Thank you all so much for over 100 subscribers! God bless you all!

Life man im 17 man i got a lot of things to learn in life we all Live and learn

@cybershinigami9907

Жыл бұрын

Fr I'll be 23 this year and I'm still trying to figure everything out. It's tough man

@njames69

Жыл бұрын

You got this…

@chalspankel6100

Жыл бұрын

17? Best years of your life. Do t worry about learning or heavy shit. Get a good job, hang around good people, honestly go have and do what beings you joy. That accessibility to happiness can get shallow as you get older so do it no while you’re 17

@Eclipse.clipss

11 ай бұрын

24 and doing things and still feel like I’m stuck and I’m trying to figure it out it really tough out here. Only solution I have is to continue to try I don’t want to be remembered as a person who gave up. This thing called life continues even in the end.

@imspinn

11 ай бұрын

@papichulo6545 I’m gonna be 21 this year when I was 17 I was lost as hell and now I’m completely stranded my man just try and stay grounded my man

This shit bout to me cry my nigga damn shit hitting hard asf

@cybershinigami9907

Жыл бұрын

Yeah man that's the way it is sometimes. I appreciate you bro

This is to any person who is going through tough times, life moves fast, so don't forget to enjoy every moment, even when you're feeling low, it's those times when you can have the joy to work hard and lift yourself back up again.

@ataaygun0

5 ай бұрын

it is not ending bro it is not going to end I m not going to do anything to get up anymore and no one will never come for me

cried today for the first time in a while, thank u bro

im 22 years old now. i just graduated in bsc Computer Science. and yet i feel empty. all these good things happen around me and i dont feel anything. i feel depressed. sat on this seat everynight till 2-3am, endlessly searching on youtube to pass time. i wake up and go gym and fight my daily mental struggle but as soon as i come home, i smile a lot. i do this to ensure my mom, my lovely mom never finds out about the thoughts about suicide that go through my mind everynight. i go to my bed every night around 5am, i turn left, i turn right trying to go asleep. trying to turn my brain off. but no, my brain starts overthinking. thinkin about all my missed opportunities, the girls, when will i find someone that will love me for who i am. when will i get my first kiss, when will i find love, will i even be alive to find any of it. i dont even know what i wanna talk about anymore, i just feel empty. i can have over 500million friends but i know as soon as i come back home, itll start all over again. the cycle of emptiness. ive had many thoughts about suicide, how i would do it?, where i would it?, what i would write in my suicide note if i did write one. But i can never have the courage to do it, lately my mom went through cancer and she beat it and i was so happy for her, so i knew if i did commit suicide i would break my mom eternally. so im back to the very beginning of my cycle, emptiness.

@someone00778

Жыл бұрын

i truly am dead inside and i dont know how many more days i have inside me. thank you for reading. -someone

@cybershinigami9907

Жыл бұрын

@a w I read all of that my friend. I've been feeling the same way about things. I wake up alone, I go to bed alone. I haven't had a gf in years. I feel depressed all the time too man. I get it, I really really do. And the only reason I haven't pulled a "Kurt Cobain" is number one, a fear of hell. Because despite everything I still believe in God. And number 2, I'm too pussy to pull the trigger. I really don't think I'm meant to find happiness. At least not in the long run

@cybershinigami9907

Жыл бұрын

@a w idk about you man. I feel like you can make it out of this. You're my age. But you've succeeded where I have failed. You can still make something of yourself. Persuade your career and make your mom proud! I believe in you!

@winterycold

Жыл бұрын

You're not alone in feeling that. I have gone through the same in the past, been suicidal and attempted self harm. My life isn't any better now though, I'm still doing worse in terms of productivity than you are but because my mindset has changed, I'm not as depressed. Having survived the worst part of my life, I have newfound hope and appreciation for life. I'm only 21 years old, will graduate from college next year with a degree I don't have any interest in and don't know where I'll end up but I know I can make it work somehow. I'm a survivor and I'll have to figure out something somehow. No dating life, never attempted and never done anything. Don't think I'll ever have a relationship but since I've always wanted kids I've already planned to adopt if I'll enter my 30s alone. I'd rather give a good life to my kids and make sure they don't go through the same things I did than end my life before I could help someone else. My parents have done so much for me and I'd do them dirty by dying like this. I'm the youngest and the only son they have, they have such high expectations of me and I can't let them down. If not for me, I want to live for them. Recently I have also started to check up on the few "real" friends I have and I make sure they know that they are loved and that I'm always there for them. I had no one do this to me when I was at my lowest point. I was all alone and I don't ever want anyone else to feel that way. Helping others makes me feel better and at least I can do something in life. I'm glad your mom survived and I think you just need to realise that you can be so much more for her, everyone else you love and yourself. You can do things that you never thought you could. All you need is time, effort and patience. You can live a really fruitful and happy life, even find the love of your life (you're only 22 years old, 8 more years of your 20s and then 30s isn't that old either) and provide happiness to many other people. Social media and pop culture has ruined our perceptions. They make us think that we have to be exactly this one way to have a good life. That's just not true. Single people can be happy too and have good lives. People without education and degrees can still find jobs they like and live a successful or fulfilling life. The natural state of living is not being happy all the time. I don't know who lied to us that we should feel happy more often. I find peace and a neutral feeling way more satisfying than being happy and it's way better than being sad. Being happy and sad are both temporary things, not something you should dwell on. You don't have to be dead inside, realise that being neutral if totally fine. Also you don't need courage to end your life, the real courage is in staying alive. Your path in life is just different, you'll figure out things in your own time. Just don't give up, you'll never know the greatness you can achieve till you try. You're not alone, I'm in a similar boat and contemplate my existence almost every day. Best of luck and give life your best shot.

