Happy 15 months! and your hair looks really cool in this video!

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Ha, thanks. It's growing and growing in all directions.

Congrats on *15months* man. That's *crazy!* You're lookin' good, really happy for you. :)

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Awww, thanks!

@JaysJourney

7 жыл бұрын

searchingforwhatever. No worries. :)

You are so gorgeous! It hurts my heart that you are so bummed about your skin. I know my 14 yr old FTM will face that because he already has skin issues. He used to be so depressed about his skin, but once he started Prozac, it freed him of caring! It was an amazing change in self-image and relaxing him about the things that bothered him so much. Anyway, your eyes are to die for, I love your hair so much, your voice is super sexy. You're gorgeous!

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

How flattering! :-) I'm sorry to hear about the problems of your son. That's awful. Hope he's doing fine, anyway. Please give him my kind regards!

@lockboxDAI

7 жыл бұрын

agreed, 9813! No one should be bummed about acne. It happens to everyone!

Look at it this way: if you don't try accutane, you will never get rid of your acne and if accutane does not work, it's the same outcome. So.. you can only win from testing accutane. And if that does not help you could always try to speak to a dermatologist, like you said (I guess you havent done that before?) and maybe they can help you. They could help me :) But other than that: Great changes!

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

You're right, it would be the same outcome, so I better just try. I guess I'm one of the guys who'll suffer from all the side effects, though. *sigh* Oh, and I've spoken to hundreds of dermatologists and tried about a million different antibiotics, skin care products, cremes, pills, homeopathy - you name it - throughout the last 16 years or so. There's absolutely nothing left (except for accutane) I haven't tried. At least nothing on this planet. That's why I'm acting so dramatic. ;-)

Courage Gorgeousness, courage! Acutane is some pretty agressive stuff, but (or perhaps therefore) it is so effective. I know it is very individual for everyone, but it worked miracles on my friend - we also tried everything in the world and nothing helped. Then accutane as the very last resort. Temporary sideeffects: dry skin, chapped lips and really dry eyes. Normal eye drops didn't help, switched to drops that contained fats and it helped. The only thing my friend regrets is not trying acutane sooner. The skin cleared like magic. I can so understand how annoying it is when you get out of your desired shape - it totally sucks and I totally feel you there! But don't let it bum you out too much - it doesn't take one inch off your beauty and soon you'll be working out and have the body you desire! In no time, you'll see. Confession: I can't take my eyes off you, you are so stunning! Beauty to die for

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Aaaaawww...thank you for your kind words. Today is actually day 2 of my accutane therapy. So let's see how it will turn out.

@luciaprandlova

7 жыл бұрын

Fingers crossed, Darling. We're cheering for you here and wishing you the best results!

youre beautiful dude jesus christ

I found this video at my suggested videos and holy crap you're so beautiful

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Welcome to my channel! ;-)

Accutane actually slows healing down a TON so you made a good move not starting it before surgery. It will prevent even basic cuts from healing well. But it does make your lips verrrrry dry and cracked and can also effect mood so keep an eye on it. Just be sure when you start it that you are consistent and take it every day so it works right.

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Yeah, this sounds like the nightmare I have in mind when I think of taking that stuff... ;-)

Наша Таня громко плачет - уронила в речку мячик. Тише, Танечка, не плачь, не утонет в речке мяч)

i use femine deoderant for smell underarms . or the powder deoderant from degree! it works

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Thanks for the recommendation...Unfortunately, I've already tried Degree products without the desired result (the brand is called Rexona in Germany - but it's the same).

Vor T hatte ich so gut wie nie Probleme mit meiner Haut (und ich habe eine "natürliche" komplette erste Pubertät durchgemacht). Mit Nebido bzw. T kamen bei mir auch extreme Hautprobleme: ich bekam nicht nur einfach ein paar Pickel, vor allem auf/über der Brust, an den Schultern und entlang des Kiefers und am Hals teilweise zentimetergroße Eiter"bälle" und Ansammlungen, die nicht nur sehr schmerzhaft waren, sondern auch teilweise nur blutig irgendwann aufgingen. Meine Kissen sahen nicht gut aus und ich hatte inzwischen stets Sorgen, wenn ich woanders schlief, dass ich auch deren Kissenbezüge verschmutze. Eine unter vielen Sorgen, wie du sicher verstehen kannst. Ich war dann bei Hautärzten, bekam Antibiotika und Salben. Nichts brachte eine Veränderung. Dann hieß es von meinem Arzt der letzte Ausweg: Isoderm. Das sind Tabletten, die wirklich krasse Nebenwirkungen haben können und man muss unter strenger ärztlicher Kontrolle sein, d.h. regelmäßige Kontrollbesuche beim Arzt und Bluttests. Ich habe Isoderm über ein Jahr bekommen. Erst verschlimmert sich alles nochmal etwas, aber danach ist es wirklich besser geworden und alles hat sich zurückgebildet. Ich nehme Isoderm seit etwa einem halben Jahr bis Jahr nicht mehr und hatte immer total die Angst, die Akne könnte wiederkommen... ist sie aber bis heute nicht. Ich muss sagen, ich war auch mega verzweifelt und traurig, aber alle Pusteln sind damit weggegangen und es hat mir ein ganz neues Lebensgefühl und viel mehr Selbstbewusstsein gegeben! Klar, es sind Narben geblieben an manchen Stellen, aber das ist nichts gegen das Leid, dass man in unserer Situation so fühlt. Ich hoffe, dir geht es damit auch bald besser. :/ (sorry für den Roman, es ist ein Thema, das ich auch sehr wichtig finde)

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

"Eiterbälle"...kommen mir bekannt vor. Ja, genau, Isoderm oder Roaccutan oder sowas wird es bei mir dann wohl auch. Aber meine Güte, ein Jahr ist echt lang! Die meisten, die ich kenne, die so eine Vitamin-A-Therapie durchgemacht haben, haben das Zeug nur drei, vier Monate oder maximal ein halbes Jahr lang genommen. Naja, aber wenn der Mist danach nicht wiederkommt, würde ich die Tabletten wohl oder übel auch ein Jahr lang nehmen. Cool, dass es bei dir so super gewirkt hat (trotz weiterhin Nebido). Das macht mir Hoffnung!

Hm. Have you ever considered trying coconut oil as a lotion? It has natural antibacterial and antifungal properties, and you can safely use it in combination with other products. Also look for fabrics that "wick" away moisture. Since smell is a byproduct of the living processes of bacteria, using products that kill bacteria (like honey or coconut oil) as well as wick away moisture that breeds bacteria, you might get some improvement. Fingers crossed!

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

No, I haven't had coconut oil but that stuff is obviously a magic bullet. So I guess I should add it to my assortment of body care products.

@lockboxDAI

7 жыл бұрын

whatever you do, I wish you luck. And because I didn't mention it before, don't stress about it. You look fine!

Marijuana actually helps skin problems

testogel is made up of alcohol, so it dries up your skin, which can make it worse. (it makes my eczema awful)

@searchingforwhatever

7 жыл бұрын

Yeah, I applied a lot of lotion to my upper arms. Now that I stopped Testogel, I'll give my skin some time to recover.

Ur age bro

@searchingforwhatever

4 жыл бұрын

If this was intended as a question, I was 29 in this vid. ;-)

I hate doctors and now I have to go to the psycologist

@greenleaf14

7 жыл бұрын

Psychologists- or at least the therapists I know- aren't like typical doctors. They're trained and they know how to be understanding and helpful to you. Don't worry :)