant .. I adore him .. he hates injustice .. he adores my family .. and he can’t bear to see what is happening .. thank you for your continued support James . You are such a lovely presence on our channel . We are so grateful for Ireland’s support too 😢

Nadia, habibti, youre not alone; many of us are at bursting point with helpless anger, horror and sadness at seeing the images from those brave enough to keep reporting. I'm not one who cries easily, but have done so so many times the last 7 months...just out of nowhere - and I'm an optimist! You think there's zero actions been taken to help the Palestinians, but take heart that the young all over the world are rejecting the narrative being fed to them and are actively learning about Palestine in way that was never available before. The students that are rising in protest echo those who did for the Civil Rights movement in the US, Vietnam, South Africa... I find comfort in the comedians who can turn tragedy into a way to release that build up of sadness/horror/anger it. Palestinian-American comedians like Sammy Obeid, or Jewish comedian Matt Lieb's Bad Hasbara - "The World's Most Moral Podcast". He presents with Daniel Mate (Gabor Mate's son) or the We're not Kidding podcast, Mehdi Hassan's conversation with comedians, Bassem Youssef and Sammy have appeared. Keep heart, keep empathy and your humanity. Free Falistine.

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

As I read Habibti tears roll down my face .. such a beautiful word .. one that has been said to many times through my life .. thank you for your words of positivity . You are right , the students movement , the mates , the brilliant comedians are all pinholes of light in the darkest of times and ones we must all look to . Sam Habibti ,, huge hugs xxxx

Free Palestine, end the genocide. Ya Allah please protect the innocent Palestinians from evil

My dear Nadia, I feel that this has gone beyond a genocide. My heart continues to break on a daily basis at the terror I’m witnessing in Gaza. Like you, Nadia..our family are Arabic, but as a human being it is equally tragic. I’m so proud of the students who are speaking up. They truly are the future. The governments around the world don’t care about humanity. We are living in a toxic era. We must engage. I feel you on every level. Please keep talking Nadia. I will hope, cry and educate with you. You’re not alone. The videos are shocking…shocking in regards to the level of hate. We will not be silent. The Palestinian people are heroes. We will do everything in our power to stop the killings and the spread of hate. I too feel distant from certain people. Big hug Nadia xxx ❤And Dina too! I’m releasing a short story about a girl hiding out in a war torn country. It helps me to write. Don’t give up hope Nadia! Keep fighting . ❤Free Free Palestine 🇵🇸 xxxxxxxx

Thank you so much Nadia to you and your family ❤️❤️❤️❤️you are all amazing!!! You have taught me so much and opened my eyes to the truth around us in the world, it is all breaking my heart but I will not turn away from this, the Palestinians can’t and I won’t, none of it is ok NONE!!!it is horrific and disgusting and as humans it seems like we never learn!! But the only thing that I hold onto is hope❤❤️❤️xxx

I didn’t get a Notification for this. Sorry I missed it. But I want to thank you Nadia, for being one of the only ones, who is Speaking Out.🙌⭐️ And Speaking the Truth. It’s absolutely Sickening, what is going on. Absolutely Heartbreaking. 💔💔 Being Jewish, I know what my poor darling Nan went through in a Concentration Camp. Never Again!. 😢💔 Big Big Hugs Nadia to you and all the Family. 🖤❤️💚

Thank you Nadia, how you expressed what is happening and your feelings really touched me. I find it so difficult to understand how this is happening in plain sight and the complete double standards. How you described loss of trust and always believed there were people in the background. Where are they now? Appalling, sad, disgusting, shameful. Sending love xx

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Yes … IN … PLAIN …. SIGHT !!!!!!! 😢😢😢

Thank you for doing this, I feel like im loosing my mind over this. I don’t understand why this is all still happening the videos are awful and those people and waiting of help from us and we are not there. Yet no one wants to know, my husband finds it too much so wants to avoid even looking or talking about it and in Scotland there’s nothing on the news about what I’m seeing! How can we just be living our life’s knowing this torture is going on!…..feels even good to just type this down! Thank you for giving a space Nadia 💔🙏

They are raised in a state of perpetual fear and under the (mostly imaginary) threat of violence. Just a constant barrage of “it’s either them or us”. Palestinians don’t want to wipe out all Jews or all Israelis, they just want to be left alone to live their lives with dignity and autonomy. It’s not much to ask for!!!!

So grateful you spk out so many are silent and I think is it just me am I wrong ? But we aren’t this is WRONG I write to MP’s go to protests sign petitions but still feel lost what to do

Ahhh Nadia thank you so much for posting this, I feel EXACTLY the same way with everything you've said. I can't believe what's happening, the trauma and the impact & the silence is deafening! I'm not Palestinian, my mother is British & my father is Libyan so I grew up with my parents actively having conversations particularly about the o.ppression of the Palestinian people. The hypocrisy & double standards od the world have really been cracked open as a result of this g3nocide. Some days I'm angry, most days I'm deeply saddened and shocked by what I'm seeing. Gaza is in my heart and mind all the time in everything I do and feel. Advocacy isn't easy but I'd rather be heartbroken and aware whilst trying to spread awareness than be totally oblivious to the suffering of other people and half a false happiness. Free Palestine 🇵🇸

Nadia you and the few high profile people out there are so brave to be spreading the outrage of in action over this atrocity in Gaza ; even today I read in a moderate newspaper in Australia stating that pro Palestine protesters at University campuses in Melbourne should still have the right to do so even though they are anti-Semitic? It’s baffling

Thank you for continuing to speak about what’s really happening. It’s so hard to stay engaged without the anger and disbelief about this genocide and the total unwillingness of the world’s so called leaders to stop this madness overwhelming me. Going on the marches has helped me hope that humanity will win .

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

Me too .. being with like minded people helps us remember we are not crazy it’s the situation taht is !

Nadia, humanity is not lost. Look at all those young people, brilliant people, the cream of our societies, who risk expolsion from schools they have worked so hard to get in, who risk their future employment, risk being shunned by others, risk being labeled all kinds of names but even though a lot of them have no connection with the Middle East, they still risk everything. They are the majority. Nadia, 30 years ago, the world would have known very little or paid attention very little to the plight of Palestinians. Look at today, the majority of the world is behind the Palestinian cause. Please watch the Palestine UN Ambassador speech before 135 countries voted to recognize Palestinian state. Palestine will be a free state! ❤🇵🇸 I am sending you a warm hug. Thank you for using your public platform for this cause, thank you❤

Please continue to post things like this lovely, it may seem depressing but it’s actually uplifting to hear people voicing my thoughts as I’ve felt sooooo isolated at times during the last 7 months. Hearing you and mark and reading the fantastic, empathetic and humane comments under this video really do help xxxx

This is really heartfelt Nadia💔

@sawalhaadderleys

27 күн бұрын

My heart is feeling all of it 😢😢

@mariemcleod46

27 күн бұрын

@@sawalhaadderleys I know💔

I had to unsubscribe to an American channel was watching a video and immediately switched off not watched it all told I was upset what she said. I will not repeat as am still upset about it. 😢😢😢😢

I don't want the privilege of looking away either Nadia