Dean, Mary and John - Because of You (Song/Video Request) [AngelDove]

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Music: Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You • Kelly Clarkson - Becau...
Characters: Dean, Mary and John
Song/Video requested by: Mikayla McDowell (and I'm pretty sure there's many more, but I can't for the life of me find others when searching the comments. :( )
Spoiler warning: Season 12 episodes have been used
Okay, So I wasn't going to do this song with John and Dean, because I actually like John and I don't see him as abusive; negligent sure, but not abusive as many seem to portray him.
I also feel the song is more about another meaning. However, I was re-watching the episode with Mary and Dean after he finds out she's working with the British men of letters and I felt suddenly driven to use what he said about not being a child. Mary fitted more for the first verse of the song, so I included her in the video.
If you find the song and clips don't fit, it's because at times I relied more on the dialogue because I couldn't find the inspiration for Dean and John parts due to how I see the song. (I actually love the song and have listened to it for years and so for me, it has a different meaning and it's hard to step away from what it's meant for me etc)
So I hope everyone forgives me for the nonrelated Video to lyrics clips every now and then.
Also the sound. I am totally frustrated with this computer, something feels off since I've gotten it back, I have tried new headphones, and other things but to me, it never feels right, either too loud or too quiet but to others, I ask to listen, tell me the opposite for them. So I hope you guys can forgive me if it's way too loud or way too quiet. I'll caption the video when I have slept, so if it's too quiet, the dialogue will be there.
I think I've rambled enough. so I'll just go ahead and add the usual info for software and websites now. :P
Dean, Mary & John - Because of You
#DeanWinchester
Tv Show: #Supernatural
Software: Video Editing Magix Vegas pro 19
Software: Audio Editing Adobe Audition
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  • @AngelDove
    @AngelDove2 жыл бұрын

    Got a song you want to see a Supernatural or The Winchesters video set to? go to the community thread at kzread.infoUgkxUjJE71PYa2x7X6r3sSwyMcu6KaLnG7A2 and add it there :) You can check out more videos here: All Supernatural Edits: kzread.info/head/PLEYceulY4L9m3_9eroRhCeKd8xi4__gUp

  • @ayeletdrago
    @ayeletdrago7 жыл бұрын

    between john and mary, the better parent was dean.

  • @zbob2861

    @zbob2861

    6 жыл бұрын

    ayeletdrago So true

  • @issaouihalima3228

    @issaouihalima3228

    6 жыл бұрын

    Certainly , I totally agree he protected sammy and took care of him more of his "two supposed parents"

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    R O True. They cared more and told Dean he was importen and loved. I wish Jody or Ellen and Bobby raised gave birth to them i think be betre parents then Mary and John.

  • @afternoonsunjeans9180

    @afternoonsunjeans9180

    6 жыл бұрын

    Mari Hillestad I fucking LOVE Jody. Totally agree.

  • @allieblake477

    @allieblake477

    6 жыл бұрын

    Damn.

  • @leorausina1120
    @leorausina11209 ай бұрын

    This hits me in the feels every time!

  • @hunni218
    @hunni218 Жыл бұрын

    Omg watching this still makes me cry as it did the very first time 😢

  • @Grace-em3wf
    @Grace-em3wf11 ай бұрын

    Dear God my heart aches 😭😭😭 My poor amazing Dean! Your editing skills are truly perfect! I've been watching all your videos lately and you're amazing! So talented!

  • @ultravioletpisces3666
    @ultravioletpisces36667 ай бұрын

    I just listened to this song and i tonight - Whoah it’s DEAN

  • @ColtLastshot
    @ColtLastshot14 күн бұрын

    "and when dad came home..." hurts my soul

  • @ElysiaFields19
    @ElysiaFields192 жыл бұрын

    I've come back to this four times today. Not sure why I wanted his much heartache in one day. I've been with SPN since premiere night. If it's possible I love it more every damn day even though it's over. Thank you for the beauty and impact of this art you share with us all 💜

  • @ravensribbons6146
    @ravensribbons6146 Жыл бұрын

    This is PERFECTION. Goosebumps and tears to the max! 💘

  • @Ash00999
    @Ash00999 Жыл бұрын

    Omg, this is amazing. ❤❤ Made me cry. Your work is phenomenal.

  • @lolanicole9221
    @lolanicole92212 жыл бұрын

    You‘re so talented wow!! This is a masterpiece, I cried so much…

  • @Joyful_Jo_
    @Joyful_Jo_6 жыл бұрын

    Crying this is amazing 🥰

  • @michaelkeller5555
    @michaelkeller55552 жыл бұрын

    Who gave you permission to hurt me like this? This was perfect

  • @patou2714
    @patou2714 Жыл бұрын

    la vache c'est tellement déchirant 😥 je suis estomaqué Woua 💔

  • @samanthasantosvilela2727
    @samanthasantosvilela27272 жыл бұрын

    Ninguém machucou mais Dean do que sua própria família e isso inclui o irmão também.

