Child of Satan Child of God | Master Video
I've decided to create one whole video with all of the chapters to Susan's book. It just barely fit the youtube guidelines, by the skin of its teeth, being right below 10 hours. I hope that you enjoy this and make your own opinions about the situation after reading/listening to the book. Feel free to "book mark" where ever you may be in the video by time stamping a comment below. Enjoy!
Chapter Time Stamps
Intro: 0:00
Chapter 1: 01:33
Chapter 2: 26:51
Chapter 3: 45:09
Chapter 4: 59:59
Chapter 5: 01:09:56
Chapter 6: 01:33:03
Chapter 7: 01:48:30
Chapter 8: 02:24:48
Chapter 9: 02:38:43
Chapter 10: 03:10:11
Chapter 11: 03:38:32
Chapter 12: 03:59:39
Chapter 13: 04:24:22
Chapter 14: 04:51:20
Chapter 15: 05:06:01
Chapter 16: 05:32:44
Chapter 17: 05:56:29
Chapter 18: 06:08:24
Chapter 19: 06:37:54
Chapter 20: 06:54:53
Chapter 21: 07:32:45
Chapter 22: 07:46:53
Chapter 23: 08:08:15
Chapter 24: 08:31:23
Chapter 25: 08:46:00
Chapter 26: 09:19:07
Chapter 27: 09:51:39
Afterword: 09:53:43
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She was not right from the start. Never a good person. Her and Tex are the creepiest ones to me. Tex is scarier than manson. Just disgusting.
@georgialee6755
11 ай бұрын
Agree. After Manson she and Tex are the worse! And then the two claiming to become Christians - give me a flipping break!!
@robingagan6288
12 күн бұрын
@@lorig7077 you're right
too bad that Sharon Tate never got to write a book of her own life.
She should of NEVER wrote a book, sell art or anything of that nature. People on acid, LSD don't commit these horrific crimes, known too many people who had indulged ALOT in physic drugs, that type of act NEVER crossed their minds...
@Faceplant-hl5yn
26 күн бұрын
Well, too bad.. these people did
The only sorrow she has is that she got caught and convicted.
@FACDofficialchannel
11 ай бұрын
She's a literal jihadi. Of course that's how she feels
Do people forget what they did to those people stabbed them over and over killed a pregnant woman.. a kid just out of high school...she doesn't deserve forgiveness
@laurieanderson2502
2 жыл бұрын
I agree.
@NicoleKe
2 жыл бұрын
Neither do you if that's the case.
@michaellamartina6961
2 жыл бұрын
Everyone deserves forgiveness that truly repents.
@chrissyknowsitall5170
2 жыл бұрын
@@laurieanderson2502 I agree too.
@liz5465
2 жыл бұрын
@@michaellamartina6961, only IF they truly repent! I hope someday she gets the chance to apologize to Jay, Woitek, Abigail, Steven, Sharon, baby Paul, Gary, Rosemary, Leno and Shorty. After all, aside from NEEDING God's forgiveness. Their forgiveness if they'll give it, is what matters...
Susan only became a Christian because she was afraid of going to hell for her sins and that should clearly tell us that in the end, she was still only more concerned about herself than the lives of the people she helped kill. Although she only stabbed Frykowski in his legs a few times, she still was a huge part of that horrific crime, as well as poor Gary Hinman's murder...
Thank you for posting this. Like many of the comments here, your voice is soothing, and you did a great job. Thanks again.
I read Helter Skelter of course. Saw it on the news. I was only 12 in 1969. But had an older sister about Susan’s age and an older brother a couple years younger than her. I remember the turbulent times of the 60’s. Those 2 older siblings were 60’s kids and went to UW Madison where Mary Brunner studied history before moving to Berkley. I moved to SoCal in spring of ‘81. I wondered about members of the Manson family but never pursued going deeper with everything about them. Later in life, back in the Midwest, I had a gym acquaintance who went through high school with, and gave rides to school and back regularly, Lynette Fromme. He talked about her. Showed me his yearbook with her signing, and note to him. He said she was into the environmental movement and got kicked out of her home due to strife with her dad.
@mhmorris2018
Ай бұрын
Interesting!
Who else wishes Gary Hinman would have wasted Bobby when he had the chance? It would have been a clear cut case of self defense. He could have held Susan and Mary at bay until the police arrived. The police would have got there before Manson arrived. This might have very well prevented the Tate-LaBianca murders since there would be no need for copy-cat murders to get Bobby out of jail. Susan would probably have been locked up so she would not have been involved in the murders at all, that is if they would have still happened in this scenario. Gary and his pacifist attitude most likely got a lot of people killed, at the very least, himself.
