I have imprinted myself in the history of humanity.
@godofgoats4200
4 жыл бұрын
Benni!
@dalekray9232
3 жыл бұрын
BENNI
@ontos8914
3 жыл бұрын
BENNI!
@fauresfaures4314
3 жыл бұрын
*BENNI*
@lukerose384
3 жыл бұрын
Benneth
@shanephelps38984 жыл бұрын
I think Benni faked his death because he couldn't face another day of ,''Benniii,benni?, Benni!,BENNIIIIIII !''
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
"can somebody please shoot meee"
@SamuelBlack84
2 жыл бұрын
@@dexterhill5843 I wonder what the mutants were actually doing to him to make him ask that?
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
@@SamuelBlack84 tortuting him by looking at the camera and delivering a lecture on climate change :)
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
I know that's what I was saying when watching.... XD
@briang.22184 жыл бұрын
That's the whole episode in a nutshell
@killgriffinnow
3 жыл бұрын
The whole of Whittaker’s run in a nutshell
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming like?......
@chockergram
2 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming - Villa Deodati was watchable. The others were just nonsense.
@Blitzo83904 жыл бұрын
You sacrificed your sanity to bring us this and I praise you
@Etch..
3 жыл бұрын
@Quinn Thomas praise him...
@DreBuckss
3 жыл бұрын
Praise Him
@eliaedits
2 жыл бұрын
Pin this
@burntgrahamcracker28663 жыл бұрын
Ah she’s just learning her Italian in reality she’s saying it’s good
@SkyHigh_xx
3 жыл бұрын
Molto Benni
@chaic4211
Жыл бұрын
@@SkyHigh_xx very benni
@youtubeaccount6973 жыл бұрын
Damn now i cant watch Midnight without going Molto BENNNNNI
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
Don't. Just don't.
@rishabhmittal9552
3 жыл бұрын
That made me... I said that in my head and do you know what it did? It exploded
@PhillipRottingham3 жыл бұрын
Honestly one of the most unintentionally funny things 'Doctor Who' has ever done. I love it, honestly.
@quinnbro34804 жыл бұрын
It's no wonder Benni begged them to shoot him in the end. Doctor knows I'd do the same thing after dealing with her for three decades 😂
@TheEleventhDoctor3 жыл бұрын
Episode should be called Benni 55
@DoctorVision3 жыл бұрын
I never wanted a character to die so much and I cheered when they did!
@drneotech72543 жыл бұрын
Introducing Benni as the 14th Doctor
@ClockMaster-mq2hm
14 күн бұрын
Oh ... I just realized this video was released in Q1 2020 ... ... no, the Doctors went a little differently 😉
@ericlayton88883 жыл бұрын
When a thirty second smash cut of one repeated word is more cohesive than the episode it's from
@Oodelally3 жыл бұрын
John Nathan-Turner regenerated into Chris Chibnall, you cannot change my mind.
@dalekloaf143
10 ай бұрын
Good point
@craiglee3048
2 ай бұрын
You are correct, but at least JNT was occasionally entertaining. And I don’t know WTF happened to RTD and Moffat; it’s like they were kicked in the head by some kind of gay, message donkey, lol.
@TemmieVR4 жыл бұрын
I loved this episode just because of this
@ivandphantom9028
3 жыл бұрын
Lol tbr the episode is trash
@RenegadeGaruda3 жыл бұрын
I can just imagine her agent watching this and thinking: 'I'm going to get sacked for this'
@jcrossan13513 жыл бұрын
The most infamous name in the entirety of Doctor Who
@kevinbell92553 жыл бұрын
This is literally the only 28 seconds you need to see of this atrocious episode.
@Myne10013 жыл бұрын
I seriously wonder if this was an attempt to try to create a Doctor Who meme. Like "Harriet Jones, Former Prime Minister".
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
Nah. I think the writers we're stumped about Benni and what to do with his character.
@Myne1001
3 жыл бұрын
@@dilungmoveityafool777 most likely yeah. But I still want to believe that someone in the production team knew this was going to be funny.
