an personal update, 8 months later !

Hi guys, first of all, I missed you.
second of all, i hope this video will make sense!
Healing, growing, self-esteem, how my haircut affected me, self-love, the death of my ego, illness, heartbreak, travels….
if you watched it whole, thank you.
I want this to be the intro to my series “all gloom, but all warmth”
There is so much left unsaid but I had to start somewhere, right?
i have so much to share about all those topics listed above…
Please comment questions or anything that sparks curiosity in you. I’ll happily start creating based on those questions. They might inspire me to create and talk about certain things.
ahhh posting again makes me so happy!
anyway, love you always, bye xx
Support me on instagram and on tiktok to follow my daily life:
/ virgomartinez
www.tiktok.com/@itsvirgomarti...

Пікірлер: 58

  • @sadgirlhours222
    @sadgirlhours222 Жыл бұрын

    virgo your videos feel so therapeutic!! always look forward to them, they're like a hug in the form of a video :,)

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    ❤ thank you

  • @mariekepage6791
    @mariekepage6791 Жыл бұрын

    the new hair is cool af

  • @Belli96
    @Belli96 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your honesty, that really helps

  • @juliewendy9595
    @juliewendy9595 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you thank you and thank you for being so relatable.

  • @elsaworks
    @elsaworks Жыл бұрын

    Fellow Virgo here! Rare to see Virgos opening up like this. I love it! You’ll Get better! ❤😅

  • @Lamards
    @Lamards Жыл бұрын

    Loving your hair and style girly!! I am so glad to see you get real with us and no Bs. Thank you for sharing all of this and being open and honest about it all. Truly dig that in a person. Hope that your journey keeps on getting better and better.

  • @ellendl3536
    @ellendl3536 Жыл бұрын

    Proud of you V!!

  • @rainbowunicornninjas
    @rainbowunicornninjas Жыл бұрын

    I absolutely loved this! It was like reading a journal entry. I’m happy for your growth & self discovery. Like you said, it’s a beautiful thing.

  • @5amWalking
    @5amWalking Жыл бұрын

    We missed u too u have no idea, i specially love ur content here on yt, and thank u so much for sharing this with us, i am too on my own journey of healing and i think i went thro it all I swear.

  • @megbay4276
    @megbay4276 Жыл бұрын

    this made me so happy to see you again! I’ve followed you for years and you’ve always made me smile Virgo. It’s good to see you’re in a better place than you was a few months back. ❤ sending you so much love! Hope to see more videos of you soon

  • @Jessica24Valentine
    @Jessica24Valentine Жыл бұрын

    thank you virgo for this video. ive been watching your videos for 5 yrs and its just been really amazing to watch you grow while i grow too. i've been struggling mentally which has impacted my health so this video really made me feel seen and heard. idk if you remember but i stayed in madrid for a couple months last year and met you on c. del barquillo with my gf. it was really amazing to see you and felt very surreal to me. but i just wanted to say thank you for existing. you have really helped me throughout my life. youre incredibly kind and i am excited to see what's to come for you xx

  • @Charlotte-br1cs
    @Charlotte-br1cs Жыл бұрын

    I just found your channel and this vid at the right time bless. I also went through heartbreak and sickness shortly after. Ended up spending months alone in my apartment recovering and completely alone. I was like a little caterpillar resting in her cocoon and I'm finally entering my butterfly phase now that I've recovered from the illness and heartbreak. So nice to hear someone who went through something similar

  • @tias78
    @tias78 Жыл бұрын

    So happy to see you're still full of love ❤️ missed you and your beautiful soul

  • @user-fs5gz7vh2g
    @user-fs5gz7vh2g Жыл бұрын

    I'm really happy that you are better and that you've come to yourself. We need to make ourselves the home we seek in others. We love you Virgo, and I wish I could meet you in person one day :)

  • @paulineanadacruz8950
    @paulineanadacruz8950 Жыл бұрын

    This is one of the best genuine video i've ever watched on this app, i've never felt this related thank you

