I don't think she realized the person who gave me the bear was her, and it is special in my heart. Teddy, he gives me plenty of comforts, I will gladly bring him anywhere, but I fear I will hurt him even more.
Yes, Teddy is a doll, but he is my comfort friend and the only one who keeps me company over all these years. I have friends, sure, but Teddy is my memory holder who would never forget or leave my side.
Ironically, he is not the memory holder. But sometimes, just holding him makes me remember memories that are almost forgotten.
the special thing about Teddy.. She bought him before I was born and chose him over the other teddy. Something about that makes me happy.
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