@Efbeeiii

Жыл бұрын

Take note of all the good in your life. Remind yourself everyday. Many would kill to be where you're at. Remember the good. Remind yourself of the good. Everyday choose to be grateful. And slowly your life will turn.

I’ve just had my half-yearly mental breakdown and found this. I don’t feel like I am allowed to be sad rn. I’m not getting bullied anymore, I’m not that ugly anymore that it’d be detremental to anything. I’ve been trying to improve but everything’s become stale. I can’t seem to advance in anything anymore. I’ve hit a plateau in the gym, I can’t seem to stop procrastinating and haven’t had a real conversation in months. My average screen time has gone to 10-11 hours a day because my brain tries to destract itself constantly. I’m too poor do do anything with friends. I’ll delete all social media again. This’ll be the last reset. Thank you for posting this.

I haven't cried in a few years now. I've tried to force a tear or two in that time but nothing. This video got me about as close as I can to crying. Still no tears though haha. Thanks for letting me feel again.

@bl333dingcrest

9 ай бұрын

still cant cry mane this shit sucks

I can't cry anymore... They always say 'if U cry U are a baby' after that I can't cry. I wish I could but it's hard. sometimes I wanna cry but I can't. Recently a familiar mine suicide himself and I didn't cry, I just felt sad. I think I don't have feelings no more...

I watched this after relapsing. Thank you.

To each and everyone one of you, don’t stop. Even if you feel like you should you’ve persevered and fought for your sake up until this very moment, life is not meaningful without suffering. Whether you believe it or not you have the strength to keep on going, no one can hold your head up any higher than you and with every second, minute, hours, days weeks and months maybe even years of your life you spend suffering, it will be given back to you in happiness and prosperity tenfold, and I can’t say I understand you or your problems since every experience if differs from person to person. But nonetheless you can’t stop, no matter what befalls you because every aching pain and every tear that is shed is also spent building up the very foundations of what you need to be happy, and to build your ideal self. Fight and live so that one day you will be given what is yours. You needn’t be strong now, but don’t forget to give yourself a break every now and then, every step forward still counts no matter how small, even if it’s as simple as taking an extra bite of food or taking an extra sip of water. That’s all I have to say but please, take care of yourselves. May God be with each and everyone of you.❤

I lost a relationship with the girl i loved so much. I loved her to the moon and back, 24 hours a day, 60 minutes an hour and every second of the minutes that went by on the clock. She was everything to me. I told my mum, i said mum im dating this girl and shes so beautiful and amazing. I genuinely was in love with her. Video calls every night, texting all the time. Crying tears of happiness while i look at pictures she sends me. All for what. For her to lose feelings, breakup and get with another guy the day after. She always had another guy there. She had multiple. All i had was her. I didnt have any friends, no-one else that i found attractive, nothing. I was a completely loyal boyfriend. I did absolutely everything for her.

That feeling hittin you as the blood starts to drip

Robin Williams' passing really changed me.

im not that old. 11 to be specific. i know im too young to ruin my life like this, but ive lost all motivation. I moved to a new city and to a new school where i was bullied and had to visit the counselor who did nothing. My grades were terrible and i barely made it to the next grade. my parents are ashamed of me and dont even bother to help me with my homeschooling. I dont have any friends who i can talk to over summer break. All the games i used to play arent fun anymore. I dont even have a reason to do anything. Im lazy, i dont clean my room, im always tired and often i dont even feel like getting up to eat. I dont wanna live like this anymore but i know i wont kill myself, so i have to keep trying for my parents.

@kaskowo7863

11 ай бұрын

start going outside, workjng out, it will motivate, there is light in the dark, praying for you son 🙏

@nisayx

9 ай бұрын

at ur age its just a phase gang

This shit hits FR!

