I don't want this to be over Because when this is over I have to admit that I'll miss him Forever

@brendaviggiano5280

6 жыл бұрын

You know where this audio is from?

@dianalopez-fs8hs

6 жыл бұрын

Hi..my name is diana lopez..maybe by the time u read this I'll allways be a,goner,imvisible....forever,I can't do this anymore..what's my purpose here..I can't find love,I don't him to be go e forever.im not ready.but I have to.You may not read dear crush love one,I can't do this without u,u probably hate me or dislike me,I may not have the prettiest face or smile for you to look at but I promise...I have the biggest hearth to love you with..goodbye.forever crush.

@sem2709

6 жыл бұрын

Ditto true

@feliciadunham9164

2 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way @riley

He hurt me so bad. But for some reason I still miss him. He was everything to me. I would have done anything for him. That's how much I loved him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. He just let me go like I was nothing. The memories we had are alway in my mind. And I just can't shake my feeling for him. I miss you...

@dramaqueen7583

7 жыл бұрын

Sweetcandy this is how I feel.... he hurt me everyday and I still love him. He is everything I've ever wanted... and him leaving just broke me... I can't eat, or sleep without him....

@babbycaceyy_7186

5 жыл бұрын

Sweetcandy I know what your going threw ok and your gonna get threw it I promise I was once in your shoes

@melissabobadilla8592

5 жыл бұрын

Sweetcandy this hurt the soul

@stephanieflenner8378

5 жыл бұрын

I know the feeling I feel the exact same way and it’s been months since he left me and it’s sad to say I feel like I’m never going to stop missing him or even loving him. We gotta stick together and just believe that we’re going to get better. I say maybe in a different time we’re gonna be meet then we’re really going to be perfect for each other and that I’m gonna be enough for him and he would never leave me again. It’s hard to say but you can’t give up.

@emmagraceee3801

5 жыл бұрын

angel. I feel that. 💔

hello everyone, i hope you’re having a lovely day so far. and if you’re listening to this at night; the tears streaming down your face and your hand over your mouth because you don’t want anyone to hear your sobs: it’s going to be okay. i know i’m being very cheesy, but it is going to be okay. alcohol, drugs and selfharm won’t heal you. time will. and for everyone losing the love of their life. losing the person who’s still alive but you are dead to them just remember that the love of your life would never leave.

@ash-ft5gu

6 жыл бұрын

this made me cry harder???

@jonathanssandwhich8606

5 жыл бұрын

Or could he... but thanks for the hope anyway❤️

@briaeads2852

5 жыл бұрын

sandy, thanks you too

@lilithxx3317

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you :)

@buddychloex7877

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you, that is everything and more for what i needed to hear😘

If you ever actually loved someone, from the day you broke up.. you wont stop missing or loving him. ever. even if he did break your heart. but people aren't meant to be together forever.

@dalilagaribay3035

7 жыл бұрын

Amen

@alaynalomax9072

4 жыл бұрын

But that's the hardest thing about life to swallow

@srhprice

4 жыл бұрын

I broke up with my boyfriend for a dumb reason. And it's been a month. And I miss him so much and idky I only realised my love for him now

@Miniikittyy

3 жыл бұрын

Still dealing with trying to move on, from my break up a year ago.. it doesnt get easier, you just learn how to live without them eventually .

@janeycooker3173

3 жыл бұрын

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he left, then he left, he was never there, and now im losing him too

@kerrybecker4486

4 жыл бұрын

he’s gone

letting go of someone you love is one of the most painful things on this earth. but, sometimes, it’s for the best. you met for a reason. you parted for a reason. keep living. keep loving. don’t hold back. i love you

@brandonbean2748

4 жыл бұрын

You love a person you stay with them through good and bad times

@jmorales81jm

2 жыл бұрын

That’s so true. I am holding onto a small hope that my wife still loves me. Even though she admitted her feelings for another. We still laugh joke. She said she feels we are better as friends. But again I wonder the same If she met me for a reason and now we must part for a reason. Sucks because when I was diagnosed with cancer she was there for me and in my denial I hurt her to the point she felt unloved. Now I have to start all over gain wit a née cancer and she is now Miles away from me. I will love her always as she was the first to break down my walls around my heart.

he was everything to me I dont know how Im going to do this but worst of all I cant help thinking what if he can do it without me

@jennaherbert1287

7 жыл бұрын

nour eltair exactly what I feel.. just got out of a 1 year 2 month relationship and I want it back but in scared he might like it better without me which is what he's showing to me atm..

