Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

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►Lyrics:
I don’t feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven’t caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we’re outta touch
I’ve been driving in LA
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that’s bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see
If you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz u gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin’
There’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Guess I’m just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can’t pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy I wish that I could count
Cuz I just wanna see
If this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like you’re hanging by a thread but you gotta survive cuz ya gotta survive
Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care
Like your fresh outta love but it’s been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin’ to care when I don’t
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
there’s water in my boat
I’m barely breathin’
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these
Quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you’re not really happy but you don’t wanna die
Like a numb little bug that’s gotta survive
That’s gotta survive
#EmBeihold #NumbLittleBug
Music video by Em Beihold performing Numb Little Bug. © 2022 Republic Records, a division of UMG Recordings, Inc. (Moon Projects, LLC)

Пікірлер: 12 000

  • @LucyHemmings
    @LucyHemmings Жыл бұрын

    It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.

  • @NEONDERV

    @NEONDERV

    Жыл бұрын

    amen to that

  • @doctheboat7075

    @doctheboat7075

    Жыл бұрын

    Ye

  • @NEONDERV

    @NEONDERV

    Жыл бұрын

    @Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.

  • @Gucocdyrs

    @Gucocdyrs

    Жыл бұрын

    Yeah

  • @4thofjulyfamily

    @4thofjulyfamily

    Жыл бұрын

    *THIS.*

  • @raely2791
    @raely2791 Жыл бұрын

    'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die' It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.

  • @Twistedheart619

    @Twistedheart619

    Жыл бұрын

    You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤

  • @_pandaisthebest_7250

    @_pandaisthebest_7250

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.

  • @victoriaR587

    @victoriaR587

    Жыл бұрын

    I know, I feel like that as well

  • @user-wu2de8xc6o

    @user-wu2de8xc6o

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel that too and totally relate.

  • @kyleypayne7432

    @kyleypayne7432

    Жыл бұрын

    Is your moms name Brittany ?

  • @ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007.
    @ezmeralda_madison_miller_2007.4 күн бұрын

    The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just.. ✨

  • @masongodin767
    @masongodin7672 жыл бұрын

    "like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard

  • @TitaniumTronic

    @TitaniumTronic

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"

  • @rip_320

    @rip_320

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.

  • @Nox312

    @Nox312

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”

  • @alvinrogergonzalez8552

    @alvinrogergonzalez8552

    Жыл бұрын

    I dont know what emphaty means

  • @masongodin767

    @masongodin767

    Жыл бұрын

    @@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun. the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

  • @PhillipThompson82
    @PhillipThompson822 жыл бұрын

    This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.

  • @Krybabyyyy

    @Krybabyyyy

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.

  • @Sushisink

    @Sushisink

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable

  • @amberpamber1582

    @amberpamber1582

    2 жыл бұрын

    I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing

  • @genstargate5249

    @genstargate5249

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.

  • @SUGAR_XYLER

    @SUGAR_XYLER

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊

  • @mattcoyle1620
    @mattcoyle16202 ай бұрын

    What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.

  • @laikristine2153

    @laikristine2153

    21 күн бұрын

    agreed!

  • @SS_STUTOO
    @SS_STUTOOАй бұрын

    俺の今を歌ってんのか?ってくらい歌詞の全てが自分に当てはまって、共感できて辛さと心地良さが同時に襲って来てる。これ聴いてもうちょい生きてみるよ。

  • @user-zz4kn8qz6j

    @user-zz4kn8qz6j

    Ай бұрын

    もうちょい、もうちょい、って生きてたらきっといつかいい方に転ぶよ そう願ってます

  • @childeofepickness

    @childeofepickness

    Ай бұрын

    🫂 we can get through this together

  • @user-oj4wv1sh5e

    @user-oj4wv1sh5e

    19 күн бұрын

    same totaly can relate

  • @gabinafe2703

    @gabinafe2703

    18 күн бұрын

    I came here to tell you that I love you, you have a HUGE value for me, a value that NO money can afford. Before I created the world, you were already a plan and a dream in my heart. You are never alone! We went through everything together. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. I am ALWAYS with you, even if you don't understand! You are very special to me. Before I chose you, I already knew all your sins, all your defects, all your limitations, but that didn't stop me from shedding my blood on that cross for you. Your mistakes and defects have not stopped me from loving you and NEVER go. I bought you with blood! Do you really think I would give up on you? You have no idea how much I love you! Your smile is beautiful, just like everything about you. You are important, just like everything you do. You are not what the enemy and people say about you, you are what I say about you. I know that things are not easy, but you cannot give up. I'm by your side going through it all with you. No pain is greater than you can bear. It may be difficult now, but your victory will come! I said and I will do! You don't have to be afraid. I am always working on your behalf, making everything work together for your good. Your successes don't add my love, and your mistakes don't diminish it. My love is immutable! Talk to me more, tell me everything, I love to hear your voice, I love to know the world through your eyes❤ When I don't have the strength to walk, I'll carry you in my lap! ❤ I will never give up on you. I love you more than myself. -Jesus @cartasdoproprioamor. .

