as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️

@AfallinAngel

3 жыл бұрын

You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜

@joshhensley1460

3 жыл бұрын

You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years

@kevincaswell8085

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on

@AfallinAngel

3 жыл бұрын

@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.

After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏

@dalehartnell6199

7 ай бұрын

Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain

@ShaneSchoeman

7 ай бұрын

@@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏

@kristinefarrell3803

7 ай бұрын

​@@dalehartnell6199😢

@bridgetteterry3636

7 ай бұрын

Only God above is why you still here hun.

@brendamck7169

7 ай бұрын

God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.

I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you

@Colicchie

11 күн бұрын

Much love and respect .. sincerely . And thank you, I appreciate it 🙏🏽

I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!

@Colicchie

29 күн бұрын

How amazing Thomas, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us ..!! 🫡❤️🙏🏽🙌🏽

Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.

@tyronekelly5641

3 жыл бұрын

Fair play to you man

@bryanpatrick7402

3 жыл бұрын

Appreciate it brother

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?

@bryanpatrick7402

3 жыл бұрын

Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?

@stevenroof6502

3 жыл бұрын

Keep staying strong I'll pray for you

"if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills

@Colicchie

7 ай бұрын

❤️🙏🏽 much love

@brianstephens933

6 ай бұрын

@@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Ll J The R

@amya4656

5 ай бұрын

Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗

@DanielleLeeds-xi3bu

5 ай бұрын

Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.

@angelastearman5478

4 ай бұрын

🤍Igetit!!

The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!

15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?

@zoosher_ukswiftbold9020

Ай бұрын

wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.

@sarahmiles2137

20 күн бұрын

26years using every word is so true 2yrs clean now

Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ❤

@Colicchie

6 ай бұрын

My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love

@user-kh4kc9uy9l

4 ай бұрын

i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh

@jellybean7196

3 ай бұрын

Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤

@user-je1xd9tc1i

2 ай бұрын

RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young

@Paul-ic4vn

Ай бұрын

❤yes l no to alwys

As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

@leoamundson7877

3 жыл бұрын

Clean and free Seattle 2021

@jeremycasper5181

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@joewatson7874

3 жыл бұрын

This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem

@lyonzee0079

3 жыл бұрын

God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..

I LOVE this song! Going through recovery myself, I was clean for 2 years and relapsed. That relapse took me to jail for the first time and also a second time last year. But I thank God and the judge for putting me in for 6 months, that jail time really saved my life. I overdosed twice from fentanyl after my first time being in jail last year. I have listened to this song on repeat along with Colicchie's other music. I have turned on a couple of my sober friends to the music as well. It speaks a lot of truth behind us addicts. But we are living proof we do recovery!! Keep the music coming it helps us in recovery!

"If you never lived it trust me you'll never get it" real shit 💯 true life story God Bless you all i got clean year 19 1st time I heard this song was when I was homeless 😅

@Colicchie

Ай бұрын

❤️🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

@bstrong17861

25 күн бұрын

congrats sir

@Mike-ou9jg

11 күн бұрын

@@Colicchie thanks you for reply back

8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi

@vh8765

5 жыл бұрын

Kris Davis, Still going??

@krisrota7619

5 жыл бұрын

Still sober

@vh8765

5 жыл бұрын

Kris Davis, Hell yeah!! I’m so proud to hear that…

@krisrota7619

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd

@vh8765

5 жыл бұрын

Kris Davis, Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church?? I quit smoking cigarettes January 5. Not even a puff!

This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

❤️🙏🏽

@michaelshook6651

2 жыл бұрын

It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛

@michaelshook6651

2 жыл бұрын

This one has ❤

@shanehofer3106

2 жыл бұрын

🤣🤣

@stephanieknowles1396

2 жыл бұрын

🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭

Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!

@Colicchie

6 ай бұрын

Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!

@ChristopherPenn-nn6tb

4 ай бұрын

Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean

39million views. This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked. I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.

@Colicchie

29 күн бұрын

Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it. Much respect.

Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.

@Colicchie

9 ай бұрын

Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

@jocoward5700

7 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@jocoward5700

7 ай бұрын

u no it

@pampom5331

4 ай бұрын

God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.

