don't fade away [to the bone].

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  • @Mel-eg4xs
    @Mel-eg4xs6 жыл бұрын

    Probably the most important message of that movie: "Stop waiting for life to be easy. Stop hoping for somebody to save you. [...] But you are resilient. Face some hard facts and you could have an incredible life."

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    agree

  • @sesam.koernchen

    @sesam.koernchen

    5 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely! I have to tell myself that too.

  • @lemongrassbitch945

    @lemongrassbitch945

    4 жыл бұрын

    I guess my mindset is the opposite because im the only one whose ever done anything and I want someone to actually do something for me for once

  • @Mel-eg4xs

    @Mel-eg4xs

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@lemongrassbitch945 I know that Feeling. I had to grow up very early in my life. I was Always the one looking Out for everyone. Everyone except me. But I Started to Care for my self and treat me better. Now I'm stronger and healthier. Life is so much better when you live yourself and Not Just for others

  • @ava198

    @ava198

    4 жыл бұрын

    Why is it wrong to want someone to save you? When no one ever did when you were little.. why does someone always have to be strong.. or perfect.. strong.. why cant it be okay to be scared and to ache for someone to give you what you never felt and ached for before..

  • @somer4531
    @somer45315 жыл бұрын

    i love to the bone. it shows anorexia is not just about being scared of gaining weight. it’s scared of consuming food, touching it, smelling it, and being around it. it doesn’t deserve the hate it gets.

  • @alexismcfarland2486

    @alexismcfarland2486

    3 жыл бұрын

    for me i liked the feeling of being empty everywhere. im in recovering and some days are hard but man im kicking its assssss

  • @lenadelrey9

    @lenadelrey9

    11 ай бұрын

    ​@@alexismcfarland2486you can do it 💪

  • @megansan2070
    @megansan20703 жыл бұрын

    You know it’s bad when you go back to watching these videos....

  • @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    3 жыл бұрын

    yeah..

  • @clemencecolin7744

    @clemencecolin7744

    2 жыл бұрын

    recovery hurts like hell…

  • @soggyballsmrthree05

    @soggyballsmrthree05

    2 жыл бұрын

    yup :/

  • @belladalessandro8160
    @belladalessandro81605 жыл бұрын

    Sad thing is i watch these to trigger me

  • @yepisuredolikecats3979

    @yepisuredolikecats3979

    5 жыл бұрын

    Bella Dalessandro maybe don’t

  • @jen-yk9ni

    @jen-yk9ni

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel you. I miss being bulimic so I'm watching this to help me.

  • @RhiannaAngelSkye99

    @RhiannaAngelSkye99

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@jen-yk9ni In a weird way, I can relate.

  • @kambilifish798

    @kambilifish798

    4 жыл бұрын

    Me too

  • @yikes2968

    @yikes2968

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bella Dalessandro so do i,,,

  • @amelpoulin2714
    @amelpoulin27145 жыл бұрын

    I need more movies and shows about anorexia

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    yeah it should be more talked about

  • @beige6003

    @beige6003

    5 жыл бұрын

    Watch Skins and Red band society.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    love them. but honestly speaking red band society isn’t so much about anorexia. I think this theme is not fully developed there.

  • @dianahoran6010

    @dianahoran6010

    5 жыл бұрын

    There's Wintergirls- it's a book but it's really good.

  • @ashletash

    @ashletash

    4 жыл бұрын

    there’s a film called feed, it’s good imo

  • @ellie-uj6cj
    @ellie-uj6cj5 жыл бұрын

    i’ve learned not to say “i’m fine” bc when you say “i’m good” or “i’m okay” or “i’m doing great” they believe you

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    unfortunately you can’t lie to yourself

  • @ellie-uj6cj

    @ellie-uj6cj

    5 жыл бұрын

    sleepwalking ok damn that hurt

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    im sorry :( loooove you!

  • @itstheloveshotnanananana8940

    @itstheloveshotnanananana8940

    4 жыл бұрын

    They still don't realize I'm fine doesn't mean I'm fine for me at least

  • @iquestionmyself9678

    @iquestionmyself9678

    3 жыл бұрын

    haha, i do that

  • @itsnotabaddick4282
    @itsnotabaddick42825 жыл бұрын

    I don't get why this movie got so much critica, it's not glamorizing these disorders, it's actually about recovery and her journey towards it.

