🕚TIMESTAMPS🕝 Intro: (0:00) Pile Selection: (0:26) Pile 1 🩵(Blue Lace Agate)🩵: (03:58) Pile 2 🖤(Larvikite)🖤: (01:22:50) Pile 3 🤎(Petrified Wood)🤎: (02:37:36) Hello, beautiful humans! 😊 I've got a looooong reading in store for you, so please feel free to bookmark, like and save the video to watch in chunks. Maybe even journal or bring some comforting snacks with you, if that feels right. This is a dense topic and required a lot of patience, love, time and dedication on my end, and I feel that same attention would serve you all to view it with -- because it's all about YOU! And your light and dark masculine energy. *NOTE*: Dark energy is NOT synonymous with evil or shadow. Evil is the absence of love and light. Shadow is distortion of light. Dark is the complimentary force that enhances your light. Also, feel free to check out these two companion videos on the Light and Dark Feminine energy you possess that I did with the beautiful, intuitive light of The Dark Feminine Tarot Channel: kzread.info/dash/bejne/l4qj2JKanc_XedY.htmlsi=WbueVGzmtHVHDtx6 kzread.info/dash/bejne/q6SizK2LhbnWito.htmlsi=Pk51LNeTz1aTdI5I Keep in mind it is a general reading so not everything will resonate. Please only take what resonates and leave the rest. Know that you have free-will always and that you are never tied to any specific outcome. 💛 Remember to trust your intuition and that Spirit led you here for a reason! 🪷 If you enjoy this reading I would love it if you would like, comment and subscribe! 🥰 Thank you so much for being here and allowing tarot readers to create and channel messages for you beautiful souls. 🔮

The way pile one resonated made me cry. Almost everything resonated. When I was a kid, I was very quiet and just sat on the sidelines because everyone was trying to help my younger brother. He has Asbergers but kept getting bad diagnoses. I was just diagnosed with autism last year. My therapist asked me if I thought people would have been kinder towards me if they knew I was struggling too. I have gotten so used to people being angry with me needing things that I stopped asking. I gave up on the people around me and tend to leave not long after being in one place for a while. I didn't know how to answer the question. But, I have faith Spirit will guide me to where I can find people who will love me and support me. Thank you for the reading.

just letting you know that you're one of the best humans on youtube & i may have said this countless times & in going to keep saying it again & again, that you're such a blessing! you're such an empath & you make me & everyone feel so safe & encouraged here. so happy to be a part of this lovely community! 🥰🥰💗💕

@Twofeathers22

3 ай бұрын

That’s a nice a wonderful thing to say and what you said is true ol buddy arn

@Twofeathers22

3 ай бұрын

Amen lol

@litolacap2382

3 ай бұрын

I totally agree with everything you said about Her , she truly is a true gift to this world and a true beautiful Lotus!!!

Pile 2! How can you be so accurate and kind? I love you so much. Yes, deep down I know that I am a bad bitch, but still struggle with over-giving and trying to prove myself and earn love and acceptance. Trying to work through it. Thanks again. ❤

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

I’m so happy that this resonated and that you’re working through this so you can see what a bad b*tch you are! 💛 I’m sending you so much love and healing energy! Thank you for watching; I appreciate you.

Pile 2 resonated so profoundly. I cried as I listened to your message. I know your insights and words of encouragement will help me get over my fears. Thank you! ❤

Pile 1 and I’m a INFJ! This was so accurate I cried! Thank you for sharing your gift ❤

Holy crap you're intuitive! Your gifts are next level. Your readings always end up being so specific and on point, it makes me feel like you know me. Please continue doing what you're doing!!❤

I chose pile 3, I’ll tell you just about every single thing you said applied to me. And I don’t mind hearing the truth, it didn’t bother me because I knew that those are things that I have to work on. I can’t believe how on target you are with everything, I’m not sure if I have ever had a reading so accurate about myself. I don’t know that I fully understand how to tap in and heal the masculine energy. I’m going to listen to this again later today. I just recently discovered your channel and subscribed, I think you are an incredibly gifted reader. Thank you so much!😊

❤ pile 2 - what an excellent reading! Thanks for this depth!

This was so illuminating. Thank you 🙏🙏

I'm pile #1 too. I want to thank you so much because I didn't know I need to work on healing. I don't like to ask for help and give and do more because I don't want to be disappointed. I trust and accept the help I need. I have faith that the help I receive will always work out for my best interest.

