It touches the heart without me feeling, I feel that there is something heavy in my chest and I want to cry

@Yuta_fox7803

2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same

@Jordan-tl1tl

2 жыл бұрын

I feel you. It’s horrible tho when you have to cry and you’re in the car so you have to be quiet and hide it and act like ur ok

@emmaaaamfffff4504

2 жыл бұрын

feels like someone just punched me in the throat

@lumity.jpeg1

2 жыл бұрын

Literally the exact feeling i get from listening

@darcval9430

2 жыл бұрын

Same das just called having held back pain shiiiiiiii man song hits it

You don’t realize how heavy your hidden pain is until you hear this.

This song rips out my entire soul every single time

New favorite song unlocked

“Left me right where we left off, let me in to shut me out, all i ever wanted was for you to not hate me.” BRUH THOSE LINES HIT ME SO CLOSE TO HOME WHAT

1:24 hits different and harder… my feelings are in pain but it’s too good not to listen on repeat

For everyone wondering why it’s not longer, the artist found out someone posted a video with this song on TikTok and then took her life. She says it’ll never officially get released because she wants the song to be dedicated to that girl

TW/CW: *vent* Honestly, this entire song is very relatable. It's getting so hard to focus and be happy. I miss him so much. I want him to love me again. I can't get over him. I'm clinging on to every memory. Every laugh, every smile, every joke, every hug, every kiss, every breath every *moment.* I can't _not_ love him. I just need him back. Please. I need his blonde hair, deep blue eyes, adorable freckles, cute rosy cheeks self. I hope it wasn't my fault that he broke up with me. Everything was going great..! And then he suddenly says that we should just be friends..? I don't understand at all. I've done everything I can for him to love me. I'd buy him gifts, have him vent to me, tell him things I've never told anyone else, go places with him, dream about him, not brush my teeth after I was with him to try to savor every last taste of him, hope to everything he's healthy and we have a long relationship, ignore others, think about him everyday and every second, fantasize about everything we could do together. I worked harder to be better mentally, too. But now it feels like it wasn't worth it. That I wasn't good enough. But I know being with him was worth it. I wouldn't ever change anything. But maybe I would've done even more. I would've done everything to make sure he's happy. I only breathed for him. My only PURPOSE was him. It hurts like hell. I miss him. I crave his touch. I can't function right without him. I don't know how long I can last without him before I disappear forever..

@melodysafo5437

Жыл бұрын

Soon, you'll realize that he wasn't worth it. You will find somebody way, way better.

no one: me: casually plays on loop

[Chorus] All I ever wanted was for you to not hate me Tell me why you seem so distant lately I'll be fighting with my lungs 'Cause for you I'll give 'em up Breathing isn't what I want [Verse 1] Death before dishonour 'Cause for you I cover all the white lies If you were my partner Would you be my partner in crime? [Chorus] All I ever wanted was for you to not hate me Tell me why you seem so distant lately I'll be fighting with my lungs 'Cause for you I'll give 'em up Breathing isn't what I want [Verse 2] Left me right where we left off (Left me right where we left off) Let me in just to shut me out [Chorus] All I ever wanted was for you to not hate me Tell me why you seem so distant lately I'll be fighting with my lungs 'Cause for you I'll give 'em up Breathing isn't what I want

this reminds me a lot of my last relationship. It seems like the closer I got to him the more he pulled away. He left me on delivered for like 20 hours and never communicated how he was feeling, he would just get mad at me and not tell me why. It honestly just felt like he resented me and I wish we could have just loved each other.

Song: 🎶“all I ever wanted was for you to not hate me”🎶 Me: 🎶but you hate me…🎶

this is such a beautiful song …. like i’m in love. makes my pain feel beautiful

The only bad thing about this song is how short it is. I wish it were longer. :(

The only issue I have with this song is how short it is. Way too short…Why isn’t it like a 5 or 6 minute song?!?! Uhg it’s beautiful

@jessiereedy5358

6 ай бұрын

Apparently it’s not the full song. They never dropped it bc a girl committed suicide to this song ?

@hannah-wg8st

6 ай бұрын

@@jessiereedy5358yeah, i was about to say this.

