I’m so, so sorry to hear about your mother, man. I really appreciate how you’ve shared that personal side in this video. Please use this time to step away and spend time with her if need be…we’ll be here when you’re ready again.

So sorry to hear about your mother. I am glad to see you are able to find some joy and some escapism through this tough time.

Sorry to hear about your parents. Lost both of mine to different types of cancer and it's no easy task watching your loved ones finish out the last stage of life in these ways. Thinking of you. Thanks for bringing joy to us viewers and having the courage to share.

@TeriyakiDior

4 ай бұрын

my condolences 🤍🕊️

@thelikesofjeremy

4 ай бұрын

@@TeriyakiDior ❤️

@vintageoriginallegit

4 ай бұрын

Sorry to hear that. At least you got to be with them and say goodbye when your father is murdered you have no closure especially when the killer is never found.

My wife just beat cancer. Making me cry, dude. That's rough man, I'm sorry.

I'm in similar position. My dad is still around but my mom has stage 4 cancer. Breast cancer that metastasized to the liver. Treatment was working but now has multiple tumors growing fast and i fear this is my last year with the best person i know. Art can both give the feeling that it empathizes the pain and distracts from it. As i get older... i realize how short life is and how we have to show and tell the people we love them as much as possible.

@thomasharvey1151

4 ай бұрын

I’ll pray for your Mother and your family. That God sees it to take this from her and allow you all to have many more years together.

@mark-ge2yl

4 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry. I will pray for you and your family too ❤

@johnonokes7967

4 ай бұрын

💚💚💚 love to you and your family 🙏

@brendanlally1851

4 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤ I lost my mother the breasts cancer. I'll pray for you.

@philotaaveti

4 ай бұрын

cesium mega dose has been shown to cure cancer its highly alkaline but is not assimilated by body....look into it as this treatment should be by the patient on their own.... most doctors would not prescribe.... has no known negative side effects.... cancer has been cured many times with this....prayer and fasting....

This video struck home SO MUCH for me... I lost my dad to cancer too in the same period. But I remember he always saw me playing this game in his last years. He noticed the MUSIC above all else (he was a musician) and for some reason out of all the games he saw me play, he always sat in the couch and watch me play FFVII because he was so intrigued by its music. And now you're focusing just as well on the music, it really reminded me of this bittersweet period where this game gave me comfort and got me through it in a way. I really wish the best for your mom and you and Kim... We'll hear from you when you got the time. Until then take all the time you need to process this. Take care

@FredMaverik

4 ай бұрын

why some comments just end now and you can't read the rest? like this one.

@TeriyakiDior

4 ай бұрын

i lost my grandpa a few months ago to cancer.. i recently had cancer myself.. it’s a scary thing… my condolences to your dad 🤍

This was a touching review, man. My late cousin adored the original FF7 and he was so excited for the remake in 2019. He passed a month before the remake was released. I have a brand new copy of the remake in my office and I plan to get an unopened copy of Rebirth as well. I consider those my cousins copies of these beautiful games. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us! Best wishes to you and your family.

@StillWeRide

4 ай бұрын

😢😢Rip to your cousin

@deadhead96

4 ай бұрын

@@StillWeRide appreciate it! Thank you!

@Ludwig1970

4 ай бұрын

I would’ve done the same thing!

@megasin1

4 ай бұрын

my gosh that breaks my heart, I wish your cousin could have played them. Your cousin's copies are a real treasure. Best wishes to you.

@TeriyakiDior

4 ай бұрын

my condolences 🤍🕊️ i bought both the standard and deluxe edition

Brother, my step-dad has stage iv cancer now, and it has been very hard on me and my family. I am so sorry to hear about your mom. Truly. ❤

@landusrigsby3776

4 ай бұрын

Hey man. I myself have Stage IV lung cancer. I will keep your stepfather in my prayers.

@jimmybowles4666

4 ай бұрын

@@landusrigsby3776 Thank you. I just got back from helping him with physical therapy. He got weak after taking the medicine that was supposed to help his bones, giving him low calcium. We have been in and out of the hospital. He is now doing much better and gaining his strength back. I will pray for you as well.

Final Fantasy 7 is a game about loss, and how our characters deal with that loss. Despite being defeated and bested at nearly every point in the game, the ones that live persist until they preserver. I don’t think it’s any coincidence that all these years later you get to revisit these characters again. They serve as a great reminder that no matter what we lose, there will always be something worth fighting for.

@theesitchaowalittawil1935

4 ай бұрын

There no more "loss" here anymore tho LOL. Every character just got out of the tragidy because Aerith just happen to know the future. Mehhhhhh. This is Nomura delusion now.

