I remember when I was 15 I said the same thing to my first-ever boy love. Togather from 13 we both loved eachother so much. His parents could not except the fact that he was gay let alone us being togsther. His parents called my mom and told her everything. Then asked if i could come over because Nic was out of his mind and was locked in the bathroom. I am sorry but i cant say the words anymore. Nick took his life that day and i broke the door only to see what a gun can do. I said the words one more time then realized he was gone. People let your kids be whatever they want. His parents have nothing now and i will never be able to enjoy my life.

@patrickburke7929

25 күн бұрын

OMG. I'm So Sorry You had to Deal with a Horrible Loss. Your Boy Love would Not want you to go through Life Unhappy. Try to Find some Happiness !

Dillon's "I'll not let you leave me" haunts me. Oscar and Nathan are incredible in these scenes.

@edelweston5068

3 ай бұрын

Enough, please just let them be together.This is painful.This is painful.Is even cheering me up when I'm watching it.Just let them be together

@pendafen7405

2 ай бұрын

It's such a weird and stagey line phrasing, that's now how kids or anyone talks these days. Poor scripting from HO.

"The worst thing he could do is say no" Lucas: beats him up

@krispowell3233

3 ай бұрын

Mushkrose6736 WD we all hate violence!😒

@hi-xn2cf

3 ай бұрын

😡😡

@ChelseyLinden

3 ай бұрын

OA tragic.

@krispowell3233

3 ай бұрын

@@ChelseyLinden WD shut your gob with that oa

@CSS-Tails_Forever

3 ай бұрын

@@krispowell3233 No you shut it with that attitude.

I’m glad Dillon stopped Lucas from leaving. I love the declarations of love especially “I want to stay here with you.” But Lucas needs professional help to get rid of the conversion therapy Carters put him through. Carter has taught him to think of being gay violently, which is going to take a professional to help him get rid of those thoughts. I know Lucas really didn’t want to hurt Dillon’ or himself , it’s just the conversion therapy. I hope Lucas can get help to get better.

@edelweston5068

3 ай бұрын

I agree.This is what every black and every white parent would do to someone like this.Especially the fact that you're in a toxicity home as well as feeling like you're alone.And you have known to talk to, but as well as that.The characters invest is insane the incredible they didn't ask for performance.He actually needs to get physical therapy to actually get rid of this.I would be terrified and scared of this like

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

I agree ste will get him help and Dillon will not hate him, dillon knows that it’s not his fault poor Lucas thinks he is a walking sin and needs to be punished but he doesn’t he just needs love and friendship

@jesswise1863

2 ай бұрын

Me too

I wish this show was still streaming in America. I miss the full episodes.

@ChelseyLinden

3 ай бұрын

OA likewise.

@andylewis1318

3 ай бұрын

Sorry

@TheodoraRedi

15 күн бұрын

Is there anywhere I can be able to watch it again

Give Oscar and Nate their awards. They put their all in this performance and you can tell. Lucas and Dillon are my favorite characters and I need to see more.

Mate I cried that Lucas and Dillon scene broke me 💔

@sueli984

2 ай бұрын

Nossa essa cena meu 💔

@yacobbhingardive4790

23 күн бұрын

Realy. I. Like. Lucas... Love. You......... My. Best. Friend. ❤❤❤❤❤

I love how he wipes his tear away from his face and how he’s holding his head

@edelweston5068

3 ай бұрын

This is too painful.This is too painful like seriously.Growing up in a whole performance house is ondeniably hurtful, especially for me.I am living in a homophobic house and it's just unforgivable.The fact that lucas has two proudly gay parents is just amazing