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
@@Myne1001 I bet someone did.
@maxthomson850
3 жыл бұрын
@@_MyNameIsAJ_ Benni is the true timeless child
@Jacob004
3 жыл бұрын
It definitely worked if they wanted to make it a meme
@SheldonAdama173 жыл бұрын
“So I was lying on the floor sipping my pint of rum when I happened to catch a delightful parody of Doctor Who”
@bryantandrew1
3 жыл бұрын
Is this a critical drinker reference?
@jujublue44263 жыл бұрын
The last time I didn't care that much about someone's death it was when Danny Pink died
@rishabhmittal9552
3 жыл бұрын
Why would you--
@YodaOnABender
Ай бұрын
Danny pink was at least somewhat interesting with his backstory
@billydeeuk4 жыл бұрын
My favourite part of this video is when the lady says “BENNI”
@mylescoleman2493
3 жыл бұрын
Timestamp?
@billydeeuk
3 жыл бұрын
@@mylescoleman2493 10:29
@RandalBauer113 жыл бұрын
Always a sign of good writing when characters call out to each other necessity - Chris Chibnall’s quite daring that way!
@sixshooter500
2 жыл бұрын
He didn't write that episode.
@backtothefutureman1
2 жыл бұрын
@@sixshooter500 who wrote it?
@sixshooter500
2 жыл бұрын
Ed Hime. He also wrote "It takes you away" which is another episode that a lot of people don't like, though some do.
@backtothefutureman1
2 жыл бұрын
@@sixshooter500 the only part of that episode I thought was funny was the frog’s voice.
@SleepingHowl2 ай бұрын
The greatest youtube video of all time has officially been located. Tysm for uploading this comedy gold from such a underrated episode!
@thedankside9954 Жыл бұрын
I don't think I've hated the characters in one episode more than this one
@jeckjeck31193 жыл бұрын
The episode was made for this meme alone.
@jujublue4426
3 жыл бұрын
And that's the only good thing to come out of it, now when I rewatch series 12 I always skip Orphan 55
'Benni' was so dreadful because he asked to be killed to end his suffering, but when the soldier lady did it, everyone was mad at her. Also, her whole self sacrificial thing when the aliens were coming right at them, but taking time to say "run yaz, run" like wtf else was she gonna do? By delaying them to say something useless, you've doomed them all. Well done, Benni's wife.
@drewcampbell85553 жыл бұрын
This is the sound playing in the ninth circle of Hell.
@markgaumeeАй бұрын
how is a 28 second video more enjoyable to watch than the actual episode🤣
@AndrewChapman3 жыл бұрын
Was kind of expecting to hear the Benny Hill theme too lol
@tomsullivan96683 жыл бұрын
I love this remix of “Bennie and the Jets”
@thegreatburt90053 жыл бұрын
I was so happy when the monsters finally got her. Perhaps the only episode to come on future polls below Twin Dilemma- and deservedly so not a single redeeming feature for this episode.
@Trotsworth4 жыл бұрын
Molto Benni!
@bahoalternate
4 жыл бұрын
e bennissimo :)
@spacecowboy8877
3 жыл бұрын
No don't do that ... don't don't
@atomicspid21293 жыл бұрын
BENNIIII
@1978rharrisАй бұрын
This goes down in history as the one episode of Who I turned off half way through.
@cornnflaek62343 жыл бұрын
*B e n n e h*
@backmeup05744 жыл бұрын
Oh thanks. I don't need to watch this episode anymore because you revealed the whole episode. Thanks 👍
@mayotango1317
4 жыл бұрын
No with the crazy twist.
@crimsoncomet37563 жыл бұрын
*B E N N I* *W H O*
@TSURUGl2 жыл бұрын
Okay hear me out guys but…… I think she knows a Benni
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Bit of a stretch.