@aaliyahfaith9909

6 жыл бұрын

nour eltair same

@Missbestofselenademi

6 жыл бұрын

Thats the worst they always can

@alisiadecoteau9805

6 жыл бұрын

Same

@bxbyjordan6887

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same exact way what if he CAN do this without me.. not saying he needs to rely on me all the time but just every now and then would be nice and what hurts even more is that I know I can't do this without him... I dumped him for his friend and he fought for me for a little over a week and I told him to forget about me so when he finally listened to me he dated his ex and I broke up with his friend bcuz that's when I knew I could not do this with out him but it seems he can without me fml

“I don’t want this to be over because when it’s over I have to admit that he’s gone FOREVER” hits different 😔

He passed away 2 months ago. I feel like i can’t breathe.. I’m still here because of him, he taught me how to live and love. I live everyday honoring his memory. He truly was an angel on Earth, everyday I spent with him I asked myself what I did to deserve him. He gave me everything, with him I was whole. You’ll always be on my mind baby, you saved me and I will live on for you.

@minyoongi7005

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry i hope your okay..

@prarthanadevu5791

2 жыл бұрын

I'm srry to hear that hope u r doing well 💞my worst fear is losing my bf I luv him so much he's too precious 🥺my poor baby

@jessicaratekin2718

Жыл бұрын

I know your pain. I'm so sorry but I know that doesn't make anything better. How do you live on ... Without him ?

@SamsungTab-zu4ih

Жыл бұрын

My boyfriend passed away 1 year and 5 months and it feels like yesterday..I AM 21 now but I feel like I am 19 ...I feel like I will always be stuck

@SamsungTab-zu4ih

Жыл бұрын

Um .. life sucks ..I get it ..

I'm about to loose the guy who made my life the happiest. But I can't. He made it seemed like I was living. He brings me joy. I just can't loose him. I'm talking to him tomorrow. Idc if he said we are too different because I know he likes me too. I don't care if my guy friend said don't do it. I can't just let the most real thing I have felt in a long time go away.

@mikaelizabeth6682

6 жыл бұрын

sarita c how did it go?

@rowlemal

6 жыл бұрын

sarita c what happened

@leylaromero3511

6 жыл бұрын

sarita c this happened to me. It's been a month, I cry every night. I miss him so fucking much. 😭😭

@millsg8950

4 жыл бұрын

i wish i had your confidence

@skyelasykes2239

4 жыл бұрын

Whatever you do don't break up with him cos you will regret it, I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday after 7 weeks cos I didn't realise how much I meant to him and how much he meant to me, now I will always regret the decision I made of dumping him cos I was happy with him but I threw it away so don't make yourself unhappy like I did, make the right choice

He promised me that he wouldn't disappear. I can't do this

@savannabanta4415

4 жыл бұрын

Lizzie Ann my bf promised he wouldnt disappear anymore too....and hes currently gone now and it hurts....ive waiting for along time and he comes back for a few days and then leaves....its given me so much pain

what hurts the most , is that we're friends. how do you stay friends with someone your madly in love with ? i can't. losing you would cause me to lose myself , and it's already begun because i'm losing you slowly . bit by bit. and i'm afraid that if i lose you i'll become my old self & you know me more than anyone else , you know me so well . i can't do anything without you ;

he’s slipping away. he’s here but he isn’t.... I miss him. And the person he used to be. It’s heartbreaking.

I'm angry! I'm angry at him! I'm so angry at myself! Why did I believe someone would actually stay?! Why did I let him in! Why did I let myself love him and believe that he loved me! I feel so stupid! I'm angry at everything, I don't and can't do this anymore...

@madisonconner9347

6 жыл бұрын

Mad Hatter things will get better

@creativehacks2618

6 жыл бұрын

how r u? now? hope everything is fine now

@teoo0110

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same..