@Olafurh21

4 ай бұрын

Yes, the original is about that. Remake is about multiple timelines where loss doesn't matter. Lose someone? Don't worry, they are alive in another timeline. Does anything matter in that kind of storyline?

@arfanik9827

4 ай бұрын

@@Olafurh21 you clearly don't understand what is happening in Remake, it's not a different timeline, it's a loop of the original one that's been tempered with.

@Olafurh21

4 ай бұрын

What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline unless you create another one. Regardless... my point is that death or anything isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans.@@arfanik9827

@Olafurh21

4 ай бұрын

What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline without creating another one. Regardless... my point is that death isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans@@arfanik9827

Man this review was so touching. First, I am so sorry to hear about your mother so my heart goes out to you, your mom, and your family. Secondly, you are probably the only reviewer that can make such a perfect review in a little over 10 minutes while able to touch on deep themes within the game such as loss. Take care and keep your head up.

Condolences regarding your mom’s diagnosis. Sending love and hugs. ❤

I lost my mom in 2007. My estranged dad last year. I’m 36 now. Sucks man. Thanks for all that you do. Life is beautiful and these games are an art form that changed us forever. I am grateful for that.

Incredible. Myself I’m 45 and the game came out when I was around 18( September ‘97) and the impact of that game goes far deeper than gaming. Thank you for sharing your story brother. It resonates with me with my own memories around the time that first game came out. The music alone is like comfort food and there are plenty fans that don’t even play the game and have been impacted by this franchise. I’ll keep your mother in my prayers man. Keep doing what yo do ✊🏾

I know how you feel, Johnny. I few years back, my mom entered hospice care and I was playing Assassin’s Creed Origins at the time as an escape when everything was feeling overwhelming. A few months later, when she passed away, I was playing Bloodstained. I really feel both games kept me sane in those impossible moments. But I could never go back and replay them now. Not because they’re not worth replaying, they absolutely are, but because they put me right in the mindset I was in-drowning in grief. Games are such an amazing medium. They evoke a wide range of emotions in us and can help us cope with some really heavy issues. Truly wondrous.

@garystringer2582

4 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing

@user-ph6fl6cp6q

4 ай бұрын

I have the same experience. A game called Rune Factory 4 helped. It is a memorable game where even the smallest actions of the player can make you feel growth, enjoy communication with people, and overcome the worst situations.

It's great to see the outpour of support in these comments. Sending positive energy your way, Johnny. No one deserves what you have been through, but your strength is truly an inspiration to all of us. ❤

Wow. That was the most raw and vulnerable video game review I’ve ever watched. I’ve followed your channel for years - you and your wife always bring the cheers, fun, and escapism to me with every video I watch. I hope you and your mom are able to find peace and comfort in the months to come. Thank you for sharing what FF7 truly means to you and for what you post with every video.

Its wonderful that we never have to worry about Spoilers with Johnny, We know we're safe with his videos and that he wants us to experience these games ourselves. Much appreciated man, no other Reviews are Necessary imo.

Aww Johnny man, I didn't expect that when I started watching! I've watched your channel for ten years! I'm sorry to hear this brother, max respect and love from North East England!

So many Reviews for Rebirth released today but I knew I wanted to watch yours first and it did not disappoint. Thank you for sharing how great the game is, the connection it has to you as I can relate, and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time. Thank you for all that you do!

I don't comment much on here. I'm not even a Final Fantasy fan. Never played one. I always watch your uploads, even on titles that doesn't align with my tastes, because of how passionate you are about gaming. I'm working, and have this on in the background, then hear your news about your mom. I immediately stopped working to hear your comments. Life always comes full circle, and sometimes, not in the ways you want it to. It's a blessing and a curse that your passion ties to these memories of both your mother, and father. But your passion will always be there for you when you're ready for it again. I am so sorry to hear about your mom.

So sorry to hear about that Johnny, will be praying for you and your family through this time. ❤ I'm so glad we have art that connects with us like this, at times we need it most. Thank you for sharing about that with us. Much love

I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my father to cancer and just was diagnosed two years ago myself (I’m in complete remission). Sending you good vibes and comfort for your mother and you as well. Thanks for your positive videos. I use to watch them while I was doing chemo treatments, and brought me a lot of calming energy

Johnny, I’m so sorry to hear this. Hugs to you man. I feel like I know you personally and this news hits me. I shed a tear for you and your family. Power and love my friend. You mean a lot to so many.

THIS is why we love your channel so much. Not only are u a good guy but your passion for this, the reflection on the power of games in our childhood, the memories.... it makes us happy. Love the enthusiasm and your excitement you bring to these reviews. This one especially brought back great memories... and I really appreciate it.