@heathervarcoe6894
Жыл бұрын
Susan was demonically possessed. She could easily have alerted the authorities of what was going on with Gary Hinman simply by slipping a note to the cashier when she went to buy medical supplies. At the end of the day Atkins and the other two were psychopathic murderers. She deserved to spend the rest of her life incarcerated as do the other two surviving killers.
@makeupandtheology1821
Жыл бұрын
As a pacifist myself, I think you are right.
@paulvoorhies8821
Жыл бұрын
And Gary was so damn good to them too.
@thebugalito
Жыл бұрын
It would’ve been better if the prosecutors would’ve prosecuted Manson, who got arrested several times while out on parole for big stuff, like stolen cars and stolen credit cards and tons of guns and tons of drugs and under age kids. None of this would’ve happened blame the Los Angeles County sheriffs office, and the LAPD.
@georgialee6755
11 ай бұрын
paulvoorhies8821 Yes and so was Dennis Wilson The Beach Boys drummer yet Manson later threatened his life. What an evil bunch!
love your voice, for one moment I thought it was Susan revealing her own story, excellent work!
I had a brother that was in a cult for several years. To understand the horrors, it helps to have knowledge of cult mentality.
You just hit it out of the park! Stunningly good and perfectly nuanced reading. Thank you!!!!!
Thank you very much for this. You really made Susan alive again with your wonderful voice - you can actually visualize every scene listening!
My goodness - I NEVER would have read this book on my own, and did NOT expect to finish this vid, but your reading and the book were much better than I expected.
I agree with rikkierikkie. Your voice to me sounds like Susan is right there, telling her own story. Your voice is captivating, and you do really good at the exciting moments in book, like Gypsy and/or Catherine telling her how it was. I’ve been wanting book a long time. I found a used copy on thriftbooks and now I’ve been reading along and going back and rereading some parts. You should be a narrator, for real. Thanks again for this. I will be coming back to reread after I finish it. So many things I did not know. It just feels like Susan is telling her story. You are gifted with that. Many thanks. Susan also did another one called the Myth of Helter Skelter. I hope someday you can narrate that one too. You make the reader want to read more, hungry for more of the story. And I mean that as a good thing. Some narrators can’t do that. You’re excellent! 🦋💕🌈
@duckbrew
Жыл бұрын
Susan's voice is more annoying. That whispy babydoll voice isn't fooling anyone. She's full of it.
@swedishlina
Жыл бұрын
Didn’t she do that two years ago?
Susan may have been a born-again Christian child if God, but she never took responsibility for what she did. She never told Doris Tate she was sorry for what she did. Oh, she called Doris a vile name and said she hoped she would die, but she never uttered "I'm sorry for what I did to your daughter and grandson." I find it ironic that Susan died the same way she wished on Doris. The world is a better place without this evil.
@tedwards1604
Жыл бұрын
Absolutely. Death is too good for her.
@trickiification
Жыл бұрын
I agree, though she was indoctrinated; she already had sociopathic tendencies. It was only after the abolishment of the death penalty, she and Watson found Jesus. However, not all people in cults are bad. They are controlled. Under that control, they will do anything the leader wishes. Once out of the cult, and discovering their true identity, there conscience will kick in. This is when you will know if they are sincere, remorseful, and take responsibility. The added tragedy, is all the people involved who have profited from this. If they had a conscience, they would donate at least some proceeds to a noble cause. This story is not simple; so many nuisances.
@georgialee6755
11 ай бұрын
Exactly. Susan is pure evil!!
Th ultimate narcissist, incapable of empathy, only concerned about her life and never her actions .how dare she say from august to October she was consumed with thoughts of her child. What about Sharon’s baby. See you next Tuesday - Susan atkins
Thanks for reading this out. It's so odd hearing her story. You really feel you understand someone when you can hear how they think, especially when it's articulated so thorough, seemingly honest and poetically. Sounds like she was obsessed with her own self image.. it's certainly for the best that she (and they all) stayed inside. It would be too much of a risk that this erratic mind would have been in the free world again. She reminds me of Jodi Arias. She talks of problems that we face in life (love/ rejection/ seeking approval/ feeling lost/ living without purpose) as if she's unique in this mindset and her selfishness irritated me 3/4 through. She follows what her men thinks, manson, then following the bible because of "bruce", its always spurred on to please a man. Notice, the long list of people she prayed for- NO mention of praying for her victims, not one. She's besotted with only herself or things that are extensions of her and make her a victim/ hero. Kinda seems people turn to Christianity to avoid pain?! Existing is tough for so so many people, living in our pasts, avoiding destructive people, not repeating bad habits.. its a hard life.. no excuse to murder. I feel for the victims, and their families. Cheers for putting so much effort in to read this out
@MyraElvira
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, and I agree with everything you said. It's funny that you said she reminds you of Jodi Arias, because I thought the same thing while reading it. Down to the part where she even bleached her hair, spooky. I seriously believe that Susan (and Jodi) had Borderline personality disorder, considering how obsessed with their image they were.
