Death, Failure and Perseverance

I didn't expect these things to happen at all. Forcing out the bad with lots of work. Don't give up-life is filled with beauty, even when it feels challenging to see.
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#cabin #alone #renovation
0:00 things go wrong
1:21 potato harvest
2:08 new projects
5:32 cabin labor
6:43 chainsaw
7:12 stacking wood
7:38 cozy evening
7:53 off grid garden
8:19 herbal tea
8:36 me and my cat
8:58 fire + pancakes
9:45 generator
9:56 forest foraging
10:42 jewelweed infusion
11:47 turning 25
12:28 building a ramp
13:29 it's done
14:09 reveal
14:21 river bath
14:20 DIY salve
14:58 patience
15:25 the finished product
15:47 birthday reflections
16:39 end

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  • @allymariebrown
    @allymariebrown9 ай бұрын

    Thank you all SO much for your condolences and birthday wishes (feels weird to put that in the same sentence). The amount of love received is unreal and it makes my heart sing to know that there's an abundance of kind, caring and genuine souls in this community

  • @FaithfulFriend777

    @FaithfulFriend777

    9 ай бұрын

    Thank you for all that you do and the hard work you put into these videos while also teaching us,we love you❤😊 (you’re living my dream)

  • @lifetalkswithbrianandmelis8618
    @lifetalkswithbrianandmelis861810 ай бұрын

    Praying for Taylor, family, and friends of Steve’s and his entrance to heaven. 🙏

  • @lisaoconnor1854
    @lisaoconnor185410 ай бұрын

    I remember the video of the wedding of the happy couple. Life is mystically unfair especially when it involves young people just starting their lives. I can feel Your wonderful solitude through your videos. When solitude is productive and appreciated it can be intoxicating and so satisfying.

  • @anneliesjoss
    @anneliesjoss9 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss 🧡. Whenever I see people struggling with their wheelbarrows, I tell them, get a 4 wheeled cart. Best thing we’ve done to help us with our yard work. Happy birthday!

  • @margaretleehightower3073
    @margaretleehightower307310 ай бұрын

    YOU are one of the Most Hardworking and Dedicated Women…I have Ever Seen!!! I am 3 times you’re age…helped build a log cabin from scratch in the woods when I was you’re age and I am blown away by what you do!!!

  • @kaitlinmeadows6273
    @kaitlinmeadows627310 ай бұрын

    A 4 wheel gorilla cart is a lifesaver in that terrain. They are tough, durable, affordable and cone in variety of types and sizes. Good for a hundred tasks on the homestead and worth every penny (and my back!)…Having lost a healthy friend out of the blue this month, I cherish this that a friend shared, “may his death remind you to live”-so simple, but so helpful for me. Sending love and gratitude for you.

  • @Lifessweetgifts
    @Lifessweetgifts10 ай бұрын

    So sorry to hear this. I lost my husband exactly to the day 2 months and two days after we were married on the beach in Maine. Life hasn't been easier since. The loss of people we love is greater than those who have gone before us. I know he's where he was meant to be in his own season. But while the rest of us wait for that time, we miss them so very deeply.

  • @lorilangdon3093
    @lorilangdon309310 ай бұрын

    Praying that the Lord comforts you and your friend’s family, Ally. You paid a beautiful tribute to him ❤

  • @annaazzopardi4625
    @annaazzopardi462510 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss Ally. It hurts to lose sweet friends. I wanted to say that you are the most hard working young woman I have ever seen. I am amazed by what all you do. I wish when I was young that I would have known or wanted to do the things you do. You are blessed to have such wisdom and strength ❤ Happy Birthday 🎈🎂🎉

  • @evelynnellis7903
    @evelynnellis790310 ай бұрын

    Ally, I am so sorry you loss your friend, Steve. I pray that the land, water, and the love of the people around you will help the healing take place. Give yourself the right to mourn and the blessing to heal. Thinking of you. Your video is beautiful!

