Im crying my mother did drugs, weed, etc. and got me into the system. Im with my grandparents and im just listening to this song with max volume on.

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

i really hope for you that you’ll get out of this vicious circle

@d3rpyk1d76

Жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry for you :(

@xxunknownxx8978

11 ай бұрын

I’m rlly sorry buddy I hope things get better and I hope the best for you

@TylerM-lw5xo

11 ай бұрын

unlucky mate

@sarcashd3991

10 ай бұрын

Oh no weed that's terrible 🤣

“Leave your body, leave your mind. Don’t you know your out of time” just hits so hard 😢😢

this song automatically makes me sad af and the slowed version makes me realize how almost everything about me is bad im not good looking, have so many flaws, not a lot of ppl like me, i dont get good grades at all and i just cant focus on anything or any goal i have i just wish i was a better person.

@Ginkisfvr.4

5 ай бұрын

Real asfk

@bananamajic3024

4 ай бұрын

I feel the same way man, it's like nothing you do is ever good enough...I'll never be good enough.

@zackfletcher2933

Ай бұрын

You defined my entire life I’m a loser

I have watched this comment section grow from 0 comments to about 30 now, and every comment is a piece of relatable material towards this song. I check in on this very upload of this song just so I can read the comments and learn a different story each day/week. Also, really happy to see the uploader offering help and comfort. What I'm saying is, just this song alone has created these connections, and conversations that mean a lot to not only the person, but anyone listening to this song.

@avguris

11 ай бұрын

I think in this world it's extremely rare to be truly happy. I'm a person who is always laughing and never get mad at anyone, I also have a decent amount of friends but yet somehow when I sit alone just that something about my life just feels depressing and there are still things that come so easy to other people that somehow are the hardest thing to me.

@lolzzca8804

9 ай бұрын

ay man i hope all is well, im sure youll get out of that i was like this aswell but i realized there is people around me who care for me. the same is for you so just remember that man and remember god is always with you

@justvibintosomemusic

9 ай бұрын

@@lolzzca8804 thanks I hope so

@carbon1080

Ай бұрын

most relatable comment cs im really blessed imo but i get frustrated w/ myself so easily. gl to u brother :>

If anyone wants the lyrics, here they are: Gonna crack a rib When I get home I'm gonna bury you In my favorite hole I made a bloody mess In the kitchen sink I tried to fix myself But I didn't think They said "We just want to Talk with you" "We just want to Walk you through" Oh, I don't want to see you, babe I wanna be trapped in you Oh, I don't want to be me But I'm gonna pretend for you, oh Let's paint our nails And keep it real 'Cause honey all I know Is what I feel I'm still looking for A friend of a friend He said he'd hook me up He told me what he had They said "Leave your body Leave your mind" "Don't you know You're out of time?" In his room In his bed You can't hear what he said Looks like dirt Tastes like trash Honey, I know you Could float right past Oh, I don't want to see you, babe I wanna be trapped in you Oh, I don't want to be me But I'm gonna pretend for you

@kavul77

10 ай бұрын

❤

@HazbinCC

10 ай бұрын

Ok

This song just hits my adhd brain in all the right places :) but the lyrics are so sad :( so I almost cry everytime I listen to it lol

@Lily-hd6ju

3 ай бұрын

tf has it got to do with adhd

Trying to write the most relatable/sad book rn. It's about a guy who dad died when he was younger, and he has these two friends that mean the world to him. His two friends die when they are in high school, and he becomes depressed. (His friends teased him for not wanting a gf) he finds this girl and I'm planning to make them have the most real/relatable/sad convo ever. music really helps, thanks.