@PreacherAnamacha

4 ай бұрын

Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away... Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.

Tears are flowing down my face.. I've never heard someone completely capture my life in active addiction so closely. I'm so grateful for these 65 days clean from meth and fentanyl

@Colicchie

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you..!!! And congratulations

@belgiangamer4516

3 жыл бұрын

keep ur head up and stay on the right path it will be hard but fight and bite trought the tough days u will get where you need to be 💪🏻👌🏻

@robinclakley4780

3 жыл бұрын

People need to talk about their own addictions it help. to cop with their own lives ..so they grow from the past ....if you stay stuck what are u gonna do..everyomes sickness and sadness it is there own and not the same as yours

@EASTSIDE-313

3 жыл бұрын

Keep it going, I used for 10 years, never missed a day, the longest I went without using was maybe 20 hours but now I'm almost 3 years clean. Methadone saved me. Just know it can be done if you are ready.

@merseymay

3 жыл бұрын

Half the songs out there are about drugs or their downsides or even getting clean but they beat around the bush. I relate but it all sounds very much like painting over the cracks to make them prettier or romatisise the struggle. Colicchie speaks about the raw truth of the life and the emotions involved with recovery and loving addicts too. I find it hurts enough to heal, to be confronted with it outside of that upside down world that, you can not speak about if you havent lived it.

It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong

Wow, im beyond taken back. This is beautifully painful. Raw and something some people will never understand. Definitely mad respect for you, stay strong brother, the devil aint got the grip no more🙏🏼

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it. Truly

I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine

@jeffreyhuddleston1102

2 жыл бұрын

You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother

@drewpearce7773

2 жыл бұрын

You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well

@chrissilliker8633

2 жыл бұрын

You got it stay strong

@katrinabentley9035

Жыл бұрын

Keep going Christine💯👍🏽 I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽

Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!

@AlexN-Astro

5 жыл бұрын

Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...

@jessicafischer8423

5 жыл бұрын

suzanne rouze amazing

@mrpete218

5 жыл бұрын

That’s awesome!!!

@jodiekingshott5289

5 жыл бұрын

God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x

@daveosborne743

5 жыл бұрын

Congrats

I’m laying in a detox centre in the uk detoxing of methodone. I’m so sick right now! I’m tearing up writing this! I’m struggling bad! I’m at the point of getting worse feeling less sick is a way of yet! I want my life back. Must heard this a 100 times, but the lyrics are hitting me like a brick right now! Love brother. U hit the seriousness of this hard! I need to be hearing this more than u will ever no right now! Thank you❤

@christinemayes5304

5 ай бұрын

I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.

@jstephens630

5 ай бұрын

You (CAN and WILL) Do it! Using a friend's phone ! Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love. Remember Demand greatness. your worth it! Kristy Rubin 2023 Ps. Best song Ever! #1

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.

@andrewwarnick2735

3 ай бұрын

Keep going brother! Life will be so much better when you’re clean!

@flawed.81

3 ай бұрын

Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick

I’ve been sober 3 years and 6 months. December 2nd 2020 I found you not long after and every time I hear this song I remember where I was and how I relate to that feeling to escape feeling there’s no exit. You remind me the pain and struggle we went through, even though it was hard, has made us the better people we are today. I don’t and won’t ever be that person again

Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️

@kdspeece6802

4 жыл бұрын

7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!

@kendrabingham9828

4 жыл бұрын

Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️

@kdspeece6802

4 жыл бұрын

Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D

@demonindustrygaming2314

4 жыл бұрын

Very true

@kendrabingham9828

4 жыл бұрын

Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!

I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽

@natashahinse193

2 жыл бұрын

First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey

@angelachavez2478

2 жыл бұрын

You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks

@psych0juggal0420

2 жыл бұрын

Wow I have 65 days clean

@therealcommenter2790

2 жыл бұрын

Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.

My mom got me into using meth at 17 years old. I used until i was 33. Today I am celebrating my 8th month anniversary of being sober 240 days 🤟🎊. Thank you so much Colicchie you and your music has been a big part of it!! Your a blessing to me and so many people around the world 🙏❣️👏

I'm two years clean from heroin and crack. Hearing you rap about this gave me hope for more people to get clean. Good work friend stay strong.

Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!

@Colicchie

8 ай бұрын

Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!

@GeorgeChavez-oq2vr

3 ай бұрын

3:26 ❤

I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽

@Mr93santana

2 жыл бұрын

Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.

@sharonfaulkner3335

2 жыл бұрын

Fabulous going!!!! 🤗

@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935

2 жыл бұрын

Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...

@Mr93santana

2 жыл бұрын

@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.

Us addicts know this hits home.

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

There will never be a song that hit me like this one did . I heard it in rehab in may of 2020 . I heard it right at my straight rock bottom. I never thought I’d be what drugs made of me. I’m still working hard at my program. Thank you Colliche I play this song all the time bc it reminds me of my story from beginning to end. All my friends that I’ve lost the psychosis all of it. Still have a long ways to go. Plz keep me in your prayers. As I will keep every addict in mine. And Congratulations on how far anyone has made it! 1,339 days for me today. One day at a time. And to anyone that struggling try never to get complacent just when you think you’ve made it over the mountain there’s another mountain on the other side. Keep your heads up and stay positive.

@Colicchie

4 ай бұрын

Congratulations, that’s so incredible. Proud of you..!! ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.

@Colicchie

11 ай бұрын

Truly amazing..!!

@michaelatkin9649

9 ай бұрын

So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past

@xbriggs25x

8 ай бұрын

How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices

@jaysonwatson.5602

8 ай бұрын

Facts nice bro

@TheHornsfan37

8 ай бұрын

Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!

Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again

@Colicchie

10 ай бұрын

Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

@nickadoo62

6 ай бұрын

what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't

@paulkalec7652

6 ай бұрын

Never say never

@yoshishrooms9086

Ай бұрын

I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance.. This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont

@slickric1027

5 күн бұрын

​@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.

When I faced my demons, I listened to you rap nonstop. I'm proud to say that I'm coming up on my 6th year clean. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it the most.

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

Much love Amanda, truly. How are you holding up this weekend?

I've spent most of my life in addiction. The last 10 years I was addicted to heroin fentanyl. This song really spoke to me. It described my last 3 years of addiction. I am so grateful that I ha e 3 years as of March 3rd 2024. I listen to this all of the time. It reminds me tlwhy I got sober.

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

Truly amazing Melissa, much love

Been using for 13 years. 40 days clean today..

@roosterd4331

6 жыл бұрын

Jank Star keep it up and stay strong ! Remember that the ones trying to pull you back in to the shit are the weak ones 👌

@courtneysmith2918

6 жыл бұрын

Jank Star congrats to you!!!!!! I am so proud of you and I don’t even know you. I just know how hard it is.

@juliannah5721

6 жыл бұрын

Even tho we don't know each other, please know I'm so proud of you. I've used on and off for 10 year, and I'm on a pretty rough run. But I have hope, and there's strength in me yet.

@jhagnerb

6 жыл бұрын

Cool

@nishonmarcus622

6 жыл бұрын

God is good keep fighting it u so u will be able to say no

No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again

@MrTreewizard

5 жыл бұрын

Absolutely

@tylergibson7214

5 жыл бұрын

We got this all of us

@rebeccamiller2837

5 жыл бұрын

Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!

@stephenbobbett8689

5 жыл бұрын

Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.

@kaitlynkeenom1055

5 жыл бұрын

Hey

Bro I hope you still read these comments... currently I'm in a rehab treatment center some s*** happened I was about to walk out. But your music and this song helped me stay and I also don't want my baby girl to see me high ever thank you.

This track Cutts me deep.what does not kill us makes us stronger.👊🏼

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Much love and respect ..!! Sincerely

@Lisa-tg2yx

4 ай бұрын

Wicked mate. Love this..❤

*HEROIN GAVE ME BEAUTIFUL WINGS,,,,* *BUT TOOK AWAY MY SKY....* 😢 *6 years clean 🙏 ♥

@ItsCinny1

5 жыл бұрын

Bexxybex i love this

@Bxxxxxx

5 жыл бұрын

@@ItsCinny1 thank uuuu 😊. The irony, and the haunting image it creates has always really resonated with me. And I'm sure anyone that's struggled with addiction would feel it also ♥

@kevingibbs2983

5 жыл бұрын

I like how you put that. Very philosophical.

