It's a real punch in the gut knowing the person that helped you not to commit suicide commited suicide.

@coreymyers3972

4 жыл бұрын

I felt that so fucking hard!.. My bestfriend killed herself this past June... 11 days after my 15th birthday... she just turned 18 on May 21st.. She told me so many times to not harm myself because I mattered to alot of people, including her. And now she's just gone...

@citylights5606

4 жыл бұрын

@@coreymyers3972 OMG may she rest in peace..stay strong honey

@tjboylan20

4 жыл бұрын

Jan Nikolic i feel that

@miguel9943

4 жыл бұрын

Linkin Park and Kid Cudi helped me out through a lot, it’s sad Chester is gone but im happy he was here and left us his music.

@kelleyconnell5918

4 жыл бұрын

We all should of known but he hide it well. Just like everyone else.

That's the worst part about depression, you know that everything is okay. But your brain won't let you be happy, it's the self awareness that makes it so bad.

@kyriegarcia3548

4 жыл бұрын

exact and so right on

@footsteps2179

4 жыл бұрын

100%

@ryumusu4173

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly! We know there are so many things around us to be happy about but we just can't.. I don't understand how's that possible!

@princeali9129

4 жыл бұрын

It’s the devil

@samuelleahy4780

4 жыл бұрын

Prince Ali it's a scientifically proven chemical imbalance in the brain. Not some mythological being.

I was one of the lucky ones to attend their last concert in Birmingham on 6th of July 2017. A few weeks before that, there was a bomb blast in Ariana Grande's concert in Manchester, and my wife just wouldn't let me go to the Linkin Park's concert because of the ongoing fear. I am glad she gave in and let me go. It was a majestic night. I should upload the videos from that concert to KZread. What a band. What a man. What a night. I just couldn't believe it when we lost him two weeks later. RIP Chester. One of the best rock singers of all time and a kind and gentle soul.

@aliciagriffith6392

2 ай бұрын

I would personally greatly appreciate it if you shared. Seeing Linkin Park live was a dream of mine I will never get to fulfill. A group of men I never met who saved my life many times, and continues to keep me here

@edmundwolf3905

Ай бұрын

please do so, its a piece of linkin park that many others can enjoy if you post them!

@user-pu6gs8fo5v

5 күн бұрын

So sad

Linkin Park has carried me through some of the roughest and toughest times. I really related to the lyrics on a lot of their songs. Chester, I miss you.

This song is ten times harder to listen to now

@sniper___1732

6 жыл бұрын

Hector Rodriguez yes, when my mom told me about the death i cried. R.I.P

@foursufoursupergirls

6 жыл бұрын

I'm crying rn

@lanativeondabeat8956

6 жыл бұрын

Hector Rodriguez i agree very tough #rip

@prehistoricfool

6 жыл бұрын

this song really was his suicide note.... im crying..

@kareenabluu

6 жыл бұрын

....

The man who saved million lives, couldn't save his own. 💔

@ssgssjaiden7404

5 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭 R.I.P hes not just a celebrity hes a friend to all of us. left us with heavy and those other songs. He will be remembered throughout all eternity🙏🙏

@user-wk9ve9th9m

4 жыл бұрын

@@BrClw wasn't my intention. We all feel the same way 🙂

@babyclown8818

4 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way. I even have the lyrics to leave out all the rest on my arm. Those lyrics got me through my abusive childhood even at the moment I almost lost all hope.

@user-wk9ve9th9m

4 жыл бұрын

@@babyclown8818 stay strong brother

@nekodecim2363

4 жыл бұрын

Darth Plagius of Bright Side

Watching this again after 6 years made me realize how good of an actor Chester is here. He really knows how to express himself and the lyrics of his songs. He's really one of a kind.

@yasintopal5835

2 ай бұрын

probably it wasn't acting on this video..

@christiandavid7116

12 күн бұрын

No estaba actuando

2024? someone is here?

@ilB3ra

Ай бұрын

😢

@diegohxo

Ай бұрын

I miss Chester 😢

@Attila790

Ай бұрын

U are not alone

@wirhabennureineerdewir6782

Ай бұрын

I still miss Chester, but he's here. He'll still be here in 2050. He'll be proud if we make it.

@Sora._Cloud

Ай бұрын

We still here

he fought depression alone while saving others with his words

@PopCrusher

4 жыл бұрын

It’s so sad. He was such an unimaginably talented guy

@madhuranayak4761

4 жыл бұрын

The best advisors are the worst sufferers!

@TheDreamManifester

4 жыл бұрын

Technically, everyone fights depression alone. No one can help you get out. Not even you as it may seem, but the key is to stay strong. Push through. Wait it out. After hardship comes ease, it's a vicious cycle of this world and its trials.

@agocataldig

4 жыл бұрын

@@TheDreamManifester EXACTLY! I couldn't agree more, sometimes not even yourself can get you out of it, but the thing is to keep fighting and keep pushing through.

@HP_CTN

4 жыл бұрын

You cant save people from bad things unless u endure it and experience it yourself

To this day, his voice is still so easily identified and so hard to forget. Thank you Chester, know that you're missed.

@bizzkidd

4 жыл бұрын

Whenever I hear this song I just want to hug him. He is missed, indeed.

@audreyfinnerty7051

4 жыл бұрын

Gone BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN, His voice and words to his/their songs were so magical 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢

@rishirajdey2241

4 жыл бұрын

🥺😭

@jaansheriffdeen5706

4 жыл бұрын

❤

@aljoerenzrosalejos9750

4 жыл бұрын

❤❤❤

2024 and I still get chills from the pain in his voice... Happy birthday legend

I always go back to Chester's songs when im having hard time or suicidal thoughts

@hannaholiver4470

5 ай бұрын

You are important. You are loved. Please hold on. ❤

@vivianeoliveirasilva303

5 ай бұрын

Hold on. Não é fácil, mais quando você se tornar mais forte verá que a vida tem um sabor diferente. É como se você nascesse de novo com toda sabedoria que tem hoje. Sua vida é única de todas as formas possíveis, fique bem!