  • @edwardelric290

    @edwardelric290

    16 күн бұрын

    Bro u still survive?😅

  • @kylerkhoo1371
    @kylerkhoo13714 ай бұрын

    2024 anyone?

  • @Im_chicken-man

    @Im_chicken-man

    3 ай бұрын

    나! me!

  • @dinito8647

    @dinito8647

    3 ай бұрын

    Me

  • @Itz_Yuki-2014

    @Itz_Yuki-2014

    3 ай бұрын

    Meee

  • @NOOB-ld3sy

    @NOOB-ld3sy

    3 ай бұрын

    Yes

  • @Bakugou_notkachan2334

    @Bakugou_notkachan2334

    3 ай бұрын

    Me!

  • @jasmineparra8876
    @jasmineparra88762 жыл бұрын

    Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:

  • @alexandriav3956

    @alexandriav3956

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.

  • @8088I

    @8088I

    2 жыл бұрын

    "Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha! Riveting!! kzread.info/dash/bejne/nYeC0ZR_gLSqgdo.html

  • @kix9345

    @kix9345

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same!

  • @vivekdhanade

    @vivekdhanade

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same 😀

  • @laurengrace1930

    @laurengrace1930

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love this song

  • @quitequeerquesadilla
    @quitequeerquesadilla2 жыл бұрын

    I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat. It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.

  • @carolinekolb5632

    @carolinekolb5632

    2 жыл бұрын

    thanks you love you my love

  • @tkwandrew

    @tkwandrew

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope u ok

  • @emmasworld2007

    @emmasworld2007

    2 жыл бұрын

    i love that

  • @hermione9030

    @hermione9030

    2 жыл бұрын

    i know right!

  • @hppityhp4106

    @hppityhp4106

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, I agree Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks

  • @Therainlover258
    @Therainlover25817 күн бұрын

    "Your body's in the room but you're not really there. You have empathy inside but you don't really care" -My life 24/7 365

  • @Urlocal_MHAfan
    @Urlocal_MHAfan18 күн бұрын

    It’s 2024 and it’s still a song that matches my emotions

  • @nauikunart
    @nauikunart Жыл бұрын

    This lady deserves more recognition.

  • @THECOOLONES659

    @THECOOLONES659

    Жыл бұрын

    I agree! Millions!

  • @dheisnaanaidupiragash

    @dheisnaanaidupiragash

    11 ай бұрын

    I agree

  • @noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410

    @noellaseahxinenbeaconprisc1410

    11 ай бұрын

    It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!

  • @maximosaucedo676

    @maximosaucedo676

    9 ай бұрын

    Yes

  • @Whex_Whex

    @Whex_Whex

    9 ай бұрын

    Her and jack stauber

  • @irisnub_9507
    @irisnub_95072 жыл бұрын

    "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍

  • @pho3nixsong926

    @pho3nixsong926

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!

  • @b30mberries

    @b30mberries

    2 жыл бұрын

    Quackity pfp:D

  • @candyangel_OvO

    @candyangel_OvO

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too

  • @leakhenachhour7472

    @leakhenachhour7472

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yessssssss just same same bro

  • @richardmorphine8686

    @richardmorphine8686

    2 жыл бұрын

    this song sucks

  • @thetruestarking20000
    @thetruestarking20000Ай бұрын

    I honestly can’t remember a time in my life I didn’t deeply hate myself. I have OCD and moderate depression, and every single day is a day of profound fear, anger at myself, and despair at how empty my life has been and continues to be. Yet despite everything, I keep rolling along hoping one day I will have the strength to control my own fate and not feel this unbearable weight on my soul anymore. I can relate to this song in a way that I rarely can with other depression songs.

  • @jonathanwilliams365

    @jonathanwilliams365

    Ай бұрын

    stay strong, we may be at the bottom but eventually we will grow to the top🔥

  • @yunaakabane7457

    @yunaakabane7457

    Ай бұрын

    dear I don't know about you beliefs or ... but let me tell you one simple truth . I know there being an afterlife or a god or other things sometimes may sound ridiculous but that's how it is. you should know that you will never loose anything and you're free so the only thing about life is that you have to grow up and survive from your own fears. that's it :)

  • @pragyaprajapati9220

    @pragyaprajapati9220

    6 күн бұрын

    Keep going ❤

  • @user-zs3jd5ig1w
    @user-zs3jd5ig1w3 ай бұрын

    To people struggling right now I know things might be hard right now but i promise you now you will get through. Your family love and care about you even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes. Just remember your worth it and i believe in you💗

  • @MiPPO-MiC-

    @MiPPO-MiC-

    3 ай бұрын

    ❤❤

  • @BricBender
    @BricBender Жыл бұрын

    "Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.

