Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)

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Alexander Stewart - reflection (Official Audio)
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Lyrics
Verse 1:
I’m walking fast
I keep my head down low
So I don’t see myself
In any store windows
Pre-Chorus
Cause I know nobody else will notice
How hard I’m trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I’m dying inside
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
All my bones and all my clothes don’t fit
Lost all of my self affection
I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I’ll be
If I didn’t hate my reflection
Verse 2:
It’s like my body
Keeps throwing punches how it taunts me
Changes and saying it don’t want me
Waiting in the mirror for a sorry
Pre-Chorus
Cause I know nobody else will notice
How hard I’m trying just to cope with
Hiding all of me in plain sight
While I’m dying inside
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
Lost all of my self affection
I’ve tried it all but nothings helping
Part of me
Wonders who I’ll be
If I didn’t hate my reflection
Bridge:
If I didn’t hate my reflection
It’s the death of me
The parts I hate are all I see
Will I always be an enemy to me?
Chorus:
I’m crawling in my skin
Since I was a kid it’s been like this
I don’t know what it is
Why’s it like my bones and clothes don’t fit?
#alexanderstewart #reflection #bleedingheart

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  • @Emmiz12
    @Emmiz1213 күн бұрын

    "But I'm Dying Inside".... Wow! This is the most realable Ong ever!

  • @Maddyland0708
    @Maddyland070813 күн бұрын

    This one and if you only knew are the ones I relate to the most!!! Which is probably kinda sad since I've felt like this since I was 5 (I'm 16) my whole life I have always hated what I see in the mirror. And I'm glad there's a song to know I'm not alone. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤❤❤❤ I'm so glad you released this!!!! I'm literally crying

  • @LilyWalden

    @LilyWalden

    12 күн бұрын

    Same I don’t anything abt myself I hate the way I look I’ve felt like this since I was 6 and I’m 16 now and that feeling still hasn’t changed everyone keeps telling me I’m pretty but I still don’t think I am I care more abt my friends and family than me I put everyone b4 me I relate to this so much

  • @Maddyland0708

    @Maddyland0708

    12 күн бұрын

    @@LilyWalden I am honestly the same way. I’m the girl that will always worry about everyone else. I’ll tear myself apart to put others together. I’m the therapy friend always there for everyone but it feels like no one is ever there for me. But I know this is just one of life’s many battles. We will get through it one way or another. I believe everyone is beautiful and unique in their own individual way. And maybe they just aren’t meant to see it yet and when they do something amazing will happen! I love this song so much!!

  • @anamarlg01

    @anamarlg01

    12 күн бұрын

    ​@@Maddyland0708 I am just like you. I'm that friend that will give you an advice whenever you want and will always be for you no matter what , that friend that will be always happy even if isn't happy, that friend that will put a smile that can make you feel happy in any moment, specially if you are sad, angry, etc.

  • @Maddyland0708

    @Maddyland0708

    12 күн бұрын

    @@anamarlg01 exactly or when your haveing a really bad day and just wanna lie in bed, you put on this fake attitude so nobody can see you hurting

  • @anamarlg01

    @anamarlg01

    12 күн бұрын

    @@Maddyland0708 exactly, that's what I do every day of my life and when I am alone I start to cry and let it all out so I can calm myself down, I cry myself to sleep almost every day because of that

  • @inbecah
    @inbecah13 күн бұрын

    he deserves all the applause, the album is perfect on so many levels. 🤭🥰🇧🇷

  • @corvuswolf952
    @corvuswolf95213 күн бұрын

    Ive felt like this for most of my life. I still do. I wish my reflection looked as good as Alexanders.

  • @marvinsokolik600
    @marvinsokolik60011 күн бұрын

    The entire “bleeding heart” album is packed with beautiful, introspective lyrics and impressive vocals, and this track is no exception!!🔥 Love it!!🙌❤️

  • @Fay_156
    @Fay_15613 күн бұрын

    I wanna be a singer but everyone says i can't and it hurts to trye to be okay to everyone but on the inside am dying and no one knows am always laughing and smiling but at night i cry and it's the worst and that's why i started youtube to show my love of singing

  • @BayleyBoothman

    @BayleyBoothman

    13 күн бұрын

    Dont listen to other people mate, you know what you want go get it, dont let negative folks drag you down because it might just ruin your dreams

  • @laurebruyninckx4728

    @laurebruyninckx4728

    9 күн бұрын

    just follow ur dreams u wilsl get there and if you dot its ok just try thing u want to do if you dont try you will regret it 😊

  • @quinny3433
    @quinny343313 күн бұрын

    you make so many people happy and have an amazing emotional bond with us❤

  • @anshaggarwal-hz1jh
    @anshaggarwal-hz1jh13 күн бұрын

    Your songs just make my life so much better 🥹

  • @aubriellerichardson7086
    @aubriellerichardson708613 күн бұрын

    I've been waiting for this song forever! 💖 Your voice is amazing! I love all of your songs I hope you achieve all of your goals in life. Your one of my top favorites.

