We need more positivity like this! Too many benzo “support” groups do nothing but focus on the doom and gloom.

@MercyGrace.JC7

3 ай бұрын

I agree we need hope not despair …

I'm suffering so greatly from the mental aspect of this drug. I needed to hear this today! God is so good, and I know he's telling me through you to worship even in my suffering. This is so incredibly hard. It's so hard to think of going through one more day like this! Jesus I need your strength because I am weak.

Damn bro this is literally the best benzo video I have ever seen. Truly amazing it’s like God knew I needed to stumble across this video right now 🙏🏽 God bless Homie

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

skylerdiaz84 I’m glad you were encouraged by it bro. My prayers for you and your healing. If you need some encouragement just message me on Facebook. God bless G!

Thankyou Isaiah. I have been going through this benzo withdrawal process for a few years now. I have a similar background story to you with the drugs and dangerous lifestyle. Finding this video was a true miracle. I have been fighting against and resisting God and Jesus for a while for many different reasons and last night I broke down in the shower crying on my knees asking for God and Jesus to help me and purify me. And today I find this video. Amazing. Thankyou for guiding with the prayer. I repeated every word you spoke. Thanks Isaiah, your story is inspiring and your advice is simple and very clear. ❤🙏

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Thats amazing to hear, He will get you through this!

Thank you for your testimony. I'm going through thick benzo withdrawal right now, I can't imagine bringing in LA county while going through this. I'm trying to remain thankful that I'm getting to detox in a hotel room by myself. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing but I'm day 5 benzo free. My eyes are bulging and going crazy on me so it makes it super hard to interact with people, but when I have to I can now tell myself, "Hey.....at least I'm not in LA countyjail.

@isaiahwilson953

3 ай бұрын

I’m so glad to know my testimony helps you know that you will get through this 🙂 God bless you

Proud of you brother you’ve come a long way . I hit my one year mark clean off a 11 year Ativan dependency . Shit was a tough ride but here I am as well back to my old self. Happy holidays

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Dude, that's great news! I'm happy you are feeling back your old self. That is encouraging!

I was on valium 10-15mg a day for 7 years followed by additional 8 month taper and am benzo free for 3months now. Really thank you for this video. God bless!!

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Hallelujah!!! 👏 👏 👏 🙏🙏🙏

@Miguel-st9bd

3 жыл бұрын

How you feeling?

Thank you man. I'm not even religious but this touched me. Helped me break some thought patterns, so good to hear these words of encouragement, keep us updated brother

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

That's awesome Alex!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Alex how r u now

Please post more! The world needs to hear more of you. It's helping more people than you know.

Isiah I am on your Facebook support group. I had never heard your testimony. Thank you for sharing this. It is such an incredible journey and walk in the Lord. I cried as I can only imagine the suffering you endured in prison. I am suffering like nothing I’ve gone through before. I have overcome cancer twice and thyroid disease. I am living in hope of a healing. I’m a Christian and I am trying to pray. I wish I could hear God. I pray through the Holy Spirit for all those suffering. This is the hardest journey. Praise the Lord he healed you. 🙏

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

So good to hear you were encouraged. Remember that the same God that got me through this will get you through as well :)

@christianwallin4993

2 жыл бұрын

Give the ketogenic diet a go and your health will improve. Cancer cells can't survive in your body on that diet, because you rid them of their primary fuel - blood sugar. Look it up.

@aaronjohnson1491

Ай бұрын

Very powerful!! I unfortunately am on 6mg of klonipin and it’s so hard to

This is an amazing testimony. I have watched it a few times now. It is a great encouragement to me. To go through all of that horrendous withdrawal during the misery of prison life is beyond my comprehension. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

God bless you Julie!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Julie Adams how r u now. my frd

Thank you😊 Amen! Jesus is the Way our MINDS are renewed and our HEARTS healed.

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Michael Palompo 🙌🙌🙌

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Michael how r u now my frd

So incredibly PROUD of you! I went through it for over a year and lost everything...it is like being tortured alive! No person who actually went through this will EVER understand. I think there is nothing in this world that can compare...thank you for telling your story! D.

@THXx1138

2 жыл бұрын

Did you mean to say no person who has never gone thru this will ever understand? I believe any of us who have endured this unfathomable torture would absolutely agree with you. I could never have imagined this level of profound suffering. I am 28 months post taper and doing better every year. Still going thru the windows and waves and have learned to just go with the flow. I was completely incapacitated for 4.5 years, before, during, and then after the taper period. I hope you are recognizing real recovery David. I can say it wasn't a mistake what happened to me. Much like Isaiah, I was remade thru it. It's really incredible.

Thank you for doing this video. U r doing a wonderful thing by sharing your story and giving hope. Powerful!

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Glad it could encourage you :)

Thank you for sharing your story. Really enjoyed listening to it. I'm going thru all those symptoms trying to come off xanax now. It is a true struggle. Thanks for your words of encouragement because it's very hard to see the light on most days. I really believe in the power of prayer & would really appreciate your prayers.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Will be praying for you!