Damn that one hit deep

Im not going insane I'm literally insane

@Usul16

Жыл бұрын

I'm drowning

@Ihatepedophiles

Жыл бұрын

@@Usul16same

@SynDoesStuff

9 ай бұрын

I’m losing my fucking mind

im 16 years old and ive been in 2 relationships, one of them was a bit of a flirtationship the first one was my first official and it destroyed me. he was so kind at first, but when we returned from summer break, he became distant and cold. i always asksd him what was wrong and he'd say nothing was wrong and everythting was okay, he would laugh with anyone else but me and be happy around others, all but me. i always had to talk first or else he wouldnt speak to me. then suddenly he'd be all loving and tell me im pretty. it was a cycle that destroyed me. i felt happy when he broke up with me but sometimes i miss it. that first stage of a relationship where your both inseparable. the second one was just him trying to butter me up so that we could have s*x. thats all it was. i now struggle to feel any type of emotion, but i long for love, to be properly loved instead of ending up like my first again. i just want to be caught in the familiar feeling if joy as i hold that special someone's hand. it will never hapen though. i am unloveable and disgusting.

17 and I’m already just so lost man. Feel so alone, words don’t even explain how I feel at night when it’s just me and pitch black man. Feel like a failure in every aspect, but Fuck it man we ball, just gotta keep going.

Real. I have a lot more to say but, real.

Sometimes i feel im trapped my girlfriend says im not enough when all i want is some time for myself now shes saying ive made her happy until tonight and that ive made her cry 3 times even thougi never intended to ive cried because of her countless times, i cant even tell her my problems because she wont care, i have friends that i know are supportive they are true homies im currently breaking down typing this becasue she says she wants to die i never wanted to cause her pain i just want a few hours a night to myself i cant even get my thoughts together i genuinely want someone to talk to this feels so corny but i have no one i dont even feel comfortable talking to my mum i have no dad and im not the closest with my half sister im not saying my life is hard i know people have it harder and sometimes i feel like i cant feel bad because of it. I feel so bad i feel like ive ruined my girlfriends birthday but i just want one small thing i feel so selfish. Thank you for letting all my thoughts out this video is great.

Wake up and be happy enjoy being young enjoy loving who you are because some day , it might not be now it might not be tomorrow but some day if you stay in the fight you will be who you are ment to be . Not the looser, not the winner . You will be you, and in this life, that's what creates happiness 😊 be you be the pesant be the hero, be the king wherever you land, be someone, not everyone else ! ❤

i’m 24 i’m young ik but i feel so empty i hope one day i feel different

Don't worry mom & dad Im gonna make ya'll proud and happy real soon

Idk if it’s the right thing to move out at 17 but I’m putting all my trust in god.

The truth is, I can have all the pleasure, wealth, success, admiration, and all the good things in the world, but they’re not gonna fill the hole because they’re just not big enough. The hole is bottomless, endless, infinite, these are limited, ending, finite, and only the infinite can fill the infinite. So what is it? What’s big enough? What’s bottomless, endless, unlimited, infinite? Why do I feel so empty? Because we’re made for fullness, and only God is fullness. -IMBeggar

@ChimuKusanagi

11 ай бұрын

This is it!!!! God is only way🔥💪🏿

bro really put that one omni man scene 💀

ver estos videos mientras uno se siente del asco da una sensacion hermosa... esperanza... un dia mas...

Now make a Bore Core comp, pls

I truly hate my self 😂😂

@crs19191919

5 ай бұрын

As time goes by you stop hating yourself and start enjoying being alive. And I'm serious it becomes apart of being alive. If you can survive your teens and see why you did then you'll start loving why your alive. Ask the universe for help Short or that ask everywhere and from anyone for help as they are there. Their is help everywhere and I'm not on about religion but that answer is there too if you ask

focus on yourself hop on self improvement.

i just want to feel loved.

i don't like the transition to hopecore, shoulda kept it corecore only bruh, that's all im here for. thanks for the first half of the video

wtf was the movie at the start i swear i watched it in school one time

@peytondavila6892

11 ай бұрын

Fantastic Mr fox

i hate seeing men ashamed or shying away of crying and i hate hate with all my heart seeing girls say boys crying gives them an ick or is just wrong. when i see a man crying i know that’s when soemthing is truly broken and wrong. my nature makes me want to jsut comfort. i hate seeing people cry. us girls have been so normalized to be able to cry because we’re just girls. i hate this time where everything is sexualized, cancelled, and so broken

Ice❤

4:39 He smiles like a Chimpanzee.