@jc9716
2 жыл бұрын
It's TOO LATE to pray for dead people!!!
@Dobie_ByTor
Ай бұрын
Susan has a complex of personality disorders. I assure you that following Christ doesn’t make life easier. It’s rather the opposite. It makes death easier. It’s wrong to presume the knowledge of people’s motivations. Be well.
It good to know that she was doing better & helping change lives for the better.
She really looks diabolic on that photo on the book cover.
@paulvoorhies8821
Жыл бұрын
Have you seen her mugshot? Makes that look like Snow White.
@user-jd9ey7do7f
6 ай бұрын
She's fine af
@evancoker194
2 ай бұрын
She was then.
What great work you did. Your voice and the way you apply it is amazing. It must have been not easy to read it. Like other listeners said: It feels like you bring her alive. However, I think many portions of the book may not be her real memory, but the way she thought it was. Living a life that she lived is pure horror as well as her actions. I wonder how much she blanked out while incarnated and trying to get a grip on your life.
Your style of narration is quite something - it really adds gravity to the listening experience. Bravo!
Horrible woman.
@cplineberger
2 жыл бұрын
Side note: Stock's beard episode is great
@DaveSCameron
2 жыл бұрын
Very mixed up with the strong drugs and bad choices x
@bobbowie5334
2 жыл бұрын
She could have walked in seven- she made yet another bad choice.
@patlarkin6227
2 жыл бұрын
What a miserable person!
@laurieanderson2502
2 жыл бұрын
Evil woman.
That was not an easy read..you did a great job
Poor Hinman. Still feel so bad for him.
I dont wanna be a child of either of them. I wanna be myself & be nice to people and use common courtesy & basic respect & hopefully its returned and mutual.
@thebugalito
Жыл бұрын
Yes be nice to everyone yet reject God. Solid plan.
Sorry, but I heard her w her own mouth say that she totally felt nothing for Sharon Tate before she murdered her & killed her unborn son. Sorry, talk to God for forgiveness, bc I don't believe her new story
I don't know what it is but your voice is captivating.
just now finished listening to this for the 2nd time in about a year . thanks for all the time and effort you put into this .
OH YEAH, SURE. SHE'S WITH THE LORD NOW. She helped kill Gary Hinton, Frykowski and Sharon Tate, who she stabbed 16 times, tasted her blood, and wrote "PIG" with her blood on the door. She felated her infant boy. OH YEAH, SHE'S WITH THE LORD NOW.. "I was alone with that woman. [Sharon Tate]. She said, ‘Please don’t kill me,’ and I told her to shut up and I threw her down on the couch.” “She said, ‘Please let me have my baby.'” "Bitch, I have no sympathy for you." “Then Tex [Watson] came in and he said, ‘Kill her,’ and I killed her. I just stabbed her and she fell and I stabbed her again. I don’t know how many times.” “She kept begging and pleading and begging and pleading and I got sick of listening to it, so I stabbed her.” OH YEAH, SURE. SHE'S WITH THE LORD NOW.
@kevingonzales5149
Жыл бұрын
They say you can repent your sins and go to heaven, I'm not a religious person and I don't believe any of that, but Christians do.
@christianresearchproject
Жыл бұрын
A question to you. Do you know who Paul the Apostle was? He basically wrote 24-25% of the New Testament. Before he folloed Christ, do you know what he did as an occupation? He killed Christians. The problem here is, YOU want to do the judging in YOUR eyes by YOUR rules. It just doesn't work that way, learn some humility, grow up and get real with yourself and don't be so concerned about others sin. Grow up.
@christianresearchproject
Жыл бұрын
A question to you. Do you know who Paul the Apostle was? He basically wrote 24-25% of the New Testament. Before he followed Christ, do you know what he did as an occupation? He killed Christians. The problem here is, YOU want to do the judging in YOUR eyes by YOUR rules. It just doesn't work that way, learn some humility, grow up and get real with yourself and don't be so concerned about others sin. Grow up.
@lois2997
Жыл бұрын
@@kevingonzales5149 no they don’t she has no true repentance won’t even own her part now claims Tex did the stabbing, pretends she is religious to try and get paroled.
