React to either Last Cell or The War that Followed Me Home by them Last Cell is about a man with mental health issues, leaving a note to his daughter, (presumably thinking or even attempting suicide), and The awar That Followed Me Home is about a soldier returning from war with PTSD and survivors guilt. Powerful stuff. Such an awesome band 👍

@EVANS462

9 ай бұрын

Last Cell is about a terminal cancer diagnosis I'm pretty sure, equally as heartbreaking

@BrandonLong-po1in

5 ай бұрын

@@EVANS462 Hurricane is about his moms cancer

This song came on during my workout and almost had me in tears at the pulldown station. We lost my cousin this way last year. He stayed in the room across from mine while we were in college and always shared jokes and memes. I came home from work one day and then came home to everyone crying. Thank you for this .

Amen, hyperfocus, obsession, fixation will always get the better of anyone, balance is key

One of my favorite songs from them

This song speaks so many volumes, it's unreal, I feel like the heavier tone discourages some people, but if they took the time to resonate with the lyrics it would open up so many eyes especially because this is such a tough topic for people to tackle

This song helped me get past my uncles suicide. i randomly came across it, God knew i was hurting and how to reach me because metal helps me so much. Love convictions.

@crystallava5002

Ай бұрын

don't thank God, thank Convictions... Giving your god credit for the music they bring out (because believe it or not, you're not the only one hurting), is just disrespectful 🙄

songs like this actually helped me stop myself from committing suicide. reminding me of how everyone in my family would feel, it really helped pull me up more times than anyone should have to be pulled up

Convictions are a great bunch of guys the song has definitely got a lot of people in the metal community especially the sir talking about this stuff more yeah might want to give alter bridge's isolation song to listen sometimes as well

@heartsupport this song helped me when I was contemplating ending my life... When this song was released I was struggling a lot and thinking about how people around me would feel if I took that path actually made me think things and fight back. Now, I few years later, I'm going through some hard things but I'm able to be more open about it, share my feelings and struggles with my friends and family and just talking about it helps so much!

Man this song was so raw and honest.

Glad I found this video I am extremely depressed sometimes have suicidal thoughts loved the way you talked about this song.

@HeartSupport

6 ай бұрын

From ThriceTheThird: Never be afraid to share what you are going through with us. Letting it out. I feel can bring a person great relief. Hope you feel a bit better! <3

@HeartSupport

5 ай бұрын

From NateTriesAgain: @dannyrivas7284 Hey there, thanks so much for posting about what you're going through. I can relate deeply myself and just walked with a buddy through a period of his life where he was actively suicidal, and I did a video reply sharing about those stories and just relating to what you shared: www.loom.com/share/93fbc8d07dc243b3b3414c5de2959588 Thanks again, hope this helps. Oh, and for what it's worth, if you want to check out our forum or mentorship program, you can go to our site: heartsupport.com

Man, this hits so hard. A few years ago my depression where really difficult to deal with. When i drove by car at 100km/h i closed my eyes and counted to 3 multiple times, nearly took many Sleeping Pills with Vodka, drank till i passed out etc etc. I wanted to die, had a relapse while covid lockdown. Nowadays my depression is still there, but im happy i didnt end it. Knowing it would atleast ruin my parents lifes. Keep on fighting guys. Winter is coming Sorry for my bad english, im german

@syphxn_9191

9 ай бұрын

your english is perfect, i hope things get better for you

@HeartSupport

7 ай бұрын

From Micro: Thank you for being here and for making it through these heavy seasons of your life. Depression is a beast, but you are stronger than it is, my friend. I'll be rooting for you. :heart:

@HeartSupport

7 ай бұрын

From Sbenm: Hi there, Thank you for opening up and sharing your journey with us today. Your progress is truly commendable, and it's inspiring to witness how you're using your experience to support others. Your resilience is remarkable, and you have every reason to be proud of the strides you've made. Continue your journey with strength, and I'm genuinely grateful that someone who contributes so much to the world is still here with us. With kindness, Salma

This reaction was priceless

@heartsupport im new here but really appreciate you tackling this song and subjects it carries. I discovered this song a while ago but the line "how can i go on living, knowing that this was your choice" has really been hitting different lately. I had an attempt about 4 weeks ago. I regretted it a bit after but was too numb to do anything about it. It wasnt my choice, it was an impulsive decision brought on from being drunk. I know i dont make peoples lives worse, im a neutral influence at worst, but that makes it all the more confusing of why i still feel so alone and cant make connections with people. Even the night that it happened, i helped someone else who was going through the pain of losing their partner, then went home and ODed. It tears me up knowing if it had succeeded, no one would have known that i didnt mean it in the end and regretted it. I feel like a lot of people dont understand how it happened, and i dont really either. I feel like any answer i give isnt good enough to explain what happened or how i felt that night or what led up to it. Including trying to answer that question to myself.

