Addressing My Mental Health.. Selling My House and Getting Help

There has been so many major life changes for me this year and I'm ready to share them all with you.
It's time to address my mental health and be very transparent. I've had so many silent personal struggles, public feuds and ALOT of mental trauma. Caused by ME, my past actions and people from my past. I've had TOO MUCH loss and have been slowly healing.
It's time to also say goodbye to California for awhile.. I'm selling my giant house in LA, I've donated and sold all my clothes and I'm starting the next chapter of my life. Please listen with an open heart and mind. Thank you to everyone who has stood by me through all the success AND the ugly. I love you so much. If you are struggling with mental health issues or depression, NEVER feel ashamed to ask for help. I waited too long and I'm grateful every day for making the choice to heal.
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  • @Juliamh2222
    @Juliamh22222 жыл бұрын

    “When a flower doesn’t bloom, you don’t blame the flower, you put the flower in a better environment”. - Unknown . Keep that in mind

  • @andrea35722

    @andrea35722

    2 жыл бұрын

    I really like this and need to hear this so thank you💕💕

  • @emmylafoo1986

    @emmylafoo1986

    2 жыл бұрын

    Love this 💜

  • @kat5592

    @kat5592

    2 жыл бұрын

    Jules H that is gold. TFS. ;-)

  • @kaylariggs5188

    @kaylariggs5188

    2 жыл бұрын

    Flowers cant take care of themselves. They cant water themselves. They cant control if they're put in an area with insufficient sunlight. People are responsible for themselves, and their choices & behaviors. Keep that in mind also.

  • @tresporquatro6385

    @tresporquatro6385

    2 жыл бұрын

    I needed to read this. Tk u

  • @mary1412
    @mary14122 жыл бұрын

    People might think he’s ridiculous for still being so upset about his dogs, but he doesn’t have kids, he REALLY felt like those dogs were his kids. It’s devastating.

  • @lexijohnson3035

    @lexijohnson3035

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just lost my pom yesterday and I’m completely broken 😭😭😭

  • @mary1412

    @mary1412

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lexijohnson3035 oh no I’m so sorry!!!!! It’s so sad. I’ve lost dogs and it’s so upsetting! Prayers!!!

  • @TakahataStrify

    @TakahataStrify

    2 жыл бұрын

    I lost my dog 5 years ago and it still hurts a lot when I think about her. i wish time could heal wounds

  • @SaraSmile23

    @SaraSmile23

    2 жыл бұрын

    As someone who can’t have children of my own, my dogs are 100% my children. I’ve lost one and she was amazing and still to this day we grieve her. We miss her and are blessed that we got 17 years with her. There are pictures of her everywhere in my home abs every year we still celebrate her birthday.

  • @SaraSmile23

    @SaraSmile23

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lexijohnson3035 I’m so sorry. It’s not easy. And it’s such a transition. My thoughts are with you❤️

  • @wandering_dreamcatcher
    @wandering_dreamcatcher2 жыл бұрын

    Man, seeing him and not feeling a toxic vibe is beautiful to watch. I like this Jeffree the best amongst all the versions he's grown into over the years. Keep at it Jeffree, keep blooming 🌸✨

  • @sirennem.6890

    @sirennem.6890

    2 жыл бұрын

    his life is not an easy for sure

  • @komododrag5232

    @komododrag5232

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes he's a toxic Scorpio😑

  • @sarahbrower2453

    @sarahbrower2453

    2 жыл бұрын

    Jeffery is faking the funk, people like him have to "appear human" to stoop to your level to gain sympathy. His p.r team coached him and you guy's bought it for 5 cents.

  • @cocoland502

    @cocoland502

    Жыл бұрын

    @@sarahbrower2453 seems like you like to read others minds and life . Mind your own , be kind .

  • @sarahbrower2453

    @sarahbrower2453

    Жыл бұрын

    @@cocoland502 You're a year late, move on.

  • @Thedvinelife
    @Thedvinelife2 жыл бұрын

    “Was afraid to heal”. Baby, You have cried for help for so long. YOU wanted to heal, your ego, did not. So proud of you for finally becoming stronger than your ego 💛

  • @spiritualeefeminine8075

    @spiritualeefeminine8075

    2 жыл бұрын

    This comment is the one. The human ego can be so detrimental sometimes but once you figure out how to deal with it a whole new world opens up

  • @sarahwoodward4453

    @sarahwoodward4453

    2 жыл бұрын

    👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 THIS ❤️

  • @cassymaynard4541
    @cassymaynard45412 жыл бұрын

    I think it’s awesome that HE point blank said ‘I don’t need this big house, my ego thought I wanted it.’ Like that’s a profound realization.

  • @gingersnapzakalaura4210

    @gingersnapzakalaura4210

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thought he had people staying him with

  • @honeymoon4130

    @honeymoon4130

    2 жыл бұрын

    That was a very crucial moment!! Jeffree has always indulged in the highest form of everything bc he values possessions so highly. Him admitting his ego being too big for his own good, such a big step.

  • @honeymoon4130

    @honeymoon4130

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@moodywitch no, he can most definitely afford it! Makeup & YT isn’t his only hustle. He will be rich forever

  • @imariwalker7248

    @imariwalker7248

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@moodywitch how do you know?? Or are you just one of the haters?

  • @heathermapes7766

    @heathermapes7766

    2 жыл бұрын

    As he moves to a huge house in Wyoming

  • @KMRossy
    @KMRossy2 жыл бұрын

    We should normalize grieving our pets.. They are part of your family, and it’s soul crushing to lose them. 💔

  • @giggl3berrypi3

    @giggl3berrypi3

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s already normal …

  • @konkon5801

    @konkon5801

    2 жыл бұрын

    I didnt know this was not normal lol

  • @liruohua1866

    @liruohua1866

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@konkon5801 it is for a lot of ppl. But there's still plenty of people out there who'll say "it's just a dog" and believe you should get over it quickly or you're overreacting

  • @KMRossy

    @KMRossy

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@liruohua1866 Exactly, thank you for articulating that for me! 💕

  • @KaylasPlants

    @KaylasPlants

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes! 100% it’s been 8 years since I lost my best fur friend. 🥺

  • @ronaldcastro4304
    @ronaldcastro43042 жыл бұрын

    All his life he was always asking "Hey, how are yah?" But didn't realize he never asked himself how he is. Now you finally realize and I'm happy for you.

  • @Karma_andSage

    @Karma_andSage

    Жыл бұрын

    Straight facts

  • @maizielimbaugh5654
    @maizielimbaugh56542 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree not going to lie I stopped watching you for a long time. Today I though I randomly thought of you and watched this whole video. I am very glad to see your growth, and you bring awareness to mental health. I am so proud of you! Good luck on your new journey ❤️

  • @whynotchaos

    @whynotchaos

    2 жыл бұрын

    I reflect this sentiment. I stopped watching his videos after a certain point, but this is the first video I've actually watched through in years. I am happy he's seeking help and mental health is so important and being genuine.

  • @beautyga9693

    @beautyga9693

    Жыл бұрын

    I swear so did I, I saw a TikTok and saw him and was wondering what happened to him and his dogs and now watching this, oh man he’s been through a lot of drama and life Changing situations tue past two years since I last seen him!

  • @riyashrestha3799
    @riyashrestha37992 жыл бұрын

    It's so crazy to think that money really can't buy happiness.. Mental health sees no wealth 😞

  • @barbaralachance5836

    @barbaralachance5836

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very true 😳

  • @ta13oo76

    @ta13oo76

    2 жыл бұрын

    Money can buy happiness. But it won’t last forever

  • @ks_eats

    @ks_eats

    2 жыл бұрын

    Money can't buy you happiness it's always a friend, family members etc that always has they're hand out.

