Hello family,
Greetings in Jesus name.
This message came to me on 12th March,
I am thankful to the Lord for allowing certain painful trials, to bring in light of my sins and also to receive His mercy.
I fell for familiar spirits, it was hard rough days. These spirits impersonate the Lord and deceive us or make our life miserable.
When these spirits took over, I was in constant fear, my every move was chided, and felt so condemned as if I am damned and I became their victim.
Fear gripped my heart and it was a constant torment, if any of you feel the direction of the Lord and it leads you to fear, than its not Him. But familiar spirits.
When such things happen, don't be frightened. Thank the Lord for part of it is your training and another part is sanctification, Lord gives us grace to humble.
After the terrible experiences, somehow I showed trust in Him.....that too is a Lord's grace. As I came before Him pouring out.
Lord began to speak,
My dear,
I was waiting for this trust in you, that you would run to Me. I had asked you not to fear, fear nothing for I am yours, your God, who makes everything new.
I sustained you dear all this time, the reason I chose, not to show your faults vices, and sins, but who I am and how merciful, I am, that's what you are seeing today witnessing My mercy, My love.
My daughter wipe your tears, I am there, I will heal when the time comes, suffer a little, suffer for Me, in trusting Me.
I am there for you, never abandon you, as you trust Me move forward in My love dear, in My mercy for you, as you chose to believe. So I will do, My will in you.
( Here i was thinking, only Lord is important more than anything)
Lord replied,
Trust Me, it's nothing yes, you realized not ministry but Me. The one who loves you more, than My life which I gave for you. So trust Me, and run to Me when you fall and
stop striving cease from your efforts, cease to think you can do it, be little nobody I will live in you through and for you,
For my heart is merciful, very much merciful. Don't worry whatever happens look unto Me and don't fall for his lies, he is a liar that you can earn through My affections, no dear, I love you and gave My life for you, there is no gap for My love. I love you continually forever. Ok.
That was the end of the Lord Jesus' message.