Seeing that massive smile on your face when sitting in your mums car is everything 🤍

Elle holding it together but putting tears in everyone else’s eyes 😭 how are you so strong and brave 😫 love how your face lit up in the car x

@bfayebrooks

4 жыл бұрын

Iknow i was crying 😢

This was a lovely tribute to your mum Elle. Well done for not only documenting this but allowing us to see it, I know this is going to help so many people. You are a lovely strong young lady and Conner is a great support to you. See you on the next vid. Big love 💕

@lauramissen6754

4 жыл бұрын

I log the denim short from Zara I need new one but may as w uet rl summe next year love ur videos

@lauramissen6754

4 жыл бұрын

Aww a sweet have ur mum car

I can’t imagine how immensely proud your mum is of you and Katie and all your achievements. Stay strong queens 💖

@mrfrisky2997

3 жыл бұрын

Why what's she done? Trained as a nurse, or a carer or joined the Army to serve the country??

@sarahparker1260

3 жыл бұрын

@@mrfrisky2997 if you can't say anything nice why say anything? Doesn't matter what she has done she has lost her Mum and needs to learn to deal with it. Unless you have lost a parent you have no idea how it feels.

Elle sitting in the car and saying "mum, how do I do this?" broke me. Even though she was smiling and happy about getting her mum's car back, it just made me think of all the things in life that you need your mum's help with. You're so strong, such an inspiration! Sending you love

Lost my dad two years ago. He had a stroke about 15 minutes after I left his house. I always cry on his birthday and it's always at a really random point of the day. Grief is a weird thing.

@xindigochildx

4 жыл бұрын

Sarah so sorry for your loss🌸

The car would be a lovely gift to Katie when sbe learns to drive, getting her mums car as her first car🥰

@ciarasouthon

4 жыл бұрын

I think it would be lovely but it would be so difficult and traumatic for her if she ever wanted to get a different car or if she damaged the car 😔

@libbystanbridge9561

4 жыл бұрын

Xx

my heart aches for you Elle. you’re such a strong, positive soul and I think it’s incredible that even in some of your darkest moments, you still manage to shine so brightly, and bring comfort to others. a true angel🤍

getting through the first occasions (birthdays, Christmas’, the anniversaries) are always the hardest but I love how you celebrated your mums birthday, she would’ve been so happy you vlogged it 🤍 my love goes to you and Katie 💗

You’ve reminded me to not take my mum for granted, I barely see her I sadly moved a good 30 minute drive away from her and I don’t drive. If I got a bus it’s over an hour and I have a toddler so it’s just a nightmare, I had a think to myself there and thought ‘if my mum died right now what would I think/say to myself’ - I would regret not spending more time with her, not taking that hour long journey to sit with her, not texting her everyday and mostly not telling her I love her enough. I’m 23 and she’s 53 so similar ages to you and your mum. Thank you for that reminder, I think of you and Katie a lot 💖

There’s a beautiful white butterfly that visits my garden every morning and every time I see it, it reminds me of you and your lovely mum! Much love to you 👑😇

Your smile when you were in your mums car, I bet she was sitting right there in the passenger seat with you all proud 💖

I’ve lost both my parents & i’m so happy you’re talking about your grief and how you’re dealing with life without your Mum. You don’t realise how much comfort you’re providing to people going through similar experiences! Sending so much love to you & Katie 💕

When u look and it was 11:11 that was a perfect moment of your mum saying hello. The lighting everything 🦋

The joy in your eyes and face when you talk about happy memories brings me so much happiness for you. You are the kindest and bravest soul and you deserve so much in life. I know every day must be hard for you but you truly can do it 💗

I’m 16 and my dad suddenly passed away November 2018, I think you using your platform to talk about how you are feeling with complete honesty is amazing💞 if you or anyone else needs someone to talk or relate to through the unbelievably hard and seemingly impossible times of grief I’m here :)

Thank you Elle for allowing us into your mums first heavenly birthday. I lost my father out of the blue when I was expecting in the hospital I still work in. My daughter was born on the day he passed away. Sending you so much love darling. Your mum will always be smiling down and know her two beautiful princesses are still continuing each day knowing shes with them. X