  • @danielledarling34
    @danielledarling3410 ай бұрын

    Girl, you're truly inspiring. You're tough, you're determined, you're so positive and shine so bright. So sorry for you loss 🕊️

  • @kearnsey64
    @kearnsey6410 ай бұрын

    Forget going to a gym, live in an off grid cabin with Ally!!😂. Sorry for the loss of your friend 😢

  • @AMXhotrod
    @AMXhotrod8 ай бұрын

    Sometimes, old ways are the best ways. Native Americans used Travois to drag heavy things over distances. They're simple to build and modify for your needs, and they'll never tip over. Great video btw.

  • @homehearthwithjules8596
    @homehearthwithjules859610 ай бұрын

    You need a wagon to haul those rocks Ally...Red Flyer🤷🏼‍♀️😉

  • @texasgirl6450

    @texasgirl6450

    10 ай бұрын

    Great idea!

  • @MtbEMS
    @MtbEMS10 ай бұрын

    Your grit combined with your down to earth personality is pretty legit in my book 👌

  • @ruebennomura9143
    @ruebennomura914310 ай бұрын

    I am sorry for your loss I will preying for you

  • @mignoncat1
    @mignoncat110 ай бұрын

    on the loss of someone. energy cannot die. it simply transfers. your friend 's removal from this world is very , very sad ; but, do try to see the beauty of the next phase . there is possibility. there are memories that no one may ever take from you. and , ultimately , there is joy. " & every day celebrated with verve."

  • @polywog9591
    @polywog95917 ай бұрын

    After dealing with a 1 wheel, wheelbarrow, I finally bought a 2 wheeled one instead. So much easier to use and much less likely to flip over.

  • @susanspisak65
    @susanspisak6510 ай бұрын

    Your videos are so heartfelt…. Fill of beauty and raw emotions …. Thank you for sharing …. Happy Birthday ❤ you are a true joy to watch and bring happiness every time you post ….

  • @Gene1969
    @Gene196910 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss. The pain will pass, the memories will endure.

  • @alinagolovina1235
    @alinagolovina123510 ай бұрын

    I just gotta say, I hope your man realizes how lucky he is. You’re so hard working. Also, love your break down for making fun things out of herbs because I’ve always wanted to get into it since I live in north California and the abundance here is incredible but I never knew where to start.

  • @lukekao8136
    @lukekao813610 ай бұрын

    laying down gravel then pressing down heated tar is how they create city streets, but in your wooded area, I think gravel will probably do the trick, if you can find a bunch of them to lay down in the muddy area. It's a way for you to build your own little path/road for transporting the heavy rocks with the wheel barrel easily.

  • @francesbarnett-bl8tz
    @francesbarnett-bl8tz10 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday Ally, so sorry for the loss of your dear friend. Wanted to give you a hint on raising garlic. Garlic is a heavy feeder and you need to wait until the leaves begin to turn yellow and fall over before pulling it, it grows a good bit toward the end of the season.

  • @niknoks6387
    @niknoks638710 ай бұрын

    Sorry for the loss of your friend. I lost mine at 30 years old she had a 3 year old and a 6month old baby. Life can be cruel! happy birthday for tomorrow 😊🇬🇧

  • @lukekao8136
    @lukekao813610 ай бұрын

    In the muddy area, if you clear that area first and lay down gravel first then you can move your wheel barrel super easy. Hope that helps.

  • @ScottyAZUSA
    @ScottyAZUSA10 ай бұрын

    We're sorry to hear about your friend. My wife and I wish you a Happy Birthday! And lastly, that sunset half way through the video was beautiful.