  • @GushOnline
    @GushOnlineСағат бұрын

    This makes my heart hurt. And now I’m crying.

  • @schattentaenzerin
    @schattentaenzerin Жыл бұрын

    Such a great video. Now excuse me while I cry my eyes out over the 😢

  • @azez184
    @azez1847 жыл бұрын

    Mary is dead and John is alive: "Its just me and you Sammy." John and Mary are Dead: "it's just me and you Sammy." John is dead and Mary is alive: "It's just me and you Sammy and I guess it will always be."

  • @aliceinwonderland5118

    @aliceinwonderland5118

    5 жыл бұрын

    It's the sad truth. They are the worst parents

  • @sorrowharlequin9788

    @sorrowharlequin9788

    5 жыл бұрын

    😢

  • @Faith-qh7js
    @Faith-qh7js7 жыл бұрын

    "And You Are Not A Child" "I Never Was" Me: *sobbing in the corner because I can relate 100% to what Dean went through*

  • @rickydavila9490

    @rickydavila9490

    5 жыл бұрын

    For real

  • @nataliewright2994

    @nataliewright2994

    5 жыл бұрын

    Me too, I haven't seen my dad in 10 years, feels like he abandoned me ever since my grandmother passed away, so, when Dean said "our whole lives, you've been gone. How about for once, you just try and being mom?!" I feel like saying that to my dad, but replace mom with Dad. This video has me think too much about him that I start crying

  • @ZephyrBW

    @ZephyrBW

    5 жыл бұрын

    This is way supernatural is more than just a tv show

  • @annaewing5770
    @annaewing57707 жыл бұрын

    0:29 "I never was." Stab me in the heart with an angel blade covered in holy fire, I'm pretty sure that will hurt less than that did. Damn you, Jensen Ackles, and your phenomenal acting, I can't watch that f***ing clip without wanting to cry...

  • @camrieboehlke1954

    @camrieboehlke1954

    7 жыл бұрын

    Oh my god, same here. I tear up so hard every time.

  • @nataliewokerpriv

    @nataliewokerpriv

    7 жыл бұрын

    Damn, same. XD

  • @alOL8689

    @alOL8689

    5 жыл бұрын

    Jensen is a phenomenal actor... oh God... I love him so much!

  • @bobbifields1477

    @bobbifields1477

    5 жыл бұрын

    That hit me hard. I was 4 and protecting (or trying) my mom from my abusive dad before I got taken away. I was the one feeding and clothing myself and fending for myself until then. It scars you and Dean, well he needs someone that will love and accept him and put him there first instead of him always thinking of others first. So sad

  • @rickydavila9490

    @rickydavila9490

    5 жыл бұрын

    I felt that shit had to raise my brothers will forever be there for them

  • @MelissaSz89
    @MelissaSz897 жыл бұрын

    I'm crying. This truly breaks my heart. Dean loves his family so much, he'd give everything to keep them save and he wants so little in return. But all he ever gets is them leaving, dismissing his feelings, and never putting his needs first. John & Mary are horrible parents and Dean deserves so much better. I tried to like Mary and understand her struggles, but the way she treats Dean makes me sick. Telling him "You are not a child", like he's whining like one about getting an extra cookie, when all he wanted was for her to consider how their lives have been and for her to make even a tiny bit of an effort to get to know them... wtf is wrong with her? How could she be so cold-hearted and not react in any way to him answering "I never was"??! And then she goes behind Dean's back and convinces Sam to work with her and the BMoL even though she knows exactly how Dean feels about it. What a lying, back-stabbing, horrible excuse of a parent. And don't even get me started on John. I know some fans like to excuse his behavior (mainly with something like he had no choice and Dean & Sam needed to learn how to fight and he still loved his boys...), but he abused them. That's a fact. He left them alone for days in shitty motel rooms when they were 9 and 5 years old. He put a gun in Dean's hand at that age and expected him to be responsible for Sam's LIFE. And people wonder why Dean is so messed up and makes horrible decisions whenever Sam's life is in jeopardy? With all that abandonment, parentification and trauma, it's a wonder that Dean is even functioning. I'm so amazed that he still grew up to be this selfless and caring person, who has a big heart and loves with everything he got. It's just too painful to see it getting thrown back in his face so often and while he is still expected to be their "good little soldier". ... this video gave me too many feels if you didn't notice. That song just fits too well and the scenes you used hit me so hard. I just want to give Dean a big hug.