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From Wings: I'm glad you're here, also that you are really thinking about the decisions you and those around you make. It sounds like the choice to get drunk led to impulses to make unintended choices. To say it wasn't your choice is to suggest that someone or something took control of you. Consider drinking and driving, then running into something. The driver may say that running into something wasn't his choice, however, making any choice inevitability leads to the consequences of that choice.

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From ManekiNeko: I’m so grateful you’re here and are able to share your story. Your story has power. So much power. I know that feeling alone and not connected to people is something that is painful and hard, but I do hope that community and sharing your story can bring this closure to you that you are very seen and loved. You don’t owe anyone else an explanation, sometimes life is heavy and hard. What matter is you’re here and you are a wonderful presence in the lives of people who know you

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From Mystrose: Thank you for being vulnerable and honest. I'm thankful that you are still with us and safe. You're message is powerful and meaningful. I think a lot of people including myself need to hear it, so thank you. You matter.

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From Lisalovesfeathers: Hey Friend, Thank you so very much for your post. Firstly may I say how thankful I am that you are still here and able to share your story. It never ceases to amaze me how so much can change in the blink of an eye if things are left undone. Alcohol is a route cause of that as is drugs. I have no doubt that you truly regretted it and im certain not only did you feel dreadful but you aldo learned a gread deal about what you really wanted from you life and more importantly that you wanted your life and that is a wonderful thing. I do also want to thank you for sharing this story, what you have done here is opened other peoples eyes to the fact that this is something when acted on you may regret last minute so instead of acting on impulse think about it! that gives options to people to get help. There is no better help than that out there. Thank you and I wish you a beautiful future. Lisa

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From djstarion: I'm so glad you're here with us today, and that you are here to share your message. As a survivor myself, you look at things a lot different afterwards, and it's hard for others to truly know what's going through in your mind before and after. So thank you <3

This song has me in tears every single time

FANTASTIC!

This song speaks to me That's what I'm going through I feel alone as such way people I thought I could trust tuned out to be narcists Know one understands me only when I find hardcore music helps me in such away that I can escape reality I know suicide is not the answer because I lost many love ones to this stigma and their is always HOPE to see a positive change to help yourself to believe for a better quality of life God Will always love everyone Choose LFE because your worth to fill in that space that no one can fill

@HeartSupport

10 ай бұрын

From ThriceTheThird: Thanks for the positive messages about HOPE. I'm sorry that you have had people in your life that you trusted, turn out to not have your best interests in mind. It's good that you have found music to be therapeutic. Losses to suicide are painful, but your outlook that life is worth choosing is a great one. Hope you're having a good day <3

@HeartSupport

9 ай бұрын

From Micro: Hey friend - I'm sorry that you've been going through a hard time lately. It is such a heavy place to be but to feel like you would be left alone with your struggles, especially when it is *during* those times that you need others the most, when connection can be healing. It sounds that you have given your trust before and that it was turned against you, which is absolutely unfair. I hope you know that, through these now broken relationships, you did what was right and what you could. You couldn't know that people you trusted were solely focused on themselves, unable to see beyond it. It must have felt like such a downfall to have your trust broken though. My heart goes out to you. It hurts to reach a point of vulnerability and intimacy with someone while they somehow use it against us and tear us apart. Your words on suicide are so very true. It is fundamental to resist to this call, to not let it overshadow the love that *is* available, even when it's hard to see it, or even if we have yet to find our people. There is healing through connection, and so much growing pains in isolation. It must have been a painful journey to walk through this grief while struggling yourself - I relate personally to how it feels to have this inner conflict between personal despair yet *feeling* and *knowing* how hurtful grief is. I'm thankful that you are here today and commented on this video. If you need a space to open up about your struggles, a safe space where you would only - and always - be loved with unconditional compassion, feel free to come by on our anonymous forum at forum.heartsupport.com. We are not alone in our struggles, and by coming together we can gather even more strength in face of life's challenges. Know that you have a community standing by your side right here. Hold fast.