  • @ninjasheeps3690

    @ninjasheeps3690

    Жыл бұрын

    Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions

  • @cameron-jdennis8636

    @cameron-jdennis8636

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @theskepticalpangolininther3538

    @theskepticalpangolininther3538

    Жыл бұрын

    fr

  • @Butterflyonlife

    @Butterflyonlife

    Жыл бұрын

    Honestly same 😮‍💨

  • @jadensus

    @jadensus

    Жыл бұрын

    same

  • @Benstoeglobber
    @Benstoeglobber8 ай бұрын

    "But you gotta survive because you gotta survive" That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!

  • @MikaelaTufts

    @MikaelaTufts

    4 ай бұрын

    Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂

  • @-TitanSpeakerman-

    @-TitanSpeakerman-

    4 ай бұрын

    @@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!

  • @MikaelaTufts

    @MikaelaTufts

    4 ай бұрын

    @@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂

  • @StudyBestie-zr9pg

    @StudyBestie-zr9pg

    4 ай бұрын

    @@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻 It's me , a random person on internet , Just wanted to say How are you ? 💫🤍 I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨ Sending hugs 🤗🌸

  • @-TitanSpeakerman-

    @-TitanSpeakerman-

    4 ай бұрын

    @@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*

  • @Love_light629
    @Love_light6293 ай бұрын

    This is THE most relatable songs of all times!

  • @Red_therian
    @Red_therian2 ай бұрын

    It’s crazy how much this one song means

  • @joshuavarghese8228
    @joshuavarghese8228 Жыл бұрын

    She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.

  • @yousefgebremichael2879

    @yousefgebremichael2879

    Жыл бұрын

    Ikr

  • @tehr6809

    @tehr6809

    Жыл бұрын

    your not alone 😗

  • @anchineliu5914

    @anchineliu5914

    Жыл бұрын

    Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to

  • @monkeyboy6312

    @monkeyboy6312

    Жыл бұрын

    i feel you

  • @adzukibean2190

    @adzukibean2190

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”

  • @purplecowsparkles
    @purplecowsparkles2 жыл бұрын

    This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.

  • @tommy-bh6us

    @tommy-bh6us

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is how I feel exactly…

  • @euniceenrera_mua

    @euniceenrera_mua

    2 жыл бұрын

    How did you do it?

  • @laurengrippaldi7424

    @laurengrippaldi7424

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too

  • @abajah2804

    @abajah2804

    2 жыл бұрын

    🤗💝🤍

  • @abbyanyi2369

    @abbyanyi2369

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tommy-bh6us Same

  • @RoamRoadless
    @RoamRoadless6 күн бұрын

    Songs like this are so important. More than some people realize. They let the rest of us know we are not alone in our pain, and that we’re not just the odd one out.

  • @Marieteflames

    @Marieteflames

    4 күн бұрын

    Is that a theodd1sout reference⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

  • @Missouri_Maps
    @Missouri_Maps7 күн бұрын

    My favorite 2022 song. I knew all lyrics and sang everyday but when the radio stopped playing it, I started to forget about this amazing song.

  • @potatoes6038
    @potatoes6038 Жыл бұрын

    This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.

  • @howardlee4210

    @howardlee4210

    Жыл бұрын

    Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.

  • @xPearlz

    @xPearlz

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel you, I'll be there for you 💖

  • @gabrael1989

    @gabrael1989

    Жыл бұрын

    Sometimes i forget that i exist

  • @strawburrys4920

    @strawburrys4920

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @kirbyolsen5190

    @kirbyolsen5190

    Жыл бұрын

    Just being is hard.

  • @hsmomofmany9022
    @hsmomofmany90222 жыл бұрын

    "Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.

  • @victorias4112

    @victorias4112

    2 жыл бұрын

    Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part

  • @prettynpink3092

    @prettynpink3092

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Mr RED shut up

  • @gsse6629

    @gsse6629

    2 жыл бұрын

    I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)

  • @Frost-tu3lv

    @Frost-tu3lv

    2 жыл бұрын

    Bro same dude

  • @anubhavmishra5700

    @anubhavmishra5700

    2 жыл бұрын

    Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐 But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️

  • @ikittygirl
    @ikittygirl6 ай бұрын

    I feel glad to know that this song (this video of it, at least) is a year old now. It means that more people can enjoy this song and feel comforted by the thought that there's someone else who knows their pain. It can get more awareness the longer it's around. Thank you, Em. ❤

  • @user-ht4wo1qh4v

    @user-ht4wo1qh4v

    6 ай бұрын

    this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im sucicidal when IM NOT. (figure out if im trying to be funny or not)

  • @justinbridgez

    @justinbridgez

    5 ай бұрын

    i believe its a bit older as the version i used to listen to didnt have a music video but im glad people have found it. and enjoy it like me and every other numb lil bug does. as we all can be numb lil bug at times, regardless.

