Does anyone else get that feeling of “I’m not traumatized, I’m just scared. I’m a kid”

@ur_boi_luci

Жыл бұрын

yes but at the same time you have trauma

@user-pt4hb2bg5u

Жыл бұрын

Oh, guys, you both described my condition perfectly

@KittyCatLover7354

Жыл бұрын

I'm only 12 but when mum argues with everyone it's so loud...

@ei1680

Жыл бұрын

@@KittyCatLover7354 Yeah I know what you mean more then I would wanna know Hope you are doing okay ♡

@dannicurtiss

Жыл бұрын

@@KittyCatLover7354 im a teenager but i still understand. When I was younger my mom and dad used to get into really aggressive arguments. It doesnt happen anymore though. I hope your doing alright :) If you need to talk I'm happy to listen, that is if your comfortable with it of course.

it hurts to cry every night only to get up in the morning and pretend everything is ok :( The audios are so good

@human.-.5856

Жыл бұрын

Hey it'll be okay you got this

@simpking2451

Жыл бұрын

Walk it off it’s not that hard😐

@UrRandomKiwi

Жыл бұрын

@@simpking2451Actually it is hard so shut up maybe you don’t have to deal with it but others do

@simpking2451

Жыл бұрын

@@UrRandomKiwisounds like a skill issue 😐

@Orchid_Onyxx

Жыл бұрын

@@simpking2451 do you have depression?

I feel like I've cried so much and went through so much sadness, I've basically lost all my tears, and I have learned to keep them inside for so long their just trapped inside slowly becoming agressive anger. These songs are so relatable once you go through something, and it all makes sense. This comment is here so when somebody likes it, I can come here and just zone out the world.

FINALLY ONE THAT INCLUDES LET YOU DOWN😭❤️

@l0v3rg1rlxX

Жыл бұрын

In my opinion and personal experiences, ‘Let you Down’ describes the life of a kid who used to be known as the ‘perfect little gifted child’. But, after finding out they had a mental illness, they started being the ‘burnt out gifted kid’.

this playlist reminds me of the time when i was at my lowest point. i was crying to most of these songs back then, but surprisingly i don't feel that bad listening to them now. people often say "there's always rainbow after the rain" - back then it was raining for me all the time, it was hard to think anything besides the rain exist, but with time it stopped and i see the rainbow now. i see hope, for the first time. it's not sunny all the time, but it doesn't rain that often. to be honest, i feel grateful for everything. even for the bad moments because rain makes flowers bloom. i'm so proud of myself for making it so far and i'm proud of you, too. whoever you are, the fact that you're reading this means you're alive, you survived, and it is a thing to be proud of

You know its good when it starts with a childhood certified classic

@juliev7046

Жыл бұрын

fr

@l0v3rg1rlxX

Жыл бұрын

Nah cuz Let You Down explains my life perfectly

the ending was 10/10

I started to cry that's how good they are

Sometimes it's good to let it out even if u don't want to

I've cried too many tears to even shed one at the last audio but I relate so much its not even funny anymore.

@yourlocalwitch7342

Жыл бұрын

are you okay? do you need to talk?

@OGLucian

Жыл бұрын

@@yourlocalwitch7342 You can talk, it doesn't mean anything will change.

@Izuku_Midoriya1forall

7 ай бұрын

Bro same

20:18 all the way to the end, is literally me and my life to a tea. I just sobbed uncontrollably.

To avoid crying for me, I use these edit audios to make scenes with my AU of anime characters. It makes me feel like it’s so bad Edit: That last one hit hard… I didn’t cry though :D

@hurricanecatey6914

Жыл бұрын

dude i do this to fall asleep XD

@l0v3rg1rlxX

Жыл бұрын

@@hurricanecatey6914 Same!

@GeorgiaAndSavannah

Жыл бұрын

BRO SAMEEE

3:00 Makes me remember when I would always check on my sleeping old dog to see if he was breathing Then one day my mom said, “He’s not breathing,” Broke my heart

Let you down gives me major 2018 gacha nostalgia

@juliev7046

Жыл бұрын

Yeah

@elisebudd8482

Жыл бұрын

Oh my gosh YESSSSSSSS!

@_monlinx_34

Жыл бұрын

Yeah

@user-xc9ln7ey1v

Жыл бұрын

h*ll yeah.. Yes it is!!

