This breaks my heart. It's too real. My ex husband of 2.5 years was the EXACT same way. I decided to leave him when my father died and he asked me after a couple hours if I'm "going to be over it soon."

@alinan4320

7 жыл бұрын

=(what a jerk. stay strong xxx

@Brittanyandemmy

7 жыл бұрын

good fuck that guy

@brileexoxo2650

7 жыл бұрын

So happy you left him! Fuck that guy. He's not worth it girl.

@kats4331

7 жыл бұрын

That's terrible! Thank god you were strong and ended that!

@sierrawhitehead7910

7 жыл бұрын

Kaley Thornton oh girl. I'm sorry I know exactly how that is! my brother, who was my very best friend in the world and the closest person to me on this planet, committed suicide while I was pregnant with my daughter. I was absolutely devastated! and my boyfriend at the time said "well I mean he obviously wanted to die so I don't know why you're so upset?" I was like are you kidding me right now?!?! I don't understand how people can say such hurtful things especially at a time like that! so glad we are both rid of them!

"we fight hard, but we love harder" wow I love that

@kiiiirbzzz

6 жыл бұрын

I LOVE THAT

@1ANCA1

6 жыл бұрын

Kayla Harding It’s sad because that is also disfunctional....

I just want you to know that for the past 10 months, whenever I want to call/text/contact my ex, I watch this video and think "NOT TODAYYY!!!"

Coming back here after Jaclyn and Jon’s divorce and it truly breaks my heart bc she really was so in love w him in this video 😩💔

@LanceLouis7008

3 жыл бұрын

Is that u in the pic? Your cute if sooo

@xgpl8771

3 жыл бұрын

@@LanceLouis7008 yes, thank you very much. My name is Dokyeom or DK and I am a member of the group Seventeen. Please stream Homerun ⚾️ ✨

@brookiieepoohh

3 жыл бұрын

I think she had love for him, but in love? No. she said she put on a show when the camera was on, because she wanted to set a good example for people who didn’t have a functional relationship to look up to, because of her own father. So she put on a show to be a role model for her subscribers.

@aguana369

3 жыл бұрын

@@xgpl8771 😂😂 Promoting Seventeen here 👌 sis, you know it

@xgpl8771

3 жыл бұрын

@@aguana369 pledis better start paying me 🥴😂

I will show this video to my daughter someday. I was in two relationships like this until I found my price charming, whom I now call hubby! There is hope for everyone out there. Thank you for making this. Love you!

@Jessicalvarez21

8 жыл бұрын

Prince*

@brooklynnashley2675

8 жыл бұрын

@kyramiller6843

8 жыл бұрын

+Bellma Ora no it's not!!

@mrsvicky3399

8 жыл бұрын

+Bellma Ora manipulation, lies, controle, yes! not good for a healthy marriage. But I would also consider how long has he been acting like this towards you, is frequent? does he know he's doing it? can it change?

"Jon and I fight hard but we love harder" awwww😩😭😭😭❤️

@BugBoo23

8 жыл бұрын

+TheDarrier The way she said this gave me chills haha

Looool "No b*tch you don't own me! I'M JACLYN!" - this was the moment i instantly subscribed.

@laurenannable5122

6 жыл бұрын

VERNiTA iVELiNA i

@angelmoskal746

6 жыл бұрын

LOL SAME

I had avoided watching this because at the time I was in a toxic relationship and couldn't face hearing the truth. Now it's been two weeks since I've completely cut him off and now I am able to hear what you went through which is almost the identical situation I endured too. Recently I've been healing and have discovered my ex was a narcissist who emotionally used and abused me. I have also found out my history of having an abusive father has played a part in attracting a manipulative partner and having a hard time leaving him. It is a hard thing to accept and heal but I hope you are able to relinquish all the pain from your past and present. We experience these toxic people to wake up and become stronger. Fortunately we have gotten out of it. Love you so much Jaclyn xx

@harleyquinn-mp1rt

7 жыл бұрын

Caroline hope you are better

@kayvee5601

6 жыл бұрын

Caroline hope you're doing okay, love. sending good vibes your way 😍

@nickalex5628

6 жыл бұрын

I am dealing with a narcissist right now , I am trying to cut him off , he does not love me and our relationship is soo fucked up and I want to set free

@alasia2007

6 жыл бұрын

wow, same here. you never see that they're a narcissist until afterwords

When you said you forgot you were filming, I remembered I was watching a video and not just talking to a friend 🙈

@dalmafleitas2548

8 жыл бұрын

yeeesss

@AndreaaDiaz

8 жыл бұрын

Yes! Same!

@demelysoramas5267

8 жыл бұрын

It really did felt that way and I felt like I could relate soooo much!

@AndreaaDiaz

8 жыл бұрын

+demelys oramas I can't relate but honestly it did feel like we were just in the same room talking like good friends. I agree that she needs to make more videos like this!

@evelynbanda6513

8 жыл бұрын

Agreed ! 😌

I really hope you continue to do these "Girl Talk" videos. You should tell stories about your days as an MUA at MAC and freelance, or stories of you and Jackie! You mentioned doing videos just drinking wine and talking. I think that would be an awesome idea. It helps us get to know your life outside of KZread and YOU as a PERSON. So many people think things about you that they shouldn't, it's because they don't know you. And this video probably has showed many that you're a person like the rest of us. :) I follow you on Snapchat, so I know for a fact that you're a person too. But talking videos show more of your personality than a 5 minute tutorial. I really hope you continue doing these. They'd be great for when you don't know what kind of video to make, also. It would be awesome to watch one like once a month atleast. I hope you think about it!! - Kelly P.S. LOVE YOU JACLYN!!

@mylovgren511

8 жыл бұрын

yaaass!

@emilycarrier9838

8 жыл бұрын

Literally took the words out of my mouth, it would be soooo awesome if she did this once a month or even once in a blue moon! I love her aha

@MoonFairyDee

8 жыл бұрын

Couldnt agree more!!!! Loved this so much!

