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Chill & Calm
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  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy5 жыл бұрын

    new mix for late nights, hope it helps you find some comfort 💜 listen to another mix here - kzread.info/dash/bejne/pZWczqNpiLqsZdo.html

  • @jnjmk1999

    @jnjmk1999

    5 жыл бұрын

    Your playlists never fail in making me feel so happy💜 Your channel is a god sent.

  • @funkymusic5749

    @funkymusic5749

    5 жыл бұрын

    the bootleg boy S💜😴💤💤💤 DReaMy❤👌

  • @vickysmith9020

    @vickysmith9020

    5 жыл бұрын

    I LOVE U BOOTLEG BOY 💙💯

  • @bellac6404

    @bellac6404

    5 жыл бұрын

    May I ask where you find the aesthetic pictures?

  • @soldatkatholisch967

    @soldatkatholisch967

    5 жыл бұрын

    Hey make an Raining in Hong Kong dude

  • @itsvibetime5898
    @itsvibetime58984 жыл бұрын

    Imagine being happy with the person you see in the mirror, what a world that must be.

  • @mysticaledits1195

    @mysticaledits1195

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bob Joe that hit too close to home oh my ..

  • @mohammadaliqasimsyed2331

    @mohammadaliqasimsyed2331

    4 жыл бұрын

    hey man, i hope youre doing alright. good luck, my man

  • @john95800

    @john95800

    4 жыл бұрын

    Almost committed suicide one day because of these kind of dark thoughts...be careful out there.

  • @mohammadaliqasimsyed2331

    @mohammadaliqasimsyed2331

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@john95800 You too, Jonathan. Take care, man.

  • @jari6312

    @jari6312

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@john95800 same here..have a safe life fam.

  • @mialomuntad216
    @mialomuntad2165 жыл бұрын

    i just i just wanna hug everyone in this comment section until we're all ok

  • @fiza4627

    @fiza4627

    5 жыл бұрын

    sending you a virtual hug

  • @bendrx8795

    @bendrx8795

    5 жыл бұрын

    Im sorry but It Isn’t that easy

  • @aronnomrong

    @aronnomrong

    5 жыл бұрын

    i wish it were that easy

  • @leafblower3187

    @leafblower3187

    5 жыл бұрын

    If only it were that easy

  • @kezzerillust971

    @kezzerillust971

    5 жыл бұрын

    I personally listen to lofi to study, think and plan things out. I'm physically, mentally and emotionally fine, I'll take a hug anyday though :) For everyone who are having a rough time in life right now, keep your head up! They say time heals, and it's mostly true How can you see the good times in life if it's always sunny, you know ?

  • @JoeIIama
    @JoeIIama4 жыл бұрын

    I’m not even sad cause I miss anyone, I’m sad cause I miss myself :-(

  • @xlivius

    @xlivius

    4 жыл бұрын

    that is SO true, finally someone who understands

  • @fliperstone

    @fliperstone

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sad but true, no more myself since then....

  • @pastorapolloquiboloy2855

    @pastorapolloquiboloy2855

    4 жыл бұрын

    Damn this got me

  • @JAVIERCALDERON90

    @JAVIERCALDERON90

    4 жыл бұрын

    Fuck. I FELT THAT SHIT😔😣

  • @strawberrypie7077

    @strawberrypie7077

    4 жыл бұрын

    your jefe me too dude, me too 🥺

  • @jenjen9398
    @jenjen93984 жыл бұрын

    Just a bunch of depressed kids, telling other depressed kids it's ok to not be ok. When we can't even follow that ourselves.

  • @kalaluk

    @kalaluk

    4 жыл бұрын

    It would be nice if we were just kids. The real fact of life is: Being a person who cares about other people's emotions costs a lot, and lasts for your entire life.

  • @benjaminnrgaard5266

    @benjaminnrgaard5266

    4 жыл бұрын

    True words (If you meant kids as a metaphor)

  • @pissmast3r

    @pissmast3r

    4 жыл бұрын

    i'm 12 I'M NOT A FRIGIN KID

  • @nevan4932

    @nevan4932

    4 жыл бұрын

    Shrek Wazowski u are though

  • @nevan4932

    @nevan4932

    4 жыл бұрын

    Shrek Wazowski sry didnt mean to hurt your feelings

  • @fluffy_doggo_memes_9180
    @fluffy_doggo_memes_91805 жыл бұрын

    *let me sleep* please why are you always on my mind? I know I can’t have you so why do I try?

  • @Hgulix62

    @Hgulix62

    5 жыл бұрын

    Did you ever try for real ?

  • @panshulagunasekaran3021

    @panshulagunasekaran3021

    5 жыл бұрын

    fluffy_doggo_memes...it's not what your body wants...it's what your heart yearns...

  • @ropopolorololopo

    @ropopolorololopo

    5 жыл бұрын

    My life right now 💔

  • @jogi5255

    @jogi5255

    5 жыл бұрын

    This is my situation bro❤😕

  • @LucasRodrigues-uk8lv

    @LucasRodrigues-uk8lv

    5 жыл бұрын

    I understand you, bro...

  • @karichitos2645
    @karichitos26454 жыл бұрын

    The loneliest people are to kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do

  • @nevan4932

    @nevan4932

    4 жыл бұрын

    underrated comment, i feel ya

  • @lenaofthevalley

    @lenaofthevalley

    4 жыл бұрын

    that's so true :(

  • @pb_x

    @pb_x

    4 жыл бұрын

    Not original but I don’t really care

  • @RaVeNL0v3zU

    @RaVeNL0v3zU

    4 жыл бұрын

    I love this

  • @Cara-dj2li

    @Cara-dj2li

    4 жыл бұрын

    i cant get over ur user name

  • @mattwilsonii2098
    @mattwilsonii20984 жыл бұрын

    For everyone who feels socially awkward. For everyone who can't understand how people so easily associate with each other. For everyone who only feels comfortable alone, observing the world. For everyone who feels like no one completely understands them. You aren't the only one. Maybe someone else needed to hear that, besides me.

  • @ninonikolaishvili4342

    @ninonikolaishvili4342

    4 жыл бұрын

    👌🙋 yup me

  • @kreempa.i.8349

    @kreempa.i.8349

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thanks

  • @annamelody5724

    @annamelody5724

    4 жыл бұрын

    god bless you my friend

  • @wrs446

    @wrs446

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm getting comfortable with my solitude and loving it. Love from Kenya.

  • @ashujchwd

    @ashujchwd

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's always been hard for me to find friends who would actually look forward to seeing me at least once a day, have some real fun time like playing a game of sports or a video game or listen to really good music together. I've had hard time finding a girlfriend because most of them are committed and some few who are single, I've just failed to impress. I've tried livin' with self, being happy. But the way of the world is just that you see someone with someone and that makes you miss a special nobody. That just broke me. But here I am, just trying to make a living, following art and music, cherishing and being optimistic that I am good by myself.

  • @farihkonak6011
    @farihkonak60114 жыл бұрын

    Dreaming is the only way of an escape.

  • @cequiii

    @cequiii

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats true. Lately every night i have been having lucid dreams or normal ones, and i feel so free. I cannot explain it with words, but i would want to sleep and dream every night if i could, for many reasons..