The moment you sat in your mums car, omg, such a beautiful moment. Sending my love to you and your family x

Im so sorry you had to go through this Ellie. Watching these vlogs makes me so emotional.. your an absolutely amazing soul . You're mum is always with you and she will always be proud ❤ xxxx

I love seeing these kinds of videos where you honest and sharing so much with us! We’re so happy to see you posting what makes you happy. Your mum would be so proud of your growth during this season of life. I love that you were able to get her car! So happy for you and that you have con there for you, he seems so caring for you! Love you 💞💞

I’ve got such a weird feeling that once you and Con are a bit more settled, your mum is going to bless you with a baby. I hope you’re okay. It’s awful but it does get easier, slowly but surely 🧸🤍

@milliemartin2749

3 жыл бұрын

Amie Elise omg how weird you literally predicted it!!!

@amieelise5545

3 жыл бұрын

@@milliemartin2749 OMG!!!!

Gosh Elle, you’re just amazing. The way you made such a hard day so special and clearly a celebration of your mum, I’m sure that’s exactly what she’d have wanted. Sending lots of love x

Thank you for sharing this day with us Elle, safe to say we are all rooting for you 💘 you really are so strong. All my love to you and Katie xxxx

This was such a lovely video Elle, you have me in tears every time you make a video about your mum. They always capture her essence so perfectly and you are so brave for talking about the grieving process to try and help others. I could almost see her watching over you as you sat in her car, she is so proud. Sending all my love Xx

Sending hugs to you and Katie, when you sat in your mam's car your face said a thousand word. Take care Elle xxx

Darling girl, your so brave and so open which you don’t realise helps so many people! Your mum would be so proud of you! 💓

I love you Elle so so much! such a strong girl your mum would honestly be so so proud of what an angel you are!xx

Your videos always make my day xx thank you for being so honest and real, your mum would be so proud💕✨

Been thinking a lot about you this week Elle. Sending you and Katie all the love in the world. You’re so strong and I admire you so much. Your mum would be so proud of you and Katie. Love you so much xxxxx🤍🤍🤍

Oh Elle, you've made me cry again...in a nice way....my mum's car is an extension of her...so I just wept when you got in it .and spotted the old toy..I'm glad you have it xx Thank you for sharing darling xxx I think you planned the day right xx And if Katie was here you might of worried about her more .than your own grief...so you did it..first anniversary XXX

Awww wow that white butterfly following you on your walk!🦋 Just beautiful! I’m so glad you did upload this Elle your followers love you and that’s regardless of whether it’s a happy fun vlog or a real honest insight to what you’re going through! You are supported and will be for the rest of your life! Happy birthday to your beautiful mumma! ❤️❤️

You’re such a beautiful soul Elle. So special, so brave of you to share what you’re going through. Life is so cruel. Everyone should hug those who they love a little tighter after watching this video. You are amazing xxx

I'm in bits 😭 What a lovely day and to get your Mums car on that day too is amazing. Such a beautiful touch xxx

Literally just wanna give you a hug 🤍🤍 just remember she’s high in the sky looking down and celebrating every second with you each day 🤍

You are such a beautiful soul, sending you massive hugs 🤗🤗🤗❤️ she will be so incredibly proud of everything you’ve achieved. She will be looking down and watching you and Katie every day. Keep doing what your doing - you are so strong and we are all so proud 💗💗 xxxx

Sending love to you and Katie. Can't imagine how hard it is to lose your mum. Every time you talk about her I cry! 😢❤️ You're so strong and brave and I'm sure anyone watching this that is in a similar position will appreciate your honesty. Xx

Your face when starting your mums car had me bawling my eyes out just the raw emotion and happiness in your eyes...you're such an inspiration and lucky to have con by your side as he is lucky to have u to xxxxxx

I just can’t get over how incredibly strong you are. You really are a credit to your beautiful mother. Never deny how you are feeling beautiful 💕💕💕💕