Thank you brother for sharing this testimony with the world!! You've been a big help to me as I was coming off klonopin and I remember your keto diet and it helped me too back then!!!! I am so proud of you. Our Father has His hand on you and has beautiful plans for you. I would not have made it out of the klonopin without Him!!! Praise you Yeshua forever!!! I just passed 18 months off now. God Bless you! You are a huge inspiration and I truly believe you will help many❤

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

FollowerOfYahuah wow! Keep pressing and moving forward!!! Believing for your complete healing!

@holgertash1

4 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 Thank you my friend!!!! So glad to have you as a friend through this all. You are a light to many never forget that. Natasha😊

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

😃

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@holgertash1 how r u now

@holgertash1

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 3 years now!!!! How are you? I am closer to our Father and see Revelationns unfolding. Waiting for the return of Yeshua💕 I am on no medications now but vitamins. The only things I still struggle with is some short term memory issues but I feel new. Healed. Grateful 🙏

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I REALLY needed this message today, as I'm going to start my taper from 10+ years of xanax tomorrow. Even though this video is 2 years old, I know I was guided to it trying to find success stories. If I had known what this journey was going to turn into, I would've never taken that first pill! I was prescribed 1mg. 3 times a day, but my paranoia about becoming addicted kept me from using the total prescribed dose. I've been steady holding at a total of 2 mgs. a day, sometimes 2 ½ on really hard days, but I do suffer from interdosal withdrawal, so I know it's time to get off of it. I'm terrified to even start even though I'm going to do a very small cut to at first in this part of my journey. You have truly inspired me to put my trust in GOD, and to know that HE has me. HE will take care of me! My heart and soul are completely open to Jesus Christ to come in and take over from here. I was born and raised in a Christian family myself, so the saying "With God all things are possible" is really sticking with me, and I know this is possible. I just have to keep my faith. Your testimony brought me to tears a few times, and I thank you so much for sharing your experience with all of this! I'm just going to give it to the Lord and have faith that everything will turn out better than it was before I was prescribed this drug. God bless you hun, and I pray that you are still doing well. 🙏🏻 ❤

Watching your video was SUCH an inspiration, and actually made me feel really grateful to be able to be in the comfort of my own home during this horrific process. Thank you for sharing your story. I have truly found and accepted God into my life through this process, and I swear some days it’s the ONLY thing that’s gotten me through. Thank you for your story! God bless you 💙

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

His hand is on your life! You will be ok 🙂

@katrinamenzies9398

3 жыл бұрын

Hi I’m one one month off Ativan but I’m tapering with Valium I’m am scared going through not seeing my two daughters at the same time so dealing with grief as well i pray too god every day

@nokomismn9685

2 жыл бұрын

@@katrinamenzies9398 - That sounds so difficult. Please come back and tell how you're doing now.

I do relate! Yes, Jesus is the Lord, raised by God from the dead. Praise God for His Grace!! God moves in mysterious ways. I have not had a divine healing, but I feel Him always! I have no fear, as I know that he is always there. Nobody can understand this withdrawal unless they have experienced it. I pray for you and pray that you have planted so many seeds! Thank you and may you praise Him always! Love ya brother!

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Greg Wiele I am agreeing on your absolute and complete healing my friend!

Beautiful testimony.... Thank you for sharing your personal testimony for others who may need it such as myself.

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

jay rider God bless you brother.

Praise God for your deliverance! The Lord brought me here today because your testimony is exactly the message I needed to hear. I joined your FB group because I found that other support groups for benzo's avoid speaking about the glory of Jesus Christ, our Great Physician. Thanks Isaiah for sharing this, Glory to God.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Wow praise God my bro! Prayers!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Sean C how r u now friend

@seanc2136

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 I'm good by His grace! It's almost 6 months off and every day has it's challenges (some big some small) but He is has been so faithful during the process. God is good, encourage yourself in His word and promises and just know He is with you.

What a beauty! Thank you for this.

Loved this. This has given me hope and try to get ready for my taper and I know god has me I just am afraid still. I don’t have Facebook as it makes my anxiety so much worse. So i just want to thank you for your inspiration. Maybe I will pop in once in a while and say how I am doing. I don’t have much support so that is scary too. But god has me I just am trying to convince myself that I can do it. Good bless.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

You will get through this, He will walk you all the way through 😃

Thanks for a great story, good to see and hear your success.

What an amazing testimony! Praise God for his amazing love and grace! Thanks so much for sharing your incredible God story and being a lighthouse for those caught in the storm of addiction!❤️

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

your very welcome!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

A Gull how r u now frd

Wow finally someone of Christian faith give voice to what I'm going through. Thanks for you testimony I appreciate it. It has definitely giving me hope

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Im glad you were encouraged! You will get through this! :)

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Plus-size how r u now my friend

@AbstinentChristianSpeedDating

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 hanging in there

God bless you, I don't know how to articulate what I want to say to express how much I needed this testimony. I've been on 25mg of valium for nearly a year and a half, it started from a prescription for my back spasms and anxiety and I just kept taking them and I never knew what this was going to do to me. I got really sick and was made to go cold turkey for 6 days and the symptoms I had were like hell, i'm now tapering and scared of the road ahead but have faith in God, the Lord has already worked so many miracles to get me to this point. Thank you brother for this testimony it is very powerful

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

He truly is close to us in our suffering, He will not fail you my friend! Praying for you!

HalleluYAH! What an incredible testimony brother. Thank you for sharing HOPE and TRUTH!