  • @user-mn9wc3bi8l
    @user-mn9wc3bi8l12 күн бұрын

    This song is just Pure Truth but not everyone understand is ❤ Some people think that u dont care about ur body but they dont know how much it hurt u💔

  • @DominikCooper-qc4jk
    @DominikCooper-qc4jk6 күн бұрын

    Dude I feel like this should be more popular by now

  • @Lilymcclintock
    @Lilymcclintock13 күн бұрын

    We are all watching history be made in front of us

  • @Dawson-zd5pz
    @Dawson-zd5pz7 күн бұрын

    If only he knew how many people struggle with there body too. I’ve hated myself and have had insecurities since forever it feels like. This really felt like is was my song. You really got me with this one….

  • @Shehereagain
    @Shehereagain12 күн бұрын

    It becomes scary when it’s so relatable

  • @Lil_and_Rox
    @Lil_and_Rox12 күн бұрын

    I literally can’t express how much your songs mean to me ❤

  • @myamulvey

    @myamulvey

    11 күн бұрын

    Literally keep me alive 🥹

  • @kelseyconstance170
    @kelseyconstance17012 күн бұрын

    It’s crazy how I can relate to this.. I hate the way I look my face my body.. I just want to be someone other then who I am

  • @user-pw7fg7hq7u
    @user-pw7fg7hq7u7 күн бұрын

    Hi everybody, I totally understand if you're going through insecurity right now, it's hard to love yourself sometimes. But I want you to remember just how beautiful you are, every human being is completely and perfectly beautiful. Every bit of you was carefully created just the way it is, for a reason. Your eyes, your nose, your body type, your hair, everything about you is absolutely perfect. ❤❤God thought so when he created you, he doesn't make mistakes. You are greatly loved, and you are amazing! God bless you Alexander everyone who sees this :):):):):)

  • @BulelwaKunene
    @BulelwaKunene5 күн бұрын

    Alexander I need more songs like this....this touches me😊❤

  • @dedicatedmother3325
    @dedicatedmother332512 күн бұрын

    Omg I'm about to cry. This album is so fire!! ❤❤

  • @thezarco
    @thezarco13 күн бұрын

    I love this song

  • @ItsNickjr
    @ItsNickjr13 күн бұрын

    ❤❤❤🎉 have to love me some of Alexander songs 😊

  • @BellaQuinones-ff7xi
    @BellaQuinones-ff7xi8 күн бұрын

    This song is so relatable I have felt like this since I was 10 I'm 20 now it's pretty much how I see myself everyday day it's not easy but I try to be better but there are days the are worst than others he wrote everyone's life who had ever been through this in to word love ur music ❤

  • @D.Gulberry
    @D.Gulberry13 күн бұрын

    congrats on the album!

  • @xXxmm24everxXx
    @xXxmm24everxXx12 күн бұрын

    Sooooo relatable!❤ I’m obsessed🫶🏻❤️🤩

  • @ratchadahyvarinen3769
    @ratchadahyvarinen37697 күн бұрын

    Thanks for this song. It means a lot to me.

  • @Officially-Lx
    @Officially-Lx11 күн бұрын

    THANK YOU ALEXANDER!! BEST SONG EVER

  • @MessyStitch24
    @MessyStitch2413 күн бұрын

    I've been waiting for this song to come out for awhile! Can't wait to add it to my playlists tmr! Good job Alexander!

  • @Liam-Rayz256
    @Liam-Rayz25613 күн бұрын

    my favorite

  • @JenicaLaCour-dw5il
    @JenicaLaCour-dw5il11 күн бұрын

    Thank you for this song I needed this

  • @Youantstopme
    @Youantstopme13 күн бұрын

    I just came from the live it’s so good I love all the songs so much

  • @deeannalynn0805
    @deeannalynn080511 күн бұрын

    I freaking love your songs

  • @NyanCatMeowDrako1503
    @NyanCatMeowDrako150313 күн бұрын

    Wow so good this is my favorite song

  • @IndieVibes.
    @IndieVibes.13 күн бұрын

    NICE!

