HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose (Lyrics) feat. Z

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  • @lindsaywebster3712
    @lindsaywebster37124 ай бұрын

    “I’m too high please don’t look me in my face” - every addict can resonate with the shame that comes with being high. This song is a perfect depiction of the perspective of the addict and the person who loves the addict. He captured the essence of addiction entirely through this song ❤

  • @jenajackson1933

    @jenajackson1933

    4 ай бұрын

    This part made tears fall from my face.. it’s so true. I have multiple years in recovery but I used for over 20 and always hiding behind my hair and never looking anyone in the eyesz

  • @Tishmk
    @Tishmk5 ай бұрын

    Lost my twin sister last year in March. Parents are still gone, in their addictions... im here by myself. Almost 2 years sober. 😢 song gives me strength to keep going. Thank you for blessing us w this song !!! Fr I can't wait for it to get big 🎉

  • @bigtuna979

    @bigtuna979

    5 ай бұрын

    ❤ feel you

  • @brat8475

    @brat8475

    5 ай бұрын

    Keep up the good fight

  • @SarahTayy

    @SarahTayy

    5 ай бұрын

    Proud of you

  • @CassidyCurbstomp1

    @CassidyCurbstomp1

    5 ай бұрын

    I'm proud of you, I'll be here for you

  • @Jxoxo716

    @Jxoxo716

    5 ай бұрын

    Congrats on your 2 years! 🥳! Everyday is a huge and amazing accomplishment!! Whatever has been working keep doing it and live your life to the fullest!! 💜

  • @mysticwitch2072
    @mysticwitch20724 ай бұрын

    13 years sober from Heroin this year 💕

  • @tonyyy.

    @tonyyy.

    3 ай бұрын

    Im fucking proud of you, you did it, goodjob

  • @DeadKnight9119

    @DeadKnight9119

    3 ай бұрын

    Proud of you ❤

  • @micahandashleykinn

    @micahandashleykinn

    3 ай бұрын

    11 years for me. We are doing it!! ♡

  • @deanuyoung1539

    @deanuyoung1539

    3 ай бұрын

    12 year for me, started at 13 years old im 24 now :)

  • @deanuyoung1539

    @deanuyoung1539

    3 ай бұрын

    Im not sober from everything though, mushrooms and lsd couple times a year but tested with reagents myself and always safe environments! Its more for mind exploration and self healing than “having fun”

  • @TheCrazyHillbillygaming
    @TheCrazyHillbillygaming5 ай бұрын

    He’s healing multiple generations with one song. I wish you all the success the world has to offer you.

  • @briannegomes7503

    @briannegomes7503

    5 ай бұрын

    This ❤

  • @BubblesDahmer

    @BubblesDahmer

    4 ай бұрын

    Who’s “he” /genq

  • @cara7521

    @cara7521

    4 ай бұрын

    I am old maybe that’s why I’m not getting this song? You say it’s healing people, but this just breaks my heart all over again. Lost my daughter 04/22/21. Whose POV is this song being sung about?

  • @cara7521

    @cara7521

    4 ай бұрын

    ? Pls explain to me

  • @jewels7954

    @jewels7954

    4 ай бұрын

    @@cara7521 It's sung from both POV's - the addict, and the witness.

  • @themother4740
    @themother47405 ай бұрын

    1080 days. Almost 3 years. This song hits. When you've been on both sides.❤

  • @papismom

    @papismom

    4 ай бұрын

    It truly does!!! As I've been on both sides as well. 5 years under my belt and counting!!

  • @SA-tb9di

    @SA-tb9di

    4 ай бұрын

    You've got this

  • @irnomo9784

    @irnomo9784

    4 ай бұрын

    you are only a few days until 3 years! congrats

  • @nickicouture7297

    @nickicouture7297

    3 ай бұрын

    I’m so proud of you. 3 years here too ♥️💪🏼

  • @chinajenna24
    @chinajenna245 ай бұрын

    I was a addict for 4 years it was hard coming back to a normal life at first but I wouldn’t change it for anything . 2 years sober 💗

  • @zeroxp5657

    @zeroxp5657

    5 ай бұрын

    Me too man it was rough two years and there's still bad days but I do pretty good I hope you're doing as good as me or better man good job keep it up

  • @itsmejjackie888

    @itsmejjackie888

    5 ай бұрын

    Congrats 👏

  • @user-yx1px1yk5j

    @user-yx1px1yk5j

    5 ай бұрын

    4 years😂 amateur

  • @kristymiller4019

    @kristymiller4019

    5 ай бұрын

    ​@@user-yx1px1yk5jyou're weird

  • @chinajenna24

    @chinajenna24

    5 ай бұрын

    @@zeroxp5657 the first year was pretty rough but I feel like by the second there’s no cravings anymore .Thanks dude I’m glad we’re both doing good proud of you!