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Your welcome!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 I quit alc and nicoteen In 2020take some non benzo zolfidem for sleep one month then quit after 4 .month I again drinking for two month in 2021 then quit drinking and take clonazepam 2.5 and qutipen 75for sleep only 15 days then quit no taper now feel dp dr all physical sym gone when it get bbetter daily bbroken sleep 5 6 hours

Thank you! An awesome testimony. Youre amazing. Uou remind me of my son. He wont talk to me for two years now. Please pray for us to be reunited. Blessings.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Praying for restored relationships! 🙏🙏🙏

Thanks bro, I'm going through it now voluntarily, it's no fun but at least I'm in m own home, I can't imagne being inside going through this. You're a true warrior man, thanks again for the message of hope.

@isaiahwilson953

7 ай бұрын

God bless you, you will make it through this fire brother 🙏🏼

Wow! Praise God you made it.

Thanks for this man. I have been suffering for so long. Working hard to get better. This message helps alot.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

So glad it encouraged you. You will get through this ✊

@sangeetalambh6389

Жыл бұрын

Aj Venable how r u now my frd

Thank you for this testimony. I watched it a few times. I’m amazed

Brother watching this again, such a powerful testimony bro 🙏

I’m 33 months off and I’m so broken from this. I definitely need people’s prayers. Thank you

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

your going to heal brother, keep your eyes on Jesus, He will get you through this

@rosieborsellino703

3 жыл бұрын

In Jesus Christ God's name May heal us all bless us all and bring us to sanity mentally physically and emotionally put joy and positivity in take out all this little emotional physical sickness taken out of us and destroyed for good in Jesus Christ God's name please and thank you Jesus Christ God our Lord and savior heavenly father and higher power Jesus Christ God Amen ❤️🙏❤️🙏💯💯💯💯

@rosieborsellino703

3 жыл бұрын

I want to fully believe in Jesus Christ God and I've been praying since I was a kid every day I haven't missed a day of prayer. I'm just scared when I have the thoughts of doubting God or not knowing if I believe in him are thinking I don't believe in him I beg and pray that he doesn't leave me and not help me because of it I don't want to have those thoughts and feelings and thoughts and feelings together ❤️🙏❤️🙏

@blancamedina-valadez1586

3 жыл бұрын

Hello I hope Jesus Christ give you the strength, please check out the road back program it has save my life from Benzo withdrawal, even if you are off of them it can still help! with the mercy of god

@rosieborsellino703

3 жыл бұрын

@@blancamedina-valadez1586 truly thank you so much im definitely going to im so grateful for your reply gob bless you and us all amen ❤️🙏❤️🙏😊💕

I believe everything you’ve said about your testimony. I experienced something very similar . Thank you and God bless

Awesome story bro! Im about to finish with a klonipin to Valium taper. It’s been absolute hell. Anyway, your story really inspired me to keep going. Thank you

@isaiahwilson953

4 ай бұрын

Praying for you brother! 🤜 🤛

I came off 4mg of Klonopin after 8 years use about 10 years ago. It was a fast taper. I healed around 2 years off. You do heal from it! Congrats on your healing! Benzo withdrawal for me was horrific

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

So happy to hear you are healed! You must have went through a lot, but you came out victorious!

@notofthisworld5267

3 жыл бұрын

I’m not going to lie, I went through a lot! It was terrifying. But understand, I was tapered very fast and abruptly. The list of symptoms are numerous, but they all left with time. Months 10, 16, and around 2 years, I turned corners. I’ve been off Klonopin for 10 years now, and I don’t much think about the withdrawal. I do recall it, but life does return to normal.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

@@notofthisworld5267 yes, so true!

@ankitapatel2716

2 жыл бұрын

hey ...did u find yourself as sharp mentally as u were before?

I went through CT too. I was CT'd 10 mg of Klonopin and 4 mg of Ambien that I took for over 6 years. Cut off suddenly by my doctor. Consequently, I will never go back to a medical doctor ever again. There is no way to describe the hell to put into words. I never lost hope and also got deep into the bible. I don't think I'd come out of that experience without the help of God or put it to you bluntly, lived to tell my story.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, I can’t even begin to understand what you went through. I’m so happy your here to tell how God got you through it.

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Prophecy how r u now friend

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Prophecy how r u now frd

God bless you for telling your Testimony i am tapering off benzo right now. I am a Christian but I want my spiritually back. 🙏🏻♥️ please keep making videos Hallelujah ...you are A Mighty Man of God. Pray for healing for all of us in JESUS Precious Name AMEN i pray for delivery for cigarettes and I am tapering off benzodiazepine. I was misdiagnosed give this medication had Graves disease hyperthyroid. I am praying for Total healing.

@teresaj7796

4 жыл бұрын

My God yes I can't feel him. He sent your video for me to hear. Please pray for me. I want to feel love for my Grandbabies. I know I love them but I can't feel it like i did before this bad medicine

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Teresa Jordan always praying for you Teresa! 🙏

Thank you for your testimony! Im going threw alot right now,I need Jesus he's the only way.....may God bless all who are going threw this. 🙏💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

You will get through this! 🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so very much needed to hear your words god bless and your family 🙏🙏❤️❤️🤗🤗🤟👏👏

Amen God bless u , ur a freaken soldier , ur 100 percent on the money , avoid the BS , And find God !!!!!

