Blame yourself 【Short Original Song】
What song do you want me to make next?
CONTEXT:
(TW: death)
Today is the 2nd death anniversary of my childhood dog.
I've moved on and look back fondly of my memories with him, but I thought about why I was so torn up about his loss. It was the worst week I've had to endure in my entire life, slowly watching him lose more and more energy and be wrapped in bandages and pinned with syringes.
I regret a lot of things since that time, but I've learned to make decisions for my own because of it and take control with choices for my life. So here's a song for me finally coming to terms with things and having introspection for it.
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Em D
Why do you insist on blaming yourself
A Bb
Cuz I have blame something or someone
B7
But why you?
Dm Bb C
Listen carefully doc
I think i have this obsession with how much control I've got
Dm Bb C
Thinking that there was a chance to makes things alright
allows me to sleep at night
C Dm Bb A
It hurts less
thinking that all this mess could be avoided
Dm Bb C F
A sense of control
albeit failure to do so
helps keep bad thoughts away
A sense of control
if I did that things I should've
then there was a chance things wouldn't end that way
B7
That's not healthy
Dm B C
I like it better this way
I don't want to face reality where
no matter what i did everything just ends the same way
"I did things wrong" is better than thinking
I should have done nothing at all
If it's not my fault that's scares me.
If it was uncontrollable that would break me.
So just blame me.
I'll just blame me.
Blame it all on me.
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Without saying too much,this song really hit me in an incredibly deep way. You’re an amazing song writer,Ros Mo
@Nightmaremarshmellow5614
3 ай бұрын
Oh look hooty commented 😊
@jaredinocovers9968
3 ай бұрын
@@Nightmaremarshmellow5614 When I’m not busy being Kings Emotional support,I use this song as mine
@a.williamcook2926
3 ай бұрын
HOOTY?
@jaredinocovers9968
3 ай бұрын
@@a.williamcook2926 OH GOLLY GOSH IVE BEEN SPOTTED
One of the hardest things to come to grips with is knowing nothing you could have done would've changed the outcome of something. Being completely helpless to stop something is a horrible thing to feel
Jesus that hit hard. Genuinely impressed with the arrangement.
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
Thanks for giving it a listen 😊
@Delilah_T-T
10 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4 you have a great voice
@loomandstar
10 ай бұрын
@@Delilah_T-T so true
@loomandstar
10 ай бұрын
@@Delilah_T-T also new sub
Sometimes you can’t help but blame yourself when you lose a loved one. I hope your dog is happy in doggy heaven
I jus realized that the singer comes into focus giving us color and visuals. that allows us to step in and fell the emotions as we relate. but the doctor remains shrouded in shadows. because when you feel like its your fault or you screwed up you don't want to hear others say your wrong it just feels fake like they're lying to make you feel better. you don't want to be told you need help or your wrong for feeling that way. so the doctor remains shrouded in shadows to give that cold and distant feeling. That's bloody genius, and i love it. great job whether that was the goal or not that level of detail is crazy!
Your songs are awesome 😮😊❤
You are amazing and talented in singing, drawing and making videos. You are AMAZING, I love your videos
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! It makes me happy to hear that! 😭💛
@Kai13158
10 ай бұрын
She’s the best ❤
@no-ld6mt
2 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4this song is so relatable ❤
The only thing you can blame on yourself is how amazing this song is. (But that’s exclusive to Ros mo) (unless you dear comment reader who isn’t Ros mo make your own song.) I believe this song counts as “songs to send to friends”, time to add to the playlist. Have a good day ::)
Why do I feel like so calm why is this so good
Beautiful song
This needs to be on Spotify
This is the first song to bring tears to my eyes
I actually understand perpetual self-blaming a lot better now because of this. It's not something I do, but many people around me do, and it never made any sense to me before.
this hit hard especially rn my hedgehog is sick and i just feel so guilty bc she's suffering and i couldve done smth that is making her sick and i feel guilty for wasting everyones time. on a much lighter note your voice is beautiful and this is an amazing song.
This hits deep every time I watch it.
This hits real deep, I've had issues of blaming myself for years, watching a neighbours house burn down with her inside, being unable to save her, it feels so much better to keep thinking i had the power to change events. Its even affected my family life, trying to cut out my father, but its so hard, as if I do then thats admitting I can't repair whats been broken for longer than i remember also good animation
your songs hit me way to deep to my core, but it also kind of helps at times. Thank you, you gained a new subscriber today
This is so relatable! I like this song and the animation ❤
I cried internally after hearing this song 😭nah you're too good song writer bro
Ros Mo is always someone who can understand us, and our feeling. That's why you are so special.