  • @raptuscolt3344
    @raptuscolt33443 ай бұрын

    Today is my last day smoking weed. Wish me luck friends ❤

  • @nextbrunomars4742

    @nextbrunomars4742

    3 ай бұрын

    Proud of u man

  • @anthonydalman4974

    @anthonydalman4974

    3 ай бұрын

    2 weeks how we doing

  • @raptuscolt3344

    @raptuscolt3344

    3 ай бұрын

    @@anthonydalman4974 My cousin died and unfortunately that caused me to relapse again. 😢

  • @KatKaotika

    @KatKaotika

    2 ай бұрын

    Good luck 🤞🏽

  • @NoStress90s

    @NoStress90s

    2 ай бұрын

    Yeah right you pot heads always say ‘I’m quitting for good’ when y’all start again a few days later lmao y’all just listen to a cool song and get inspired for 2 seconds then back to the same shit once u snap out of it

  • @SarahTayy
    @SarahTayy5 ай бұрын

    This song may have saved my life just now.

  • @johnesquivel6153

    @johnesquivel6153

    4 ай бұрын

    Hooah

  • @McLeodyDay

    @McLeodyDay

    4 ай бұрын

    We love you

  • @papismom

    @papismom

    4 ай бұрын

    You are worthy!!!! You're enough! You can pull yourself out of this! Only you can, but you can!

  • @SA-tb9di

    @SA-tb9di

    4 ай бұрын

    You've got this

  • @clay7160

    @clay7160

    4 ай бұрын

    Amen, God is near you, reach out and ask for help

  • @alexborst1537
    @alexborst15375 ай бұрын

    416 days sober of fentanyl… this song hit hard. To anyone getting sober just know you have ppl routing for you in silence on the sidelines. Don’t give up. Take it one day at a time. 1 hour at a time. 1 minute at a time. 1 second at a time. ❤

  • @user-di9nz2jg5c

    @user-di9nz2jg5c

    5 ай бұрын

    Good for you! Much love

  • @alexmartin7621

    @alexmartin7621

    5 ай бұрын

    🎉💯🖤

  • @caroldavis5581

    @caroldavis5581

    5 ай бұрын

    Well done son I was a smack addict for 39 years I’m clean 4 years I totally tip my hat and a-plod you be proud son every day is a battle the mind is a battle field

  • @themother4740

    @themother4740

    5 ай бұрын

    1080 days almost 3 years off the same.

  • @bunny4205

    @bunny4205

    4 ай бұрын

    good job!! i'm at 8yrs - keep going!! this song hits so hard - my new fav

  • @iwantyoutobealive
    @iwantyoutobealive5 ай бұрын

    This song hits on so many levels for me. All I have left of my mom is ashes. All I have left of my dad is a broken man. All I have left of my best friend is undelivered messages on messenger. And now, even after all the loss, I got through it. My dad is here but not mentally or emotionally. My own recovery didn't come with self love because i didn't do it for me. But now I've got my baby sister that I've been raising for the last two years. Picking up the pieces still to this day. Thank you for this song.

  • @sarahlord6010

    @sarahlord6010

    4 ай бұрын

    You got this baby girl! 😢 praying for your sweet soul!❤

  • @Anhedonia23

    @Anhedonia23

    4 ай бұрын

    I'm here with you. Lost my dad at 12, dad succumbed to suicide after years of alcoholism and drug abuse, my best friend succumbed to suicide when I was 17, habitual weed smoker and couldn't take that I condemned it (I later went on to be a heavy weed smoker in guilt for his loss but no longer as of today), lost my big brother at the beginning of this year not directly from his years of heroin abuse (that we know of, the autopsy results haven't come back yet) but complications I think that have to do with it.) The tragedies just keep rolling in with loved ones who are slaves of drugs/alcohol abuse. I pray and hope for healing for you...

  • @KatKaotika

    @KatKaotika

    3 ай бұрын

    Y'all WILL get thru this!! It ain't easy but ya gotta take it a day at a time and just think of all the good that you do have in life, even if it doesn't seem like much, you are here for a reason!! My biological dad died before I was born, still not sure if the OD was intentional, and the note wasn't dated and was either a journal or my selfish grandma wrote herself. (She unalived herself just before I was 16, OD, but she got me dad hooked when he was 16/17.) My mum is an addict currently but she wants to criticise me for having a drink on occasion, I am the peacemaker in a nuthouse, and all my friends are dead except for a few. Still I find that silver lining and keep on keeping on, it's not always easy, but God don't give us nothin we can't handle!! BLESS Y'ALL ❤🙏🏽✌🏽 NEVER GIVE UP!!