I been SUFFERING from this as well for 29 months tho. Its TERRIBLE. I'm happy you made it bro...i PRAY i snap out of it soon to. Amen...stay up. 🙏👍✌

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Don’t lose hope, you will heal and have your life back once again 🙂 God bless you

@masonguritz6758

3 жыл бұрын

We are the same about if time off. I’m 33 months off now and still suffering at time just unbearably

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

@@masonguritz6758 so sorry man, push through. You will get through it all and be able to live life once again!

@warrenbates2949

3 жыл бұрын

I pray you heal quickly Jeff.I know you've had a tough time.

@ashleychristie5023

5 ай бұрын

How are you now?

Thanks for sharing brother!

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Shawn R your welcome bro!

What an amazing testimony. Thank you for sharing it! I am struggling and am part of all the other benzo withdrawal groups and do find them somewhat encouraging but I have so many bad physical symptoms and when I see a post about someone struggling after years I lose hope. I just joined your group on Facebook and can understand why the focus of the group is God and lifting one another up.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Praying for you Tracy!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Tracy how. r u now friend

@tracyvonelling1615

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 I am hanging in there. 1/3 off. Has taken me a year. Lots of nerve pain but by the grace of God I am holding on. Wow. That is so kind of you to ask.

@tracyvonelling1615

2 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 thank you so very much

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@tracyvonelling1615 did u feel depersonalization aa flat feeling in ur withdrawal please ans 252days sober now

Thanks for sharing your story brother! We have a very similar experience. I’m still earlier in the healing process but I’ve witnessed some progress thankfully. Still have a ways to go. May God continue to work through you and to continue shining light into the darkness! 🙏

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

God bless you!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Kyle Green how r u now friend

@kylegreen8531

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 I’m still dealing with issues but I’m better than I was.

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@kylegreen8531 did u feel dp dr

@kylegreen8531

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 Yes. I was in a constant state of dp/dr for many months but it doesn’t happen as often now and when it does its not as intense as it use to be.

Heck of testimony man. God was deffently helping you. I went took 3 mg klon for 9 years. Went to jail an they tapered ms in 2 weeks. Did 9 months. An i get what you mean when you say god was protecting you. I get some people in the pod that were giving me problems an id prsy for god to protect me from them. The next day theyd get moved to another pod or on the bottom tier. I have glaucoma to so i couldbt hardly see anything in there. Someond could be standing right infront of me an i wouldnt even know it. Unless i heard them. Thanks for the video brother it was helpful. Our stories are little bit alike.

@isaiahwilson953

3 ай бұрын

Cmon! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 He truly watched over us bro!

LA county jail is fucked up Benzo withdrawal is pure hell And to be in the LA County n going through that withdrawal is something I wouldn't want to ever experience Thank God I didn't get busted while going through this crazy ass 19 month benzo hell This is by far the best video on this subject thanks big homie ...everything you said I can relate from the symptoms to the exercise n diet from the craziness to the relief

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

It was wild man! But God is so good and faithful, there is no giant to big for him to conquer! Get well my friend!

Just watched this once more. Have shared it too. A powerful testimony. Thank you 😊❤

@isaiahwilson953

7 ай бұрын

Praise God 👏🏼

I have had a similar experience and I know that torment and fear! ❤ I have hope 🙏 Thank you 💞 so much. I believe ❤

One of the best videos! Thank you so much! I CTed 6mgs after 8 years use , couldn't skip a dose. I did it on purpose. I wanted to get it over with. So I could get a job. Boy was I wrong. But after almoat killing myself I couldn't go back on it. I was scared I hated it. 18 months off bow and maybe 60% healed

@lauraarnold7976

4 жыл бұрын

Sooooooo proud of you is my point!!! I cant believe what tiu went through. Praise Jesus 💙

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

wow! 6 mg?!?! ct?!?! Im so happy you are still alive and pushing through. That just absolutely mindblowing to hear. I'm praying for your full delivery in Jesus name! :)

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

😃😃😃

@thencarolinaman1934

3 жыл бұрын

How long was you on bezos before you CTED it?

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

@@thencarolinaman1934 7 1/2 years

Isiah I feel miserable weak tired anxiety hot headed, nauseous and just depressed I recently took a probiotic that fucked me up I didn’t know it was gonna do that I’ve stopped taking now but my poor nerves were rattled badly! Please pray for me to be healed soon!??? Please God please I’m suffering

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Will pray for you brother!

Thank you for sharing your story. It encouraged me to face boldly this withdrawal symptoms from Clonazepam. With God's help I too can get away from this. Plus. include me in your prayers.

