yo yo what's up guys! Wrote this song when I was depressed for about a month & thought that there was no way out. I'm in a way better place now, but I hope you enjoy the video & that it makes you feel like you're not alone when going through dark times, love you! Also, lyrics are down below! [Verse 1: Gremlin] I just need some peace of mind What’s my reason for being alive? Why do I drink to ease my mind? Why do I sleep when I need to grind? Why do I freak when things are fine? How does everyone think I’m fine? Look closely you’ll see the signs You just gotta read between the lines I made it so messy it’s not even legible I’m on the edge and I’m feeling susceptible Droppin the bottle would prolly be sensible I know the devils enjoying the spectacle Treating my sanity like a collectible The other half of me isn’t accessible Head is too loud, for settling down & he’s only turning up all of the decibels But I remember when there was no noise And all I heard was my own voice It was Tellin me I could do anything and that one day I’ll be driving a rolls Royce & I still hear it but it’s faint now & Broken from all of the break downs Raspy from all the cigarettes And drenched because of the rain clouds [Hook x2: Gremlin] I don’t know who I am God save me from myself I don’t know if I can & its fuckin up my health Take a hold of my hand, Before I slip into the void And these demons that I have Leave every bit of me destroyed, again [Verse 2: Gremlin] What’s my purpose? I don’t know what my worth is Does anything I do make a difference or is it all fuckin worthless? I wish I knew my purpose But you can’t google search this So every night I stay awake and I pray one day that my truth will surface Cause it’s been far too long maybe I’m too far gone I don’t think it’s meant for me to write all these songs But I really hope I’m wrong Im tryna find myself in this madness But all I see is this blackness And all you see this is track list Not the tears shed for you to have this But I remember when I didn’t cry much Cause none of this was on my mind much but with depression hitting, I might end up quitting I been thinkin bout it for like five months I tried drugs & I tried drinks but I can’t stop what my mind thinks See, I write, to try to find light, but the more I fight the more I sink [Hook x2: Gremlin] I don’t know who I am God save me from myself I don’t know if I can & its fuckin up my health Take a hold of my hand, Before I slip into the void And these demons that I have Leave every bit of me destroyed, again

@whitelantern2115

Жыл бұрын

“Only in the remembrance of Allah does hearts find solace” , Quran . Islam my boy , you can thank me later

@manuelpalma2030

Жыл бұрын

Lettsss goo!!!! This goes hard, straight 🔥 bro!! True inspiration to the fullest!!!

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

@@manuelpalma2030 thanks homie!

@michaelstoerzinger5986

Жыл бұрын

I can relate in a different perspective

@KalinkaBg24

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for the lyrics.

The holiday season isn't always joyful for everybody anticipating the drop of this song because I know it's going to speak right to the heart as all your music does keep blowing the s*** up so many people out there struggling with depression but it's good to know that you're not alone and that someone can relate to the same things that you're feeling inside you just have the gift to being able to put those words into song thank you

I resently lost my grandmother and i almost ended mine just to be with her but i heard this song n i understand all the pain that im going through now so thank you for everything .

@mrmailman5561

8 ай бұрын

ik this is late but keep going bro you got this

@melissajenkins7876

8 ай бұрын

It will get better❤❤❤😂

@cameronalexzander5822

2 ай бұрын

Your not alone man does not give up better things are coming for real even when you think they ain't

You are by far one of my favorite rappers alongside Eminem, Nf, and Lupe fiasco. Thank you so much for writing REAL music you've saved my life and I know that you have saved many more. Please don't ever give up against your demons we need you

I needed to hear this today, apparently we have a lot in common, thanks for posting this and being open as a lot of people are afraid to admit they have mental health issues. Much love and peace to all who read this!

That depression runs deep with many of us. Keep spittin your truth. Keep your head up and keep this grind moving. 1 mil incoming.

I can already tell that this is going to be my favorite song.

This will be the song I slip away to

I can relate yo, been battling a drug addiction for 6 years every days a struggle but keep ur head up anyone who sees this

The same questions I ask myself sometimes... simply "Why". This right hear is deep! I love it!❣️

Waaaiiiting!!! Going to be working but gonna make sure i tune in!!

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate you

When I listen to a sad gremlin song I start to get happy cause your songs help me thankes

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Much love homie

I'm really glad someone recommended your songs to me.

@Andrewbain2023

Жыл бұрын

Same here

Been sober 5 months in sobriety homes with inspiration from you to keep the mic going don't give up gremlin I'm currently going through a toxic relationship break she ran me through the ringer in Colorado and played me to drink but quit when had enough knew her 17 years

Maybe I'm not the only one feeling this! Maybe

51 years old in here…… old man loves this. Gremlin keep your head held high!! You WILL do it man. Love from Michigan.

can't wait bruh

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

you're gonna love it!

I relate to this song so much always being shot down and it leading to depression and anxiety and never having anyone their

@Gremlin , Thank You, These words struck deep into the core of my soul. #brokenpeople

I've been listening and following for a minute especially with the Uber drives off the hook but the real strongest angel is right behind you in this video God bless both of y'all take care

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

❤

Thank you. I've felt that way before.