@jamgirllife6650

4 ай бұрын

When u need someone u should reach out to someone even a stranger. I don't know u but I am here if u want to talk

@cattleyablack2220

4 ай бұрын

Yeah.. I'm here for the same reasons..

@justahobbiest

4 ай бұрын

Another one I have found that helps is Bojack Horseman, the view from halfway down

I remember when this song was out so many people were angry about how different was it from other LP songs , but after Chester died everyone realized it was a scream for help by him.

@ayushagrawal9633

3 жыл бұрын

Almost everyone ridiculed this song when it was released! Sad 😔

@raniadandis7564

3 жыл бұрын

@@ayushagrawal9633 yeah .. only true fans will remember this 👍🏼

@draging101

3 жыл бұрын

Unfortunately i was one of those fans because i dont like pop music.

@MilkAndCerealYTP

3 жыл бұрын

this song would be way better if they put mike Shinoda instead of tiara or whatever her name was

@raniadandis7564

3 жыл бұрын

@@MilkAndCerealYTP agree

Rest in peace Chester. Linkin Park will forever be my favorite band. Fly high.

@zackpennell7973

6 жыл бұрын

Rip

@aproscoe7691

6 жыл бұрын

RiP Chester

@704Sauce

6 жыл бұрын

rip

@luizfelippo1818

6 жыл бұрын

Rip

@tigerr9735

6 жыл бұрын

oh god....

Давайте не забывать, что вся группа, каждый человек из группы,- превосходны. И пусть каждый из них живёт долго и счастливо. Честер❤

@1uckyloser

9 ай бұрын

Полностью поддерживаю❤

Remember when this song release, every "hardcore" fan mocking this song , now they screaming to like it

@paralyzer2304

Ай бұрын

Agreed. So sad that it took Chester's death to lift this song up.

@shambolicrhetoric6143

29 күн бұрын

That’s not even what happened. Most fans just said it’s pop, not rock. Only a few trolls were mean about it. Chester said they were releasing a new “rock” song and it was an expectation vs reality moment. This is NOT rock. It’s an okay pop song.

@user-zo8jk9jh6h

11 күн бұрын

people who hate the pop sound in this song are screwballs

@RAHHHH769

7 күн бұрын

Yeah they are really annoying and always pretend like never pay attention to the meaning or the lyrics.

one man can save millions, but millions couldn't save one.

@skynzoclips3905

3 жыл бұрын

Right 😔😔💚

@derekbeeles502

3 жыл бұрын

Facts

@agamercalledethxn9063

3 жыл бұрын

Too true

@NatySarG

3 жыл бұрын

He saved me, his voice truly saved me 😢

@Soulwhistle

3 жыл бұрын

Maybe becuase there was also a good chunk of those people screaming for the band to go back to the sound of Hybrid Theory, bitching at everything they made. Instead of just letting the band do their music.

He is fighting with himself in the video. This is what happens in depression and anxiety. Rest in peace Chester.

@zamasu5270

4 жыл бұрын

True

@tamjidahmed8204

4 жыл бұрын

Its the Narcotics anonymous

@adamwilkinson5291

4 жыл бұрын

So true

@adamwilkinson5291

4 жыл бұрын

In a couple of his vids he is

@TheDarksideoftheMoon360

4 жыл бұрын

Its ok for women but for men. They look weak and everyone leaves them in the end

As someone finally getting therapy and confronting my own troubled mind, I find this song such an accurate depiction of what it's like. Chester poured the last of what he had left into these words and I will forever love them even after I feel better about myself. My positive outlook is that I am only 27 and going to swallow my pride and get the help to deal with my mental health. Everyone who feels that they don't feel understood, know that you do have the strength like I found I do and that you can get through the tough time and get the help and support you need like I am doing

@amazonemuluta2520

7 ай бұрын

Stay strong 💪🏾

@shooter8742

7 ай бұрын

Here if you need brother, Hold yourself high, work through the rough parts of life and cherish the good.

@Luke_81

3 ай бұрын

You should be very proud of your strength in making that decision, its too hard for a lot of people. How are you doing now?

@arifwaluyo5618

27 күн бұрын

Finali chester.

I love that Chester, Mike and the rest of Linkin Park weren't afraid to try different things for each album. They basically tackled so many genres throughout the 20 years that Chester was together with LP: hip-hop, nu-metal, techno, hard rock, electronica, and pop among others.

The lyrics "If I just let go I'd be set free" gives me chills now.

@chrisford8500

6 жыл бұрын

Mustard Bait same... it hurts to hear this now, looking back. we had these hints and it hurts knowing nothing was done for him.

@gelenadeskins16

6 жыл бұрын

Mustard Bait me too

@wewumboyouwumbo2438

6 жыл бұрын

The worst part is I'll never be able to see them live :(

@Zxceelxuz

6 жыл бұрын

So good live.

@zmirouflorian6213

6 жыл бұрын

We can feel his heavy pain. How so many people didn't listened him? He tried to holding on but apparently nobody came to help him. So sad and too soon.

I remember when this song came out everyone was mad and saying that Chester gave into mainstream, etc. After he committed suicide was when people actually “listened” to this song and they praised it then. It should not take a tragedy for people to open their eyes. If someone changes their music support them. If someone changes in your own life support them. RIP Chester

@vysh-yz1lz

4 жыл бұрын

I loveddd this song .people were cruel .