I am so happy you made this video Elle 💓 you are so strong girl, Thank you for sharing and making your moms birthday beautiful 💓💓 you will never regret being raw because that is what is true! You will look back and see how much you have grown! So proud of you 💓

i loved that you vlogged your Mum's birthday. I completely understand how you felt with being in the same situation. Everything you said touched my heart, the firsts are always the worst. Years after are still hard but if you get through the first you can get though them all. Lots of love Elle. xx

My heart breaks for you Elle, it truly does. I’m just getting ready to go out for dinner with my boyf and I’ve just finished my make up and couldn’t hold in the tears any longer. You’re amazing, you’re incredible, you’re a true inspiration to so many girls. I feel like I really know you because I’ve been watching your videos for so long, way back when you were doing bikini competition prep. Hope you have an amazing day angel if you read this. Sending all my love to you, always❤️

Aww elle this video broke my heart, wished I could just jump in the screen and give you a big hug. You mum is so proud of you angel

Sending you so much love 🤍 You are such a strong women and such an inspiration sharing videos like this to show the real side of grief for others. We love you xx

This is once again another beautiful video! Your mum will be immensely proud of you Elle xx stay strong angel 👼💕

This is so helpful Elle. My fiancé and I found his dad dead last year and I've never really known what to do for him on those particular occasions as he never really talks about it. Vlogs like this help not only people who are struggling with their own grief, but friends, family and loved ones who are trying to help on the outside. Thinking of you and Katie this week and thank you ❤

Elle, You’re so brave! You’re angel for Katie, Mom is proud of You.

Grief hits you in so many different ways especially on her birthday , happy heavenly birthday deb, lots of live to you and your family xx

This was lovely Elle, your mum would be so proud of you. Your doing amazing, keep going strong❤

It’s my mums birthday today as well and she’s been gone for nearly 5 years ago now it’s doesn’t get any easier you just learn to live with it better one day at a time . It will be ok you will heel it just takes time and you will put it in a place where u feel comfortable with it. It must be lovely to have the car so many fun times to think of . X

Elle, I have lost my mum too. It is extremely hard when you pass birthdays, Christmas & Mother’s Day. I release balloons with messages on and see them float up to heaven for her to catch. She’s with you everyday💗

@pippaDlightful

4 жыл бұрын

Joanne I do the same thing with the balloons as you do for your Mum.... for mine xx Hugs ♡

Sending lots of love ❤️ I don’t know how you kept it together in this video because I’ve just sat and sobbed at it. Your mum would be so so proud of you ❤️

This video is so beautiful and special. You are so brave. I love that your driving your mums car around, she will be so proud of you and Katie! Sending you lots of love and hugs at this hard time 💗xxx

recently your vlogs have been really long and tbh I’m here for it!!

We were thinking of both you and Katie this week, your mum is so so proud of you both. Sending you so much love ❤️

Happy Birthday to your lovely mum 🤍 She will have been with you all day! It’s coming up to 2 years since I lost my Dad. Special days like birthdays and anniversary’s are always the hardest. Thank you so much for sharing your journey, it will help so many people in similar positions! Loves of love 🤍🤍xxx

Your smile when you got into your mums car melted my heart, I’m so glad you able to have such a wonderful sentimental gift that you can use and love and care for. You can her tunes on top down enjoying the sun with your mum smiling down at you 💕💕

Sending massive hugs to you and Katie your such a strong beautiful women and your mum would be so proud of you hunny 💗 xxx

Hope you’re okay Elle honestly I love you so much and you call us angels but if we’re angels you’re the god! You’re always looking so pretty so cute no matter what even without makeup I love you and if you see this I just hope you know that you are worth it and you’re so pretty and you’re personality is just so cute😍😍 love you Elle thankyou for being a god to us angels ❤️❤️✨✨✨

This was amazing, so raw and completely from the heart! Keep doing what you do - your Mum would be so so proud of you! xxxxx

This was such a lovely video. Happy birthday to your mum. My thoughts and prayers are always with you all. ❤️

I lost my dad to suicide when I was 6....I say it's harder when you are older. On the flip side you were blessed with many many years of love and memories. Praying for you. Stay blessed 💕