  • @HaileyVargas-hb5sj
    @HaileyVargas-hb5sjАй бұрын

    May 2024 anybody?

  • @rruklasowicz395

    @rruklasowicz395

    29 күн бұрын

    yup

  • @eleureinl6908

    @eleureinl6908

    28 күн бұрын

    Yesssss

  • @_BLAZEEY

    @_BLAZEEY

    28 күн бұрын

    Meee

  • @Maya-tv7kc

    @Maya-tv7kc

    27 күн бұрын

    Yassss

  • @ff_1809

    @ff_1809

    27 күн бұрын

    Meeee

  • @rcj416
    @rcj4162 жыл бұрын

    Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.

  • @llogan21

    @llogan21

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/loCIlrGNlbLeiLA.html

  • @flirtyflo6216

    @flirtyflo6216

    2 жыл бұрын

    Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics

  • @cashper917

    @cashper917

    2 жыл бұрын

    Remember, depression is treatable.

  • @MiloMurphysLaw

    @MiloMurphysLaw

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@cashper917 no it’s not

  • @nyx476

    @nyx476

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!

  • @Blackpinksway
    @Blackpinksway Жыл бұрын

    Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone

  • @teheaddict

    @teheaddict

    Жыл бұрын

    we dont.

  • @reddragon547

    @reddragon547

    Жыл бұрын

    Yeah

  • @jasminesavard5974

    @jasminesavard5974

    Жыл бұрын

    True

  • @narjadamjanovic304

    @narjadamjanovic304

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes, there is so alot of people who suffer out there.😢

  • @vivigavrieli6598

    @vivigavrieli6598

    Жыл бұрын

    Honestly tho

  • @phinebarphiri2303
    @phinebarphiri2303Ай бұрын

    It's cute how this song doesn't have any bad words or adult things it's just a happy sad song which you can vibe on and make you wanna dance and be free

  • @Myke_thehuman

    @Myke_thehuman

    Ай бұрын

    ...I keep forgetting that children are on the Internet....

  • @John_Laurens

    @John_Laurens

    11 күн бұрын

    @@Myke_thehumanSAMEEE

  • @collins0052
    @collins00525 ай бұрын

    It’s nice to hear someone else have the words you didn’t have for that feeling…Like I’ll just be standing with my friends and be “out of it” and when they ask whats wrong I just tell them “im out of it” and thats all I could really say😞 So Big thanks for making something that everyone can relate to🥰

  • @amandasmalley2236
    @amandasmalley22362 жыл бұрын

    When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song

  • @Daemon1995_

    @Daemon1995_

    2 жыл бұрын

    lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya

  • @laughbird

    @laughbird

    2 жыл бұрын

    that’s me

  • @purpleperruche5433

    @purpleperruche5433

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yessss

  • @treasuredwisp

    @treasuredwisp

    Жыл бұрын

    You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.

  • @superadam64
    @superadam64 Жыл бұрын

    I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.

  • @monkeyboy6312

    @monkeyboy6312

    Жыл бұрын

    too true

  • @sillychickennugget

    @sillychickennugget

    Жыл бұрын

    Let me guess is the radio station star 1013

  • @willgibbs6616

    @willgibbs6616

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @treasuredwisp

    @treasuredwisp

    Жыл бұрын

    You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well

  • @unicornpupart

    @unicornpupart

    Жыл бұрын

    i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune

  • @gabbav1019
    @gabbav10195 ай бұрын

    I heard this song the first time on the radio when I was driving home with my mom. It felt like everything paused for bit because I couldn't believe the lyrics. I the first part of the chorus "Do you ever get little bit tired of life, like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" hit hard. There have been so many times where I've gotten so upset but I never wanna end it. And as time's gone on, I just keep relating more and more. Thanks Em, for letting me know that I'm not alone.

  • @johnnyatmosphere3460
    @johnnyatmosphere34602 ай бұрын

    Thanks Em Beihold for eloquently verbalizing the deep emotions I could never bring into words, I’m glad I’m not the only one that experiences this.

  • @hopewatson9432
    @hopewatson94322 жыл бұрын

    Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.

  • @lyric4703

    @lyric4703

    2 жыл бұрын

    pastel?

  • @panashechapasuka7479
    @panashechapasuka74792 жыл бұрын

    Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥

  • @chloes5043

    @chloes5043

    2 жыл бұрын

    Couldn't agree more !

  • @alicel9631

    @alicel9631

    2 жыл бұрын

    She really has made a masterpiece 💖

  • @selvianaahmad8483

    @selvianaahmad8483

    2 жыл бұрын

    Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺

  • @alicel9631

    @alicel9631

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.

  • @ogosi-
    @ogosi-Ай бұрын

    It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:

  • @nmoney6655
    @nmoney66554 ай бұрын

    As someone who suffers with depression and anxiety and other mental illnesses I don’t have anything to fall back on now that I’m not in Drama Club anymore but this is naturally making me feel better

  • @WendySchroederDenverCo
    @WendySchroederDenverCo2 жыл бұрын

    I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!