  • @kareemxo3

    @kareemxo3

    5 жыл бұрын

    your profile picture i- yes

  • @fivehargreeves4437

    @fivehargreeves4437

    5 жыл бұрын

    Omd ur profile

  • @youknowiknowleeknow4116

    @youknowiknowleeknow4116

    5 жыл бұрын

    Gurlz luv gurlz n boiz!!!!!

  • @moehrengruen1196

    @moehrengruen1196

    5 жыл бұрын

    itsnotabaddick actually I think it does

  • @poppydyton4415

    @poppydyton4415

    5 жыл бұрын

    I’ve seen so many people say that this film was the cause of their ed

  • @MuchachoSauce
    @MuchachoSauce6 жыл бұрын

    "I'm fine." One of the biggest, if not the biggest, lie I tell people..even the ones closest to my heart.

  • @saltydinonuggies1841

    @saltydinonuggies1841

    6 жыл бұрын

    Idiot Nidiot Theat's why Ellen's sister responds that hundreds of people who were about to die said the exact same thing. Homestly, this movie has so many good points that people just ignored... it makes me kinda sad that everyone focused on the problems with it, instead of the good...

  • @shandiwarren6454

    @shandiwarren6454

    5 жыл бұрын

    Hey, I really hope you're okay. If you want to talk, I'm here.

  • @MuchachoSauce

    @MuchachoSauce

    5 жыл бұрын

    shandi warren thank you Shandi. I hope you’re okay as well.

  • @AndyStarrrr

    @AndyStarrrr

    4 жыл бұрын

    ESPECIALLY the ones closest to my heart.

  • @MuchachoSauce

    @MuchachoSauce

    3 жыл бұрын

    Ily folks

  • @holybiebahyt
    @holybiebahyt6 жыл бұрын

    The quality of this is unreal

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    thank you, sweetheart

  • @bluewithashadeofpink8730
    @bluewithashadeofpink87306 жыл бұрын

    "you look like a ghost" ... that's my mum's voice, when I was fading away.

  • @shandiwarren6454

    @shandiwarren6454

    5 жыл бұрын

    I hope you're okay. You can talk to me if you want to!

  • @boywithpassion6188

    @boywithpassion6188

    5 жыл бұрын

    "you look like lily collins in to the bone" ...that's what my sister said to me

  • @scarletstonem3233

    @scarletstonem3233

    5 жыл бұрын

    dd lovatoo goals lol

  • @darla.theworkingdog

    @darla.theworkingdog

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@scarletstonem3233 ikr

  • @emiliz2071

    @emiliz2071

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@boywithpassion6188 goals bruh

  • @natashambrooker123
    @natashambrooker1236 жыл бұрын

    I need a therapist like that dude, he is so cool and just so real about things I love him!

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    hope you are okay all my love

  • @natashambrooker123

    @natashambrooker123

    4 жыл бұрын

    @sleepwalking hey! I only just saw your response, I’ve been through a lot with my mental health and it’s been rough but I’m doing very well and I now have my own KZread channel called Hopeful Living

  • @Lazlsloth

    @Lazlsloth

    4 жыл бұрын

    When I was in the state hospital I had a therapist exactly like him and he was amazing and so real!! I miss him tbh...and the funny thing is is that when I watched this movie and then ended up in the hospital I thought he was the dude in the movie. I got scared cause even tho he was chill he was also VERY honest and straight to the point but in a weirdly caring way....he would always stop me when talking to point out thinking errors and how it wasn’t all my fault! In conclusion the man was so amazing, funny, caring, and sometimes brutally honest person...(sorry for the vent 😅 he was just a lot like the therapist guy in the movie)

  • @ok-yu9fo

    @ok-yu9fo

    3 жыл бұрын

    omfg but frr tho 😭😭

  • @bluegrape6412

    @bluegrape6412

    2 жыл бұрын

    We all need Keanu

  • @haleigh2007
    @haleigh20073 жыл бұрын

    "ok then eat" " *i eat* " that's when i burst out crying.

