Dean Winchester | fear is how i fall [15x20]

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Disclaimer:
God, I hope this video makes sense because I changed the theme of it like three different times. This is also the second video I’ve ever made so hopefully it turns out alright.
I hope you guys liked it, my brain feels like mush now.
Please like, comment, and reblog if you enjoyed!

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  • @uh_oh_spaghetti_o7087
    @uh_oh_spaghetti_o70873 жыл бұрын

    The way this editor knows the show better than the actual WRITERS Living an eternity with the family that abused you constantly separated from your found family is NOT HEAVEN

  • @HealthyObbsession

    @HealthyObbsession

    3 жыл бұрын

    Omg thank you!!!! I know right I was just so done with the show they should have ended it with the second to last episode and just the left it open ended just let the Boys have free will and their lives just let them be together something!!!!!!

  • @ludmilaryparova2164
    @ludmilaryparova21643 жыл бұрын

    As depressing as the "Chuck won" theory is, it's still far better than taking 15x20 at face value... You did a great job with this video!

  • @IamhereforSmosh
    @IamhereforSmosh3 жыл бұрын

    This HURTS. Dean deserved the world. Fuck everything.

  • @itsquarantinetime
    @itsquarantinetime3 жыл бұрын

    the second becky said "what you did to sAM" I know it was focused on him being a shell of himself and ooc but my only thought was "GOD I KNOW RIGHT THAT W I G"

  • @deanisbisexual9961

    @deanisbisexual9961

    3 жыл бұрын

    omg it was actually first a clip of him at dean’s “funeral” then out of sheer spite i decided to add the wig (i wanted to go with the initial shot when he walks thru the door with it on, but i decided the car clip was more ~emotional~) but you are absolutely right it was mostly about the wig for me at least lol

  • @mauriccey1369
    @mauriccey13693 жыл бұрын

    John never was a good father. Dean deserved so much better. All of us did.

  • @HypnotizingGreen
    @HypnotizingGreen3 жыл бұрын

    Way to murder me with this. I almost cried. God, it's been 2 months and I still haven't gotten over Dean's ending.

  • @brookepurtill8804
    @brookepurtill88043 жыл бұрын

    the way I despise John Winchester even more after watching this ❤️ didn’t think that was possible. Dean deserves so much better

  • @Vickyy993
    @Vickyy9933 жыл бұрын

    i think ive never hated a fictional character more then i hate john winchester , and that says A LOT

  • @anavitoriafarion2621
    @anavitoriafarion26213 жыл бұрын

    I have no words. None. Extraodinary work is all I can say. The only thing that makes sense in all that finale crap is that Bobby, Dean's real father, was the first face he saw in heaven, cause I Swear to, well, the not Chuck God, that if it was John who met him in heaven I would lose it.

  • @contactitpn2078
    @contactitpn20783 жыл бұрын

    going insane over this, christ.

  • @tabitha3861
    @tabitha38613 жыл бұрын

    This was SO well-edited oh my god. The Chuck / John parallels, the small acting choices Jensen does, you got it all.

  • @elizabethbuchanan8051
    @elizabethbuchanan80513 жыл бұрын

    This... This says it all. Oh my god

  • @estherjo
    @estherjo3 жыл бұрын

    what did you do to me???? i was straight up sobbing and shaking halfway through this (i know, embarrassing) and i could barely see the rest because tears. it's just. you perfectly captured everything that's been bothering me about dean's ending and the finale in general, and you turned it into this freakin piece of art. YOUR SECOND VIDEO EVER????? the raw talent is off the charts! holy crap. this has everything; the parallel between john and chuck; how the man's terrible parenting and abuse shaped dean and stuck with him into adulthood; sam questioning his blind faith and obedience (breaks my heart every time) because he never fully realised how much dean protected him, from everything, including their father; hearing adam say "what did dad do with you on your birthday?", knowing that the asshole sent his son on his first solo hunt when he turned 17, partly to test him and partly because he would rather hang out with sam. you broke me. thanks. i wish i could show this to everyone, the actors, the writers, the network, kripke, all the people who say we're just mad about destiel. like. dean means so fuckin much to me, and the way they handled him feels like a slap to the face. i'm sorry, i'm just straight up rambling at this point, but the bottom line is this: you're amazing, and i really truly appreciate you making this beautiful video. thank you (genuine)

  • @deanisbisexual9961

    @deanisbisexual9961

    3 жыл бұрын

    omg now you’re gonna make ME cry!! i’m so glad you liked the video and i hope i was able to do dean’s character justice. dean was a comfort character for me that i related to when i was younger and to see this be his ending really crushed me, he def deserved better than what the writers were able to give him. here’s hoping one day jackles will be able to pull through with the mini series. anyway, thank you so much again for commenting!!! 💖

  • @alicelenore9950
    @alicelenore99503 жыл бұрын

    Well, that was a perfect punch of sadness on a Monday morning.

  • @crimewizard
    @crimewizard3 жыл бұрын

    this is so fucked up this is the secret version of supernatural that exists in my head and it’s too much

  • @thentheworld6152
    @thentheworld61523 жыл бұрын

    this is amazing!!! the chuck/john parallels we deserved.