  • @kayleighjenkins1468
    @kayleighjenkins146812 күн бұрын

    If your reading this I want you to know you are beautiful ❤

  • @tonerzlife3582
    @tonerzlife358213 күн бұрын

    I’m so happy for you and I’ve been waiting for this one I relate too much 😩

  • @xxlittlemissbrunettexx
    @xxlittlemissbrunettexx10 күн бұрын

    your songs are soo good!!!❤

  • @ChristinaWilson-ft4zr
    @ChristinaWilson-ft4zr12 күн бұрын

    I can relate to this song 😢❤❤ I love your songs Alexander 💗 you have a amazing voice and a amazing album

  • @Ellaaa245
    @Ellaaa24512 күн бұрын

    Your voice is like heaven!!!!!

  • @AbrgerVanderlaan-df3ks
    @AbrgerVanderlaan-df3ks13 күн бұрын

    I love this song ❤️

  • @supremevryen5898
    @supremevryen589813 күн бұрын

    Hell yea

  • @brooklyndawes15
    @brooklyndawes1513 күн бұрын

    its so good alexander

  • @Hurricanee12
    @Hurricanee1213 күн бұрын

    LOVE IT!

  • @MakenzieRussell-zj3fy
    @MakenzieRussell-zj3fy12 сағат бұрын

    I can relate to this song I'm aorry if you feel like this. This song makes me feel not alone

  • @watcher2033
    @watcher203312 күн бұрын

    true artist , wish u could be famous all over the world. Fingers crossed for you

  • @LilyWalden
    @LilyWalden12 күн бұрын

    This is so relatable I feel this way all the time

  • @Nattialexfan
    @Nattialexfan12 күн бұрын

    This song is amazing❤❤❤

  • @BellaRose1574
    @BellaRose157413 күн бұрын

    I love your music so much ❤

  • @joywilliams6
    @joywilliams612 күн бұрын

    Wow. I've lived with Severe Body Dysmorphia since I was around 5 years old. This song hits HARD. @AlexanderStewart If you wrote this song because you're living with BDS also... then I get you. If you wrote it just because.... then YOU are 'getting all of us with BDS' . ...... Either way, My heartfelt thanks. This song is giving a voice to so many, and an answer, to all who are still to be diagnosed.

  • @carsen500
    @carsen50012 күн бұрын

    My favorite singer 😍

  • @user-wz7ti3rm5p
    @user-wz7ti3rm5p12 күн бұрын

    Wow. First of all this might be better than If You Only Knew which I didn’t think was possible but it is, Second Alexander You are amazing the way you are. This song is so relatable and I send you hugs.❤️

  • @littleperson8376
    @littleperson837612 күн бұрын

    This make me cry... my god i feel it🥺❤‍🩹 This album is Incredible!!!!❤

  • @user-lj9hz6oz2b
    @user-lj9hz6oz2b12 күн бұрын

    I was so excited to this song is out finally 😮❤❤I learned to love my reflection 😢, love you Alexander

  • @brendavanover3542
    @brendavanover354213 күн бұрын

    I love this song I am 34 years ago and I can't say it better myself thank you

  • @miriamcohen9538
    @miriamcohen95389 күн бұрын

    you are my favorite singr

  • @LunaLivie
    @LunaLivie13 күн бұрын

    I don't think it's good if I relate, but i think i always hated something in me, and it only gets worse and worse and god how i wish it just ended. I'm partially glad that i'm not alone, but also i'm really sorry for anyone who feels the same.

  • @Trav3stee
    @Trav3stee13 күн бұрын

    love you alexander

  • @karinanugroho6341
    @karinanugroho634111 күн бұрын

    I have gone through so much pain and hurt recently all alone. I'm the type of person that will put everyone before me and fake a smile just to see others happy. I have so many trauma's that have been haunting me recently because situations in my friend group have been reminding me of them and the worst part is that I feel like I can't talk to anyone about it especially my bsf which hurts and I don't want to seem like a pick me or like I'm seeking attention by saying something so I just keep my mouth shut and keep all the pain to myself because nobody ever notices me. I'm scared people will think I'm too much or that they don't want to deal with me if I say anything and it's slowly killing me to the point where I sometimes feel like I don't want to be here anymore but I'm fighting so hard not to feel like that and I end up crying myself to sleep sometimes knowing that nobody is truly there for me. This song and (If you only knew) are getting me through each day. ❤️