@tardistime6857 Жыл бұрын
He probably gave himself to the dregs to eat away from her
@TheNerdestOfOne3 жыл бұрын
WhErEs My BeNnI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@adambros55723 жыл бұрын
Benni and the jets
@crzyshrf9836 Жыл бұрын
This is the main thing I remember from this episode I quote it often
@peterthorn89883 жыл бұрын
I think I've found the ocean floor of my KZread and I love it ❤
@Despair5053 жыл бұрын
After a while it just sounds like she's saying "pene" which is "dick" in spanish
@thewelshboii3 жыл бұрын
benni
@CrossFilms6693 жыл бұрын
You should’ve zoomed in on Benni in the credits
@DodgeThatAttack3 жыл бұрын
Wow you thought you could get away with reuploading the episode...
@trimmien23502 жыл бұрын
molto benni!
@jill__mills4 жыл бұрын
I should not laugh from this?
@alfredli87014 жыл бұрын
First we have a old man doctor, now we have a old lady doctor
@cdpunk_
4 жыл бұрын
Now David would have to listen to her for another year
@alfredli8701
4 жыл бұрын
@@cdpunk_ I wonder if the doctor will remember David/10th doctor face like have flashbacks
@MrRickster834 жыл бұрын
I DETESTED the old woman. Could never keep her mouth shut (even when the monsters were nearby). And yelling for her husband in the most irritating way. Benny became “BELLY!!”. Utterly pathetic.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
welp she's the doctor next season. i should've just stopped watching when clara fucked off.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming the stories were better with Clara even tho it became more about Clara than the doc at the end
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming eh i didn't like the ones with Bill. She deserved better. DW got boring after the whole mind wipe thing.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming wow you're a superfan huh 😂. I don't even remember the episode names. I just really hated most episodes of bill's run. Especially the cybermen storyline.
@n_art_cissistАй бұрын
This this was a vocal sentiment of mine for a while
@dasmysteryman123 жыл бұрын
MOLTO BENNI
@lecion22332 жыл бұрын
BENNI
@bizarrebunny55793 жыл бұрын
If I ever am too happy I watch this video
@Legendary3Dgamer5 ай бұрын
This is like the only good part about this episode 😂😂😂
@dontMrDoc3 жыл бұрын
We pray benni the benni cult
@isaacjames83084 жыл бұрын
I think this is an improvement
@PwnZombie3 жыл бұрын
Yes, I searched for this again. BENNI
@ebthenerd61913 жыл бұрын
Benni Who
@hobbybugs12863 жыл бұрын
Today I got asked by two videos to click them with my knee then this lol i broke the algorithm
@123_maximeal3 жыл бұрын
the only reason this episode wasnt banned was because of this
@twinpeaksreference39813 жыл бұрын
I guess you could say...... molto benni?
@tonyjohansson75674 жыл бұрын
Hilarious 😂
@RyanNGameDev4 жыл бұрын
BENNi!!!!!!!!!!!
@dandydabberdude3 жыл бұрын
*B E N N I !*
@TheMultiGamerOfficial3 жыл бұрын
And The Jets
@Autistic_Squirrel3 жыл бұрын
B E N N I
@Char10tti34 жыл бұрын
❤️
@PwnZombie3 жыл бұрын
BENNIIIIII
@straxdetater3 жыл бұрын
BENNI!!!!?????
@bombsite18473 жыл бұрын
Benni Harvey RIP
@gomamon84393 жыл бұрын
I loved her 😭
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Heretic.
@Legendary3Dgamer
5 ай бұрын
Why you crying
@dontrestyourhead3 жыл бұрын
BENNY
@TheFakk953 жыл бұрын
i heard on wikipedia that foster gonna be the next doctor
@silverstarlight9395
3 жыл бұрын
Me too
@jodiewhitakersgoldentoe68363 жыл бұрын
why did i cry
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Joy when she was gone.
@4Ninjastarz46 ай бұрын
Her name's Vilma? I thought her name was plot device
This was so annoying in the episode I was rooting for the dregs by the end!
@adamlee33333 жыл бұрын
Don't even watch the show anymore and I want her disposed of
@TheSuperQuail3 жыл бұрын
Molto bene
@tardistime68574 жыл бұрын
Remember when dr who was good ? So do I .