@jasminw760

4 жыл бұрын

I never understood why people were hating on this album (or any of their albums after Hybrid Theory and Meteora). The variety of Linkin Park's songs is one of the reasons I love this band so much. Always have, always will. Still, this album absolutely breaks my heart knowing what happened 🖤

@intervalgaming6196

4 жыл бұрын

I mean, i supported him but that doesnt mean his newer songs would appeal to me.

@xoxomercii

4 жыл бұрын

I remember hearing this song and I was so confused why people were so mad. They dragged linkin park through the dirt and I feel like Chester wasn’t in the mind set for it. When I heard he was gone this song hit even harder.

@ShaDHP23

4 жыл бұрын

I was fucking pissed from the start when people hated on this track. I felt it from the start that something wasn't right. I knew whoever wrote this song was unwell. I just wish we could have helped the man who helped all of us.

This song still hurts, it feels like it was Chester’s cry for help 😢 I hope that his soul is resting peacefully ❤

@davewalmash6849

8 ай бұрын

I have noted, with people who are close to death, they tend to get drastic over little things. I think that is what Chester was trying to express in this song.

@rickypartida9327

7 ай бұрын

It was

@unscathedpilot6249

4 ай бұрын

the whole album was a cry for help sadly

Yet again, I come back to this. No matter how hard I try, I can't let you go. This song never fails to make me cry. But then again, you always had a way of making your audience feel. With lyrics, with tempo, with rhythm. You will always be my favorite artist. You inspired me to new heights and I will always hold you dear. I won't say goodbye. Only that I will catch you on the flip side.

You can clearly see, He's actually fighting with "Himself" in this video 😢 you fought so hard for so long.. rest in peace Chester..

@kingken130

6 жыл бұрын

and the we just ignored it... feels bad man

@jaylamarie5884

6 жыл бұрын

sanmj wait he died ;-;

@Stepic143

6 жыл бұрын

Michelle Lee you're such a fucking idiot there is no fucking "god" or "jesus" or whatever the fuck you want to call it. Once your dead you're dead. People just try to make their life more meaningful than it is. Nothing about your lingers anywhere. You're gone, no consciousness. No blackness. No anything. But we're not able to ever think of "nothing" were always thinking of something. Even if we try. Even just thinking the word nothing we're thinking of something. But when you're dead, there's nothing. Just your corpse that eventually rots, while other life just goes on to cease to exist one day. Why do we have to act like we're so special to get another shot at any sort of "consciousness". Everything that dies just ceases to exist. Forever. There's no heaven or he'll. There's nothing.

@marshallore6869

6 жыл бұрын

It's called 'acting' ;^(

@queensulongmirko

6 жыл бұрын

NEWSHOO I mean you shouldn't belittle people's beliefs tho. Not hating just saying

"If I just let go, I'd be set free." Damn, Chester :(

@rotorua93

6 жыл бұрын

Pendejazo

@monstersqlok9850

6 жыл бұрын

SardineCanSuccess pendejete

@insharkywetrust

6 жыл бұрын

SardineCanSuccess Chester passed away, he hung himself. 😭

@Blaineypoo92

6 жыл бұрын

They suspect foul play(As in his death hasn't been ruled a suicide), Chester's been releasing depressing lyrics since their very first album. I understand, sometimes' things get so bad in life that people can't handle it anymore. But I'll always believe no matter how much weight Chester felt on his shoulders, he wouldn't kill himself.

@wulan_eni5155

6 жыл бұрын

Blaineypoo92 I agree.

Thank you for this song Chester.... Life is really hard right now, but your music helps me through all the rough days... Rip Chester, We all miss you

@marko-1987

4 ай бұрын

One of the greatest singers of our generation 💯 , was such a talent

Rest in peace man your music saved me it saved me.miss you forever young

It's been 6 years, and Chester's music is as important as ever, RIP king, you are still missed.

@iamwhoyousayiam6773

9 ай бұрын

It took 5 years for it to stop feeling like it happened *yesterday.* Now it feels like it's been a week. Rest in peace, and condolences to everyone who cares/d

@niccinicnic9335

9 ай бұрын

​@@iamwhoyousayiam6773same here 😢

@Bree-qg9nw

8 ай бұрын

So missed, by his fans but strangers 😕 😔 rip great man

@JoeyLegendd

5 ай бұрын

It's crazy it happened 6yrs ago

@brianwhite2183

4 ай бұрын

Legends are FOREVER!

I'm strongly persuaded that Chester was talking about his real feelings. He was already run out. Depression is real. take care of your family and friends by listening to them when they feel bad.

@kevady427

3 жыл бұрын

Well said

@ispamforfood

3 жыл бұрын

He absolutely was. A LOT of his songs are about depression and trauma. I think he had the gift of making music, and tried to use it to heal his trauma... There was just so much and he could never get out from under it. RIP, Chester. :'(

@Host00Die

3 жыл бұрын

I don't know, like none of these songs were written by him though. Maybe he did send these vibes and his state of mind to Mike and the others who wrote this album, so maybe he did have a part in it somehow

@ispamforfood

3 жыл бұрын

@@Moonlight-hq3gi YES! :-)

@cryitoutloud21

3 жыл бұрын

Depression is one persons battle, its no ones fault when someone dies of suicide from depression, eventually your demons over come you. Its easy to blame others, but as fans we know chester felt love, through everything, more than most people, he knew what love felt like, but sometimes your so damaged that even one billion fans dont over come the demons. Depression brought on by past trauma took chesters life, not the lack of love during his final days.

2024, still thanking you Chester for helping me get through the toughest of times. We miss you, Chester. We will love you forever.

I'm holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy?

"I've been dragging around what's bringing me down, if I just let go I'll be set free" whole new meaning and feels like it was a hint

@tiahernandez8151

6 жыл бұрын

Shaun I honestly think this was his goodbye

It's 2019 and still heavy. Rip chester.