@RosMo4
27 күн бұрын
🥹💕
One of the most damaging feelings is that of hopelessness, its something that burdens us whenever we know nothing we do and nothing we say will ever amount to anything, so instead we do things to try to take that control back, even if it means beating ourselves up for what we could've done, simply because we would rather be a failure than nothing at all. Both a pretty good song and message, keep up the good work.
Sometimes is does really hurt realizing that you could have done nothing to stop what hurt/traumatized you. I relate to that feeling because of a wrong brain chemical reaction messing up my life. When I was young, I used to overreact a lot. One time when I overreacted, my brain misinterpreted the emotion I was exhibiting for something more major, making me feel like something majorly upsetting/traumatizing had happened. To make it even worse, it trauma blocked the moment from my memory so I have no real way of telling whether it actually happened, or if I'm just being delusional.
Omg this song really hits home for me 😢
I felt this one. There comes a point in ur control-freakiness when it feels better to blame urself for not doing the right thing, even when doing that feels awful, because admitting u just had no control over the situation just feels so scary.
the pain always feels worse when you feel as though you could have done something in the moment, love the song
"lmao you're fast" "Why are you still reading this?" Dunno, felt like it
dude i am crying, this really hit so hard
This is me for everything
I needed this I ruined my brothers afterparty and I needed to have a way to cope with the pain.
Rosmo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you shine how dare you say that its ur fault! you are so talented and creative! keep going
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
hahah thank you so much!
I LOVE YOU GURL! NOTHING IS YOUR FAULT! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
THANK YOUUUU 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
oh shit, this song actually helped me understand why I blame myself. It's indeed just wanting to have a sense of control
why is this song so relatable
I feel this way sometimes, beautiful song
This hits really deep
This is beautiful, it means so much, especially for people who actually suffer this and it is so deep but it sounded cheerful at the same time. You are literally Amazing, with a capital A Ros Mo
Rosmo you are a great song writer I relate to all your songs you have a great voice and are really good at drawing
This made me cry and shiver. Literally is me to a T. I am coping with grief by loving them memories
Love the song and understands the meaning
This is actually a song a needed to hear, thank you Ros
It’s easy to blame myself, nobody else should feel that shame or pain. If they don’t have to, they shouldn’t.
At first I was just like “this is a good song” then that scene with the cat happened and it just struck lick I wad shot with a bullet great song
Is it sad that I relate with this so much??? But great video! I love it!!!❤❤❤❤ Why are you blessing us with these, Ros Mo?
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
I'm here to feed y'all! Thanks for giving it a listen!!
@zoejacksondaughterofpercab5175
10 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4You are very welcome! (internally screaming cuz you responded) :)
Another Original??? AYO YOU'RE ON FIRE! Deep song btw~
This is exactly the way I think! I hate when things just feel... unavoidable, and I prefer thinking I fucked up and that if it happens again, there is a chance of changing the outcome and doing something about it. Anyway, the song if amazing and it really makes me feel "that kind off way ", like I truly can connect to the struggle you've faced and that you are talking directly with someone you trust and it's amazing! Have a great day, keep up the great job and always shoot for the stars!
wtf how can i relate so much to a song
Ros Mo I didn’t think relived that I though this way. Until I watched this a couple and then I realized I have said some of these thing before I might show my therapist this song I think this might help me. This song helps me
AMAZING!!!❤️❤️
I am at a moment right now, where this song is what I needed to hear. Thank you
thank you so much for this, I've been dealing with intrusive thoughts for months and often can't escape the guilt of my mental obsessions- this needs to be talked about more so i appreciate it
This song is amazing! it has a really deep message to it that I understand, amazing job!
I have to blame me... This is what I feel I time... I'm having a uhhh meh year so far, but I look on the bright side. For people that's hurting inside, hey, it's ok! Remember, you always have something to look forward to, and you have a friend! I'm just like you...
Ur songs have never gotten old and are always making my day when I hear them Ros, since I heard the best friend song vid Ive been a huge fan, I hope ur doing well
Ros, you nearly made me cry with this, we lost our family dog a few days after we left the Philippines and i recalled my mom crying for days the moment she learned about the news as she was so close to her
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear that. My condolences. Stay strong 💛
@Arttaic
10 ай бұрын
@RosMo4 thanks ros mo, gotta remain strong 🤧 Im so sorry for your loss as well
This song is so great 💖 and you're feelings are valid. I hope you're in a better mental place and if you aren't i hope one day you will be in your own time.
I feel personally called out. Good job as always Ros!
Ultra Nice 💜(video) Unfortunate what happened, glad you're doing better mate
How much that related to me shocked me so much I stopped mewing for a second
Bro this hits to heart real hard. really nice song keep it up
Your song are just amazing!!...and I bet u work really hard on them and your voice is so sweet
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
Thank you sm 😭💕💕 Glad you liked it!!