Pile 1, the tears that rolled down my cheeks but then the insights which I received to heal what's supposed to come out and not suppressed. Thank you taylor❤ you have become a part of my healing journey.. Thank you for doing what you do :)

Pile 1 is just everything, I'm taking notes especially the energy check-in 🙌 It felt like a therapy session, I needed the validation tonight

Hi Lotus :) I just finished pile one and I just want to say how much I admire and appreciate you and what you do. From one rough childhood to another, all love and respect to you. You are one of those people who make the world worth living in. Also your taste in Anime and other media is top tier. 👌😎 Keep being you and truly all the best of luck in all that you're going through you absolute queen ❤

Pile 1 is accurate for me

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

I’m so happy it resonated! Thank you so much for watching. I appreciate you. 💛

I'm scared of my darkness because I feel desires that I can't control

Pile 3: Thank you so much for this reading. I feel like this is really going to help me on my spiritual journey. I am very grateful to you for the work that you do.

I like the way you read! 😊☀️🍃💕

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

Awww, thank you so much! I appreciate you! 💛

@Essmifrancelycalderon

4 ай бұрын

@@lotustiletarot 💛

3👑 thankiu, i really miss your readings ✨

Pile 2 here, thank you so much for this reading!❤

Pile 2 This reading was like a strike of lightning very shocking but much needed Thank you so much 💕

OMMGGG gurrrlll! You read me like a book on that pile 3. THANK you so much for all your time, work and effort! I really appreciate it and I needed that! 💗💗💗💗💗

Thanks!

Pile 2 🔥❤🔥

Pile 2, taylor I needed this today ❤❤❤ thanks

Pile 3 here, and this reading is so timely for me right now, confirming the energy I’ve been feeling and signs I’m seeing. Thank you for all that you do 💙

Pile1 felt like a personal reading girl..thank you and you have been missed . I hope you are healing from your dark night of the soul and sending you more power and healing to you girl ❤

Wow, this reading (pile 3) was so bang on that I'm definitely going to listen to it again and take notes. So wonderful to have you back, I missed you! Thank you for all of your channeling, your connection with spirit is really remarkable! You are a treasure house❤️

Something i was working on. Im happy you are as always the knight in shining armor.. loads of love to hooman

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

Awwww, I'm so happy that you're working on this for yourself, beautiful hooman. My kitties and I are sending you so much love! 💛

@papercrown8609

4 ай бұрын

I have a very interesting dynamic going on that i noticed for a long time. I am giving till i have nothing at the same time i feel like i am selfish and not giving at all. Like i don’t really care about anyone else. Trying to work that out. Still doesn’t make much sense to me. But im trying

Pile 1 - You're amazing!

Omg, pile 3 ~ so true for me 🙏🏼🪷 Felt like a personal reading🐬💕✨️ Thank you so much for the guidance🙏🏼🌺🍃🌿🌷

Thank you pile 1 is honestly for me. I just don’t feel like I can ask for things. It’s really hard

Beautiful reading, it aligned so well with some insights I just received ❤

Thank you for the help

you help me so much for this thank u

Pile 1 gosh so healing thank you for giving me awareness

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

I’m so, so happy to hear that! 💛 Thank you so much for watching and letting me read for you. I appreciate you!

Beautiful pile 3

Pile 2 ❤ Thank you 🙏🏽 this was a definite breakthrough from past life to psychological activation, truly thank you beautiful Sol ❤. The breakdown was so worth it. #light masculine #dark masculine 💣🌚🐈‍⬛🌌⛓️👌🦋🪞🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🦋

Thanks, Taylor~

First time everything has been explained in a manner that I clearly identified word for word with piled 1.

😒… On point again Lotus. Pile 3 distorted masculine from upbringing 😭😭😭😭

Nothing I write can be accurate enough to express how your readings, every single one of them resonates with my spirit. I know is a general reading but it's like you are directly talking to my higher self, the one thats trying break free from the prison I imposed myself, ALL of them send me similar messages my guides are very in tune with you for sure i can feel them talking to me through you. I can just THANK YOU for your light energy and your naturality. Im sending you loads of love and blessing for every step you take and hoping you keep blessing us with your beautiful gift. 🤍

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

Awww, I'm so happy that my readings resonate for you that way, and that your Guides are connecting via me. I am so honored just hearing that! Thank you so much for sharing your energy and this comment. I truly appreciate you! 💛

Love your readings ❤ 😊

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

Awww, thank you so much! I'm sending you so much love. 💛

pile 1 heree…I was talking with my therapist about the exacty same issues (control, not being allowed to express emotions in front of my parents and so on) yours readings always resonate with me so much and I hope you feel loved by us because we love you and your energy🌟 thanks lotus 🪷

Pile 2 it was sooo hard to listen to. Not because something wrong but because it’s so true and somehow painful. Thanks, I started making notes for therapy session like crazy. Hope I will balance all up

My mother was a very dominating person and my dad was very soft side I think its come from my mams distorted masculine energy and not my dads he was very soft and free just like me but she controlled us both ! I've always struggled with doing and following through as my doubts set in if I'm good enough and your right I'd hate to control anybody so I hdvk down and be controlled until I blow too..I am a provider and a protector pile 3 you read me perfectly I really needed this today as I'm struggling to move thank you ❤️

Capricorn ♑️ 🐐 💪🏿 ♑️ thanks for the info

Yay I’m so glad you uploaded ! Great way to spend my Friday night ❤ have a good weekend !