  • @donmcallister3745
    @donmcallister374510 ай бұрын

    So sorry to hear about your loss of your friend. I lost a friend I knew for 50 years earlier this year… it leaves a void… I hope your memories help you through this time. I turned 66 in July… but still think like I’m… 25 … well in my mind… anyway.😛 At the risk of sounding like an “old man “… my best advice would be… to enjoy the simplest things in life… as much as you can… because time does… go by so quickly. Simple pleasures are the most enjoyable… savor them. Have a Happy Birthday 🎊🎂🎈… may your 25th year be filled with things that touch your heart and soul… stay safe and well… Peace 🌜🌞🌛

  • @lindsayp858
    @lindsayp85810 ай бұрын

    So sorry about your friend. Loss has happened to me a few times, and most recently my closest aunt passed from a brain aneurysm in January. It was sudden and her absense in my life is deep. I'm glad you are able to release into the woods and nature. Also, happy 25th! That's a big milestone. 💞💞💞

  • @hopenitrous
    @hopenitrous10 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss Ally. Life is strange but you will get through this

  • @fourrunner5462

    @fourrunner5462

    10 ай бұрын

    Hi Ally happy birthday and I'm so sorry for your loss it's good your keeping busy and taking a little road trip.

  • @bevschell4163
    @bevschell416310 ай бұрын

    Sorry for the loss of your friend....its hard....potatoes will keep better if you let the dirt dry an then just brush of lightly...dont skin...also most of the nutrients of potatoes is in the skin....love your channel.

  • @reader649
    @reader64910 ай бұрын

    So sorry for the loss of your friend Ally. Sending you my spiritual support for your inner healing.💚❤ That sunset view was gorgeous and ethereal! Happy 25th! ☺ Always healing to get a warm hug from close friends.❤

  • @kimberlycoltrainrsrccr2626
    @kimberlycoltrainrsrccr26267 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss. My niece lost her husband of a year and three months last month. My grandpa always said a long life may not be good enough, but a good life is long enough. Sending positive vibes for healing and wonderful memories to you.

  • @rickmanning8722
    @rickmanning872210 ай бұрын

    Ally sending my condolences regarding your friends passing away. May his memory always yield warmth to your heart and a smile on your face.

  • @vedajanbaker8518
    @vedajanbaker851810 ай бұрын

    You are such an inspiration! Kyle needs to get back!

  • @rebekkad.2092
    @rebekkad.209210 ай бұрын

    Happy 25th birthday. Sorry about losing your friend.

  • @keyket5
    @keyket59 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your journey with us. So sorry for your loss. I recentlly lost my sister. I have been so sad. She loved watching you. She would say wi😊th happiness and joy, Ally Marie is on!! We both love your creativity. Her husband bought a truck recently, he said he wants to take it for beautiful drives. He said he named it Ally Marie! He said it with the same joy my sister would have when you post! Thank you for sharing, thank you for touching lives that you aren't even aware that you are making such a special impact on. We are cheering for all your life goals!

  • @PriskaHelena
    @PriskaHelena10 ай бұрын

    I am so deeply sorry for your loss, Ally! And at the same time - happy birthday! I turned 40 this year (still cannot believe how fast this all went even if I have been on a conscious path) and you impress me in so many ways. Also: I just love your way of filming and telling stories. Have a wonderful start into your 26th round around the sun ❤

  • @pamelareed973
    @pamelareed97310 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry for the loss of your dear friend .

  • @geom7192
    @geom719210 ай бұрын

    Very sorry for your loss Allie. Prayers with his young wife. Birthday greetings from Geoff & Linda

  • @shannonidklol6336
    @shannonidklol633610 ай бұрын

    Happy 25th Birthday Ally ❤ My condolences for the loss of your good friend.