  • @Me.thaili

    @Me.thaili

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ta13oo76 Happiness shouldn't be materialistic or for just a short amount a time, once you find peace and balance within your self happiness is a never ending feeling

  • @riyashrestha3799

    @riyashrestha3799

    2 жыл бұрын

    Money buys you comfort , materialistic things , and temporary happiness. At the end of the day, people are never satisfied with what they have. You reach to a point where you start seeking for a bigger purpose.

  • @shrek8645
    @shrek86452 жыл бұрын

    why r people saying hes selling his house cause he has no money.. no offense but he can literally just sell some of his bags and call it a day

  • @infecti0uss

    @infecti0uss

    2 жыл бұрын

    They are jealous

  • @MakeupbyRocky

    @MakeupbyRocky

    2 жыл бұрын

    In a way it could be taking away his money because he no longer enjoys be in cali so it just sits there unused. Most rich people are rich because they know how to save money. So he probably could see it as wasting money. But for real he could sell everything in that house and be good for a while.

  • @amongyours1513

    @amongyours1513

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @itsirvin

    @itsirvin

    2 жыл бұрын

    literally. his net worth is bigger than a lot of celebrities 😭

  • @jmk0574

    @jmk0574

    2 жыл бұрын

    Lots of celebrities are leaving California because the taxes are astronomical. He’ll probably have a part-time place there are due to his businesses but he needs to make his full-time residence in another state. It will save him millions.

  • @migbham1
    @migbham12 жыл бұрын

    "Shopping doesn't turn me on anymore. It doesn't fill the void of the emptiness..." Yeah. It kind of loses its thrill when there's nothing left that you haven't already bought or couldn't buy. Your money is probably always going to be there. My experience, on a much smaller scale of course, is that it's possible to get a much better, more spiritual and permanent sense of gratification by using money to help solve a problem for someone else...especially when it's a problem that the someone else wouldn't have been able to solve without help. They key here, at least for me, is anonymity. The spiritual gifts that you can receive by helping someone anonymously, and then telling no other soul about it, can be tremendous.

  • @karonwilliams286

    @karonwilliams286

    2 жыл бұрын

    A blessed day to you. I hope that you are having a most wonderful day. 🙂Not trying to be funny or condescending) but have you tried believing or do you believe in JESUS CHRIST? TRUTHFULLY, THE LORD JESUS, (THE SON OF GOD) LOVES YOU.🙂 True Fulfillment can be found in him!💯 Peace, joy, love meaning, purpose, wisdom, understanding.. and all that we need in this world and what we need to make it to the next world is in JESUS CHRIST THE LORD. 🙂🔥💯 Peace and love to you in the name of the Lord Jesus! 🙂

  • @migbham1

    @migbham1

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@karonwilliams286 Good day (or evening, as it were) to you, too. Thank you for the message of love. Peace, love and happiness coming back to you from me

  • @karonwilliams286

    @karonwilliams286

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@migbham1 A blessed day to you. I hope that you are having a most wonderful day.🙂 I hope that you, I, Jeffree and ALL will be ALL that GOD put on this earth to be. I have learned that we can mess up, but he is FORGIVING! 🙂 I also have learned that no matter how many GOOD DEEDS/THINGS we do or have done, it still will not be enough to live with God forever if we have heard the gospel and choose not to believe in Jesus the Savior... Since we all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. (Our oldest ancestor Adam ate from the forbidden tree😞) Therefore, DEEDS/ WORKS by themselves will not be enough! We must have FAITH in JESUS/ BELIEVE IN THE SON OF GOD!! 🙂 We are JUSTIFIED (made Righteous) by FAITH. God is FORGIVING and MERCIFUL! I heard God in your words. Thank you.💯🙂 I hope that if not already you will CHOOSE JESUS! 🙂 Blessings, peace and love to you in the name of the Lord Jesus! 🙂

  • @migbham1

    @migbham1

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@karonwilliams286 So here's the fundamental logical issue I have with what you've shared here, and it's no accident that I was created with a brain that is questioning and logical. I'd love it if you were able to provide some sort of answer that makes any sort of sense. No others have, at least not that I've heard. No shade or hatred intended - just asking : By your own words, as well as similar word's I've heard spoken or read from others, it's only after reading or hearing the new testament Gospel that one becomes accountable for believing (or not believing) it, right? In other words, let's pretend the improbable for a moment, and imagine that I've spent my life in a remote area and have had no connection to Christians, or specifically, to the gospel as you've shared it. As I understand it, in this state, I am not held accountable for being a "non-believer", damned to hell for all eternity. Now, presume that you've just shared what you shared with me, and that it's the first time (at 49 years old), that I've read or heard these words. Assume that, because I am highly logical, I am not able to believe as fact what you've just shared. Do I understand correctly that, had I died before reading your words, I wouldn't have been damned for eternity, but if I die tomorrow after reading, but choosing to not believe, what you've written, that I am damned to hell for all eternity? Assuming that I have it correct, what favor have you done me? Thanks in advance for answering to the best of your ability and willingness.

  • @karonwilliams286

    @karonwilliams286

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@migbham1 A blessed day to you. If you do not mind me asking, Is Ataratic Resonance your name? I do not want to not address you by your name if I know it!) I hope that you are having a most wonderful day.🙂 Wow, seemingly such a well thought out and wrote out question. I really appreciate you sharing your heart in this matter. Well, Glory BE TO GOD, I will try to answer in the way that the Lord desires me to answer. Firstly, I am led to say firstly that logic is different than FAITH. FAITH transcends logic! Looking at things UNSEEN🙂, rather than what is SEEN, ETERNAL THINGS RATHER THAN TEMPORAL THINGS! (2COR 4:18) Capitalizing for emphasis..no disrespect intended at all) Anyway, sometimes things are not logical, but that does not make them wrong. And then what makes something logical? Who's (person) to say? GOD DECIDES WHAT IS RIGHT? 🙂 And yes, once a person hears the gospel. THEY ARE ACCOUNTABLE. Yes, IF you have not heard the gospel already(I sense YOU may have), Praise God, you have now!🙂 So, yes "YOU" are accountable! GOD, JESUS and I LOVES YOU!🙂💯)..(The gospel is a WONDERFUL THING! I hope you will embrace it and not feel handcuffed by it!) Anyway, Biblically, at one point the Gospel was preached to every creature which was under heaven( COLOSSIANS 1:23) every nation at one point.. AND it will again at some point before the end will come(MATTHEW 24:14)... However, rather that getting into does that or does't mean every individual person hears or not!! (I do not know for sure at this time!)🤷..However, I DO BELIEVE THAT THE LORD ALWAYS MAKES A WAY FOR EVERYONE TO BE SAVED AND NOT PERISH.. in the NEW COVENANT/AFTER THE RESURRECTION. 🙂💯... Also, the last part is more simple to me.. Simply since WE ALL HAVE SINNED AND COME SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD(Inherited sin/born sinners) We needed/need JESUS to SAVED US. He ALREADY did it; now we have to CHOOSE to BELIEVE in HIM, and ACCEPT that GREAT SALVATION.Nothing we do, can change the root fact that we ALL HAVE SINNED. So FAITH/ BELIEF in JESUS is our key. Not good works, money, fame, education.. JESUS IS THE WAY! (JOHN 14:6). Any lastly, you mentioned how does it help you hearing the gospel(maybe again). I am led to say that I do believe that GOD LOVES YOU AND STILL DESIRES FOR YOU TO HAVE ETERNAL LIFE! 🙂 I hope that you will have a most wonderful day!! Peace, honour and love to you in the name of the Lord Jesus! 🙂💯

  • @lorettalynn4473
    @lorettalynn4473 Жыл бұрын

    My husband thinks I’m silly for watching your videos but I really feel you are a unique and fascinating person with genuine depth. So many people don’t see thru the gimmicky outer facade to recognize your rare attributes

  • @briannahanna5754
    @briannahanna57542 жыл бұрын

    People need to understand that no amount of wealth or social status will ever change that we are human and its okay to not be okay.