@Bxxxxxx

5 жыл бұрын

@alexandra xx ♥♥ you're welcome ♥♥

@taylormarie4461

5 жыл бұрын

Wow for real 💯

Brought tears to my eyes. IF YOU HAVEN'T LIVED IT, THEN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ABOUT IT. That's ours, and only for us. Thank you for this song.

@coltonthomas4238

6 жыл бұрын

Michael Burseth amen ...

@heatherlaurenvil866

6 жыл бұрын

Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.

@alexisgarelick1391

6 жыл бұрын

Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices

@lankylongman

6 жыл бұрын

I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks

@wesjackson1389

6 жыл бұрын

Michael Burseth 💯 brotha

Thank you for this,7yrs Sober here, glad that there's an artist out there willing to say it

@Colicchie

12 күн бұрын

Amazing Heathe, much love. We can do this

we all need a rapper like you to believe there will still be a future. I believe in you homie, best of luck to you and your wonderful family.

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!

@glynnmortimer4013

Жыл бұрын

Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.

@glynnmortimer4013

Жыл бұрын

Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.

@glynnmortimer4013

Жыл бұрын

You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back

@markwatson8016

Жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect

as the mother of an addict, this brought me to tears. Thank you.

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Much love ❤️ how are you today? If someone you love suffers from addiction you can always message on Facebook, I’ll do what I can to help

@ninaechkantena4584

3 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie this is master

@rickyhall6179

3 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie how are you today man I need some help

@jodiealfredzieske7594

3 жыл бұрын

Hello I'm a addict who hurt his n she always thought she could of done more but trust me sweetheart there's nothing u can do apart from being there we don't do it on purpose or think f,,,k am it's hard to explain when I was scoring I did think of my loved one each n every time which hurt me I took more to stop the hurt I caused round n round x 10days clean today n colliche gave me hope plus it's nice to know he had been there lived it x hope ur child wins their battle x

@jjungbluth420

3 жыл бұрын

@@rickyhall6179 me too

Man.... this hit me so hard. The first time I heard this song my husband played it for me in the car on the way to work, we had been clean for a while and things were good and we were like wow this is amazing and threw it into regular rotation. About 6 months to a year later we were using again and both OD'd.. his was fatal.. that was 3 years ago (been clean since) and I think about this song A LOT and that day in the car and I just happened to finally stumble across it again (I never paid attention to the name of it) and it just really felt like my late husband almost speaking to me and reminding me to keep doing this shit for both of us...

@kellschapman1501

3 ай бұрын

Got tears in my eyes reading this, your a miracle 💜 keep pushing, we got this.. 45 days For me today and I remember listening to this with my ex, he's now in prison again for drugs and I had to surrender.. hardest thing I've ever done but I'm so greatful we have been saved x

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

My condolences Hannah, honestly. Prayers, hope you’re safe. I know the feeling and the torture that comes with addiction and all the damage it does 💔🙏🏽

Colicchie. I got 5 Years Clean yesterday. I'm doing what it takes so my daughter's will never see me high. I first heard your song when I was deep in it on the streets. I connected so deeply, I knew then I wasn't alone in it. Someone out there understood on a level no one else could ever comprehend. It gave me solace and touched me as if you were speaking for me, at the time I was lost, I had no voice. But your words reverberated through me, you gave me hope, you shined a light. So much gratitude 🙏🏻 thank you so much, keep it up man! We're all in this together. One day at a time ❤️

@Colicchie

6 ай бұрын

So amazing..!! Congratulations ❤️💪🏽💪🏽 I just released my new video “ Brielle Jane “ please check it out when you get a chance ❤️🙏🏽

@MamaDfray

6 ай бұрын

@@Colicchie That's my daughter's name. 🥰 She is the reason. I'll check it out. Congrats and keep inspiring, the community thanks you. 👏🏻

I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook

@makka1550

Жыл бұрын

My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things

@jent2265

Жыл бұрын

I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone

@williamcereoli6038

Жыл бұрын

i hope your spouse is doing better

@haidengeary8277

Жыл бұрын

@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.