  • @eyesglow1777

    @eyesglow1777

    4 жыл бұрын

    Or sometimes a way for you repressed feelings to rise up and come back

  • @mrxnobody2308

    @mrxnobody2308

    4 жыл бұрын

    I wish i could sleep forever but i cant

  • @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@eyesglow1777 i have nightmares all the time about my friend that commited suicide, its always us in a different situation and it always ends with him dying with me right there. helplessly wondering why my brain does this to me after i tried so hard to convince him not to

  • @eyesglow1777

    @eyesglow1777

    4 жыл бұрын

    bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388 / firstly I’m sorry for your lost friends I’ve had that too and it’s a pain and second maybe you should try lucid dreaming or try and contact them in your dreams because it might be telling you that they’re trying to tell you something or it’s just your subconscious trying to get over it

  • @a9b9a9
    @a9b9a95 жыл бұрын

    Sad how we’re all so young and go through depression

  • @metaknight281

    @metaknight281

    5 жыл бұрын

    As i always say: you should do things as long as you can.. Hahaha.... I am sorry that was bad... I am just so lonely :(

  • @hairyjohnson2597

    @hairyjohnson2597

    5 жыл бұрын

    It will get better

  • @cxpid9572

    @cxpid9572

    5 жыл бұрын

    Exactly, and whenever I try to talk to my mom about it she just asks me why I’d be depressed and that I’m too young for that :/

  • @cxpid9572

    @cxpid9572

    5 жыл бұрын

    Metaknight That wasn’t bad at all ❤️

  • @metaknight281

    @metaknight281

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@cxpid9572 thanks. Yeah I guess people who do not go through it can never understand it. I do not even have the courage to talk to my mom lol.

  • @TheSilvaCamel
    @TheSilvaCamel5 жыл бұрын

    It sucks, doesn't it? Loving someone you know you can't have Seeing them in front of you every day I know it will never work So why do I keep trying? I could have moved on so many times.... But I didn't. Because, all I want is you.

  • @muhamadreza3517

    @muhamadreza3517

    4 жыл бұрын

    Don't give up

  • @FV-tg4sz

    @FV-tg4sz

    4 жыл бұрын

    1000000000000000% Agreeable!!💔

  • @claudiagarcia_

    @claudiagarcia_

    4 жыл бұрын

    I felt this one😞💔

  • @rossmely8718

    @rossmely8718

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hit me in the feels! 😐😭💔💕

  • @ajla852

    @ajla852

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ouch 😟

  • @Mimi-sw1vf
    @Mimi-sw1vf4 жыл бұрын

    I feel so undesirable but when I come to the comments, I feel less alone.

  • @MakennaMarieB

    @MakennaMarieB

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mica _ same

  • @jari6312

    @jari6312

    4 жыл бұрын

    lowkey feel connected to ppl i never even met b4

  • @stinkywizzleteats4763

    @stinkywizzleteats4763

    4 жыл бұрын

    Girl....you a snack high key.

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your never alone the world is full of beautiful people you just need to get out and find them 🕊🙏🌷

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    You tell her girl 🕊🙏✌

  • @Bandgeek601
    @Bandgeek6014 жыл бұрын

    I’m not super depressed, but I do feel melancholy every now and then. When everyone is gone and you’re all alone, you wonder if somewhere, anywhere, there’s at least one romantic match out there who wonders about being with someone like you. I don’t know if I’ll ever find that person, but at least I can live with passion and drive and use that energy to make this world a better place. I will not die until I do.

  • @SaintOh

    @SaintOh

    4 жыл бұрын

    I found her. Did I manage to keep her? No. No, I did not.

  • @lazyloft492

    @lazyloft492

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats pretty inspiring ngl

  • @h-e-x

    @h-e-x

    4 жыл бұрын

    With everyone trying to uncover their own destiny in life, this summarization best describes my own... Well said.

  • @balintalbert1077

    @balintalbert1077

    2 жыл бұрын

    @JazzyBilly_bobby you can kill someone with 10 inch

  • @ShootingMapleStarz
    @ShootingMapleStarz5 жыл бұрын

    i can't stop thinking of him. no matter how much i tell myself to or distract myself, he always pops up in my head. so much time has past, and i still think of him.

  • @kkstudios1906

    @kkstudios1906

    5 жыл бұрын

    mood

  • @strangepolicy7042

    @strangepolicy7042

    5 жыл бұрын

    how are you now?

  • @goodgirl7468

    @goodgirl7468

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same . Just keep trying no solution. I hope we will find love one day

  • @allison2035

    @allison2035

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same🤧

  • @ahmedashraf6581

    @ahmedashraf6581

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats me but correction her*

  • @rvmpdd1779
    @rvmpdd17795 жыл бұрын

    You ever feel so empty that you fake a smile just to feel normal again?

  • @Hgulix62

    @Hgulix62

    5 жыл бұрын

    Maybe that's the problem, peoples need to accept that they are weak sometimes, there is a moment in Life when you feel empty .. but do not fake a smile it will not help you, many peoples canno't see a fake smile and therefore they will not try yo help you

  • @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ow the edge

  • @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    5 жыл бұрын

    But seriously, what's the point of some of these comments? Like do you want attention? Do you want me to just say okay?

  • @Hgulix62

    @Hgulix62

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@amildlydisappointingsalad6058 - Yep, when you're empty you want attention

  • @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    @amildlydisappointingsalad6058

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@Hgulix62 they didnt need to comment it. They obviously want attention if they comment that, they could have kept it to themselves

  • @aohlywud
    @aohlywud4 жыл бұрын

    i miss the old me, the one who would get excited to climb trees and play outside with the random kid at the park. the social butterfly who lost her wings as she got older😔

  • @saalamander4406

    @saalamander4406

    4 жыл бұрын

    At least you had that as your old you,all I had was pain😞

  • @aohlywud

    @aohlywud

    4 жыл бұрын

    saalamander ily🥺

  • @faz6596

    @faz6596

    3 жыл бұрын

    @anna I relate so much to your comment, I used to be able to talk to anyone and make them my friend, I used to be really really happy, but after a while, I lost all that. People keep telling me to go back to my old self, but it's not that easy like the way they say it.

  • @aohlywud

    @aohlywud

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@faz6596 i know exactly what you mean. it’s hard to “go back to your old self” especially when they don’t even know what’s going on inside your head. i’m always here. if you’ve got instagram, snapchat or anything and you want to add me, just let me know :) i’ll talk to you whenever

  • @faz6596

    @faz6596

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@aohlywud thank you so much for this comment!! Im really glad that there are really nice and wonderful people like you, and same goes for you as well, if you want to talk about anything on Instagram I will talk whenever you want too. Thank you very much and I hope you have a wonderful day 😊

  • @bigpuff7265
    @bigpuff72654 жыл бұрын

    Anyone that comes here and reads this comment although it might get buried, know that it will get better. Life continues, and the days go on, and the world keeps spinning. You can choose to keep moving along with everyone else, or you can choose to step out and find yourself. Once you know who you are, and what you’re capable of, don’t ever forget. Everyone has a purpose in this world, and use the purpose for good. Don’t give up. Keep going.