  • @user-lw9ut2ms6m

    @user-lw9ut2ms6m

    2 жыл бұрын

    Unless you’re a horrible human being like him

  • @Me.thaili

    @Me.thaili

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@viccycc hes had fallouts and made mistakes like any human, noone deserves to struggle mentally just because they made mistakes, your a shit fucking human and I can tell your life isn't of peace if you wish and accepts malice towards others over the past

  • @samanthashane4567

    @samanthashane4567

    2 жыл бұрын

    I agree with you, the issue i take is that he has the resources, time, money to work with professionals and actually get better.

  • @hayleycummins4701

    @hayleycummins4701

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@samanthashane4567 He has to want to get better first, that takes time

  • @bastern89

    @bastern89

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@samanthashane4567 he did say that he wasn't ready to heal or face these things. That's very human. No matter what, people need to want to help themselves. You have to be the one who is ready to help yourself and then use those resources.

  • @alexagolden9172
    @alexagolden91722 жыл бұрын

    This is the Jeffree that we want. Just the real honest person behind the character. This is the person who is interesting.

  • @smugbugs7031

    @smugbugs7031

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yessss drop the mask sis!! This is the Jeffree we truly know.

  • @katherinetusa181

    @katherinetusa181

    2 жыл бұрын

    Agreed!!!

  • @StarDune26

    @StarDune26

    2 жыл бұрын

    ALL of Jeffree is entertaining, but THIS Jeffree is the best one. I could watch these kinds of videos all day, it shows that celebrities are human too 🥰

  • @Bobobrain194

    @Bobobrain194

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@vanburenst you can say whatever you want. Jeffree doesn't care about what you say about him because he's thriving and not feeding into the negative energy you people like to say

  • @emira9135

    @emira9135

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@vanburenst he’s not lol. He’s literally holding back tears. What about that seems like a character to you?

  • @Strwrsgrl01
    @Strwrsgrl012 жыл бұрын

    I feel like people leave comments and want to be supportive but are condescending and mean. I just want to say thank you. I suffer from mental health issues and this was the prettiest group therapy session I’ve had all year. Thank you.

  • @AlphabetsAndNumerals
    @AlphabetsAndNumerals2 жыл бұрын

    I unsubscribed last year bcuz I just didn’t want anymore of the negativity and drama that you were putting through, after this video I have re-subscribed. I’m rooting for you Jeffree, I hope you find your peace and happiness, don’t let the bastards get you down 💕

  • @soph6787

    @soph6787

    2 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @jhey5639

    @jhey5639

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too!!

  • @Karma_andSage

    @Karma_andSage

    Жыл бұрын

    Same here. I missed the Queen though and I couldn't be happier with seeing the real Jeffree ❤

  • @ashleydavis9215

    @ashleydavis9215

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes!

  • @steffyaus

    @steffyaus

    Жыл бұрын

    I did the same !

  • @kaleigh5630
    @kaleigh56302 жыл бұрын

    When jefree said he was afraid to get better, that hit me like a ton of bricks. I feel like you get SO comfortable being depressed, that it’s so scary to see what it would possibly be like to be better. That was always my biggest fear when I would get help or go to treatment was that I was losing the comfort of my depression.

  • @sacredmoon7325

    @sacredmoon7325

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too and watching this made me wanna get help ngl

  • @kaleigh5630

    @kaleigh5630

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sacredmoon7325 that makes me SO happy to hear! I wish you nothing but the best! 😊😊

  • @Madelope

    @Madelope

    2 жыл бұрын

    This really opened my eyes, I never realized I’ve actually been doing this for years... the reason I stopped therapy I think. Thank you for saying this, it’s almost like every day I tell myself I don’t want to feel like this anymore, but it’s the unknown of “well what else would I feel like then?” which is scary. Probably a lot more people in this place right now than we think!

  • @laraleigh6530

    @laraleigh6530

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same!! It’s so easy to just stay depressed and stay in bed and stay wallowing in self misery! It takes effort, strength and motivation to get out of it and heal! That’s what’s been the hardest for me! Finding that motivation and the want, to actually get better!

  • @MyriamRanellucci

    @MyriamRanellucci

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly! There's the comfort of depression and also (in my case) a fear that if I get better I will not be able to see the bad/negative things that could happen so I won't be able to avoid them..

  • @MaxCutler.
    @MaxCutler.2 жыл бұрын

    You can truly hear the sadness in his voice talking about his dogs and Nate and onward

  • @china.184

    @china.184

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @alybean4211

    @alybean4211

    2 жыл бұрын

    It’s so sad

  • @desac2006

    @desac2006

    2 жыл бұрын

    Naaaah not anymore…. !!!

  • @i_am_sketchy

    @i_am_sketchy

    2 жыл бұрын

    (Me thinking of the dogs) Me: Listen I'm gonna go cry into my lion plush cause it's big and soft. *And I need someone like that in my life-*

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/lqpmrNZwaZnAeLQ.html

  • @clarity1984
    @clarity19842 жыл бұрын

    I hadn't watched "beauty community" videos, in general, for almost two years - life has changed for me as well. But today I came across this video, and it made me so happy seeing this, to hear you are happy and taking care of yourself, Jeffree. Opening up to oneself takes so much courage, you are brave, you are loved. All the best in your new adventures, I will be following closely what you choose to share with us. Take your time to enjoy your life, to embrace your feelings, to be you. Much love!

  • @attibatti4281
    @attibatti42812 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree, I am proud of you. That is all. And if you're reading this, I'm proud of YOU too. It's been a rough couple years for our mental health and we are still here. Be proud.

  • @senayrogers

    @senayrogers

    2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️

  • @samanthatemplin3021
    @samanthatemplin30212 жыл бұрын

    Sitting in front of “a million people” and being to admit that you were part of the problem is not easy. I am rooting for you. I think you have a lot of beautiful things to share with this world and I’m excited to see where this new path takes you.

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/lqpmrNZwaZnAeLQ.html

  • @murdabeatz919

    @murdabeatz919

    2 жыл бұрын

    💙💜❤️ kzread.info/dash/bejne/nJ6nldOAgcmzn9o.html

  • @silvereyeshadow9467
    @silvereyeshadow94672 жыл бұрын

    He acts like he's embarrassed when he calls his dogs his children. Nah, girl my cats are my children. I relate.🤘✌️

  • @raesdaytodayvlogs

    @raesdaytodayvlogs

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same!!! I even tell my son to love his fur siblings. When he is playing too rough with the cats I’m like “what is your brother doing to you” lol yes I am that crazy cat lady!

  • @geer7481

    @geer7481

    2 жыл бұрын

    SAME

  • @a.b.2405

    @a.b.2405

    2 жыл бұрын

    My bunny is my son! I tell everyone he is my baby!

  • @commonomics

    @commonomics

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oh hell yes. I like animals more than people

  • @hollymilo3006

    @hollymilo3006

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love my pets they are my children ❤️🐾❤️

  • @46tearsforyou
    @46tearsforyou2 жыл бұрын

    I feel like so many people have undergone a spiritual transformation of sorts during covid. So many of us started therapy for the first time. I hope that a post-covid world can be one where we finally break the cycles and start something new.

  • @_Spy_

    @_Spy_

    2 жыл бұрын

    And the world needs more positivity and no toxicity.