This generation isn't that bad sometimes

I stumbled upon these yesterday and feeling alone and lonely is normal for me ig? Idk but I really rlly relate to this shit hard, and it makes me feel less lonely, I love y’all bro, if you’re out there a man, needing a hug and love, it’s okay, I grew up with an absent father, bc capitalism said he wasn’t man enough to be in the house and spend time with his son ig lol, but yea my dad is cool I love him, I jus wish he was there more, and my mom I love her to death but our relationship got severed, when she started smoking crack, she resorted even to putting her hands on me so to that point I jus said maybe it’s best I avoid her for my mental health…. But it hurts being away, thinking one day I’ll get that call she od on a street, or that I won’t even get the call I’ll jus find out bc idk ☠️ idk its hard bc that person was once my mother, someone who would hold me when the world felt so cruel n cold, and now idk it doesn’t feel the same, that comfort isn’t there and it won’t ever b but the only memory I have is when she had me as a kid and I was to ignorant to see her negligence as a mother ☠️ my point being she never was a good mom and sometimes the world deck of cards that gets handed to u, hurts so much, KEEP BREATHING N FIGHTING FUCK THE PROPHECY U THINK U HAVE TO LEAD

@nathanarenas4923

8 ай бұрын

Also suicide is never the answer, it’s fucking selfish as fuck, I had a loving uncle and he was a beautiful person but til this day I don’t ever think the anger of him jus up and leaving me and his newborn son could ever leave, he created a cycle of another broken boy, another broken home;another broken mind full neurotic references to the very same human degeneracy that broke you all down

What's the song that start at 4:55 ?

@Ayman.29

11 ай бұрын

kanye west - runaway

life is strange.

song from 1:00 to 4.35

@ryanwasilewski5982

11 ай бұрын

QKThr by aphex twin

I dont understand the interlinked part, but a lot of corecore videos have it. What does it mean interlinked

@93bd9

Жыл бұрын

im afraid you would have to watch that whole film (blade runner 2049) to understand that individual part

@peytondavila6892

11 ай бұрын

​@@93bd9 good film tho

@azharshaikh8944

4 ай бұрын

true watch the movie worth it @@peytondavila6892

👉 Some Encouragement: 💝🔥🔥 I remember a time when I never had anyone to express my feelings to... Then I listened to the book of Psalms and even the New Testament (when Jesus Christ would wake up early to talk to God, the only One who truly understands Him...) One thing you learn is that God is always there to listen to your emotions... to listen to how you feel and what you're going through. David would cry before God, and Jesus Christ would do the same... In fact, it's because God wanted us to know how much He cares for us and understands our struggles that He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, as a Comforter and a sacrifice (and now) a mediator and advocate to the Father for us... And Christ sent the Holy Spirit until He returns again to wipe all our tears away and completely remove death and decay

i wish i never existed

Its hard , Its Unfair. You cant fix your mindset with some "we go jim" etc. do you know why people didnt take corecore and actually sad people serious? Because theyve never expierienced trauma. they know the theory but theyve never gone through that trauma, or theyve gone trough that trauma but in a way that he can still have hope and hes sure that he can grow out of it. but they will never know this hopelessness mixed with sadness. the hopelessness is that what actually makes us sad. and also a big fuck me up factor is, when you are finally just you. just your character full in action, full of happiness and you notice that you, this character of you so basically you is not appreciated and just seen as a bit of annoying.

Nix gut

@nisayx

9 ай бұрын

egal bre wir schaffen das man! auch wenn ich zum 1000. mal gefallen bin stehe ich 1001 mal auf

@nisayx

9 ай бұрын

irgendwann schaff ichs

People who have a reason to live, why?

@cybershinigami9907

11 ай бұрын

I live to better my life. I live to support my family and give lots of love to everyone. I struggle a lot, but I'm getting better. Always remember, it's just a bad day, not a bad life ❤️

@brownsarcasm6659

11 ай бұрын

There’s so much beauty in the world, there’s cruelty definitely and I’m sure your life might be going badly right now but there is hope in living, as long as you keep living there is hope for better days. Understand that we all hurt, we all feel bad about ourselves. Just keep living, because you definitely do matter.

@sant-oyo387

11 ай бұрын

I want to bring happiness and hope for those around me. The universe is so big and I wanna see all of it and experience it all, I do not want my existence to be meaningless. The human spirit is the greatest thing ever and I’m not wasting it.

@AmmarMalik64

2 ай бұрын

You have to live because you were born

What’s the song at 5:00 ?

@nicholasalexander772

11 ай бұрын

It's a song by kanye west I believe, I forgot the name though

@DreinoZZZ

11 ай бұрын

runaway by Kanye West

Sorry but Robin Williams couldn't even take his own advice.

I hate my life

@0:46

This is so cringe

@cybershinigami9907

11 ай бұрын

Didn't ask

@Tomatexyz

11 ай бұрын

@@cybershinigami9907 Cringe

@cybershinigami9907

11 ай бұрын

@@Tomatexyz didn't ask

@Tomatexyz

11 ай бұрын

@@cybershinigami9907 Cringe

@felfired3947

11 ай бұрын

Cringe guyzzzz 🤓