I am a Christ follower. I gave my life to Christ in 1998. Been taking Klonopin for 17 years. Started at a very low dose for post postpartum depression with SEVERE anxiety. Over the years many SSRI's prescribed but never been able to take them without severe side effects. Klonopin has been the only drug that I've been able to take I've increased gradually thru the years and now I'm taking 1.5 mg per day. Have had loss of "feelings" for so long I feel like I exist but without joy, peace, etc. Been thru healing sessions and have dealt with childhood trauma with my Christian counselor. Forgiven those that have inflicted pain upon me. STILL having a lack of "feeling" other then lots of depression and hopelessness. Hopelessness because my heart knows God is able but my head seems stuck. Looked up videos last night on Klonopin withdrawal because I feel God has told me it's time to stop depending on this drug that doesn't even really help. Still breakthrough anxiety. Looked at one video which just compounded my fears if stopping it. Never wanted to increase over the 1.5 mg per day out of fear of this medication. When I woke up this morning God put it in my heart to look up "testimonies" about Klonopin withdrawal and yours was on the top of the list. It gives me hope that if God got you thru the withdrawal in your situation He WILL walk with me thru a medical withdraw. My Dr plans on helping me do this as per our last phone conversation. My appointment is next month and the slow process will begin. So THANK YOU for this video. THANK YOU for taking 54 minutes of your time that has made such a difference in my life. God directed me to the hope that you are giving. Thank you thank you. Many blessings to you and your family.♥️ I will be adding your FB page to my FB likes and hope to find support there.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, I’m speechless. I’m so grateful that this encouraged you and gave you hope in your difficult situation, I pray you are completely healed and always know that He will walk you through the process my friend. God bless

@naomijoyce248

10 ай бұрын

Amen

Healed after 1 year. You're very very lucky

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Yes! by the grace of God! You will heal too :)

Wow this is exactly what I needed to hear. My son is 33 and has been going through withdrawals and I am helping him he has totally lost himself.

@isaiahwilson953

3 ай бұрын

Don’t lose hope, God is faithful 😃🙏🏼

@MercyGrace.JC7

3 ай бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 I send your KZread link to all my friends that have been praying for him . And I’ve been warning many about these medication . Many more will see this. I was crying last night thinking is my son staying this way. But this was in my feed without me searching. Thank you for your testimony!!! God bless you and your family. Please pray for him and ask your church too his name is Justin .

I so needed to hear this.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Praise God!

I had to come back and watch this again it answered some of the questions I asked you. In inpatient this October I made friends with all the inmates and they truly were some of the kindest people. I had a best friend named Jeremiah in there and he told me a lot of stories about the penitentiary and what y’all have to do I never could imagine doing stuff like that! While I’ve been out in my car I’ve been staying in church parking lots and keep running into signs that say FOLLOW JESUS and other messages

@Filthycoffin

Жыл бұрын

@tyrel your not going to die! It just feels like your dying. When my akathisia was at the worst. I prayed to die. When I wrote the statement 11 months ago I think I attempted probably 10x or more because of how fucked up it made my mind. I couldn’t fucking think or move. It was horrible. I was that way coming off the drug too. I had no choice but to abruptly stop. My spouse said he’d divorce me if I didn’t stop and get better we’ll I shouldn’t have listened to him we’re still getting divorced. I wish I had never of met him I would’ve never gotten put on a benzodiazepine. I’m only 15 months out. It’s been brutal but I’m still alive for some stupid reason.

@Filthycoffin

Жыл бұрын

@tyrel I’d stay on phenobarbital for awhile if I could but I was allergic to it. I’m not going to lie I do not want to be here on this planet anymore. I’ve nothing to help and I’m homeless last night it’s -27° outside windchill. I can’t function anymore I just try to distract all day. I’m sorry my situation is different. You’ve at least got the phenobarbital to help taper off that benzo and The lower you go the better you’ll feel I’ve heard

🎉All my Glory Hallelujah I gaveth Unto Our Lord Thy God Amen Brother I Love you and Ur Family God Blesseth You.

@isaiahwilson953

2 ай бұрын

God bless you!!!

You have the best testimonial videos very encouraging thanks brother.Ive been tapering off 2mg clonazepam for a couple of years.Poisonous drug.During the storms I'm in the boat with Jesus.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks brother, keep going forward, soon you'll be free!

@warrenbates2949

3 жыл бұрын

It's pretty rough,lots of withdrawal got to work too.Thanks really appreciate the encouragement.

I am seeing the same thing with myself, Isaiah. Prior to the benzo injury I behaved in ways that were chronic and very self-destructive and sinful. All of those behaviors were removed from me during recovery from this injury. Enduring antidepressant and benzo injuries is indescribable torture. People typically do not know what profound suffering truly is. But just like you, I know that if I hadn't gone thru this incredibly horrible experience, I would not have shed the sinful behaviors on my own. It actually took something this horrific - being smashed beyond recognition and eventually emerging from it. It is just like silver being tested by fire.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Wow, thank you Jesus! Awesome testimony!

I haven't gone through this type of hell personally, but I have had my personal type of hell. And yes, God definitely shows up when you need him the most and sets you on the right path in several ways. I was desperate and at the end of my rope when it happened to me. I didn't even truly believe it until it happened. Now I'm a devout christian, going to church, reading the scripture and everything. It's pretty awesome. And yes, God definitely has a finger in setting us humans right with diet and health right now as well. That's his work for sure. Great story. Glad to hear you got through it.

@vixsterino

2 жыл бұрын

There is no hell worse than this

@christianwallin4993

2 жыл бұрын

@@vixsterino I believe you. That's why I avoid benzodiazepines like the plague. I have gone through alcohol withdrawal several times with panic attacks and everything, and this stuff seems 1000 times worse. It's thanks to these videos I'm staying away from benzodiazepines.

Man God bless love this testimony

Awesome testimony, thanks for sharing.