@hurricanecatey6914

Жыл бұрын

oh god 100% XD

We were in mental health class and the teacher said stand up if youve been through depression and the whole class stood up, youll never know the tears that fell down my face when everyone and i stood up

I'm going to vent for a second. So yes this is basically going to sound like every person experience. But I still want to say it. A while back I told my grandma that I'm bisexual, and I could tell that she was disappointed in me. iIt was raining off of her, and me being a tense already that made it hundred times more tense, and it made me nervous and I already wasn't in the greatest mood because I'm depressed and numb emotionally. That didn't help so basically all of my family members are Christians. She was the only person who I thought would truly ever accept me, and I'm not saying she doesn't accept me. I just know that she doesn't see me the same way she did. And the more I learn about self. I know I become more of disappointment to my family. I already know that I'm asexual, I'm polyamorous, pansexual, non-binary and I'm under the aromantic Spectrum. And I'm in atheist I am so disappointed in myself all the time. And yes I know I can't make everyone happy. It's just that when I realized. I disappointed my grandma something broke in me because its going bigger as I come out for who I am. I'm going to disappoint her so much, and she told me that. She's always going to love me no matter what. Unless I kill someone. But I felt the disappointment that she had towards me. [ So the whole reason. I told my mom she was the first person. I told that I was bisexual I told her that because I wanted to know how she reacted knowing that. She was a Christian and she's very homophobic and very transphobic, and no surprise she was very disappointed in me, and she lets me know at least once a week. I knew I was pansexual. But I knew that if I told her that right away it would be worse. I thought I'd tell her that I was bisexual because it's a little less complicated than pansexuality. I also told my mom first because I needed to know. If I was going to have another reason to cut her off in the future because she calls me of trauma and I younger. That I never forgive her for.】

@_monlinx_34

Жыл бұрын

I hope everything gets better for you

@yourlocalwitch7342

Жыл бұрын

i'm so sorry for you, i hope that in future you'll cut them off and replace them with people who truly feel like family. wish you all the best

@NikitaSharma-yg7os

Жыл бұрын

bestie,life will get better trust me, though you are going through the down of life which you will have to move on with, but you will find the one you love and you care for they will make everything better, if you ever need to talk just talk here and we will try to help. but it is also going to be cool remembering that you survived this horrific part of life

Crying doesn't mean your weak, it means you've been strong for too long...❤ (Not mine but pass it around)

their beautiful 😭✨💖

I cry every night hhjnking how bad it was I listen to this cry even more and become stronger

You know it's starting to get hard again when you listen to these kind of songs in the middle of the night.

The last one got me….

I'm going to vent because I have no one to talk to. I've been going through so much I'm tired of this I think I wanna visit god forever I just can't take this anymore I feel so hurt I feel like my heart just got ripped out.

@kenzierose-

11 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry but taking your life is like taking one’s life therefore depending on Gods decision you might not even end up in heaven since it might be known as selfish and a easy way of getting out.. ik I understand how you feel

I'm listening to this because my cat died today. He wasn't even a year old, he didn't die of natural causes. He died the day after I left. I miss him..

I loved this ❤️

The last edit audio just says what i can never say out loud but is so true for me

Subarus speech hits me every time

My two besties did a prank on me, I told them "I know it's prank but please stop it" because it wasn't funny or smth. Then he stopped texting me. The next day I told him sorry for how I talked to u and he said "yeah we need time to think abt it" later he told me that he won't talk to me for a week, then my other bestie told me"we can't be besties anymore, we can be friends but I can't stand you anymore you are a big problem to my life " the she texted" have a good life, peace"and then they both blocked me. Now here am I with no one to understand me trying to help people with their problems but suddenly I am the bad one Thank you so much if you got here and read all this❤️ Remember one day you will be healed from everything Have an amazing day/night❤️❤️

The last one hits hard..

Is it a bad thing that I was able to fall asleep (perfectly and really easily) to the part at the end with the yelling Cause I’m just used to it by now 🥲

@NikitaSharma-yg7os

Жыл бұрын

kind of but it will get better

love this 💕

@robinfowler3645

Жыл бұрын

me to

Thanks for this playlist

You know it's a good sad edit audio when it has a person that's known to be cold and strong expressing emotion with his older brother who protected him and loved him and yet made his little brother hate him.

i cry to these when stuff that sucks happens. This time : im in 7th grade and my girlfriend was just sent to a mental hospital she said bye to a few of our friends but didnt tell mw anything...

this playlist is perfect for me right now 😭 me as an equestrian non of my friends are horsey people and i feel ike an outsider sometimes- when i try talking about horse stuff theres this one girl that says "i DONT CAREEE" every single time i try talking abt horse stuff she says that- my own step sis isnt a horsey person yes she's polite abt it but sometimes with her i feel like she doesnt care either all my life ive been surrounded with the words "I.DONT.CARE" or something related to that nobody cares for what i have to say 🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 edit: audios i can relate to, let you down, someone you loved,stiches, before you go, someone to you, ghost, arcade, beach, another love, train wreck ty for reading