  • @aureseternesw
    @aureseternesw Жыл бұрын

    contenta de verte mejor, y que hables de todo tipo de momentos; feels real to show how have you been feeling these last months, showing your highs and lows ❤❤❤💐 seguro que no ha sido fácil pero ver vídeos así ayudan mucho a sentirse acompaña🌷

  • @clawatch
    @clawatch Жыл бұрын

    Oh Virgo, je t’envoie toute la lumière que tu mérites ✨ Merci pour ton honnêteté et ta sensibilité, tu rayonnes

  • @lindseymccartney9870
    @lindseymccartney9870 Жыл бұрын

    Lovely video. Thank you for letting us in just a little. I’m so happy that you’re doing so much better. You’re hair looks great the color looks great you look gorgeous. Much love virgo ☺️🫶🏾

  • @cabroness1
    @cabroness1 Жыл бұрын

    Wow.... increible como expresas sentimientos tan complicados y cómo haces que lleguen a la gente que te vemos...This video was much needed, thanks so much for putting into words feelings I cannot even describe! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @sinaglayaramos
    @sinaglayaramos Жыл бұрын

    solid video my love ❤ take care, always!

  • @Laura-hr7xy
    @Laura-hr7xy Жыл бұрын

    Girl I'm going through heartbreak right now and it's so frickin painful.. gosh it's really good to hear you talk about it, and how there's a lot of beauty in it, in the pain, the sorrow, the frustration and the numbness of it all; finding deep places within yourself, allowing yourself to really feel and not push it down (VERY important)... just going through the motions. And it's so precious that you're vulnerable while filming this and showing it because you know, others could have edited it so much so that it's barely present. I just wanna say thanks for existing

  • @00anap
    @00anap Жыл бұрын

    Siempre llegan estos videos en los momentos que más lo necesito. Comparto tu sentimiento y te mando un abrazo❤

  • @vflorez
    @vflorez Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for everything you shared 🙂

  • @ankhdavinchi2028
    @ankhdavinchi2028 Жыл бұрын

    I can tell from the songs, posts and stories you've shared that the past eight months have been really tough. Indeed, hard times can make you stronger, and it's important to seek help when needed. I love your vlog so much. We are happy to see you are feeling better and loving yourself more❤‍🩹! Thanks for sharing! Can't wait for the next one! btw, I like your jacket! Sending love! 🍀❤❤

  • @paularamos1223
    @paularamos1223 Жыл бұрын

    loving this

  • @rebel_born_free
    @rebel_born_free Жыл бұрын

    Welcome back, we really missed you❤️ And this hair is soooo good btw

  • @nataliaorenes6894
    @nataliaorenes6894 Жыл бұрын

    Thank u for everything u have shared, I feel ive grown with u and your content. Thank u for discovering me art, artists, thoughts, emotions to empathize with, your world... I feel u like another person in my life. Your content and presence has always been a safe space for me especially in bad times. I feel like ive grown and reflected with every video of yours since 2019. i love the way you express yourself, is very fearless and im sure you've helped a lot of people, at least thats my case. Im so glad you're better. Thank u 🤍

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    love u so much, thank you ❤

  • @meditateformoney1591
    @meditateformoney1591 Жыл бұрын

    First of all, thank you for sharing your life stories with us. We really appreciate it. Secondly, i am so proud of you by seeing someone to get help. Bravo! To me, thats the 1st step to healing process. Thirdly, I went thru almost similar stuff as you. And at that moment it made me realized who my true friends were. You are blessed to hv such wonderful friends looking out for you. This vlog is also a self reflection of what i had gone thru last year and certainly a life lesson to learn. I love this vlog because it kinda gives me a reminder of some sort. Love you Virgo, even tho we dont know each other, but i do hope i get to meet up with you someday...before i get too to travel..hahaha kidding! *hugs* ❤

  • @cinder3
    @cinder3 Жыл бұрын

    Your new energy 🌈

  • @cfumarino
    @cfumarino4 ай бұрын

    Thank you Virgo - I’ve have two girlfriends in my life and my last one was a really bad heart break which changed me I understand everything you said and thank u for saying it

  • @yaracernich6409
    @yaracernich6409 Жыл бұрын

    Yo tbn soy sensible y estoy pasando por el peor bache de mi vida 💔 a veces pienso, ay ojalá quedar así con la gente que ves en los vídeos y conectar, desahogarse ❤️‍🩹🤧 Porq siento q estoy sola en el mundo siendo hipersensible 😅