@isaiahwilson953

24 күн бұрын

🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

I love this video so much! Thank you thank you thank you! I was prescribed 1-2 mg of klonapin in 2006 for seizures. I didn’t know anything about the medicine back then 🤦🏼‍♀️ I’ve been tapering for a few years, I’m down to .2117 mg per day. Thank God. I couldn’t do it without Him 🙏🏻

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

You got this!

@elizabethkuenzer1244

3 жыл бұрын

jennyjenilton what kind of taper are you doing?

@jennyjenilton

3 жыл бұрын

@@elizabethkuenzer1244 I dissolve .25 mg in 120 ml of milk and with a syringe I’m removing about 85 ml and drinking what’s left. I learned how to do this on KZread! I will try and find the video. It’s so helpful and the guy created a spreadsheet you can download and use. I will look now!

@jennyjenilton

3 жыл бұрын

@@elizabethkuenzer1244 kzread.info/dash/bejne/fmV4ybtsY62xoKg.html

@elizabethkuenzer1244

3 жыл бұрын

@@jennyjenilton Thank you. I will try to figure out the liquid titration. Has it been hard with symptoms for you? This is rough

Thank you for your testimony.

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Your so very welcome! :)

You've been through hell I can't even start to imagine. Enjoy every day of the rest of your life.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Thanks fam! 🙏🙏🙏

Thank you for your testimony, I have been in hell for 24 years, I have also thought the same thing, how is it possible that God sees me suffer in this brutal way, I know that I have sinned, but I have repented and I have prayed a lot, many times I I feel so alone and empty, this life has no meaning, it has been so many years that I have come to lose faith, however I force myself to go to church, do Bible studies, I have also lowered the dose by a quarter, coming soon I will lower it a little more, sometimes I would like to sleep and not wake up, I recently separated after 30 years together, unfortunately my ex-husband ignored me for years, I tried and tried and tried, but he didn't, love broke, then he begged me on his knees and with tears but it was too late, my sadness is deep, I am alone, living in hell, with attacks and terrifying symptoms, I don't sleep much, the palpitations are so strong that they move my entire body, my doctor and family told me no He had nothing else to do with me. God is silent, watching me suffer this death in life. The testimonies keep me alive, I no longer know what it's like to smile. Please a pray for me😖

@isaiahwilson953

2 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear this. You will smile again, God will restore and rebuild, sometimes he has to tear down before rebuilding. The pain is temporary but you will live again 🙂

Don’t stop searching for His face. Learn His whole Law and learn His whole Way . Praise Yahuah ❤

Awesome video. Thank you

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Your very welcome!

@Rob-dd7dm

3 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 in 14 days will be 1 year ago that I quit Klonopin, Paxil and Buspirone cold turkey because I didn't know that you shouldn't. I'm still in withdrawal but I was on that stuff for many years.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

@@Rob-dd7dm Thats great man, keep pushing through, you will heal my bro.

Praise God your moving forward for Christ. 16 months off many drugs. Thank You Jesus...

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Whatistrue 02 praise God! 🙌

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

What is true my frd how r u now

Amazing. Please pray for me My physical pain is terrible. Trying to come off benzos

Epic video man gj

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

👍👍👍

Thank you for sharing. This helped me to be more hopeful. 1 year is amazing. I’m going on 3 and still having issues. Hopefully this is the last year for me, and God heals me too. I’ll definitely worship more after this. I kind of broke away from God during this time, besides prayers. No Bible, no Christian books, rarely worship, etc. Because I was scared of being attacked by the devil. Feeling like I’m already going through so much, let me stay off the devil’s radar. Felt like I was at my breaking point too many times. But I gotta keep my faith and this has definitely inspired me to get back closer to God. Thank you again 🙏🏾

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

I'm glad you are more hopeful, praying for you man!

@Zerael071

3 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 thank you brother 🙏🏾

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@Zerael071 how r u now frd

@Zerael071

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 I’m a lot better. No more benzo withdrawals. But ended up with a hypocortisolism/adrenal insufficiency issue, from all the frequent benzo panic attacks. That’s not nearly as bad as the benzo withdrawals though. Unfortunately I have to take a corticosteroid now. But I’m hoping God brings me through this as well, because it does have negative effects that i don’t like. But I did get closer to God as well, which was a plus. Hopefully you are doing well in life. God bless 🙏🏾😁

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@Zerael071 did u feel emptyness and depersonalization please ans I m ,8mmonth sober now

Thank you for this video i hope that i will also heal soon i cant take this anymore. But i blv that God will wipe off my tears

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

I believe so too! :)

Thank you for sharing ❤️🙏 Please pray for the chains of addiction to be broken for my son 🙏

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Tammy Uptegrove praying for freedom over your son. 🙏

Oh Isaiah. I am 60 years old. Pastors daughter. Pastors wife. Mother of 7. Grandmother to 10. Withdrawing from 14 years of benzos. It is hard. Harder than anything I have ever done. As your sister in Christ I would like to say I am so pleased with you and your surrender to Jesus Christ and the power of the Spirit to transform, carry you through your suffering, protect you, minister to inmates and then heal you. I was moved to tears. Bless you. Bless you. Bless you. May the Lord fulfill His every purpose in and through you. Shalom, my young brother. Please pray for me to heal, my young brother. Thank you.