@jacobjhonson8951

6 жыл бұрын

I feel the same. He's about to commit suicide, he doesn't see how beautiful he is and he's blaming things on me. He made me the happiest girl alive and I'm the stupid one in this so of course I have to fuck everything up. If I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone else around me

@teoo0110

6 жыл бұрын

jacob jhonson try to explain he is the most wonderful person you ve ever met,just try to stop it,no one should commite suicide

Sometimes you can almost feel him.. I imagine him being with me and what he would say... I don’t want it to be over because then I would have to accept the fact that... he’s gone.. forever. I’m not ready. I can’t do this. He’s the only thing that kept me going and he made my worries melt away. But now I’ll never see or feel him ever again. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. I will still hurt years from now. I will still cry and think about him years from now. I miss him so much. I just want him back. That’s all I could ever ask for.

@evie7072

3 жыл бұрын

ummmm its been 3 years, did the hurt go away?

@shayoui

3 жыл бұрын

@@evie7072 LMAO I WAS 13 WHEN I WROTE THAT AHAHAHAAHAemmendnd i wrote it about my cat that died. it doesn’t hurt anymore im content but i still miss him. that’s kinda weird how i mentioned i wondered what he would say bc cat’s cant talk but i do wonder what he would say if he could’ve talked... ok anyways back to doing my homework

in the end you have to accept that you're never seeing them again and the worst part is you know that not even in the next life I won't see him I won't get to ask him why he chose to leave why he didn't stay what on earth was so horrible that you decided to leave this earth, and most precious life without even saying goodbye? he committed suicide before he accepted Jesus he's gone and I'm never seeing him again not in 200 2,000 2,000,000 years from now I'm _never_ seeing him again. and in the end, that's why I am terrified of having to accept.

@creativehacks2618

6 жыл бұрын

why?! why he commited suicide?? btw i also attempted suicide coz a girl rejected me

@tomasasoriano9462

6 жыл бұрын

creative hacks that girl doesn't deserve u..idk who u are but if someone doesn't like or love you for who you are or ur looks then they don't deserve ur good heart..❤

@faithalucard2650

5 жыл бұрын

I know the feeling..

@rose-mg9wt

5 жыл бұрын

this is my situation omg..💔

@apple8127

4 жыл бұрын

Dakota Ray you just put all my thoughts on paper, my brother committed 3 weeks ago

No... the pain won’t go away. You just get used to it. There’s always a part of it that will hurt you. It still hurts me... even a year later. He hurt me.... and that will stick with me... But I believe that I will find someone.... someday.... somewhere....

I feel the pain but in a different way. I lost a friend last January from drowning. I miss him so much. I'm not ready to say goodbye or forget about him.

I’m in love him but He likes someone else and I’m the one who pushing him to be with her....so he can be happy and I’m hurting myself like an idiot...

@otakugirl6031

3 жыл бұрын

@@yunasele7832 yes I am ok now...honestly it was hard to move on from someone who wasn’t yours but as time pass I accepted it. Thank your for asking and it will be ok :).

@leehenson1578

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t let him go off with another girl

My boyfriend and I just broke up. He decided that he liked my best friend more than me. We were together for 3 1/2 years, and now he says i ruined his life and he hates me. I don't know how to live without him... he was my world.... but he used me and not i want to die...

@izzy-pw1li

5 жыл бұрын

He never loved you someone thats with you for that long dosent move on like that if he really loved you he wouldnt have done that or maybe hes a good faker Cuz god damn either way you deserve better💗

@2young4you13

4 жыл бұрын

@@izzy-pw1li preach now thats words of love

This has litrally brought me too tears😭My ex broke my heart but I can’t move on coz my heart still belongs too Him💔

My brother died from overdose January, the 28th, 2018. I was eleven years old. Three weeks before, my beautiful niece was born. I’m beginning to realize with life comes *death.* From that day forward, I promised myself to never have to let my niece experience the pain I’ve been going through these past months. A couple weeks ago I found out she’s gonna have a baby brother in December. With that, I burst into tears. How lucky is she to have the opportunity to see her brother soon because I wish I could say the same about mine. Matthew, I miss you more than anything in this whole shit-filled world. Just, come home, *please*

@t.f.5357

4 жыл бұрын

Reading this broke my heart. I'm so sorry.