  • @casinman8730

    @casinman8730

    7 жыл бұрын

    MelissaSz89 I so agree with this. I don't hate John or Mary, but it really bothers me that Mary can't seem to get her head out of her own butt for two friggin minutes to see how bad her boys are hurting. no they're not children, but that doesn't mean they don't need some love even in the simplest of ways. I think that's one of the reasons I love Castiel so friggin much, because whether it's platonic or not (totally up to each veiwers interpretation and not the point of this post), he loves the Winchesters with all of his heart and no matter the circumstances he always chooses them and gives them his all. I just want all three boys to be happy. And someone needs to tell Mary just how "good" of a father John was. maybe that'd open her eyes a bit

  • @ludivinesaldanha3427

    @ludivinesaldanha3427

    7 жыл бұрын

    MelissaSz89 wow I couldn't agree more !

  • @nataliecast2731

    @nataliecast2731

    7 жыл бұрын

    I'm broken because of this accurate comment.

  • @day.dream.lights

    @day.dream.lights

    7 жыл бұрын

    I WANT THIS TATTOOED ON MY FVXKING FOREHEAD, YOU'RE SO RIGHT AND I'M rEALLY ANGRY AT THOSE TWO, Mary better stop being such a bi*ch, honestly what the hell...

  • @lunaloveralex6009

    @lunaloveralex6009

    7 жыл бұрын

    MelissaSz89 omg... thank you for putting this into words... I agree 100000% I just can't RN omg

  • @ashleyforsman8379
    @ashleyforsman83797 жыл бұрын

    I've always felt so bad for Deans character. He is ALWAYS there for his family when they need him but it always feels like they end up leaving him.

  • @CoastDreamz

    @CoastDreamz

    6 жыл бұрын

    exactly - yet he never gives up being there for them, while knowing that they don't feel the same

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    Michele That why Dean is my favoritt in Spn. He is smart, leader, General, Warrior, father figure to kids, a wise man, son, brother, friend and has good heart and cares about world and people.

  • @CoastDreamz

    @CoastDreamz

    6 жыл бұрын

    Mari - I totally agree. Dean is my favorite character of any medium. Ever.

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    Michele what is yours favoritt badass scenes, father figure, friend and sad scenes. My is when he is in 13x22 and 13x23. When he takes care of monster baby and talks to his daugther Emma and kids in season 1. Sad scene is when he tells Sam about all things he did in Hell and lost Sam to Lucifer.

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    Michele My favoritt Hero in shows or comics is Dean Winchester, Oliver Queen, Leo Fitz, Jake Stone, Bruce Wyane(Gotham) ALec Lightwood, Magnus Bane and Jon Snow. In comics: Batman and Green Arrow. Couples: Olicity Westallen Snart and Sara Fitz and Jemma Jasper and Eleanor Simon and Isabelle - Sizzy Magnus and Alec - Malec Jughead and Betty - Bughead Dean and Amara or Lisa Robin and Regina Mills Hook and Emma Jon Snow and Dany Sonny and Will Drew and Sam (General Hospital) Klaus and Haley (The Originals) Coulson and May Family: The Mills and Swans The Lightwood The Queens (Arrow) Regina and Henry Dean and Sam Klaus and Hope + Haley Friends: Oliver and Diggle Dean and Castiel Archie and Jughead Alec and Jace

  • @HowDoIMakeAUsername
    @HowDoIMakeAUsername7 жыл бұрын

    I am actually crying. And to quote my mom, "I hope she burns on the ceiling again."

  • @soumeya3483

    @soumeya3483

    7 жыл бұрын

    How do I make a username? Lol me too

  • @honja1003

    @honja1003

    6 жыл бұрын

    How Do I Make A Username? Your mom is awesome

  • @TheAkumuKing

    @TheAkumuKing

    5 жыл бұрын

    How Do I Make A Username? How DARE she!?!

  • @brinafrost6639
    @brinafrost66397 жыл бұрын

    I read a Tweet today, that said instead of Mary he should have gotten Bobby back.I wouldn't say I hate Mary(she's an interesting Character)but I can't help thinking Bobby would have been so much better for the Boys😢Anyway beautiful video a always 😘

  • @jennawinchester5729
    @jennawinchester57296 жыл бұрын

    Johns apology always makes me cry because i think he really did wanna be a good dad he just became insane when mary died

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jenna Winchester But there marrieds was not perfect before she was dead Dean told Sam that in heaven. Dean was there comfort her and John was not even in picture so much. Dean was there for both her parents but when he needed them they was not there for him. John never thanks Dean for all he did for him or Sam true him growing up intil he was dying in 2x01. I wish Dean travel before his dad made deal and told him all the abuse he whent true since he was 5 years old and told him he forgave him in 2x01 before his dad died. Dean devers so much good things and betre family and parents in his life.