Having experienced the pain of losing someone and knowing how much it fucks people up is the only reason im still here to this day when i fall in to the dark place i listen to this song to remind me of why im still here i see this song more as an escape tool than anything

If you watch an interview with the Michael, lead singer, this song was written about 2 fans that followed them around from show to show. I cant remember if they were actual brothers. One of the did end their life and the audio recording is the other individual.

This song hits hard. I'm surprised you didn't heard of Spiritbox - Constance, this songs rips you apart with emotion honestly, heavy subject.

idk if im the only one that teared up to this song but its a wave of emotions

I recomend "As Cities Burn-the widow live"

@heartsupport this song has hit way too close to home. I've tried to reach out to my brothers, my friends, they mention being worried, but it's been weeks since they reached out.

@HeartSupport

Ай бұрын

From Micro: @TheUrehimself I can imagine how difficult it must be right now. It's really tough when you pour your heart out or share something deeply personal, and the response you hope for just doesn't come through. It feels like you're reaching out into a void, especially when it's from those you count on the most. You would expect a different response from them, a sign that would show you also that they don't forget what you share weeks ago. It hurts when this sign doesn't come your way. Feeling like your friends aren't as present as you need them to be can be incredibly isolating. Even making you feel like somehow they might not really care about you. It's understandable to feel hurt and disappointed when the support you expect isn't there when you need it most. It's okay to feel frustrated by their silence and to wonder why they haven't reached out too. Of course, their silence might not mean they don't care, but it's definitely hard to see it when you are left hanging in your own pain. People can get caught up in their own lives and sometimes don't realize how much we need them right now, even when we tried to really convey it to them the right way. I hope you'll receive some answers soon and have the possibility to experience firsthand that you do have a support system there. You did well by reaching out in the first place, and if you ever want to reach out again to them, then that would be okay as well. Asking for help, even sometimes insisting for it, is not something to ever feel ashamed of. On the contrary, it is a beautiful mark of trust but to let others enter your own world. No matter what, your feelings are valid, and you deserve to have someone in your corner. Sometimes it is the people closest to us, sometmies it's not the ones we expected, and sometimes it's a combination of both. Rest assured that you do have a place right here where people care. You are not alone. Sending hugs your way.

@heartsupport It was really hard come from 11 years or so of deployments back to civie street, many time a toaster bath seemed an option, but still here..

@HeartSupport

15 күн бұрын

From lu2910: @BabyVague I want to first say thank you so much for your service. It is because of brave people like you that anyone is able to have a safe life. To have seen such horrors and brutality from deployment to then have to readjust to civilian life must be extremely jarring and unfamiliar. The fact that you are still here today is something to be very proud of. I for one am very proud of you and very grateful that you are still here. As unfamiliar as civie street is, there are so many people who will love you and help you readjust. This darkness will not last forever. Keep taking things one day at a time, finding the beauty that is in each today and persevere forward. I am here for you and care about you. You are so very loved <3

@HeartSupport

8 күн бұрын

From runner12: @BabyVague I want you to know how glad I am you are still here and I am so grateful for your service. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to transition back to “normal” life after 11 years. Sometimes the world seems so dark and we feel trapped and hopeless to the point that ending it all seems like the only option. I’m so glad that you fought that urge and are still here. While it may seem dark and hopeless, I truly believe there is hope and purpose for you. You are not alone. We are here to support and encourage you. I pray that you find support and healing because you are loved and worthy. Stay strong!

@HeartSupport

8 күн бұрын

From PenArt: @BabyVague *I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve seen or been through. Thank you for serving where most others cannot. I can’t think of how tired I’d feel, emotionally and mentally, seeing and hearing what you’ve been in and then trying to adjust back to home life. Like everything’s ok. I’m so proud of you for being so strong, I can understand the appeal of a way out of a bad headspace, like a big blaring red ‘exit’ sign in a room on fire. Sometimes those fires are too overwhelming and we can’t put them out on our own and we feel like we gotta bail. I wanna let you know that bailing isn’t an option, there are people who do care and can help! And it sounds like you’re doing a great job so far! You are here! You made it through it all and you’re still here! You keep on going friend! We love you and are here for you!!! Thank you for all you’ve done and thank you for sticking it all out for us!! *