  • @forgotsomething4995
    @forgotsomething49955 жыл бұрын

    The scene when the mom said she was okay with letting her go fucked me up because I had a similar conversation with my dad at my worst and he’s not usually the feelings type of guy but he was just shaking and I realized just how much me hurting hurt him

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    stay strong

  • @zie.h6122

    @zie.h6122

    4 жыл бұрын

    My dad doesn't care

  • @alanarose767
    @alanarose7673 жыл бұрын

    Okay but the rain scene was amazing, it was soo powerful and when Luke said “because we’re alive” omgg

  • @amybee193
    @amybee1935 жыл бұрын

    Writing this from a present where I cried for an hour over my body today, my strength is disappearing more and more...

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    keep holding on

  • @alice-uh6sv

    @alice-uh6sv

    3 жыл бұрын

    I know IM one year late, but youre not alone ❤️

  • @xxewolvesxx2652
    @xxewolvesxx26526 жыл бұрын

    4:34 oh man, that girl who played Emma in RBS is in this movie too!? Jeeze, seems to be a reoccuring role for her....

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    god yeah! i didn't expect to see her in this film and in this kind of role (btw im the fan of rbs) but here we are

  • @xxewolvesxx2652

    @xxewolvesxx2652

    6 жыл бұрын

    yeah right? I loved RBS though, it was incredible as a series... would you know who plays the sister of Ellen?

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    liana liberato ;)

  • @lcrawford133

    @lcrawford133

    6 жыл бұрын

    I think I read somewhere that all the actors & actresses who played these roles have struggled and or still do struggle with eating disorders

  • @Jabeljou

    @Jabeljou

    6 жыл бұрын

    i've kinda noticed that when casting directors want to film a character who looks, in this case unhealthily thin, it's a lot cheaper and less time consuming to use actors who already look closer to the part or can get to a goal in a shorter amount of time and i think that's why she was in rbs and to the bone

  • @LetsStopThisSong
    @LetsStopThisSong5 жыл бұрын

    this edit was done so well it makes the movie seem better than it was

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you 🌈

  • @kensleyd930
    @kensleyd9302 жыл бұрын

    when they ask “do you think that’s beautiful?” and you say no. the real answer is yes i wouldn’t be doing this to myself if i thought it was ugly. this was my goal. i reached it. and i’m not going to stop.

  • @selenaperezjaimes

    @selenaperezjaimes

    2 жыл бұрын

    Moots?🥺

  • @Lyriamarie03

    @Lyriamarie03

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly how i feel i wouldn't do this to myself if i didn't think it would make me beautiful

  • @gracefullmess
    @gracefullmess6 жыл бұрын

    Seriously this is better than the movie

  • @claireb3004

    @claireb3004

    6 жыл бұрын

    gracefull mess agree

  • @ashak.videodiaries755

    @ashak.videodiaries755

    5 жыл бұрын

    lmao right

  • @mmistletoe10

    @mmistletoe10

    5 жыл бұрын

    gracefull mess what’s the movie called x

  • @P1SSNUTZ

    @P1SSNUTZ

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@mmistletoe10 its in the video title, the movie is "to the bone" on netflix

  • @julesgainey9677
    @julesgainey96775 жыл бұрын

    I wish I wasn’t so fascinated by this movie, but I just LOVED it.

  • @heyangel8262
    @heyangel82627 жыл бұрын

    i didn't cried in the movie but i cried watching this amazing job

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    all my love x

  • @heyangel8262

    @heyangel8262

    7 жыл бұрын

    wait, are you brazilian?

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    why hah

  • @heyangel8262

    @heyangel8262

    7 жыл бұрын

    sleepwalking oh forget it. it's bcs i'm brazilian and i saw an user in wattpad with the same icon as you, and for some reason i though the name was the same.. but i think i was just tired or something hahsh

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    hah noo, im russian actually :)

  • @allylinville3821
    @allylinville38215 жыл бұрын

    I loved this movie because I related to it so much. My mom didn’t want me living with her, my stepmom is like hers, and Ive struggled with anorexia. Just know, if you’re struggling, it gets better. I love you❤️

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    love you, sweetheart. i hope ur getting better. lovelovelove.

  • @MuchachoSauce

    @MuchachoSauce

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ally Linville hope you’re doing better Ally. ❤️

  • @haleehudson6652
    @haleehudson66525 жыл бұрын

    could this be the trailer? like fr

  • @emscnpck

    @emscnpck

    4 жыл бұрын

    Halee Hudson no it gives too much away

  • @amybee193
    @amybee1935 жыл бұрын

    I just want to be her so much it hurts

  • @savnoel

    @savnoel

    5 жыл бұрын

    stay strong honey 💕

  • @xtjustme

    @xtjustme

    5 жыл бұрын

    Dude..same

  • @lmxolii

    @lmxolii

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same...