  • @winstonmiller9740
    @winstonmiller9740 Жыл бұрын

    Tbh all your hair styles looked good on you but personally I feel dark hair suits you best. Your strong with a good heart and as long as you try and hold on to positive thoughts you'll be even stronger and happier 😊

  • @3000NaniNicole
    @3000NaniNicole Жыл бұрын

    Love the pokemon reference 😂 but i get what you say about the mirror part. I’m there now sorta. Idky I used to like looking at me but now the recent years I just idk who she is. Same with the hair situation. I constantly hate it and love it but now i just needa deal with it and have patience

  • @pialuisa8871
    @pialuisa8871 Жыл бұрын

    I’m 22 and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis three years ago. Somehow it feels comforting to hear that other people go through similar struggles. Thank you for talking about it and being honest! I’d love to see a video on your journey and especially what has helped you. Wishing you well🫶

  • @judithchilcoat5852
    @judithchilcoat5852 Жыл бұрын

    I send you many many tight hugs to let you know how much I have always cared about you. I love you back.

  • @--Singularity--
    @--Singularity-- Жыл бұрын

    There is no accidents. Lucky you.

  • @AnneArceo
    @AnneArceo Жыл бұрын

    Here since the good old tumblr days, gracias por seguir compartiendo con nosotros ❤

  • @jeanpaultongeren125
    @jeanpaultongeren125 Жыл бұрын

    stay strong

  • @carcanela
    @carcanela Жыл бұрын

    i love u veryyyy much

  • @paulagallego4396
    @paulagallego4396 Жыл бұрын

    Te mando mucho amor❤así de alguna manera me lo envío a mi misma también... hemos pasado un proceso muy similar. Me emociona escuchar:) abrazo enorme

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 gracias mucho amorsin de vuelta

  • @claudiasantiago1273
    @claudiasantiago1273 Жыл бұрын

  • @tarak3756
    @tarak3756 Жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy to hear that you are feeling better now! 🫶🏻

  • @sofs994
    @sofs994 Жыл бұрын

    ahhaa we are very similar... i also cry and i say '' maybe im getting my period ''

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    hahahaha

  • @itscrisx
    @itscrisx Жыл бұрын

    I’m also a New Pokemon🫶🏻🫣

  • @pb-cw9lb
    @pb-cw9lb Жыл бұрын

    Why is the sound so low ?

  • @AnnaKahlo
    @AnnaKahlo Жыл бұрын

    la natalia lacunza

  • @AdrienneDAgostino
    @AdrienneDAgostino Жыл бұрын

    you don’t need the rings to have gay hands i was actually looking at your hands like omg they’re perfect gay hands before you said that 😂👍🏼

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    hahahahah thank you? i guess?

  • @LauraGarcia-oj5mt
    @LauraGarcia-oj5mt Жыл бұрын

    Tienes un aaaaalma preciosa tía and you are a pibon en mayusculas

  • @VirgoMartinez

    @VirgoMartinez

    Жыл бұрын

    gracias laura❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🫂

  • @ayoolukoga9829
    @ayoolukoga9829 Жыл бұрын

    Place your faith on Jesus. Jesus died so that you can have everlasting life. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one gets to the Father but by him. Trust Jesus. Repent. Call Out to Jesus Now Have a good day.

  • @lupegeorge
    @lupegeorge Жыл бұрын

    Peor es tener inflación y dólar a $450 … come on!

  • @THISNAMEISNEVERKNOW
    @THISNAMEISNEVERKNOW Жыл бұрын

    I hope you find a nice young man. I'm telling you, 100% of problems is because dating women is impossible and soul crushing.

  • @vishnuvijwani
    @vishnuvijwani Жыл бұрын

    I first came across your channel for the first time in 2019 and you were speaking in Spanish and I liked the way you spoke Spanish and that literally made me learn Spanish a bit. 🤣🤣 Damn 2019 and i never thought that I'd remember something so small hahaha. Anyway, how are you doing? 😄