Sorry to hear about your mother Johnny, your words about your father as well resonated with me, I lost my Dad to cancer, in the space of 2 months he was diagnosed and then gone. I'm thankful I have family, movies and video games to lose myself in during the bad times just like you said about. . Your videos have absolutely been a part of that as well. Your enthusiasm for the games you talk about got me into Ys, Final Fantasy, Ninja Warriors and many more so thank you for all you do.

Sat here with tears dripping down my face, respect for you for keeping it together! Beautifully put. Thoughts out to you, I’ll think of you when I finally get to play this.

Sending love from Liverpool UK I'm sorry to hear about your Mum. This is a very powerful review full of emotion and you always capture perfectly how old games remind us of different times in all our lives and the emotional connection us older gamers have with them. Best FFVII review I've seen!

I’m so sorry to hear about this, Johnny. I’m a longtime subscriber and have seen your lovely mom on videos multiple times. My heart goes out to you and your family. Take as much time as you need, I’ll certainly be here when you come back.

8:53 sections, like this are why I watch your channel. I love the reality that you bring to these games into these stories. You can tell that these stories have an impact on the life of a gamer. Thank you for bringing that to light.

I'm really sorry about your mother.. I can't even imagine what it feels like to go through any of that. I really wish you the best and all of the strength when going through these moments. Much love man.

Thank you for sharing your story. I have a similar relationship with playing Octopath Traveler in the months following my mom's passing from cancer. It was a wonderful escape when I needed it the most. And that soundtrack- well you know, you play it in your videos all the time. Cherish the time you still have with your mom. We can wait for new videos.

So sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. I started watching your channel back in 2020 when I was also diagnosed with cancer. Your videos brought me comfort every week and helped me to keep my mind off things and fight through. My heart goes out to you and your family during this time

I got choked up watching this …so sorry to hear about your mother . Thank you for sharing with us!

I am so sorry to hear about your Mom and your Dad. My wife is a cancer survivor and it is a very difficult time. My heart goes out to you, your family and your Mom. Games got me through some tuff times and it moves my heart to see your passion for games and you sharing this part of your life with others.

Johnny, thank you so much for sharing those personal connections--both with your dad and your mom. It's beautiful to hear how important the game is but I'm so sorry especially for the new challenge. Please know of my prayers for you and the family right now.

So sorry about your mother. Others have said most I meant to but still wanted to thank you for sharing not just your videos but your feelings and essentially your life with us over the years, that takes a lot of courage. This is one of those moments when I am truly glad that KZread gives not just you a platform to share your videos but us too to support you even if it is just a few kind words in a comment.

They're sequels disguised as a Remake.

They butchered Aerith’s Death her death in the OG was more sad and impactful

I am so sorry to hear about your mother. From what you've shared about her on your channel, she sounds like an amazing person. I lost my mother last year, and video games have really really helped me through that loss. So I really connected with everything you shared at the end of your review. Can't wait to play Rebirth, stay strong

Much love to you in this tough time, brother. Stay strong. Thank you for your sharing (both gaming and difficult family news).

Horrendous game. Combat is the worst it's ever been. Enemies have super armor and can stunlock the player way too easily, and all enemies have broken tracking hitboxes on all their attacks. The lock on doesn't work properly. This is the worst combat i have ever seen in a game. Square Enix somehow made it worst than the first and that was awful too.

Very sorry to hear about your mother, i felt your love for your parents so strongly through this video. I lost my mom a few years ago through cancer myself, so many thoughts came to mind during this video. Very good review, it was filled with emotions.

I'm so sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. You are one of the best parts of the gaming community and my heart goes out to you and your family. Thank you for another great review video and for continuining to make positive content during what I am sure is a difficult part of your life.

My dad lost control of his body and has dementia, not many months to live, so I feel you. This game gives me something else to focus on. Great review Johnny, this was 11 minutes of me enjoying you talk about a game I really love.

Thanks a lot for your genuine review and for sharing your story, Johnny. I send you lots of strength to push trough these challenging times. Much love from Germany

You're comments about your father teared me up. Thank you for sharing. I had something very hard happen near that time as well and a similar experience. Moments in time encapsulated by our hearts and souls through music and emotion. What a ride.

Sorry to hear about your mom and wishing her much love and comfort. Thank you for the game review. Excited to play it soon. FF7 also means a lot to me and I had many fond memories playing it. Keep up the excellent video content.