@AtlanTheGreat

5 жыл бұрын

true so true 😭😭.honestly ive faught depression before and i've wanted to do self harm because my home drives me crazy and my dad doesnt even love me and that takes a toll on you but theres always that one sliver of hope keeping me here...you know?

@chrisl7213

5 жыл бұрын

@@AtlanTheGreat whatever you're facing be strong everyday buddy.

@AtlanTheGreat

5 жыл бұрын

@@chrisl7213 thx

@FidesLenteMoriens

5 жыл бұрын

Yea

@user-mi4nm8br7j

5 жыл бұрын

RIP.chester Ben miss you 😭😭😢😢😭😭😭😭

Pure emotion and pain release in his lyrics. Chester will never be forgotten. Rest in peace legend 🙏

He saved me with his words, thoughts and music. Unfortunately he had to leave or rather called too soon, always Chester for life ❤️🤘🏼

So sad that someone who has made a huge impact on others goes out like this. Chester, you saved so many lives. If only we could've saved yours. May god bless his family ❤️

@tobyschmieden6894

6 жыл бұрын

Austin if there were a god he wouldn't be depressed and would still be alive

@DerpyDerp254

6 жыл бұрын

Wrong, suicide sadly is a choice we make. You want to blame someone? Blame the disease instead of inadvertently blindly blaming something you don't believe in, that makes you sound hypocritical about your beliefs.

@chris_hawk

6 жыл бұрын

What do you mean Austin? I believe Chester was forgiven. He made it clear that he was wrong and lost without God, and so he simply couldn't take the pain anymore. He has sinned, but only God can choose his fate now, not us.

@brewera71

6 жыл бұрын

Tom Clancy Bless his family and help relief the pain in which they are feeling.

@_BR1_

6 жыл бұрын

Tom Clancy the division

I remember when the song first came out , people just argued that this is way too "pop", but no one cares about what Chester was really trying to say. After everything, they started to realized... So ironic...

5 жыл бұрын

It's always like that

@darksunshine9046

5 жыл бұрын

They heard but wouldn't listen

@richburn2521

5 жыл бұрын

His music was going that way for a while, I damn near lost it when I heard what happened...

@mayankharchand9926

5 жыл бұрын

"Until its gone " - another song which now people realize.

@GeneralGlitter55

5 жыл бұрын

Rich Burn actually like all of their songs are like that just noone really thought about it bc LP's songs have always had sad lyrics

The visuals of this video are just as powerful as the song, this will forever be so important.

Today this song is so relatable. I miss you Chester.

My son was born the day after you passed. Will always miss you, Chester.

@rithikdutta8086

4 жыл бұрын

👍

@shivampunia

4 жыл бұрын

Name him chester!! That would be epic!

@Sammerzz171

4 жыл бұрын

@@shivampunia unfortunately I didn't find out until after

@Banana-zu8tn

4 жыл бұрын

happy birthday too him

@jananohr9378

4 жыл бұрын

He died at my 11th birthday.

2 years since he passed..... *Rest In Peace Chester Charles Bennington* *March 20, 1976 - Forever* *Because legends never die*

@rockygogo3932

4 жыл бұрын

yooo buddy

@fars8229

4 жыл бұрын

Did Chester Bennington suffer from parasitosis like toxoplasma or what was the reason of his auto-agression?

@supriyas9936

4 жыл бұрын

My birthday is also on 20th March

@stitchlover4381

4 жыл бұрын

@@kingxerg6854 he went home like Elvis

@bookvercetti3421

4 жыл бұрын

No one can't be like chester

RIP Chester. Your music has done me a lot of good and helped in so many ways . Still sticks with me. I went overseas and came back home and wasn't in a good spot at all. Found myself in a horrible spot, as i could not accept what my life had become due to uncontrollable circumstances. Your music was and is therapy for many people. Thank you

@lenall2530

5 ай бұрын

Fühle dich umarmt...

this song brings me to tears every time. He was telling us, but no one listened.

Sometimes one person can save millions but millions can’t save one

@yael763

3 жыл бұрын

Beautifully put. 💔😔

@pamdwyer1856

3 жыл бұрын

Well said 😔

@cbkwang

3 жыл бұрын

You are right fren

@teardropluvsparamore

3 жыл бұрын

* but can’t save themselves😢

@melissaclayton9200

3 жыл бұрын

I miss him very much...beautiful soul

He sang like an angel He screammed like a demon He died a Legend R.I.P

@lumi2642

6 жыл бұрын

This comment hits you deep. "No blade cuts deeper than your words boy"

@noiro5738

6 жыл бұрын

ByFriXz z He sang like an angel He screamed like a demon He died like a legend He lived like a lemon;)

@kabloop9839

6 жыл бұрын

he doesnt die a legend if he suicides and leaves 6 kids behind im sorry but he will burn in hell

@marinosalov9729

6 жыл бұрын

He's a pussy

@hamzadw748

6 жыл бұрын

Hes a lil b

I went through a difficult separation/ divorce, lost the house, kids, and essentially had to start life over again at 40. This song really helped me get through everything. I now have custody of one of my daughters, new house and great job. It takes time, but don’t give up, you now have experience that you didn’t have.

When ever i listen to this song it reminds me of my dark and depressed days of 2017. And the most saddest part is that my most fav singer died on 20th july, just 19 days after my birthday. You should've stayed Chester. Rest in peace brother ❤️

"If you avoid conflict to keep the peace, you start a war inside yourself" -Cheryl Richardson

@gto..74xxxt7

3 жыл бұрын

ฟังตลอด

@rafeeafiroz3160

3 жыл бұрын

True

@shfsp

3 жыл бұрын

Amen to that

@HadesCrixus

3 жыл бұрын

Just let it go

@weirdbookworm9383

3 жыл бұрын

So relatable

I feel like I lost a lifelong friend that I've never met. Depression is real and it slowly eats you away day after day. RIP Chester.