Feel this..... Years you cannot get back😔 Addiction 😪

I feel like I'm not understood and like I'm the one that's going crazy and don't know how to feel thank you for your songs

Bro your song is a drill bro fr,bc I’m a brick wall but yo song found my weak spot. Bravo 🎉🙏🔥🔥

Imma be here all night waiting bro

Let's go Grem, let's gooo!

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Let’s 🎉🎉

Man this is to good, I luv it

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate you

The lyrics to this song are just 👌👌. I can listen to it all day and just break down each line... each bar.. and never get tired.. straight up talent bro. Just when I think I will not have another favorite song, Gremlin drops new 🔥 by far my favorite chorus!! "I dont know who I am God save me from myself i dont know if i can and its fucking up my health Take a hold of my hand before I slip into the void and these demons that I have leave every bit of me destroyed"... dam 💔

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

So glad you liked it 🙏

When I first met gremlin at the concert in Sacramento last month, it was a pleasure getting to know him for a bit. Your music touch so many souls brother, proud of u.

i just CANT find the words to describe how much your music is helping!! YOU ARE SAVING SOULS!!!!NEVER STOP FIGHTING BROKEN PEOPLE!!!

i love this song

You’re talented, this is relatable for so many people. I’m just commenting for the algorithm, I hope this song touches someone and helps them in their journey. Life’s real, real shit for a lot of people - stay strong everyone 👊

The more i fight the more i sink🔥💯

dude your literally my favorite out u make my day the best day when im at the lowest i showed my dad your music and he loves it keep it up man much love to you !!!!

Yesssss you did it again Gremlin 🙏🏼💖 Amazing song. All your songs have continued to help me and keep me going. Like I said God is going to continue BLESSING you because you blessed me and so many others already 💖💖💖💖💖

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for this ❤hope you have a great Christmas 🥹❤️

@sarinacastro25

Жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 Have a great Christmas with all your family and friends ❤️ and thank you sooooo much for making my Christmas more brighter 🙏🏼💖

@jstar-the-rapper5974

Жыл бұрын

Me yoo

your music always touch the parts of my heart people can not see , shout out to gremlin , shout out to broken people .

Can’t wait my brother

....its really nice to know im not on my own, ive been struggling with depression for most of my life and it only got worse once my dad passed away and then my mom never listens to me anymore. I ended up dropping out of high school and i got fired from my job recently, living in a shitty camper with barely functioning electricity and no water, and im on the brink of becoming homeless, and i just frequently find myself asking what is the point of even trying. Everything seems so hopeless and i cant seem to bring myself back up cause everytime i do something else happens and i fall deeper into depression. I used to have plans for my life, but it all went to shit once my family fell apart. Sorry, i dont usually vent like this.....im just glad to know other people know how this feels

Gremlin is so dope straight fire brother.

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Thanks brother

I really feel this. Feels like he is telling my story and how I feel through these lyrics. I know God can save me but I keep running from him and I don't know what to do

Thank you for giving me the best early Christmas present! 🎄 ❤️🙏

Gremlin never disappoint us.. I like this song bro .. we need more songs like this one.

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

More to come

Wow your music continues to change my life. An make me feel not so alone in struggle

You commented on my comment the other day and it ment a lot sir. Thank you for that bro! Blessings on your journey!

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Appreciate you being part of this family!

Locked in ready and waiting cant wait to hear it bro

Wow! I’m currently going through some shit with these demons of my own and it’s a struggle daily right now. I try to mask it and no one really knows how deep I’m hurting or exactly what I’m fighting. But this is a very powerful song. So perfectly written

That is the dopest thumbnail and now I’m wanting to see it more! Like right now! 😂🔥🔥🔥

Thank u 4 this. Exactly how I feel right now. 30 years and 5 kidz obeying the rules and she walks out on me✊🏽✌🏽😔

I’m feeling so low and I’m in a dark place at the moment but listening to this song is very very slowly helping me

no lie this song isn't just about depression this also can help someone like me who do go through PTSD from time to time due to a Domestic Violence relationship. so THANK YOU🤗🤗🤗💞💞

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Glad I can help ❤

@kween_unique28

Жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 your truly an inspirational helper to myself & upon all others 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

I love this song keep it up brother, referring to your line about the more you fight the more you sink, remember this “doesn’t matter how strong you are if you try to swim in the water you’ll eventually drown, you gotta learn to float”

These r the words of truth on how everyone in this crazy world feels especially when ur trying to do better for urself or help the person ur with who needs u in so many ways

This song hits so close to home for me I've been listening to this so much since the album drop. Depression is a bitch but keep faith in God and he will help guide you

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Boom 100%!

Yes! So excited! 💕

Sad songs make me happy.... bipolar, high adhd, and sever depression.... please don't stop your helping.

Driving to work listening to this losing my mind the way I am making my family go through all of this depression. I have never been a person to have this and it just hit me. I’m hoping for better days.