  • @imgaysoshutup6428

    @imgaysoshutup6428

    5 жыл бұрын

    Candy Sun You deserve a better family, and someday, you will find it :)

  • @candy3974

    @candy3974

    5 жыл бұрын

    I'mgaysoshutup I wanna go to foster care but I don’t wanna live with strangers

  • @emethysthe
    @emethysthe5 жыл бұрын

    One of the best edits ever. Hands down.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you, love!

  • @idkijustsing9869
    @idkijustsing98694 жыл бұрын

    You know what's funny to me is that I've heard a bunch of people day that these movies are a misrepresentation of eating disorders. All of those people don't have eating disorders and they know that I do. I think these movies are great and a good representation. People with eating disorders are still people we act human we have fun we live our lives were not devoid of emotion or thought.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    4 жыл бұрын

    ❤️.

  • @ttinkerbelle
    @ttinkerbelle6 ай бұрын

    i remember watching these years ago when i was sick. i hope that someday u will realise that u ARE sick enough to start recovery, that nothing is worth treating ur mind and body with hatred that u would never treat anyone else with. u deserve more than this, u deserve to be on ur own side. please start recovery. i’m on ur side.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 ай бұрын

    hey, love, i hope you are okay now! stay safe 🤍

  • @ttinkerbelle

    @ttinkerbelle

    6 ай бұрын

    @@idioteque5389 thank you, im okay. started recovery in 2020 and i hope to help others start their journey too

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 ай бұрын

    @@ttinkerbelle i don’t know you, but I’m very proud of you! it takes so much effort to get there. wish you the best 💙

  • @ttinkerbelle

    @ttinkerbelle

    5 ай бұрын

    @@idioteque5389 that’s so sweet, thank you 🧡 i hope you’re okay too

  • @zoe-jadej8343
    @zoe-jadej83435 жыл бұрын

    I love Ellen's step mum and her sister so much in this movie. You can see that they just love Ellen so much and you can tell their heart's are breaking, they just don't know how to help her xxx

  • @laney6
    @laney62 жыл бұрын

    my comfort movie 💗💗 i love eli so much and like deserved so much better. i love them all and i love keanu reeves.

  • @anitaazevedo9762
    @anitaazevedo97625 жыл бұрын

    wow. i am crying. "you think thats beautiful?" my mom just say the same thing to me

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    keep holding on

  • @emallen5381
    @emallen53814 жыл бұрын

    “Don’t fade away” *scrolls past* (To the bone) HOLD UP *clicks*

  • @iamjmaw4111
    @iamjmaw41115 жыл бұрын

    This movie helped me... opened my eyes to being able to finally have control. Control over one thing in my life.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    that’s wonderful and really impressive! im so happy for you. hope everything will be okay from now on ❤️

  • @angelgrant5182

    @angelgrant5182

    4 жыл бұрын

    What movie is this??

  • @marissacooprs

    @marissacooprs

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@angelgrant5182 to the bone

  • @GgBruh
    @GgBruh2 жыл бұрын

    It’s funny to read people that type “I want to have that” or “I’m planning to have this disease” because when you have it you know you didn’t decide to, it just happens :(

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    2 жыл бұрын

    i hope you’ll get better soon! ❤️

  • @GgBruh

    @GgBruh

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@idioteque5389 Thanks! I’m already recovered but I feel bad for the people that haven’t :( I guess that after you got something like this you become more empathic towards people

  • @katiegrundle9900

    @katiegrundle9900

    Ай бұрын

    Exactly. You don't choose to have a disease. Please don't wish this. This is what mg life is like now

  • @dxnvers8382
    @dxnvers83824 жыл бұрын

    At the end of the day I always end up watching videos like these to trigger myself

  • @mariaguadalupelozanolozano5813
    @mariaguadalupelozanolozano58133 жыл бұрын

    The saddest thing is knowing that no matter how strong you try to be, you slowly break down and there is nothing you can do anymore 😭

  • @eliavgordon2108
    @eliavgordon21089 ай бұрын

    This movie is a masterpiece . 💎

  • @agatkamartini279
    @agatkamartini2797 жыл бұрын

    This edit is so perfect, have a great holiday!