  • @adrestia1275

    @adrestia1275

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hope it gets better💙

  • @chaoticrin

    @chaoticrin

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@flamefirestarterr ?

  • @LovelySingsyt

    @LovelySingsyt

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@flamefirestarterr rude ass

  • @Yt26378

    @Yt26378

    2 жыл бұрын

    Periodddt

  • @dariarampelt1398

    @dariarampelt1398

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.

  • @MilkTeaASMR
    @MilkTeaASMR2 жыл бұрын

    I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!

  • @Hobblet

    @Hobblet

    2 жыл бұрын

    There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)

  • @MilkTeaASMR

    @MilkTeaASMR

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!

  • @Hobblet

    @Hobblet

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!

  • @chelsealink9091

    @chelsealink9091

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Hobblet love AJR!

  • @trixie_likes_shipping

    @trixie_likes_shipping

    2 жыл бұрын

    so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️

  • @KiaraPerumal-dp2sq
    @KiaraPerumal-dp2sqАй бұрын

    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life But you're not really happy, but you dony want to die 😢 Hit soo hard

  • @Ngcobo_twinz
    @Ngcobo_twinzАй бұрын

    Who's here in May 2024?❤

  • @Twoja.Truskawa

    @Twoja.Truskawa

    Ай бұрын

    Me

  • @mrpandapr4880

    @mrpandapr4880

    Ай бұрын

    ;)

  • @lachlantaylor9454

    @lachlantaylor9454

    Ай бұрын

    Yes

  • @gabriellepetalsforthesoul7595

    @gabriellepetalsforthesoul7595

    Ай бұрын

    Me

  • @_BLAZEEY

    @_BLAZEEY

    Ай бұрын

    Me

  • @dorothyhickerson1569
    @dorothyhickerson1569 Жыл бұрын

    This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.

  • @SamsPizza598

    @SamsPizza598

    Жыл бұрын

    same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all

  • @noahlevreau3061

    @noahlevreau3061

    Жыл бұрын

    Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore

  • @heha3525

    @heha3525

    Жыл бұрын

    Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.

  • @heha3525

    @heha3525

    Жыл бұрын

    @@SamsPizza598 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.

  • @409Henry

    @409Henry

    Жыл бұрын

    Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless

  • @exteeriority4349
    @exteeriority43492 жыл бұрын

    I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.

  • @2whitewizard

    @2whitewizard

    2 жыл бұрын

    I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too

  • @hufflepufflez3293

    @hufflepufflez3293

    2 жыл бұрын

  • @What_if_i_was_a_koala

    @What_if_i_was_a_koala

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm 11 and still its realatible

  • @exteeriority4349

    @exteeriority4349

    Жыл бұрын

    @@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!

  • @brandondaniel6605

    @brandondaniel6605

    Жыл бұрын

    you got this brother

  • @Zody_Drawings
    @Zody_Drawings3 ай бұрын

    "like your not really happy but you dont wanna die" girl thats too relatable

  • @qweku_ishuman
    @qweku_ishuman8 күн бұрын

    This song has been on repeat ever since I discovered it this past week

  • @TaeNi95
    @TaeNi952 жыл бұрын

    I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.

  • @trixie_likes_shipping

    @trixie_likes_shipping

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same stay strong 👍

  • @idontspeakenglish7947

    @idontspeakenglish7947

    2 жыл бұрын

    Stay stong ! We believe in you

  • @candicecarter-thurow4218

    @candicecarter-thurow4218

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @hopper6094

    @hopper6094

    2 жыл бұрын

    Will be praying for you!!

  • @y0um3_20

    @y0um3_20

    2 жыл бұрын

    SamE We can get through this!!

  • @xfer43
    @xfer432 жыл бұрын

    This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.

  • @sethkrueger9294

    @sethkrueger9294

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.

  • @Lost_OZ13

    @Lost_OZ13

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies

  • @xfer43

    @xfer43

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!

  • @user-fb2ne7vo4u
    @user-fb2ne7vo4u3 ай бұрын

    もうほんと大好きこの曲!今日辛いことあった時これ聞いて泣いてスッキリしてる!

  • @user-sd6wj1wn6d

    @user-sd6wj1wn6d

    2 ай бұрын

    同志いた 和訳の歌詞を見てすごい共感して本家聞きにきました〜

  • @lunagranger302
    @lunagranger302Ай бұрын

    It’s so incredible how this song perfectly captures how we feel each day

  • @RoRyWebley
    @RoRyWebley2 жыл бұрын

    Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️

  • @ahmedstudios3680

    @ahmedstudios3680

    2 жыл бұрын

    How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?