My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love

@williamcereoli6038

Жыл бұрын

thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin

@wadewarriner139

Жыл бұрын

Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!

@These-nutz

Жыл бұрын

🙏

@orphamariecolwell

Жыл бұрын

for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris

This song saved me! I listened to it on repeat from 4am-6am 07/07/2022. I knew if I left and got more shit then I wouldn’t check myself into treatment so I played this song over and over. I’ve been clean since!

@Colicchie

28 күн бұрын

I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! Honestly. Thank you so much

Your music is so important to me and my community. I'm from Humboldt County California...behind a beautiful Redwood curtain ..plauged by pain, isolation and drug addiction. This place is too beautiful to see this much pain.

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, truly

4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?

@ericholliman2911

3 жыл бұрын

How did you get off the h

@mannnomanstan5698

3 жыл бұрын

@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.

@Itsjustdrdrew

3 жыл бұрын

@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death

@antonylister6867

3 жыл бұрын

@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.

*When you are happy you enjoy the melody, but when you are broken you understand the lyrics*

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

🙏🏽❤️

@mikeb5573

Жыл бұрын

That has to be the best statement out of everybody's comments

@travisbouie8115

Жыл бұрын

So true

@bcullen5417

Жыл бұрын

U CAN FIX BROKEN THINGS

@whatstheinternet5089

Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry I'm happy....I feel for the ones still on the floor.

I have been clean 4 years and ever time I think aboutusing I listen to this to remind me what it will bring think so much for this

@malissaminor9800

6 сағат бұрын

Congratulations on your sobriety milestone 🤟. Stay strong and keep going 💪❤

Got a whole new set of feels listening to this song, while reading the comments. Thank you family. Your comments are everything. We do recover and we're fighting for our lives. You're my heros. Love u

@Colicchie

4 ай бұрын

Much love, thank you so much..!! Sincerely

@user-kh4kc9uy9l

4 ай бұрын

im still in the fight however i always listening for ways out, spmetimes its a song that lets me kno theres someone out there like me and did it. and there music is talking aloud to me as if i wrote it. hats off to Colicchie

@mldrafts560

4 ай бұрын

@@Colicchie no thank you. It's so real raw and beautiful. Thank u for putting yourself out there like tha

"If you listen to this song and you felt something you've been there..." Enough said.

@hoffneramalie

6 жыл бұрын

MrJbobzy couldn't be more true.

@randybaker7019

6 жыл бұрын

MrJbobzy chills bro

@coreymanning8967

6 жыл бұрын

FACTS!

@andrewanderson4151

6 жыл бұрын

💯

@j.b.j.b.7435

6 жыл бұрын

MrJbobzy fr

I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!

@trustnoone8972

Жыл бұрын

Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help

@toddfrancis7482

Жыл бұрын

It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much

@befkoning3336

Жыл бұрын

Respect 😘

@trustnoone8972

Жыл бұрын

Congratulations

Hearing this for the first time.. it hits hard. Going thru what I’m going thru, and what so many others are going thru. It hurts. I’ve lost my sons because of it and my daughters had to see me high. Something I swore I’d never do as a parent. But promised myself I’d get clean for my children. They’re the only thing pushing me

@Colicchie

Ай бұрын

Much love and respect .!! We can do this, I can totally relate. Stay strong ❤️🙏🏽

Amazing lyrics, fantastic music,reminds me 2pac, Eminem,Dmx.😊😊😊

4 years off heroin. 2 years off methadone. Thank you for this! Much love!

@MaameDankwah

6 жыл бұрын

Congrats emily praying for you

@brooklynsown5255

6 жыл бұрын

Congrats

@carterlevinstein5634

6 жыл бұрын

Respect for that , I'm still going through pain each day off the methadone withdrawal

@emilyrose8918

6 жыл бұрын

Carter Levinstein I know it's extremely hard, but dont give up! You got this. It does get easier!

@trviis

6 жыл бұрын

Congrats :)

My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much ❤️

@tylernelson9066

2 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.