@ivandphantom9028
3 жыл бұрын
Feel old yet?
@tardistime6857
3 жыл бұрын
@@ivandphantom9028 yes
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming you blame Chibs terrible writing on Moffat. 🤷🤷 Bruhh
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming series 11 and 12 was just 5 episodes???
@hobbybugs12863 жыл бұрын
Lol
@DucksFor42 жыл бұрын
0:16
@WannabeMarsanach3 жыл бұрын
I know I hate it. Why did I click on this video.
@ghost06official73 жыл бұрын
I think it would be better for me to ask em to shoot me rather than be a bystander in this episode or even watch it again for Christ sake. Anyone who has to watch this episode I’m so sorry commiserations to you, not only is the acting terrible the story is completely shite. Nice one Chris Chibb! Dumbo. I wonder where Benni is wait... who’s Benni oh kill me now I can’t be bothered....
@msredfox3 жыл бұрын
This is still a better episode than love and monsters, haha
@galarstar052
3 жыл бұрын
nah, not at all.
@Eternal_Sky_Tardis
9 ай бұрын
Said no sane person ever
@Chrysa1isTYPE20004 жыл бұрын
This woman is the next Dr Who! It has been confirmed! Wtf are they thinking. Oh and David Tennant will be her sidekick... Dumb
@nicheman3612
4 жыл бұрын
Lol
@MetaCinemaYT2 ай бұрын
Benny and the Jets comes on at my work all the time and this episode has ruined that song for me. I absolutely despise it now.
Пікірлер: 219
I have imprinted myself in the history of humanity.
@godofgoats4200
4 жыл бұрын
Benni!
@dalekray9232
3 жыл бұрын
BENNI
@ontos8914
3 жыл бұрын
BENNI!
@fauresfaures4314
3 жыл бұрын
*BENNI*
@lukerose384
3 жыл бұрын
Benneth
I think Benni faked his death because he couldn't face another day of ,''Benniii,benni?, Benni!,BENNIIIIIII !''
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
"can somebody please shoot meee"
@SamuelBlack84
2 жыл бұрын
@@dexterhill5843 I wonder what the mutants were actually doing to him to make him ask that?
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
@@SamuelBlack84 tortuting him by looking at the camera and delivering a lecture on climate change :)
@dexterhill5843
2 жыл бұрын
I know that's what I was saying when watching.... XD
That's the whole episode in a nutshell
@killgriffinnow
3 жыл бұрын
The whole of Whittaker’s run in a nutshell
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming like?......
@chockergram
2 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming - Villa Deodati was watchable. The others were just nonsense.
You sacrificed your sanity to bring us this and I praise you
@Etch..
3 жыл бұрын
@Quinn Thomas praise him...
@DreBuckss
3 жыл бұрын
Praise Him
@eliaedits
2 жыл бұрын
Pin this
Ah she’s just learning her Italian in reality she’s saying it’s good
@SkyHigh_xx
3 жыл бұрын
Molto Benni
@chaic4211
Жыл бұрын
@@SkyHigh_xx very benni
Damn now i cant watch Midnight without going Molto BENNNNNI
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
Don't. Just don't.
@rishabhmittal9552
3 жыл бұрын
That made me... I said that in my head and do you know what it did? It exploded
Honestly one of the most unintentionally funny things 'Doctor Who' has ever done. I love it, honestly.
It's no wonder Benni begged them to shoot him in the end. Doctor knows I'd do the same thing after dealing with her for three decades 😂
Episode should be called Benni 55
I never wanted a character to die so much and I cheered when they did!
Introducing Benni as the 14th Doctor
@ClockMaster-mq2hm
14 күн бұрын
Oh ... I just realized this video was released in Q1 2020 ... ... no, the Doctors went a little differently 😉
When a thirty second smash cut of one repeated word is more cohesive than the episode it's from
John Nathan-Turner regenerated into Chris Chibnall, you cannot change my mind.