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    wow, thanks love xx you 2 :)

  • @gwen_pcid1331
    @gwen_pcid13312 жыл бұрын

    I tend to get so anxious that I starve myself for entire days . But I’ll never feel valide enough because we can’t see it . I lost so much weight and everyone noticed except me . I was just happy to lose weight . That same pain everyday , that guilt , that taste in your mouth .

  • @Dally-e3e

    @Dally-e3e

    13 күн бұрын

    You know it sucks to realize that other people got this too I can go 4 days no food that 5th day is when I eat but I just throw it up. It hurts because I can lose 5 pounds a day but then you still can’t see the bones it sucks I don’t want to live like this it’s just really the only thing I can control that’s what I put in my body I feel like people that don’t know all of this just judge but the truth is, it’s all just a big game in a way I can only focus on not wanting to eat I sound metal but stuff happens to people and this is my result

  • @kiela17
    @kiela175 жыл бұрын

    The best thing about this video is m83 in the background

  • @JH-kw8zy
    @JH-kw8zy3 жыл бұрын

    This movie (more the video because it's so short and to the point, thank you) is actually helping me recover. It's rare that you see a protagonist like this in ED films. She doesn't glorifying her body. She doesn't sexualize it. She is battling CONTROL. She is filling voids in her life with ED to pretend she's not helpless. She hates food because it's one of the things that controls her. I need a different type of control. I need to control my relationship with food and myself. I can't control others or every aspect of my life. I can only do everything in my power to make me happy. One of those ways is to become healthy and stop torturing myself. I love you all and I hope one day you can trust yourself with food and have a good relationship with it because your body is so much smarter than you. Good luck everyone, you deserve happiness and success.

  • @erinfeatherss
    @erinfeatherss7 жыл бұрын

    this is amazing 💕 i keep replaying

  • @_melita
    @_melita6 жыл бұрын

    wow the quality of the video is soooo good! thank you for your work :) totally obsessed with it^^

  • @splishsplashtrash417
    @splishsplashtrash4173 жыл бұрын

    This is such a good edit, it captures all the best parts of this movie and its sad heartbreaking moments, it’s heart warming ones, and the important ones

  • @noone-yo6rd
    @noone-yo6rd3 жыл бұрын

    This is so beautiful. Thank you for this 🙏❤️

  • @amberanderson6806
    @amberanderson68063 жыл бұрын

    I felt what it was like to “fade.” I was anorexic for a year or two. Everybody saw I was very skinny, but nobody actually cared. I healed myself, somehow, and even myself cannot contemplate it. I am working on gaining muscle, for the most part. I have been clean of an ED for 6 months. You only know what it’s like if you’ve experienced it, and I did. I am almost glad I went through it. Now I know what it’s like for others. I was well on my way to killing myself. When I talk about my past ED, people say things like, “Oh, it wasn’t that bad.” Like, what the hell, I was in pain. Food and the thought of being skinny consumed my mind. I hated the words, “just eat.” To this day I still do; it brings back horrible memories.

  • @Long-mayshereign
    @Long-mayshereign4 жыл бұрын

    I’ve always had a problem with food. When I was 13, I went on a binge and ate whatever I wanted for 6 months, then had a panic attack and went on a binge workout session, lost weight and barely ate. I didn’t notice anything at all. After a couple months i started eating again, i lost weight and it goes up and down constantly. When I eat I EAT when i lose weight it drops too low. I wouldn’t call it a eating disorder but it is a complicated relationship. My friends told me years after they noticed the changes in my body back then and sometimes now

  • @josephinelauber4550
    @josephinelauber45506 жыл бұрын

    This is unbelivable beautiful. I can´t discribe how much this Video helps me to go on. I am thankful.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    wow thank u good luck, love

  • @chloehraiky3941
    @chloehraiky39417 жыл бұрын

    Omg meridith from teen wolf

  • @haribox600

    @haribox600

    5 жыл бұрын

    Tara 19 shes such a nutter in teen wolf. I love it 😂😂

  • @BeaHasPP
    @BeaHasPP4 жыл бұрын

    Saddest thing is that I know some of these multifandoms word for word off by heart.