@shanehill2411
Жыл бұрын
Thank you.You see Susan's going to heaven but because I don't believe in a theistic God I'm going to hell according to these people-and I NEVER fucking KILLED ANYONE
Curious as to how many of her supporters, saw the ACTUAL crime scene photos !!!! I did
the time for her to Find God should have been before she found that Dirty Little Hillbilly Tramp. 🙏
Bobby Beausoleil was also involved with Kenneth Anger and Jimmy Page starring in, 'Lucifer Rising' which Bobby Quit. The no dialogue 35 minute Ritual, and a Curse was put at him. One year later, he was Serving Life. Charles Manson and Dennis Wilson hung out and Recorded at The Beach Boys Recording Studio. Dennis left his house when Terry Melcher didn't want to Produce him but The Beach Boys Recorded One Song, not giving Manson Credit or Royalties. Dennis died by drowning, in a haze of alcohol and drugs, because he lived on his boat out of fear of Manson and the family. Susan Atkins changed this story, too many times. She was most viscous, and everyone there including 'Clem', a Psychiatric Ward frequent visitor, and was later found to have only the mindset of so primitive, he is kept behind Bars for Life. She just liked to talk about herself.
@SimonDelaney1974
11 ай бұрын
Clem has been released.
@desicoinc.4094
11 ай бұрын
@@SimonDelaney1974 He grew up in Psych Wards and is Paranoid Schizophrenic. He was a stupid Doofus kind of person. He couldn't have followed Manson's Orders, but Clem was supposed to have been there to get Shorty. The screams they described are for Nightamares.
3:17:05 there is literally video of her in court, where Charlie is being asked questions by a reporter and Susan literally in the video, is mouthing Charlie's responses to the questions, in perfect time with his replies. She couldn't have known what the reporter was going to ask, or have known what Charlie's responses would be to those questions
@ENOUGH_BEST_SONG
2 жыл бұрын
I saw that
@stephanwatson7902
2 жыл бұрын
@Pepe Pupu oh I know, there's very suspicious stuff like how did he learn all of these programming techniques....not in prison, there you just learn to be a criminal; especially back then
@kevingonzales5149
Жыл бұрын
@@stephanwatson7902 Charles Manson was L Ron Hubbard's illegitimate son.
@danahsutton101
Жыл бұрын
I saw that. It ran chills up my spine. Scarier than any horror movie.
@thebugalito
Жыл бұрын
It’s 2 separate videos
The little man was 5"3 not 5"7. None of them deserve forgiveness. It doesn't matter if we do or don't. God, is the one who has to forgive them.
@MyraElvira
Жыл бұрын
Idk. I have seen so many conflicting sources about Charlie's height. I dont know why there are different stories
I don't think I'll ever understand how so many described their first encounters as him reading their minds and falling under his spell. I can almost see them sitting around coming up with stories trying to better one another on how psychic he was. He was just an ex-con, sitting on the couch, singing and playing guitar. You'd have to really want to turn everything that you are to some loser to fall for his crap.
@shanehill2411
Жыл бұрын
Sadly he knew his marks and it was the era.In the end the ones that killed chose to kill because others chose not to and ran away,even knowing how dangerous manson was.The 60s wasn't the free love let's groove together shit many imagined.A con and psychopath born-as were Atkins and Watson in particular.
@paulvoorhies8821
Жыл бұрын
A lot of them were psychotic already.
@johnmullen6906
Жыл бұрын
Normal 3,4 and 5 year olds don't think this way...this bitch was clearly disturbed from the get go?
@Tess-163
Жыл бұрын
not very many men were sucked in by him just the opposite and a lot of women saw through him and walked away and he got rid of the ones he knew he couldn’t control it could have been a much bigger “family “ thank god it wasn’t
@swedishlina
Жыл бұрын
He just told them actually what every young woman/girls, on top of stroking their egos and bodies.
Não creio que ela tenha realmente se convertido, porque nunca admitiu sua culpa. Ao invés, atribuiu sempre seus atos à influência de Manson. Ora, o fruto de uma conversão cristã verdadeira é o conhecimento de sua própria pecaminosidade. Ela se dizia apenas liberta da influência de Manson. A libertação que leva ao arrependimento é maior do que isso.
Creepy Crawley was 1st used in 1966 by the who in the song Boris the spider
If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is the Lord and believe in your heart that he rose from the dead you will be saved
@sommeresposito7728
Жыл бұрын
Takes a little more than that. It takes action.
@WhiteTeeMinistries
Жыл бұрын
@@sommeresposito7728 no it doesn't. It's not by works. Its a gift you can't earn.
I've read this book. I found it very moving. I'm glad she recieved God's grace and forgiveness.
😂The Tate murders, Susan Atkins and Tex Watson first bragged about doing the most gruesome part. Then they both changed their stories blaming it on each other.
I remember a neighbor talking about it, in disgust on that weekend. But the sensationalism only began after Bugliosi's book took off.
@EastSide-qc5oy
11 ай бұрын
That isn’t true at all. The sensationalism began almost immediately after the murders, long before Bugliosi’s book, even before the identities of Manson and the group were announced. The press had a field day with the crimes and the victims. The tabloids gossiped about all kinds of weird possibilities. Associated celebrities were fair game. Some of Sharon’s movies were rereleased into theaters. About 4 months after the murders when the perpetrators were disclosed to the public, it only increased, which kept up well through the trial.