  • @yuuzzasmr7928

    @yuuzzasmr7928

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bigpuff 72 thank you 🥰

  • @sidkiani5493

    @sidkiani5493

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s most heartbreaking sentence life goes on

  • @elliotbogle6031

    @elliotbogle6031

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you I feel very loved from this night y’all-E

  • @versace0018
    @versace00185 жыл бұрын

    *_dreaming of the things we used to be_*

  • @yojj404

    @yojj404

    5 жыл бұрын

    Or things we want...but know we'll never have

  • @kaligirard2311

    @kaligirard2311

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@yojj404 bro that's deep, yet so true 😭😭😭

  • @savitarr1162

    @savitarr1162

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@kaligirard2311 after 6 years beeing alone i finaly have a girlfriend, yet...i still feel alone :/ have I been so used to feel this that i'll always feel it? :/

  • @Hgulix62

    @Hgulix62

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@savitarr1162 - There is a slightly difference between feeling alone and feeling the need to socialize, having friend or gf .. Feeling alone is more existential, like there is you and at the other side everything else

  • @savitarr1162

    @savitarr1162

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@Hgulix62 yes :(

  • @yommiishiyo7500
    @yommiishiyo75005 жыл бұрын

    I miss you dad. I can't forget you no matter what. So please ease this hatred I feel for not telling you those words. I love you

  • @g.h7657

    @g.h7657

    4 жыл бұрын

    I never had one except when he hit me

  • @deiasaze

    @deiasaze

    4 жыл бұрын

    All best to you, hope u r doing great.

  • @justwhy539

    @justwhy539

    4 жыл бұрын

    How youre good

  • @StandAloneSoul

    @StandAloneSoul

    3 жыл бұрын

    Forgive yourself

  • @cristinacarella1551
    @cristinacarella15514 жыл бұрын

    I really think that our soulmate is here in this comments, under this beautiful playlist.

  • @pierre-adrienlord5554

    @pierre-adrienlord5554

    4 жыл бұрын

    Cristina Carella one day you’ll find it and there’s no doubt in that.

  • @Sarah_theog33
    @Sarah_theog334 жыл бұрын

    Funny how you can live fast with someone and imagine settling down with them, you imagine the future, how that person just fits you, how their hand fits yours so perfectly, how their hug is the only hug that fixes everything... Then, you find out it was all just an illusion and they never really wanted any of that with you and they leave without a goodbye... One year later, you see them creating that life you once dreamt of with someone new and they seem so happy... the new girl seems so happy with him... and the only thing I pray for is that he doesn't rip her heart out and throw it on the floor like he did with me.. It's 4am and I still think of you.

  • @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    4 жыл бұрын

    man i can relate to this , except a girl did this to me.

  • @gabyramirez3326

    @gabyramirez3326

    4 жыл бұрын

    i felt this on another level

  • @justaguy9082
    @justaguy90824 жыл бұрын

    Anyone else not feel real all the time or is that just me

  • @elijah4010

    @elijah4010

    4 жыл бұрын

    King Kurtis sometimes it just feels like i’m not even alive

  • @benjaminnrgaard5266

    @benjaminnrgaard5266

    4 жыл бұрын

    Existence is... weird… I do feel something though, I'm so sorry for everyone who does not feel like they exist, but well, if you feel like you don't exist, just by feeling that, it proofs you exist. I know it's not that easy though, I will give you the biggest hug if I could.

  • @chemicalbeast5849

    @chemicalbeast5849

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel like humans other than me are just robots... they act as they were humans in front of me but as soon as they change rooms they turn off. I don’t even believe that for an example cardi b or any celebrities are real.

  • @benjaminnrgaard5266

    @benjaminnrgaard5266

    4 жыл бұрын

    F I O N A Yeah, I feel you. But since I’m a man of logic/science I believe that they are “real”, but their personally and identity is just complext chemical reactions in the centre of the brain. A robot also functions on chemical reactions, therefore from a logical standpoint a robot and a human is the same thing. We are logically no different from a human and a rock. We are alive because of chemical reactions and molecules, just as the rock keeps it’s form/identity because of chemical reactions. When you call something alive, it’s bullshit. When you call something dead, also bullshit. It’s just all particles with different values and properties, nothing more. Therefore there is three options: You can say nothing is real. You can say that everything is real. You can just don’t care, because nothing matters. No one belongs any where, nobody exist on perpose, everyone is gonna die. Nothing matters, therefore do what ever pleases you the most. Follow your dreams. What ever that is. Does not matter because you and only you, are the justification of your own actions, not the police. There is no difference for right and wrong, since “good” and “bad” is just a reflection of themselfs. When you do something good, it will be bad for a others. When you have done something bad, it will be Good for others. Only search your own true calling, because everyone has a reason to what they are doing and why they had done it and are doing it or about to do it. So therefore, you thinking of something that you think is fair. Then it’s fair until proven other wise. Because nothing matters, enjoy your life, your perception, because when you die, there is not light, no darkness, no perception. It will be like you where never really there, because you don’t have a perception anymore. Don’t let anyone stop you, follow your dreams. Only your own justification is justified. I personally think the best is number 3 is the best and most correct option. But of coase this is just my opinion on how you should embrace the short life we all have. Live your life as you want and see fit. Hope everything will be allright you chemical beast. ;)

  • @chemicalbeast5849

    @chemicalbeast5849

    4 жыл бұрын

    Benjamin Nørgaard Thank you :) you took your time to write this for a stranger and i deeply appreciate it. I am so glad someone feels like me. For the last time Thank you 🙏:))

  • @ainesbachirbelmehdi7074
    @ainesbachirbelmehdi70745 жыл бұрын

    *I will always be with you, even when we are not together*

  • @azaelgarza1871

    @azaelgarza1871

    5 жыл бұрын

    I wish that was true

  • @Delusionall-

    @Delusionall-

    5 жыл бұрын

    ):

  • @escherichiacoli7069

    @escherichiacoli7069

    5 жыл бұрын

    You love her, and someone else is fucking her... Sad...

  • @captainshinysidesofthehmsb8900

    @captainshinysidesofthehmsb8900

    5 жыл бұрын

    @o janina I got the same situation.

  • @malamour
    @malamour4 жыл бұрын

    Weird how one person can change your whole life and mood instantly

  • @b3dr

    @b3dr

    4 жыл бұрын

    Uzismile True

  • @randa7075

    @randa7075

    3 жыл бұрын

    What a stupid mind we have

  • @TheRealJRF
    @TheRealJRF4 жыл бұрын

    I found her, I found a girl who actually loves me and respects me She’s loyal, funny, beautiful I love her so much, and she loves me.. But why do i still feel so sad So broken I feel like im not enough for her I feel so sad, yet im experiencing happiness, something i havent felt, in a really long time... I guess just goes to show... no matter what you have, anyone can be feeling anything...