@Ris_Yt_official
10 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4 🫶🫶💞💞
Blaiming myself for how something went. Chrck! Not sure how to say that its great. so uh, thumbs-up👍 And hope you have a good one!.
From my own journey, I've learned that it's essential to remind myself that not everything is my fault. I've been through times where I blamed myself for things I couldn't control, and it only intensified my anxiety and self-hate. One phrase that helped me immensely is 'Que, sera sera' - whatever will be, will be. It reminds me that I can't control everything. I want to be honest with yall; I still struggle with these feelings from time to time. It's not easy to overcome self-hate, anxiety, and self-blame completely. But what I've also come to realize is that being kind to myself is crucial. It's okay not to be perfect, and it's okay to make mistakes. When I catch myself slipping into self-blame, I try to practice self-compassion and remind myself that I'm doing my best in challenging circumstances.
Hits hard. Fr.... I DO blame myself.
@zoejacksondaughterofpercab5175
10 ай бұрын
Don't! Stop! Nothing is your fault!!!
This song is so underated love all your vids youre doing amazing 😊❤
Omg your voice is so nice😢
Are.........did you write this song and based it on a real life experience you had? I'm sorry if this makes you uncomfortable, it's just......I can't help but feel a bit concerned if that's the case.
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
All the context behind the inspiration from the song is in the description, but it's been years so I'm totally fine! Don't worry!!
@memerindisguise
10 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4you sure? ❤
@SaberWolf51
10 ай бұрын
@@RosMo4 Alright, but just know that you're not alone, okay? None of us ever are, truly. And it's good to know you've managed to endure the pain and pull through.
I can’t stop watching this😂
This seems so relatable on every level, you’re singing in your art style are on point. prayers for your dog and family 🩵🪽
This is amazing and hits hard for me due some issues in the past.
Amazing song love you Ros Mo
You are so creative 🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤ ❤e❤
if this is based on smthn irl im so sorry..... but the singing, the animation, the lyric. the everything. THE GLITCHES AT 1:09 WERE AMAZING WTF.
I love your voice your talented and gifted😊
I love 💕💕 this so much
This relates to me :(
I honestly think this is the best song you’ve written yet, amazing job🥹
What a cheeky line in such a dramatic song! Grateful for the song though so thx, felt a bit personal there! 😸 1:34
That hit way to hard 😅 love it btw❤❤❤
So real
This song spoke to my heart. Wow. Thanks Ros! Beautiful work
OMG THIS SONG IS MAKING THE WORLD CRY ESPECIALLY THE DOGGY PART DON'T WORRY MAYBE IT. COULD COME TO LIFE? AND IF IT CAN'T THEN IT'S JUST GONNA BE HAPPY IN DOGGY HEAVEN AND ONE. DAY YOU WILL SEE THEM❤IMA MANIFEST. FOR YOU
Everyone, wake up!! The Queeeeeeeeeen has postedddddddddddd..
@RosMo4
10 ай бұрын
HEHEHE ❤
You’re voice is great😊😊
I feel that
This song hit is such a deep way. You’re an amazing song writer and artist Ros. Keep up the great work!
@RosMo4
6 ай бұрын
Thank you! 🥺💕
I hate the fact that I relate to this so much 😭
Your so talented I love all your songs💗
@RosMo4
3 ай бұрын
Thanks so much for listening!! 🥰
Honestly i feel like this all the time like if i had just done something ide still have my dogs 😔
This is very well put together and your voice is beautiful. If something happened and you feel like this, I hope you're doing well. I know I'm quite late, but I'm commenting anyway.
this song tells us to never blame anyone the choices we make is our own we either learn from our mistakes or run from it.
You’re songs beat is amazing, but the lyrics😮they’re amazingly placed and worded! You’re an Artist, Ros! You’re awesome
@RosMo4
8 ай бұрын
Thank you sm!! 🥺💛💛
Underrated to be fair
This hit me in the heart and i hope your doing okay and your a cool song writer i always listen to you everyday your songs help me sometimes 😊❤🎉
1:10 your too good at drawing bro😊
This song hits close from home... Like a tad too close actually ^^'
I feel like this hurts somewhere in side me because my life is counted with this
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Life is uncontrollable. No matter how hard you try to influence the world around you, its subject the influence of everything and everyone else. That being said, its still worth trying. But take the blame off your own shoulders, and just do what you can to achieve what you want. Whether you get it or not is never and will never be totally in your hands, so just try. Sucess or failure is less important than making the attempt and learning from it.
This songs hit me in my heart I now how it feels
@markkaranu7955
10 ай бұрын
Imagine being pinned by Ros Mo
I'm a fan