  • @JerryRhodes-zf3gd

    @JerryRhodes-zf3gd

    2 ай бұрын

    ❤🙌🙏🙌🤟

  • @venuspacheco2754
    @venuspacheco27545 ай бұрын

    This is going to be a hit song when it comes to drug and alcohol abuse. I love this song it's hit me hard and so telling

  • @Wzbot1
    @Wzbot15 ай бұрын

    8 months sober today from fentanyl and crack ❤ first time hearing this song im crying bit it's a happy crying my life is going fucking amazing I'm living a life I only ever dreamed of. Its possible

  • @cobster3

    @cobster3

    4 ай бұрын

    ❤❤ proud of you

  • @anniewebb7691

    @anniewebb7691

    4 ай бұрын

    I’m proud of you ❤

  • @brookemoore8907

    @brookemoore8907

    4 ай бұрын

    So proud of you!! I am almost 2 years sober!! Working and paying off all my debt and doing it for my kids!! Keep your head held high and keep it up!! ❤

  • @user-nr6kl5hy2j

    @user-nr6kl5hy2j

    4 ай бұрын

    Awesome man ❤

  • @user-nr6kl5hy2j

    @user-nr6kl5hy2j

    4 ай бұрын

    I’m clean for years from hard drugs but am struggling with alcohol now, it’s hard

  • @gloriatorres922
    @gloriatorres9225 ай бұрын

    Reading all the comments and everyone’s stories and seeing I was never alone. We all just stayed silent. Here’s to being better versions for ourselves, children, and/or future children👏🏼

  • @ramaniwatene8265
    @ramaniwatene82654 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry if you have to sing this song ❤❤

  • @crazyheart666bestclips5

    @crazyheart666bestclips5

    2 ай бұрын

    Just reading this comment almost made me break down

  • @jee911

    @jee911

    Ай бұрын

    It sucks. Trust me.

  • @crazyheart666bestclips5

    @crazyheart666bestclips5

    Ай бұрын

    @@jee911 everyday brother but we’re not alone

  • @Barbiexwrld

    @Barbiexwrld

    Ай бұрын

    I love you so much

  • @drewg.6961
    @drewg.69615 ай бұрын

    I’m on hour 38… mainly because of this song.. lets fuqing go

  • @stephaniemaletto8198

    @stephaniemaletto8198

    4 ай бұрын

    It’s been a week. How are you feeling? Hoping you kept going ❤❤

  • @jemima9730

    @jemima9730

    4 ай бұрын

    Here checking in in you too. How are you doing? It's ok if you've slipped, your human. It matters if you pick yourself back up and try again, if you keep trying you will succeed, just keep going. I'm proud of you for getting as far as you have and I'm so proud of the steps your yet to take but will. You can do this, I believe that. ❤

  • @rickicahoon5134

    @rickicahoon5134

    4 ай бұрын

    You got this!! ❤❤❤

  • @chevon6556

    @chevon6556

    4 ай бұрын

    Sobriety is possible, I once thought the only way id leave my addiction was in a box. Until I finally fought for myself. You've got this!

  • @jessievoegtlin9449

    @jessievoegtlin9449

    4 ай бұрын

    Keep going you got this

  • @Jessie-pg2ef
    @Jessie-pg2ef4 ай бұрын

    10 years sober as of yesterday. Sadly my whole family still on active addiction or passed from it. It’s so lonely and i tried saving them over n over. You can’t.

  • @Haileybarbour-yd5rz

    @Haileybarbour-yd5rz

    27 күн бұрын

    Yes i also have to give my dad and uncle Narcan at the age of 11 so I get it Im now 18 and 4 months clean off of blues and heroin my dad and uncle still use im doen waiting for them to get clean im gonna live my clean life and just let them be now. I cant keep on saving them I CANT .

  • @morganmiles8401
    @morganmiles84015 ай бұрын

    My dad died in 2017 to an overdose. I was also an addict myself..but i got sober three years before he passed and had to distance myself from him for my child and myself. This song hits me right in all rhe feels, and puts words ti emotions ive never been able to describe. Thank you ❤

  • @brat8475

    @brat8475

    5 ай бұрын

    Same

  • @BoSamson1680

    @BoSamson1680

    5 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss 😢

  • @taylorrobbins9102

    @taylorrobbins9102

    5 ай бұрын

    Same.

  • @cb60988
    @cb609885 ай бұрын

    4 yrs clean after battling coke and meth addiction for 20 yrs. Toughest shit I've ever done.

  • @BulletAgario

    @BulletAgario

    4 ай бұрын

    Keep up the fight, you got this💯

  • @ble6101

    @ble6101

    4 ай бұрын

    you got this bro!!