  • @gentlegloom2969
    @gentlegloom29694 жыл бұрын

    this is an insanely good edit. i love it. thank you

  • @jasperblue311
    @jasperblue3115 жыл бұрын

    I got curious about the movie, so I went to watch it and I’ve been gross crying for the last hour. I needed this. I connected with Meghan so much.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    love you sweetheart

  • @jasperblue311

    @jasperblue311

    5 жыл бұрын

    sleepwalking 😭 you’re so sweet

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    i hope you’re doing fine, love. remember that you aren’t alone. you can go through all the shit on your way 💔

  • @jasperblue311

    @jasperblue311

    5 жыл бұрын

    sleepwalking I’m okay. Better than I was. People always say to be happy, or to be good, and I knows that I’ll get there eventually, but for now, I’m okay with being okay. I’m okay with being me. And that’s a lot.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    being ok with being who you are is more important than being ok in any other way. ❣️ you are amazing!

  • @humanalien7604
    @humanalien76043 жыл бұрын

    thanks for making me cry but also giving me a reason to stay alive :)

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    3 жыл бұрын

    take care ❤️🥺

  • @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    3 жыл бұрын

    you are so strong ✨

  • @Butterfly-mo7gd
    @Butterfly-mo7gd4 жыл бұрын

    I wish so bad I could put my finger around my arm like her like would be total goals

  • @isi15love
    @isi15love7 жыл бұрын

    Oh man this is so perfect 😢

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    thank u xx

  • @GabiSheehan
    @GabiSheehan3 ай бұрын

    way too relatable 😢 I haven’t had a period in years, “you look like a ghost” is exactly what my mom says to me.. and it’s like somehow I’m proud.. thinking this looks beautiful

  • @ReyeLynn
    @ReyeLynn7 жыл бұрын

    What a beautiful edit 💗

  • @claireb3004
    @claireb30046 жыл бұрын

    Beautifully done

  • @darla.theworkingdog
    @darla.theworkingdog5 жыл бұрын

    The actor who plays Eli is so pretty. It's heartbreaking that she's doing that to herself. Thank goodness she's getting help.

  • @zozodabozo

    @zozodabozo

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ap Ibarra as far as I know she’s fully recovered and suffered with anorexia years ago. She just lost weight for the role in this film xx

  • @simsterlife5123

    @simsterlife5123

    5 жыл бұрын

    Her name is Lily Collins and she’s an incredibly talented actress.

  • @darla.theworkingdog

    @darla.theworkingdog

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@zozodabozo oh ok I just heard that she was anorexic and that she was getting help I just didn't know that she was already recovered.:)

  • @darla.theworkingdog

    @darla.theworkingdog

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@simsterlife5123 ikr

  • @averyblanchard3665
    @averyblanchard36654 жыл бұрын

    This is a masterpiece.

  • @lexieg.419
    @lexieg.4197 жыл бұрын

    I absolutely love this. Great work. Love the captions too. 👌❤

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    thanks xx

  • @moodywrites
    @moodywritesАй бұрын

    Unlike the movie, this edit made me actually want to recover. It’s beautiful. The lack of atypical anorexia representation, years after the diagnosis came out, is inexcusable. The stereotype of all people with EDs being shockingly thin was dangerous to promote. Not even most bulimics are underweight. Atypical AN is just as dangerous. People die cuz they don’t “look like” they need help

  • @laraamelie8538
    @laraamelie85385 жыл бұрын

    luke is soooo beautyfull!!!

  • @sleepysloth4205
    @sleepysloth42055 жыл бұрын

    Why do I watch these videos to trigger me in recovery

  • @nataliarodriguez8731

    @nataliarodriguez8731

    5 жыл бұрын

    me too oml

  • @hiddenpain5073

    @hiddenpain5073

    5 жыл бұрын

    Use this as an inspiration rather than a trigger. Hold on to your life as you only get one chance at it. Yes I am a sufferer of anorexia since 2011 and I fully understand the mental anguish you must be feeling atm. No one is saying it is easy by any means. But if I look at it from where I was to where I am now, I have come a long way. I have had my fair share of admissions both medical and eating disorder ward inpatient admissions. I spent most of my time inpatient than I did out in the community. However for the last year I have managed to remain medically stable and not had one admission for one whole year. This is a huge accomplishment for me and a huge step forward. There is still room for improvement. But that will come with time. Keep fighting. Fight hard for the life you deserve

  • @ariannarivera8629
    @ariannarivera86296 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this beautiful video