@KellyAddyimperfectlyperfectka

8 жыл бұрын

+Davanna McCarthy I really hope Jaclyn gets to see this. She says so many haters comment about things like her energy, her changing, ect. But they don't get videos like this or watch her on Snapchat. If we had these types of videos like we do on Snapchat, I think a lot of people would see more of her true personality. You really can't judge someone on a 5 minute video. Or even a 20 minute video, but this video showed SO much TRUE emotion. :)

@neleos8779

8 жыл бұрын

Yas! 😁

I've been through this and recently just got out. Wasted two years of my life letting him call all the shots for me and not let me do anything myself. I couldn't dress up, wear makeup, talk to any guys as just friends yet he could do anything he wanted. I was the same as you said you were, I was such a strong independent girl yet when it came to him he just managed to control me in the worst ways. It hurt my mom so much to see all of it and how I was so blinded. Just glad I'm out now.

@karlaandreinanarvaezquezad8146

7 жыл бұрын

Bailey Elizabeth go girl

@mahoganymonro

7 жыл бұрын

Bailey Elizabeth yes! Same here! I just got so wrapped up in him and comfortable that I lost myself. Manipulation is so real man!

@TomasSowellIsGreat

7 жыл бұрын

Bailey Elizabeth Yaaay! You are killing it girl!!

@cecymxrgxrita

6 жыл бұрын

you are better than that girl. believe in yourself and you will be able to get out of anything!

@missdora3773

6 жыл бұрын

Bailey Elizabeth same, same, same. I'm so happy i broke up with him.

Wow. I worked in a shelter helping women victims of domestic abuse, and you describe control, domination, manipulation, and this kind of ''conditionning'' so freaking well. It is incredible. And you never minimise the impact on you or the fact that it is abuse even thougt there were no direct insults or physical violence. You undestood what happened to you so profoundly well. Hope you can help a lot of other girls and women and boys and men who live with someone who need to put them down. Personnaly I would show this to a friend or a future daughter.. I am really impressed.

We need a full on Jon & Jaclyn story time!

@lexiisteward3970

8 жыл бұрын

YES

@ela339

8 жыл бұрын

YES!!!

@heyyyitskat

8 жыл бұрын

YAAASSSSSSS

@steventonyamonroe3995

8 жыл бұрын

Absolutely

@rebekahwills2909

8 жыл бұрын

We need this to happen!!!!!

Tell us ur engagement and wedding story!

@Breanneex

8 жыл бұрын

Yaaaassss

@gwendyrod577

8 жыл бұрын

Yesss!🙌🏼

@OurStorysYours

8 жыл бұрын

Yes I wanna know how Jon proposed!!! Do tell Jaclyn😍😍😍

@RubiAlejandra_

8 жыл бұрын

Yaaazzz

@SpiderShimaa

8 жыл бұрын

Her wedding video is on Jon's channel. It's adorable

Jaclyn, thank you so much for making this video. You have no idea how many of us women you've helped. Sometimes we as women just have to hear this mess to know that we're in an unhealthy relationship. I appreciate you. I'm reading through some of these comments and man, so many of us have been through this and even more! So thank you much! Love you!

"No bitch. Go find a coloring book!" LOL! Something I'd say to my future daughter.

@dnguyen5232

7 жыл бұрын

at 14 there's plenty of hw and studying to be done.

@dayneirisg6283

7 жыл бұрын

D Nguyen and Jaclyn hill videos to watch 🙄😂

@2funfantagers

7 жыл бұрын

Kelita K my mother

I'd love to hear more about your homeschooling days and how you feel about being homeschooled.

@elidajacobs4842

8 жыл бұрын

Yes!

I wish this video was around when I was 14

@StephiieLiddoRed

8 жыл бұрын

agreed!!

@princessmalaika8691

8 жыл бұрын

+Tayler Schroeder same here i wishhhhh :'(

@StaeshaGentry

8 жыл бұрын

+Tayler Schroeder same

@rudd-dq6ns

8 жыл бұрын

Same :'(

@raveotsla8888

8 жыл бұрын

+Tayler Schroeder yeeeeeeeees

Getting screwed over by someone you aren't even really attracted to physically is the worst! I've been there. Might as well take a chance on someone you think is fine...

@damnmuggle

6 жыл бұрын

MarieKalisaXO yep

@dreamwishergirl

5 жыл бұрын

Sad this has happened to be twice now. I’ve definitely taken a break & will be with someone worthy!

@EricaYE6

5 жыл бұрын

Exactly! You got it!

@Ame2847

5 жыл бұрын

FACTS

@DeathAngleZoe

4 жыл бұрын

LOL, girl! SAME! I let the ugliest guy treat me like absolute trash. What a loser he was.

This breaks my heart. The glow and happiness of when you talk about Jon in this video. Praying for you guys and sending good vibes. 💛

I would love to hear Jon's side about how he felt when he first met you, how he fell in love with you, etc!

@Micas_

8 жыл бұрын

omgggg yesss!!!!

@lishanicolexox

8 жыл бұрын

yesss

@julieboo7810

8 жыл бұрын

dude yesss!!

@mycarife8875

8 жыл бұрын

+TheRachtastik that's exactly what I was thinking!

@letissue461

8 жыл бұрын

are u imagining its all romantic?

seriously, you are the only youtuber i can watch for 30 mins and look at the video and say WHAT ITS ALMOST OVER.

@anaizav

8 жыл бұрын

Agree!

@noemiesauve7439

8 жыл бұрын

+Claudette Purisima YESSSSSSS!!! Same!

@katiemoore3598

8 жыл бұрын

100%, I keep looking at the time left and getting sad that its almost over.

@darienkeay5819

8 жыл бұрын

I love jaclyn and ive never been a fan of long story time videos or vlogs but I totally agree with you. The only other channel that I could literally live on is The Michalaks. Ugh so beautiful lol

@JanelleVargasxo

8 жыл бұрын

+Claudette Purisima OMG I thought the same exact thing!! lol

Thank you for posting this. There are so many people out there in horrible relationships. I've been here and it's honestly so nice when you finally find someone who treats you the way you deserve to be treated.