  • @danielpichler6823

    @danielpichler6823

    4 жыл бұрын

    J R F words of wisdom... ur not alone bud, keep on fighting like we always do.. lose as many times as life wants you to but never give up❤️💪

  • @katiecrone1317

    @katiecrone1317

    4 жыл бұрын

    I know how that feels, I feel the same thing....i have a guy who's so sweet and amazing and makes me so so happy, he sent me this video actually... and I just dont feel like I'm enough for him...hes so sweet, hes always there for everyone, and for every one of my tears....and I'm just....I'm lost.....idk why he could love someone like me.... why he chose me out of better people for him.......it doesnt make sense......but I'm glad he chose me...... You might not ever feel like you're enough.....but just know that they chose you, they fell in love with you for a reason....... ♡

  • @wizardxl9174

    @wizardxl9174

    4 жыл бұрын

    I went through the same thing and i lost her i was blind of what was going on around me and i ended up losing her it hurts to see her everyday just as a friend but its okay to be sad that's one thing she told me because i had the same problem enjoy every moment with her as if it were your last and show her that she's appreciated not just through words that's my word of advice i wish you eternal happiness

  • @boxed_ju1ce

    @boxed_ju1ce

    4 жыл бұрын

    I fucking feel you. I've given up on happiness because I know I'll never be able to reach it. Make that girl feel loved. Love is one of the few good things about the world. It can also be the worst. I'm so confused about what to feel around the girls that I pour my heart and soul into. They just act like I didn't love them or actually care and it hurts so fucking much

  • @beep1094

    @beep1094

    4 жыл бұрын

    My boyfriend almost broke up with me the other day because he said I deserved better than him. He is in such a bad place and it breaks my heart. He feels useless and undeserving of happiness. He is pushing me and all the good things away because he doesn't think he should have it. But he does deserve it and so do you. I know what is best for me and what's best for me is him - exactly what your SO would say. My advice to you is do not let this person go. Please. You will think that by leaving them you're making it easier but it doesn't work that way. Love them, that's all you have to do. 💛

  • @mivroscoper9924
    @mivroscoper99245 жыл бұрын

    If only there was someone to dream about me

  • @princeg6733

    @princeg6733

    5 жыл бұрын

    Someone is ,everyone dreams of someone

  • @princeg6733

    @princeg6733

    5 жыл бұрын

    Daydream or sleep dream

  • @traditionalsunni629

    @traditionalsunni629

    5 жыл бұрын

    I feel you 😌😒. theres no one who would dream of me.

  • @shisui6913

    @shisui6913

    5 жыл бұрын

    Red Demon nobody knows

  • @dopegirl

    @dopegirl

    5 жыл бұрын

    Red Demon you’d be surprised

  • @ms.struggle3519
    @ms.struggle35195 жыл бұрын

    I'm sitting outside my room, it's beautifoul night, my cat is sitting with me, i'm smoking again and i'm just realizing how self-destructive i am. I wasted my second change to a better future, i'm not even sad, just dessapointed. If someone is reading this, please, don't make the same mistakes i made

  • @afeefatahseen1485

    @afeefatahseen1485

    4 жыл бұрын

    its never too late

  • @itaty5638
    @itaty56384 жыл бұрын

    “Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they tried to blend into the world before and people continue to disappoint them”

  • @rickeishamarshall3916

    @rickeishamarshall3916

    4 жыл бұрын

    I can relate... 😔

  • @itaty5638

    @itaty5638

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rickeisha Marshall Well that makes us two 😔But keep trying, life is simply worth living🙂

  • @BottomQuark

    @BottomQuark

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@itaty5638 Now its 3, i can also relate...

  • @kicknollingwood6887

    @kicknollingwood6887

    4 жыл бұрын

    Kick that loner

  • @aswdtyyn4041

    @aswdtyyn4041

    3 жыл бұрын

    Then fuck im a horrible friend

  • @lgg7166
    @lgg71664 жыл бұрын

    Sometimes it’s hard to believe you guys are real. Seriously. Everyone in the comments are so real, so pure to express what we bottle up for years of our time on earth But then I guess, you’re probably people I know. People as real as people within these comments could be my best friend who’s bottling up her grief and I would be none the wiser I could pass one of you on the street and never exchange glances. We wouldn’t even know... And that’s, terrifyingly beautiful. The fact that us humans are so true alone and put on a facade to defend our vulnerable core, but because of the internet, we can safely all get through that 4am haze, that “I’m not living up to me” cloud, the melancholic drifting thoughts of terror and hope I wish I could meet all of you. But I probably do, because anyone and everyone I meet has a vulnerable core in their hearts that they stow away for 4am, because in a way, it’s nice That may sound contradictory, but, true. It’s nice going through the pain of grief, self loathing, floating thoughts, and to find out that, you’re not alone, to accept this is you and this is now Thanks for coming to my TED talk, imma get some sleep G’night

  • @elliotbogle6031

    @elliotbogle6031

    4 жыл бұрын

    Night my dude sweet dreams

  • @kicknollingwood6887

    @kicknollingwood6887

    4 жыл бұрын

    We're all Russians, dasvidania.

  • @uyibinx8670
    @uyibinx86705 жыл бұрын

    THAT xxxtentacion poster,the cat and the rain n stuff makes me just feel like- home

  • @LogarMind

    @LogarMind

    5 жыл бұрын

    thanks, ur comment remember me what im not alone

  • @vicioustubers878

    @vicioustubers878

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ong although I don't have a cat but...nvm

  • @ProMrLecoq01

    @ProMrLecoq01

    5 жыл бұрын

    vicious tubers cats are amazing

  • @ProMrLecoq01

    @ProMrLecoq01

    5 жыл бұрын

    Yeah I miss it

  • @vicioustubers878

    @vicioustubers878

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@ProMrLecoq01 very much so

  • @trash9335
    @trash93354 жыл бұрын

    It's sad how quickly life passes by and the little things that you did when you were younger are now monumental events that changed your life forever. Much love for everyone in a rough place, take each other's hands we are struggling right beside you

  • @sidkiani5493

    @sidkiani5493

    4 жыл бұрын

    T R A S H デッドボーイ May Allah give us power but it’s is just felt like someone chopped your heart as he chopped ordinary vegetables

  • @graymoon8144

    @graymoon8144

    4 жыл бұрын

    T R A S H デッドボーイ this made me depressed

  • @domiliwin7767

    @domiliwin7767

    4 жыл бұрын

    I've imagined that all of us just stand up, get each other's hand and go through this rough times... It made me feel slightly better. Remember you're not the only one... Lots of love

  • @StandAloneSoul

    @StandAloneSoul

    3 жыл бұрын

    Much love right back to you.

  • @persephone3309
    @persephone33094 жыл бұрын

    I'd give up all my tomorrows for a slice of yesterday with you....

  • @persephone3309

    @persephone3309

    3 жыл бұрын

    never give up your tomorrows for anyone because you weren't worth it and i kept making excuses for you... not anymore

  • @karlharmon5927
    @karlharmon59274 жыл бұрын

    It’s crazy how after all of lifes challenges I turn to you to give me strength even tho I’ll never become your world or anyone really but I still hold onto the glimmer of hope that one day, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, or next month, possibly in a years time that you’ll notice me and we’ll laugh together, cry together and everything under the sun together but that’s just me wishful thinking at this point Hope that one day the people in this comment section find happiness with someone

  • @skeetskeet4029
    @skeetskeet40295 жыл бұрын

    Sadness is common and happiness is rare. murder is glorified and drama is shared. poverty is frowned upon and no one seems to care about the lost and found kids from the back of the class that have no love to share. Depression doesn't sale away it runs through the stream and dark pool of humanity. So much pain this world lol. So much vanity, just enough to drive a good samaritan into sanity.

  • @hamiltonstan9331

    @hamiltonstan9331

    5 жыл бұрын

    SKEET SKEET this should be a song

  • @anaskchichou1324

    @anaskchichou1324

    5 жыл бұрын

    @Noah Perez did he write this

  • @c3po334

    @c3po334

    5 жыл бұрын

    SKEET SKEET bro that was some deep shit.