  • @JustANormalGal
    @JustANormalGal12 күн бұрын

    I relate to this alot I've felt this way for a since I was 9 which was I started gaining a bit more weight I'm 13 now I'm trying to loose weight and gain muscle instead of fat but it's hard so I hardly look in the mirror because I'm insecure about what I see in that mirror

  • @Nicole19981
    @Nicole1998110 күн бұрын

    Be confident you really handsome

  • @Nicole19981

    @Nicole19981

    10 күн бұрын

  • @xxlittlemissbrunettexx
    @xxlittlemissbrunettexx10 күн бұрын

    I can relate to this song I’ve always 1:56 hated what I see in the mirror and I wish I was prettier than what I am 😭💔

  • @dminemroque3905
    @dminemroque390513 күн бұрын

    ❤❤damn it hits so hard

  • @Alicia_1414
    @Alicia_141412 күн бұрын

    I hate that I relate so much to this

  • @user-vg7hr7fq1w
    @user-vg7hr7fq1w13 күн бұрын

    Ily❤

  • @Lilymcclintock
    @Lilymcclintock13 күн бұрын

    This is so sad!!

  • @keoniebalaszi2617
    @keoniebalaszi261713 күн бұрын

    🥰🥰🥰🔥🔥🔥

  • @ilovemybestfriendsy
    @ilovemybestfriendsy13 күн бұрын

    Repeat loop it,it's so true ❤💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @user-hx4rg8nc8z
    @user-hx4rg8nc8z13 күн бұрын

    Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy❤❤❤❤

  • @klinchapnewmai5490
    @klinchapnewmai549013 күн бұрын

    I like your voice... AS

  • @user-ex4ln1mh4e
    @user-ex4ln1mh4e13 күн бұрын

    Trop cool boy je veux être pareil que toi 😮

  • @Pookie3505
    @Pookie350513 күн бұрын

    How long dose it take to make one song, I’m mean like I know it’s diff for everyone, but how long did it take you to make this? Also you beautiful 🥹

  • @chouguimohamed53
    @chouguimohamed5311 күн бұрын

    توارك توارك

  • @fanny7253
    @fanny725313 күн бұрын

    Mi canción 😔

  • @hannahpowell4576
    @hannahpowell457613 күн бұрын

    See you Saturday!!!

  • @noredinehachouf5625
    @noredinehachouf562512 күн бұрын

    💝💖💝💖💞❤️💞❤️♥️♥️

  • @TheOnlyShilohyahu
    @TheOnlyShilohyahu13 күн бұрын

    First!!!

  • @fitahiana00ramarosandratan83
    @fitahiana00ramarosandratan8311 күн бұрын

    I wanna try to do cover with

  • @dorasmith9613
    @dorasmith961311 күн бұрын

    my bf always tells me that I'm beautiful but I cry every day because I feel so ugly.

  • @not.jessicaaaax
    @not.jessicaaaax12 күн бұрын

    I'm crying, I have a friend group. they don't make me insecure, but they are all skinny and wear Nike pro shorts and shorts that show there legs. and always talk to each other about how they love there body. but I'm juts sitting there in a jumper and baggy clothes. I always hated looking in the mirror. I never even wanted to. I'm gross. I love you so much.

  • @Iara_nati
    @Iara_nati13 күн бұрын

    Primeraaaa

  • @airmedic0072
    @airmedic007212 күн бұрын

    I always hated my reflection as a kid and specially when my mom and dad were hating it to..why you don't dress like your friends, why your face is like that (acnea as a kid), I grow up waking up and thinking Ew each day I saw my reflection.

  • @airmedic0072

    @airmedic0072

    12 күн бұрын

    My parents saying you are fat when you are 5.5" and you are 135pounds..

  • @paulinavanzini4693
    @paulinavanzini469313 күн бұрын

    🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Sora_the_flame
    @Sora_the_flame9 күн бұрын

    This song is the new trans anthem I swear

  • @AntiWitak
    @AntiWitak13 күн бұрын

    Alexander I love u more. Marry me❤❤😘😘😘

  • @Pookie3505

    @Pookie3505

    13 күн бұрын

    That’s a little far lol

  • @maaxrocklets
    @maaxrocklets13 күн бұрын

    🥹❤️

  • @karljc_
    @karljc_13 күн бұрын

    🥹🫶

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