@gabe_s_videos

6 жыл бұрын

I feel like his suicide was a sledgehammer coming down on all the criticisms of their music being "whiny." Like it was proof once and for all that this wasn't just an "angry white boy" and his first world problems. This guy had some real, legitimate demons and that "whiny" music was his way of coping.

@UnspeakableThings

6 жыл бұрын

Robogabriel yeah all of the ppl who said all those things about him probably regret it and kinda feel bad for him this guy make great music btw

@blaircorneliawaldorf5101

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the Same. His suicide makes me so fucking sad, I could cry all the fucking Time.💔

@natashaaspinall9131

6 жыл бұрын

jason escobar I feel the same way. 17yrs I've been listening almost daily to linkin park. I still can't quite believe it

@renoralston-foster3075

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same thing. So close to meeting him but I never got to and now I just feel sad and lost

Why am i crying rn.... this hits so hard

I remember when this released even though it was different, I loved it. Everything LP released was a masterpiece.

People who say, "just wake up and be happy" or "everyone has problems" just doesn't understand how it feels. R.I.P. Chester, forever missed, never forgotten.

@sanafizasana4351

2 жыл бұрын

True

@ncsweetie24

2 жыл бұрын

You got that right! People who don’t have severe depression just don’t get it.

@HarmonyOfElements

2 жыл бұрын

Those kind of people are usually those that haven't experienced true trauma or setbacks in their life.

@katee_kat

2 жыл бұрын

The best is when people tell me to get over it....PTSD, MDD, GAD....🖕

@brentsilvey2288

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly!!!!

Now i understand every word of Chester....it was a cry for help... RIP

@sivomirzivotic5369

5 жыл бұрын

And no one hapled him😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔 RIP Chester Bennington

@leandroperroni

5 жыл бұрын

Mike wrote the song

@kylehammock9225

4 жыл бұрын

This song says everything he felt but no one payed attention to how Chester felt.

@Cole4Presi

4 жыл бұрын

Sivomir Životić I’ve had severe depression since I was around the age of 13. Some days you wake up, wishing you would’ve died in your sleep. Some days you go to bed and your heart hurts so badly from problems that aren’t necessarily “that big” and that can be fixed in time, but a part of you tells yourself, “you can’t fix this, and even if you could, what if you slip up and fail”. Your brain becomes a space of emptiness, darkness, and sorrow. Your heart feels like it’s being ripped out of your chest and you just feel a dark void. When we get to THAT place, there really isn’t any “helping” us per say, you just have to catch it when it happens and if we aren’t vocal about it, you’ll never really know we’re going through that phase. When I’m in THAT place, I just need someone around to get my mind off everything. THAT is the extent of help we can really get. Unfortunately, people live busy lives and we feel as though it’s very selfish to go to the same person time and time again, because we understand everyone has their own problems and we don’t need to be the one to add onto the other person’s problems. Not all of us have multiple people to turn to, and not all of us want to open up to a handful of people, so we suffer in silence. I get where Chester was at, because I’ve been there many times. The best thing I can do when I’m in that place and no one is there to help is to shut my brain off by going to sleep. Fortunately for me, I’d say a good 9/10 I don’t remember my dreams at all when I awake, so my problems can’t haunt me in my sleep. I can’t speak on how going to sleep worked for him, because I’m sure those problems followed him all the time. Conscious or not.

@mrnx6511

4 жыл бұрын

I think everyone knew chester had really bad depression its what most of linkin park’s songs hit so hard because you can feel the raw emotion from the songs its just sad we couldnt do anything to prevent him from suicide

im alive today because of this. RIP chester!

I am a 45 year old man and this song gets me every time. I grow up with Linkin park We all loved Chester and it still wasn’t enough to save him....😔😔😔

@Ominous-Shadows

Ай бұрын

A man who saved millions couldn't save himself RIP Chester ❤

A man who chose to express himself through music. A man who chose to fight depression by helping others with it. A man who gave it all for you and asked for nothing in return but your respect. A man who needed help, our help...anybody's help. A man who lost his best friend and struggled to find answers in his passing. A man who's voice spoke truth, his truth...a truth that only now we are beginning to understand. Please support your mental health system. It's not right that we can let people like this feel isolated and alone. It's not right that this man felt there was no way out. May the heavens open up for you Chester. May Chris carry your heavy soul to a better place. Find peace Chester.

@johnkane9336

6 жыл бұрын

Randy Blythe pp

@adrianbarela2702

6 жыл бұрын

Randy Blythe well said

@evilflow7359

6 жыл бұрын

Amen brother

@greatbigmouth3359

6 жыл бұрын

Randy Blythe Absolutely the best tribute to a gentle soul. Thank you Randy

@achterkirchj

6 жыл бұрын

Randy Blythe well said Randy.

its not a song, its a message to us

@WhatIfDE

6 жыл бұрын

CRINGE MADNESS yes but we did. Not relized it before

@ladiswashharum

6 жыл бұрын

Listen to their new album One more light carefully its like a suicide album about a person dealing with depression, suicide and death. f.e. Nobody can save me, talking to myself, heavy, sorry for now, one more light and sharp edges. listen.

Chester, forgive everyone who couldn`t understand the depth of your talent and transformation in music! All years from very beginning of LP I was your fan and till now I`m listening to your music! Such gifted people should live for sharing their talent with whole world! I had no possibility to see you guys, but I`m always with you! Whole Ukraine stands together with you!