@jamessimon9453

2 жыл бұрын

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS

@beyoutiful3203

2 жыл бұрын

I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌

@beyoutiful3203

2 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life

Just over 2 months clean and never knew life could be this good

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

So amazing.! Congrats, let’s keep it going 🙏🏽❤️

Today I’m sending prayers to anyone stuck in addiction you’re not alone and it’s okay to ask for help. Thank you Collicchi for showing your support through music.

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

Much love, thank you so much 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

He just told all our stories in one song.

@arriannasmith532

4 жыл бұрын

Yes he did in both parts! Part 1 n 2

@samanthastuffle2684

4 жыл бұрын

Yes ma'am

@ryanholland1881

4 жыл бұрын

💯 my life right here

@stephanieroll3306

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

@unitxorphikz6937

4 жыл бұрын

I like the hell out of his music kuz I lived that life story

wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

❤️❤️❤️

@caitlynhottel8933

2 жыл бұрын

The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.

@markgonzales7137

2 жыл бұрын

I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did

@markgonzales7137

2 жыл бұрын

My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day

@trentkasemeier8208

2 жыл бұрын

For sure!

Guy literally poured his heart out in 7 minutes. Deserves recognition. 3 years clean and sober

@Colicchie

Ай бұрын

Much love and respect, truly. Thank you so much

This is Jordan McEachern, still a great song. Also it was an amazing experience for some of my friends that you came down to the soup kitchen and gave us a great performance to remember. My sister bee was ecstatic to meet you, as well as my friends. You showing up like that was a day a lot of my peers will never forget. Thanks again for you dropping by Kitchener Ontario, at St.Johns soup kitchen

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! I’ll be in Timmins, Ontario next month ❤️🙏🏽 thank you

Saw this at 2 months sober 500 days today, *keep going*

@tammypierce9290

5 жыл бұрын

So true so true

Rest in peace Dad. I know you tried and have a bigger heart than anyone gave you credit for.

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

💔💔🙏🏽

@desireeloud2681

Жыл бұрын

Amen.

@CashmereHoover

Жыл бұрын

Amen

@grahamflynn619

Жыл бұрын

Amen

@RickysMom

Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤

I listen to this song so many times this song help me when i was getting clean. ive been clean two years now and counting thank you..

@Colicchie

12 күн бұрын

Thank you so much Timothy, I genuinely appreciate it and glad you’re doing well. Honestly

My mother and i are both addicts. Im currently almost 6 years sober. My mom is coming up on 5 years sober. Your music has inspired us more than you know ❤😊

@Colicchie

4 ай бұрын

That is awesome! Proud of you guys, sincerely

I been using heroin for the last 15 years now, this has taken all that is good away. But I keep on trying, I'm on my 6th time trying to get clean. I have 5 days clean now and pray for it to stay.

@adamlopez2740

3 жыл бұрын

5 days seems so far away for me. I pray you find your sobriety.

@ABCdogtraining802

3 жыл бұрын

Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Amazing, you can always message me on Facebook

@lawrencehoadley4190

3 жыл бұрын

If ya ever need I'm here bro

@jimmyk9202

3 жыл бұрын

You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!

31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏

@Colicchie

11 ай бұрын

Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼

That Feeling When Your Little Brother Introduces Colicchie To You & Within 3 Months He Dies Of A Drug Overdose. Rest In Peace Joe & #Colicchie Thank You.

@Colicchie

Ай бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear that, my condolences 💔💔

First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD. I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass. Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions. I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself. And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here. God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!

@Colicchie

11 күн бұрын

We all appreciate you. We really do ❤️❤️

I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?

Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽

@EPICFOSTERDMP

2 жыл бұрын

You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro

@seanpatrickgrenier2716

2 жыл бұрын

Glad you can finally admit that

@texxbeertroft7120

2 жыл бұрын

My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up

@texxbeertroft7120

2 жыл бұрын

I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart

I'm 12 year's sober .. I've lost my big sis, 2 nieces, 2 nephews and sister in law and lot's friends . Still have family using God I pray they could get sober. 🙏 Not easy but u can do it ❤

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

Amazing, stay strong ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 congrats

Please help me with my son. Please! Your song is amazingly beautifully revealing. So brave my friend. So REAL! We are living it. I’ve spent hours searching for words or songs of encouragement to send him in jail awaiting to be sent to rehab and I found you. Please!!! Your songs, your heart hit it 100%. Idk you but so proud of you. I’m a nurse and yet I can’t save my son.