I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my mom last year. FF7 (and the whole series) has also been a constant in my life and this really hit me and resonated so much. Thank you for everything you do and the grace and love with which you do it, I've been a fan for a while now. My thoughts are with you and your family.

Thanks for the work you do man, it's really apreciated. I'm sorry for the news of your mom, hope you get the most of your time with her and know that you have lots of people from around the world sending you good energy and sympathy.

im so sorry to hear about what your mother is going through. Thanks for sharing such a personal part of your life. Wishing the best for you and your family.

Sorry to hear the bad news, my love to you and all the family, thank you for all the heart and energy you put into your videos it has keep my love of gaming alive and makes me feel part of a community!

So sorry for you and your family during this time , but as always your enthusiasm for reviewing a great game is so amazing.

Such a heartfelt video... Thanks for this review. I don't have much time to play games anymore with work and family but I recently started collecting games because of nostalgia and I hope later on I will go back and revisit all these masterpieces...

Man I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I’m wishing you and your family the best! Try the best you can to stay strong through this awful time because I know it can be very difficult.

Truly sorry to hear about your parents. I lost both of my parents and I’m not even 40. Glad you have an outlet to help get through this difficult time 😔

Thank you for sharing your story! You take all the time you need with all of this. My condolences to you and yours. I’ve enjoyed watching you for a very long time now. And when you come back I expect to do the same for a very long time to come! ❤️

Very sorry to hear about the sad news. My Dad and I were very close and he's the reason I got into video games, both as a gamer/collector and into game dev itself. All the NES, SNES and TurboGrafx games were thanks of him. Losing him 17 years ago was the hardest thing and I've never fully recovered. I continue to game and collect because we were best buds and shared in the hobby, it helps me stay connected with him. I know gaming will help keep your love alight for your lost family as well. Thanks for sharing with us. Sending love, game on!

I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. I just lost mine last year, and it is a surreal experience along with a sad one. My heart is with you and your family. Love you!

Sending love to you and your family

I just want to say I always appreciate your joy man. I love taking the time to watch your stuff. God bless you.

So Sorry to hear what you are going through. Praying for you and you and your family

Great review. Sorry to hear about your mother. I lost mine last year while playing Remake. I feel bad for people who don't understand how much a game like this can dictate your outlook on life. There are a few pieces of different media that I can say that about. I played the original FF7 when I was 15-16 and I can honestly say no other game has affected me they way it did. I still tear up when I hear Aerith's theme. All the music is hauntily beautiful. If I could erase my memories of all the great JRPG's I've enjoyed and play them for the 1st time again, I would. I'm very grateful for these remakes as it's letting me experience them again without knowing what will happen exactly.

I'm so sorry for what you and you're family are going through Johnny. I had a similar experience with The Legend of Dragoon back when it was new and the loss of my grandfather so I have the same mix of emotions about that game.

I am so sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. I have dealt with similar loss recently and I just want to wish you all the best.

Thank you for sharing this. Games and great stories really help to get all of us through tough times. You guys will be in my prayers.

Sorry to hear about your mom, Johnny. This really hit home for me and made me reflect on games that I was playing during significant loss in my life. Wishing you and your family the best.

I'm so sorry to hear and see what you and your family are going through ... it's even hard to come up with an appropriate response. Stay strong. Keep positive. Cherish the time you still have. We all walk the long road with you. Peace.

I’m so sorry to hear about your mum Johnny. Thanks for being so human and honest about something so close to you. It’s a tough time losing our folks and seeing them fade. Take care of yourself and keep focusing on the kindness you share, even when it’s tough.

Your channel is such a joy to watch! I remember having to rent a PS1 and og ffr for a long weekend, then trying to finish the games before I had to return the PS1 to movie gallery. Thanks for all you do!!

Sorry to hear about your mother dude. Praying for the best. I’ve been a long time subscriber and have always loved your videos and always will!

Such an honest and sad depiction of your gaming life and the realities of what we all have to deal with as we go through life. I am very sorry to hear about your mother. I hope your get to spend as much time with her in the final moments so that you don't have the sadness indefinitely. ❤

Thank you for sharing your story and experience with the game. This game has alot of meaning for alot of us and its extremely brave of you to share everything thats happening with your mother. Prayers to you and your family. Much love from Hawaii! Much Aloha!

Sorry to hear what you're going through. Blessings to you and your family

I'm really sorry to hear about your mom Johnnie. Games can connect with us and stay forever, specially in these hard times, games kept me company and helped me cope with my mother's passing. They can be magical like that. I wish your family the best and a lot of strength and peace.

That's deep, so sorry to hear both of your Dad and your mum's sickness! Sending love to you and yours.