Gas my dude solid expectations met relatable keep doing u

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Hell yeah much love

The honest truth, your music keeps me pushing onwards in life.

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Glad it could help 🙏

And once again, your song reaches my heart. So many thoughts that flooded my mind during the hardest times of my life. And your song just summoned all up how I felt. You've come so far with your inspirations don't ever stop! Thank you always for comforting/changing lives!

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Pleasure is all mine ❤

Amazing song bro, the lyrics hit every single time. I even remember hearing this song like two to three weeks ago in your album, i can't remember the name of the album but you know what album I am talking about. You write songs from your heart. It's also really nice seeing your girl in the video bro, keep it up 🙏🏾☺️

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Much love homie

Song brings me to tears makes happy I’m happy I’m 8 months sober

This hits hard.

Thanks for the deep song, as I really needed to hear this. GOD SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!

Dose anyone eles have this on repeat all day long

@davidchief1732

Ай бұрын

Yes sir

@PaulJhon-nc6rj

9 күн бұрын

Yah i am

Found this Man on Facebook this morning and going through his music. I am yet to find one song what hasn't given me goosebumps

So excited! Every one of your songs hit differently in any mood I'm in. If I'm sad I listen to your sad songs that really help me know that I'm not alone and they remind me that I'll get through it. When I feel not motivated i listen to dream bigger, metamorphosis, Invisible, DNA, So much more. Those songs help me feel motivated to get up out of bed on days I feel like I can't. Thank you for being such an amazing and caring person. You inspire and help so many people. I'm looking forward to any future music that you produce. 😁❤

I hope you know that your music changed my life, I was deep into a heroin and meth addiction, I spent two years smoking meth and a year smoking heroin and fentanyl powder/pills then the last few months I started shooting up and in the middle of it all I listened to broken people. It matched perfectly with what I went through with my ex husband who was severely abusive to me. So thank you for helping me not feel alone and reminding me I’m worth more than what he made me feel like I was

I relate to this so much

song kickz, lyrics speak deep, keep it up.. big hug from Brazil irmão;

Your piano is amazing

Honestly, I can’t not be happy when my man Gremlin drops another beat. Even when it’s sad & deep it cheers me up to know I’m not fighting this alone. Much love brotha this one’s another gem straight to my playlist 🖤

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Much love homie

Its calming to hear someone sing every word my entire life story in 3 minutes. it feels warm and fuzzy, but deep, dark and hollow.. then again I'm not alone anymore, thank you brother❤

Just listening to this song makes me know I'm never gonna be good enough for anyone

Thank u. Always nice to feel not alone

Love the music gremlin been listening to your songs for almost a 2 year already

Already know its amazing

I relate to this on a whole other level .man to know im not alone is incredible

I been listening to you for a while now Man you have the voice too heal people hearts you remind me of one my favorite rapper juice Wrld rip 🖤🤘🏽

Your song has helped me, Me and my husband were homeless And I'm still on the streets trying to get home to him.My husband had a massive stroke January 13,2023 it has 4months since I seen him. I Miss him everyday. He is in a 24 hour nursing home he is only 47yrs old 😢

I am going through a lot currently... This song has relieved alittle bit..... depression is not good... I believe someday I will be fine

awesome ❤️ very inspirational 🙏 . We Are Here To Stay!

Gremlin. Don't stop man. I need this music in my life.

I love rap, however not the rappers who are rapping about unreal stuff, or something that is genuinely not unique and most importantly not real. I love artists like you and NF who are rapping about real stuff and I particularly love artist who are trying to express emotion with their words, this is art and you will grind to the top man.

I've heard this song so many times but for some reasons it hit me in the chest hard right now, thank you for making music that can be repeated but at certain times just punch you in the right areas, it helps me not feel so much like a freak in these times.

Great job Gremlin that song is changing my life thanks

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Pleasure is all mine!

I wish I could like this a a million times over

It's great to hear real music, with real meaning and real feelings. Your music helps a lot of people

You put all my feelings that I don't know how to explain into words..thank you

I listen to your songs and always make me happy because I don’t feel alone anymore thank you

Bro this is amazing! Im always updated on everything that drops 💯

i feel so calm listening to you, truly love u

This song always hits me

Man Bro I love the song and video , with all that is going on in this crazy world that song lets someone know that they are not struggling alone

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

Glad you liked it 🙏

Gremlin you speak to me all the time with your words, I feel that depression alot trying to fight through to see the light again

Love u bro this song describes exactly how I'm feelin everyday

U don’t know what u do for me!!

For some reason this hit me in the feels. I’ve been going through a lot in the last 6 months. Thank you gremlin.

@Gremlinmusic24

Жыл бұрын

You’ll get through it homie

@timyoung4871

Жыл бұрын

@@Gremlinmusic24 keep doing what your doing. You never know who it’s going to help or touch in a positive way.

I love your music and I am blessed to watch you grow. You are helping many others.

So underrated this deserves millions 🔥

Gremlin you the BEST