  • @Karma_andSage

    @Karma_andSage

    Жыл бұрын

    We must open our hearts to ourselves and to other people. It is the only way forward

  • @lululoubarini435

    @lululoubarini435

    Жыл бұрын

    yes

  • @serah-9584
    @serah-95842 жыл бұрын

    RE: Dogs Anyone saying they're not like losing kids is incorrect. In some ways, losing pets as someone who is self-destructing or doesn't like themselves is harder. People make choices to leave, but pets will stick through it and see the best version of you. They love deeply and almost unconditionally and when you're depressed that's sometimes more than the love we think we deserve. I wish you healing and clarity and good vibes in 2022

  • @bellateresa2710

    @bellateresa2710

    Жыл бұрын

    I have kids and pets it’s not the same it’s ok for it to be the same for u but it’s not the same for everyone

  • @cutieeepieeXO

    @cutieeepieeXO

    Жыл бұрын

    We don’t birth animals so no

  • @nikeyaa2614

    @nikeyaa2614

    Жыл бұрын

    In my darkest moments of my life I could always look over to my dog cutie sleeping in the corner making me feel less lonely. My doggo was a angel in disguise. Animals do hold a huge part of our lives.

  • @AmandaHugandKiss411

    @AmandaHugandKiss411

    3 ай бұрын

    I have had pets and children. The thing with pets you know they are only going to live for 12-14 or maybe 17 years. Of course they're loss is very real. But raising children is completely different. You can't lock them in a crate, they keep getting older and older with new challenges and requirements. Once your pet becomes an adult at 2 to 4 years old, there pretty much the same for the rest of their lives. Children don't become mentally adults until 20 or 21. You don't have to deal with your pets taking back to you, them sneaking staying up on a school night. You don't have to worry about school, if your pet is getting into the wrong crowd, or not fitting in and being bullied. You don't need to deal with homework, tests, exams with your pets. There's simply far more responsibility with children than pets. Then there's the sadness thing, some parents have had to deal with the death of the child or young adult child passing away. That level of grief is far greater. Because you're child never got to live out it's full life, where is with pet owners, when your pet does pass, it did live out its full life. Right there is a huge difference.

  • @demarie16
    @demarie162 жыл бұрын

    He’s taking responsibility for his past but also looking into the future for him and getting out of his negative place. I applaud him for that.

  • @bettynandako5455

    @bettynandako5455

    2 жыл бұрын

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    @toppromoter6922

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/h4qh0NOhmtK6mps.html 🎥🎤

  • @jcr1382
    @jcr13822 жыл бұрын

    Everyone needs a home and sometimes we confuse that with a house. So, I hope you find a home.

  • @Middleearthian

    @Middleearthian

    2 жыл бұрын

    I love this.

  • @kierrabunch

    @kierrabunch

    2 жыл бұрын

    Well said.

  • @sayshabitesfit3943

    @sayshabitesfit3943

    2 жыл бұрын

    This are the side effects of too much freedom I guess

  • @amydee7064

    @amydee7064

    2 жыл бұрын

    Excellent comment. My kids and I were Just discussing this topic; house vs a home.

  • @lilmizbaddie

    @lilmizbaddie

    2 жыл бұрын

    Amen 🙌🏾

  • @kandacek63
    @kandacek632 жыл бұрын

    I know this was posted months ago, but I’m happy for you Jeffree. You seem far more settled and less manic. And you do look healthier. Glad you are recovering from the accident. Good luck!

  • @Shamariah2011
    @Shamariah20112 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree was used to being an outcast who was picked on and he used his humor and personality as a barrier from getting hurt. So when people say he was very egotistical and that put people off it was just a way to survive in a way he knew how to do. So good for him to focus on himself.

  • @marlak4203

    @marlak4203

    2 жыл бұрын

    Jefferee gonna meet his girl friend/wife and they'll have a child together and he'll feel like the HAPPIEST man alive.

  • @marlak4203

    @marlak4203

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Lunu Yea your right however, somehow you took my post as being negative? ???

  • @jacksmedullaoblongata7659

    @jacksmedullaoblongata7659

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel that. Sarcasm is self defense.

  • @dani5612

    @dani5612

    2 жыл бұрын

    and that “humor and personality” ended up hurting others who were of color🙄

  • @aloeleaf

    @aloeleaf

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@dani5612 and women

  • @katiewinkelman69
    @katiewinkelman692 жыл бұрын

    "I was scared to get better. " "I didn't need this house, my ego did." "I dont think I'll ever love someone like that again. " ALL the feels. You did some hard work in therapy and it shows. You're so beautiful and we love you!!!

  • @jeffreestar

    @jeffreestar

    2 жыл бұрын

    that means the world to me. thank you

  • @maaaaddsss

    @maaaaddsss

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jeffreestar I love you jeffree. Ill always stick by you. Been here since warped tour days.

  • @starrgirl1429

    @starrgirl1429

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jeffreestar love u sooooooo much, hope u get better, 😘❤️😘❤️😘❤️❤️

  • @itskayla9.

    @itskayla9.

    2 жыл бұрын

    @jeffreestar god bless you you are not alone in this.

  • @ShawnMacEachran

    @ShawnMacEachran

    2 жыл бұрын

    Let's be honest too many times i have seen youtubers apologize and everyone accuses them to be fake, I love Jeffrey star and Shane both, I wish they both filmed together again. But everyone cancelled Shane, and no one will even try to give him another chance. When he is sincere he is accused of being fake, this also says a lot about the fans. when it comes down to it if you do not like someone keep your mouth shut. Don't watch their videos but let them continue to do what they love. It is no ones place to judge anyone.

  • @CSondie
    @CSondie2 жыл бұрын

    That death scare of the accident really made him think. I think moving out of LA will be the best thing you can and will ever do. You never expressed or dealt with your grief of loss. Losing Nate was a huge hit and please take time to just have peace.

  • @DyslexicMitochondria

    @DyslexicMitochondria

    2 жыл бұрын

    Definitely

  • @pennyinheaven

    @pennyinheaven

    2 жыл бұрын

    @UCX9KOc6AAGaUewsABq8ueAQ He just explained it. It was forcing himself to heal but not really doing it in the end.

  • @mattearenzi8972

    @mattearenzi8972

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@DyslexicMitochondria your username made me click on ur profile. Your channeI is a hidden gem bro

  • @amberlewis1568

    @amberlewis1568

    2 жыл бұрын

    In the video he said being locked down and going through therapy made him think

  • @ARWENxUNDOMIELx

    @ARWENxUNDOMIELx

    2 жыл бұрын

    Wasn’t he living in Wisconsin or something? I’m confused

  • @sarahwoodward4453
    @sarahwoodward44532 жыл бұрын

    When someone doesn’t like you, it not YOUR problem. It’s THEIR problem. THIS is BEAUTIFUL ❤️

  • @brettcrandall3601
    @brettcrandall36012 жыл бұрын

    I wish more celebrities would open up on this level and be this “real”. This is why I’ve always been and will be a fan. Jeffree, this was a beautiful video. I hope you see this 😊

  • @msmith3129

    @msmith3129

    2 жыл бұрын

    I watch etalk from time to time and have noticed some celebrities starting to come out about mental health, dipolar, anxiety, depression. They never went into depth how it’s effected them but just to here “I have this condition” I think is inspiring. It just goes to show one that even know mental health can play a role in ones life, one can still accomplish their goals and or dreams.

  • @maverickbull1909

    @maverickbull1909

    2 жыл бұрын

    Why? That’s a personal thing.

  • @KisaBloodvine

    @KisaBloodvine

    Жыл бұрын

    I agree with you on that. Most won't admit the problems in life and spiral downwards, which is why I love moments like this that they open up, put trust in people and feel the weight lifted off of them because they are comfortable talking about it. I've only been a follower of his since 2015 (his music) and to see how much he's come is phenomenal, as an artist, cosmetician and a beloved beauty guru. It's very inspiring and uplifting.

  • @staalhard4044

    @staalhard4044

    9 ай бұрын

    "celebrities", lol...