  • @madumates
    @madumates3 жыл бұрын

    never thought I could hate john even more. dean winchester deserved better. (your video is amazing, beautiful work🤧)

  • @johannamodinger9940
    @johannamodinger99403 жыл бұрын

    This is amazing! You captured everything about Dean, Chuck and John and what is wrong with the finale in one video and I love it. You are amazing, this is just... wow

  • @kimiko237
    @kimiko2373 жыл бұрын

    DEAN DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER. anyway im crying thanks

  • @estherjo
    @estherjo3 жыл бұрын

    just checking, yup, still makes me cry like a baby, 10/10

  • @jamespottervariant
    @jamespottervariant3 жыл бұрын

    everything about this is making me shiver violently

  • @mauriccey1369
    @mauriccey13693 жыл бұрын

    It's so unfair that Chuck won. Or at least that's how it seems

  • @GioLiotti
    @GioLiotti3 жыл бұрын

    oh my god op your MIND

  • @HealthyObbsession
    @HealthyObbsession3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for all your hard work and love you clearly put into this I’m am completely blown away by this edit The show is always happy to remind us how abused Dean was but they do nothing about it John might not have meant to become the abusive man that he was but he never really made up for it I completely agree with you name I don’t get how or why people claim Dean is Gay I’m happy he is part of the LBGTQ+ community but there’s a LOT of Bi erasure in the fandom sadly I saw the comparisons of John being like Chuck but not to the brilliant extent you showed in your work I hope to keep watching more of your vids!!!

  • @shybluechild
    @shybluechild3 жыл бұрын

    this is freaking amazing! I cried, thank you for making this masterpiece!

  • @laurengarcia3223
    @laurengarcia32233 жыл бұрын

    I love it thank you for this . Heart breaking all things considered. We deserved and Dean needed better.

  • @monoculares
    @monoculares3 жыл бұрын

    I got chills from the very beginning. This is mind blowing, so incredibly put together and thought out. I am in shock, and also crying like someone punched me in the heart or something. He didn’t deserve to go to hell, he truly didn’t. Oh god,,,,, Just, thank you! This is a masterpiece.

  • @monoculares

    @monoculares

    3 жыл бұрын

    Someone send this to jackles omgg

  • @possiblecryptid2501
    @possiblecryptid25012 жыл бұрын

    had to pause every three seconds to scream

  • @mikahbee
    @mikahbee3 жыл бұрын

    I'm crying in the club rn

  • @googlereviewer4132
    @googlereviewer41323 жыл бұрын

    sad but beautiful video. great storytelling and theorizing through parallels. amazing!!

  • @HighVoltage2111
    @HighVoltage21113 жыл бұрын

    That last part killed me. This vid is so good!

  • @dorianeirakoze3144
    @dorianeirakoze31443 жыл бұрын

    Just came by this on tumblr, I’m only 2 minutes in. This is gorgeous, deserves many views!! 🤭🤯❤️❤️

  • @hwashington
    @hwashington3 жыл бұрын

    This is amazing. Great work! Dean deserves better.

  • @flowerbookmark
    @flowerbookmark3 жыл бұрын

    oh god.... i need some time to process this

  • @AngelicWings
    @AngelicWings3 жыл бұрын

    Honestly this is so well made wow,you can be so proud of yourself ❤️ The voice overs and the clips,it just shows so much of what has been through in his life and so much trauma,you’re so talented,I love this so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I also always thought of this as a dean song tbh and you made it fit so well too

  • @monoculares
    @monoculares3 жыл бұрын

    Watching this again to cope with the ... bizarre news 😪

  • @RuneyDude84
    @RuneyDude843 жыл бұрын

    OH MY GOD. this is SO well done and AMAZING

  • @elsa6000
    @elsa60002 жыл бұрын

    holy fuck im crying my heart is made of ice how did you do this

  • @arleney56
    @arleney563 жыл бұрын

    Wow, this is incredible

  • @anelisesobral6640
    @anelisesobral66403 жыл бұрын

    oh my god

  • @liabe18
    @liabe183 жыл бұрын

    This I incredible! Thank you so much for sharing!!

  • @TooSplicedUp13
    @TooSplicedUp133 жыл бұрын

    EVERYTHING HURTS

  • @clng5550
    @clng55503 жыл бұрын

    the effort and the artistry... thank you. this video is simply stunning

  • @butch_dean
    @butch_dean5 ай бұрын

    this was so well edited. holy shit. I am in awe of the comparisons you drew here!!!!

  • @airplane4061
    @airplane40613 жыл бұрын

    THIS IS SO GOODD

  • @lovesickcowboys
    @lovesickcowboys3 жыл бұрын

    hello diana i am returning to this one once again. pain is all i know

  • @courtnicxsammyspn3993
    @courtnicxsammyspn39933 жыл бұрын

    This is so great, I love it!!

  • @nocturnalandawkward
    @nocturnalandawkward3 жыл бұрын

    Yeah hi wtf? How dare you that was perfect i hate this show (but i love this vid!)

  • @stephanieloera4212
    @stephanieloera42123 жыл бұрын

    amazing!

  • @bigtardisenergy4121
    @bigtardisenergy41213 жыл бұрын

    This is incredible!

  • @kissmrule
    @kissmrule3 жыл бұрын

    such a good video it so good

  • @spike91919100
    @spike919191003 жыл бұрын

    Sooo good!!!

  • @TDLBallistic
    @TDLBallistic3 жыл бұрын

    The ending is a travesty and Dean deserved BETTER.

  • @anavitoriafarion2621
    @anavitoriafarion26212 жыл бұрын

    Hey, have you ever heard "Let you down" by NF? It really fits Dean and John's relationship. I think you would enjoy

  • @xczajkax
    @xczajkax Жыл бұрын

    wow

  • @kasiemaze33
    @kasiemaze333 жыл бұрын

    Where can I find the song?

  • @deanisbisexual9961

    @deanisbisexual9961

    3 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/nJqqy6iIk9HSldo.html here you go, sorry about that!

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