@FunkyJayy69

5 ай бұрын

bro got a sad ash life☠give smth good in his life

My ex abused me last year. The teachers know. The admin, the few people I trust. Today I looked over and saw his staring me down flipping me off from the hall. It made me sick I almost threw up at lunch. Many people victimize themselves or say womp womp or jusy dont understand so I just dont share. But today I need to. Towards the beginning of pur relationship he knew I was born early from a car accident, and that I have autism. I explained about my abusive bio dad. I told him about my uncle to SAd me. I trusted him to know that and not break boundaires. I told him about my cousin who also SAd me in junior high. He listened for a bit but suddenly after the summer we went back to school he acted different. He began brainwashing by saying that he would KHS if I left him, blame it on me so that I get in trouble. Then it began. He would manipulate me and touch me when I begged no. It happened more than 30 times. I'd try to get away. I couldn't tell I just couldnt. Id get mad and he'd turn it on me like saying "you wanted it, you were wearing.., you didnt say anything you only pushed me away." In december it was the worst time of this. Hed take me put side in the snow and try to get me to do stuff. Im lucky to be a virgin still after this. That was THE ONLY THING he didnt do because he KNEW his dna would stay and hed be busted. I never had evidence to turn him in. Decemeber is the time I was depressed when I was in 8th grade, the time I was SA'd previously and now again last year. I'm so sick of it. He just got worse and worse with it. Towards the end infront of his friend he tried to get me to lay down to put his head in my chest. I KNEW what he was doing so infront of his friend as a plea, I tried to get up and get away. He then punched my ankles and legs to try to get me to sit and yelled for me to sit down. The next day I hid at lunch, and the next. I then went to him in the lunchroom infront of a lot of peopel feeling safe enough and broke up with him. He cried and cried. And played victim. I cried but in freedom. But unfortunately it didnt end there. 2 weeks went by of him begging for me back. Then in my cooking class infront of my 2 friends who know everything now he was acting creepy. He grabbed Kn*ves and was touching them, looking at them and then to me. Uncomfortable and scared I told the teacher about it. When I went back he forcefully grabbed me and I kicked and yelled LET ME GO. STOP. he gripped me so hard I had marks on my skin. I then ran out with my teacher following along with someother teacher who heard next door and ran to the bathroom and cried. I took photos. My mom called me, called the school. The principals were in a meeting so I went back to class. Him, playing the victim cried in a corner. Everyone knew in that class about the attack. But no one knows everything. I was offered to press charges but because of his parents being in a biker gang and being creeps I just couldnt. I refused. I got a restraining order filled. The other reason was my brothers bio mom trying to sue my dad. My dad is the inly one who works so we had to save for that. My mom has a spin injury permenetly form the car accident. I am now single and looking once again parinoid at school to make sure he doesnt come in here. Many people play the victim. But when you dont know the true story of a true vitcim you will aussme we all fake it who are serious. I went form paranoia from a girl threatining to shoot me in high school to sitting here a senior again, paranoid of a man capable of possibly the most horrifying things.

this is heavenly tysm

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

kiss kiss

"I made a bloody mess in the kitchen sink I tried to fix myself but I didn't think"

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

just … so real

"its gonna be alright now" i cry every time

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

crying is beautiful, it means you’re actually feeling something and you’re letting it all out. i promise you it’s going to be okay

@spinnysocks

10 ай бұрын

​@@avgurisit's so hard. but i always keep going, i keep making it out. i guess it's always okay in the end

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

@@spinnysocks you kept on fighting no matter how hard it was :) i’m proud of you and you better be proud of yourself too

This song reminds me of when my dog died and when I really suicidal, etc. But i still feel the same thing every day and cry everyday this song just reminds me when I have no one in my life as well .

@lolzzca8804

9 ай бұрын

remind urself that therre is people who loves you man, god is always with you.

My mum died when I was 6 from a heroin overdose... Since then my life was a mess, school was shit, most of the time I broke out and went to the local cafe in town as it was my safe space, my teachers always told me I was a go nowhere and that I wouldn't be successful in life, I'm currently the lead singer in a punk band called skeletal fragrance, life is good at the moment yakno... We're playing shows here and there, getting about on the scene n stuff.. I plan to kill myself at 27 because yakno funny rockstar number or whatever, living life knowing I'll eventually be free from this flesh prison weirdly comforts me, it comforts me to know that one day I'll be reunited with her and I'll be able to tell her about everything that happened in my life since she left, I just want to make her proud, because I've never had a sense of pride in myself... I dunno, people just seem to vent in the comments of songs like this so, here's my vent thing I suppose, if anyone reading this recognises me: hi

@avguris

11 ай бұрын

i’m so sorry for your loss but i’m so happy that you got your shit together and are currently doing anything to make your mom proud. but you should never forget to make yourself proud tho. your mom would hate if you weren’t proud of yourself i promise you that.