@Colicchie

6 ай бұрын

Have him message me if he can ..!!

This is the song that my friend turned on while we were getting high and it caught my attention. I listened intently all the way through to the end. I was in complete tears breaking down. That's when I made the decision to turn myself into rehab the next day . I now have 18 days of clean time. My drug of choice was meth. I've been battling addiction since I was 13 years old and I just turned 49. I was dry once for 10 years and I was clean another time for almost 13 years. Don't get complacent in your recovery, you can lose it. We will never be recovered, we will always be in recovery, hopefully. We will never be cured. There is no cure. We will have to work on our recovery for the rest of our lives, because we are addicts. But always remember that you're worth it, and that nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy. Stay strong. Love you all! ***And a huge thanks to Colicchie and your music!*** 💙💙💙

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?

@richardcoble9498

3 жыл бұрын

Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all

@Itsjustdrdrew

3 жыл бұрын

good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant

@lettakayenorman6361

3 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤

@lettakayenorman6361

3 жыл бұрын

@@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤

Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!

@Colicchie

8 ай бұрын

Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

@stevenworthing2278

5 ай бұрын

😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮​@@Colicchie

@Melissa-kh8sn

4 ай бұрын

How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????

@bstrong17861

25 күн бұрын

much love stay clean for your daughter, your strong, it has been done. Why not you too.

I had my daughter the year this was released..i had been shooting heroin for close to 10 years..we blared this at the sober house i was in..my daughter hasn't seen me high thank god..i work in a treatment center helping other addicts today..thank you for telling my story when i couldnt.

@OvERdOS-ou6hl

2 ай бұрын

Amen brother 🙌🙏💯💪

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

How incredible, seriously.!!! Glad you’re doing well. That genuinely just made me smile

@DavidPack-sx6nj

2 ай бұрын

@Colicchie we love you here in the land..there is a group of us that got and stayed sober around that time..we all listen to you..all of us just respect the journey of recovery you are on..thanks for the reply

@OvERdOS-ou6hl

2 ай бұрын

💯💯💯🙌🙏🌇

first time ever for the temptation is gone as of right now.... thank u my Lord for helping me in my addiction only u lord can keep me strong and keep me from falling for i want to be with u in heaven ..

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

❤️❤️🙏🏽

I have 4 months clean...Im tired of being fuckin hungry....my shit being stolen .... The things I had to do to get my next high. It's truly a blessing now to wake up not to have that burden on my mind . I lost to many fuckin friends from Drugs and I refuse to die with a needle in my arm . I pray every night for all addicts and hope one day they can see the beauty in recovery. I'm pushing everyday Your music is touching and has helped me so much. Keep touching lives man and keep pushing...you got a beautiful family 💕💕💕💕

@Colicchie

10 ай бұрын

We can do this ❤️🙏🏽 hold on, stay strong

4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life! Your music is powerful- especially this song. 4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace! We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽

@1janeyjewel

Жыл бұрын

@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️

@marliannaminer8303

Жыл бұрын

@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚

@1janeyjewel

11 ай бұрын

@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx

Once a junkie not always a junkie. Relapse is part of addiction. You'll always be an addict. As myself. I'm struggling today. I stopped fighting my demons. I let myself slip again. About 3 months ago.. Addiction will always be apart of who I am. Addiction is 100% a disease. The best we can do is keep pushing one day at a time. Keeping the strength. Look for the good in life and push for that. Staying sober is so hard. Especially when the world around you crumbles. This song is deep bro. Keep doing whatever it takes. That beautiful daughter of yours deserve the very best. That you are 100% giving her bro. ❤🔥

@Colicchie

2 ай бұрын

Much love and respect, and you’re right. Thank you.!! We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

@gamingwithpurplerhino2363

2 ай бұрын

@Colicchie I hope you tour in Canada (Toronto to be specific) I'd love to see you live! ❤️

This was the first tune I came across as a great help to some amazing artists FROM ENGLAND ❤

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much ❤️

This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.