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

Awww! I hope you enjoy this one! Thank you so much for watching! I appreciate you. 💛

💚😇💚pile 1 wow all on!

Thanks! You are FUCKING AMAZING🕉

Thanks

Pile 2

Hi...can you please make a video on possible issues revolving around intimacy(emotional, physical as well as se*xual for both romantic and platonic type) ...I am kinda trying to understand this aspect of mine...have discussed this with my therapist too but haven't been able to reach to a solid conclusion and at one point felt slightly judged too (don't know if it's in my head or actually happened) ...your videos realllyyy put my feelings and thoughts into WORDS and it really helps me alot (am a Capricorn moon so understanding and expressing my feelings are so alien)...so please if you can do it. Thank you either way...ur readings help me so much ❤

Pile one 💙 This reading 📖 is just like a personalised To me yes I’m a clairvoyant 🔮 I was born 🐅 1962 I’m not frightened off the dark side, not at all. elderly gentlemen?yes it’s my grandfather 👴🏼 Who was born on the same day as me the 7:1:62 I’m not frightened of working in a mail orientated businesses I’ve Never been intimidated Hyper independence Yes I never like to ask for help Only if it’s something that I am unfamiliar with if I’m in a relationship the man needs to be alpha male How to 🔐unlock the cage I’ve always looked out for people that are less fortunate than myself from a very young age most Capricorn, people do look after their siblings and friends ❤ Home is where your heart ❤️ is Thank you for a wonderful reading today ✨💁‍♀️💕🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Plz do a reading on- future of this connection

#2. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️🤗

The colors are similar to my paintings. Pile 3 (spider and egg)

@skullchick911

4 ай бұрын

I SUUUUUCK AT ASKING FOR HELP. I used to be able to do everything. Not anymore yet I can't give it to anyone. But yeah I want to LIVE

Hi Taylor 😊

Whoa Hades both piles. Ya know... since my mom died is when I started being so much different. I also am now scared to sleep and have the lights off. Yeah I have already sacrificed myself

Omg I love my dad but he was soooooo XTRA PLEASE

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Im a sag with opposite gemini with pisces. My Narcassite is on and off again Pisces.

Hi gorgeous, can we have a balancing feminine and masculine energy reading? I am currently going through a huge shift finding my path to this balance and it would be very helpful to have some insight from you as i find your readings reasonate deeply! Or if i could have a private personal reading if you have this service i would love to :)

@Jaijojee

4 ай бұрын

Never mind i just found one you did six months ago 😍 However i would still love to get a personal reading from you if its possible ❤

oh 12th house is the hanged man? in matrix of destiny my number is 12. and my fav number was also 12.

Pile 3:

@amyj.4992

3 ай бұрын

Confirmation, my sun is in Aquarius ♒ and my moon, is in cancer ♋

@amyj.4992

3 ай бұрын

As an Aquarius ♒, I really hate when people infringe over my freedom because their ideas don't align

@amyj.4992

3 ай бұрын

Confirmation, I enjoy being feminine but I do know how to lean into my masculine energy 😜

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Just how dark do we go without feeling bad???

Spirit keeps sending me signs to study (explore) but I really resist. I cant be bothered to learn languages at the moment. but if I think that its gonna open my 3rd eye and help me find my true self maybe I could do it. and alchemise my pain.

@elftower907

4 ай бұрын

By the way you’re amazingly gifted

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

That’s so relatable, honestly. 💛 Definitely go at your own pace and know that your higher self and Sprit is behind you 100%. I’m sending you so much love and healing energy on your journey!

@elftower907

4 ай бұрын

@@lotustiletarot Ty so much

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“Unnecessary karma”? 😬 What a call out 😮‍💨 Yeah… trying to be the best human on Earth ha ha. 🤦🏽

@lotustiletarot

4 ай бұрын

I’m sending you so much love and healing energy. 💛 Know that you’re so appreciated and worthy of nothing but good things. 💛💛💛💛

Thanks!