  • @Vibrantlifestyle
    @Vibrantlifestyle9 ай бұрын

    Ally I truly understand- I lost my daughter suddenly several years ago - life changed for me permanently at once - but so many gifts were born out of it. Your so aware and have lots of wisdom for such a young person. Your an old soul. I’m so sorry for the sudden loss of your friend it’s very challenging 😥 Thank you for your insights and sharing so openly with all of us. Blessings ❤S

  • @sandy-sagerabbitvintage2681
    @sandy-sagerabbitvintage268110 ай бұрын

    Deep condolences for your loss. It hits hard when someone is so young, but it also teaches us to love every minute. It is obvious that you are on the right track. Hitting 25 is only a quarter of the way there! You have so much ahead and am really enjoying that you are taking us along for the ride. You are an amazing, beautiful, smart woman, oh and very strong!!! Happy birthday! Enjoy✌

  • @Chris-kz3jf
    @Chris-kz3jf9 ай бұрын

    25! OMG kid, you are just a baby still! Enjoy every minute, time goes by very quickly. Very sorry for the loss of such a young friend, hang on, there will be many losses on your journey in life, but there will be many joys as well. Happy 25th! 🎂

  • @kathykenyon2079
    @kathykenyon207910 ай бұрын

    “Do the things that scare you and make you feel alive!” I love this! I am sorry for your loss, the ups and downs and contrasts of life. ❤

  • @SFlaidlaw101
    @SFlaidlaw10110 ай бұрын

    I really like the way you see life 💗 I have recently went through the same thing. Bought a vehicle that ended up being a bad decision that kept me up at night, and then having a loved one suddenly pass away a month later. But it was beautiful how you moved through it.

  • @davidjean8580
    @davidjean858010 ай бұрын

    you are really sweet person

  • @carriehill4445
    @carriehill444510 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss - I'm in the process of arranging hospice/end of life care for my mother - and its heartbreaking but also a bit freeing after a battle with cancer. I think she's ready, I wish I was... Thank you so much for this message - I really needed it today.

  • @ThomasWilliams-lt6mn
    @ThomasWilliams-lt6mn10 ай бұрын

    The sweet and loving shadows: The sweet and loving shadows of his memory fell across her heart to heal the scars on her soul made by his departure from her life. So, take those memories and go forth in the glow of its happiness, for life is a patchwork of memories of hope, love, faith, and joy of ones we hold deep within our soul’s eye.

  • @denisegariepy1176
    @denisegariepy117610 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss … and also happy birthday. He’s your spirit guide now…

  • @_missmajola
    @_missmajola9 ай бұрын

    Your viewership has gone up omw!! Insane numbers you're pulling rn. So amazing to see ❤❤ all the best for the future and my condolensces

  • @joymontgomery9551
    @joymontgomery95519 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry you lost your friend, my heart goes out to you ❤ sending love your way.

  • @janisgriffin7278
    @janisgriffin727810 ай бұрын

    So sorry to hear about your childhood friend- heartfelt condolences💁🏻🙏🏼💙 Isn’t life like that ?!- celebrating your Birthday along with a sadness…Sending You wishes for many Blessings on Your Birthday🥰❣️You ARE a Blessing to us all🥰❣️💁🏻❣️

  • @homehearthwithjules8596
    @homehearthwithjules859610 ай бұрын

    Prayers, love and light always Ally!!!

  • @sandram4670
    @sandram467010 ай бұрын

    Beautiful video. That was a lot of hard work... amazing job! May you and your friend find peace in your time of loss. 😔 Happy Birthday, Ally! I hope this year is filled with love, possibilities, beauty, abundance, and happiness. 🎈🌿🌺💛

  • @henriettahenson
    @henriettahenson10 ай бұрын

    Sending prayers your way sweet Ali 🙏so sorry for your loss 😥💙

  • @kevinwiley9696
    @kevinwiley969610 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss. The cabin grounds are looking more and more awesome. Happy Happy Birhday!!

  • @bjgigout9832
    @bjgigout983210 ай бұрын

    You are amazing and your work ethic is commendable!