  • @vivianphillips768

    @vivianphillips768

    2 жыл бұрын

    MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @ravenisgone9893

    @ravenisgone9893

    2 жыл бұрын

    you have great songs

  • @Th_d1ff3r3nt_0n3
    @Th_d1ff3r3nt_0n34 күн бұрын

    first song that truly, really, actually RELATES TO ME

  • @Allidoisgame397
    @Allidoisgame397Ай бұрын

    This is the new song I’m going to be blasting in the mornings. 🎶

  • @6hZCBpMy
    @6hZCBpMy2 жыл бұрын

    There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.

  • @briannablasquez1650

    @briannablasquez1650

    2 жыл бұрын

    Vdh

  • @Fantasy_lova

    @Fantasy_lova

    2 жыл бұрын

    This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾

  • @6hZCBpMy

    @6hZCBpMy

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)

  • @6hZCBpMy

    @6hZCBpMy

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.

  • @mezb90

    @mezb90

    2 жыл бұрын

    I kinda agree

  • @HalfElvenTwins
    @HalfElvenTwins Жыл бұрын

    10 months ago this song was my life. But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.

  • @violetember1504

    @violetember1504

    Жыл бұрын

    Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^

  • @Fussballprinzessin18

    @Fussballprinzessin18

    Жыл бұрын

    Thats awesome!!! Love ya

  • @debbie5839

    @debbie5839

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy for you

  • @christianabel20

    @christianabel20

    Жыл бұрын

    Yayyyyy🎉

  • @lianacordova2682

    @lianacordova2682

    Жыл бұрын

    Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jmbeckwith
    @jmbeckwith5 ай бұрын

    This song helped me explain how I feel to my husband and therapist. Thank you for putting it into words. Hugs to everyone who is also relating.

  • @SakshiSingh-fu2bi
    @SakshiSingh-fu2biАй бұрын

    This is such a awesome songgggg, how did I never heard it!!!!!!

  • @trumpeterjen
    @trumpeterjen Жыл бұрын

    On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.

  • @michaelads8616

    @michaelads8616

    Жыл бұрын

    Maan I feel u

  • @sirevelynderothschild3198

    @sirevelynderothschild3198

    Жыл бұрын

    "refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil

  • @trumpeterjen

    @trumpeterjen

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*

  • @sirevelynderothschild3198

    @sirevelynderothschild3198

    Жыл бұрын

    @@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.

  • @trumpeterjen

    @trumpeterjen

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.

  • @whosib
    @whosib2 жыл бұрын

    This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.

  • @lilmrsyoutube222

    @lilmrsyoutube222

    2 жыл бұрын

    🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills kzread.info/dash/bejne/hZOE1dF9lanUo5c.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

  • @HxneyStarz

    @HxneyStarz

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same-

  • @whosib

    @whosib

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@HxneyStarz lol

  • @avamaxx5914

    @avamaxx5914

    2 жыл бұрын

    ?

  • @geraldineperatero5438

    @geraldineperatero5438

    2 жыл бұрын

    Nice

  • @campionedi1764
    @campionedi17643 ай бұрын

    I love this song.

  • @lifewithshan7417
    @lifewithshan7417Күн бұрын

    Wish I could like this a million times.

  • @Snow-ll7wi
    @Snow-ll7wi2 жыл бұрын

    The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.

  • @jurysilcantiga9997

    @jurysilcantiga9997

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @ninili830

    @ninili830

    2 жыл бұрын

    i know right🙂❤️

  • @juliahallthompson8638

    @juliahallthompson8638

    2 жыл бұрын

    Lol

  • @thathomeschooledgirl_

    @thathomeschooledgirl_

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @StalkinU

    @StalkinU

    2 жыл бұрын

    you and every other human ever

  • @KarstenBelt
    @KarstenBelt2 жыл бұрын

    Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊

  • @hi.idek.5946

    @hi.idek.5946

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.

  • @janfkarel92

    @janfkarel92

    2 жыл бұрын

    I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now

  • @okay050

    @okay050

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are so right

  • @okay050

    @okay050

    2 жыл бұрын

    @HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like

  • @lilmrsyoutube222

    @lilmrsyoutube222

    2 жыл бұрын

    🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills kzread.info/dash/bejne/hZOE1dF9lanUo5c.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

  • @YT_Z3ROX
    @YT_Z3ROXАй бұрын

    Time has flied by so fast I remember when this came out like It was yesterday

  • @danielamathew2336
    @danielamathew233618 сағат бұрын

    Omg, I used to listen to this song a year ago, when I was going into depression. I wish to give my young self a hug

  • @CastoCFC
    @CastoCFC Жыл бұрын

    Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.

  • @ricanbabiigurl

    @ricanbabiigurl

    Жыл бұрын

    My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*

  • @donky3995

    @donky3995

    Жыл бұрын

    @@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing

  • @oldsal8648

    @oldsal8648

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself

  • @thebluewolf2472

    @thebluewolf2472

    Жыл бұрын

    @@oldsal8648 it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜

  • @simonthechipmunk5091

    @simonthechipmunk5091

    Жыл бұрын

    your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man

  • @vic6196
    @vic61962 жыл бұрын

    Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.