09:39 I haven't heard this song in such a long time, may he rest in peace

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. I LOVE YOU YOUR NOT USELESS YOUR PERFECT. vent here: also YASBA (yasba= your awesome so be awesome) IF ANYONE. AND WHEN I SAY ANYONE I MEAN ANYONE. TELLS YOU MEAN STUFF. tackle them i dont care how young they are how old they are just fucking tackle them. dont have any mercy

@Moalan_

Ай бұрын

Thank you so much. ❤ You lit up my day. 😊

My mom just had to go to the hospital, so this is really helping me get through the worry and pain.. I'll edit this once I have more info on what's happening, if you would like to know. Edit: She's still in pain, but it turns out there was a cist on her overie that was 2/3 the size of it that burst so

@NikitaSharma-yg7os

Жыл бұрын

I hope your mother gets better

@M4PLETREEZ

Жыл бұрын

@@NikitaSharma-yg7os Thanks, that honestly males me feel better :]

The best piece for a sigma This isn't meant to calm us but to empower us I say 👐

This playlist- I can't explain it but I just really want to scream and cry all night because of my trauma.

Idk why but I feel like I have to force myself to feel any emotion other than anger, I try to change but I don’t feel like I deserve to

the last one is me.. everyday..

:) some phrases that no one told me but i want to tell you You are special no matter what Of all you are the best I'm proud of you! I will get you through this! And it will continue to hurt but I will stay with you, we will get through this together! DO NOT listen to others, see your inner light! You are a star✨ I love you, you are the best person ever! I hope I cheered you up If that didn't happen, know that I'll still be here!

Me peacefully falling asleep after crying in tell I couldn’t breathe…

All I ever asked for was affection.. 🥺

Timestamps: 00:00 - Let You Down @YuNGFriz Edits 00:32 - Someone You Loved @beantricity 01:22 - Get You The Moon @DSB EDITZ 02:13 - Hold On @styke edits. 03:00 - Stitches @kazumii 03:44 - Mercy @Mkatya 04:10 - Everything I Wanted @syke edits. 04:49 - Before You Go @YuNGFriz Edits 05:40 - Someone To You @Juliusaudios 06:17 - Safe And Sound @syke edits. 07:00 - We Don't Talk Anymore @YuNGFriz Edits 07:40 - Ghost @Quitezy 08:25 - Faded @Quitezy 09:00 - Atlantis @Rayeditz 09:39 - Everybody Dies In Their Nightmares 10:12 - Soap @Quitezy 10:58 - Lovely @Quitezy 11:45 - Arcade @YuNGFriz Edits 12:32 - Hope @Shadow Edits 13:24 - Impossible @Diaz 14:29 - In The Name Of Love @YuNGFriz Edits 15:11 - Snap @Quitezy 16:02 - Rewrite The Stars @YuNGFriz Edits 16:59 - All Time Low @Quitezy 17:44 - The Beach @Kxmuna 18:22 - Another Love @Benboran. 19:16 - Pope Is A Rockstar 19:52 - Train Wreck @syke edits. 20:18 - I Hate Myself

The beach is do nostalgic reminds me of very rough time still hurts to think about now i just dont show that im hurt anymore

need to talk? I am here

@ItsAnya198

Жыл бұрын

Yes please.. My boy is ghosting me. I think he doesnt like me anymore

@luhv_jemaa

Жыл бұрын

The boy I liked called Me a physco bitch assed cunt mother fucker:( He likes me back still idk what I should do.

@human.-.5856

Жыл бұрын

@@ItsAnya198 Hey, its okay. It isn't your fault. You are a strong human being, I know you can get through this. I'm sorry it hurts dear, but you got this. You are enough.

@human.-.5856

Жыл бұрын

@@luhv_jemaa I know its stressful. But it takes time. Talk to him about why and assess the situation. Stay strong love, you are enough. You *can* do this. You are extraordinarily brave, keep going.

@luhv_jemaa

Жыл бұрын

@@human.-.5856 tysm ur so kindd

20:18 name anime?