Wow. You're experience, with all the manipulation, was EXACTLY what happened with me! And when I try to explain to people, they just don't get it! They always say, "But it was so obvious..." But NO! He played all these mind games! I'm so thankful that I'm not the only one who went through that. Not that I'm happy you had to go through it, it's just nice knowing I'm not an idiot and it can happen to the strongest of girls :) I think you're video will help a lot of people. Xx

this was really something I needed to hear. my ex took me on the biggest emotional rollercoaster ride I have ever been on for 6 months. he always got mad at me for no reason, called me all sorts of names, and made fun of my goals and dreams. we recently broke up and he still tries to call me and text me. if been trying to be strong but its been very hard. you just gave me an extra push towards loving myself again. thank you so much! you truly are an inspiration to me.

@samanthatarpley1148

8 жыл бұрын

*I've

@shannonmaratea7613

8 жыл бұрын

Don't do it!!! Mine did it to me for a year after we broke up as he was living with someone else...

@gabrielleflewelling7284

8 жыл бұрын

Stay strong girl, you got this. :)

@chanseymeatball

8 жыл бұрын

Don't give in girl! I have been there many times. They don't change :(

@thegennychan

8 жыл бұрын

I went back with my abusing ex 4 times before I said it was enough. it was soo hard but it's worth it. you can do it and you will find somebody who's gonna be worth it.

Would love to hear Jon's story of how he fell in love with you.

@Sarah-lf1dg

8 жыл бұрын

Yes!!!

@2ne1bapblockb

8 жыл бұрын

+JulieDChadwick From him!

@KrestynBarton

8 жыл бұрын

Best idea ever!!

@brookefoy9923

8 жыл бұрын

she's talked about it before in her videos

@KrestynBarton

8 жыл бұрын

+Brooke Foy From Jons point of view is what she said

I just came across this video, and it made me cry. It reminded me so much of the relationship I just recently got out of. The way you were talking about this sounded exactly like me.. every single word of this video. It is amazing how people can have power and control over you. I believe that when you think that you have your whole future planned out with someone, and something bad happens, it doesn't matter. You are just willing to accept/forgive to keep the fantasy alive.. you are willing to completely morph yourself to this person and do anything to make them happy because you love the good times of the relationship. This was very heartbreaking for me to listen to, but it made me smile in the end, because you gave me hope. It made me feel like I'm not so alone. Thank you so much 💙

I've been there myself. It is hard to believe outsiders when they are trying to tell you what's going on. You are so in love and wrapped up in this person that you think anyone that is trying to help is trying to tear your relationship apart. Which in turn makes you cling to the dysfunction even more. I'm 33 and I now have 2 beautiful girls 3 & 13. I will be letting my 13 year old watch this to get an outside perspective on this type of relationship and that it's not just mom being mean. I want her to know she's worth so much more than being someones property and that if they truly love her they will never make her feel insecure about herself in any way. Thank you for making this video. You are empowering so many. Love your videos and I love watching your personality. You're so real and raw and yourself. That's what makes your videos so popular. Keep it up! Sending lots of love from Alabama!

I'm sure you won't read this. But this video hit home so hard for me. I went through the same exact thing, basically every word. To a point where I just started crying because of how true all of this is. We were the same age for the few years too. I was in such a horrible place, so depressed so suicidal and I thought there was no way out of it. My ex was very abusive, mentally and physically. I hid in my house, I never wanted to go to work, and I never saw any friends or family. This video, helps show me that even if I feel like I'm not going to be able to ever get over that part of my life or that everything that involves him will haunt me forever, I'll be able to move on and make an amazing life for myself. And look back at this and remind myself how stupid I was and how I should have opened my eyes. Thank you for being you Jaclyn you're amazing.

@NOUHAILAH

8 жыл бұрын

Me too , I'm going thru the same thing and I watched this video like 5 times now

@profilingmanipulation

7 жыл бұрын

Google Savannah Grey/esteemology narcissistic personality disorder huni, I was stuck in a relationship like this but a lot worse with violence, depression/suicidal thoughts/attempts etc and it was 7 years ago now, I thought the pain & scars would stay with me forever & always haunt me. I have two children to him & been single since & I left him - I left with a 3 year old & 6 month old & was homeless aswell. You will be fine one day & it does become a distant memory, reading about npd at the time made my head get straight as it answered so much about why he did what he did & why I couldn't break the cycle & get away xoxox lots of love - hope it helps xoxox

@Wonders19_

7 жыл бұрын

Me too, I almost cried a few times actually and I was just smh the whole time, like yup yup. I think this video has been really helpful for me. I'm gonna watch again till it gets through my thick skull lol 😂

@lydiahope135

7 жыл бұрын

i second all of this wow it was so crazy hearing her talk about these things and literally relating so much to everything. you are so brave and strong for speaking about this and so is Jaclyn

@hannahbork6007

7 жыл бұрын

I know exactly what you are going through. Stay strong, & be confident.

Jaclyn I've been a day one subscriber from the start. And I just wanted to say this video changed my life. I've been in a five year relationship, since I was 16 and I'm now almost 22. I was so so so in love with him but no one understood why and I couldn't and wouldn't listen. What they saw was completely different. I wasn't allowed to have friends, and if I tried to hang out with even just my best friend he would start a fight. I wasn't allowed to drink or talk to other boys. He fought with me constantly and his love turned into obsession. When we fought and I tried to leave, he would physically force me to stay even if that meant hurting me or blocking the door. For two months I've been trying to end things and his devastation continues to pull me back in because it's so hard to see him cry and beg and know how heart broken he is. He started going to therapy to get me back but it's too little too late, my feelings changed. This video is an amazing life saver. Thank you, I love you ❤️

@vksof

8 жыл бұрын

+Darby Oswald I'm really proud that you left him, I know it must be hard (I posted above about my own abusive relationship story). Anyway you're doing the right thing. Its time to start living your life for you and being the woman you're meant to be. I'm sending you strength with all my heart

@Vaipatri1

8 жыл бұрын

+Darby Oswald youre amazing, im so proud of you

@emmilygiselle1682

8 жыл бұрын

I understand Happened To Me When I was 12 Now im 16 with someone new and a baby im young I have made so many mistakes but im better now in reality he didnt love you he'll miss you he'll really love you when your gone and well my ex boyfriend still looks for me but I ignore him I forgave him for everything he did but I wouldnt go back to it.