@Shenvalleyboi

3 ай бұрын

@@edelweston5068 That's what made this so much worse for Lucas. He had two gay dads. And when he was first starting to question his sexuality, Ste told him that he hoped he'd never be gay, because being gay had brought too much trouble to their family already. His own gay dad told him that, and then signed him up for private sessions with Carter. Ste didn't know it was for conversion therapy, but Carter told him that Ste knew and had wanted him cured. It's why Lucas first started working so hard to be "cured" of being gay. He thought it would make his dad proud. And Ste actually was proud of him, and his new behavior for nearly two months. Lucas was doing good deeds at home, helping out, being polite, and Ste just kept shipping him off to Carters special groups outside of school, never knowing how dangerous they were. This all falls on Misbah for being the one to get Carter to start looking over Lucas in the first place, causing him to realize Lucas might be a new vulnerable gay kid to groom into Declan's cult, and Ste for saying that horrible thing to his own son, and then signing him up for Carters special sessions groups without even trying to find out what would actually be happening in those groups. Lucas didn't want to go to those special sessions at first, until Cater told him his dad signed him up because he already knew, and wanted him to be fixed. They pushed Lucas head first down a physical and mental torture rabbit hole. I mean, if you're struggling with your sexuality, and your own gay parents tell you being gay is nothing but heart break, suffering, and trouble the family doesn't need, and that they hoped you would never turn out gay, and then signed you up for conversion therapy, you're going to feel so lost. Poor Lucas never had a chance in this. Everything that's been happening since, has just left me feeling gutted at every turn.

@kendalltaylor2644

2 ай бұрын

That part made the scene. Along with the tears/crying.

I love Lucas and Dillon. I know that Lucas didnt really want to hurt Dillon. I hope he can get the help he needs. Conversion therapy isn't as simple as the people who are watching believe it to be. It isn't an easy story to tell, but people need to be aware how it effects people.

@jesswise1863

2 ай бұрын

It destroys people is what it does

@jaffaorange3809

2 ай бұрын

Conversion 'therapy' should be banned. Psychologists reject it for all the harm it causes. This kind of indoctrination has nothing to do with therapy and comes from fait-based groups preying on the vulnerable. It causes great psychological harm, making people hate themselves. God is at the center, not the well-being of those recruited.

these two 🥺😭 enough is enough now Hollyoaks. PLEASE, just let them be together !! ❤️🤞🏻

@ChelseyLinden

3 ай бұрын

Yes please. 🥺

@edelweston5068

3 ай бұрын

Please. Yes, I'm obsessed with this. Just please let them be together. Mr. shepherd is a creep and a harmful person. I'll please, I'll just let them. I love a gay like what's going on?

@seifmasmoudi1739

3 ай бұрын

after the abuse it'll be a bit awkward. Dillon should have someone who doesn't hit him instead.

@edelweston5068

3 ай бұрын

@@seifmasmoudi1739 I guess I guess it's still it kind of sad.Because at the time Mr. shepherd was influencing Lucas.And you can't blame for Lucas for hitting him, he was given.A daniel a bit of a heads up there like

@user-nh1lg7vg3g

3 ай бұрын

ikr I was please they suit each other I hope Lucas gets the help he needs

I hate that Lucas batters Dillon so many times, but the insane chemistry between Lucas and Dillon makes up for everything. They're just sooooooo good together. I cried when Dillon told Lucas he loved him - you could just see how desperately Lucas needed to hear those word. Gold

haven’t seen this show in YEARS and all of a sudden it pops up on my recommended .. I feel old now seeing how much they’ve grown

@amcc5887

2 ай бұрын

Me too 😂

@xzavier88

2 ай бұрын

Same 😂😂

Oscar Curtis and Nathaniel Dass are great actors, scenes had me in tears😭. Poor Lucas, I hope he gets the help he needs and I hope him and Dillon get together and be happy sometime😢

The scene between Lucas and Dillon broke my heart. I‘m so scared that Dillon won’t be able to forgive Lucas for what he did, which would be understandable, but Lucas didn’t want to hurt him - it was the conversion therapy messing with his head. I really hope they can be together right after all this and that Hollyoaks won’t wait another few months to unite them, waiting for Dillon to forgive him. God, they‘ve been through enough pain, they need each other! Now more than ever…

PLEASE release entire episodes on KZread worldwide!

@balorklub

3 ай бұрын

They will next week

Young actors are brilliant.

tbh i've loved that moment between john paul and ste, the way john paul try to comfort and reassuered him i really loves this.

the best after john paul and craig story. i mean it, im obsessed by these two

They remind me of Juliet and Peri. We all know how that ended 💔❤️‍🩹 The actor who plays Lucas is BRILLIANT. Can we let these two live their lives together please? 🤞🏻👏🏻

@vampsmyths

3 ай бұрын

dylan and lucas have more of a chance to be endgame then juliet and peri. for some reason shows and soaps are always harder on lesbians than gay men.