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    6 жыл бұрын

    you are welcome! thank you for feedback :)

  • @unachicadeargentina
    @unachicadeargentina5 жыл бұрын

    This movie actually helped me finally get over my eating disorder. It's fantastic.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    it is. it is fantastic. fuck eating disorders 🖕🏻

  • @GgBruh

    @GgBruh

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same. It was difficult to deal with and much more with the other comments but I was finally able to beat it and now I don’t get easily triggered :)

  • @ariananikas3392
    @ariananikas33923 жыл бұрын

    I love this movie because it shows that some of us don’t do this to be “beautiful” it’s because we’re scared and a bit screwed up

  • @Camilla-dd3fg
    @Camilla-dd3fg Жыл бұрын

    I can't recover until I have Keanu Reeves as my therapist fr

  • @Michelle-pd7nu
    @Michelle-pd7nu4 жыл бұрын

    This edit is so beautiful

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    4 жыл бұрын

    thank you 🙏🏻

  • @andrealemus7793
    @andrealemus77937 жыл бұрын

    I love this!

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    thank u

  • @lenadelrey9
    @lenadelrey9 Жыл бұрын

    This is one of the best edits ever. Thank you for doing it 💞

  • @margievanpetten888
    @margievanpetten8886 жыл бұрын

    This is so good! Love it 😍

  • @lucilleball4201
    @lucilleball42016 жыл бұрын

    So beautiful

  • @CupcakeBla
    @CupcakeBla7 жыл бұрын

    That was beautiful omg

  • @LibbyLou123444
    @LibbyLou1234445 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry. Wow.

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    im sorry sunshine

  • @LibbyLou123444

    @LibbyLou123444

    5 жыл бұрын

    sleepwalking Don’t be sorry! It was beautiful.

  • @jaminsugar2288
    @jaminsugar22885 жыл бұрын

    I want a second movie of this so bad

  • @emmakossie6182
    @emmakossie61825 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry

  • @jasminenorthrup4563
    @jasminenorthrup45635 жыл бұрын

    i watched this movie and ill be honest i have never cried so dam much in my life

  • @riverevans726
    @riverevans7265 жыл бұрын

    Ahhhh love this!!! I love this film so much i want a second one so bad, we need more movies about eating disorders💜

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    what we really need is less eating disorders

  • @riverevans726

    @riverevans726

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@idioteque5389 yess!💜💜

  • @cecelee5652
    @cecelee56525 жыл бұрын

    You ever hear that voice so many times it drives you to kill urself or to stop eating or stuff like that its really hard i dont think im beautiful i do stupid things but its not my fault but this video shows alot to me xox

  • @gracefullmess
    @gracefullmess6 жыл бұрын

    STUNNING

  • @fatbunny606
    @fatbunny6065 жыл бұрын

    This is beautiful and not in the romanticize away but just in the artistry of how you edit it it

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    im so soft. 💛 thank you, sweetheart

  • @verityharami2708
    @verityharami27086 жыл бұрын

    Amazing work

  • @flxwercxrpse1871
    @flxwercxrpse18715 жыл бұрын

    I just remembered they were both on Stuck In Love :)

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    yeah :)

  • @dustymarlboro7686
    @dustymarlboro76863 жыл бұрын

    Wow Im In tears

  • @ericphillips2235
    @ericphillips22357 ай бұрын

    We all watch it to see what we are and to stay where we are. We scare people and we do like like that. It's all we have.

  • @heresthemfbeastytea3525
    @heresthemfbeastytea35253 жыл бұрын

    i wanted to watch to the bone cuz i can sleep good while it's on, so i searched on yt for it cuz i was to lazy to turn my tv with netflix on and than i found this amazing edit❤️ now i'm watching it on my tv haha

  • @oliviajeddi7166
    @oliviajeddi71663 жыл бұрын

    yk it has got bad when faking it just becomes so easy and putting on a smile everyday and act happy like im getting better just so i can please others but in reality waking up and going through another day of just wanting to shed all the fat off my body. telling people just makes me want to to this even more bc when i tell ppl i have anorexia they just have that look of like u sure girl cuz u got some meat on ur body u look healthy. ppl telling me i look good i look healthy makes me sad bc i want to look sick i want skin and bone. but from the words of Frank Sinatra "thats life"...

