Towards she end , Erutan writes : "Thank You for listening" I am thinking its us who should be thanking her for making this song.

excuse me but wtf is erutan she beautifully sings and plays like 500 instruments and shE EVEN DRAWS THESE ILLUSTRATIONS I AM IN AWE

@koopiedoobie1416

8 жыл бұрын

I think Erutan is Nature spelled backwards

@eikokie

8 жыл бұрын

*is mindblown*

@kirstinedinoy7344

8 жыл бұрын

same

@thedude5864

8 жыл бұрын

+KoopieDoobie wow

@unamed2516

7 жыл бұрын

Eiko Sakura she must be multitalented

To my DN fellows who went to clear dungeons and nests with me, and are now adults, working in this boring world - I miss you guys, I hope we can be young once more and do it again with you!

@gengerios3287

3 жыл бұрын

I miss my loli! 😫

@5clive5

3 жыл бұрын

same its one of the most beautiful games in my childhood i really wanna get sent to that world with respawns ofc

@c6rn6g2k1d

3 жыл бұрын

NA server pvp is dead, 10 years trying to improve all gone to waste. Rip.

@LibuExc

3 жыл бұрын

DN glory is really on cap 40-50

@xeniaseva7008

3 жыл бұрын

I miss my Destroyer 🥺

Black dragon is crying while listening to this song.

@m.zainiisnan93

4 жыл бұрын

Not my name Not my Name Me too LoL

@matthiasjstonamclaughlin386

4 жыл бұрын

🦄🌈🙏

Thank youuu! *o* I'm saving up currently for a much better sound card, so that the new album has better sound quality all around. That way the frequencies can be picked up by even the most discerning of woodland creatures :D

@Csaykaman

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for making such beautiful art

@annethym2219

4 жыл бұрын

WHERE ARE YOU?!?!

@richardwheatley326

4 жыл бұрын

The music is lovely ma'am thank ye love listening to it

@ritzroldennalpajora4742

4 жыл бұрын

how to purchase?

@amaryllisorchid8304

4 жыл бұрын

thank you for composing amazing songs such as this one, I love your music and your art style is beautiful.

thank you! You're very sweet! Yes, I'm definitely on the mend, although not quite ready for actual recording yet. I feel as if I am learning to sing all over again xD Hopefully will be better in time to do some special winter releases!

To our sorrow, generations of warriors now have gone off to battle feeling the emotions this song so sweetly expresses. May the day come soon when we no longer need to fight each other.

@darthboxOriginal

9 жыл бұрын

wish i could click like more than once

@aljeanklydtabla4633

7 жыл бұрын

Need not to fight each other but fight the upcoming rune dragon ._.

@jessc2276

7 жыл бұрын

Alonzo Branson and May that day be the death of tyranny

@skinny2578

7 жыл бұрын

huy sis HAHAHAHAHA

@jamesverhoff1899

6 жыл бұрын

Sic vi pacum para bellum.

As being the weird kid in class and never had friends, DN was there to always cheer me up, DN will always have a special place in my heart :) Its definitely in my top 10 games of all time.

@hmmAnonymous

3 жыл бұрын

I love your pfp! its so cute

@foxylady5

2 жыл бұрын

your pfp is beluga :D

@ocarinagirlandthestories648

Жыл бұрын

Wait, this is a game? I only watched the animated movie.

@saternates7495

Жыл бұрын

@@ocarinagirlandthestories648 yes, this is a game, now it's a dead game with deadass pay 2 win system, lots of server has closed and i think dragonest will never be the same anymore. glad you are here asking that, welcome to desember. I suggest you play the private server instead of the base game, which is shit.

Hi there! Ah! I need to get permission first from Cherry Credits, but as soon as I do I will put up a nice quality mp3 download. In the meantime, I believe there are some mp3 downloads floating around the Dragon Nest SEA forums ^_~

@matthiasjstonamclaughlin386

4 жыл бұрын

My family ... My spiritual family Mclaughlin northern antrims 🙏

@BraVeHeart1297.