I lost my dad with in 3 months of being diagnosed with cancer and 7 months later lost my sister with a brain bleed so I understand the feeling your going through.. much love 💖💖😘

You are so incredibly strong and inspiring and your mum would be so proud, every single day! Keep doing what your doing and smashing all your goals, because you’ll be making her smile up there. ❤️❤️

What a beautiful vlog, your mum would be so proud of you and kitkat! Sending my love xxxx

Omg ellie now u have put me in a predicament . Just got sorted to start tackling the garden something I hate then I see a notification from u.now I'm like sugar do I continue the half hour vlog or do I do my garden that I hate but if I sit down with a tea an biscuit will I actually get bk up an go do the garden. I don't think I will 🤦🏻‍♀️.but your looking stunning as always girl xxx

Your mum did orchestrate meeting up with her best friend - she’s always with you 💞 Even in the simple things like 11:11 and the white butterfly. I hope in time you can hop in the car with Katie and Con for road trips here, there and everywhere singing along to all those old classics together!

Loved this. Your mum would be so proud of the kind of person you are. So pure and kind ❤

Beautiful! Happy Birthday to your mum, you did it, you got through it and you will continue to make your mum so so proud xx

HANG IN THERE, i WAS 23 WHEN MY MOM DIED UNEXPECTLY ONE MONTH AFTER MY DAD DIED AND 2 MONTHS AFTER MY SON WAS BORN i WANTED TO DIE, BUT i AM 66 AND STILL HERE, BE THANKFUL YOU HAVE YOUR VIDEOS, BECAUSE i REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT M,Y MOM SOUNDS LIKE, IT WILL GET EASIER, BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS MISS HER. HUGS

Last October I came home and found my Dad died in his bed overnight, it shook me to my cor will never ever be the same, crushed my soul so deeply, right then and there part of me died instantly. Never thought at my age I will never be able to have the honor to say "DAD",again, not in the present tense, would give the world to do so!! Hug & appreciate your parents, they are a blessing..... close your eyes, try to picture your life without seeing, hearing or hugging either of them again, it is a billion times worse in real life.

@stormskies3861

4 жыл бұрын

Tracy-ann omg this happened to me as well. The shock of it broke me. I will never be the same. People don’t understand what it’s like. Sending you love 💖 xxxx

@tanni1877

4 жыл бұрын

@@stormskies3861 so sorry for your loss fellow angel, unless it happens in your own life it is impossible to really, really understand & feel the darkness left behind. big hugs & lots of love sent right back to you Danni!! x

@laurull1

4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry to hear that. I lost my mum over 7 years ago and now the thought of losing my dad is unbearable.

@stormskies3861

4 жыл бұрын

Laura H Aw bless you, I feel your loss hunni, losing a parent is so hard, hugs to you 💖💖 xxxx

such a beautiful video Elle, the way you held it together the whole time you're so inspiring! Your mum will be so proud of you you're an amazing person!! xxxxx

You’re an inspiration to us all, stay strong ! Your mum will be looking down on you smiling at the beautiful kind daughters she has raised. You make her proud every day x

Never been this early

@amandaathome9757

4 жыл бұрын

Me either!!

When I heard lights up by Harry styles playing in the background of Zara I freaked out

@mabelyoung1397

3 жыл бұрын

Same, he follows me everywhere i swear aha!

Elle you're doing amazing your mum will be so proud of you. The smile on your face when you got in her car was just so special. Keep smiling angel xxxx

Wow, what an amazing tribute to your wonderful mum, I’m sure she would be so proud of you! You’re incredibly strong. Thank you for sharing this and helping others at such a difficult time. Sending so much love 🥰❤️

24:06 it sounded like someone said something in the background idk it might just be me🤷‍♀️

@clairberkon4834

4 жыл бұрын

I think it was Con 🤗

@katymay3152

4 жыл бұрын

clair berkon it might of been I’m not sure but the camera was pointing at him and it didn’t look like he said anything but idk it might be😊

literally 99% wont see this but, god bless u and stay safe during these hard times read my name btw❤️

