I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more Than anyone before (anyone before) Too bad they're usually deranged Last week, I realized I crave pity When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still being ignored (Lying for attention just to get neglection) Now we're estranged Things I once enjoyed (ah-ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for Someday, I'll be bored of It's so weird That we care so much until we don't I'm getting older, I've got more on my shoulders But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure 'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise Would depend on what I'm given (not on his permission) (Wasn't my decision) to be abused, mmm Things I once enjoyed Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for, mmh Someday, I'll be bored of It's so weird That we care so much until we don't But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time

2:42 girl next to you be killing that high note

@imshantyy

Жыл бұрын

HAHA TY

the beat drop in this song live is my favourite part of the whole show

@elleselle

Жыл бұрын

by beat drop i mean where the drums come in

@LaraKanie-wg6on

Жыл бұрын

EXACTLY!!!! THATS WHAT IM SAYINGGG. I NEED A SPOTIFY VERSION ASAP

@LaraKanie-wg6on

Жыл бұрын

Every time I hear the song I can’t hear about the drums now

Can we just talk about the person's vocals that is recording

@sophgood

2 жыл бұрын

Hahaha it was the girl next to me 💀💀

@SuUunny_mode

2 жыл бұрын

Omggggg sammmeee

@snakess68

Жыл бұрын

Ikr

Billie was the cutest baby...and the sweetest child..I love her so much. 💝

@denden8502

Жыл бұрын

Она и есть ребенок

@skyttqww991

Жыл бұрын

@@denden8502 ей уже 21 год пошел🥸

@denden8502

Жыл бұрын

@@skyttqww991 да повзрослела билли

saw this in london...i nearly died it was so good i love her sm 💖

this makes my eyes sob it’s so emotional aw I love her

When she was singing it in Manchester she cried and I cried 😅

I was at this concert I didn’t have front row but this was such and amazing show. The energy at Td garden was amazing!

That's so emotional :,) I wanna go to a billie concert :/

@lunasStuff425

Жыл бұрын

same :’(

I LOVE HOW LOUD THAT PERSON IS

@imshantyy

Жыл бұрын

meee ty i love this song and her

eing with billie since the beginning is really emotional...this song and the concert videos never fail to tear me yp//it-its such an emotion..oh go-ohsh

so precious

This is why i will be afraid to sing if i will go to any show, because i will surely appear in a youtube video and....you know...💀

i saw this in glasgow shes my absolute idol and i actually started crying when i got told i was going

bro that girl at 2:20 💀💀

@sophgood

2 жыл бұрын

😂😭😭

@user-ow9ug

Жыл бұрын

FR

@imshantyy

Жыл бұрын

prolly me LMAOO IDCCC

@RikkeGade

11 ай бұрын

hahah dying

"i promise I'll be fine" you better be

Thank you for your steady hands😚

She has become quite the amazing artist!

I cried my heart out 😭

cutest baby n person ever

Oh, thank you SO MUCH for uploading this. I always wanted to see these little videos but everyone who was recording this is obviously only focused on Billie herself... 😅

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

Of course 🥰 I love the little videos in the back and didn’t wanna miss any of them ❤

I love her so much. :')

BYEEE I CAN HEAR ME I SOUND SO BAD BUT I MISS HER SM

@azngami6101

Жыл бұрын

Nah you're good !! I'd do the SAME

Billie Eilelish merry Christmas From Rianna ❤❤❤❤❤❤

I was there too!

i wish i was there :’(

so Nice to hear all body well eingl l like >♡

Маленькая билли🤪🤘👍👍👍🥰

I wanna go back :(

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

Me too 😭😭

How many hours before the concert were you that you had such a good place ? :)

@sophgood

2 жыл бұрын

We got in line about 15m before doors opened so about 6:45pm! We started at 4th row and I got to barricade for the last 4 songs! The persons spot I ended up with had gotten over-heated and moved to the back so I got their spot 😊

@snowchild_

Жыл бұрын

@@sophgood were the seats general admission or was the row nominated ?

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

@@snowchild_ General admission!

Me my sis and other sis were there I was SCREAMING BJCC

I was there right next to uuu ahhh

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

Omg no wayyy best night ever 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

@soleoceanna5477

Жыл бұрын

@@sophgood yess!! 100 percent

what were you recording on its literally so clearr

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

iPhone 13 Pro Max, and I turned the brightness down while recording, I think that helped a lot!

I intensely hate when people are talking during a concert like shut it I paid €100 to hear this song live 😭😭

احح الذكريات

@urie3748

Жыл бұрын

حزن

@iraqigirl666

Жыл бұрын

@@urie3748 جدا

that one person... PLS STOP I CAN'T HEAR HER

@eightball3454

Жыл бұрын

LMFAO ☠️☠️☠️

@imshantyy

Жыл бұрын

never that was me

Hard working little lady eh.

Sup

People talking during the show is really douchey. Why pay to just sit there and talk over the song?

@sophgood

Жыл бұрын

In the beginning people where talking to security since someone had fainted, sometimes it is necessary to communicate with the people around you 🤷🏼‍♀️

@Jack2729o

Жыл бұрын

maybe for that minute she sings a softer song they rest and talk for water, ask for help if they need Etc .. that song is like a break at Billie concerts 😅 bc Billie concert are crazy, you don't stand still for a second, the gymnastics you do are impressive😂