3 жыл бұрын

Love from Scotland 💙🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

@ThiagoSilva-dh8jb

Ай бұрын

We miss you

Thank you! I'm glad you liked this one :)

@Csaykaman

3 жыл бұрын

no, thank you for making this masterpiece.

@srutidas8106

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks you 😊 for all your faries voice song you are an angel

@h-studio8531

2 жыл бұрын

Kite whre are u now,

@alzathsweich

Жыл бұрын

Hehe..

@abrahampanjaitan5253

Жыл бұрын

no, we should be thanking you for this song. you are exist in many people's memory now :)

2022 already and still by far the most nostalgic song i have heard in DN aside from the theme song in Calderock Village. Memories on my younger days will never be forgotten. I am a working man with a family now and this game was a part of my life back then.

I'm in the heaven area of KZread again, welcome me my comrades!

@abigailmccarthy9982

6 жыл бұрын

Really?! I've heard rumors, but never encountered it before! Hi everyone!

@crystalrose915

6 жыл бұрын

Welcome to the home of angels voices ,an angelic place to be we welcome you to our ranks

@WinterWolf1012

6 жыл бұрын

Merry meet

@krisstheclutz126

6 жыл бұрын

Welcome my dear friend:)

@morphayangze2737

5 жыл бұрын

Rejoice, comrade! For you have found the sacred lands of Lagendia. We welcome you with open arms and so will our Goddess!

Lauraaaaa

@fatihahirdinaarj2688

3 жыл бұрын

Simply amazing!

@doginabox9621

2 жыл бұрын

@@GregoLyend it is on Spotify, I’m probably really late tho. Most of her songs and covers are on there, just search up erutan.

@michaelpimentel8181

Жыл бұрын

plz make more songs

thank you so much!!! I'm actually on the last track of the Celtic album now, so it shouldn't be too long now till a release! :)

I keep coming back here at least once every month for 5 years, just to pay respect for my most favorite game. Its like a greatest love for me ❤️ I miss the old Dragon Nest, the vibe, the social, my old friends that I made, my pet, everything. I never been so inlove on a video game like Dragon Nest until now. Youll be my forever love Dragon Nest 🥰 All Hail Lagendia! 🙏 All hail Goddess Altea! ❣️❣️❣️

@xylene_ymassan

4 жыл бұрын

Someone who understands😭😭 All hail🙌❣️💕💖

@sunshinelindsey8845

3 жыл бұрын

In the Goddess we trust and believe

@movablerae

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve been in love with the game and Argenta, then and until now. I miss Dragon Nest Sea, especially during the time when grinding agates are the best and easiest way to go rich!

@sunshinelindsey8845

3 жыл бұрын

Agreed

@5clive5

3 жыл бұрын

Dragon Nest will always be my top 1 favorite game i will always love this game The community! The adventure! The friends we made! The parties we made! and many more. i will never understand why people got bored of such magestic and beautiful world

I know nothing about the game and I have no idea how I ended up here. But this song is so full of something beautiful... I like it, makes me happy and sad at the same time, feeling alive and part of the world around me.

"Gerraint the gold, Argenta the Silver. Cloaked from our sights, yet saviors to all" this line is always got me so hard. i remember watching the scene when Gerraint and Argenta sacrifice to seal the Black Dragon. and then when Red Dragon Nest (i think it's cap 80), i see the tsundere Argenta sacrifice her life to help my character T_T

I'm literally sobbing right now. This song brings me so much memories, especially of that moment when I got tired of everything. DN has become my temporary escape.

back here, 2023, and still love this song. it's the song that sang to my heart and had woke up my soul to the genre of these songs. Thank you Erutan / Katethegreat for this wonderful song.

Some of players dont like this BGM? Dear this is the best song in whole sea in my point of view!