So glad you became aware at a young age😊 I know this was made a while ago. I just subscribed actually. One of the greatest things I ever did was just be single for over a year without even dating. Not even accepting a date. I'm married now. I never had a one night stand, never got physical with anyone I wasn't in a relationship with and I'm so glad. You don't have to have all that drama to get to know yourself single at all. I spent so much time with my friends and having so soooo much fun! I just did me. I didn't have to even think about what some dude thought of me! Even a date, the whole how do I look .... ugh! It was so freeing and I wish every woman would take at the absolute least a year to just stay away from anything having to do with men and pleasing a man, looking nice for a dude..... just truly being with YOU. It was one of the best times in my life! And I took the best care of myself. It's a whole new part of who you are that you get to discover! And that's exciting! THE BEST IS YET TO COME 😉💕

I've been, or was in a relationship similar perhaps worse for 10 years..I have 2 little girls and I just now with this video realized how much I was being manipulated and still am for leaving him.. since according to him "am being selfish and taking my little girls a chance to grow up in a family".... wow...I just lost 10 years of my life ... but I know for my little ladies, I must be strong and teach them how to be amazing women and never ever hopefully have to be in these types of relationships. love you JH

@christietrum3842

6 жыл бұрын

Yescenia Arteaga "hopefully"?? You'll know a tree by its fruit. Don't commit until you've given him time (at least 6-8 months) for his true colors to come out, whether they are good or bad. And yes, stop the cycle and do whatever you can for your girls. They will learn what's acceptable or not through your teaching and actions. ❤️

Also, I had a bf who wouldn't let me wear low cuts shirts because he said my boobs weren't big enough. Nice right?.. Guys can be such jerks.

@kathrynchristine9511

8 жыл бұрын

+Cynthia B That makes me so sad. :( It must be horrible... I was in a highly controlling and abusive relationship for 4 years and dealt with the same thing. No dresses, no tanktops, and my shorts- well wearing shorts was never an option. He's just afraid he's gonna lose you and tries to control anything he can. I've always said that jealousy is the ugliest human emotion. :(

@Taylorshairhailer

8 жыл бұрын

+Cynthia B break that bitches heart.

@Fee-Fee

8 жыл бұрын

+Cynthia B Leave him. For real leave him. You can co-parent. It will be difficult at first but it can be done. A man that controls you is not good for you or your child. You are strong. Make a plan and follow it. If he physically harms you make a plan. Have true friends and or family help you. If you don't have people you trust go to a counselor and have that person help you. I hope this helps.

@kendraskeens9562

8 жыл бұрын

+Cynthia B girl you are a strong independent gorgeous girl you have no need for a guy like that you deserve so much more

@kendall9701

8 жыл бұрын

+Cynthia B I'm not a mom but I do know that if you are staying with him because you think it's better for you son or that's what he tells you, that's bullshit, because your son can tell that you're not happy and if he continues to see this type of relationship he is going to think that's okay and normal, but it's not. If you need a reason to get out that's the best one I can give. YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED. You deserve to be adored by the man you are with so in turn to can give that love and admiration back to him and your son. So don't put up with this. I believe in you!

That ending though yessss! Manipulative guys need to be put in a box and shipped to nowhere land!

@jtmjamtimemachine5212

8 жыл бұрын

❤

@psycherevivedby

8 жыл бұрын

+Lady Mudskipper fucking preach!!!

@mariamargaret5896

8 жыл бұрын

Omg girl yassssssss

@ivaniamartinez4423

6 жыл бұрын

I love that , you're absolutely right!!

I had my first boyfriend at 17, I was in a bad state of mind, very depressed and suicidal and just wanted someone to love me. I rushed into the relationship. A month after we started dating he raped me. And continued to sexually abuse me for 3 more months. He manipulated me, he made me think what had happened was "normal" and that it was MY fault he raped me. I was so blinded wanting him to love me that I didn't even see the abuse in front of me! I remember coming home after one night after and just crying wondering why? Why was I feeling like this? He had me so confused I was blaming myself. Finally I remember one day I just looked at him and I was so disgusted. At that time I didn't know why, but deep down I knew what had happened was wrong, everything finally clicked. I ended things with him right after that. I even tried to go back once....that's how messed up I was! But then the truth set in, and dealing with that fact of what happened to me has been the hardest thing of my life. I even confronted him and he STILL blamed me for it! I am happily married now with a 6 month baby boy, but what my ex did to me is always there, it never truly goes away, you just learn to live with it. I have excepted it's not my fault and I have moved on with my life. If I could help another 17 year old not make the same mistake I did, or be a encouragement to help someone else who has gone through the same thing, I would know what I went through had meaning.

@afoh-ex2vx

7 жыл бұрын

Emily B.

@vanessasins3136

7 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry that happened to you Emily, thanks for sharing your story and I hope things get better for you :)

I just came across this video. I am so glad you decided to make this video about your relationship. I went through something extremely similar to yours which also lasted 3 1/2 years and watching this made me cry because you were so honest about all that you went through and how you wish you could have told yourself the things you know now. I wish I could have seen all the horrible things he did to me way before I wasted three years of my life but I was only 15 and that's what happens when you're young, you just don't realize those type of things.Thank you for being so open about your past; it makes me realize that I wasn't the only one who went through a dysfunctional relationship. You're incredible and you should never change who you are. Your video has given me a lot of confidence and inspiration to always be myself and to stand my ground. Fortunately for me, I have found an incredible person who loves me for who I am and isn't hurting me like my ex used to do. I'm glad you found Jon; you deserve the best. Thanks again for this !

I'm single af for years but I'm watching just in case for the future. 😂

@KarenVo

7 жыл бұрын

you and me both girl ✋❤😊

@missylianne

7 жыл бұрын

Same. I'm single since birth and I'm hoping to pick up a thing or two watching this. 😊

@heidimartinez2356

7 жыл бұрын

👏👏true😂😂

@maya5760

7 жыл бұрын

Same, actually never been in a relationship.

@KarenVo

7 жыл бұрын

+༺Formal Nectarine༻ sammmeee ✋

I vote for Q&A with John!! 💜 you guys are so cute together!

@marayaalabry

8 жыл бұрын

Thiiiiiiissssss!!!!!

@brittanywebster8275

8 жыл бұрын

YASSSSSS!!!!