  • @capriceprocarione7775

    @capriceprocarione7775

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @SUGAR_XYLER

    @SUGAR_XYLER

    2 жыл бұрын

    Wait until you get older... It won't get better !

  • @Bacon_Turtle
    @Bacon_Turtle3 ай бұрын

    its been exactly 2 years and yet everyone can still relate

  • @Avamc8
    @Avamc810 күн бұрын

    finally a song, I could kind of relate to

  • @shayesweeney
    @shayesweeney2 жыл бұрын

    This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way

  • @blessingamoni4587

    @blessingamoni4587

    2 жыл бұрын

    It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately

  • @giulia1361

    @giulia1361

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I

  • @ahalll5364

    @ahalll5364

    2 жыл бұрын

    OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲

  • @shayesweeney

    @shayesweeney

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺

  • @108peterbilt

    @108peterbilt

    2 жыл бұрын

    My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)

  • @scepterlit
    @scepterlit8 ай бұрын

    If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛

  • @steveb2616

    @steveb2616

    8 ай бұрын

    Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.

  • @vasilisronal8092

    @vasilisronal8092

    8 ай бұрын

    Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though

  • @SleepyHollowKnight

    @SleepyHollowKnight

    7 ай бұрын

    Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this

  • @S4DST4R_

    @S4DST4R_

    7 ай бұрын

    too bad I am alone.

  • @pejelagarto3826

    @pejelagarto3826

    6 ай бұрын

    Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos

  • @paulzollo9710
    @paulzollo97102 ай бұрын

    so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.

  • @Xirks4
    @Xirks42 ай бұрын

    Yeah this is my song for life

  • @TonesAndIVideos
    @TonesAndIVideos2 жыл бұрын

    She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂

  • @daniel-tw1wl

    @daniel-tw1wl

    2 жыл бұрын

    For sure ❤

  • @Necolll_

    @Necolll_

    2 жыл бұрын

    yeahhh✨

  • @alyannalovesemobands2543

    @alyannalovesemobands2543

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes

  • @aaliyahsims5144

    @aaliyahsims5144

    2 жыл бұрын

    I agree

  • @aperson2056

    @aperson2056

    2 жыл бұрын

    It already is

  • @TheAshleyZixuan
    @TheAshleyZixuan2 жыл бұрын

    I love the lyrics 😫

  • @bradleyskajatuttle2465
    @bradleyskajatuttle24655 ай бұрын

    Having just now heard this song it really hits when you realize how much you really have been just going with it while you can

  • @LinearCreeper24
    @LinearCreeper243 ай бұрын

    Didn't know that there were more people out there that felt the same.

  • @macy4651
    @macy46512 жыл бұрын

    Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!

  • @tanusam830

    @tanusam830

    2 жыл бұрын

    More power to you💙💙

  • @astriddancer8549

    @astriddancer8549

    2 жыл бұрын

    I can relate

  • @shabnammustafayeva

    @shabnammustafayeva

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not alone 🤗

  • @miles_ani

    @miles_ani

    2 жыл бұрын

    I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️

  • @richardsgothardsons4116
    @richardsgothardsons41162 жыл бұрын

    Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too

  • @JimBobe

    @JimBobe

    2 жыл бұрын

    Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it

  • @g4bri3l.

    @g4bri3l.

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"

  • @imperfect_analysis

    @imperfect_analysis

    2 жыл бұрын

    ​@@g4bri3l. I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/

  • @richardsgothardsons4116

    @richardsgothardsons4116

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though

  • @boogiebears2961

    @boogiebears2961

    2 жыл бұрын

    you’re strong ♥️

  • @PanamaJones7
    @PanamaJones710 күн бұрын

    Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.

  • @jonathanwilliams365

    @jonathanwilliams365

    9 күн бұрын

    my little brother is keeping me here

  • @Legoober-iv4hz
    @Legoober-iv4hz2 ай бұрын

    “Like your bodys in the room your not really there” amazing line

  • @Marcy1420
    @Marcy14202 жыл бұрын

    I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.

  • @MatteBlacGuitar

    @MatteBlacGuitar

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m rooting for you

  • @clacks5605

    @clacks5605

    2 жыл бұрын

    welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times

  • @sargunmehta5020
    @sargunmehta50206 ай бұрын

    This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.

  • @alexwolff9395

    @alexwolff9395

    4 ай бұрын

    yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.

  • @dhamgayesahil

    @dhamgayesahil

    4 ай бұрын

    I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌

  • @hardtymz2517

    @hardtymz2517

    4 ай бұрын

    this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!