Thanks for sharing the ending there Johnny. You are always so open and honest. And it is nice that you have these games that help you mark these milestones in life. I know how that is as well.

Hey man , sorry to hear about your mom, sending love and positive energy to you and your family in this tough time.

I lost my sister recently and have a lot of connection to growing up with her and this game. I’m sorry for the hardships you’re facing. Thank you for your review. It was so thoughtful and really has me excited to go back into this world. Wishing you and your family the best.

Sorry for your terrible news mate. Been watching you since 2008 and you’ve brought me a lot of joy, hope you get through things ok

Sorry to hear about your mother, Johnny! I recall seeing her on your channel. Sending you love and prayers through this difficult time...

Brother, I’m so sorry about your parents. I lost my dad to cancer as well and I feel your pain. As far as the game, I was a senior in high school when the original came out and it took over my life and its music still haunts me in a beautiful way till today. Keeping you in my prayers man.

Thoughts and prayers, keep enjoying and cherishing going forward.

Great video and im sorry about the news brother 🙏❤️ not saying i know what you're going through because everyone experiences it differently but i can tell you you're stronger than you think you are. You've entertained us all for so many years🙌

Johnny you are a wonderful KZreadr, been a fan for a long time and this was a really good video showcasing the deeper relationship between games and our lives. Video games are not just dumb fun, they can really connect with us on a much deeper level. Thank you for expressing this and everything you do for your community. Wishing you and your family comfort during these troubling times. For as much pain as you are experiencing please know you bring a lot of people happiness on this platform with your videos.

Been here with you John since near the beginning of your KZread career and I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I remember years ago you sharing the story about your dad and I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing with us. I wish all the best to you and your family. Thank you for always being there for all of us. Although I don’t know you, you feel like a friend and you bring a warm feeling to everyone who watches you. We love you man.

Sorry to hear about your mother. Much love to you and your family. Thank you for sharing.

Awesome review. So sorry to hear about your mom's diagnosis. Love and hugs, to you and your family VII is one of those treasures that connects to us all in so many ways.

Sorry to hear that. I feel for ya bud. My mom passed away 4 years from cancer too. Coincidencely the first time I bet ff7 was during the late 90s. I was playing it with my twin brother who at the time had cancer. Unfortunately he too passed a few months later. It's funny hearing you talk about your time growing up in surrey as I grew up about 20 min away. Keep up the good work. Love the videos. And again sorry to hear about ur mom.

That was a very beautiful review and I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. Stay strong and keep playing the games that bring you so much joy in life!

Thanks for a great review. I also really appreciate you sharing some intimate details of your past relationship with this game, its predecessors and how it has affected your life, including the joyful times as well as the tragic elements. I know that wasn't easy to do, and I applaud your strength. Take care, and thanks again.

So sorry to hear about your mom. Praying for her and your family, stay strong! Sending you lots of love ❤

Sending so much love. Your mum is so lovely, I’m so glad she appeared on the channel

I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, John. Thank you for sharing with us. I hope it was therapeutic to talk and play this game you love so much.

Even though it was challenging for you to talk about this, I am glad you did. I find that very few can eloquently express why these games matter. The context is so powerful, and the people we are connected to through that is even more important. I hope the best for your family, and please don’t forget to take care of yourself.

So so sorry to hear this about your mum. I’m from Oldham so live close to where your mum is original from. I loved the video you did with your mum and I absolutely adore her yorkshire/lancashire accent. Thinking of you all ❤❤

So well spoken and the themes of the game and life are incredibly bittersweet. The music, the memories--all wrapped up in my childhood and getting relived now. I CANNOT believe how much care and love has been done and went into the game and rebirth. Truly grateful for the game, and other fans that are passionate about the game and positive effects it’s had on life. Thanks for your honest share and appreciate your passion.

i’m so sorry about your mother. This review felt so personal, and i am so grateful you shared that. Your family is in my prayers. Much love.

My heart goes out to you brother. Im happy to share this special feeling I have towards this game with you. It shaped my entire life. Growing up in an extremely abusive household it and being locked away it interested me so much because of the character development. To be honest it planted the seed of hope that I could be something great one day just like Cloud. I hope you know that you are not alone, you have all of us here, and we all share the same fire and passion this game has given us. Thank you for being vulnerable and even with everything going on finding time to still make content for us.

I appreciate you being comfortable telling such a personal story. Like many in this chat, I too can empathize. I lost my dad to cancer last year. I hope you cherish all those precious moments with your mom and memories of your father.

So sorry to hear about your mum. Thank you for sharing this difficult story and your review. Looking forward to this game, just started playing integrate in preparation. Take care man.