  • @VikingGypsy88

    @VikingGypsy88

    3 ай бұрын

    Nice thought ❤

  • @Mangamamapari
    @Mangamamapari2 жыл бұрын

    For him to openly admit the house is lonely. We know that, but the bravery to say he bought it for his Ego and now must relinquish it for his piece of mind... Honestly love the sincerity

  • @mmc9828

    @mmc9828

    2 жыл бұрын

    Exactly. That made me give him major respect when he said that.

  • @sarahholland2600

    @sarahholland2600

    2 жыл бұрын

    It's not a home is it? It's a statement. Some of us need the first thing for our wellbeing, more than the "I've arrived" thing.

  • @missraven88
    @missraven882 жыл бұрын

    "I was afraid to heal" Healing is pain. It is so worth it though.

  • @Alison-og4xz

    @Alison-og4xz

    2 жыл бұрын

    Or “is it even possible for me to heal/be healed?”

  • @sarahlynn6908

    @sarahlynn6908

    2 жыл бұрын

    I needed to hear that. Thank you

  • @addyrocks4016

    @addyrocks4016

    2 жыл бұрын

    Almighty Push

  • @coralweedon6663
    @coralweedon66632 жыл бұрын

    This is the best version of Jeffree Star I’ve ever seen! Keep Growing!!

  • @Christakay2012
    @Christakay20122 жыл бұрын

    I know I'm late to this but Wow. I'm just so blown at your maturity around this Jeffrey. I think this video is evidence of all the personal growing you've been doing behind the scenes. You're making great strides man. Keep growing. Keep becoming a better you.

  • @victoriaponder-white3056
    @victoriaponder-white30562 жыл бұрын

    This is the most AUTHENTIC Jeffree I have ever seen, and I am here for it.

  • @Melissa-qg8ed

    @Melissa-qg8ed

    2 жыл бұрын

    Right?! Like yas! 🙌🏻 He just needed to realize how loved he will be for being HIMSELF!

  • @makeamericansandwichagain5838

    @makeamericansandwichagain5838

    2 жыл бұрын

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  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

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  • @RJ-hs6sk

    @RJ-hs6sk

    2 жыл бұрын

    You’re right

  • @sidm4070

    @sidm4070

    2 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @Amanda-md2yy
    @Amanda-md2yy2 жыл бұрын

    If this is actually who Jeffree really is…I like it. Throw all the egotistical bullshit out the window.

  • @brittanyrogers8631

    @brittanyrogers8631

    2 жыл бұрын

    Agreed.

  • @china.184

    @china.184

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @meaganevoy

    @meaganevoy

    2 жыл бұрын

    This is the same Jeffree we knew when he was happy with Nathan.

  • @coolboy1091

    @coolboy1091

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same. Love him and I really felt for him when Nate left him.

  • @elizabethgregory

    @elizabethgregory

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @KristinAnne327
    @KristinAnne3278 ай бұрын

    Jeffree I’m watching this 2 years after you released this. Wow. Look how much better you look, feel, and treat yourself now in 2023. This is like an awesome time capsule that you will look back in and say “Yes!! I did what I wanted and needed to do.” God bless you and the healing you’ve done. You have a purpose in this world and we are here for it. 🙏❤️

  • @variousJnames
    @variousJnames2 жыл бұрын

    Money can't buy you love or happiness. Good to hear you've found the courage for therapy and taking care of yourself, and your diet. You've got to find that for yourself❤

  • @Queentay1995
    @Queentay19952 жыл бұрын

    He’s realizing that the things that are missing in his life are something money cannot buy!💛

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/Znp8rNxrfqzPY7w.html

  • @pippadot679

    @pippadot679

    2 жыл бұрын

    Perfect comment

  • @ek3415
    @ek34152 жыл бұрын

    I think Jeffree’s at a point where he doesn’t need the material. He just wants a nice life and someone to share that with him. And that’s all I could want for him💗

  • @stefie808

    @stefie808

    2 жыл бұрын

    I wonder if he and Nathan could get back together. That would be so awesome 💕

  • @tiredbby

    @tiredbby

    2 жыл бұрын

    doesnt need the material? lol..

  • @therecipe5606

    @therecipe5606

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tiredbby He doesn't need material things to be happy, I'm sure that's what they meant.

  • @ek3415

    @ek3415

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@tiredbby When u have everything and no one to share it with I don’t think it brings the same happiness or have value to u anymore…

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qZ-C1dyqpLnAd5M.html

  • @marydavis1031
    @marydavis10312 жыл бұрын

    I cried hearing you talk about how scared you were to call the therapist. I'm so glad you found the courage within yourself, I'm so sorry for the loss of your babies and your love.. I'll check back in on you with you tube again🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️

  • @SeanMahoney716
    @SeanMahoney7162 жыл бұрын

    With your love for dogs, and your money...imagine the impact you could have as an advocate for animal rights. So many amazing animal rescues out there. A million dollars to hope for paws or Takis in Greece any other international rescue would be life changing. Wish you all the best, but the money could go to such an amazing cause!

  • @Liongang25
    @Liongang252 жыл бұрын

    I didn’t realize how much he still loves Nate

  • @aliceakasha1891

    @aliceakasha1891

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel like he was sending him msgs like heyy ill always love u ull always be my only love its so cute how he still talks about him we donno what exactly happened but i do see he still loves him alot

  • @nads_nads

    @nads_nads

    2 жыл бұрын

    He is not talking about Nate 😖🤣🙌

  • @user-ly4nz6yx5b

    @user-ly4nz6yx5b

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@aliceakasha1891 huh

  • @annekonig2781

    @annekonig2781

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nads_nads so who is the love of his life he lost in 2019 if not Nate?

  • @kourtneyleija359

    @kourtneyleija359

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@annekonig2781 No it’s definitely Nate

  • @mdamico1909
    @mdamico19092 жыл бұрын

    So sad to see that Jeffrey is still in love with Nate. They had a very unique relationship which you could tell was genuine.

  • @GlamourByB

    @GlamourByB

    2 жыл бұрын

    Low key have high hopes for them still !

  • @emmjrose

    @emmjrose

    2 жыл бұрын

    I think that’s also why he’s getting rid of that house, that house was both of theirs first.. now it’s just his

  • @ramonagaerin258

    @ramonagaerin258

    2 жыл бұрын

    I don't think he is still in love with him. He knows their time is over but treasures it.

  • @northernbelle715

    @northernbelle715

    2 жыл бұрын

    I haven’t been w my ex fiancé for almost 4 yrs and I still hurt from it.

  • @GigiM_winx

    @GigiM_winx

    2 жыл бұрын

    @BC 4U oh God leavw

  • @donnakumariex3
    @donnakumariex32 жыл бұрын

    There’s nothing more admirable about a person when they are just being genuinely themselves. Wish you all the best on your new journey. 💗

  • @tootall432
    @tootall432 Жыл бұрын

    After a couple years of watching your videos on and off for the makeup, drama, personality... I've finally hit subscribe. I have so much happiness and hope for your newfound peace. Always rooting for you

  • @badkitty101
    @badkitty1012 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree seems to have taken value in therapy and stepping back is doing him some good. I wish him the absolute best for his future.

  • @kelseavizenor6369

    @kelseavizenor6369

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank god hes brought the wig back. That whole shaved head deal to be Cosmo and Wanda to match nate was clear sign of his mental health . glad to see him back

  • @badkitty101

    @badkitty101

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@kelseavizenor6369 i know. Like I saw him shave his head and was like oh honey thats the mental health speaking. I dye my hair when mine acts up so I am sympathetic to Jeffree in this. I'm so glad he is getting better.

  • @vivipap4194

    @vivipap4194

    2 жыл бұрын

    One is for sure: quarantine damaged and changed many of us. I'm contemplating for a while leaving the city I'm working to go back to my roots..