I loved this song back when I was 14, but coming back at 18, I understand why. I understand how much comfort I feel in this song. It breaks my heart to know we won't hear his voice again.

I remember this song kept me from the brink of suicide when I first moved to Arizona. I was homeless and had very little to my name at age 20. I used to hate this song for the fact of how true it was and how I didn't want to face reality. I suddenly searched for this song and it brought back so many memories when I was at my lowest point in life ... thank You Linkin Park for getting me through those rough times. This song pulled me out of that dark hole and now I'm here going to Dental school ❤.

@hironakamura999

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you stick with it and make yourself happy doing what you enjoy.

@pinkvalentino

2 жыл бұрын

I can relate so much. I hope you're in so much better position now.

@parikshitagawane4224

2 жыл бұрын

Cheers to you dear best wishes for your next few amazing years of dental school they are the best enjoy everything and be a successful dentist may almighty don't keep anything from what you truly deserve 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

@miggy98t44

2 жыл бұрын

Crazy what music can do

@miggy98t44

2 жыл бұрын

RIP Chester🕊🎗💚

Sometimes the greatest art comes from the darkest places. Many masterpieces were painted, composed, drawn and written during a time when the artist was at their lowest. The art always screams with the artist's emotions, yet we're always too blinded by it's brilliance to hear the message.

@prince_sach50

6 жыл бұрын

Brandi Mullins Finally a comment worth my time

@dieselstrong694

6 жыл бұрын

Brandi Mullins Beautifully written

@systemerror993

6 жыл бұрын

That is beautiful.

@saro30

6 жыл бұрын

True...

I dealt with a lot of the same Chester did when I was a kid and I still do... His songs relate to me, I sit in the corner for hours listening to his voice, tearing up to these kind of songs.

@artificiallystupidintellig8819

5 ай бұрын

i had learned recently about what he went through. And realized i had too. which made sense why i loved his music so much. we are not defined by thouse moments. We can live on in Chesters name. No one needs 1 less chair. Theres always people that can fill them.

This is a daily battle for me. I have ptsd from my wife's suicide. It's been 5 years and I'm still struggling to cope with it. The part where Chester is fighting with himself, that is me

@Awoodward7899

2 ай бұрын

Blessings...it's not yours or her fault

@damonsgirl7928

Ай бұрын

Someday your pain will be useful to someone else, just like hers was, just like his was, just like mine is. You matter, your life touches so many others. Think about how many people are reading your words. That is why you are still here, that is why I am still here and the ones we lost are not. I am just one person you will never know but we just helped each other. Thank you.

@Mannsy83

Ай бұрын

I get it, I know the pain. Please try to stay strong

His lyrics, “I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic” is too real due to my panic disorder. Chester you have saved millions of lives but it’s so sad none of us could have saved you, one love.

I will never get over Chester's passing. Linkin Park is literally the reason I am who I am today. Thank you

@jejexwarrior9301

2 жыл бұрын

Ll o ,.,.,.

@marctrillich5951

2 жыл бұрын

keep fighting buddy, the world is a tough place but i believe in you!

@eramismetal

2 жыл бұрын

@@marctrillich5951 thank you!

@hoopswithjo4591

2 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t agree with you more

@JinxdOne

2 жыл бұрын

I still cry, I loved him like a brother. The same way I love you! I don't have to know you to love you and your never alone. You only have one life... live that life knowing you are loved

Oh god I'm here again after some years. when I'm tired, I came here. Nobody's lyrics could give me those feelings specially when I heard Chester's voice, it's still given me courage to face to hard days like today. Even though I can't see him I'll keep going with this life cuz of you Chester. Ty for every masterpiece you have sung. Some ppl still trying to live cuz of your words. All of your songs hit so deep in my heart right now specially this one. RIP Chester.

This song helped me get through hard times in the past, and today I find myself listening to it again. Haven't cried in a long while. Letting it out here because no one knows me here. Hope everything works out in the end and one day, I look back at it and smile. Thanks Chester, LP.

His lyrics are haunting. Anyone who has dealt with depression completely understands. "Comfort in the panic!" "And I drive myself crazy thinking everything about me!" "I keep dragging around what bring me down."

@michellecottrell3553

4 жыл бұрын

The last line gets me the most

@junhansguitar1036

4 жыл бұрын

Truth it’s all what I feel

@StevenReyBargamento

4 жыл бұрын

"If I just let go I'd be set free" is the most haunting line.

I've spent 25 years trying to explain to people how my mind works, why it's just not that easy to "think positive" and "move on". This video did it in less than 3 minutes. Rest in peace, Chester...you always knew how to communicate how I was feeling better than I ever could myself.

@sorbet2363

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah. People I know say "Just don't be sad then. Be happy!" I wish it was that easy. Depression is a bitch.

@abigailholt8328

5 жыл бұрын

James Cornett No one seems to understand unless you feel this way. It's so isolating.

@Kitsune-DAS

5 жыл бұрын

Absolute same... I showed this video to my therapist. She asked me to try to talk about it, and even with this right there, I just couldn't. It's all in here. I don't know what else to say. But. Let's keep walking, yeah? How far we can go is at least a little further.

@mcsage

5 жыл бұрын

Exactly!!!

@Kingofkingsjc

5 жыл бұрын

Basically had to tell my doctor I was on the brink of suicide before anyone helped diagnose my anxiety/depression! And I cannot for the life of me explain how I feel for no reason.. the struggle is definitely real!

I still remember the whole world and many even the LP fans were angry and disappointed in them because they made a different genre of music when this song came out. I was fighting or defending them in the comments saying we should appreciate the artist and they're trying something different so we need to appreciate it instead of being toxic but these people even trolled me saying I didn't know anything about music. "Heavy" and "One More Light" were on my playlist back then and I enjoyed every bit of it. I saw the hate LP was getting even by their own so-called fans and maybe even that made Chester sad. And suddenly one morning I heard Chester died and I thought it was a fake news but it wasn't. Sometimes we don't appreciate someone when they're alive and only realise their value when they're gone.