@fathinluqman4348

8 жыл бұрын

more like sick of the song playing each time

@KnuckleWood

7 жыл бұрын

I like it, but to be honest it doesnt suit Saint Heaven atmosphere. Even though a song is good doesnt mean it always suit to something

@gelo_mallow

7 жыл бұрын

Song of the Goddess: Eternal Path (Calderock BGM) is still, hands down, the best for me, among all other BGMs in any other game, but this is a pretty close second. I also don't get why most players think it doesn't suit Saint Haven; I for one think the majestic yet somewhat melancholic feel to the song is appropriate, but that's just me. On a side note, I miss the glory days of DN SEA, particularly the 40-60 cap, where it's not very P2W-ish and PvP was almost, if not as popular as PvE. Ah well. Argenta still hot tho LOL

@iamyou2376

7 жыл бұрын

This is so me hahahahahahaha.

@achrreiadn9957

5 жыл бұрын

I'm still crying when i hear this BGM. 😓😥

Ahhh thank you! It's kind of a new thing for me to compose music for a game's background music, and I don't think I really have a good grasp of it yet. It's an art form to make something someone doesn't mind hearing over and over...and over and over again! XD I'll get the hang of it one of these days, lol!

In my opinion this song is not just for Saint Haven.. with the beautiful and moving composition and storytelling it deserves to be like a national anthem for the whole Lagendia.. not just he city; this song is too meaningful for a single city. When the lyrics went to "Geraint he Gold, Argenta the Silver.. it's goosebumps.

@Adiyel0612

5 жыл бұрын

I felt that one too

2021 and I can still hear and feel the laughter, greetings, footsteps, and the peaceful energy of the game. I've never felt so immersed in a video game. It really feels like I was once an old warrior who went on an adventure and fought beasts and dragons.

Lyrics We notch our bows and wait for the 'morrow Cold is the night and nary a tear For on the morn' we head into shadow There is no room for our fear His eyes are cruel His evil is endless Black is his soul and ne'er will he rest Till all the world lies covered in darkness And none who'd fight him are left Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers Our songs of fire, our footfalls of thunder On we will go, this army of light Though peril's storm may tear us asunder For our dear home we will fight Geraint, the Gold. Argenta, the Silver Cloaked from our sight, yet saviors to all When all seemed lost and blood flowed in rivers Down, the Black Dragon did fall Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers O'hark young ones the battle yet rages Take up your bows there's no time for words Go make your mark in history's pages Let songs of your bravery be heard Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers

Erutan never fails to impress.

@merinap4421

9 жыл бұрын

Tenkuru True, very true :D

Ohh man bring back a lot of memories. Any 2021 watcher?

How I miss the Dragon Nest so much 😢 This nostalgic BGMs everytime you enter towns, hanging on every map with friends, having a date with another player under the tree, airships or castles, raids, dungeons, the thrill of surprises and especially the friendships Ive made through the years of playing. This will be my forever and most loved game of my life. Thank you for fulfilling my childhood Dragon Nest, Iloveyou so much ❤

@bondimitrescu6304

4 жыл бұрын

Me too. I miss the feeling when this song welcome you at your first log in each night.

@owlowlakaashi1155

4 жыл бұрын

Did they remove this?

@timurmeirambekuly5338

4 жыл бұрын

@@owlowlakaashi1155 Yes, and also the game died out.

@gustavoarielliberatosanche8711

4 жыл бұрын

@@timurmeirambekuly5338 rly? I cant play it anymore?

@CrownCrown094

4 жыл бұрын

@@gustavoarielliberatosanche8711 you can but what server are we talking about?

Who else come n listen just because U miss Ur old adventure in Dragon nest? XD

@angahngerah6424

4 жыл бұрын

I actually cried remembering me listening this bgm while just hanging around saint haven with frens sob sob

@abhay_more

4 жыл бұрын

😭😭

@shadowar1000

4 жыл бұрын

WDN (World of Dragon Nest) is out! It's amazing! Try it out guys!