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

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  • @Harlynn2194
    @Harlynn21942 жыл бұрын

    I felt him . He’s so broken and just needs someone to talk to

  • @china.184

    @china.184

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @inspirestrength505
    @inspirestrength5052 жыл бұрын

    "Afraid to heal" So true we get comfortable in the space were in because we don't know anything else and changing that would be giving up apart of our selves that we are comfortable in. The greatest thing we can ever do for our self is self love and that will make you change and see that you are not alone and that you are worthy of love and life. Took me so many decades to love myself and I am still learning and growing. it's not things, i'ts not the amount of friends. it's not the amount of money It's your own wonderful self. xoxo

  • @lakehouse9773
    @lakehouse97732 жыл бұрын

    I know this is random, but I notice how elegant, delicate, and long-fingered your hands look without the crazy nails. I love over the top, but I love this too. Also, so glad to hear that you are taking better care of yourself. Life is a learning process- you are just showing how much you are growing as a human. ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕

  • @jazminenugget8327

    @jazminenugget8327

    2 жыл бұрын

    me too i absolutely love that

  • @aliceyuno7243

    @aliceyuno7243

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same plus her face *BEAUTIFUL* I was starin at how beautifully sculpted her face is until she pointed out that she's being healthy 💗💗💗

  • @nonino1644

    @nonino1644

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yep yep. Those nails needed to go. His hands are lovelier without them.

  • @starrgravityasmr1339
    @starrgravityasmr13392 жыл бұрын

    Keep this energy. Keep this humble attitude, stay honest with yourself, and stay out of drama. I’m so proud to see this.

  • @hellodennise

    @hellodennise

    2 жыл бұрын

    💯💯💯💯💯

  • @codyking3949
    @codyking39492 жыл бұрын

    If you’re reading this, just know you deserve the world and more and you have a purpose in this life. You do matter. Never forget that friends.

  • @theunveileressreginaecaeli5772

    @theunveileressreginaecaeli5772

    2 жыл бұрын

  • @nighttiming08

    @nighttiming08

    2 жыл бұрын

    thank you

  • @tamabeams

    @tamabeams

    2 жыл бұрын

    You too. 🙏

  • @emilys9293

    @emilys9293

    2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️

  • @selenacrespo9266

    @selenacrespo9266

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you. 🙏🏻🥺 Much love. 💛

  • @xiqikxx8967
    @xiqikxx89672 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree I’ve been there since day 1 on your MySpace days…you really did change a lot, you matured soo well during these past years…. you accomplished something that many people have dreamed of doing…if I was there next to you, I’d be hugging you right now and we will both be crying on both of our shoulders

  • @joanna7350
    @joanna7350 Жыл бұрын

    I really hope you found peace and serenity in Wyoming, Jeffree!

  • @Pea2310
    @Pea23102 жыл бұрын

    I was about to say this man hasn’t been the same since Nate. And then he admits it 😱😱😱😱😱

  • @VirgoChick14

    @VirgoChick14

    2 жыл бұрын

    Right 😟💔

  • @frutilupis7821

    @frutilupis7821

    2 жыл бұрын

    Like he said, he was the love of his life 💔

  • @homoshmexual
    @homoshmexual2 жыл бұрын

    This is the most human Jeffree has been the entire time I've watched him. This was a really important video, I appreciate this.

  • @susanamarques5400

    @susanamarques5400

    2 жыл бұрын

    Right only a human being like us, nice person

  • @domiusdom7883

    @domiusdom7883

    2 жыл бұрын

    Ice lol, fitting…

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/lqpmrNZwaZnAeLQ.html

  • @jadaramirez2761
    @jadaramirez27612 жыл бұрын

    That’s the Jeffree we missed ❤️I can see the genuine and humbleness in this video. I felt this. Proud of you 👏 mental health is important no matter how much you have in your bank.

  • @Lawzika
    @Lawzika2 жыл бұрын

    I really needed to see this video. Jeffree saying he’s afraid to heal really resonates with me. I have been reactive, said stuff & done stuff I regret but recognising that and wanted to change is growth. I’m so happy I came across this video today. This is the most genuine video I have seen Jeffree do and there’s no way this was scripted.

  • @k-isfor-kristina
    @k-isfor-kristina2 жыл бұрын

    Daaaamn. Him admitting he doesn't need a house this big but his ego needing him to see how "big he can take this" is the realest thing I've heard Jeffree say for a long time. I've been feeling it for a long time that he's trying to muffle trauma or depression or other demons with opulence and wealth and I was hoping eventually he'd have this breakthrough moment. IDC what everyone says, I wish Jeffree the best.

  • @ashleekoberna5686

    @ashleekoberna5686

    2 жыл бұрын

    I wish everyone the best, imma be the bigger person and say I don’t wish anyone harm, I wish everyone the karma they deserve…..

  • @ashleekoberna5686

    @ashleekoberna5686

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Amerika Got Talenta what was the point of the video you share here??

  • @IllumiNauti

    @IllumiNauti

    2 жыл бұрын

    @Erik Schmidt I think he's incredibly fake, manipulative & arrogant but all of that aside, I don't wish him harm. Regardless, even people like him falter & fall eventually & it is, often in hindsight, the best thing that can happen to someone because it exposes them not only to everyone else but to themselves. I have no idea if this is genuine because I think very little of what he shows the public is. Hell, I don't even think he is honest with himself... hence his surrounding himself with material wealth, being focused on a very superficial appearance & always being on the defensive. I don't know... maybe he's being sincere but I tend to doubt it.

  • @lileagaming2103

    @lileagaming2103

    2 жыл бұрын

    Stop! Watching Jeffre star. He faked the car accident. Imagine faking videos only for views

  • @jamesgriffin2450

    @jamesgriffin2450

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/apZ70Nhqoc_LfM4.html

  • @lesleyb7968
    @lesleyb79682 жыл бұрын

    “I was always taking care of someone…and no one was taking care of me, specially not myself” that hit me hard.

  • @breakingjason2055

    @breakingjason2055

    2 жыл бұрын

    I bet it did Lesley lmao

  • @jayhartbarger2793
    @jayhartbarger27932 жыл бұрын

    It can be such a challenge to look at ourselves. The things we don't like. Facing the regrets and sorrows. Proud of you for trying so hard to improve yourself and find your happiness too.

  • @abdulbasitbadamasuiy7910
    @abdulbasitbadamasuiy7910 Жыл бұрын

    It's really nice seeing this version of Jeffrey because we're all used to him not really caring about stuff, but seeing him like this is really making me gain more respect for him

  • @angelicmontes2026
    @angelicmontes20262 жыл бұрын

    Out of all the apologies and videos Jeffrey has made this one just feels different. This feels like the most sincere video and it feels like the real Jeffrey.

  • @nadsnatcher8187

    @nadsnatcher8187

    2 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree

  • @panqnrae3968

    @panqnrae3968

    2 жыл бұрын

    I fell in love with Jeffrey Star again 😍 I feel like we finally got to meet whom we all have been seeing in him all along. He maybe sees himself and I'm pumped for a more positive life for myself too. I'm no longer letting negativity be my defining characteristic or the driving force that feeds the gross noseyness and craving to watch anyone else be broken by being harassed so I can forget about my long, slow, self inflicted suicide. I'm ready to feel happiness for my favorite humans, animals, and Earth and try to be a positive force.

  • @bettynandako5455

    @bettynandako5455

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/X4Z1yc6yp5nfg84.html

  • @angelicmontes2026

    @angelicmontes2026

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nadsnatcher8187 my bad I used the the speech to text thing 😅

  • @alexotero6303
    @alexotero63032 жыл бұрын

    it’s like when u have a lot of money in the sims/ cheating in the sims. you buy everything super expensive and build a big house and you have 99999999 mula or whatever and then u sit there like… what do i do now.