  • @Love_light629

    @Love_light629

    3 ай бұрын

    The first line you wrote is beautiful

  • @Sonic-Batman
    @Sonic-Batman2 ай бұрын

    2024 Anyone???

  • @HoaPham-kj2sc

    @HoaPham-kj2sc

    2 ай бұрын

    For the past 2 days🎉🎉🎉

  • @-spineless_dickwad-

    @-spineless_dickwad-

    2 ай бұрын

    👁️👄👁️👍🏼

  • @jmm8037

    @jmm8037

    Ай бұрын

    Yes

  • @Mystery_Mushrooms

    @Mystery_Mushrooms

    Ай бұрын

    April 15 at 9:47pm

  • @ravikanthraparla1900

    @ravikanthraparla1900

    Ай бұрын

    Meeeeee 2024 4 16

  • @Chloe-Dream25
    @Chloe-Dream252 ай бұрын

    I love this song so much

  • @keeshamcquay9564
    @keeshamcquay95642 жыл бұрын

    Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤

  • @avamaxx5914

    @avamaxx5914

    2 жыл бұрын

    why are people do this?

  • @filo4854

    @filo4854

    2 жыл бұрын

    My problem is that I’m very self aware and know myself super well but I just can’t seem to get over panic disorder/make it better

  • @alva2277

    @alva2277

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.

  • @claritytragedy940

    @claritytragedy940

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this

  • @haventpickedanameyet2527

    @haventpickedanameyet2527

    2 жыл бұрын

    Idk what I'd do without my meds tbh but at the same time I'm still so apathetic and mentally ill

  • @safilotra
    @safilotra2 жыл бұрын

    From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...

  • @airachandriaaa

    @airachandriaaa

    2 жыл бұрын

    for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’

  • @jackiep594
    @jackiep5942 ай бұрын

    I love it the sluggish shift to ‘trying to care when I don’t’ and then moves into a driving urgency of ‘tired of sinking’ before fading back into the pleasant light melody - it’s a hard thing to capture feeling a little hopeless, a little despair, a little suicidal. I think it was very smart of her to have this song behind balloons, because a lot of people with depression feel this. Way more often than not. It’s not a wailing agony it’s more of nostalgia for how you used to feel or how other people seem to live. But life doesn’t stop you still have to shop, drive, attend events. And sometimes that makes the feeling worse and sometimes it makes you feel silly for being depressed. It’s obvious that she gets it and has felt it.

  • @ducttapeengineer
    @ducttapeengineer3 ай бұрын

    This might just be the most upbeat song about crippling depression I've ever heard.

  • @Anon-fp4qh
    @Anon-fp4qh Жыл бұрын

    I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️

  • @Insurgent2861

    @Insurgent2861

    Жыл бұрын

    I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it

  • @Anon-fp4qh

    @Anon-fp4qh

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤

  • @Insurgent2861

    @Insurgent2861

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little

  • @Vonepohh771x

    @Vonepohh771x

    Жыл бұрын

    💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything

  • @ruelpile

    @ruelpile

    Жыл бұрын

    I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.

  • @gigixparadise
    @gigixparadise2 жыл бұрын

    The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.

  • @MiloMurphysLaw

    @MiloMurphysLaw

    2 жыл бұрын

    Literally me

  • @GabbieandJiji

    @GabbieandJiji

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too.

  • @starlight907

    @starlight907

    2 жыл бұрын

    "but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me

  • @2whitewizard

    @2whitewizard

    2 жыл бұрын

    Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through

  • @user-kx5dt2eq4i
    @user-kx5dt2eq4i22 күн бұрын

    Bro just explained my life

  • @isaisalmonte8470
    @isaisalmonte84703 ай бұрын

    "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" describe how I feel sometimes.

  • @ThatTransGuy247
    @ThatTransGuy2472 жыл бұрын

    “Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)

  • @JordanK14

    @JordanK14

    2 жыл бұрын

    Trust me, theres many who feel the same way

  • @Cantbeerased7893

    @Cantbeerased7893

    2 жыл бұрын

    lol same

  • @justanormalfangirl2094

    @justanormalfangirl2094

    2 жыл бұрын

    Trust me ur not insane

  • @guitarsomethin
    @guitarsomethin2 жыл бұрын

    What hurts the most is knowing so many other people feel this way.

  • @KTplease

    @KTplease

    Жыл бұрын

    You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.

  • @user-oh2oq2vu4e
    @user-oh2oq2vu4e5 ай бұрын

    I'm happy to discover this song. Thanks for making it :) It means a lot.

  • @AngelineFlores-gn9bg
    @AngelineFlores-gn9bg2 ай бұрын

    Pls like to make me come back to this song😊

  • @MrOlly645
    @MrOlly645 Жыл бұрын

    “A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way

  • @Skydxddy395

    @Skydxddy395

    Жыл бұрын

    Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school

  • @MrOlly645

    @MrOlly645

    Жыл бұрын

    My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed

  • @carmeljarvindirkayuman8882

    @carmeljarvindirkayuman8882

    Жыл бұрын

    Same bruh

  • @twistedghost3585

    @twistedghost3585

    Жыл бұрын

    Same!