@serenitythesiren5031

9 ай бұрын

Your brother isn't dead. He's alive. In your heart. You're never far apart. He's still in there. And when you finally pass on...the first one you'll see is your brother, welcoming you into his arms.

I miss my cat he died

@lindseyrae4421

5 жыл бұрын

Is this what makes you think of your cat

@janice1469

4 жыл бұрын

SLIME HUB Subscribe and Like for more vids bro i’m sorry for your lost

@L0veKaii

4 жыл бұрын

Saaaaaammmmmeeeee

@kaysibrown2420

4 жыл бұрын

@Lisa van der Veen someone who is hurting will bring others down, that's most likely what is happening here

@esterfear7376

4 жыл бұрын

Omg

reading these comments honestly breaks me

@emmanuellaogbonna

3 жыл бұрын

Me too. The degree of hurt we all feel

‘Eventually everything will get better’ Eventually...when’s eventually? Because in my mind, when I was told eventually, it meant never. When I was told eventually it didn’t happen or they didn’t do it! So don’t tell me that “eventually” means everything will be fine because I know damn well that not everything will be fine! • • • Sorry. Just how I felt. Only me? Okay. I’ll leave.🙂

I miss him so much 🤦🏽‍♀️ we just don’t make eachother happy anymore .

oh my gosh, this is so emotional but it's beautiful

I miss you so much. Why'd you have to leave me I love you. I can't do this without him

this was amazing, it brought me to tears...

Hurting and being hurt is 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. That’s just how it works.

we miss you baked potato CL

Rest In peace Joesph Matthew Myers💙 5/4/17💙 you were everyone's favorite.

I thought I was over him but when I saw him with her my heart felt something that it has never felt 😩😞

“Eventually it’ll get easier” Well, “eventually” is taking its sweet ass time.

I remember every single thing he has ever done to me. Everything he said, it stuck with me, I remember it everyday. I will always remember him. I fell in love. I love him. I just want him to be happy. I miss him.

Omg 😭 this is stabbin me but i cant quit watching these i relate so much i wish i could just crawl in a hole n cry n scream his name 💔

you know you are hurting when you watch this 10 times and you can quote everything they say

The ones that I've heard so far have really made me realize that itis ok to cry over what has happened to me over the years and it has helped me feel like I CAN heal. Thank you so much for that. Thank you

I love him. I couldn’t possibly stop loving him. And I know he hurt me pretty badly but even then I still love him. No matter what he’s done I can’t bring myself to hate him. I’d never wish anything bad on him even though he did me bad. I thought he was the one. I was so sure of it this time. I miss him. I miss him so much. All those “I love you’s” all those promises all those goodmorning and goodnight texts all those falling asleep on FaceTime and all those memories..he..he just walked away. Like it was nothing...like I was nothing.😔

This was such an honest video because it told EVERYTHING i feel, exactly what i feel. Thankyou💕

I love and miss you so much rip so many memories and your bright smile

This is how I feel. My husband passed away 4 months ago. I'm so heartbroken and lost without him. I miss him so much.

@noname.707

2 жыл бұрын

Aww ):

THIS HITS ME IN THE FEELS EVERY TIME 😭😭

He broke my heart and i still miss him everyday, i can't do my life without him

He means everything to me, he’s done so much for me, but I’m too broken, and I need to let him go, because I can’t bear to hurt him any more..

@andrewquisquinay6173

2 жыл бұрын

Letting me go? What!!!

The Aching Will Hurt Less...I Promise.

Losing someone you love is harder than a breakup because it's impossible to ever see them again.

he caused me so much pain and it was a toxic environment to be In, but after everything I’d still go back to him in a heartbeat because he is my world. He’s my everything, my person, my bestfriend, he’s my happiness. After everything he’s the one who truly gave me hope, motivation in everything. he brought happiness in my life.

gosh this is beautiful :,)

this brought tears to my eyes, i feel like i need to use it but i dont know whether i can bear starting a video with benny clips as it will make me so sad :'( its really gorgeous morgan

you know, it's hard. when your heart just feels SO heavy. day and night. everyday you wake up with the same feeling. feeling sad and regretful. like you just go about life breathing...but not living. but i cannot stress this enough...you HAVE to keep going. you HAVE to. do not give up. you didn't get this far just to get this far. you have been surviving for so long, that is something to be proud of. at the end of everyday that has passed, you only had yourself, and look, you still do. don't give up on yourself. i promise, better days are already on their way for those who didn't give up. i love you, angels. you got this.