@Csaykaman

4 жыл бұрын

@@shadowar1000 but my phone is incopatible with it and im low with storage I have to be an honor student to get a new phone so I really am wotking hard for it

@husnanihamid1968

4 жыл бұрын

Same here.. I did log on into the DN recently and nothing was like before.. My friends are no more there.. The famous guilds from the old day, mostly already nowhere to be found.. I miss the old DN

while ID server was fallen, SEA server was dying this song still remains in my mind

When I play dragon nest I stay in the city until the song ends I congratulate the song is very beautiful: D

Nearly 5 years later and this remains one of my favorites. And you, Erutan, are one of my favorite musicians:)

Don't mind me putting it here guys, I can't catch up with the lyrics on the screen 😂 We notch our bows and wait for the 'morrow Cold is the night and nary a tear For on the morn' we head into shadow There is no room for our fear His eyes are cruel His evil is endless Black is his soul and ne'er will he rest Till all the world lies covered in darkness And none who'd fight him are left Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers Our songs of fire, our footfalls of thunder On we will go, this army of light Though peril's storm may tear us asunder For our dear home we will fight Geraint, the Gold. Argenta, the Silver Cloaked from our sight, yet saviors to all When all seemed lost and blood ran in rivers Down, the Black Dragon did fall Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers O'hark young ones the battle yet rages Take up your bows there's no time for words Go make your mark in history's pages Let songs of your bravery be heard Tha'nera Telezia Fly straight and true o my arrow The day of destiny comes I'll follow the path only fate knows Tha'nera Telezia Forwards to glory my sisters Today our hearts beat as one When hope is the faintest of whispers

@mariacarmen3667

3 жыл бұрын

Gracias

It's my birthday and I'm listening to this masterpiece. Cheers Erutan! 2023.

Remembered this song and the good old times playing with friends. Man this sure brings back memories

How nostalgic, i can't hold my tears. I really miss the Dragon Nest now, my characters in the game, my old friends, the background music in town and many more

Hearing this song brings me back to the good old days of Dragon Nest. Random Parties, random raids, grinding and stuff. Many people going PVP for fun competitions. Those days were the most fun days of Dragon nest.

Nostalgic i can't hold back my tears. Memories of me playing this games with my guild mates, doing raids etc. This ost is one of my favourite, sadly the game might go anytime soon, but for me DN is one of the best MMORPG I played back in my high-school and college days

If you searched for this well then Welcome back to the old Lagendia my friend❤️

Last time I've played DN was like 8 years ago and I'm a grown-up working in a different place now. I didn't have any irl friends who played DN from where I'm from back then and today, out of nowhere God just sent me a colleague who was like, asking me if I've ever heard or played this one game called 'Dragon Nest' out of the blue since he knows I do play some games and ong I'm tellin ya the goosebumps hits me fking hardddd like all those memories I thought I've forgotten literally just flashed through my eyes in a split second but it felt like a whole damn journey back to the past. Man istg I felt like crying when he reminds me of this song too and now here I am, listening to this for hoursss again like I'm actually living in the past. What a great memory and I wish I could just stop the time where we were just having fun in the game with some online friends we've never met but felt so closed with

It's been years and i still find myself yearning for this song. 👏❤

Learning to play this beautiful song on my piano now. :3~

@katethegreat19

10 жыл бұрын

Ah! If you happen to record it, please upload it to youtube! I love hearing covers of my songs! *_*

@ruiruii96

10 жыл бұрын

***** Sure thing! ^ ^~

@swifttea1651

10 жыл бұрын

Rui ruii I wanna hear your cover :D

@ruiruii96

10 жыл бұрын

Swift Tea I recorded already! Uploading it soon.~ :3

@ruiruii96

10 жыл бұрын

***** Is it okay if I add your lyrics inside my video? >

INCREDIBLE!!! I have always been searching for someone who composer songs with melody and lyrics like this. You're so incredible! The song is so godly! It...it just SO INCREDIBLE!!!

you are extremely talented, THANKYOU for making + singing these songs, they bring so much peace to my heart & im very thankful for that!! keep up the good work

For someone that adore the lore of Dragon Nest, this hymn of nostalgic always hit me hard inside. Thanks Erutan for composing up such masterpiece, for this song will always be appreciated and remembered.

Can't help but cry listening to this now. DN was my go to whenever everything in real life wasn't so bright. I first chose the Saint class to be a healer and help everyone. Thank you for the memories. The nostalgia And all the wonderful friendships.

Listening to this again slapped me with memories. The fun parties, the intense pvp, the exhausting farming and grinding, the costumes, the happiness of the game. Thank you for this song. It will always have a special place in my heart. May our hearts beat as one again in the future.