@williamfurman2042
11 ай бұрын
That doesn't quite accord with my information. Sanders "The Family" written in 1971 was nowhere near the blockbuster that "Helter Skelter" written three years later became.
@williamfurman2042
11 ай бұрын
Many today believe it was Cointelpro who unleashed the savagery of the Tate/LaBianca horrors. Watson, the three young females, were just actors, playing the murderers after the grim fact. Just Patsies, wearing phoney masks, who actually never committed a murder in their lives.
@georgialee6755
11 ай бұрын
EastSide-qc5oy Correct. It was a big story right away
@EastSide-qc5oy
11 ай бұрын
@@williamfurman2042 “That doesn’t quite accord with my information.” Either your “information” is wrong or your concept of “accord” is wrong. The Tate murders were national news and then international news, almost immediately after the press first set upon Cielo Drive, mere hours after Winifred Chapman discovered the bodies. It intensified due to the mystery as the investigators struggled to come up with viable suspects for many weeks. And public curiosity increased immensely once the “band of hippie killers” were announced, arrested, and tried and it became the Tate-LaBianca murders. Ed Sanders was an unknown author and being an underground artist his book was written in an unconventional and somewhat oddball tabloid style which didn’t really lend itself to mainstream appeal. There were other books written about the crimes early on with varying degrees of sales. Vincent Bugliosi was, by 1974, a public figure with a big marketing push behind his book which also benefited from strong reviews and became a mainstream bestseller. The book and the television miniseries that followed, had a major impact and served to intensify public interest in the case, which also timed closely with Lynette Fromme’s attempted assassination of President Ford. However, there is no way to argue that the case was not a big deal until Bugliosi’s book. You are simply wrong. As for the “Cointelpro” claims and various and sundry conspiracy theories surrounding the case, they are nothing new and remain mere speculation. Some are more plausible than others, though still unproven. Some are patently ridiculous.
I could listen to your voice all day long.
She could have walked instead of Linda, but was too dumb to be straight with prosecutors. Glad she never got out in society.
I'm not sure what the point was of this book. I don't sense any remorse. You did a great job reading though.
@shanehill2411
Жыл бұрын
A sociopath is a sociopath.
What a beautiful speaking voice, so calming
she was the big talker, when the group was arrested.....bragging about the murders....hmmm.....maybe she changed....eh...who knows....
It's a miracle Leslie's out
@SimonDelaney1974
Жыл бұрын
It’s a miracle she went to the Oscar’s in 1978.
And in this book Susan clearly states Helter Skelter was NOT the motive.
@biscuitcase83
2 жыл бұрын
Susan is a lying murderer who often clearly stated it WAS
@CiscoDuck
2 жыл бұрын
@@biscuitcase83 That is 100% CORRECT Double Bubble Disco Queen!
@DaveSCameron
2 жыл бұрын
It was evidently one twisted and distorted community and once again shows us how pliable and adaptive human beings are, best wishes 🙏
@DaveSCameron
2 жыл бұрын
@@CiscoDuck Wow, do you have a condensed version possibly? I read Tom O'Neills Chaos on here and it exposes further evidence that Healter Skelter was just Bugliosi bullshit
@DaveSCameron
2 жыл бұрын
@@CiscoDuck I'd say the guest house was left because of the barking dogs? He was clearly scared and may have heard his mate get shot or the screams, I agree with the cult levels of info but however Bugliosi found Helter Skelter he clung to it with his life, saying he was anxious about the Labianca wallet being found in a white area and other parts of the theory. Of course there's 4 to 50 working theories but none of them involve the Bugliosi theory. Thanks again 🙏
They went into the prison signing after they stabbed those people to death they begged for their life.. rot in jail
@daviddeida
2 жыл бұрын
*Singing
@laurieanderson2502
2 жыл бұрын
I agree. Rot in jail.
@daviddeida
2 жыл бұрын
@@laurieanderson2502 She's dead.
@lois2997
Жыл бұрын
@@daviddeida good
@daviddeida
Жыл бұрын
@@lois2997 😂
Murders people,writes a book about. Nothing wrong here
I didn't realize Susan had such a colourful life pre Manson...he always made out his followers were naive and vulnerable...Susan was neither!
@michaellamartina6961
2 жыл бұрын
Actually he spoke of them as being very smart.
@Rocket_Queen_Australia
2 жыл бұрын
@@michaellamartina6961 he didn't treat them as such tho
@michaellamartina6961
2 жыл бұрын
@@Rocket_Queen_Australia i agree totally.