  • @4some2joe0

    @4some2joe0

    5 жыл бұрын

    *Sail Sorry I had to be that person

  • @kyriachavarria4879

    @kyriachavarria4879

    5 жыл бұрын

    that... that was tuff

  • @sashamil8325
    @sashamil83255 жыл бұрын

    Emotional people are always misunderstood

  • @aii9889

    @aii9889

    4 жыл бұрын

    I know, because I’m emotional but sometimes, I come off rough.. or rude, and honestly, I just need someone who understands my emotion and that I don’t mean what I do nor say.

  • @moelestor8829
    @moelestor88294 жыл бұрын

    I don’t know who I’m crying about but I know I love them more than life its self

  • @rasheedb4762
    @rasheedb47624 жыл бұрын

    For years I've been listening to this type of music when I'm feeling lonely, empty and just want to be in my thoughts and in my melancholic moods... I'm listening and decided to scroll the comments... It's comforting to know there's strangers out there who share common feelings, moods and pain. In the end we're not alone, we're all connected by invisible strings of energy. A dark twisted energy, but atleast were connected. I love you all.

  • @StandAloneSoul

    @StandAloneSoul

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love you too, and I am proud of us.

  • @sashanara7841
    @sashanara78414 жыл бұрын

    Why can’t i get you of my mind? What’s so special about you? You’re making this hard for me I know i can never be with you I just want my mind to understand that

  • @morladarling3319

    @morladarling3319

    3 жыл бұрын

    💕

  • @aroparo._

    @aroparo._

    3 жыл бұрын

    this comment made me go in my feels but then ur reply made me get out 😂@JazzyBilly_bobby

  • @kiannaromano8727

    @kiannaromano8727

    3 жыл бұрын

    I really felt that

  • @imoof9414

    @imoof9414

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@aroparo._ heck yeh true 😄

  • @leversandpulleys9274

    @leversandpulleys9274

    3 жыл бұрын

    @JazzyBilly_bobby alright

  • @zo7289
    @zo72895 жыл бұрын

    I love the small details in this animation. The twinkling yellow Christmas lights, the rain drops on the window, the clap of thunder/lightning, the flash of the notification she received on her phone while she was asleep, the small cactus plant on the windowsill, the music that vibes along...wow, I could go on. Amazing animation/art/music. This is such a vibe. Thank you. Lastly, if YOU are reading this...know that you are not alone. I hope this small fact comforts you in knowing that we all share the same feelings as you. ❤

  • @spiciestofspices9286

    @spiciestofspices9286

    4 жыл бұрын

    there's also an xxxtentacion poster, aswell as what seems to be two pills next to the alarm clock. time seemingly has stopped for her, as the clock doesn't go past 4:20, and she doesn't seem to hear the vibrations from her phone. seems like she's gone, eh?

  • @digitalhippie2336

    @digitalhippie2336

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@spiciestofspices9286 Holy shit !! That was a Sherlock move right there !!

  • @luciusnguyen2449

    @luciusnguyen2449

    4 жыл бұрын

    Not to mention 4:20

  • @skm5557
    @skm55574 жыл бұрын

    10 years, 100 miles away and still I can’t hold you in my arms. I’m just waiting for my dreams to be a reality

  • @vsntura
    @vsntura4 жыл бұрын

    sucks how things change so fast:( she kissed me, lead me on, told me “i love you, i miss you, come cuddle me, i want to be with you right now. “i’m not ready for a relationship” leaves what we had and forgets it and goes to another guy:( am i not good enough for you:(

  • @majandrak1706

    @majandrak1706

    4 жыл бұрын

    JuicyBepis you’re good enough for anyone. You’ll find the right person eventually, it takes time. I’m sorry she did that to you, it’ll be okay :)

  • @suinalazma3352

    @suinalazma3352

    4 жыл бұрын

    That happened to me...it is crule that ppl do this...make us believe they will never leave us then once we finally believe it that is when they leave:(

  • @craazieee
    @craazieee5 жыл бұрын

    A smile could do wonders for so many people.. remember that

  • @gaelmargrace

    @gaelmargrace

    5 жыл бұрын

    Shyanne Rivera I will remember it

  • @iNinjeek

    @iNinjeek

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ha so true. i remember when i was really sad and lonely this one day in high school, there was this guy with the biggest smile who opened the door for me when i was trying to exit the building. Definitely got a huge crush on him after LOl. He wasnt even that cute, but his genuine self made my heart skipped a beat and felt much better

  • @robin7433
    @robin74335 жыл бұрын

    I couldn't sleep last night. I just laid in bed with my eyes closed, wishing I would stop thinking until the sun came up. I'm just so exhausted. Thanks for the music ❤️

  • @ropopolorololopo

    @ropopolorololopo

    5 жыл бұрын

    Literally me right now at 5:18 am

  • @c3po334

    @c3po334

    5 жыл бұрын

    bob kohler bro I feel u 💯

  • @trailergb9037
    @trailergb90374 жыл бұрын

    I was told to never take advice from someone who can't even look at their own reflection. but sometimes that reflection is broken and the only way to help is to prevent others from breaking their own reflection too.

  • @BreeGonzales
    @BreeGonzales4 жыл бұрын

    This made me feel like I wasn't alone, as if the person I love is right next to me, holding me and keeping me safe, even if I am physically alone.

  • @Officialsantoz96
    @Officialsantoz964 жыл бұрын

    4am Laying in bed Still no text What will be next I wish to disappear An never reappear I think I’m ready tell the reaper come get me.

  • @articbear23

    @articbear23

    4 жыл бұрын

    Very nice Haiko

  • @Thebatmanvoice

    @Thebatmanvoice

    4 жыл бұрын

    4am Laying in bed Still no text What will be next I wish to disappear An never reappear I think I’m ready tell the reaper come get me. Because my time seems near.

  • @saison5316

    @saison5316

    4 жыл бұрын

    D6418 add “ goodbye my dear” ?🤔

  • @oddsocks3083

    @oddsocks3083

    4 жыл бұрын

    last line could be 'till you come get me'. ive been trying to write a song, mind if i borrow this? might use it, might not

  • @elliotbogle6031

    @elliotbogle6031

    4 жыл бұрын

    Santoz I’ll be here if you need to talk just reply and I’ll be here

  • @fatcat937
    @fatcat9375 жыл бұрын

    The smallest things make me sad and change my mood.

  • @chillmusic4094

    @chillmusic4094

    4 жыл бұрын

    Love!