  • @colinbrown6532

    @colinbrown6532

    4 ай бұрын

    join the addiction dont fight it

  • @scotthewitt912
    @scotthewitt9123 ай бұрын

    Raised by two drunk parents, grew up being an alcoholic, on the road straight and narrow, I had daughters that made me see the light, amazing song my man, from a new friend in Alberta Canada

  • @ceeceeeee
    @ceeceeeee5 ай бұрын

    This song breaks my heart…as a parent seeing the damage these things have done to your child is something I wouldn’t wish in my enemy. Those struggling, please keep fighting, this mom is rooting for all of you!!!

  • @Justaperson354
    @Justaperson3545 ай бұрын

    God this song breaks me. My wife sent it to me and man I’m glad I got sober for her. I know from my own family and I always said I’d never be like them but I was. My wife is my rock and when I finally got sober that night she screamed at me “I love you! I Love you, please! Just stay.” Through tears as I was overdosing on the shower floor. She held me after literally saving me with cpr . I went to rehab. 15 years now and those words are still burned into my mind. Every time I am tempted I hear her scream.

  • @jasmineflores9013

    @jasmineflores9013

    4 ай бұрын

    Glad you’re here 🫶🏼

  • @amandabailey5846

    @amandabailey5846

    4 ай бұрын

    Bless your wife for staying when times got hard! Most cant handle the grips of addiction. But it’s obvious she loves you DEEPLY and she seen some type of HOPE in you. Congrats on getting sober man! ❤

  • @Amena_G

    @Amena_G

    4 ай бұрын

    Damn dude…😭 right in the feels. That’s a true love story.

  • @codywarrior5109

    @codywarrior5109

    4 ай бұрын

    Wow this hit so hard ❤️

  • @fallonwhitelock3667

    @fallonwhitelock3667

    4 ай бұрын

    Bless your wife for not giving up.....I'm so glad you heard her.....much love to you both x

  • @Kaciiie
    @Kaciiie5 ай бұрын

    I was in a horrible relationship and was begging him to love me sober like he did when he was high. This song hits close to home

  • @christianmoore4389

    @christianmoore4389

    4 ай бұрын

    love your comment. Looking back on a once young love knowing I was the high one and couldn't get it together.. Now that i've got it together, it's too late and the damage has been done :/

  • @trentmclellan1037

    @trentmclellan1037

    4 ай бұрын

    I’m literally going through this with weed

  • @allexusyerian2865

    @allexusyerian2865

    4 ай бұрын

    @@trentmclellan1037weed…. Grow up Fr🤣🤣

  • @keeganwilliams3264
    @keeganwilliams32645 ай бұрын

    “Without them you’re sick and we both know why” that hit deep.

  • @jaderow1382

    @jaderow1382

    5 ай бұрын

    Literally. 😢

  • @trentmclellan1037

    @trentmclellan1037

    5 ай бұрын

    Why? I don’t get it

  • @jaderow1382

    @jaderow1382

    5 ай бұрын

    @@trentmclellan1037 without the pills they are sick and we know why because their body is addicted to them...

  • @Strawberry.leeraymartinez5829

    @Strawberry.leeraymartinez5829

    5 ай бұрын

    Deep af

  • @Dmx223

    @Dmx223

    5 ай бұрын

    @@trentmclellan1037if you don’t understand, then I’m happy for you, because it hurts

  • @user-ub4mf4xu3b
    @user-ub4mf4xu3b4 ай бұрын

    6 months clean off of fetenal..so glad I'm out of that darkness and my kids and family are so happy..you giys rock. So deep the lyrics😮 thank you

  • @papismom

    @papismom

    4 ай бұрын

    Im so Proud of you!!!!

  • @colinbrown6532

    @colinbrown6532

    4 ай бұрын

    dont stop fent carts on the rise

  • @Tylerbee99
    @Tylerbee995 ай бұрын

    I'm battling addiction but I'm so grateful for the family I have that won't give up on me as well as my partner. I got him clean just for me to be an even worse addict then him. That fetty is no joke and there has been days where I disappeared just on a suicide mission bjt everytime I come home my family and lover have always welcomed me back with open arms and love. They tell me all the time how much they love me, how they're so proud of me trying, and how im so strong after ALL the bs I've gone through. I've been molested at 3, abused from age 6 to age 12, grounded for 2 years, raised toddlers at 8 to 14 that weren't even my children, constantly lied to and I still managed to put a smile on my face and graduate H.S with a 4.2 GPA. After H.S it went from coke and booze, to crack, then heroin, now meth and fentanyl. Yet everyday I still work put on a smile no matter how much I wanna die and try to be "normal".

  • @hunterhart7664

    @hunterhart7664

    4 ай бұрын

    I hope you get clean. It’s hurts too much to lose you.