@chikii03

8 жыл бұрын

Yessss

@nicoleperez3240

8 жыл бұрын

yes that would be awesome.

@BridgetCarta

8 жыл бұрын

And the dogs ... :)

This is just like watching a mirror of myself talking about my ex and the mental abuse I went through and I'm sure so many other people are watching this and feeling the same way. I am so glad you shared your story, made us who have been through it in the past feel not so alone, and more importantly, helped anyone currently going through it to be strong and get out.

This story hit home! Thank you so much for sharing. You are such an inspiration, not only in the makeup world but also as an individual. You are a true representation of strength! 💕💕

"WE WERE ON A BREAK"

@charlitty1832

8 жыл бұрын

FRIENDS YASSS

@Jaclynhill1

8 жыл бұрын

+Shea Wilt hahaha yesssss!!!!

@nataliezlopez

8 жыл бұрын

hahahaha

@graciemartin4876

8 жыл бұрын

YEEEEESSSSSS

@mayabaranovsky3359

8 жыл бұрын

FRIENDS FANS UP IN HERE

In one tab: Jack's Story time playing. In one tab: Sephora. In another tab: Nordstrom. In one hand wine. In another tab: Taco Bells Crunch Wrap. LIfe Made.

@Jaclynhill1

8 жыл бұрын

Um hi, can I be you right now?

@destinystewart5106

8 жыл бұрын

like I don't know but that really touched me and I want to thank you so much for that.

@mysistersred

8 жыл бұрын

+Jaclyn Hill Queen! The invite is open! You supply the stories and I'll supply the crunch wraps! #snapfam

@mysistersred

8 жыл бұрын

+Destiny Stewart Crunch Wrap date sista!

this video literally helped me put things into perspective during my first relationship which was really manipulative and helped me gather the courage to leave him. Love you Jaclyn

I almost get caught up on a relationship like this and I'm so glad you are talking about this so openly because it is horrible to be in that situation. I've been married for 5 years with my husband and I can totally agree that it is completely different!! If you are in a relationship like this please!! let it go! it's mentally exhausting and a waste of time!!!

When you were talking about your ex it 99% sounds like my current relationship (9 years in April). Then you started talking about John and I got SO happy for you. Your little chipmunk cheeks filled up from happiness

@alybrooke9120

8 жыл бұрын

yes!!!

@laurasofiavazquezalvarez4130

8 жыл бұрын

yeeeees please! *-*

@user-ok3up2pm3o

8 жыл бұрын

+Jessica Gladys Totally agree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@KarenRodriguez-re4rz

8 жыл бұрын

i completely agree with you...it makes you sit back and think about what you're going through

@Thejessicagladys

8 жыл бұрын

+Karen Rodriguez for sure! Almost helps you hear it from someone else and then you finally click in like oh crap!

The way your face lights up as soon as you talk about John is so fricken cute 😍

I just watched this video for a second time. The first time I watched it, I was in a dysfunctional relationship. I broke it off with him about a month ago. Although not all of it was the same as yours, there were some things you said that I was like oh my god!!! Mine did that too!!! I was in denial for so long and although it still hurts and I am trying to find closure, I still don't regret breaking it off. Thank you Jaclyn for sharing!!! xoxo

@a.l.5208

7 жыл бұрын

do you feel better now? sometimes you love the idea of that person, what you wont him to be and its more of a fantasy than real love and it keeps disappointing you until enough is enough, my best friend experienced this and i was there all the time. he wasn't as horrible but close. your happiness matters girl. hope you are fine now

An inspiration of how to get through relationships, you have made me realise I was blind, the fact that you got over this so well and made a video for the whole world to see i want to be as much as an open person as you 💖💖💖💖

When you said "Jon and I almost divorced" I gasped SO LOUD that my cat ran out of the room in fear.

@DianaVilla21

8 жыл бұрын

Lmfao

@KrestynBarton

8 жыл бұрын

Hahaha

@BridgetCarta

8 жыл бұрын

That fucked me up

@marayaalabry

8 жыл бұрын

Me too! I was like "no way!" Could never imagine that at all

@reghanchalker847

8 жыл бұрын

SAME

Jaclyn, I am so incredibly happy you made this video. I can relate to this so much and it is SO RELIEVING (and sad) to know I am/was not alone. The whole time I was nodding my head like an idiot because everything was so spot on! It is so crazy to think how much "love" can blind someone, and it's amazing to see you overcome such an unhealthy relationship and find something so real. Thank you for sharing, and WE LOVE YOU.

wow. i’ve literally been through the same thing for the past year and a half. thank you so so so much for staying your story. this made me feel so so so much better. you’re so inspirational in every aspect.

Girl, I will forever be thankful to you for this video, it's been a year and I still watch it every time I'm overthinking and reminds me who tf I am! I love you thank u :,)❤️

i love how she said "john and i fight hard but we love harder" 😭😭💘

Yaaaasss!! Please do more story times! Love this video!!! X

@laurenwilliams4814

8 жыл бұрын

Yaaaaaaaaasss!!!!!❤️

@BrookeTheOutcast

8 жыл бұрын

+Chloe Shanahan less, like how she started out in the makeup industry and youtube maybe

This video literally opened my eyes so much because I've been dealing with a similar situation for 5 years but to put it into words helps so so much! Thank you so much girl. I literally can't tell you how much this helped me!!

this was emotional abuse and it is traumatizing. God bless you. I have felt this too.

honestly did we date the same guy or?

@cinthyar3465

7 жыл бұрын

Lmao I was asking myself the same thing through the video 😂

@Reecex3

7 жыл бұрын

Taylor Panzer Me too it's insane lol!

@kkaylann

7 жыл бұрын

Taylor Panzer I was seriously about to comment the same thing, then I scrolled down and saw yours 😂

@ottoline496

7 жыл бұрын

right!

@laraXxlisXx

7 жыл бұрын

NO LIE!!! I went back to when she blanked out his name just to SEE if her mouth sounded out my Ex's NAME. Omfg.... That's how bad it is...