@isaiahwilson953

7 ай бұрын

Thank you for the kind words, you will get through this, He will carry you through 🙂

Please pray for Me on last 0.5 for over 3 months I need JESUS HELP thank u a d GOD BLESS

Jesus is.the only.way through this ❤Turn to Him all of us

@isaiahwilson953

Ай бұрын

Amen!

@user-um5wn8ri7s

Ай бұрын

@isaiahwilson953 Love you a lot brother ❤️ 💙

@isaiahwilson953

Ай бұрын

@@user-um5wn8ri7s love you too bro, your going to get through this ✊🏼

Finally dude I’m at those torturous waves it’s been 3 night of them in a row it’s severe I must be very close to be healed it’s rapid cycling I’m exhausted pray for me to get through this

@evjogkg344

2 жыл бұрын

I’m at 15 months Saturday it’s been horrible it feels like their deeper going on it feels so awful I pray to the lord he’ll mercy this means I’m almost done cuz I’m ready to be done

@nokomismn9685

2 жыл бұрын

@@evjogkg344 - Please come back and tell how you're doing. I hope you're better now.

My taper has been 2 years of hell. Totally alone in Thailand and Cambodia. It’s impossible to describe so many of the symptoms. Like a dementor from Harry Potter was ripping out my soul and terrorizing me every moment. What hell. I’m so thankful to be Christian.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I know exactly what you feel and are going through but you will get through it brotha! Prayers!

Thank you ❤

Praise YAH!❤

Truth in righteousness through Lord Jesus Christ blessed be and fear be cast for eternity by the presence of the Holy Spirit Amen

God is so powerful!!!

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

amen!

Amazing story! I'm so happy for you. I'm 1 year off next month I'm worse off now because I have histamine intolerance and mast cell. Burning skin, hives, i pray it goes away. Xoxoxo

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Melissa J I pray you are completely healed in Jesus name!

@bugosestfire

3 жыл бұрын

How are you now ? Any little improvement ?

@Gl-ul6ow

9 күн бұрын

You better now?

Thank You 🙏🏼

Wauw! I took 3mg k too. Now im on less then 1mg, but i updose 3times so now its severe... for almost a year im home bounded. I dont believe in god, but please say this will be ok. Im so sso sick.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Yes, everything will be ok no matter how not ok you feel. It’s all temporary and it will all pass! 🙏🙏🙏

Is there hope for healing totaly ? I read on Ashton manual that over time some genetic change in the gaba receptors , and that you therfore have sensitivity to setback when eating something that trigger the gaba receptores. Please pray that God will do a miracle!

@cathypeth1394

Жыл бұрын

I read that too. Discouraging. Just putting myself in the Cleft of Yawehs hand and believing that the One that created this body can also heal it. May God bless you!

I am a muslim and i am keeping my faith in God . I am in severe withdrawal since 4 years. Believe in God is what is keeping me moving. I am happy for you and i believe you are a pure soul. Good luck

@isaiahwilson953

4 жыл бұрын

Salman Riaz God bless you brother. I pray you are completely healed. 🙏🙏🙏

@bulletdugdugdug1385

4 жыл бұрын

where are you from and your medication history ?

@salmanriaz5530

4 жыл бұрын

@@bulletdugdugdug1385 more than10 years of different antidepressants . mostly paroxetine 20 to 40 mg over the last 10 years .tapered and last dose was march,2019.About total 7 year use of benzos .on clonazepam .5 mg regularly since early 2013 used for 3 years and tappered for 20 months.last dose in November 2017.in severe withdrawal few weeks after starting taper from benzos in firstt half of 2016.More then 4 years of pure hell of protracted withdrawal;of which last one and half year is extreme continous torture.

@blancamedina-valadez1586

3 жыл бұрын

Hello please check out the road back program it is life saving for Benzo withdrawal it will give you a relief almos immediately.

@salmanriaz5530

3 жыл бұрын

@John C bro i believe in Jesus Christ..he was the son of virgin marry and prophet.he used to treat sick and make dead alive

Wow what a testimony It’s now 4:30 am insomnia l am a Christian back sliding now but I was like you why did god do this s 🙏🙏

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

He didn’t do it, but He will get you through it and use it all for your good because He’s that good! 🙏🙏🙏

@caffrey1100

3 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 right it was a insomnia nite🤣🤣 Jesus didn’t do it the doctor did without explaining what it would do - Was in 50’s husband died been seeing her 14 yrs she knew I never did a drug ever after 14 yrs she knew that - and we didn’t hv google then lol🤣 -things where different but everything for a reason - Jesus will use it for the good as a Testimony to help someone else -- Good going stay strong buddy 🙏🙏😇

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

You got this! 🙏🙏🙏

Wow dude what an inspirational video. I’m 9 months in after two years of 4-6 mg of klonopin everyday. Have barely left my bed. It’s brutal but at least I’m not in jail. I’m worried that I wont heal for years. I used to run 40-50 miles a week. I’m lucky if I can leave my room now. Do you just one day wake up feeling better? Thanks again.

@SkoolNerds

6 ай бұрын

@@Waves353 much better. It’s just time. Not 100 percent. Sleep is my issue. But went on the carnivore diet and all the depression anxiety and gut issues disappeared after 2 weeks. Still not out of the woods but much better. Stay strong.