  • @Ace-gn8rt
    @Ace-gn8rt4 ай бұрын

    This song hits hard when you’ve been on both sides. Addicted and begging someone to get sober. I was addicted for 2 years and my family and friends begged me to stay sober here I am almost a year sober. We do recover

  • @odinnsoperator5755
    @odinnsoperator57555 ай бұрын

    My mom picked the needle over me and let that lover kill her. That little 6 year old never understood why mommy never came home. Now I’ve got 3 amazing kids of my own, who have a mother in their lives, that loves, cares for and encourages them to the highest of levels. Your song has helped that lonely little boy, that just wanted a hug, finally understand and accept. Thank you, brother so much.

  • @Shortycharz

    @Shortycharz

    4 ай бұрын

    Youve broken a generational cycle and you should be so proud of your strength to overcome all that trauma and be the amazing mother you are today! Big love and respect to you! ❤

  • @khoges8063

    @khoges8063

    4 ай бұрын

    Im raising my now 16yr old grand daughter, since she was 3. Her mom made that same choice. Its so hard every day.

  • @makensiehewlett5875

    @makensiehewlett5875

    4 ай бұрын

    Please know your mom loved you. Addiction is an indescribable vulture that feeds on people. If she had the choice she would have chose you I promise you that.

  • @GHGGGabevr
    @GHGGGabevr4 ай бұрын

    My 28 year old daughter is lost in her addiction. I have listened to this non stop this weekend. I just needed a good cry. This song hits so deep. 😢

  • @xXUnhinged_LucyXx
    @xXUnhinged_LucyXx4 ай бұрын

    Lost my brother a few days before this Christmas due to his addiction. We weren't on good terms. I wish I would have told him that no matter what happened, I truly loved him and I was so thankful for the time that I had with him.

  • @Galaxy-does-wildcraft
    @Galaxy-does-wildcraft2 ай бұрын

    When you are looking for help and inspiration…then you stumble upon this song. 8 years sober for my lil angel! Shoutout from New Hampshire!

  • @peteramirez2158
    @peteramirez21585 ай бұрын

    This song cuts so deep- my wife cried when she heard this- she told me how proud of me she truly is….. I’m lucky she stayed by my side through my lowest 😢 11 months clean

  • @sarahslatick6503
    @sarahslatick65034 ай бұрын

    5 years sober on December 8th. This song is what every addict needs. Thank you for making us feel heard & understood..

  • @nahwuttt8969
    @nahwuttt89694 ай бұрын

    My dads been a drug addict my whole life. This hits hard. I love it been a long time I have felt such emotions from a song.

  • @normaecheverria9621
    @normaecheverria96215 ай бұрын

    Im 6 years sober but when i play this song i cry because I never heard my kids calling my name out loud now i realize how much they love me and they didn’t want me dead 😭 im glad im still alive😭😭😭

  • @missmeew5935
    @missmeew59355 ай бұрын

    This song hits home too close. Thank you

  • @paige8956
    @paige89563 ай бұрын

    as an addict who has been surrounded by addicts this song made me cry

  • @ceeonexx1202
    @ceeonexx12025 ай бұрын

    This song will touch the hearts of those who understand and to those who don't will sing along.

  • @AtaeaRodriguez-tm2wd
    @AtaeaRodriguez-tm2wd5 ай бұрын

    Both my parents were addicts growing up so this song puts words to my emotions that I've felt for years! I cry, every time I hear it but it's a good cry.. like I feel the weight off my chest. THANK YOU! 🥹

  • @kylesteigerwald7325
    @kylesteigerwald73255 ай бұрын

    I just lost my sister who struggled most of her life, wish I was closer to her the last couple years… life gets busy you think you have all the time then it’s to late, hurts deep

  • @user-di9nz2jg5c
    @user-di9nz2jg5c5 ай бұрын

    Honest to God, I haven’t heard a song that touches my soul more then this one ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

  • @mayday86ad

    @mayday86ad

    5 ай бұрын

    Literally. I had almost given up on music these days. This song is so deep and so healing. I hope they keep making true music like this. They could change the world.

  • @user-di9nz2jg5c

    @user-di9nz2jg5c

    4 ай бұрын

    I 100% agree

  • @SarahTayy
    @SarahTayy5 ай бұрын

    It's crazy how this is basically my story. "My dad's dead, my mom's proud...". You have no idea. I love this song. So much. Thank you. I'm getting help again.

  • @tiffanyraasch7809
    @tiffanyraasch78095 ай бұрын

    My brother has been an addict most of his life and he’s 32 and back in prison. This song brings up so many memories and feelings that I ugly cry eyerytime I hear this song💓

  • @annaleeb8608

    @annaleeb8608

    5 ай бұрын

    I know how you feel my brothers to are in prison and have been dealing with drugs we are all in our 30s now.

  • @casket.case99959
    @casket.case999595 ай бұрын

    I've been on both sides of this song. This shit just hit my soul.