  • @kimberlycoltrainrsrccr2626
    @kimberlycoltrainrsrccr26267 ай бұрын

    I know I'm late, but @ 4:25 I found that leveling the rocks in the wheelbarrow and pulling the wheelbarrow behind me, with me facing away from it, I was able to make headway in moving branches to other parts of our yard. ~Love the content😊

  • @J24606
    @J2460610 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss. God bless. 🙏🏻

  • @jengilbert578
    @jengilbert57810 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday ally!!🎉 what a bittersweet one it must have been - so sorry for your loss- I went through something similar back at 19 and I will Say that kind of suddenly loss changes you forever - however it can give you the fire to embrace life and take risks you might not otherwise take - and yes hold those you love tightly ! Thanks for always sharing inspiration and beauty with us ❤

  • @ilzitek2419
    @ilzitek241910 ай бұрын

    ❤️ oh no! I remember you telling us about the wedding. I am sorry you lost a good friend. I am so sad. ❤

  • @tinypanther
    @tinypanther10 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally and I’m so sorry your loss

  • @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland
    @ElizabethSollazzo-Daland10 ай бұрын

    Yeah! I wait for your content!! Ty!

  • @lauraquigley6403
    @lauraquigley640310 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss! Sending Blessings!🙏🙏🙏

  • @Red-Robin4
    @Red-Robin49 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally!🎊 🎉🎂

  • @LoraA81
    @LoraA8110 ай бұрын

    Oh, Ali, I am so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you are holding onto all those great memories and focusing on all of the good things coming into your life. Happy 25th, and thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. 💜

  • @rhondamckinley4373
    @rhondamckinley437310 ай бұрын

    Happy belated birthday, Ally!🎉

  • @wendypederson243
    @wendypederson24310 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally

  • @heatherfitzgerald329
    @heatherfitzgerald32910 ай бұрын

    As usual love your videos Happy birthday 🎉

  • @crbngrl
    @crbngrl10 ай бұрын

    Happiest of birthdays Ally. Sorry for your friend’s loss. Life is unpredictable but we ride with the ups and downs. You work so very hard. Glad Mowglhi is there to be your company. Please get some rest when you can. ❤️🙏🏻

  • @BucksMom218
    @BucksMom21810 ай бұрын

    Sorry for the loss of your friend Ally. Soaking up the good times, and seeking the good is so important. Find something good every day- to do, or do for someone else….it keeps our soul nourished. The ramp is great! Keep moving forward..🥾🥾😎 Happy Birthday!

  • @teresawommack5148
    @teresawommack514810 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday sweet pea.Hugs!

  • @Jasonf0416
    @Jasonf041610 ай бұрын

    Kyle is having the time of his life and your working on the cabin, doesn’t seem fair

  • @lanehartwell
    @lanehartwell10 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday Ally.

  • @kimmetcalfe6408
    @kimmetcalfe640810 ай бұрын

    ❤sending prayers to you🫶🦋 yes young lady you did it with perseverance, drive and determination!! Everything looks great. Your cabin and your landscaping is stunning and inviting. You are on a great journey in life. Take care🙏🫶🦋

  • @warricba
    @warricba10 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your loss! Happy Birthday! Really beautiful video and nice work on the cabin! Looks amazing!!!

  • @charlottecoolik9872
    @charlottecoolik987210 ай бұрын

    I hope you had a really nice birthday and have a great year coming up and congratulations on your new at the business launching and I'm very very sorry about your friend passing. You're an incredible 25 year old🎉❤❤❤❤

  • @DianneNash-nh5vu
    @DianneNash-nh5vu9 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally. Beautiful video. thank you.😘

  • @gloriaalvarez3283
    @gloriaalvarez328310 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally,

  • @IndyEchos
    @IndyEchos10 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday, Ally...Love and Blessings from Colorado, USA ♥

  • @sharimcpeek5255
    @sharimcpeek525510 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss. Hope your birthday brings you joy .

  • @juliaouzts5781
    @juliaouzts5781Ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. Prayers for those grieving.