Happy birthday homie! Rip man

For everyone who is having heavy now. I'm sorry. Hope everything gets better for all of you

@cote255

4 жыл бұрын

Gladys Garcia F. ✨💜

@fatgraffiti9445

4 жыл бұрын

Trank you man

@sariefaerie1121

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks...

@achilleaskourtis4481

4 жыл бұрын

thanks

@TK--ce6hp

4 жыл бұрын

Empathy-so rare, but when you find it you somehow find hope and carry on despite all the pain and sadness. Thank you bro

I feel like I lost a friend that's been soothing my soul for the last 20 years.

@gecko4098

6 жыл бұрын

same :(

@lightthroughnight

6 жыл бұрын

I couldn't have said it better

@bobby8169

6 жыл бұрын

Ranoxious same here 😭😭

@EieiExamplEeiEi

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same :(

@missSusanmarie1

6 жыл бұрын

Same for me

Years have passed and this still feels personal. This one is for your innermost demons. You hold their hand, scream at them as you're trying to make sense of the mess you're in. This is such a 'no need to explain, the world doesn't change, be right back' song for those who need it.

I've been fighting depression and anxiety since I wad 13. I'm 38 now. LP & Chester kept me from ending it so many times. Many haven't been so fortunate. I lost my boyfriend to suicide in 2007. That absolutely broke me. Still does. We miss you everyday, Chester. Thank you for everything. ❤😢

@andrewross9024

23 күн бұрын

Oh man. I'm so sorry. Thinking of chester still makes me cry to this day. We lost a legend that day. Some days I don't even know where to turn to try and heal myself, and Chester's voice always helps. He will never b forgotten. The 🌎 lost one of its brightest lights that day he was murdered.

9 days later: still can't belive in this...

@spikeyBX

6 жыл бұрын

Strzelec M. for real tho...

@everydayriddles404

6 жыл бұрын

10 days and I am still crying... my life saviour he was. so sad and so unreal for me

@SamJamas

6 жыл бұрын

Strzelec M. 10 days later...

@megabulwark442

6 жыл бұрын

11 days later...

@strzelecm.6008

6 жыл бұрын

MEGABulwark ...but pain is still the same.

Are you listening right now because everything feels so heavy?

@langersimonmorales9055

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

@florentinanicolae8156

3 жыл бұрын

Yes

@iaxxie713

3 жыл бұрын

It's going to be fine friends. Let yourself feel whatever it is that you need to feel. Am sending virtual hugs

@strawberrymoochie6909

3 жыл бұрын

We're gonna get through this😭

@alyssakleiman8417

3 жыл бұрын

yes and the fact i just remembered this album existed 4 days ago is the worst part

Is someone still here 2024 .???

@furryreaper805

2 ай бұрын

yes and I'm crying......this song speaks to me on levels this world will never know every day I drive myself insane while my friends try to put me back together while I slowly kill myself while everyone in my life tries to keep me from killing myself and I fall apart every day wishing just for a sense of peace while I do my best not to break while I spend every day doing so just to feel like a failure to the people I love that are trying to keep me together because I keep breaking

It was never hidden. He never hid it. Music speaks louder than words.

@mrsladypiggy8844

6 жыл бұрын

Hollywood Grabill so true

@keshakio2079

6 жыл бұрын

But music is words....

@stupot1359

6 жыл бұрын

You don't need words to make music.

@abhishekkumar-ow4iy

6 жыл бұрын

Still no one given a f*** so f*** this world full of morons

@amandaklugh3037

3 жыл бұрын

His songs had always a deep meaning. 100% why I connected with them

"If I just let go, I'd be set free." I will never be able to listen to this song the same way again. RIP.

@pisces0390

6 жыл бұрын

holly desertrose breaks my heart

@amanijackson584

6 жыл бұрын

holly desertrose how did people not catch this was a cry for help

@vycanut

6 жыл бұрын

I fill the same on this song linkin park have been apart of my life for 14 years I home they don't get a new singer as it won't be linkin park any more

@elatherebel6790

6 жыл бұрын

I just found out about Chester's death and I stayed in my room just crying. Nobody will every be able to replace him. RIP.

@badvibes501

6 жыл бұрын

OMG DUDE IM IN TEARS💔😭

This song still hits us in 2024 , the world does feel so heavy right now . We have to hold on for better days! ❤️

@itstony5558

4 ай бұрын

True🙏

after 7 years, I cry at the lyrics and whispers "holding on..........." cause the lyrics describe my life right now.

I hope I’m not the only one who thought this was a good and powerful song even before Chester’s death? Edit: 3 years since Chesters passing. Never forgotten.

@galancr7118

4 жыл бұрын

No

@francoricci6066

4 жыл бұрын

No

@rosemarydwyer5604

4 жыл бұрын

@@francoricci6066 Nope

@ripbobross5237

4 жыл бұрын

The first time I found the song I thought i thought it was great before I figured he died

@robbieharrison9078

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

"Everybody Cares when it's too Late." This song will give me goosebumps forever. RIP

@CAOTK

6 жыл бұрын

Alankrit Verma I got goosebumps for real.