@cookiedoughcutie7251

Жыл бұрын

i think its re-zero its on crunchyroll and prob other sites hope this helps :)

Please feel free to vent and reply to this comment. get your feelings out, friends. I wont judge. It will be okay. I am also going through some things, but I want to help those I can, okay? I love you and am proud of you all

Atlantis got me with the zero two-

If you cry its not Because your weak it because you have been strong for to long

I'm not sad but it's good👍

Here's something nice: In the song stitches, it sounds like he's saying "farted onto my knees"

Omg so I have been going though hard times at the moment and it’s a lot of my familys birthdays this month and my mom wants me to take pictures a lot but whenever I try to smile she says “smile more bigger” like she doesn’t know what I’m going though…

The last audio is it from rezero?

That one image: *guy laying down on the bed crying*

@robinfowler3645

Жыл бұрын

Me: you ever going to take that call dude 🤣

@hanakinsidewalker

Жыл бұрын

😐😐😐

@urwifeypoo

Жыл бұрын

Wow that was extremely hilarious mate.

@s1y0sh13

Жыл бұрын

Wowww so funnyy.

@Mike-Benedict

Жыл бұрын

Congratulations, you found depression, wow, so funny.

i’m crying right now 😭🔫

Any skin care products that u love...?🙃 Could u name some skin products u love that work

I would not recommend sad edit audios during rough moments it will make u cry more crying wont be good for u

@babiesarefoodnotfriend

Жыл бұрын

crying is good for you.

@tylgrim

Жыл бұрын

Crying is a good thing

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What's 20:30-23:19 from?

20:19-20:23-20:30

I just got replaced the 3rd time

@Hoshi_San_

Жыл бұрын

Hope you feeling better..

hope its ok to vent.. Sometimes i feel like my parents will never love me due to my mental issues and they wanted a perfect kid, and im the opposite so they had another and shes perfect.. they get mad at me for a single speck on the counter or when my sis makes a mess and wants me to clean it. they @buse me emotionally and mentally, they say i know how to control my anxiety, when i dont. sometimes they get so made they end up hitting me and it hella hurts, then they expect me to not selfharm since my mum says its your fault im fat im sorry i stress eat, yall are the reason for it. i just wanna dissapear. i just wanna make a wish to never exist and never come back, cause i dont wanna go through all the trauma again. I just wanna off myself by now i cant rightnow tho due to school but i will soon then everyone will be happy. :)

@l0v3rg1rlxX

Жыл бұрын

I’m sorry for what you’re going through. Just know, there’s always a rainbow behind the storm. You will will find someone who accepts and loves you. It may not be perfect ever, but it can get better. Your family is disgusting, and I hope things do end up getting better. Even though I don’t know you, I love you. Your amazing, loveable, honorable, and an amazing person. Screw your family, I know what it’s like to have shitty family. Things will get better, I promise.

@NikitaSharma-yg7os

Жыл бұрын

@H3LLUVABOSS is right this will get better nd you are amazing and spectacular, and beautiful and it doesn't matter what these people think as they may be your parents but you will find the people who care about you ad don't care about your imperfections as those imperfections are beautiful and what make you human.

Question, is 17:48 Sasuke and Itachi from Naruto?

@Fanzilly

Жыл бұрын

Yep ❤️

I'm depressed because technoblade died of stage 4 cancer busking fly high I'll never forget you us fans and dream smp miss you....

@aniyah_thefox3633

Жыл бұрын

Bye king *

These edits remind me of my ex who used me for my money and most importantly my dad that i have tried to make happy with everything but nothing i do is enough, always comparing me to other people, intelligence is really the only thing he cares for and thats something i lack, and my niece is 16x as smart as me so i cant even go to my aunts house without being jealous of her.. now even after i studied for an extra year just to be higher then my siblings he still chooses them over me.. and im not all that pretty so i dont think my future is secured (Dont mind this just needed this out)

Yeah i...hate myself..!!!!

Ok, why did i break at Sasuke and Itachi?????!!!!!!

🙂🙂🙂

lol my best friend found my vent notebook which i hide but she found and now she hasnt talked to me for a week 👍 hah

DOES anyone one care if my family dies 😭😭😭 I had everyone die in my family I have no one no gf nothing else I have no one no one to hug every time I walk home I. See family sitting down at the table and I have to eat alone I am tried of being alone no point of living like fr I am 11 I have been bully for 7 years I am done with 😭😭😭 pretend to think everything's okay to my grandma and that's the only person I have glad I have no one to hug every night have to live on the streets. I have no girlfriend 😔 nothing like nothing this world 🌎 is not ok shooting everyday people dieing from sickest and killing like stop this I hate this stuff makes me so 😭😭😭

it hurts to cry every night only to get up in the morning and pretend everything is ok :( The audios are so good