  • @deannakrout3811
    @deannakrout38114 ай бұрын

    This song hits home. I've been sober for a few months and I can say my family was my saving grace. I was in a very dark place and felt horrible for needing to escape.

  • @dylanzane1414
    @dylanzane14145 ай бұрын

    Both of my parents are hardcore drug addicts who always chose drugs over my brothers and I. As an adult I have no one to rely on, no one to ask advice, no one to say they’re proud of me. It hurts so bad.

  • @juliasearle2227

    @juliasearle2227

    5 ай бұрын

    This stranger is proud you and understands the struggle ❤

  • @brandyking5006

    @brandyking5006

    5 ай бұрын

    Hey, im proud of you. Keep doing what has gotten you this far. And all on your Own. There is strength in that alone. Much love. ❤

  • @elisabethbohannon4369

    @elisabethbohannon4369

    5 ай бұрын

    Proud of you! Keep it up! 🫶🏻❤️

  • @TeraHadaway
    @TeraHadawayАй бұрын

    This is such a good song my friend sent to me, she said it reminds her of me. I had been an addict of many things since I was 12, I am now 37 & living the clean life. As was my husband, worse off than me, living on the streets & so involved in the hood life. It is so amazing to be fully out of that vicious cycle of torment. I hurt so many people in my life through those years and always lied to myself saying " I'm only hurting myself " Our Mighty Lord Jesus Christ saved us both from that world & we haven't looked back since. I am so very grateful to be out of that death trap & pray for anyone who is still struggling with addiction. It's true that you cannot do it on your own no matter how much of a strong person you think you are. I pray that people know or wake up to knowing how much Jesus really & truly loves them & will save them from this trap & any trap they feel like they cannot escape from. He loves you, he is real. He is the Way the Truth & the Life. Love & prayers to you all ❤️

  • @ataylor702
    @ataylor7024 күн бұрын

    This is such a bittersweet song. As an addict who has three years sober, I’m so happy my sons will never understand these lyrics. But, as a child of an addict, it hurts to know the bottle always meant more than me. I’m 37 and I fear I wont ever get over it. “I hate me and I know that you hate me, too. I miss you and I hope that you miss me, too” is the generational trauma anthem. Thanks for singing it ❤

  • @avalasoul4476
    @avalasoul44765 ай бұрын

    I’ve got this song on repeat. This song hits us all so hard. We are this generation of madness. I love the truth from this. It feels and hits so deeply on so many levels. ALEXA REPEAT THE SONG ❤❤

  • @terryannecasley-garza7053
    @terryannecasley-garza70534 ай бұрын

    This song really hits different being sober. 8 years sober now. And listening to this song brought tears to my eyes! ❤

  • @nenadrepaja2192
    @nenadrepaja21924 ай бұрын

    After this song… ALL I CAN SAY IS IT CHASED MY DEMONS AWAY🙏🏽🙌🏾GOD BLESS YOU ALL STRUGGLING!

  • @Tristannxo
    @Tristannxo5 ай бұрын

    Beautiful song 🥺 on repeat

  • @michelleshermat6979
    @michelleshermat69795 ай бұрын

    Thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing this song 😢! The lyrics are honest & so realistic. I have struggled with the Disease of Addiction since my early 20's. I can now stack 3 years together but it is just as hard today as it was the last day I used. I pray 🙏 that our society opens their eyes to this war we wage within ourselves.

  • @tiffanya7776
    @tiffanya77765 ай бұрын

    I was an addict for to many years from alcohol addiction to drugs... I have soon 9 years in and this song hits on so many levels. This is incredible. Thank you

  • @daswintermaedchen07
    @daswintermaedchen074 ай бұрын

    I wish I could yell this at my dad until he stops drinking

  • @MayhemMama0

    @MayhemMama0

    3 ай бұрын

    Show him this.

  • @lucassutton8082
    @lucassutton80825 ай бұрын

    I’m in tears, thank you

  • @christenelarock
    @christenelarock5 ай бұрын

    This his home hard. It's gonna be a top hit for sure❤

  • @marcusbrown8243
    @marcusbrown82435 ай бұрын

    I relate to this song bad I don’t want to go back to that life but its hard

  • @cl4rkj0hns0n1
    @cl4rkj0hns0n14 ай бұрын

    The only song i cannot sing along with without chocking up. Thousands of songs ive listen to over a span of 30+ years, and this is the one that i just cant do. Bravo to the artist ❤

  • @starhennessy9649
    @starhennessy96495 ай бұрын

    This song has had me emotional all day, damn I miss my brother ☹️

  • @TheJroddude
    @TheJroddude5 ай бұрын

    Here before the wave! 🙏🏼

  • @larrywilderson304
    @larrywilderson3042 ай бұрын

    17 years opiate free. Please seek help people. Lifes much better without that pain

  • @scenemissed

    @scenemissed

    Ай бұрын

    Nah life sucks sober. Stay high

  • @Alysek1996
    @Alysek19965 ай бұрын

    Beautiful song with so much emotion ❤

  • @NinaHedrick-uc1vk
    @NinaHedrick-uc1vk4 ай бұрын

    Almost 7 months clean from 15 year addiction. Never thought I'd be here!! I come from a family full of addicts I absolutely love this song!!