@laurab1105

6 ай бұрын

@@jessiereedy5358they didn’t release it because they got in trouble for copyright reasons. She is just using that poor girls death for clout, it’s disgusting.

@crazychick16ify

6 ай бұрын

​@laurab1105 wait how did you find this out? Can I get a source if you still have it?

@laurab1105

6 ай бұрын

I’m sure if you went searching you could find it, although she may have deleted it. She has history of trying to profit from death such as lil peep. Confuses me how a girl even commited suicide to this song yet somehow uploaded it to TikTok? Like what?

Never delete this.

“let me in just to shut me out”

New favorite song to cry to

I fell in love with this song

the fact she told us to come here and listen to it illegally 😭

1:07 my favorite part, it fckn breaks my heart everytime.

Finally a good music men

Amo essa música 😍

I hate this was leaked...

Everytime i listen to this i think about my mom :(

@harleyknowles1208

2 жыл бұрын

Same here :(

You’re so underrated

Beautiful ❤️

This vid is amazing

This song is amazing but gives me bad memories

My head hurts

Still no Spotify ):

1:22

This is my entire life in a song~🌃

Why did they take this off Apple Music!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Wish it was on Apple Music

this song reminds me of my relationship with my mom

can you please put this on a one hour loop?!?! :(

@pohuu1332

2 жыл бұрын

Yes :)

@Vanessa-zq3ge

2 жыл бұрын

@@pohuu1332 TY!!

@Angelina-yt6xr

2 жыл бұрын

babes click the three dots in the top right corner and hit loop

Did you leak this without Chejis permission dude? Wth?

From: me To: my parents

The rock version goes hard too

Will this ever be on Apple Music😭😭

It's just let me have a time with my self

its too accurate..

🥺🥺

This song is soo beautiful it reminds me how i feel about the majority of my family 😅

Honestly this girl needs to not spend so much time on tik tok and get in the studio because she's so talented ! She might be going to the studio for all i know but im going by the daily stuff on tik tok lol but anyways how is this song not fully mainstream

Y is this not on Spotify

Me and my boyfriend used to be so fucking much close. He loved so fucking much. Without his family there wasn't anyone he would choose over me:) I know he still loves me, but the love is fading away:) don't know if he hates me or it:) why does people changes so fast?:) Can't he be just like the one I met 1.5 years ago for a little while?:) I miss that guy very much:) why is he changing?:) I also hurted him so many times:) he forgave me:) I'm also forgiving:) but same things are happening everytime:)

Is this the finished song?

gostaria que alguém tivesse se importado com quem eu era.

Are none of their songs on Apple Music? I can’t find any of them and it’s sad

why this is not on spotify?

@tslhenry8094

2 жыл бұрын

They recalled it because they're gonna remake it

@drakeloml.

2 жыл бұрын

her abusive ex is in the song and is like trying to sue her

The original artist song was used in a girl's video, her last video, as she took her own life to the song. That's why you can’t find a full version.

What is the name of the manga, please ?

I seen on TikTok she committed rip 😭❣️

All I ever wanted was for you to not hit me...

Honestly makes me think of my absent dad

Pls oh pls put a snare and some hard bass on this!!!

are you okay?

All I ever wanted was for him to not hate me.

To anyone who wants to know why it's not and probably will not be on spofity or anything like that is because a lot of people were saying they were going to unalive themselves to this song

@sundae6768

6 ай бұрын

Turns out someone actually did.

This song is how I feel about my parents. They always seem so annoyed with my presence

@melodysafo5437

Жыл бұрын

Because they hate you

Are you here?.....

@jana-fc5rw

2 жыл бұрын

@UC3rIYqE_QnhqLstG3J-mDTw wow

Is this on Spotify? if so can u link plz

@user-zp3lz6cb6w

Ай бұрын

It was never released because TikTok got a clip of it and some people used it as their suicide song (they used it in their video about why their committing suicide) and she felt it would be wrong to release it

@TheSpyWhoCriedMedic

Ай бұрын

@@user-zp3lz6cb6w thanks for the response

It’s giving misa Ackerman vibes ( sorry ik I spelled it wrong )

I don't know what's sad about this because I'm not 14

1:22

1:20