To anyone reading this, no matter what has happened or who hurt u. U are u and u can overcome anything. It may take time and they will be tears but u can do this. If u love someone tell them. Try be true to yourself and keep smiling. If u feel something follow it just stay safe and have an amazing day

This is so beautiful!

My dad died a couple of month ago this popped up and I clicked it wondering what it was littie did I know I would leave crying and missing my dad more than ever if your parents are still around go give them a hug because they might not always be there the pain I feel from loseing my dad is the worst thing I have ever felt in my live so if your parents are still around go say you love them make sure they know you do before it's to late because even if they were or still are a bad parent it still fucking sucks to lose them

I don’t think the pain will go away. I really want it to thought! He literally destroyed me. Thanks for that!

I’ll never be with him 😞. He’ll never know how I feel.

i still love him n i miss him more than ever. 🖤

I can't live in a world he is not part of. I love him.

I'm not ready for it to be over

He's hurt me more times than I can count, but each time I somehow managed to overlook it because I finally had someone who made me smile like in the old days. I didn't want to loose that supposed happiness, but now that I see him up to his old tricks again, I now know that enough is enough. I have to let go. I have to find the strength to finally let him go.

God.... it's beautiful...

I'm glad, I'm not the only one ~hurting.~♡

I replayed this video probably 50 times, I cried so hard. It was the night me and my ex had broke up. I stayed up til 5am. The song was once our song... life is a trip. I lost this video after that night couldn't find it. It's been since Sep 5th and today I closed a chapter and found this beauty once again.

I just listen to free audios to put me in my feels

I loved him so much and he knew that. He knew I’d stay he knew I’d forgive him. He knew I’d give him any other chance. He knew I was strong when I didn’t even know. He knew I could handle the pain he put me through. He saw me time and time again pick MYSELF up and put myself back together. He knew I’d be okay. But he never knew I’d leave for good. And I’m proud to say that.

I spent literally years alone after my ex-fiance left me... like 5 solid years and then more in between a few failed relationship attempts with other people... well I felt like this too ... for most of that time. I just wanna say to whoever is feeling like this after a breakup or losing someone... no you never forget, and nothing ever is the same, but things get better and you'll meet someone better. I met a nice man eventually. I've been with him like 6 years now... he makes me feel safe and loved... and appreciated. I have a lot of deep seated trust issues due to my ex-fiance and those won't ever go away, but my man is understanding and patient and good... and it doesn't bother him. You'll find someone like that too... when you least expect. it. Hang in there.

I miss my ex so much even tho he is hurting me... he didn't tell me anything, he broke up with me through a friend😅💔 he still is my everything, I'm trying to show him I would never give up on him like others even tho he gave up on me completely ☹ I love him so fucking much, I just I want him to hold me and tell me every thing will be okay..... I need him so much....

@emilywalton4643

6 жыл бұрын

Ally Love i relate to this hardcore and it hurts so bad

@lilpowpow3508

5 жыл бұрын

I relate😞😞😞💔💔💔

@crinamirunapopescu9086

5 жыл бұрын

You don’t need him sweetie ... You need yourself

@jazminekennedy3860

5 жыл бұрын

I relate 💔

Sadly I can't forget about him. 😭

I can't articulate how badly my heart aches. I can't even say how much it breaks over and over again, every fucking day. I can't do it.

God...... how this hit..... how I miss him....why...

obviously i’m crying over nothing. he needs time.

It's so sad to think that this quarantine makes us break our hearts into pieces.. Just continue to rememder it's okay to miss someone, love someone, feel it everything then drop it nothing last forever..

I've never been in that same boat K' but When I was down in the dumps as a teenager, when I went A wall everyone I ever loved. You may not think it , I believe Most people on earth deserve something. It took me 24 years too find what I've been searching for my whole life, Life is full of it's ups and downs yet having heart and being determined. Anyone can dream big it's why it's called. Dream, The good people suffer. They really do.

You have.. A beautiful voice omg.

10/28/16 ...... I won't ever forget. I still listen to this to remember him. RIP.