  • @trinityfranklin8356

    @trinityfranklin8356

    5 жыл бұрын

    I heard someone say the reson John never broke in Hell wasn't because he was stronger than Dean, it was because he was already broken from Mary's death.

  • @newyorkification
    @newyorkification7 жыл бұрын

    maybe it'd have been better if Mary had stayed dead. Dean still doesn't have a mom .

  • @allisonsdiaryjourney

    @allisonsdiaryjourney

    7 жыл бұрын

    Tina Nail she should go. i hate her. it ruined the whole plot that this show was based off.

  • @alipaloba398

    @alipaloba398

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jody is arguably a fantastic mother to him and Sam.

  • @nicolemendoza1640

    @nicolemendoza1640

    6 жыл бұрын

    Alice Ophelia Jody is a way better mother than Mary

  • @tayacompton8766

    @tayacompton8766

    6 жыл бұрын

    HEY UNCALLED FOR😂

  • @privaterizk4936

    @privaterizk4936

    5 жыл бұрын

    Mary's comeback is give nothing but more pain for Dean. One of Dean's happy memory was about a "good, kind, and lovely mom", and she just take it bluntly by her action right to Dean's face.

  • @jazmin3496
    @jazmin34965 жыл бұрын

    the fact that Dean didn't turn psycho despite everything his 'family' put him through is a miracle in and of itself...the most responsible one as a child and the most under-appreciated as an adult...I mean a gun and a kid of 5 at the age of 9 as his responsibilities?...no wonder he acts so tough, otherwise the world would've chewed him dead(er?)

  • @ultravioletpisces3666

    @ultravioletpisces3666

    7 ай бұрын

    He totally turned psycho a few times… there are lots of times where I didn’t feel like he was the hero at all.

  • @ajnatucak4371
    @ajnatucak43717 жыл бұрын

    Jensen's acting leaves me breathless and at loss for words..so so out of this world and good and emotional. I'm so happy he finally confronted her!It's so sad that he truly was never a child...My love for Dean just grows. p.s THIS VIDEO IS STUNNING

  • @Laueee95
    @Laueee957 жыл бұрын

    This song, this clip, Dean... He pretty much sacrificed his soul for his family, but what did he get in return? People betraying him, leaving him and treating him like a failure. He's not. He's so great. He's kind, funny, strong, so strong for having been through what he went through. Of course he can be an ass sometimes, but I believe it's to not show his feelings. Ya know, show what gets to you and people use it against you? He just protects himself, and I can understand that.

  • @marihillestad5486

    @marihillestad5486

    6 жыл бұрын

    Loriane Parent Dean is Supernatural. He is good person with good heart who cares about his family, friends and world. I hope by end he gets become person who takes care of people and world and children. He devers a happy ending with people he lost.

  • @bigfigterford7663

    @bigfigterford7663

    5 жыл бұрын

    I love your comment

  • @LittleBlueAngelDuck

    @LittleBlueAngelDuck

    5 жыл бұрын

    I can relate so much to him, it's so scary. Except I'm not a hunter or male.

  • @janinandg1419
    @janinandg14197 жыл бұрын

    0:28 everytime i hear Dean saying this my heart breaks into pieces

  • @anqqivastehst
    @anqqivastehst7 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for how long it took me to fully realize how horrible of a father John was. I spent way too much time defending him. So when I first saw this kind of video with just John, it broke my heart and listening to the song has never been the same again. But this now? This is WORSE. I just wanna wrap Dean in a blanket and never ever let him go, talking myself hoarse over and over again just to tell him how amazing he is. This is beautifully done. Painful but in masterful way. Also thank you for putting it all in one spot like that.

  • @troesler81

    @troesler81

    6 жыл бұрын

    At least John seemed to know how bad he was during the "You took care of Sam and you took care of me" speech.

  • @unusbecauseimnotamasochist9045
    @unusbecauseimnotamasochist90457 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry, I'm not even joking. It's so terribly true. Dean will and has given literally everything for his family, ever since he was just barely old enough to go to school. He was learning how to take care of his little brother when he should have been learning how to read and write. He's given his all for his family, but when it comes to what they're willing to give back, they let him down every single time. His dad was definitely abusive (maybe not physically, but I'd argue verbally/emotionally, and definitely just outright neglectful), his brother's betrayed him so many times (and yes, he's betrayed him back, but Dean usually does it for Sam's sake, while Sam tends to do it for his own), and now his mother chose hunting and the BMoL--who TORTURED her own SON--over them. He is so selfless and would give his entire being for them, but when it comes to him, everyone seems to have a very strict limit to how much they can give back. And it's not okay.