@SkoolNerds

6 ай бұрын

Oh and Jesus really helped.

@Gl-ul6ow

9 күн бұрын

​@@SkoolNerds Sleep is my issue too I only sleep 4 hours daily after being off for a year, is it the same for you? U get only 3-4 hours daily?

Can't imagine being in a dangerous place in withdrawal. I retreated to my house to have the recognisable ego death then slowly in painful baby steps, like a hundred year old, recover the central nervous system. I've had addiction, probably more physical than really psychological addiction because I have been able to crash and burn to stop those pills. I flipped the agony into a fight for my sanity and a stubborn refusal to quit. The Dr refused to help and abandoned me to Internet drugs with no help. I refused the chronically disabled diagnosis and decided it was a fight for every single person in my situation, I'm going to use this to expose the neglect.. If I can make it then it will show they are allowing people to die in addiction when they can be saved. I was terrified and alone but I decided I'd get better or die trying. I inflicted the prison on myself, a comfy zen prison with nice food, music and incense but what can you appreciate when there is a burnt out desolate landscape of a brain body. I raced into withdrawals, unable to sleep it was like 20 lsd tabs and a coke mule od of cocaine, sweating, hallucinations, depersonalization, delusions, burning intestinal problems for months, water retention in the whole upper abdomen. I was so traumatised I was laughing at nothing as well, I think it's just our minds snapping with the intensity of it. I've never broken the law except when I had to self defend and that night in jail was emotionally the most hurtful thing I'd been through because of who put me there. I didn't enjoy smackings and afterwards it's crying, nobody likes that. Family sad. I don't believe in stories passed down about a dead guy they weren't alive to even see, stories get adapted as they are passed. Abrahamic religion is good for discipline but not for deep questioning thinkers who aren't easily delusional. If you can believe in jesus then it's a good thing, I'd tend to think spirituality will channel through whatever diety you like, right thought and intention.

I jumped off September 1st after 23 years clonazepam, my taper went smooth no real issues. I was cut off cold once and nearly died.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

Wow, how are you doing now?

@NoName-pu5ls

3 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 Great!! How about you?

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

@@NoName-pu5ls Im doing SOO GOOD !!!

@NoName-pu5ls

3 жыл бұрын

@@isaiahwilson953 wonderful! 👍💪😊

@5ylv1a

3 жыл бұрын

How can I get well? I’m so sick. I don’t know where to turn.

GREAT TESTIMONY!!! Praise GOD!!!! I have a COMPLETELY different story..but Benzo withdrawal brought me to God too.

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Awesome!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

Q76 did u feel brain empty spiritually empty and no feel of any part of body in ur withdrawal frd ple ans I mm 409 days sober now

@Q1776Q

2 жыл бұрын

@@sangeetalambh6389 YES...I felt very empty...and depressed. I just made myself start to do things like mow the grass of plant stuff in the garden...I also started reading the Bible every day and talking to God... It took a long time..but I am fully back to normal....and you will be too!

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@Q1776Q thank u my frd

@sangeetalambh6389

2 жыл бұрын

@@Q1776Q after 450 days u get a sleep.like 5 hour frd ple ans

Thats gnarly man god is good im just starting to backslide im in san diego any way to get ahold of you

Im 16 months off was doing great but drank occasionally throughout 2020 not knowing i wasn’t supposed to now the past 5 months have been horrible in and out of bad waves and panic. Hoping to be healed sooner than later i smoke weed at night to sleep but i might even drop that for a while i get windows of hope but the waves that come are so bad it feels like i need to go to the hospital

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

It’s ok! You will heal even from what the alcohol did. I drank once when in Wd due to desperation for relief not knowing it would flood back all the symptoms but healed over time. I never touched alcohol again. God will get you through this bro!

Praise Jesus. I was given Klonopin. No one told me about withdrawal. Went 5 days without it and thought I was going to die. Now I am on a wean. I am a Christian and was deceived with this evil drug. I pray to my Heavenly Father to heal me. I am 64 and have evil panic attacks. I trust in Jesus who is Almighty.

@isaiahwilson953

3 жыл бұрын

He will get you through. He is so faithful, trust Him, He is fighting for you.

Isaiah may I ask you something, I have this fear that because there is some doubt in my belief to God and Jesus Christ, I fear that if I think the wrong thing or don't read the Bible that God won't accept me or help me. Do you understand this feeling and was just wondering if you could give your thoughts. Thankyou ❤🙏

@isaiahwilson953

2 жыл бұрын

Hi Emma! I understand your question completely. God is a good Father, could you imagine if your child believed something false about you? Would you decide not to help your child in need? Of course not! You would help regardless. God knows our frame and that we are so weak and need Him, He will never deny us because of our own weakness. He breaks through and rescues us time and time again because of who He is. He is faithful and He is good! He loves you and would never not help you because you didn't read the Bible, that's a work based relationship. With God, we can enjoy a relationship with Him, Father and child. So, to answer your question, no, He will not deny helping you because of your own weakness. Also, remember that your going through a pretty extreme chemical healing from the benzos, so a lot of our rational thinking is hijacked, and God knows this too and is so gracious. He sees you, He knows you, and He loves you. He will help you get through this!