  • @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    3 жыл бұрын

    You are not your body. You are just you and that’s is what makes you an incredible person. They don't know you and never will , like you. I love you🤍

  • @oliviajeddi7166

    @oliviajeddi7166

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@justtoogoodforthisworld4879 wait omg that’s the most comfort I have ever gotten in my entire life and it’s from someone idk... OMGGG💜🥺🥺 thank youuuu!!

  • @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@oliviajeddi7166 I'm happy thanks to your words, I'm happy to have made you feel good. You will be able to feel good and live the happiest moments of your life. Focus on happiness and desire it with all your heart. I will support you from here🤍

  • @ashak.videodiaries755
    @ashak.videodiaries7555 жыл бұрын

    this was WAY better than the movie tbfh

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you 💔

  • @anabelamino-wr6rk
    @anabelamino-wr6rk11 ай бұрын

    Ellen look so beautiful!!!!❤

  • @keirapostlethwaite9989
    @keirapostlethwaite99894 жыл бұрын

    Keanu Reeves could be my therapist any day

  • @salafimushtaq1435
    @salafimushtaq14352 жыл бұрын

    omg like I have never related to some movie more than this.....I'm literally crying like.... my mom have said these words to me so many times that I look like a ghost....the face of hers when she says I know I'm messed up it's just like I'm seeing my face....it's been years n I am still suffering from depression anxiety n anxietic disorders......now I have felt this too that I'm suffering from anorexia n Insomnia offcourse ....n damn like when her therapist says that when you get those voices n all it made me remember mine....the voices in my head that tell me not to eat n that tell me so many things.....n the shot when she says to her mom that she is not a person anymore she is a problem like damn it made me think the same about myself n like I cried at that point too....n the thing her sister says that it feels like she doesn't have a sister. my sister told me that too many times n I cried at that point too like literally I cried so many times as I started watching these shots.....but the thing is that it encouraged me too I'm gonna watch this movie.... it's way to relatable.....I always hurt my family but that's not even me.....I just don't want to do it n I don't....feels like I'm some other person at that time....n after my mental breakdown the way I always say sorry to them n start crying🥺🥺is like damn 😭😭I love them n they know that n the way they love me I can never be that great as them....❤️

  • @anabelamino-wr6rk

    @anabelamino-wr6rk

    11 ай бұрын

    Understand you, life is so sad😢people is so bad hypocrite

  • @angelique8306
    @angelique83066 жыл бұрын

    With M83, it's perfect.

  • @beliny544
    @beliny5443 жыл бұрын

    I cant cry cause my mom is home and ik she will never understand me

  • @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    @justtoogoodforthisworld4879

    3 жыл бұрын

    She loves you, talk to her🤍

  • @mariacr5515
    @mariacr55155 жыл бұрын

    4:37 did you saw Emma Chota (Ciara Bravo) right there another anorexia character

  • @millieedwards2339

    @millieedwards2339

    5 жыл бұрын

    María C yh she’s in this film 💘

  • @shoelicker609

    @shoelicker609

    4 жыл бұрын

    María C technically she was playing a role in this one as a bulimia patient.

  • @emilybabinski2482
    @emilybabinski24825 жыл бұрын

    This was amazing

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you, sun

  • @jaidab944
    @jaidab9444 жыл бұрын

    It’s John wick if he calls bs then it’s bs ... lol. It no in honesty this is a great movie every girl and boy should watch

  • @rachhempkin9727
    @rachhempkin97273 жыл бұрын

    I cried at this I have suffered with anorexia since I was 14

  • @hazymind8802
    @hazymind88027 жыл бұрын

    this is so beautiful, i almost cried!! i love this :) can i ask you where you downloaded "to the bone"? because i've been looking for it for so long, thankssss

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    thank you xx thepiratebay.org/search/to%20the%20bone/0/99/0

  • @kaitlyn8390

    @kaitlyn8390

    6 жыл бұрын

    hazymind; Also on Netflix:)

  • @hioopsstylinson8195
    @hioopsstylinson81957 жыл бұрын

    Omfg your icon !! It's Louis 😭💗

  • @idioteque5389

    @idioteque5389

    7 жыл бұрын

    yeah ;)

  • @sorenzarousseaux6539

    @sorenzarousseaux6539

    6 жыл бұрын

    Somebody said Larry Stylinson?

  • @hannaselina3015
    @hannaselina30156 жыл бұрын

    amazing

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