  • @bearfootartistry
    @bearfootartistry10 ай бұрын

    Happiest of birthdays to you! Sending peaceful healing vibes your way to help your heavy heart! ✌️❤️😁🤙

  • @claudialeger3208
    @claudialeger320810 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday- a bit late. 25 is a great year to step into. I so admire your can-do attitude. Loss is one of those things we must walk thru; embrace the memories. All the best!

  • @bubbz222
    @bubbz22210 ай бұрын

    I am truly sorry for your loss. Best wishes and try to focus on the privilage of having those memories of your dear friend. Those memories will help you through this.

  • @conniebarnes7383
    @conniebarnes738310 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend Ally! Praying for peace and great memories. As always I love watching your videos.

  • @cristinaurquilla1062
    @cristinaurquilla10629 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday Ally 🎉🎂🎂and so sorry for your loss.

  • @triplethreat2226
    @triplethreat222610 ай бұрын

    25 was one of the BEST years of my life! It symbolized, strength, maturity, resilience and discovering my self worth. It’s opened many doors of opportunities and growth since then. I pray your birthday was a blessed one, and your coming years are filled with wonder and love ❤️

  • @gabrielleg.1347
    @gabrielleg.134710 ай бұрын

    Happy birthday Ally! Glad you got to spend it with a good friend in the beautiful mountains of Vermont (where I'm from). I have to say the filming and editing on this video was really exceptional. You are so talented in many ways and have built such a wonderful life for yourself at such a young age! It only gets better from here!

  • @blumerlredpilledgirl8958
    @blumerlredpilledgirl895810 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally 🎂👍✌️

  • @canajian
    @canajian10 ай бұрын

    😢 sincere condolences

  • @wendyjenkins6076
    @wendyjenkins607610 ай бұрын

    HELLO SWEETIE, SO SORRY FOR YOU LOSS PRAYERS FOR YOU AND THE FAMILY❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lynnefoss9701
    @lynnefoss97018 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally, so many best wishes for you and an awesome year. So young and wise,

  • @sayedkhalilullahmonib3363
    @sayedkhalilullahmonib336310 ай бұрын

    Sorry for your lost and Have a awesome Birthday 🎂

  • @FaithfulFriend777
    @FaithfulFriend7779 ай бұрын

    Thank you for all the hard work you put into these videos and for teaching us,we love you❤

  • @joycurnow6839
    @joycurnow683910 ай бұрын

    So sorry for your loss, so sad for such a young person to die

  • @jeanettecox1960
    @jeanettecox196010 ай бұрын

    Happy Birthday Ally, welcome to being 25! What a beautiful place you are in at this most precious time in your life! I just discovered your videos and enjoy watching you progress in the things you do and and life you are living. Best of all, your videos remind me of the important things in life of taking time for yourself nurturing your mind, body and soul and I thank you for that. I love the beautiful scenery, early rises, sunsets, flowers, and herbs you provide. I see your struggles and reminds me of when we purchased our property 1986 and I invested in a little pull behind wagon with large wheels with a mesh base and it has saved me time, steps, and strength moving things all over my property and it is still going strong. And now it also serves me as a place to sit as I work in my garden and planting bulbs to save my knees. You have my deepest condolences about your friend's death. Sending you hugs from north Texas. Looking forward to seeing more of you beautiful videos.

  • @db.mc2
    @db.mc210 ай бұрын

    Sorry to hear about the loss if your friend, may find peace and comfort to get through this. Stay safe and take care my friends 🙏Appreciate you ❤

  • @ninascarpa1460
    @ninascarpa146010 ай бұрын

    Nice video Ally. Sorry for your loss of your friend. Happy birthday to you.🎉❤😊

  • @SusanaEH92
    @SusanaEH9210 ай бұрын

    How apropos that I’m watching this on the eve of my 50th birthday. ❤ I remember turning 25 like it was yesterday and you definitely have the right mind set about your future! Here’s to the life YOU want to create, Ally. ❤❤