I can totally relate Jaclyn. The timeline, the dysfunction.. everything. Thanks so much for sharing girl

I watch your videos all the time and something told me to sit down and watch this. I'm truly glad that I did. Me and my boyfriend just broke up and our relationship was somewhat similar to this. Watching this was so inspiring and hit home. I needed that you have no idea. Thank you so much for sharing. You're an amazingly strong woman and you inspire me to be strong like I know I am. I love you, Jaclyn hill, you're awesome! ❤️

Oh man girl this really truly hits home. I have been going through the same thing for the past 5 years! It sucks so bad being manipulated and brought down so much you feel like the worst person on the planet and the person who is making you feel that way is the only one who will actually ever love you. It sucks so much and it has taken 2 years of counseling and one really really bad fight to finally realize it. And the funny thing is is his name is Mark I was like oh my its like shes reading my brain and knows what i have been going through! Thank you for posting this! I just love you and needed to here this also!! 💟

UGH YOU ARE LIKE THE BIG SISTER I'VE NEVER HAD BUT ALWAYS WANTED. Can I just say, in general you being so honest with all of us is literally an act of courage especially when it comes to personal stories like this. I was in a similar situation once with someone and to just hear this was just such a fresh breathe of air. I think almost every girl goes through this type of person, it's a "first love" thing and we all have to learn somehow. Some us are really strong, but some of us have to learn the hard way. It hurts so much but wow do you learn and the reward you get to letting go of people who aren't genuine and loyal is the person of your dreams. Please do not ever settle, because I truly believe there is a perfect person for everyone. Thank you so much Jaclyn for sharing your life because you really are like a light in this world. I always look forward to hearing from you. I never really feel like a subscriber, I always feel like you're my friend and I thank you for that. It's hard to find genuine people like you in this world, I am just so thankful that a platform like KZread would create a space where just a great person such as yourself could just share their light.

Jaclyn, you have no idea how much I needed this! My husband asked me for a divorce last month because he says he is not happy, and I thought my world was ending, but I have slowly realized that I have dedicated so much time and effort to make him happy and never about me, and I have gotten to a point in life that I was not happy with me which now I'm battling with the depression war. I still have moments of panic because he is my high school sweetheart, and I thought he was it for me, but he has changed so much, and he isn't the man I fell in love with, but listening you today talk about all of this makes me realize I shouldn't try so hard to make someone be happy with me, their happiness should just come from being with me. I'm at work crying my little eyes out because I realized that my happy is him but I'm not his happy and that is okay, I will find someone that will love me for me. Thank you for being so amazing, I look at you and Jon, and I know nothing is perfect but I think look at you guys, I could find someone that loves me the way Jon loves you. Thank you for making this video, I needed an eye opener! I love you!

@kennedyking5225

8 жыл бұрын

+Melissa Rivera stay strong. there are a lot of people that have been in your situation, always remember you are never alone :)

@AndreaVanessaD

8 жыл бұрын

+Melissa Rivera don't be sad! focus on yourself, its your time to be selfish and just care about you and your happiness, find a hobby, do things that matter to you, everything will be ok, we don't need a man that only makes us worry about his needs... we need a man that worries about his girl..

@jodietomlinson1476

8 жыл бұрын

Stay strong gorgeous. I promise you you will find someone that makes you feel absolutely amazing x

@natashabiri

8 жыл бұрын

This made me cry ... Wish you the best of luck ! I know everything will end up well if you stay positive and work on yourself and your happiness ❤️

@RegNEl2010

8 жыл бұрын

Im sorry to hear that! My prayers and good wishes are with you, stay strong, you are beautiful 💕

this was a huge wake up call for me. i’ve been dealing with a very similar situation for 3 years and this reminded me i wasn’t alone. i’m finally gaining the courage to realize this isn’t what i want or deserve. thank you so much for sharing this, i truly hope i find the strength soon to entirely move on.

This video was huge, people go through this relationships and you are a strong ass woman to share your own story and be open about regretting things and learning from it, I truly admire you for that Jaclyn! I hope more women gets that kind of confidence as you. All the best for you and Jon, you look great together

Can't say I've ever felt this emotionally connected to a video and i knew i would bawl my eyes out 20 seconds into it. When you go go through situations similar to yours you feel so disconnected and you doubt that anyone feels anything like you do. As insane as it sounds, I was in this EXACT same situation. Watching this video really brought me back to that moment and those feelings and i wish i had this video when i was 16 years old to watch over and just know that someone else felt that way, and that in fact i wasn't alone. Having someone make you feel so small, and strip your confidence/independence completely is the scariest thing, and i said i would never let that happen, but little did i know i was brain washed and involved in a toxic relationship which did all of that and more to me. Thank you so much for posting this video Jaclyn, you inspire so many people and hopefully this will assist anyone going through similar situations. I am now very happy and moved on from that toxic state of life, and I'm so thankful that somehow i woke up from that horrible nightmare. Jaclyn you are so inspiring. Thank you for all that you do for us strangers who just watch your videos but somehow you still treat us like your best friends. love you girl! Thank you. xoxoxo

@mackenziegoode3853

8 жыл бұрын

+Jenny Brito My high school relationship was almost the same as hers event for event, circumstance for circumstance. I couldn't believe how accurate it became, the further into the video I got. I was crying too. So glad those days are in the past.

if you could do a video all about your experience with anxiety, and possibly shed a positive light on it, that would be amazing! i struggle with it, but i look up to you, knowing that you have similar struggles, yet you don't let it stop you from doing anything you love and you are always a fabulous diva! i love you so much! and i admire your advice! you're like the best older sister!

I cannot even begin to tell you how much this has helped me today of all days. Thank you

I really (and i'm sure the majority of viewers) appreciate your openness about these things! you are a voice to younger women, love you!

This video hit me hard because I was in the same place with my ex. Thank you for putting this video up, it made me feel better to know how much you can still grow as a person even though you were so manipulated by someone in the past. You are an amazing and inspiring person Jacyln and your videos are so real and true and that is why you are my favorite youtuber. You are 100% real about life and the struggles you go through in life.

@katherinewilhelm865

8 жыл бұрын

Jaclyn*

@YMER723

8 жыл бұрын

I get it girl! Jaclyn is so amazing. I'm so glad she shared this story, makes me love her more.