  • @avthendiarie9955

    @avthendiarie9955

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yee Don't Say Meme you know not all you see through journeys he has meet people he give a live to sure they die but they don't die without Dean Guv ring battered that did hell as in when he told dick he was going kill him he did he pot that dick on ice in Bobby singer name

  • @kittencritter7914

    @kittencritter7914

    6 жыл бұрын

    I was already crying and then I read your comment and now I'm bawling my eyes out. I hate how true it is.

  • @amitwinchester752

    @amitwinchester752

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yee Don't Say Meme agree and that make me feel so angry and sad for Dean and this is breaking my heart 💔💔💔 Dean always do everything for his family and the people he loves and the worst thing to hear is that Dean hate himself more than anything else I ❤️😍❤️Dean so much

  • @emilypratt9020

    @emilypratt9020

    5 жыл бұрын

    I know Dean will give it all up for them and he gets stabbed for it

  • @malh4251
    @malh42517 жыл бұрын

    Oh god I was basically crying from the first second on. Dean didn't deserve any of the crap he went through and I wanna hug him so badly and tell him it's okay and it wasn't his fault. He did the best he could and he didn't deserve the treatment his father gave him. My poor little baby.

  • @Becca_Hansen
    @Becca_Hansen7 жыл бұрын

    I just want Dean to be loved unconditionally, protected, and adored by everyone he meets. Is that too much to ask?! P.S. Wonderful video!!!

  • @silentshadow3894

    @silentshadow3894

    5 жыл бұрын

    some day that has got to happen. maybe by the end of season 15 it will.

  • @SiriusKaya
    @SiriusKaya7 жыл бұрын

    She says she is trying to catch up but all she is trying to catch up on is hunting. She is not trying to get to know her kids. She took John journal but did she really read? Did she wonder what happened to her boys when he went on all these hunts? From how she is acting I guess not. She says she need time to mourn her husband and little kids (even though they are not dead) yet she ignores the boys and rarely visit or text because she is mourning right but then she has an affair with Ketch(EW). So not mourning John anymore are we now just the kids(No offence to anyone but she did not wear her wedding ring back, she put the necklace in her pocket). oh, she betrayed them also. I know there was one way the Mary story-line will go which is disappointment because lets be real. They built her character as a saint from the beginning. Same as John, Dean only have good memories of her since he was a child and John only mentioned the good so realistically Mary can't live up to what any of us expects her to be. That's why I was understanding a little at the beginning but she is not winning any points right now. I really hope to see a scene where the boys Dean mainly tell her how they really feel. Sam is different, he didn't have any memories of her. I feel he is okay with anything she can give him, that's why the have a better relationship.

  • @darkangel4994
    @darkangel49946 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry so hard. Dean deserves so much better than the life he has. He has literally sacrificed every bit of himself to help others, and he can’t even like himself. I just want to hug him and tell him that everything will be okay.

  • @tayydaniels7997
    @tayydaniels79976 жыл бұрын

    I felt so bad for the Winchester boys, but mostly Dean he’s so broken but doesn’t let it show he holds it all in an no matter what he will do anything to protect Sam that’s why I love Dean so much he is like a brother I would probably never have I can relate to how broken he feels at times and I would do anything to protect my family

  • @allieblake477
    @allieblake4775 жыл бұрын

    "I never was." *chokes on sob*

  • @joanakoci173
    @joanakoci1736 жыл бұрын

    damn...i keep watching this video over and over again. When he says 'I never was' it hits me right in the feels

  • @bridgetsaroli5487
    @bridgetsaroli54877 жыл бұрын

    Fuck John and Mary. They really are soul mate, they deserve each other. They both screwed up their son so bad.

  • @marblewolf5502
    @marblewolf55027 жыл бұрын

    I didn't feel sad or cry in this video. I'm angry. Mary has screwed up so much. And everyone knows how John was. but I love John more than Mary. Dean deserves so much better

  • @leslietsoungui2284

    @leslietsoungui2284

    7 жыл бұрын

    Taylor Kinne Sammmmeeee

  • @silentshadow3894

    @silentshadow3894

    5 жыл бұрын

    I am sorry but even though Mary is not the best mom she is way better than John. John got to be an awful person over his time of hunting.

  • @honeybee-4
    @honeybee-47 жыл бұрын

    i'm not crying you are crying ok

  • @rogueroqueproduction9113

    @rogueroqueproduction9113

    7 жыл бұрын

    troublemaker Mick

  • @lunaloveralex6009

    @lunaloveralex6009

    7 жыл бұрын

    troublemaker we all are... all crying in a big pile in the corner...