@dalekloaf143
10 ай бұрын
Good point
@craiglee3048
2 ай бұрын
You are correct, but at least JNT was occasionally entertaining. And I don’t know WTF happened to RTD and Moffat; it’s like they were kicked in the head by some kind of gay, message donkey, lol.
I loved this episode just because of this
@ivandphantom9028
3 жыл бұрын
Lol tbr the episode is trash
I can just imagine her agent watching this and thinking: 'I'm going to get sacked for this'
The most infamous name in the entirety of Doctor Who
This is literally the only 28 seconds you need to see of this atrocious episode.
I seriously wonder if this was an attempt to try to create a Doctor Who meme. Like "Harriet Jones, Former Prime Minister".
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
Nah. I think the writers we're stumped about Benni and what to do with his character.
@Myne1001
3 жыл бұрын
@@dilungmoveityafool777 most likely yeah. But I still want to believe that someone in the production team knew this was going to be funny.
@dilungmoveityafool777
3 жыл бұрын
@@Myne1001 I bet someone did.
@maxthomson850
3 жыл бұрын
@@_MyNameIsAJ_ Benni is the true timeless child
@Jacob004
3 жыл бұрын
It definitely worked if they wanted to make it a meme
“So I was lying on the floor sipping my pint of rum when I happened to catch a delightful parody of Doctor Who”
@bryantandrew1
3 жыл бұрын
Is this a critical drinker reference?
The last time I didn't care that much about someone's death it was when Danny Pink died
@rishabhmittal9552
3 жыл бұрын
Why would you--
@YodaOnABender
Ай бұрын
Danny pink was at least somewhat interesting with his backstory
My favourite part of this video is when the lady says “BENNI”
@mylescoleman2493
3 жыл бұрын
Timestamp?
@billydeeuk
3 жыл бұрын
@@mylescoleman2493 10:29
Always a sign of good writing when characters call out to each other necessity - Chris Chibnall’s quite daring that way!
@sixshooter500
2 жыл бұрын
He didn't write that episode.
@backtothefutureman1
2 жыл бұрын
@@sixshooter500 who wrote it?
@sixshooter500
2 жыл бұрын
Ed Hime. He also wrote "It takes you away" which is another episode that a lot of people don't like, though some do.
@backtothefutureman1
2 жыл бұрын
@@sixshooter500 the only part of that episode I thought was funny was the frog’s voice.
The greatest youtube video of all time has officially been located. Tysm for uploading this comedy gold from such a underrated episode!
I don't think I've hated the characters in one episode more than this one
The episode was made for this meme alone.
@jujublue4426
3 жыл бұрын
And that's the only good thing to come out of it, now when I rewatch series 12 I always skip Orphan 55
Now we need a version where she just says E.
When 99.9999999% of your script is the same word
Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni Benni
'Benni' was so dreadful because he asked to be killed to end his suffering, but when the soldier lady did it, everyone was mad at her. Also, her whole self sacrificial thing when the aliens were coming right at them, but taking time to say "run yaz, run" like wtf else was she gonna do? By delaying them to say something useless, you've doomed them all. Well done, Benni's wife.
This is the sound playing in the ninth circle of Hell.
how is a 28 second video more enjoyable to watch than the actual episode🤣
Was kind of expecting to hear the Benny Hill theme too lol
I love this remix of “Bennie and the Jets”
I was so happy when the monsters finally got her. Perhaps the only episode to come on future polls below Twin Dilemma- and deservedly so not a single redeeming feature for this episode.
Molto Benni!
@bahoalternate
4 жыл бұрын
e bennissimo :)
@spacecowboy8877
3 жыл бұрын
No don't do that ... don't don't
BENNIIII
This goes down in history as the one episode of Who I turned off half way through.
*B e n n e h*
Oh thanks. I don't need to watch this episode anymore because you revealed the whole episode. Thanks 👍
@mayotango1317
4 жыл бұрын
No with the crazy twist.
*B E N N I* *W H O*
Okay hear me out guys but…… I think she knows a Benni
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Bit of a stretch.