@wrensandroses
10 ай бұрын
Manson said no such thing. It was the media that described them as innocent vunerable and naive. Manson always said the opposite: that he was fresh out of jail completely unfamiliar with the counter culter and that it was "the children" who taught him.
So nice listening to your voice. Great book!
@lionessprincessbear2174
2 жыл бұрын
Great book-Susan! The reader did not ‘write’ the book.
Thank you for posting this, Susan was not only a mentor to me but my big sister as well. For those of you who personally did not know Susan, know that she truly loved Jesus with everything in her and I love her and miss her everyday. God bless you Susan Denise and until I see you again Sis, hug yourself for me.
@cazpk6840
Жыл бұрын
Well i am glad Jesus rescued her. God is good.
@christianresearchproject
Жыл бұрын
@@cazpk6840 Yes He is, God bless Caz and I truly mean that, and that also goes for your whole family. Actually, my youtube channel's photo of the field of sunflowers is for Susan, she LOVED sunflowers, hopefully you might find something on my channel to help you if you (or any family members) need it. Or reach out at any time, my name is Ray🙏😇 - God bless Caz!!!
@deanstidham5285
Жыл бұрын
I'm not judging anyone it's not my place but I also find it humorous how 99% of murderers who go to prison miraculously now love God and they've found God all it is is a easy out for pity.somebody please tell me I'm wrong lol
@bobnichols3233
Жыл бұрын
You’re not! She should’ve been put down with rest of those murdering lowlifes.
@lois2997
Жыл бұрын
Those who love Jesus do not stab a pregnant woman to death
Really enjoying your readings. Ive read all these books years ago so its a nice refresher. You should read Reflexion by Lynette Fromme. It's a great book as well. Keep up the good work
I watched Atkins in one of her parole hearings. She strongly pointed out that she did not stab Sharon's baby and thought that was going to be ok. She just allowed her baby to slowly suffer an agonizing death.
@MyraElvira
Жыл бұрын
Yeah... it's a horrible thing to realize, and makes me upset. The baby was past the age of viability, ready to be born almost. Susan said in some accounts that she thought of cutting the baby out of Sharon's stomach, but decided against it. Strangely, that could have allowed the baby to live. It's even worse knowing how Susan had her own baby the year before.
@SimonDelaney1974
11 ай бұрын
@@MyraElviraalso she gave birth to a 2lb baby on acid? How that kid survived is a miracle.
@janecoe9407
10 ай бұрын
IT WAS SAID SUSAN ATKINS HELD DOWN SHARON TATE AND SHE WAS STABBED TO DEATH.
Thank you for the beautiful job of narration.
It's amazing what she remembers in detail at 50 years old there is no way I could have that kinda recollection of 34 32 years ago ? I mean sure I remember things, but not enough to tell it like this, but she did have a lot of time to think about the years she was free I suppose if my free life just stopped at 19 or 20 however old she was in 69 i suppose I'd remember better idk?
@johnnymeckins7866
2 жыл бұрын
@@LLucky1944 i think you're beautiful & thats no lie
@bradenharris8718
2 жыл бұрын
@@johnnymeckins7866 you're gross. Gtfo of here with that creepy shit on KZread videos.
@bradenharris8718
2 жыл бұрын
@@LLucky1944 careful of the creep below you. Yuck.
@jeffgrayson7639
Жыл бұрын
This book was published in 1977 so it was only 8 years after the murders.
@trickiification
Жыл бұрын
Before you comment, you really should do some research.
I like your voice. You read very well. You should do “The Onion Field “.
Thank you for showing this video. Praise the Lord!
@johnmullen6906
Жыл бұрын
Seriously, "praise the Lord",. Grow up, these people chose evil because it pleasured them. PURE EVIL!!!!!! They ARE the real PIGS!!!!!!
Thank you for these readings, good job.
Loved your reading of book great job ❤
This book reads a lot like “Go Ask Alice” which was a popular read for people in drug and alcohol programs in the 70’s. I can’t help but think that Susan Atkins read “Go Ask Alice” and wanted to do something similar telling “her story” or what she wants you to think about her. lol! Both books do the same thing with referencing then current pop culture.
Thank You. Fascinating and Tragic story. Your narration was excellent.
They all found God In prison. No big deal! I've watched her interview on 60 seconds. Very pretty & full of emotion & crying but if you study her closely, you would realise she was probably a psychopath.... no emotion in her eyes. Her words were all chosen carefully... it's like she was putting on an act.
@wimvanaerde6249
11 ай бұрын
Exactly
These people are so hard to listen to. I was just anticipating the moment she spoke of entering prison where she belonged.
Wow, you are way cool. I really admire you hard worker!!
So happy Susan found the Lord, she's resting in peace now...