Really good acting from these two

When Dillon told Lucas “I won’t let you leave me” it did something to my soul

Lucas isn’t well he needs a little help 😢

Oh, hell no! If they hit you once, you run. There are no excuses for violence.

Amazing acting by all these amazing people! More of this please Kirkwood!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

I understand the awareness of the storyline, but Lucas attacking Dillon was horrible and brutal

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

It’s not his fault tho the poor kid has been abused and groomed for months to think that he is a sin and he is not think about it the pain in his head and he’s only 15

@harrysmith5721

3 ай бұрын

@@acidnightout9170 I get that, but hollyoaks didn't have to make it that violent

@prodgaming2948

3 ай бұрын

@@acidnightout9170 why you bringing his age into this?

@Komadrei

3 ай бұрын

Because as gruesome and horrible as conversion therapy is, its impact on a young kid is much worse.

5:14 omg how could Lucas do that to Dillon?!

@ChelseyLinden

3 ай бұрын

OA ikr? I was like “Lucas what have you done?”!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

@CSS-Tails_Forever

3 ай бұрын

@@ChelseyLinden Idk how their going to be able to recover from this :( P.S time to watch today's episode!!!

@ChelseyLinden

3 ай бұрын

@@CSS-Tails_Forever OA I hope they will somehow along with Carter.

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

Think about it, the kid has been brainwashed to think he is a walking sin for months plus he’s 15 he’s very young do you not think you would do the same if you was in his shoes, he needs help not hate

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

@@ChelseyLindeni wouldn’t say OA more like abused to be abusive it’s not his fault

Those Lucas and Dillon scenes were great, as was Nate and Oscar's performance. What chemistry. What a partnership. Hollyoaks has gold on its hands with these two. And I liked the ending. It took me by surprise. It was very dramatic and very Romeo and Juliet.

Lucas hurting himself is not what I wanted to see 😭

My heart just kept sinking in quicksand 💔

Please Hollyoaks...just let them be together..After all this time and for everything they've been through...they deserve it.

Lovers lying down to sleep the arts most definitely have the hearts

Where can i watch this series?

I love you too in a caring way

This gave me the chills so bad

The songs that was playing in the actual episode fits the scene better than the ones playing in this version of the scene on here!

Where can i watch this series? ❤❤

What is the song called at 3:22?

my mental health hinges on this story line having a happy ending Hollyoaks... you've been warned 😠

@karelkieslich6772

3 ай бұрын

Same! I can’t bear this if it doesn’t end at least reasonably fine

There is no sky wizard!!❤❤❤

Well, that made me cry!

oh my lord ... its romeo and julian esque !!!

Whats this episode series film called anyone please😊🙏🏻

new fan from nyc❤

Love for the boys ❤

i love lucas and dillon 🥰🥺 2:17

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

Me too

watching the show just for them tbh

Hollyoaks make up your mind with these 2. Do you want them together or not. Like why the hell did you make him beat dillon up that's just. it's vile what your doing to these 2

@Komadrei

3 ай бұрын

Conversion therapy is vile, and it psychologically and even physically destroys the people that are subjected to it, which in turn impacts those around them and those that care for them.

Always seems to end badly on soaps

Okay just stop all this now, these two are meant to be, stop with the anticipation and the suspension, give these two a happy ending!

Lucas reminds me of Aaron from Emmerdale

@DerekMeyers-db9xu

3 ай бұрын

That's what I was thinking

@acidnightout9170

3 ай бұрын

His dad ste was like it tho back in the day

@DerekMeyers-db9xu

3 ай бұрын

I did love arrons and jacksons storyline on emmerdale even though it ended tragically

I really want Lucas and Dillon together but there no coming back from this OMG.

Wow, the fight scene was brutal.

What is the song called at 4:53?

@dontworry5149

2 ай бұрын

Found it, it’s called dreaming of better days by Ivan Lukic, Lewis Amoroso just in case anyways wants the song

Title please

Anger issues anyone?