I miss him so god damn much. He really is gone forever... I just need to hear his sweet voice one more time. He hates me. and it kills me. I'm dying. And I need him.

This pain i have on my shoulders is unbearable! I cant handle this anymore. I miss him, how can one ever get over this pain? No one can. Just the relization that they are never going to come back is painful. Years have passed and I still remember him, and i just have to deal with it every day knowing he is gone forever. Knowing he will never grow up and deal with real life issues, he will never feel love, he will never know the feeling of having a crush or becoming a husband and having kids of his own one day. I just miss him so much! I miss you Michael...

This is exactly how I feel right now

I miss my boyfriend so much! I always imagine him being by my side all the time and like i can feel him. It hurts to miss someone who loves you so much but that person doesn't show as much effort as you do

It's now 4 yrs since my sons father passed away. The day he died I couldn't imagine life moving forward without him. Our son graduates high school this year and is enlisting. I wish his Dad could see us and how well we are navigating this new life without him. I will forever miss him.

I miss him even though he broke my heart we were best friend he was the only one who ever understand me he doesn't care about me it really really really hurt I can't stop thinking about him I need him I can't live without him in my life I so useless I just want to end my life because he not here he the only one I let in my life now I'm so much protect of myself i can't let anyone in my life again I always going to need him I can't live no more longer like this it been like 9 months without him I can't survive no more

It will never stop! Ive felt like this for years! Its never got any less? Coz hes the only person i want, ever! He never leaves my thoughts! ..I love Ryan, i will never stop😪

Tears, :( Love this x

I am SO in love..

I needed this

This audio speaks to me.. my best friends died and everytime I listen to this it just breaks me..💔😣

I don’t want this to be over because when this is over I have to admit that he’s gone..

I don't know what to do without him anymore he was always there for me when no one else was for almost 3 years we were together and I finally found out that for the past year he's been cheating on me and has had another girlfriend the entire time... I just don't know what to do anymore. It's only been two weeks, how on Earth am I going to be able to continue anymore?

This is literally my comfort video- i-

@ellabby6169

3 жыл бұрын

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@ellabby6169

3 жыл бұрын

Text him on WhatsApp.....

@ellabby6169

3 жыл бұрын

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@ellabby6169

3 жыл бұрын

Dr Frank can help you solve it, I strongly advise you seek help from him..

nothing heals better than time will.

how hard I try to think of someone else he always pops up..I wish he was still alive and making me happy again..

Never realized how much he would mean to me but now that he left a year or two ago, I need him more then ever now. I should've never done what I did.

I miss him more every day that passes

It’s so unbelievable how much I can relate to this.. I’m not allowed to see him, I can still text him but it’s not the same...I wanna be in arms I wanna feel his kiss again. But there’s a chance that won’t ever happen and that’s tears me up so bad inside 💔

crying to this at 4am hits differently tho

He was my childhood best freind...I loved him so much but I guess it just didn't work out. I stopped talking to him after he found out and rejected me. I guess I just felt like it would be too awkward to keep hanging out with him. But as years went by he found new freinds. And I became more depressed, anxious, and quiet. I was usually a very loud funny social person. But somehow, he just had that effect on me, and changed my whole personality entirely. He was different... It hurted so much without him, and I want to talk to him..but I'm just so scared of the outcome. I lost all my confidence in myself and always feel this...ache in my heart. I know that sounds cheesy, but it really hurts, Alot...to the point where I just feel empty, and alone...

you know when you finally realize you are numb, but you are still in pain? Well, that feeling has happened to me over and over again. It is peaceful, but hurts still.

I've always missed him so much and it hurts so much. I've always think about him and I loved him so much I want him back 💔

on the 13th november 2020, I lost the person I love, my future, he was only 15, he died from a car crash and you know I cry and cry and cry because I know I cant go back in time and stop it from happening, I wake up and hes the first thing I think of, and now hes gone but its like I can feel him around me, watching me, and now hes gone forever and I cant accept that, maybe over time I will but now I cant, I have nothing to live for, I miss him so much and there's nothing I can do to bring him back

"I wasn't ready to admit it. Because the second I do- it becomes real. So very real, and I wasn't ready for that." It's from a book I read on Wattpad.