@user-kur0m1b4b11

7 ай бұрын

Please don’t do it, you need to keep going. You have to go on with your life. Live the life that you can! Your mother would have wanted you to keep going. You’re not alone, don’t do it. You deserve to live.

@careforjusticealways

4 ай бұрын

please don’t hurt yourself!

" i tried to fix myself but i didn't think"

I have nothing, my family is all gone, my once friends have left me, my girlfriend that I gave the world to left me, I gave it all I had but now I have none left for myself

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

you literally have yourself which is the most important thing. work on yourself and attract people that will stay in your life forever.

@flacohernadez9920

11 ай бұрын

i'm here bro

Kinda just existing now.

I knew my brother was going through tough shit when I heard this in his room

Remember kids, never abuse sostances, life is kinda good sometimes, don't let substances ruin those rarely good moments. Love you all.

I don’t understand what life is anymore, it just seems like constant torture through the abuse, parents divorce , my mams suicide attempt, to my own dad telling me wished I was dead, not having a solid group of friends and now still suffering with bipolar. When does it end. Am I always gonna be in this much pain will life ever stop hurting. Will I succeed at anything??? I’m so fed up of trying to move forward.

@Sakura.361

8 ай бұрын

God bless you with peace

honey, i know you could float right past

gonna crack a rizz

This song made me realize that I'm alone and none of my friends actually like me

@Quartum505

3 ай бұрын

get new friends.

@sc3n3.g1rl

3 ай бұрын

@@Quartum505 it's not that easy

some people are really gonna crack some ribs after this song

I wish my parents didn’t have me at such a young age. Honestly, if they didn’t have me, their life would be so much easier. They’d eventually have to learn how to grow up, yes, but my dad wouldn’t have such horrible mental health and my mom wouldn’t have to feel the pressure of being a good mom. I love my parents, and they love me. They spoil me too much, though, and they have changed the person I am now. They aren’t good at parenting, in my opinion, and if they would’ve had me later, then everything would be a little easier. Because right now I feel very useless and dull. My parents have put their life in their perspective into my eyes and it absolutely sucks. They spoil me and give me more than enough of the things I love. And yet I still feel this way. Life sucks.

I had a dream of this exact song with the gleb korablev vid on it but I haven’t heard the song in like a year

i wanna stay strong but I can’t take this no more

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

gotta stay strong for yourself

@bbtray

Жыл бұрын

@@avguris yo i been losing hope and i didnt even think anyone would care if i commented on this video so the fact you took js a few secs out your day to tell me that means everything and i hope that the rest of your goes well and i very much do hope you have a great life bc you deserve it 🤍

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

@@bbtray hope dies last :) there’s always a little hope left and i hope you’ll realize that one day

@sarcashd3991

10 ай бұрын

Wah wah wah

@HazbinCC

10 ай бұрын

stay strong ik how it feels

VENT Btw: D: Everthing today ahs gone wrong, and once again, i wind up here, playing this full folume, laying in my bed crying my eyes out after another failed attempt, and school starts tommorow, I'm going back with the same haircut but messier, same bag, same clothes and no glow up. I feel like a failure.

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

failed attempt ? at what ? you literally got up and chose to live another day, no matter how bad it went, you got up and fought. and it’s silly to force a glow up, how are you supposed to believe that other people see beauty in you when you can’t see it yourself ? your first assignment should be to write down 3 things that you like about yourself (looks wise). you will find something don’t be silly

@Schoolwork-zt2kh

10 ай бұрын

tysm, u have no idea how much this means.@@avguris

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

@@Schoolwork-zt2kh 💞

I’m a furry and bisexual and everyone mostly makes fun of me because of that, they keep calling me “fatherless” a “disappointment” and saying to “go kys” or “no one loves you” there was one time that on Roblox over probably 12 people were in a argument and it was because of me, I was a furry and people were making fun of me because I’m a furry, and said rude things to me, someone decided to spam type “furry” in the chat. This is mostly why everyone hates me and I mostly hate myself. Thanks for making this. I listen to this maybe every day.