I first heard you at your cover of Itsumo Nandodemo.... now that I just played Dragon Nest, when I first entered Saint Haven and heard the music, it was so beautiful. No wonder it sounded so familiar. It was you all this time! Your voice is so lovely.

These are really good songs that make you sleepy... *thumbs up* I love your voice. It's beautiful. I love the harmonies and the sharp/flat notes mixed together in all your songs.

This is such a beautiful masterpiece I came across this yesterday and has been listening to it on repeat 💓 also I saw the movie yesterday for the first time !! It's amazing 💓💓 Thank you for creating this beautiful artwork....

Your voice is stunning! I get goosebumps every time i listen to this

@abigailmccarthy9982

6 жыл бұрын

Love your profile pic! I'm a big fan of Miraculous Ladybug.

It's like the NPC Grand Master Archer Ithilen is the one who really sings this song through out the Saint Haven to tell the story about the Black Dragon Raid 50 years ago together with the 7 Heroes.

Listening to dis on a cold rainy day of January 2021. :( I remember my windwalker flying through spirit boost + show time + chain trampoline + tip toe :(((

One of the best song I know. It fits the fantasy so well. You are amazing, Erutan.

Man this brings back memories... instead of logging in to grind, I would just stay in Saint Haven and chat around. Even now, this song strikes the chords of Tel'Esia in my heart. Thank you for being part of my taste in music, Erutan.

It's her that is doing everything omg Pictures, song, mixing and editing This woman is incredible !

Underrated song and singer . World class

This is so epic and beautiful, it radiates Tolkien vibes, I don't know the game but how could anyone think this wasn't fitting? It is so clearly the tale of history fading into legend and myth through bardic song and story.

already a years from the first time i hear it in my fave game, dragon nest... even 2-3 years for eternal path.. thanks erutan, for accompany us in our game journey.. may the goddess of altea always bless you :)

Thank you Erutan, for blessing the world by sharing your many talents with us. You are amazing!

Thank you so much for those memories i love this song and the game that comes along with it.

This song is so haunting, it's beautiful, it's like a story, the video is one of the best videos I've ever seen for a song. It fits in so well, and has such a creative presentation. I feel celtic/medieval music is horribly underappreciated, but your music is incredible!

2023 still! This is my childhood game Dragon nest of world! Now im playing Dragon nest 2 evolution

You know the piece is memorable if you at some point, after years since the last you've heard it, it's melody suddenly pops in you're head and after scouring your favorites in YT, finding it, and listening to it's greatness again, giving you chills. Ah! made my day. Good times, good times! Cheers for the masterpiece!!!! 😄

This is amazing Erutan, you are so skilled in so many different areas, the art as well, I love how it reminds me of Zelda.

Thx for composing and performing this song for us DNSEA. Some of us juz AFK at Saint Haven juz to keep listening to this (^_^)". Hope to be able to get this through iTunes soon...

brings so much memories of my childhood😭 was a dragon nest player until they closed the server YEARS AGO... thank you😭❤

omg so beautyful, your voices truely like an angel ✨✨ totally love all of your soungs 💕

thanks for creating this beauty :) thanks to you im going to another world every time i listen this :)

Forever rooting for this song to be put on Spotify, it’s one of my favs. I’ve never even played this game or even know the lore but I do know that this is such an amazing song

I'm a DN SEA Player. For me It's Perfect BGM on Saint Haven...

@ramyarpr8043

9 жыл бұрын

Agreee i used to be dn sea player

@earlaaaat

8 жыл бұрын

+ramyar PROXd What DN are u playing now?

@ulyssesavellano

8 жыл бұрын

+marl osano me too

@BSCG

5 жыл бұрын

I Agree...