I've been avoiding this video because I just knew it was going to speak so much truth for me. Thanks for posting! So many women think this kind of relationship is normal, but it's so important for it to be known that we are all more than the manipulation of insecure, controlling men. It took me so long to want more for myself, and the instant that it was really over between me and my ex, I felt a weight rise off of me, and I was able to see with clarity why so many people in my life disliked him for me. I just wanted to say that you're not alone in your experiences, and thank goodness we were able to see the light! 🙌🏽

I can't tell you how much this video reinforces to me my own decision to leave a dysfunctional relationship. Extremely similar to yours, and when I finally realized that I was done, I was DONE. Thank you for being so open about something that not many people feel comfortable talking about🙏🏼

Wow this was something that I really needed. I was in an intense and abusive relationship for about three years and accepting it and coming to terms with what it was has been difficult for me. Seeing that this kind of shit happens to other people, people like you that I look up to really helps so much. Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone, and for letting me know that it's okay for strong women to get sucked in like that because it happens to the best of us. Thank you for showing me that it gets better and that I won't feel like this forever and I will be happy again someday and find someone who is worthy of my love. I needed this so badly tonight and I'm so grateful for this so thank you thank you thank you so much.

A huge part of me wants Jon to sit in front of the camera by himself and tell us how he fell in love with you ... He seems like a wonderful person (:

@sarahrybicki3863

8 жыл бұрын

I agree!

@bethanydavis8516

8 жыл бұрын

Yes that would be amazing!!

@lamalu9202

8 жыл бұрын

oh yaaaaas... pls do this!

This sound like my current relationship.. This really helped! But it makes me happy that you found Jon

@hairgirls2

8 жыл бұрын

John*

@sodapopcutie465

8 жыл бұрын

+zelina phelps Jon*

@dananezat

8 жыл бұрын

+zelina phelps look up "gaslighting" and Borderline personality Disorder

@arianastwerker

8 жыл бұрын

+zelina phelps ??? the one in your profile picture ???

This video is amazing. I was in a dysfunctional relationship for 6 years. Hearing you talk about it out loud was eye opening to me. I knew what was happening (I've been single for 3 years, now) but listening to your video made me feel not alone. Thank you!

This helped me so much, I watched this over a couple of times because I knew in the back of my head that the relationship I've been in is such a dysfunctional relationship, and this video and your story just gave me the wake up call I needed to stand up for myself. Thank you so much, you're such and inspiration. Love you❤️

@alinaali4947

7 жыл бұрын

Hannah Hensley girl I swear I wish I watched this when it came out!! I would have left so much sooner. Leave now, I promise your life will change for the better when you start focusing on you. I'm so happy I did

30 minutes of Jaclyn talking. Just yas🙌🏼 love you boo!

@irisemavilla590

8 жыл бұрын

yesss

@meganbinion4078

8 жыл бұрын

right !!!

@iadorenailsxfashion

8 жыл бұрын

+Hibo Abdi You shouldn't judge someone you don't know. Jaclyn is one of the most genuine youtubers. If you follow her on snap you will see she is the farthest thing from fake.

@meganciara95

8 жыл бұрын

+Hibo Abdi this girl is about to get tore uppppp lmfao

@katiek2517

8 жыл бұрын

+Hibo Abdi No haters please☺️

Ross: "WE WERE ON A BREAK!" 😂😂😂

@shaindymandelbaum4370

8 жыл бұрын

😂😂😂😂😂😂

@Jaclynhill1

8 жыл бұрын

+Natalie Muniz HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

@rstarr123

8 жыл бұрын

Best comment on the video. Lmfao

@EverlyBeverly19

8 жыл бұрын

haha yaaaaasssss 😂😂

@makeupbyynoraaa

8 жыл бұрын

+Natalie Muniz yaaaass!!!

THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRY. No one deserves to be treated that way! Thank you for sharing so other people might be able to see what's going on in their dysfunctional relationships :(

I’m not usually one to comment but after watching this video I have gained major respect for you! Relationships like this would be so hard to talk about and I’m so glad you’ve found happiness. Also posting videos like this would take a lot of balls and could help so many young girls / boys who don’t realize they’re in a similar situation so extra respect for sharing you’re story. Keep working hard and slaying hard 💕

This is my FAVORITE story time video ever, your openness is so refreshing to listen to!!

I know this was mainly for females, but i wanted to watch it because my girlfriend told me it makes her cry all the time. Plus she's like overly-obsessed with you and you two look like twins. I'm sorry your boyfriend treated you so horribly, no female should have to deal with that. I have flaws, and sometimes they are bad only because of past experiences that I sometimes can't let go. I love my Girlfriend very much though, she means the world to me and more. I feel sometimes I am a little over protective when she wear clothes that show cleavage or something like that, but that's only because I know guys would look down her shirt in heart beat. Am I wrong for that? There are many flaws that I have that I won't deny, but my main question is... me not wanting her to put certain people on her snap or wearing certain clothes a bad flaw, or are they just some minor things that will by pass as we get older? Sorry for typing such a long paragraph. My Girlfriend thinks you're great and so do I :). Wish you and John the best of luck and I hope we make it to where you two are also. -Keyshawne

@ashleebickley1222

8 жыл бұрын

Saying to her something like, "When you wear shirts cut that low, it makes me afraid other guys will look down your shirt. Would you mind not wearing that for (fill in occasion here)?" is different than saying she can't wear heels or shorts. While heels and shorts draw attention to our legs, that's not the primary reason a girl has for wearing them. At the end of the day, it's her body and she'll wear what she wants. Don't try to control her. But you're not a bad guy for you're telling her how you feel as long as you're respectful and you're making the conversation about how you feel and not something she's doing wrong.