@avguris

Ай бұрын

how can you be bisexual and gay dkakfnwkdkaoeod

@Colin__2007

Ай бұрын

@@avguris you can, bisexual means you love women AND men. But it’s the same thing. right?

@avguris

Ай бұрын

@@Colin__2007 you can’t be gay and bisexual lol. gay means you only love men and bisexual means you love both 😭 lmao

@Colin__2007

Ай бұрын

@@avguris ohhhh, mb sorry

I dont even have a reason to be sad but I am what is wrong with me

i live my life like im so happy and everything is great all the time, but it’s a false reality and i’ve truly never been more sad in my life than i am now.

@avguris

11 ай бұрын

delulu twins 😆😆😆 no but in all seriousness i think fake it till you make it is a scam and i can’t wait for you to be genuinely happy again

Fucking hate numbing myself and disregarding my emotions with simply telling myself it is what it is and that I can't do anything about it either way

The last time i cried was when my long distance girlfriend left 6 months ago she cheated on me about 3 months ago. Im numb, I hate summer.

I’m not depressed I just like listening to depressing songs. (Ok I am depressed but yk what I mean)

Me because my family has me fucked up

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

me because the love of my life is playing

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

if you want to talk about it, let me know oki

@monicazheung6385

Жыл бұрын

@@avguris thankyou sm do you have instagram?

@avguris

Жыл бұрын

@@monicazheung6385i’m sorry for the late reply, yes i do :) my instagram is @avguris, please text me there if you ever need to talk

@monicazheung6385

Жыл бұрын

@@avguris hi thankyou so much, i’ll follow you

i love the song but i cant with the goofy image of that heart ☠️

@avguris

3 ай бұрын

GSJQJSJAHA LOOKING BACK AT THIS YOURE SO RIGHT LMFOAODOWOFOEOODOSOFOSODOSOW

my girlfriend cheated on me and since that day ive been scared of myself

things have been better still kinda sad tho

@avguris

11 ай бұрын

don’t talk your situation down if you’ve realized it’s been getting better :) show gratitude and pray for things to get even better because you deserve it

me when im gonna bury you in my favorite hole😲⁉

« but I’m gonna pretend for you »

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

r e a l

Well, cry for my ex again

morbidamente reconfortante, tanta gente mais fudida qe eu nos comentarios... wow

Pov: vc n tem amigos

idk

@_4bb1_v1nnY

7 ай бұрын

fr

Guys I’m genuinely crazy

@Lilsoupey

8 ай бұрын

Nah like fr self harm and delusions aren’t fun

Jesus loves you and will always accept you no matter what youve done, just accept that Jesus died and rose on the cross for your sins.💖

@Batboys202

12 күн бұрын

Idk I'm gonna go see him I can't take it no more

@sup7530

12 күн бұрын

@@Batboys202 Don't, you will one day, now is not the time, God promises a happy, peaceful life in Christ, all you have to do is follow him. Whatever pain you're going through will end, just give it time, pray and endure. You have an obligation to live for Christ, and he will reward you plentifully. Give it one month, work on yourself, exercise, read, pray, meditate, stretch and have fun. God bless brother, you're only young, times will change, trust me. 🙏💕

Why's he smoking? Doesn't he know that's bad for him?

destiny has a plan for all of us, just trust the process please. i love all of you.

@avguris

9 ай бұрын

real :)

Who else hates themselves

This comment section cringe af like its a good song and all im seeing is people's life stories

@avguris

10 ай бұрын

the only one who’s cringe here is you bruh. you don’t belong here whatsoever if you think people sharing their stories together is cringe. are you actually slow. fuck off

@deligeroysabellez.9274

8 ай бұрын

then get out of here lol

@sarcashd3991

8 ай бұрын

@@avguris it's fucking weird

@avguris

8 ай бұрын

@@sarcashd3991 awww 🥲 too bad ! bye

I’m egeing but my dad caught me and joined in I think he let me win guys