He probably gave himself to the dregs to eat away from her
WhErEs My BeNnI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Benni and the jets
This is the main thing I remember from this episode I quote it often
I think I've found the ocean floor of my KZread and I love it ❤
After a while it just sounds like she's saying "pene" which is "dick" in spanish
benni
You should’ve zoomed in on Benni in the credits
Wow you thought you could get away with reuploading the episode...
molto benni!
I should not laugh from this?
First we have a old man doctor, now we have a old lady doctor
@cdpunk_
4 жыл бұрын
Now David would have to listen to her for another year
@alfredli8701
4 жыл бұрын
@@cdpunk_ I wonder if the doctor will remember David/10th doctor face like have flashbacks
I DETESTED the old woman. Could never keep her mouth shut (even when the monsters were nearby). And yelling for her husband in the most irritating way. Benny became “BELLY!!”. Utterly pathetic.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
welp she's the doctor next season. i should've just stopped watching when clara fucked off.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming the stories were better with Clara even tho it became more about Clara than the doc at the end
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming eh i didn't like the ones with Bill. She deserved better. DW got boring after the whole mind wipe thing.
@jennycull1061
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming wow you're a superfan huh 😂. I don't even remember the episode names. I just really hated most episodes of bill's run. Especially the cybermen storyline.
This this was a vocal sentiment of mine for a while
MOLTO BENNI
BENNI
If I ever am too happy I watch this video
This is like the only good part about this episode 😂😂😂
We pray benni the benni cult
I think this is an improvement
Yes, I searched for this again. BENNI
Benni Who
Today I got asked by two videos to click them with my knee then this lol i broke the algorithm
the only reason this episode wasnt banned was because of this
I guess you could say...... molto benni?
Hilarious 😂
BENNi!!!!!!!!!!!
*B E N N I !*
And The Jets
B E N N I
❤️
BENNIIIIII
BENNI!!!!?????
Benni Harvey RIP
I loved her 😭
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Heretic.
@Legendary3Dgamer
5 ай бұрын
Why you crying
BENNY
i heard on wikipedia that foster gonna be the next doctor
@silverstarlight9395
3 жыл бұрын
Me too
why did i cry
@something1600
Жыл бұрын
Joy when she was gone.
Her name's Vilma? I thought her name was plot device
Benni
yes Vilma?
Oh god I hope voteSaxon doesn't find this video
said 19 times
Did benni turned into a dreg?'
Chibnal, Chibnal, Chibnal, Chibnal, Chibnal, Chibnal
What's your favourite worm
Only 28 seconds?
*WHERE'S BENNI???* 😳
This was so annoying in the episode I was rooting for the dregs by the end!
Don't even watch the show anymore and I want her disposed of
Molto bene
Remember when dr who was good ? So do I .
@ivandphantom9028
3 жыл бұрын
Feel old yet?
@tardistime6857
3 жыл бұрын
@@ivandphantom9028 yes
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming you blame Chibs terrible writing on Moffat. 🤷🤷 Bruhh
@crimsoncomet3756
3 жыл бұрын
@NovaWolf Gaming series 11 and 12 was just 5 episodes???
Lol
0:16
I know I hate it. Why did I click on this video.
I think it would be better for me to ask em to shoot me rather than be a bystander in this episode or even watch it again for Christ sake. Anyone who has to watch this episode I’m so sorry commiserations to you, not only is the acting terrible the story is completely shite. Nice one Chris Chibb! Dumbo. I wonder where Benni is wait... who’s Benni oh kill me now I can’t be bothered....
This is still a better episode than love and monsters, haha
@galarstar052
3 жыл бұрын
nah, not at all.
@Eternal_Sky_Tardis
9 ай бұрын
Said no sane person ever
This woman is the next Dr Who! It has been confirmed! Wtf are they thinking. Oh and David Tennant will be her sidekick... Dumb
@nicheman3612
4 жыл бұрын
Lol
Benny and the Jets comes on at my work all the time and this episode has ruined that song for me. I absolutely despise it now.