  • @pinktearzzz9329

    @pinktearzzz9329

    4 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @haveaniceday3952

    @haveaniceday3952

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same it's horrible

  • @justjanice6014

    @justjanice6014

    4 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @TheDede508

    @TheDede508

    4 жыл бұрын

    me too like this music

  • @mihaitamedre4400
    @mihaitamedre44004 жыл бұрын

    I like on how youtube recommended me this at 4am . . . . . . Im grateful

  • @takon0458
    @takon04584 жыл бұрын

    Gonna be another lonely christmas this year...great

  • @sonyenergy408

    @sonyenergy408

    4 жыл бұрын

    you know what the old saying, actions speak louder than words. do not give up. sometimes all it could be is one side or the other not opening themselves up to each other. Try open yourself up to a lot of people during those holidays and the chances of encountering a person that understands you increases

  • @chemoemo3926
    @chemoemo39265 жыл бұрын

    It's sad time once again boys . . . I understand how much it can hurt not being able to lie close to the one who you care so much for; the emptiness they leave behind, both physically and emotionally, is unbearable. I can't say how you two separated, but I can tell you how to go on: Look towards what's left in your life - the good, the bad, and work on both to better yourself, as well as everything around you. Take care of your responsibilities, but also take care of yourself. Take care of yourself before others, and realize just how much more you can be without those who left you behind. As painful and tough as the journey will be, where you will ultimately end is not your mission - it is what you can find and do along the way. Along that path is someone, as well as numerous others, who won't leave you, and you won't be dreaming of them at 4am - instead, they'll be right by your side. Whenever you meet them, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.

  • @declancarroll2544

    @declancarroll2544

    5 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this glimmer of hope. Enjoy your week :)

  • @kayexbeats

    @kayexbeats

    5 жыл бұрын

    You comment on every video lol

  • @Matt-qm9kw

    @Matt-qm9kw

    5 жыл бұрын

    Chemo Emo what would life be without your comments

  • @aiseison

    @aiseison

    5 жыл бұрын

    Brochacho, Mr/Ms Chemo Emo.. your comments are always and will always be the reason why peeps have hope in the struggles they face. You're doing a mighty fine job doing what you know is best and may the universe treat you well in your endeavors. Thank you for your support.

  • @moonassery26

    @moonassery26

    5 жыл бұрын

    guessing your name is connor and you’re the android sent by cyberlife?

  • @FutonFlex
    @FutonFlex4 жыл бұрын

    I’ll never let someone be this important to me again I’ll change my life for the better and I’ll never think of you again

  • @goodgirl7468

    @goodgirl7468

    4 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong 💕

  • @thebaraddicts8502

    @thebaraddicts8502

    4 жыл бұрын

    im doing the same thing. gotten to the point i changed my phone number and i can finally stop myself from texting her.. never will i let anyone become so close to me

  • @kicknollingwood6887

    @kicknollingwood6887

    4 жыл бұрын

    Text her

  • @honeyxmoony
    @honeyxmoony3 жыл бұрын

    So many broken souls here, I wish I could give you a hug 😔💞

  • @yayaaishaa4671
    @yayaaishaa46714 жыл бұрын

    the fact that you don't know how much i miss you

  • @CHARLUCOFC
    @CHARLUCOFC5 жыл бұрын

    I am here now, Reading comments from the past. But who will be here in the future? ...and where will i be..

  • @NLR_Gray

    @NLR_Gray

    5 жыл бұрын

    Alive and well, surrounded by people who care about you and one day you'll look back at this and read even more comments from the past that was the future of the comments you wanted to know so much about.

  • @alphawolf5823

    @alphawolf5823

    5 жыл бұрын

    i'm here from the future ... just like you reading comments from the past and where you are now ? .... i hope you are with someone you love and having the best night of your life... and this is just the start :)

  • @mzain7141

    @mzain7141

    5 жыл бұрын

    u are with me , grieving in the future , dying in our past

  • @tiredwarrior1203

    @tiredwarrior1203

    5 жыл бұрын

    Where are you mate?

  • @codystokes9289

    @codystokes9289

    5 жыл бұрын

    Embrace i love this. I this about shit like this all the time

  • @trang2663
    @trang26635 жыл бұрын

    why can’t you get off my mind

  • @ozymandia3212

    @ozymandia3212

    5 жыл бұрын

    Cause he is probably thinking of you too... That's what psychology says

  • @captainshinysidesofthehmsb8900

    @captainshinysidesofthehmsb8900

    5 жыл бұрын

    I hope reality to be as magical as that.

  • @elisespieces8197

    @elisespieces8197

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mohamed Younes I hope you’re right...

  • @ernestoespinoza1260

    @ernestoespinoza1260

    4 жыл бұрын

    Cannot be true. I wish

  • @JennyferChele

    @JennyferChele

    4 жыл бұрын

    Why

  • @hectorjr6923
    @hectorjr69234 жыл бұрын

    I just came home today to see my wife had left our apartment. She took most of her stuff... I could talk to her after, but it seems she will be gone forever... I feel devastated.

  • @losouth5194

    @losouth5194

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry :( but things we cant understand in the moment happen for a reason for our long term selves to help us get through. She obviously isnt the one for you. People and love, come and go. But if something is worth fighting for, you both will....not just one of you. I hope you feel better soon and see happiness is everywhere... you just have to let it in again.

  • @Hanzeeeee

    @Hanzeeeee

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hope you're doing ok

  • @akopzy7577

    @akopzy7577

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey man maybe its not the right person for you keep ya head up

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hi there I know is hard mate but be strong you will come out smiling in the long run 🕊🙏

  • @klonaz3288
    @klonaz32884 жыл бұрын

    _Lots of you guys here is thinking and talking about a lover... You know, actually (2:07am) I'm thinking about who I used to be, I don't recognize me anymore, I just want to go back in time, I want with all I have, to be a kiddo again just for once, just for once..._

  • @metaknight281

    @metaknight281

    3 жыл бұрын

    feel you bro, i want to start over again just once. I would undo all my stupid mistakes... why is life so cruel...?

  • @Katsyl
    @Katsyl5 жыл бұрын

    At 4am I can hear the rain on my window It reminds me that I'm back in reality A hazy dream that leaves me still feeling happy My lights are still on and I'm still on that call I want to go back to sleep so I can dream of you again

  • @vanderlinojunior7895

    @vanderlinojunior7895

    5 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful.

  • @ed_acidroom

    @ed_acidroom

    5 жыл бұрын

    I love your picture

  • @debonairrose

    @debonairrose

    5 жыл бұрын

    dream of you again, dream of you... one last time

  • @mitchcapps6021
    @mitchcapps60215 жыл бұрын

    an impossible amount of people have entered into our consciousness. pay close attention to those whose souls surface above the water. Here's to each and every one.

  • @FV-tg4sz
    @FV-tg4sz4 жыл бұрын

    And sometimes I wonder; does anyone love me? Has anyone ever associated such beautiful heartfelt emotion with me?

  • @jasmoras3746
    @jasmoras37464 жыл бұрын

    she brave for having her feet from under the blanket

  • @racabon
    @racabon4 жыл бұрын

    dude this is the most wholesome piece of youtube. I love everyone here and i hope your day, and the days to come are just, absolutely fantastic.

  • @holdenayd172

    @holdenayd172

    4 жыл бұрын

    racabon motion Hey man I know you commented this a little bit ago but I love you too you are gonna go far in life man I know it, keep doing you ❤️

  • @morladarling3319

    @morladarling3319

    3 жыл бұрын

    Love you fam 💕

  • @djn695
    @djn6955 жыл бұрын

    This community helps me in dealing with depression. Love y'all, thank you so much 💓.

  • @leonforbin1418

    @leonforbin1418

    5 жыл бұрын

    Djn We love you too 😊💜

  • @djn695

    @djn695

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@leonforbin1418 thank you man 😆

  • @chillmusic4094

    @chillmusic4094

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lovee! Check us out!