Absolutely lovely your mum will be so proud of you, the beaming smile on your face when you got in her car and big hugs to Connor you can see in his actions how much he loves you - don’t ever worry about vlogging these emotions you are helping so many people sending you hugs 🤗

You are so strong. Thankyou for sharing this, and I felt emotional watching it. I thought it was lovely that you spend some time with your Mum's friends. Sending lots of love to you and your family 💕

We are all rooting for you Elle 😘 What an amazing day to honour your beautiful mums birthday 💓 love you lots 💓

You are honestly so strong! And you have the greatest Angel of all to protect you through life. I really admire you, keep up the joy you bring to everyone everyday ♡

I hope your okay just know that the angels are always here for you, we all love u soo much, Thankyou for being so inspiring it means everything, whenever I’m down I watch ur videos they keep me going💗

I can’t believe how much it tears me apart... wishing you and all angels out there all the best.. they will never leave, they will always guide you from above ❤️ Hugging you from far away Elle!

I’m crying so much💕you’re so so so brave Elle, such an inspiration xxx

Such a beautiful video Elle 💕 your so strong I’m so glad you have people like con around you to support you! I love you angel your doing amazing and you’ll always have us🤍 I also felt your mum so much in the video when you was filming on your walk, like she was their with you x

Wow Elle, you are one of the strongest angel gals out there, so proud of how far you've come and I can't thank you enough for sharing your journey with us xxxxx

You’re such a beautiful soul Elle, how you shared your tribute for not only yourself but for others going through a similar experience. I am sure your mum is so proud of you. You’re very kind and brave xx

You are so so strong and brave Elle 💗 Grief is still something I am straight with but seeing you document and openly speak about your grief really helps and sends a reminder that I'm not alone 🥰

Absolutely in awe of you Elle, thankyou for sharing this part of your life with so many people. You really are an inspiration ❤️ Happy Birthday Deborah x.

This was beautiful to watch Ellie, you are so strong and your mum would be so proud xxx

Honestly Elle these videos hit me everytime. I have never personally lost a parent or loved one who’s close to me but I can really feel the emotion in your videos. You are so brave to show this side of your life online and I hope you get the respect you deserve for it! Hope your mum had a lovely birthday, I can tell you made it special for her💓

Literally sobbing the whole way through, my heart aches for you but I admire your strength and the way you can honour her memory. She’ll be so proud of the way both you and Katie are coping💗💗

Elle can I just say how incredibly proud I am of you!! You are such a strong and amazing person who didn’t deserve this at all! They always say the worst things happen to the best people! Lots of love xx

Hey Elle !! You are sooo brave and I am sure that your mom in heaven is EXTREMELY proud of you and wishes she could be wearing your AMAZING new angel collection Just know that con , herbs and your angel's are always here for you ❤

Love from Australia ❤️❤️ I lost my dad unexpectedly 2 and a half years ago when I was 17 and I can relate to your pain so much Elle. You are honestly helping me grieve. It never gets easier, you just learn how to deal with it. With you all the way ❤️

This is such a beautiful video, your smile when you are sat in your mums car is just something else. Sending lots of love to you and Katie xxx

It’s crazy to watch a video like this having lost my mum 11 years ago when I was 10 and to see the way someone else spends special events like birthdays. Growing up I’ve never known how to cope or what you do on birthdays etc now they’re not here and I’ve never openly sat down and thought about it but doing things like going to her favourite places and eating her favourite foods and wearing her perfume are such amazing things to still be able to do in her memory. This video has helped so much as my mums birthday is also coming up on the 18th of august and it’s helped me to maybe process and grieve properly now I understand it’s not just a day that can’t be celebrated now she’s not here. You’re amazing for documenting this day and for helping myself and so many people reading this. Love you Elle. I’m so glad I started watching your videos. You’re so relatable and raw in a good and helpful way. Thank you💗

In tears once again! I love how much you can open up about these things, it must be hard doing it off camera, let alone letting all of us in! You’re mum would be so proud of you, so genuine and warm hearted xxx

I cried so much when you said happy birthday mum. I hope God gives you the blessings you and your family deserve xxx