  • @analishalovesyou98

    @analishalovesyou98

    2 жыл бұрын

    Brooo so fucking true 😳

  • @Cutebunnynose

    @Cutebunnynose

    2 жыл бұрын

    Lol

  • @izzyha6173

    @izzyha6173

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just keep building?

  • @hannahdadoll5008

    @hannahdadoll5008

    2 жыл бұрын

    I would travel

  • @ktallman6818

    @ktallman6818

    2 жыл бұрын

    EA: "buy our expansion pack"

  • @trinitybartels9522
    @trinitybartels95222 жыл бұрын

    It’s so crazy when you come up from a dark place and just thinking of how happy you are you just wanna cry and cry because your so happy and it feels soo good… proud of you Jeffree!!!💕

  • @kendrasales8619
    @kendrasales86192 жыл бұрын

    I had been such a huge fan since middle school and stopped watching about a year or so ago and just wanted to come see what's been up. I was not expecting this💖 Ego death is really necessary for growth. This made me smile, I'm so happy you have found true happiness, not material happiness.

  • @13Ashley
    @13Ashley2 жыл бұрын

    "I was part of the problem" those words make me so proud of you. it takes real courage to admit that.

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/Znp8rNxrfqzPY7w.html

  • @GloomyC
    @GloomyC2 жыл бұрын

    When a person is lonely, even a studio apartment feels too empty. One person living in a mansion really shows how alone one is.

  • @bullterror5

    @bullterror5

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah it's like a psychological symptom of a concealed dysfunction

  • @captainzone7799

    @captainzone7799

    2 жыл бұрын

    Just look at faze rug he had to sell his house to!

  • @ic2800

    @ic2800

    2 жыл бұрын

    u are absolutely right... i still remember last year when covid hit then I lost my job and had huge issue with my partner so we separated. It was really really hard living alone and know you don't have anyone to talk to.

  • @elizvlhxx2896

    @elizvlhxx2896

    2 жыл бұрын

    Nah

  • @TitusVincentFlorence

    @TitusVincentFlorence

    2 жыл бұрын

    I just lost my truck to repo because i gambled all my money away. 9000 escalade gone

  • @ivebel3966
    @ivebel39662 жыл бұрын

    i am hurting so much today, and i came back to this channel randomly. seeing you and hearing what you say made me feel so much better, knowing that i’m not the only one struggling makes me feel much more safe, in a way. you’re always so powerful and a role model to me, through all your drama and all your highs and lows. thank you, jeffree. it’s very important to hear such serious topics coming from a relevant person like you.

  • @h.p.1207
    @h.p.1207 Жыл бұрын

    Love to know you healing and taking care of yourself. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story. Your video gives me hope that maybe one day I'll be able to heal too... Thank you, Jeffree. Love you ❤️

  • @taylurrwolf
    @taylurrwolf2 жыл бұрын

    This Jeffree is who we want. Actually realizing their mistakes, owning it and literally growing from it. Screw the big ego shit. I think vlogs one day could be very beneficial for you and your following.

  • @lukessa7477

    @lukessa7477

    2 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely does not change what they’ve done. No amount of apologies can take away from the fact what are an awful human being they are

  • @al.1024

    @al.1024

    2 жыл бұрын

    He literally ain t apologising

  • @JariDawnchild

    @JariDawnchild

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lukessa7477 No, apologies can't do that. Only sincere growth and healing can change a person, but it can't undo the past. That doesn't mean a person is chained to their past and can't heal and grow. The people who think a person can't change don't see how they've chained themselves to their own past, and while that thought pattern isn't the healthiest one, that doesn't mean it's incorrect. We're all at different levels of growth and there's always going to be some level of friction because of it. There's also the issue where we tend to get comfortable with thought patterns, beliefs and behaviors, even the ones we've outgrown. It is terrifying, stepping outside of those comfort zones because we've built our lives around them and things can seem to start falling apart around us when we do. We are often our own worst enemies and don't even realize it.

  • @flipperbigg8943

    @flipperbigg8943

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lukessa7477 we are awful then for letting are planet die from global warming and we all the reason 1000s of animals are dieing

  • @taylurrwolf

    @taylurrwolf

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@lukessa7477 I never said it did change what they DID. Changed behavior speaks volumes.

  • @thatkindagirl97
    @thatkindagirl972 жыл бұрын

    When he said "The only person I'll ever love in my life has been and gone" I felt that. 💔

  • @marydavis1031
    @marydavis10312 жыл бұрын

    Honey, those traumas helped you become so you are today. And because of those you can financially afford to get the help you need to become an even stronger, better version of yourself. I get it. I have not been able to get the help I need, but that ok. Seeing you be so transparent with all of us is amazing. I write this not expecting any words back.I also moved out of Cali at 28 and moved to Arkansas. I'm now a widow. And still go back home to visit. I love that you live yourself now..I would like to learn what that's like one day.. Again remember the haters are saying things that are a reflection of themselves.

  • @belm2929
    @belm29292 жыл бұрын

    Jeffree thank you for reminding me what is important in life. I need to get back to being HAPPY and deal with my emotions. Reacting to life is exhausting. I am so happy you are in this beautiful place in your life.

  • @WishAtElevenEleven
    @WishAtElevenEleven2 жыл бұрын

    Proof that money and fame don’t make you happy. Jeffree just wants to love and be loved, just like anyone else.

  • @jaxel5767

    @jaxel5767

    2 жыл бұрын

    It does make you happy but it doesn’t fix all ur problems

  • @yazmine7975

    @yazmine7975

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jaxel5767 yep

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qZ-C1dyqpLnAd5M.html

  • @rhichey
    @rhichey2 жыл бұрын

    Honestly, this feels much more genuine than he's been in a long time.

  • @jordannsmith22

    @jordannsmith22

    2 жыл бұрын

    I agree. I haven’t clicked on one of his videos in a while and for some reason I did when I saw this one. I’m glad I did.

  • @armandosierra4974

    @armandosierra4974

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yeah, because he spoke from his heart; and we JS old fans can really see it.

  • @stefanicote
    @stefanicote2 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been watching you for years and I’m honestly so happy for you genuinely! Doesn’t it feel so amazing to look inward and begin to love yourself? You’re radiating happiness!! Love this!

  • @ashleysmashley1272
    @ashleysmashley12722 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing, Jeffree! Sometimes, it's just good to know that mental health struggles are transient, they touch all walks of life. The best message is of positivity, love, and unity! You have come such a long way from the Myspace days! In life, we experience many many deaths of the different versions of ourselves, of the thoughts and beliefs holding us back. We'll keep growing together, and know in your heart that we (the fans, subscribers, internet friends) love you!

  • @sonyam5763
    @sonyam57632 жыл бұрын

    Healing meant giving up the character he was playing. That's hard. Losing the identity he created and being honest is so humbling. He had to grieve.

  • @andramanda1331
    @andramanda13312 жыл бұрын

    When he compares his car accident to Regina George getting hit by the bus 😂😂😂👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

  • @sarahvand3628

    @sarahvand3628

    2 жыл бұрын

    I was tearing up then I was like 😄😄😄

  • @amongyours1513

    @amongyours1513

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @ingridtrujillo7104

    @ingridtrujillo7104

    2 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂😂

  • @nessapie23

    @nessapie23

    2 жыл бұрын

    That was iconic lol and honestly made so much sense. I am happy he is on the right track for himself mentally and physically

  • @missliz85

    @missliz85

    2 жыл бұрын

    😂

  • @melodiephoenix
    @melodiephoenix2 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been a fan for such a long time I’m talking MySpace. I have always wanted to celebrate your success but when you bought that house I just could not celebrate it. It felt wrong and like you were trying to heal something. I am so happy you are truly healing yourself you deserve love from yourself and others. Hold the person who has lived all those traumas the person you are now can lead that child into healing. Everyone deserves to feel true joy,happiness and be surrounded by love. People want you! You are enough!