@sunnyscott4876
2 жыл бұрын
Jesus must spend a lot of time in prison because an awful lot of people find Him there. 😕
@LoneLee2022
2 жыл бұрын
@@sunnyscott4876 Just like Allah. Most people convert to Islam while in Prison.
@renatawarec
Жыл бұрын
Do u actually believe she dedicated herself 100 to God???
@LoneLee2022
Жыл бұрын
@@renatawarec In jail? Yes. She had the time and she wasn't goin anywhere.
@heathervarcoe6894
Жыл бұрын
Big mistake to embrace Catholicism which is a pagan faith devoted primarily to the worship of Mary.
I was looking for this book
Charlie knew how 2 get that sweet honey 2 bad it all turned into vinegar
Great narration depicting a very troubled young woman. I had some commonalities with Susan Atkins..not a perfect upraising,( who does?) I was rebellious in some ways as a teen, ( who wasn't?), I experimented with many drugs, & made a lot of bad decisions also in being in the wrong relationships . I was young & naive as Susan Atkins once was also. But none of my mistakes & naivety never compared to Susan Atkin's tortured soul, in joining a cult, & believing Manson was Jesus, & ordered to kill innocent people. I don't care if she was high. I also took acid as a young woman, & NEVER ever even considered killing people. I was also a stripper as Susan was, but at her age, I kept myself grounded, bought a house, was in a band & took flight lessons. Susan took too many LSD hits & it fried her brain. I don't forgive her high or not. She stabbed a pregnant woman repeatedly, & bragged about it to a cell mate. She never showed remorse for her actions, &" found Jesus" before her parole hearings. She died peacefully in prison where she belonged. She got off easy. Sharon Tate & the other people butchered didn't die as well. Tex Watson & Leslie Van Houten still in prison where they belong until the rest of their miserable existence.I have no pity for any of them. Only God will decide in their washed out lives.
@shanehill2411
Жыл бұрын
Laurie thanks for your sane and balanced words.Many of mansons other followers left once things got Satanic and dark-including a couple who had been with him far longer than Van Houten and kasabian.Glad to hear you have done alright sister.
She also said to Sharon Tate. I have no mercy on you b*****
Ive read this book on kindle. It was actually pretty good. I dont beleive everything she says, the profits from this book didn't go to the families of the murdered.
@trickiification
Жыл бұрын
It is a good book; but i encourage you to read updated sources; reliable sources of this story. I did, and i leave myself with still more questions though...lol
Im very close to the end, i wish i could have lived my dreams. I failed to live a happy life, so far
I find it difficult to listen to her account of her having her baby that she even calls a special event. When they took Sharon's special even from her. This alone tells me still no remorse.
@georgialee6755
11 ай бұрын
She definitely had no remorse! None!!
LOL the best part is when she casts out demons, pft....🤣😂🤪😜
@rachelemeaders4696
Ай бұрын
LOL
Your the gift that keeps on giving Myra Elvira
You have a great channel. Much good content. I was looking for an audiobook and ended up watching your true crime shorts for two hours. Since you have an interest in Manson, I recommend The garbage people by John Gilmore. He's an OLD Hollywood guy and has a bunch of interesting finds. He also wrote the essential Hollywood true crime book Hollywood Babylon. Good times 😃
@sixteenstringjack
2 жыл бұрын
Kenneth Anger wrote that no??
@longgone696
2 жыл бұрын
@@sixteenstringjack Kenneth Anger wrote Hollywood Babylon but there is a Mansion association, he also made the film Lucifer Rising starring Bobby Beausoleil. Bobby also composed the score for the entire film. Anger has a lot of stories about hanging out with the family.
@MothGirl007
Жыл бұрын
Kenneth Anger's Hollywood Babylon book is comprised of almost all made up stories - it's a total travesty.
Used that phrase "stabbing emotion". Kinda made me cringe
she was cute! but i wouldnt want to piss her off lol.
Only Jesus and God will deal the appropriate judgement for all the Killers. Doreen Jones
Dispite the sikkining rage of madness and those poor people slaughtered this audiobook a voice take you back to the sixties and specialy at the end everything went so wrong The family altemont but the sixties was much more Thank you for this upload
I lived in Los Angeles at that time.
@wimvanaerde6249
7 ай бұрын
Cool
@unkorichie2029
3 ай бұрын
@@wimvanaerde6249🤣🤣
That was a pretty good book. It gets boring at the last 2 hours when it gets to where it's God God God. I believe in God. I'm not knocking God or anything like that but it's boring to read. No action that's all
i dont know, i feel bad vibe even though i am only 10 mins way through. thank you for your work. from Hong Kong
She wasn't sincere in her decision to become a Christian. She thought that they would let her out of prison if she claimed to be. She was full of it when she said christ came to her in the flesh.He doesn't work that way
"There's a mark born every minute, and one to trim 'em and one to knock 'em."