@patrickreotutar9451

4 жыл бұрын

Its gone

I always come back to this song :) This was one of the reasons i preferred to stay in saint haven, when the song started i wouldnt join any raids so that the song wouldnt stop. this is truly a masterpiece :)

Goosebumps the whole time. Very nicely done and your singing was on pointe the whole time.

good old memories comin back, been ages seen i heard saint haven theme.... DN will always have a special place in my heart all those friends i made and the wonderful OSTs that we vibed on together with my guild it was really a great time

Your voice is like a Goddess, I cry to how beautiful your voice is. I shall be alone forever ☹️

I remember DN SEA's beta test. I got stucked on Calderock Village listening to your beautiful song and now this! Good thing I came back :)

Geez, hearing this again made me feel so old, thank you Erutan for this song. I have fond memories of playing around in Saint Haven, thank you

This song is so elven. It’s rallying troops for battle, yet its an entire seven minutes long. Then at the end it says “Pick up your bows, there’s no time for words”, as if they haven’t already been singing for ages. I guess if your lifespan is ten times as long (according to D&D), seven minutes would seem like only forty-two seconds.

2019 and still one of my all time favorite among other songs.. I hope I can hear more of her song.

I heard this years ago and still, it never changes my mind on how beautiful and relaxing it is. I hear it every now and often and it still is relaxing whenever i’m stressed

I love this song! I didnt realise how beautiful it was cos Ive always played with the volume muted cos my family are asleep. But i plugged in my earphones one day and found this fantastic score. Im sorry if some people didnt like it, but you really outdid the Eternal Path with this one. It really is a beautiful song.

Let me tell You two things. First, You are a beautiful woman with an amaizing voice that takes people into land of dreams. Secondly, yesterday i had terrible headache, but something inside told me "go listen to katethegreat", so i did it and guess what, two songs, i needed two songs and my headache was gone :). Thats how Your beautiful voice works on me and i'm sure not only on me :D. Unfortunately, Your CD is not available in my country so i can enjoy Your music only through KZread, but i hope some day i will see Your cd on shelf in the store and i will buy it immediately, because artists like You deserve all world money. BTW., i like to listen to You when im creating software :), Your music is so inspirational. Keep up the good work and i hope to see (yes see, because that kind of music like You do, takes ppl into another world) and hear more and more from You :). Bless You!

is this how those long lived race feels when a bard sing the tales of you and your old comrades many years ago.

even though this is from 3 years ago, i just found it in forum today :x thank you for the awesome and when i first hear it 3 years ago i...cried (a bit) when i hear the line "forward to glory my sisters", it's basically how it was 50 years ago in Lagendia time, on how many people and elves fight together.

I really like the song. Makes me feel like entering a fantasy world and makes my soul feel very quiet and calm. Thank you for singing it so beautifully 🧎

Your voice really touches my heart so I feel in the world of Fantasy. It is suitable for beautiful and peaceful Saint Heaven BGM sound 😍

pleeeaaaassseee get this on spotify :(

I really am in love with your works and your voice, its so unique and pure. I truly salute your talent . Your biggest AC ( as I find calling myself a fan is old fashioned haha)

almost 6 years and i still think this is the best bgm for saint haven. I love you erutan ♥ Thanks for this masterpiece! ♥

TF it is already 2021 but it still gives me chills and nostalgia hitting my head.

This is a gorgeous Erutan my queen and idol I may be learning to sing opera but I really wanna learn to sing like you

Honestly I don't even know for which game you composed this, but Miss, everything you do comes out in gold and silver! I love it and I've been listening to it non-stop since yesterday, it just brings me to another realm! You're a gift to this world

This gives me the nostalgia that i love so much which keep me coming back just to vibe and listen ❤️

Hmmm sounds like a folksong the Dalish Elves of Dragon Age would sing about facing the Blight with the Wardens. Beautiful.

When you just recently started playing Dragon Nest M and see those characters in the game after hearing this song over a million times "OH OH OH! I KNOW DEM!!! AAAAAAYYYY",

It's wonderful to know the history behind this video clip/song =') Amazing! :D Dragon Nest always in my heart ♥

I'm from 2022. This song really makes my heart calm and it's like a fairy tale world with its various wonders. Thank you for this perfect song

wow... wow. I can hear this all day!

Black Dragon and the Dragon Followers disliked this song lol.

Beautiful and gorgeous work! I hope that you have a great and blessed day/night!

Once in a while I have the need to visit this gem. This song is apart of my teenage years