  • @WhiteWolf-lm7gj

    @WhiteWolf-lm7gj

    7 жыл бұрын

    LuNaLover Alex group hug of pain

  • @Melody-ix4jd
    @Melody-ix4jd6 жыл бұрын

    I can't stop watching this for so many reasons. First, the song choice, god I played this song on a loop constantly as a kid whenever I had access to a computer. I related to the lyrics so profoundly. Second, when I was introduced to Dean Winchester I instantly loved him, I saw so much of myself in him. His mannerisms, how he grew up (aside from hunting monsters of course). Dean Winchester saved my life in more ways than one. He came into my life when I needed him the most, seriously. He helped me toughen up. He's come a long way, and now a video with him and this song, it's kismet. Or, at least that's what it feels like anyway. Thanks for making such a beautifully crafted video. It's absolutely wonderful.

  • @agenna77
    @agenna777 жыл бұрын

    You couldn't have done this better, it is exactly why Dean is how he is, brilliant thank you.

  • @shihtzulady1978
    @shihtzulady19787 жыл бұрын

    Wow. Just like most other fans, I've known that Dean had a hard time dealing with what his father expected of him. I've seen every scene in this video countless times. But condensed and put to this song like it is, with the commentary, it brings home hard and fast the damage done. Well done.

  • @TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves
    @TrueCrimeTalkWithTaves5 жыл бұрын

    Dean’s character was always my favorite. Even back when supernatural came out years ago....he’s an Aquarius like me lol. This is beautiful

  • @IWantNandos
    @IWantNandos6 жыл бұрын

    i cry when he calls his mum mary.. it shows tht he doesnt think of her as his mum :(

  • @celestefieramonti
    @celestefieramonti5 жыл бұрын

    "I didn't deserve what he put on me" no you didn't.

  • @inprogress7635
    @inprogress76357 жыл бұрын

    I love that you show that it wasnt just John that put pressure on Dean, that ever since Mary came back she's been making Dean do all the work for the relationships. i love this video so much! amazing as always!

  • @Angel-qz9tn
    @Angel-qz9tn7 жыл бұрын

    Excuse my crying, it's just this video is so perfect I love it. And just…

  • @tawnykenobi6065

    @tawnykenobi6065

    7 жыл бұрын

    Angel Wing Same!

  • @hannawhiteside8271

    @hannawhiteside8271

    6 жыл бұрын

    me too

  • @n.a.02.02
    @n.a.02.025 жыл бұрын

    -He wasn't there for sam ı always was. That one hits me everytime.

  • @Kboss66
    @Kboss666 жыл бұрын

    Oh. Ok. Ouch. Right in the feels. Goosebumps and everything. My boys deserve so much better. Let me go cry forever. 😢

  • @jakeriawashington1222
    @jakeriawashington12227 жыл бұрын

    My little heart can't take it!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!! THE TEARS!!! SO MANY TEARS

  • @siarogers5725
    @siarogers57256 жыл бұрын

    This had me crying like a child ; this video is simply beautiful and Jensen a supremely talented but underrated actor !

  • @evolvedgeek13
    @evolvedgeek137 жыл бұрын

    This was incredible but my heart omg, dean you deserve so much better.

  • @akf2135
    @akf21356 жыл бұрын

    This is a painful song edit. Dean has been through so much pain, and has been betrayed by his own family. Hell, John left him to raise Sam, and Mary agreed to the demon deal that started all this!

  • @therapyneeded2098
    @therapyneeded20986 жыл бұрын

    I love that at the end when Dean and Mary are arguing Sam makes no move or comment to defend Mary because he knows that even if Mary is their biological Mother. Dean will always be the only parent figure he's ever really had that and he will always only trust DEAN with his life because thats how its BEEN Sam's entire life.

  • @AngelDove

    @AngelDove

    6 жыл бұрын

    +Alexis Ramirez i think it's more because Dean was right in how he felt and needed to express it, also Sam was annoyed at their mother too.

  • @MrRjgmegges
    @MrRjgmegges5 жыл бұрын

    Not going to lie to anyone. This is one of my favorite videos on KZread . I watch it at least once a day everyday. It was beautifully put together. I’ve never felt a character more than dean

  • @blackpinkluv9869
    @blackpinkluv98695 жыл бұрын

    Dean had to play big brother, and his dad expected so much out of him. He didn’t get to go to college, live that teen life, or have fun. He did what ever it took to please his dad, and his dad gave him so little comfort. Mary was back from the dead (I’m guessing that puts a toll on someone) but she doesn’t realize what both Sam and Dean has done. This makes me realize how much therapy the family needs. Ok, yeah, I know this is a tv show and these are actors but still

  • @tibbinswrites2159
    @tibbinswrites21596 жыл бұрын

    This explains all of my feeling for how Dean grew up. My heart is in tatters. Kudos.