@Colicchie

Жыл бұрын

Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong

@marliannaminer8303

11 ай бұрын

💚💚💚💚💚💚

@xbriggs25x

8 ай бұрын

Keep it up man

@michaelmurray8668

8 ай бұрын

This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless

@BRUMIE732

8 ай бұрын

Stay 💪 strong

Been clean for 6 years now and this song still gives me chills and the motivation to keep going! Thanks bro

@Colicchie

3 жыл бұрын

Amazing, honestly. How are you today?

@mikeschools75

3 жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/Y2esya2qg83OqNo.html Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months

@stevenroof6502

3 жыл бұрын

Wow rite on how are you today

I'm celebrating my 1 year anniversary of getting clean off meth and coke on Thanksgiving and this song has helped me through some tough times over the last year. Just know that recovery is possible if you want it. And if you're having trouble staying clean then just keep coming back because it works if you work it. Much love to everyone in recovery and to those struggling getting clean

@Colicchie

5 ай бұрын

Amazing Tyler, how are you holding up?

I was on fentanyl 4 years ago when I first listened to this song. I remember it gave me hope. I am now 3 years fully clean, no relapses. This song gives me chills cause I can relate so much. God is real and he saved me. I wish recovery to all those who are struggling with addiction. ❤️

@Colicchie

12 күн бұрын

So amazing Lesley ❤️❤️ that’s what I love to hear

I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽

@paultait6653

2 жыл бұрын

Son is safe, and is well cared for.

@paultait6653

2 жыл бұрын

Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY

@tomdickenson9025

2 жыл бұрын

We watched on the same day hope u keep it up

@lauriemontalvo207

2 жыл бұрын

@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years

4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.

@Colicchie

10 ай бұрын

Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️

I listened to thing song the first time in rehab during music therapy . I was two days clean from a 10 year fentanyl addiction .. no hope or nothing at rock bottom , two years clean next month , this song helped me a lot

Just got home. Been fighting addiction since I was 15. I just turned 35 in rehab 2 days ago. Heroin, meth, fentanyl, bath salt, coke/crack, Xanax, Alcohol. Sobriety is hard. Every time I OD I come back. I have no choice but to get clean. I'm sick of suffering. To anyone feeling hopeless like I do. I love you. Keep your head up and hold on. Trust God🙏Peace.

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

Stay strong, I know the feeling and how hard it can get. Hold on 🙏🏽❤️💪🏽💪🏽

Listening to this makes me so incredibly grateful that I have 7+ years of sobriety and am no longer a slave to addiction! *#soberAF* *#onedayatatime*

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Truly amazing.. let’s keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽

@jsears5558

2 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie the words are so real. #Baltimore

@Alessastarz

2 жыл бұрын

Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!

@Jack-yq3tg

2 жыл бұрын

Your doing amazing. Keep it up

@kishorenaib

2 жыл бұрын

Congratz. Please keep it that way. I love this tune too, the party drugs got me. No more.

What a legend. Takes a man to admit this. Your a champ.

@Colicchie

2 жыл бұрын

Much respect Sean..!!

@shannonbrumagen7300

2 жыл бұрын

@@Colicchie I find myself replaying "drug addiction" (at first alot) but now when I feel myself slipping I re-listen to gather myself and remind me of my priorities, thanks for the words, God bless

@seanfarrell8457

2 жыл бұрын

Hope your doing good today pal

@jennb8874

2 жыл бұрын

Weourd

I commented on this song 4 years ago. This song saved me. Im back to just remind myself to stay humble. Thanks colicchie. Ill continue to do what ot takes so my daughter never sees me high. 4 years off the Fent. Dont give up peeps. Love you all 💯

@Colicchie

Күн бұрын

I appreciate it and you.!! Honestly

@user-hf3ke2mr7s

16 сағат бұрын

@@Colicchie thanks bro. Means alot

I'm going through this with my older sons , please keep telling this young adults the truth.GOD BLESS u fam ..

@Colicchie

3 ай бұрын

I’m trying 💔💔🙏🏽