Hope Dylan will be ok

@krispowell3233

3 ай бұрын

Nebbynetwork2089 WD he will live don't worry your little head about him right?🤔

😢

Name of the series please

@Marwa-Maghraby-85

Ай бұрын

Hollyoaks

I have watched it and I love Lucas ❤

@PatriceTappin-jp7qv

3 ай бұрын

and his real name William nice name 😊

@dexter_69

2 ай бұрын

Wts the show name ?

This was horrible I just want them together. 😔😔😔😔

SOMEBODY GET CARTER CAUGHT OUT NOW

Scene from Romeo and Juliet

Series name ?anyone

@susanna6739

2 ай бұрын

Hollyoaks

i haven't watched Hollyoaks in forever when did John Paul turn into a beefcake??

Freya gettin on my nerves with all the questions. Who her daddy?

Oh my OA I was hoping for Ste to give it to Carter hard like a punch or something instead of grabbing him and confronting him about what he did to Lucas. I really am glad Dillon followed Lucas to the Folly I think I know why we see Ste holding him in his arms and crying I feel sorry for all 3 of them and especially for Hannah I know I’m gonna get a lot of dislike for this but I really see Carter cares and still has feelings for John Paul he’s a victim in this and he should find a way to get help after his downfall. I hear their both gonna be okay though I am so hoping afterwards Dillon will forgive Lucas and they’ll finally get together and Carter will seek help and have a real relationship with John Paul😢

@JKane640

3 ай бұрын

If John Paul gets with a child abuser and someone who kidnaps and assaults his friend, then I will give up on him

@patrickchan2503

3 ай бұрын

you know as well as I do that nothing in Hollyoaks is ever that straight forward lol. People don't get to live happily ever after, it's a cursed town. There's always drama. Plot twist, Carter and Declan get together.

they could’ve come to this conclusion without Lucas assaulting Dillon. i’m disgusted.

2:33 lucas has let go of Dillons hands!#Hollyoaks #All4 😱

'when we nearly kissed' hehe. 'soap opera ' click bait.....

Shakespeare

By the way does anyone know dillon’s ethnicity? I’m just curious

@hopefulfortomorrow1039

Ай бұрын

The character is meant to be fully Indian but the actor is of a South Asian, European, Middle Eastern and Latino descent.

I hate Lucas He Needs To Manage His Anger. He Is Gay Be Proud

Wow...! THIS is what thousand years of conservatism and religion have done to us...

wtf lucas i get it but its not the first time either. i still support them but i think it should be a while until they get together

This would’ve been the perfect moment for them to kiss. Ruined it.

Did he kill Dillon? What did this monster Carter make him do?

Sorry--since *when* are Hannah & JP back on friendly and familial terms? And how come Han randomly knows more about Lucas' whereabouts and wellbeing (and sexuality?) than JP or Ste do? This is so stupid, I can't cope with it.

I don’t care about a love a story but u can’t be with someone who bits you. If that would be a girl and not a boy would be a different story

@chanelrosatitv7906

3 ай бұрын

don't talk about: "If WaS a WoMaN" because if lucas was with a woman he wasn't manipulated, he wasn't brainwashed, he didn't hate himself and the feelings he have for Dillon and never had a reason to do what he have done to the woman he was with. in THIS case it is NOT domestic violence because he is a violent or an abusive person, "if it was a woman" have NOTHING to do with this storyline. You have to stop to talk about thing you don't know.

@gohan_lee3565

3 ай бұрын

@@chanelrosatitv7906 First i meant if Dillon was a woman not Lucas, secondly i like and ship them, but when i see someone throwing hands and hitting someone i don’t even give a damn about the back story a only care about the final action. No matter the story you can’t hit someone else. And not face conscientious

It's not ok that Lucas beat Dillon. I don't care what he's going through. I hope Dillon stays away from him, atleadt until Lucas gets some serious, long-term help.