  • @onenighthope9851
    @onenighthope98515 жыл бұрын

    You took care of Sam you took care of me 😭😭😭 this whole video literally broke my heart 💔 Also the „who wasn’t there for Sam? I ALWAYS WAS!“

  • @joanakoci173
    @joanakoci1736 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit i am crying. It breaks my heart to see Dean shoulder all that by himself. Mary should have stayed dead. And John....Bobby is the boy's father for all that matters...

  • @karen8624
    @karen86247 жыл бұрын

    I think this is my favourite of your videos after I Just Want You To Know Who I Am and Fallen Angel! Really fits how both of Deans parents affected him and what he'd want to say to them.

  • @wjmcg74
    @wjmcg747 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit, this is too much. Too many feels, I can't... I just really REALLY wanna hold Dean and tell him how amazing he is right now. I'm so angry at these "parents" of his. UGH. Absolutely stunning work, girl, as usual.

  • @hannahmulkey4623
    @hannahmulkey46236 жыл бұрын

    Dean is my fav character of all time! I just connect with him on every level!

  • @darkangel4994
    @darkangel49946 жыл бұрын

    I am legitimately crying. This video was absolutely amazing! I think the song fits perfectly, and the scenes are so strategically placed, it's just absolutely amazing! Great job!

  • @SantierraCrume
    @SantierraCrume6 жыл бұрын

    The feels man! I'm crying 😭😭💖

  • @tofofalftlawy7106
    @tofofalftlawy71065 жыл бұрын

    Having mary back was the worst idea ever..its character was so poor writing.. I hated her so much because I get disappointed in her..how she did treat her children..she just kept holding on into the past without realizing that she is going to lose dean by walking away from him (( I just need some space!)) Dean got disappointed..so heartbreaking of both his parents yet..He still love them the most..and he bitterly give his soul for his little brother.. That is why dean was the father..the mother..the big brother..the good friend and the great leader he is.. He gets me through a lot..and I am so thankful for this show.. And your video was a part of everything so ..thank you💗

  • @xehrdad2005

    @xehrdad2005

    5 күн бұрын

    She didn't know her son's, they was like the strangers to her .

  • @maryelbahrawy7950
    @maryelbahrawy79507 жыл бұрын

    this... this is something to be very proud of. honest to god this is the best of the best work I've seen from you and anyone else 😍👏👏

  • @anthuanet2750
    @anthuanet27507 жыл бұрын

    my baby Dean deserved better :(((

  • @sunnayy_
    @sunnayy_7 жыл бұрын

    I'm crying, this hurts so much oh my god! The fact that Dean says he was never a child hurts me. He says before that hurts are never children but thanks to Dean, Sam was. Thinking about it makes me so emotional

  • @theotherone7370
    @theotherone73706 жыл бұрын

    Sam grew up loved. John was careful of his protection. He made sure that he had a body guard of his own son not much older than Sam was. Not only was Sam Dean's little brother to love and take care of, but his life long job. It would be his fault if John messed up. He was in charge of something out of his control. When Mary came back, Sam was obviously her favorite. Being thrown to second place by both of your absent parents who mean everything to you, when they don't deserve it. Dean doesn't blame Sam for being a burden or worry. He's better than his parents.

  • @LaurenJ.
    @LaurenJ.7 жыл бұрын

    When Dean said "Yeah Mary, it is.." I didn't know Dean said that to her, I paused it and cried. Damn, what have you done to my emotions!?

  • @mads_stxn
    @mads_stxn7 жыл бұрын

    I'm not crying body-wracking sobs, you are! ...I am. 😭 Dean does so much for his family and all he does is get hurt and it's not fair!

  • @haleyjones1103
    @haleyjones11036 жыл бұрын

    I literally almost cried while watching this 😭😭

  • @alexmills5266
    @alexmills52666 жыл бұрын

    Wow I've watched a lot of videos like this one but not a single other video made me cry the way I did while watching this one. Thank you for the great video

  • @alOL8689
    @alOL86896 жыл бұрын

    "I never was" I am crying. Oh, Dean... I love u, honey, don't worry, please. And Mary, i'm begin' you, please, just be a MOM.

  • @bigfigterford7663

    @bigfigterford7663

    5 жыл бұрын

    sorry I hate you so much!you made big mistake !you talk to dean dean that you are not a child???what the hell?!!!!how dare you?? I will never forgive you!!

