I don't know what's wrong with my accent here. I don't know what's wrong with my voice here, but there it goes, that's squirrel mode for ya.
This is so ironic looking back. You know that saying "careful what you wish for"... back in 2020 I asked for an upgrade of sorts, I was mentally in a very bad place and I knew I needed to rewire my brain. Little did I know that I would be given it, and with it, the demolition of everything I once held as an immovable constant in my life.
Old skin must be shed to be reborn, I suppose, but birth is such a traumatic experience as is, having the trusty crutches would've helped before learning to step on nothing but my own two feet.
The person I thought about when this came out of me was that crutch for me. In spite of the pain we inflicted on each other in different points of our lives, I'll always be grateful.
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I never needed anyone
I was a child with a mind of her own
I built myself an entire world in my head
So that I don't need anyone
You can only trust your own soul
That's what you told me at 3AM on the phone
I believed every single word because I always carried those thoughts deep in my soul
But right now I know I got a little more than what I thought
Hate to say this we were wrong
I've got a happy song and you to help me when I fall
We've got each other we got a lot of love