  • @haleygoff7412
    @haleygoff74124 ай бұрын

    This reminds me of a few people that were in my life. Your words are healing and you. Are. BEAUTIFUL. don't ever think otherwise. ❤❤❤

  • @colinbrown6532

    @colinbrown6532

    4 ай бұрын

    be like them

  • @haleygoff7412

    @haleygoff7412

    4 ай бұрын

    @@colinbrown6532 huh?

  • @dailybeatz8957
    @dailybeatz89575 ай бұрын

    Im one month sober.. this goes so hard, makes me think of everything i put my babies mother thru. Not anymore 😢 and here before this blows up 😊

  • @stoneyp3748

    @stoneyp3748

    5 ай бұрын

    Good for you man, it's better on this sober side. Keep it up, proud of you!

  • @courteneygurule6785
    @courteneygurule67854 ай бұрын

    Reminds me of what my late sister did to my nieces, God Rest Her Soul. This song hits home.

  • @WonderfulSunsetReflectio-wh9gj
    @WonderfulSunsetReflectio-wh9gj3 ай бұрын

    2 days sober off alcohol struggle is real need some friends for this support going through it trying to better myself and my life

  • @sarahbender8879

    @sarahbender8879

    Ай бұрын

    Hey its been 2 months , you still need a friend? Hope to hear ur 52 days sober now , but if not and ur starting over on 1 hrs I am still proud of you!

  • @shyannwilson4701
    @shyannwilson47015 ай бұрын

    Pint after pint erasing our memories.. That line hits hard

  • @cheesmith6412
    @cheesmith64125 ай бұрын

    Sobbing at 4 am missing one friend who's gone and one who's still alive

  • @melissapepe67
    @melissapepe672 ай бұрын

    6 years sober from herion! We do recovery! RIP my husband who overdosed 10/4/12 I miss him everyday!

  • @akamiyayi
    @akamiyayi4 ай бұрын

    Found this on tiktok and search it up in youtube, reading comments! “I dont know you but im proud of u for being sober!”🫶🏻

  • @brockmac1621
    @brockmac1621Ай бұрын

    Been clean off 3 different drugs for 4 months now. Thankyou ❤️

  • @boisefamily81
    @boisefamily815 ай бұрын

    Truth brother. You nailed it. God Bless you

  • @mistymcnamara5261
    @mistymcnamara52615 ай бұрын

    I was an addict for 9 years. Lost my brother 3 years ago to OD.. i had to find.. It killed me and i was in a downward spiral to end up the same way.. But i got my shit together and just hit 2 years sober January 24 ❤ I love this song thank you for creating it💚

  • @orangeuglad1990
    @orangeuglad19904 ай бұрын

    I can hear this song through my inner child’s ears and from the voice of my little girl in the future;if I mess this up. And I hear it through my current voice to my addiction. Either way it cuts deep. So proud of anyone out there who is in recovery. You are stronger than you know.

  • @ybsmood2704
    @ybsmood27042 ай бұрын

    God damn it nga dis shi hit….😔💚

  • @aidanosullivan2153
    @aidanosullivan21534 ай бұрын

    "alcohol the cause and solution to all of life's problems" unfortunately it doesn't fix them, it just makes you forget everything,yourself included. Don't lose yourself or there is nothing left when everyone else is gone

  • @alicia_5654
    @alicia_56544 ай бұрын

    I have 2 plus years clean. Lost my brother and good friend to overdoses. This is an amazing song. Right to my soul. Recovery is so much better. Thank God I made it out... 🙏 Recovery is hard. Sometimes I'm tired. 😢

  • @papismom

    @papismom

    4 ай бұрын

    It is hard!!!! And some days... but in the end it's so worth it!!! The struggle won't stop, but recovery struggles are so much better than addict struggles.

  • @zickdg1714
    @zickdg17144 ай бұрын

    Having to experience a parent who was an alcoholic and on drugs of and on was such a terrible experience, mourning for someone who isn't dead, and longing for their presence knowing what they did is the reason why they aren't in your life anymore. I hope whoever is out there dealing with this type of pain is also starting a new journey of recovering from their trauma, you are always loved no matter what place you come from, and what You've experienced throughout life, God bless🙏🖤

  • @caitlynyouden9859
    @caitlynyouden9859Ай бұрын

    That was the best song I’ve ever heard in my life.