  • @Nisa-db9vk
    @Nisa-db9vk4 жыл бұрын

    these people in the comments care more about me than my friends do

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hey keep smiling my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊

  • @xmason7313
    @xmason73134 жыл бұрын

    It's 4:11am rn. I'm missing someone who'll never think of me again, I'm not particularly sad about it. More empty than anything. Idk, It's hard to articulate such a surreal feeling; being able to invest so much time and effort into someone only to end up as strangers to one another. It's indescribable. Never stop loving though, people. It'll be worth it. Eventually.

  • @cindymayen1208

    @cindymayen1208

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same problem here man lol it's 5:02am for me

  • @yuri3094
    @yuri30945 жыл бұрын

    *I can't keep you out of my mind, even when i sleep, I dream about you..*

  • @hannahorozco8394

    @hannahorozco8394

    4 жыл бұрын

    @JDottDees Tv experts say if you're thinking of some one there's a good chance that she or he is thinking about you too.

  • @tenshisensei688
    @tenshisensei6885 жыл бұрын

    Waiting for that guy to write that paragraph

  • @chemoemo3926

    @chemoemo3926

    5 жыл бұрын

    @Grimmjow I am waiting as well - I do hope he arrives soon, although his comments are quite annoying.

  • @tenshisensei688

    @tenshisensei688

    5 жыл бұрын

    Chemo Emo nah bro, I always read his comment when the music starts. It just adds some extra spice, enhancing the whole video overall

  • @swayaways

    @swayaways

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@chemoemo3926 when we doesn't even realize it lmao

  • @Nekopolitan_

    @Nekopolitan_

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@swayaways lol right

  • @unclemiggery7978

    @unclemiggery7978

    5 жыл бұрын

    Chemo Emo that’s funny because u wrote a paragraph 😂

  • @noulo7998
    @noulo79984 жыл бұрын

    I love looking at the comments making me feel not alone.

  • @MrsKylie12
    @MrsKylie124 жыл бұрын

    so sad... so nostalgic... just amazing, thank you

  • @JJ-en7dv
    @JJ-en7dv5 жыл бұрын

    I can’t escape my thoughts of missing you even when I dream

  • @fakecloutofficial
    @fakecloutofficial5 жыл бұрын

    *I am scrolling through this channel...and I realized there are only a few songs that I have not listened to.* I love this channel.

  • @KingKusuo
    @KingKusuo4 жыл бұрын

    i like how the clock is exactly at 4:20am

  • @lilyv1526
    @lilyv15264 жыл бұрын

    alot of things run in my mind during these late nights. i miss feeling happy, i miss those times where i could actually sleep nicely. i can't bare to be happy with myself, i feel ashamed. just venting it all out in the comments make me feel so ashamed of myself, because i'm alone. no matter how much i deny it, i'm so alone. i want to be okay, but nothing will let me be okay. i want to cry, but nothing will let me cry. i want someone to just hug me, i don't care who it is, romantic or friendship. i just need a hug because i've forgotten the last time i've been hugged.

  • @getoskitten
    @getoskitten5 жыл бұрын

    when I texted him that I still love him he said “just move on” -that’s tuff...

  • @southpoleelvs

    @southpoleelvs

    4 жыл бұрын

    F

  • @jakepat8603

    @jakepat8603

    4 жыл бұрын

    I texted her once and she said "Too many times you've hurt me like this. I'm done. Don't text me again"

  • @02shrutipatil84

    @02shrutipatil84

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same 😢

  • @lagrivv

    @lagrivv

    4 жыл бұрын

    If you texted me that, i would've appreciated it, cuz im so lonely that no girl will even see me out of my shell

  • @txlda

    @txlda

    4 жыл бұрын

    jeez. i hope things are looking up now. i really do

  • @christinaestrada2471
    @christinaestrada24715 жыл бұрын

    I’ve only dreamed of 1 previous boyfriend before. He told me he loved me in the dream and that he wanted me back, he hugged me and I swear it was the realest hug ever. It’s like someone was actually hugging me, i could feel his warm arms around me and the pressure of being pressed into his chest. His familiar fresh laundry smell engulfing me. But then I woke up. The warmth faded to coldness and I was alone in my dark room. I cried myself back to sleep clutching a pillow.

  • @hursimear3408

    @hursimear3408

    4 жыл бұрын

    christina estrada I always sleep crunching my pillow. Sometimes I wish I could cry until I sleep

  • @steveaustin6608

    @steveaustin6608

    4 жыл бұрын

    You will get someone who loves you..... soon...

  • @garbervile707

    @garbervile707

    4 жыл бұрын

    The one feeling Ive truly known these past 2 years

  • @richkyoktavianus3313

    @richkyoktavianus3313

    4 жыл бұрын

    😭

  • @chocopie7890

    @chocopie7890

    4 жыл бұрын

    Awwn i know that feeling that i wanted to stay in that dream forever and never wanted to wake up again :')

  • @yoruno7802
    @yoruno78024 жыл бұрын

    This is the side of youtube I wanna see more often

  • @morgantaylor3436
    @morgantaylor34364 жыл бұрын

    All this time I felt alone like I was the only person who had the corner on depression and low self esteem but this comment section has opened my eyes . All I can say out of my experience is that things do get better over time . In my case getting a little older brought out more self acceptance but I cannot say I love myself, I even have a suicide attempt years ago over the very subject and was a sadly a cutter which I don’t do anymore thank goodness. But each day look at yourself , say something positive if you can and realize your life experience shapes your path and you’ll weather the storm , take it day by day and remember that if you wouldn’t call anyone the names you call yourself then it’s definitely time to gather yourself and be a proud confident person. Because at the end of the day all you have is yourself indefinitely. Take care of you and be you. Be proud of you.

  • @mounaelmokhtari2162
    @mounaelmokhtari21625 жыл бұрын

    I had a cat before and he was always sleeping with me in the same way in the picture and i was feeling really good i was always telling him all my feelings and once i finished i was feeling so much better one time i started crying while i was talking to him and he came and sat on my foots and slept on them and i felt warm and confortable and i was so happy one day he passed away i cant describe how lonely i felt when he wasnt with me anymore now i spend every night alone with my depressive thoughts and nobody is here to listen to me. What a sad story i wish my cat could be now with me but when i found these lofi chanels i started sleeping well and i found some people that are feeling the same so i'm not feeling that alone anymore thank you for uploading this good music that makes me dream and make me forget about negative thoughts thank u THANK YOU SO MUCH oh shit i'm crying lul

  • @bsadewitz

    @bsadewitz

    5 жыл бұрын

    I woke up in the middle of the night and this song was playing. I saw the artwork, and then read this post, and it made me cry. My cat is the only one in my life, and is never far away. I have made some poor choices in life, and I have no idea where I am going anymore. But music like this can take you to that special time and place ... All the best.