I listen to your voice whenever i have trouble falling asleep. It is so soothing and relaxing. As for the subject matter I will never understand how Atkins and her "family" could butcher strangers and then after escaping their death sentence still try to get out. Their parole came when they got life. I know many believe Leslie Van Houten is the only one who deserves freedom because of her age and the circumstances but do people forget when she was out during her second trial she reconnected with Paul Watkins from The Family?
@SimonDelaney1974
Жыл бұрын
Johnny Depp was trying to write to her. And now she’s out. Birds of a feather.
Thanks
For those of us with a Christian background, the most seedy and unsavory characters are found on many pages of the Bible. The greatest story ever told is about disgusting sin, and heart warming redemption. From kings David, and Manassah, To the apostle Paul, the worst of all sinners by his own reckoning, To the prostitutes and the criminal hanging by Christ upon his death. Jesus came to call, not healthy people, but sinners. Certainly there is need for the justice system to protect ourselves and our families. However, even though it sounds certainly cliche, we are truly all God's children, whether criminals or citizens. It is He who reads hearts and He who will render eternal Judicial decisions.
Frustrating to see how so many Bible thumpers blame satan for their own personal choices Satan is a spiritual being, not a problem of others problems
did we hafta listen to the entire (Lennon-McCartney) lyrics of Sexy Sadie?
"Old Charlie stole the handle; the train it won't stop going, no way to slow down." -Ian Anderson
@williamfurman2042
11 ай бұрын
Old Charlie, is a English night watchman. Twelve 'O Clock, and all is well! Is what he is famous for saying. The line in locomotive breath has something to do with a train wreck, I gather.
Very interesting. Thanks for doing this.
I don't know how you do it or if it's just a figment of my imagination. But I've listened to you read Lynette's Diane's and now Susan's books and somehow your voice has a different character for all three so good thank you.
Atkins does a great book here, she's been called a lier and fabricator but this book proves otherwise A tragic figure caught up in a crazy hazy drugy 60's that led to her demise. Great read thanks for posting!
Her conversion sounds sincere. Thoughtful. If so, she’s in heaven. She doesn’t need any person’s validation of it. That’s all that matters. You can’t change the past. You can only learn from it and try to transcend it.
@markfilipas1763
Жыл бұрын
If you think "conversion" absolves someone of heinous acts of murder, or the penalties thereof, then you fail to see the abhorrent immorality espoused by Christian theology. To believe that an invisible divinity can erase the consequences of our actions only allows the believer the escape valve illusion of impunity for one's actions - no matter how vile or violent. That is not a healthy moral compass.
@mark8337
Жыл бұрын
@@markfilipas1763 That’s both idiotic and backwards. Clearly you don’t understand the condition of mankind and the universe - that it was, and is, broken, and thus humanity, all of us, are broken. Whoever says they are without sin is a liar. We all sin and come short of the glory of God. None of us - not one - can live a life of perfect piety and earn their way into God’s good graces. It’s a gift given to a repentant sinner exclusively made possible by a sacrificial substitute by faith through grace. You are blind and lost.
@EastSide-qc5oy
11 ай бұрын
@@markfilipas1763 Interesting perspective
@mark8337
Ай бұрын
@@markfilipas1763 You are wrong of course. You do not understand the Bible, Scripture, or the gospel at all. You say “erase the consequences” and “the escape valve illusion of impunity” that neither I nor the Scripture say or portray. Rather, it testifies to the forgiving nature of God through Christ’s work on our behalf during his first advent. People still have earthly consequences for their actions. Frankly, for someone like yourself to talk about what is or isn’t “a healthy moral compass” while at the same time saying “the abhorrent morality espoused by Christian theology” while completely misstating the Gospel at the same is one of the greatest examples of ignorance and hypocrisy within a couple of sentences I may have ever seen in my entire life.
How nice. Susan, (old) Bruce and Helter Skelter Tex Watson all decided to find Christ together separately.
@faffaflunkie
2 жыл бұрын
She was genuine- a career criminal. Susan was the first to go to the grand jury. She could have walked in seven years.
@vaughnmild7563
2 жыл бұрын
😆😆😆😆😆
@laurieanderson2502
2 жыл бұрын
They found Jesus before every parole hearings.
@Nicoletta13
2 жыл бұрын
Wouldn't it be nice if killers found God BEFORE being sentenced to life in prison ? 🙄
@faffaflunkie
2 жыл бұрын
Bruce needs to come clean about the London murder before they even consider him for parole.
Child of God I don't think so! God doesn't forgive murder ! They go to "hell"
@shawnshawn1366
8 ай бұрын
That’s your self righteous standards. He most definitely forgives murderers.
Wonder what happened to her after she died!