  • @stephanies9689
    @stephanies96892 жыл бұрын

    I'm so proud of you, Jeffree. You've needed all this for a really long time; the therapy, the introspection, the honesty with yourself, backing off the drama for your own benefit, selling that house. Egos are killer. I'm so happy you're starting to really take care of yourself, I hope you continue to grow and learn to love yourself the way you deserve to be loved.

  • @RiceSnow777
    @RiceSnow7772 жыл бұрын

    For a split second, I saw a sad Barbie in front of her Barbie Dreamhouse. I admire your honesty and candidness here. And I truly wish you the best for your future.

  • @tovanto3971

    @tovanto3971

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/qZ-C1dyqpLnAd5M.html

  • @tiffanymiller2364

    @tiffanymiller2364

    2 жыл бұрын

    Perfect description. He seriously broke my heart on his story on IG. That's sad he even had to thank people for their support and not starting shit with him.

  • @darrenq6926
    @darrenq69262 жыл бұрын

    I love how he doesn't blame anyone but himself. Accountability will help him heal.

  • @checkmyprofile6209

    @checkmyprofile6209

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/n3ep25qJh7mzfto.html.. . ..

  • @Soprano2013

    @Soprano2013

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes. FINALLY. Happy for him.

  • @olgasherri
    @olgasherri Жыл бұрын

    Good luck on your journey, darling! You’re so amazing, haven’t met you in person, but I am so happy that you’re taking care of yourself ❤️

  • @jennapulaski3731
    @jennapulaski37312 жыл бұрын

    This brings me chills! Thank you so much for being open and sharing your struggles with your mental health but also sharing that reaching out for help is so important and sharing how it helps. I love seeing your growth. I love how you said the past is the past. It is true, you can’t change it so all you can do is learn from it and move forward. Please keep sharing your growth, this I personally feel can make a difference in people’s life. Struggling with your mental health can happen to anyone.

  • @Angela-ly1xk
    @Angela-ly1xk2 жыл бұрын

    I was so put off for awhile, but this… THIS is sincere.

  • @bettynandako5455

    @bettynandako5455

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/X4Z1yc6yp5nfg84.html

  • @katherineauber

    @katherineauber

    2 жыл бұрын

    I agree

  • @deborahnieling2315

    @deborahnieling2315

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are all naive... Sorry!

  • @cheekycheekybambam

    @cheekycheekybambam

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@deborahnieling2315 naive? explain ? All i am seeing is someone reflecting about his mistakes and experiences...SINCERELY.

  • @brookexp4710

    @brookexp4710

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@cheekycheekybambam Deborah is just a negative person , she can't comprehend how someone can actually seek help for their problems , and own up to their mistakes.

  • @RenaG
    @RenaG2 жыл бұрын

    I'm not really shocked he's moving. Ever since he broke up with his bf I kept wondering what he was gonna do basically alone in this gigantic house. I know I would feel completely alone

  • @user-oj1wt1hv4c

    @user-oj1wt1hv4c

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/mpiqtq5unrWcaJc.html. . .

  • @ricktyman4709

    @ricktyman4709

    2 жыл бұрын

    At 13:18 he admits this video is really about him losing subscribers and people boycotting his products. This is solely for him trying to come back and regain his career.

  • @mykieislost

    @mykieislost

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ricktyman4709 that's definitely not what the video is about. He was just talking about what he was going through. I saw another comment you wrote on something else and if you're gonna just spread hate, then leave. No ones got time for that

  • @faridaff7643

    @faridaff7643

    2 жыл бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/iJyg0saPpKypmrg.html .......

  • @gvs6462

    @gvs6462

    2 жыл бұрын

    He's in an open relationship.

  • @tant560
    @tant5602 жыл бұрын

    I know it's an older video but you're like a pokemon, forever evolving and I love that!! Thank you for being so candid and open ❤ You're doing great!!

  • @TheRealShanyeWest
    @TheRealShanyeWest2 жыл бұрын

    Jeffery is waking up and becoming more enlightened🙌🏾… He’s a Scorpio and I can tell that he went thru a BIG transformation.. that’s what being a Scorpio is about 🤷🏽‍♀️… if you are a Scorpio and you don’t constantly make changes to improve yourself and your life, you will only stay in low level energy… YOU MUST RISE LIKE THE PHOENIX 🦅‼️💯

  • @shiroshika1
    @shiroshika12 жыл бұрын

    When he talked about being alone in a big house I felt that. You can have everything but if you have nobody you have nothing. 😔

  • @JulesMarsTM

    @JulesMarsTM

    2 жыл бұрын

    Well said!

  • @olga998123
    @olga9981232 жыл бұрын

    It’s not shocking. This house is so cold and impersonal. You should have a cosy house- beautiful with a view, not a castle.

  • @koukla141

    @koukla141

    2 жыл бұрын

    He got a huge castle Bc he was taking care of everyone around him. Allowing his fam, friends, employees all live there.

  • @tamarascott120

    @tamarascott120

    2 жыл бұрын

    Like a beautiful cottage style house!

  • @erihitsuki

    @erihitsuki

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel like since he got that house, all the bad stuff started happening for him.

  • @marielle_knows_everything6028
    @marielle_knows_everything6028 Жыл бұрын

    Being a workaholic, living distracted through consumerism and over giving are some of the few admired and heralded ways to avoid ourselves and pain. Cheers to anyone out there who found their way out of the endless avoidance and are living more authentic lives ❤

  • @lisat3985
    @lisat39852 жыл бұрын

    Such a candid video. I understand running from trauma. Glad you’re healing. Prayers for you going forward

  • @sheilaedgington7901
    @sheilaedgington79012 жыл бұрын

    When all you have are animals, the loss of them is devastating.

  • @nunyabizness8799

    @nunyabizness8799

    2 жыл бұрын

    Especially for children

  • @marilyn1984

    @marilyn1984

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@nunyabizness8799 wait what happen to his dogs

  • @kerimcandursun5686

    @kerimcandursun5686

    2 жыл бұрын

    Even if they’re not all you have, even if you have have family it’s one of the most horrible feelings you can get!

  • @alabacik6706

    @alabacik6706

    2 жыл бұрын

    not true, I have plenty of family and friends, and a loss of a dog will always be super devastating still, I'm sure others agree.

  • @IllumiNauti

    @IllumiNauti

    2 жыл бұрын

    The loss of pets are devastating, regardless of one's circumstances. They are family & we love them as such.

  • @millierooney967
    @millierooney9672 жыл бұрын

    “The reborn palette” has a nice sound to it, maybe your next eyeshadow palette ?💞

  • @sarahvand3628

    @sarahvand3628

    2 жыл бұрын

    A should have a demon/angel baby coming out a vag on the cover.. lol

  • @makeamericansandwichagain5838

    @makeamericansandwichagain5838

    2 жыл бұрын

    *kzread.info/dash/bejne/fZtpqtKSadPbcZM.html*

  • @hyloitsme

    @hyloitsme

    2 жыл бұрын

    revival pallette @selenagomez

  • @katelauderback9830

    @katelauderback9830

    2 жыл бұрын

    Renaissance palette !

  • @Kkstarss

    @Kkstarss

    2 жыл бұрын

    Palette.

  • @joanaibarra1428
    @joanaibarra14282 жыл бұрын

    You look amazing, I’ve been a fan for a while and this is the most genuine and happy I’ve seen you look. Really happy for your new adventure!!! ♥️

  • @samanthamertens6361
    @samanthamertens63612 жыл бұрын

    I’m so proud of you Jeffree and I’m sending you positive and healing vibes while working on me again. I love you as a person and just keep blooming 💕