  • @laul6500

    @laul6500

    5 жыл бұрын

    your comment made me cry. I had a cat too and he disappeared 2 years ago. Be strong ♡

  • @laul6500

    @laul6500

    5 жыл бұрын

    Jospeh Stalin so true :’/

  • @mounaelmokhtari2162

    @mounaelmokhtari2162

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@laul6500 thank u

  • @mounaelmokhtari2162

    @mounaelmokhtari2162

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@bsadewitz we should all stay strong and never give up in life

  • @emsickle333
    @emsickle3335 жыл бұрын

    in school, i act happy. When i come home, it comes to late night thoughts of him. Get him off my mind. I can’t hurt.😭

  • @luisrosario8731

    @luisrosario8731

    4 жыл бұрын

    Facts I act happy but when I get home she on my mine

  • @pocketinfinity5260
    @pocketinfinity52604 жыл бұрын

    I love how supportive and caring the people in these comments are, y’all are great people destined for great things, please continue to help others, it’s what we’re all best at regardless of how negative life is to us, just love one another and we’ll all hopefully be ok someday. ❤️

  • @soyunlobo08
    @soyunlobo084 жыл бұрын

    My heart breaks seeing him on his own smiling at the new girl..

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hi keep smiling my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊

  • @rion7088
    @rion70884 жыл бұрын

    3:14 Sunday September 1, 2019 ---------------------- The flavor of sadness is sweet. Maybe that’s why I love it so much.

  • @gisik2069

    @gisik2069

    4 жыл бұрын

    12:11 Monday December 30, 2019 -------------------------- I tally every bottom I hit I hope I can look back one day And smile, because I made it Then I would tell you, "We'll get through this together- you'll be okay"

  • @digitalhippie2336

    @digitalhippie2336

    4 жыл бұрын

    "The flavor of sadness is sweet"... Pfff - *the flavor of the water - is it's temperature, how about that ?? 😏

  • @ArmandTheBlackRevolutionary

    @ArmandTheBlackRevolutionary

    4 жыл бұрын

    this is incredible writing

  • @firejaegar4662

    @firejaegar4662

    4 жыл бұрын

    September 1 2019 huh... That was the day my ex had confessed to me. Shit. Omg no I don't wanna miss him again noooo

  • @kaylafay1440

    @kaylafay1440

    4 жыл бұрын

    4:43 June 13 2020 ___________________________ Laying in bed my mind having no thought of sleep but I feel so tried

  • @nadu5757
    @nadu57575 жыл бұрын

    *I miss you, I think about you,* *you didn't notice it but* *I was in love with you.* *You were indifferent with me all the time.* *Now you're in love with someone else* *And I feel guilty, sad, hurt.* *full of emotions and thoughts* sorry for my bad English

  • @mariajilote9592

    @mariajilote9592

    4 жыл бұрын

    Your english is great, I hope you've healed and moved forward. :)

  • @hndsome

    @hndsome

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m hurt by her she- she left me empty. Full of nothing my soul is empty, ruined, sad.

  • @valentinna5700

    @valentinna5700

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats SO sad dude :'c

  • @starbay21
    @starbay214 жыл бұрын

    Sending virtual hugs to everyone! Sometimes that’s all we need...

  • @daveevise
    @daveevise4 жыл бұрын

    i dream about him almost every night. i can’t get him out of my mind.

  • @PlanetDallas
    @PlanetDallas5 жыл бұрын

    My boyfriend stays on the phone with me until I fall asleep and this reminds me of that. So comforting ♡

  • @Mocroskate

    @Mocroskate

    Жыл бұрын

    You're still together hopefully? If not, I'm sorry I brought it up.

  • @vibewjuls
    @vibewjuls5 жыл бұрын

    *At least in my dreams you're still holding me* 💔

  • @nobara712
    @nobara7123 жыл бұрын

    hits different when you’re actually listening to this at 4 am

  • @Elen-op4hl
    @Elen-op4hl4 жыл бұрын

    We used to be in love ,the kind of love you see in the movies. But then things changed. You found someone else. And broke my heart into billion pieces .

  • @terrnce6027
    @terrnce60275 жыл бұрын

    This makes me feel less lonely.

  • @angelina2985
    @angelina29854 жыл бұрын

    I remember the days when you called me “Mine💔”

  • @maggiepolson3932

    @maggiepolson3932

    4 жыл бұрын

    Fruity u commented this a long time ago but that kind of hit different:/

  • @gostarmusic
    @gostarmusic2 жыл бұрын

    The lofi is the only non-toxic and beautiful community on the internet, I love you guys

  • @amandanolan1394
    @amandanolan13944 жыл бұрын

    The whole world pandemic is giving me constant anxiety, chill music is all that can get me to sleep at the moment. Grateful for that.

  • @user-ey3mu3yq3d
    @user-ey3mu3yq3d5 жыл бұрын

    When will i realise that our paths are never meant to cross Even when I try to forget about you, you just have to remind me again Stop hurting me I don’t want to think about you anymore I want my mind back

  • @zm6666

    @zm6666

    5 жыл бұрын

    Can I add you on my instagram?

  • @aaliyah6983

    @aaliyah6983

    4 жыл бұрын

    I can relate ._.

  • @jatinchauhan9349
    @jatinchauhan93494 жыл бұрын

    Its my birthday today i'm still lying on bed with eyes full of tears and hopes that she'll come to know how much i love her. Its been 4 months after our breakup and not a single day have passed without me thinking of you:) I know it was my mistake but we all our humans and we do make mistakes.Relationships aren't any easy ik this but giving up so soon? Where are all those pinky gone:) ik now it's not the same person anymore and that hurts. You were my first love. Sometimes it feels like love was never meant for me. I did everything to make her laugh. And believe me no matter how many good things you've done for her at the end only bad things are counted:)

  • @mdndjdjubsjjd5841

    @mdndjdjubsjjd5841

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro today is 3 years of my Depression because of her

  • @TheRealBoeJiden

    @TheRealBoeJiden

    4 жыл бұрын

    Jatin Chauhan the last sentence hit me hard cause it was the same for me

  • @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    @bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388

    4 жыл бұрын

    just be happy you got that chance, i did all those things and i wasnt even worth a shot. you can be so nice to someone and still shit on . for some reason girls like to dickhead guys that break their heart 4 months later instead of realizing that a perfectly good guy was waiitng right there.. :(

  • @nikabaxtadze6401

    @nikabaxtadze6401

    3 жыл бұрын

    it's my third year without her... with depression

  • @f.g.nrgaard7163

    @f.g.nrgaard7163

    3 жыл бұрын

    Am i the only person who hates my birthday

  • @plutosprincess
    @plutosprincess4 жыл бұрын

    When you miss someone so much but would never show it...it shows up in your dreams

  • @andrewtaylor1996

    @andrewtaylor1996

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊

  • @emmatomasmatias7261
    @emmatomasmatias72614 жыл бұрын

    Love the beat 😔 and it’s sad to dream when you wish it’s a reality 😭🥀💙☪️ every night

  • @bot-sheep7526
    @bot-sheep75265 жыл бұрын

    He never thinks about me, but i think about him..even though i shouldnt

  • @kadoyashi
    @kadoyashi5 жыл бұрын

    Let me talk to u like how I used to. I barely even talk to u. Let me feel u, let me see u laugh, smile like we used to.

  • @chris_hawk
    @chris_hawk4 жыл бұрын

    Sometimes, the suffering is kind of enjoyable. Knowing you’ll never find the one because you’re too selfish and "different." I wonder how much pain I can take before it all comes tumbling down?

  • @StandAloneSoul

    @StandAloneSoul

    3 жыл бұрын

    I hope someday you'll be able to allow someone to truly melt the ice inside.

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