@juqwanwright9877

6 жыл бұрын

very true very true

@arifhasan9934

2 жыл бұрын

This song linkin park best quality best aver song 🥀🖤

I just hope anyone who's under depression got help they need, before we lost them like we lost Chester 💔

It's taken some time to bring myself to say words on this song. I've battled with suicide because of being molested and raped as a kid. When I found Linkin Park I felt like that Chester was singing specifically for me. Chester you were my hero and the light at the end of the tunnel. You will forever be missed

This song just became more darker

@camtasia1000

6 жыл бұрын

sutirtha das all of their songs got darker

@greatgallade

6 жыл бұрын

It was a cry for help and look how many people spat in his face. We ignored it

@sutirthhadas

6 жыл бұрын

TheDarkOrigins for real. I am thinking myself as a guilty now.

@sanyadev97

6 жыл бұрын

Don't feel guily man. Yes it was a cry for help, but if a Wife and 6 beautiful children can't get you out of depression, then nothing can....:/ DoN't blame yourself.

@gman90

6 жыл бұрын

666 likes lol

The fact that this song was 5 months before his death is Heavy

@The_Dailey_Gamer

3 жыл бұрын

The fact that most of the fans hated this song until he died is even heavier.

@sibanipaul969

3 жыл бұрын

@@The_Dailey_Gamer this song comes under which music genre?

@piroskabanky

3 жыл бұрын

Pop?

@shihabsharar3539

3 жыл бұрын

@@sibanipaul969 It's HEAVY

@lucahoffmann7430

3 жыл бұрын

@@sibanipaul969 and whats the matter under which music genre it comes? Its a call for help and nobody heard him

It's to wild it's been 10yrs almost since we lost a beautiful soul where has the time gone 💔

Chester your songs are still helping me through my dark days rip

once a wise man said, "when you're happy you enjoy the melody but, when you're broken you understand the lyrics"

@asz-themoonwalker2771

3 жыл бұрын

When you get trough it - you know the story behind the song

@paulstacey1672

3 жыл бұрын

True

@seanfulton9850

3 жыл бұрын

Hell yes that is true af

@Susinator90000

3 жыл бұрын

Baby shark do do do do 😭

@Kessh

3 жыл бұрын

@@Susinator90000 Baby shark dodododo

This song suddenly gets a whole other meaning. RIP Chester, we will always miss you.

@nathanschuppert8272

6 жыл бұрын

Simon Plachtzik rip

@adorable2149

6 жыл бұрын

aaaaaaaaaa T.T

@jinwenchang1061

6 жыл бұрын

This new make me feel *Why everything so heavy and I can't help someone in pain * RIP ,I don't know what can I do for you, I just hope you can be happiness in other world . My English is so poor sorry Q_Q

Chester, I love you forever. Your singing voice is close to my sadness. And I can go back to my normal days.

Linkin park isn’t Linkin Park without Chester. RIP man I miss you

“If I just let go I’ll be set free” Thank you Chester, you are gone but you’re voice will live on!!

@deadfredd1764

3 ай бұрын

yeah man

@65coupestang

3 ай бұрын

YA CAN SAY THAT AGAIN.. BUT IT SEEMS AS IF ONLY A FEW OF HIS DEVOUT FANS (LISTENERS) ARE KEEPING HIS/THEIR MUSIC PLAYING IMO FOR SOME ODD REASON🤔🤷‍♂️🤨HMM AT LEAST TO ME IT/THAT IS..!!??

As someone who suffers from mental illness, I have always found comfort in Linkin Park sounds. They have always seemed to speak to me and help me get through the worse times. I just wanted to let the band know that you are still helping people. RIP Chester. You will be missed

@abigailholt8328

5 жыл бұрын

Francis Kleiboer They know how to handle it and relate well.

@ruansteyn8765

5 жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear mate glad u are healed by God

@MySunshine2003

5 жыл бұрын

It's people who don't want to see that people with mental illness need help the stigma still huge

@hayleyadams4455

5 жыл бұрын

Francis Kleiboer same here

@Ghostwoodsgaming

5 жыл бұрын

I also suffer everyday from it

It's 2024 and still heavy. Rip Chester 😭😢❤️ I think of you every time I listen to your songs 😭😭I miss you so much 💔💔🕊️

I heard this come on the radio today. It’s been almost 7 years, I can’t believe it.

It's hard to think that, this wasn't acting but crying for help.

@MatuSRZ

3 жыл бұрын

In one of his last interviews, Chester said that when he was in company, everything was normal. But when he was alone, he started a fight with himself inside his head and that is one of the reasons for his death.

@mikehamilton646

3 жыл бұрын

I'll quote a pink floyd lyric in here if i may. "You better, run all day and run all night, and keep your dirty feelings deep inside and if your taking your girlfriend out tonight you better park the car well out of sight, cause if they catch you in the back tryin to pick her locks, they're gonna send you back to mother in a cardboard box" keep in mind the wall represents all of mankind, when you got someone like chester building his wall, it was like the character pink in the wall album, so high that your mentally isolated from all reality and you start to comprehend the unthinkable which can be death, carnage, indecency or something more of a self dictatorship and it'll rule and judge you where it shouldn't and before you know it, it consumes everything that you were, are and ever will be. For chester i see it in that sense only because there are thousands of what society considers "mentally insane, deranged, incapable" and some ppl make it to the end of the record which is outside the wall, we as a human must hang on to eachother cause thats all we ever had was eachother and for me, anybody going through any kind of mental state in the negative i as a human must set not only the example but must live by the example of normal which is, love, compassion, care, and help, these words install fear into todays society because the past generations never taught the new ones how to do such. I pray for chesters sake that his soul found peace and happiness and i also pray for everybody else to have the same.

@Tre3dog

3 жыл бұрын

Have a listen and have a read of all of his lyrics... he was struggling for 20 years.

@mbradfield53

3 жыл бұрын

@@Tre3dog Yup. Look at In the End and Numb as 2 examples

@KamikazeShinobi

3 жыл бұрын

The whole album. It felt like a suicide note to us. One more light. Damn. Why does everything have to be so fucking heavy...