🌹❤️💙💙🔥🎁🎁💜💜🔥🧿🧿💙💙❤️🌹

Not half as good as it was years back

I love the actor who plays Carter, but I don't like Carter's character at all... It gives me hives... Unfortunately the topic of conversion therapy is very current, and in many places people are subjected to such treatment, against their will... It's terrible just to think what they go through... Carter needs help to accept what he is... but above all to leave minors who are vulnerable alone, and not introduce them to conversion therapy ... Psychological supports for lgbtq+ people who are at a young age are different. Trying to make them be "straight" is not the right support.

Why are people acting like this is the first time that Lucas attacked Dillon?

😂

Tf did i just watch😮

A good insight into one of the many evils of religion.

Xtian cult!st evangelism is rare in Britain, but the way Hollyoaks bangs on about it you'd think it was rife on every street. And I say this as a Pagan with no love for Abrahamic faith. It's the U.S. that has more of an issue with it.

yeah i disliked lucas before i absoulutely hate him now like i honestly forgot that he just does homophobic bullies in secondary school who bully you because they are too scared to come out the closet. lets keep it a buck lucas was waiting for someone to manipulate him carter came at the right time. i say this all the time HOW DOES RO (WHO RECENTLY CAME OUT AS A TRANS BOY) have more sense and self love to not be manipulated by the chuch and carter vs lucas who got manipulated in 3 seconds. and dillon know your worth at the end of the day he wouldnt punch you to the point that you almost died if he loved you sooo much. hmmm this will never be me. and also hollyoaks is really selling to us that lucas is the victim here when hes been a problem even before knowing dillon im nnot gonna lie i loved them at the start but to see lucas fall quick to become a homophobe like carter just showed me who lucas is as a person. and also when he relized what he had done to dillon all of a sudden he quickley self harms idk if its the actings or wht but to me that just gave "oop im in trouble let me self harm so that i dont get in trouble and also lemme act like the victim in all of this. WEIRD I TELL YOU. Anyway this whole storyline just took me back to secondary school oof the trauma i endured. btw KITTY ATE MR CARTER UP AND LEFT NO CRUMBS AS SHE SHOULD PURRRR #selflove

@Yszzi

3 ай бұрын

It doesn't matter if you would get manipulated at a different pace he was, the fact is he was vulnerable and manipulated into thinking all sorts of nonsense. Conversion therapy is horrible, his entire world is so confusing rn every thought he has is crashing down and makes him spiral into thinking that he's going to go to hell. He needed help and carter used that to get to him. He didn't sh to make himself the "victim", it's not about that. He did it as he felt so terrible ab what he just did. The regret and shame he must've felt was overwhelming and he didn't know what to do. Sh is a coping mechanism not a victim card. Yes, what he did to dillon was terrible but it does make sense that he would do something like this after Carter confusing him and twisting his mind into thinking the worst thing would come to him if he was just himself.

@Venjamin

3 ай бұрын

The whole point of this storyline isn't the individuals. It's the commentary on how damaging and dangerous conversion therapy is. He's not a homophobe, he's being groomed. Carter can't show you who Lucas is as a person, because Carter is the one warping him. People have repeatedly pointed out that he's never been homophobic before, they don't understand where it's coming from, etc. I could see your interpretation of the self harm, if Lucas didn't say all those things to Dillon that he said while they were both there and Dillon couldn't hear him. He wasn't saying he loved him as a ploy to anyone else. Etc. Carter is a monster, and is the absolute villain here. Lucas is just a kid who's being emotionally and mentally abused by an authority figure and has a very difficult relationship with his own sexuality.

if they end up together I’m dropping this silly show

@chanelrosatitv7906

3 ай бұрын

ok... bye. the 90% of the audience want them together, because probably are more intelligent than you and know exactly what is going on.

@matthewbraith0411

2 ай бұрын

@@chanelrosatitv7906 You do know he beat him up right?

@dexter_69

2 ай бұрын

Wht s the show name ?

What a load of woke bull. No 18 year old in history have ever spoken like that.

@stanwoolooforclearerskin589

2 ай бұрын

well they are 15-16 so….

God, I’ve never seen such appalling acting with such an abysmal script. The Brits have become the supreme masters of this kind of bilge. Come back Neighbours, all is forgiven.

@KW-ro5ow

3 ай бұрын

You're still watching, can't be that bad or you would've switched off months ago 🤦

Lucas should be in jail. Always crying about something what crybaby.