  • @lewlavabra6811
    @lewlavabra68117 жыл бұрын

    Upon reading the comments... I'm glad to see I'm not the only one who can't stand Mary's character. Ever since she reappeared at the end of season 11, I've had a bad feeling about her storyline. I was willing to give her a chance, I really was, but we're already two thirds into season 12 and I still dislike her just as much, if not more. At this point I just hope she dies, but then I know Sam and Dean would be devastated and I don't want that... She doesn't make any sense to me, and bringing her back just fucked up the boys even more (as if they needed that...) and I will never understand the writers' decision on this one. Amara bringing a loved one back from the dead was a good idea, but why Mary ??? Honestly, the whole Mary storyline is pretty useless. We already have the BMoL (which I really love btw) and the whole "Lucifer's son" situation going on ; that should've been enough to build a solid season. I don't know, maybe I'm being more critical because I don't like season 12 as much as the previous ones, but it really bothers me. Not saying I hate it or anything, but I'm a bit disappointed in it. It has some great episodes though.

  • @lewlavabra6811
    @lewlavabra68117 жыл бұрын

    You know something's wrong with Mary's character when you end up wishing John could come back instead, no matter how much you used to hate him for what he inflicted to his kids... XD

  • @gabrielavasconcelo3948
    @gabrielavasconcelo39486 жыл бұрын

    Excelente cancion y video. Gracias son hermosos. Creo que a todos les toca un pedacito de su corazón, si vivió una vida cuidando a sus hermanos menores y solucionar sus problemas hasta de grande.

  • @bruhitscookie8090
    @bruhitscookie80907 жыл бұрын

    This is way to perfect.

  • @datajana
    @datajana7 жыл бұрын

    Wow. 😢 Mary and John both are conundrums to me when it comes to the boys. So complicated, and this video exemplifies that wonderfully.

  • @QueenySagittarius
    @QueenySagittarius6 жыл бұрын

    I'm absolutely in love with this music video! It's heartbreaking but it's deffinetly worth a watch. It really shows the true hell Dean has been through and how he grew up into the man he is today. Again I absolutely love this. Keep on fighting fam. 💘

  • @caithyrnb2502
    @caithyrnb25025 жыл бұрын

    I can’t be the only one crying my eyes out

  • @CastielTheFallen
    @CastielTheFallen7 жыл бұрын

    OMG i literally loved this video !! it was so good i cried during watching it. Amazing work.

  • @razaneabouzaid9748
    @razaneabouzaid97486 жыл бұрын

    It wasn't fair i didn't deserve what he put on me best line ever it just summrrise everything he went through

  • @bearender1184
    @bearender11847 жыл бұрын

    I am actually in tears watching this . This song gets to me everytime but paired up with these two it takes on a whole new meaning.

  • @MysticxSwan
    @MysticxSwan7 жыл бұрын

    This was so beautiful! 💖

  • @LittleBlueAngelDuck
    @LittleBlueAngelDuck5 жыл бұрын

    I can relate so much to Dean and this song, especially your video, always makes me cry.

  • @elenabarajas1061
    @elenabarajas10617 жыл бұрын

    I want an episode named "Dean" and shows how tired he is. I want to see him break one day and just having everyone(alive and dead) to tell him how worth he is. But like a complete, horrific break down. Full on crying. Breaking shit. Just...yup

  • @bigfigterford7663

    @bigfigterford7663

    5 жыл бұрын

    you should be a wrighter for spn14

  • @arwen402
    @arwen4027 жыл бұрын

    poor Dean :( fantastic edit per usual ❤️️

  • @shelly1424
    @shelly14247 жыл бұрын

    I actually cried… this is so good! 😭💯

  • @kritipatwardhan374
    @kritipatwardhan3746 жыл бұрын

    Omg. This song is truly made for them. I bet Kelly Clarkson is a supernatural fan.

  • @trixiedasher5288

    @trixiedasher5288

    6 жыл бұрын

    Sammygirl 2oo3 it was actually about her parents most of Kelly Clarksons music is about her father and childhood etc but fits Dean too

  • @kritipatwardhan374

    @kritipatwardhan374

    6 жыл бұрын

    FuzzyBearies oooooo. I didn't know that.

  • @CoastDreamz
    @CoastDreamz6 жыл бұрын

    My heart breaks for Dean. He just wants his family and he is always being hurt each time he learns that apparently no one in his family needs him as much as he needs them.

  • @sandysmacias
    @sandysmacias6 жыл бұрын

    IT HURTS SO MUCH EVERYTIME I WATCH THIS

  • @hannahcummings7117
    @hannahcummings71177 жыл бұрын

    Aww I'm crying this is amazing! Well done!💙

  • @breakmydreams
    @breakmydreams6 жыл бұрын

    Love this even though it is heartbreaking to watch!!! Thank you for making this and sharing it with us!!!

  • @fml2779
    @fml27797 жыл бұрын

    i am crying this is so beautiful. keep up your amazing work

  • @Zaninth11
    @Zaninth115 жыл бұрын

    wow this was beautifully made, you actually made me cry. beautiful edit

  • @mcclainleong6557
    @mcclainleong65577 жыл бұрын

    This is a truly amazing edit

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