  • @dannymorrison9738
    @dannymorrison97384 ай бұрын

    I’m blasting this while I’m in outpatient rehab thank you Northern Illinois recovery center❤ guys there’s help out there. One day at a time..

  • @tammymiller4242
    @tammymiller42424 ай бұрын

    "You're too blind to see you have a disease, love pills and whiskey more than you love me" - shattered my heart hearing that and makes me wish my mom would just love me more than she loves getting high 💔

  • @mizz_ebony17
    @mizz_ebony173 ай бұрын

    4 1/2 years clean. Glad I'm able to look my loved ones in the eyes without guilt and shame these days.

  • @TirzahAngel23
    @TirzahAngel234 ай бұрын

    Funny how a breakup can bring you to YT finding the perfect songs for what you're going through and those lyrics just smack ya

  • @user-eu3gs6td4q
    @user-eu3gs6td4q4 ай бұрын

    This is my new favorite song my dad is still in his addiction wish he would know I love him more then them 💊 but I'll be here for him either way i love you always dad

  • @kyrahushagen474
    @kyrahushagen4745 ай бұрын

    9 months sober now 😢❤I'm so proud of everyone here you are loved one day at a time 💜💯

  • @johnbencivengo3393
    @johnbencivengo33939 күн бұрын

    Watching my dad for years suffering from drugs will never understand why he need them so much when he has such amazing loving family who all sober

  • @audiebaze2025
    @audiebaze20254 ай бұрын

    Christ man, you bring me to tears every single time. Thank you for you’re music

  • @Mushymegg
    @Mushymegg5 ай бұрын

    Got hooked when i was 18.. worse years of my life.. im Sober for 3 years now and have an almost 2 year old. and this song has a hold on me. Thank you.

  • @natakam431
    @natakam4312 ай бұрын

    This song reminds me so much of my son when he misses his mom. She’d rather get high on meth while I’m here with him. Me n her r not together anymore. I just wanna cry when I hear this tune.

  • @hanntriesfirst
    @hanntriesfirst4 ай бұрын

    This song brings so much to the table. His voice, the depth and feelings

  • @newopppack8695
    @newopppack86955 ай бұрын

    Sober 6+ years now because of my wife😭 I’m so glad I have someone in my life to help! I 🙏 for anyone who is going through hard times! YOU WILL MAKE IT!!!!

  • @yoselinbalbuena4016
    @yoselinbalbuena40165 ай бұрын

    this song got me sobbing so hard rn i can relate to every part

  • @courtneybrown89
    @courtneybrown895 ай бұрын

    I have followed you on TikTok since day one !!! This song is SO BEAUTIFUL! I love the beat ! The lyrics hit home ! My hole family is addics then I became one my self !!! So I understand BOTH SIDES! 4 years clean ! We do RECOVER! You’re going to the top ❤!!!

  • @brigidwalker4470
    @brigidwalker44702 ай бұрын

    Family of alcoholics, lost my baby brother to an overdose 3 years ago. This hits hard. Glad I am no longer drinking to deal with life and the pain and loss I’ve had to experience

  • @RisingSiren
    @RisingSirenАй бұрын

    I'm still healing from generational trauma while I raise my kids alone. Sober and clean 9 years from a 10 year addiction. Prayers to those struggling. ❤ 🙏

  • @gabrielledrenga4362
    @gabrielledrenga43625 ай бұрын

    I’m still working on my addiction to booze. This helped so much. ❤️ prayers to all suffering and to those suffering from the suffering. Thankyou for this song You deserve you success

  • @bobbiejean9800

    @bobbiejean9800

    5 ай бұрын

    You can do it! I just reached 2 years sober. Wishing you strength and self compassion and empathy. Much love! Proud of you 🎉🎉

  • @reneenapier8321
    @reneenapier83215 ай бұрын

    I love you and your music so much. This song is phenomenal. I have this and They Don't Make Pills for a Heartbreak on repeat 😊❤ I am in recovery and I have lost so many people... So many good people... Fuck fetty. Thank you for singing what's on my heart. Just know you're touching varying generations. I'm 38 years old and absolutely OBSESSED with these songs! Also, sorry for your loss. Your dad is proud of you, I know it.

  • @shaeglennie479
    @shaeglennie4794 ай бұрын

    It’s hard when you are the one that was going through the addiction and you loose someone to cancer that tried everything to save you 😭😭

  • @stephanytrate7683
    @stephanytrate7683Ай бұрын

    Grew up in an addictive household. Moved place to place never having that place to call home a small child needs. I grew up resenting and loving my mother from a distance. I’m 25 now, and lost her back in September to a fetanyl overdose. I haven’t cried much since her passing and this broke me and opened wounds that have been patched up for a long time. I pray for everyone who has lost someone, is fighting for someone or is loving someone in addiction right now