@keyshawnedenny3260

8 жыл бұрын

thanks

@artisticanonymous19

8 жыл бұрын

Hey! I think the fact that you're aware of your personal flaws, and that you're willing to own up to them makes you a good guy! Honestly, telling your girlfriend how you feel about certain things might help her see it from your perspective, but trust is key. If she feels like you don't trust her, it'll bring your relationship down. The fact that you seek advice says a lot, and I hope everything works out for ya'll. 😊

@shadowflower22

8 жыл бұрын

Your girlfriend is her own person and is allowed to make her own choices and be her own person. If a women wants to wear a low cut top, or shorts or a skirt, its usually because it makes HER feel pretty, and HER feel good about herself. Women dont dress for men, women dress for themselves and for other women. You should not dictate to your girlfriend what she can and cant wear, because its none of your business. It just shows that your are insecure about yourself. I'm attacking you, but I was in a relationship with a horrible manipulative guy when I was in my early 20's who ended up controlling every aspect of my life. He had serious mental health issues.. The best thing I EVER did was leave him and finally blossom in to the beautiful person I always wanted to be. If you LOVE her, let her be who she wants to be and support her choices like she supports yours... because TRUST me, one day she will get smart and realises she deserves better

@keyshawnedenny3260

8 жыл бұрын

If a woman feels she needs to show to much just to feel pretty, they are dressing to get attention from men to help them feel better. There are many beautiful women who dress professionally, and still feel beautiful. Some relationships aren't meant to be, and I guess our's is one. I like to be professional. I'm only 18 anyway, to early to get as serious as we did, we need to experience a lot before trying to settle down like we're already married. I appreciate you words, thank you. shadowflower22​

I love how absolutely real you are 💟 I've been married 23 years and it takes work every single day but when you love each other so very much you do what you need to to make it work!!

One of my best friends have been in such a toxic relationship for over two years and one of my other friends and I sat down and showed her this video last night and it helped her open up her eyes and realize how toxic hers really was. The way you described the way a toxic relationship plays with a persons head fit her situation so well. She is now working on herself to build herself back up. Thank you Jaclyn!!❤✊🏼

Jacyln You have no idea how much you have changed me in such a short amount of time. This video is just one more of the million reasons why I Love You. I honestly felt like I was alone or no one could really understand what I had been through but to hear that I am not alone is amazing. I love your honesty and Kind heart, you have inspired me to be a better person and continue to follow my dreams which is freelance in beauty and youtube regardless of what everyone else has to say. I just wanted to let you know that you are so loved by so many people and you have become such a huge role model and impacted so many lives. Never change, your kind and loving heart, it will continue to take you to amazing places. I pray that one day I can be where you are, and I can get the opportunity to thank you in person. Thank you so much for allowing us into your past present and future. Much love Daisy

@Jaclynhill1

8 жыл бұрын

+Daisy Inda Thank you so much for leaving me this comment. You're never alone girl! Keep chasing those dreams. Pretty much no one believed in me when I started doing makeup and wanted to make a career of it. XOXO

@DaisyInda

8 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much Jaclyn I will always keep these words close to my heart!!! XOXO

It is so easy for anyone to get caught up in bad, and even dangerous, relationships. It's so important to share our stories with the younger generation so they can hopefully learn from our mistakes. Great video!

This video just made me cry! Definitely relatable. Thank you for making us girls who go through this feel like we are not alone. Thank you for sharing your story

You are the most inspiring person I have ever...known? I feel like I know you because of how real you are. This has given me so much hope, I love you so much! Keep it up, and keep telling your story to people who really need to hear it. I love how positive you are throughout this whole experience.

I fucking love how you became friend's with your ex boyf's ex girlf. That is a true example of woman lifting each other up and not dragging them down! You're awesome Jacklyn!

@arbella89

8 жыл бұрын

Amen! You're so right! I love that!

jaclyn your demeanor totally changed as you started talking about Jon, your entire being lit up :). Such raw emotions, thank you for opening up as many of us including myself have gone through exactly this. I'm in such a better place now with my current boyfriend and can feel myself light up when i talk about who we are as a couple. you can really feel such a difference when you are truly with your soul mate. the fighting and arguing still happen from time to time but the love always prevails and always takes precedence :)

I went through this exact relationship after watching this video I was dating him and I didn't see it. I appreciate you showing this to the public because more girls than you know go through this exact thing. You truly are my inspiration on getting through this and being so positive. Thank you Jaclyn. Truly.

I can relate to this story so much. Met a dude when I was 14, had a very dysfunctional relationship with him for 2 years. I finally had the courage to break up with him, and he went crazy for weeks. I ended up dating my best friend a few months later. My best friend & I are still together and I have never been happier than ever. :)

Please make Girl Talk a regular series on your channel it would literally be the best thing and it'd help so many people

@lamalu9202

8 жыл бұрын

i totally agree!

@sapphoboom1082

8 жыл бұрын

That would be amazing 😁😁😁

I want a storytime on how Jon proposed.

@cristin6326

8 жыл бұрын

yes! this idea! story time with this idea!

@taylorbic1

8 жыл бұрын

how do you "thumbs up" a comment. Bc I love this idea

@katievenson984

8 жыл бұрын

I believe she talked about that in a 2014/2015 video.

This video made me love John so much for taking care of our Jaclyn 💖

I swear Jaclyn, every time I watch your videos I feel like we are best friends. You are such an inspiration and I am so glad I started following you on ALL your social outlets. I was in the same type of toxic relationship 4 years ago and my now fiancé came in and showed me that there was nothing wrong with me. She loves me as I am. Kudos to us Jaclyn...we made it!!!

This is totally off the video topic but I'M PATIENTLY WAITING ON JACLYN HILL COSMETICS!🙈 lol lol lol Anyone else?

@jackieseale6427

8 жыл бұрын

YESSSSSSS!!!!

@02strano

8 жыл бұрын

Yaaaassssss!!!!❤️

@katiek2517

8 жыл бұрын

+Lacey TayyyHAYY same!!

@purplelonghorn07

8 жыл бұрын

+Andrea Renee yes! I've been saving up!

@mizzbeccaloo

8 жыл бұрын

Yes!!!! I'm buying EVERYTHING!!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

I spent 15 years of my life in a relationship just like yours. Walking away was one of the hardest things I have every done. But today I see it as the moment I decided to get my life back. Glad to see you're in a healthy and happy relationship! 😘💞🙏🏻

Honestly I'm so happy I found this video since I've only discovered you a little over a month ago, it's left such an impact on how I look at things I love you so much girl!! 💖💗💓💕 Not only a makeup inspiration but a life role model also 😭😭

Literally you just helped me realize what I truly deserve in life because I was in the SAME relationship, 3 years , same age and everything ! You truly help me through so much and I'm so grateful to have found you on KZread thank you so much!