Addicted to Meth | "I Didn't Want a Different Life"

What's the difference between a person hooked on meth and one who gets free? Meth addiction is a devastating condition, but you can get sober. In this video, Justin Hepler talks about how he quit using meth.
It's not what you think.
In this video Justin Hepler shares his recovery story and how he went from believing he was going to die an addict to serving the homeless and finding freedom
Addiction doesn't define who you are. You may feel like you need alcohol and drugs to survive, but this man found new meaning. Find out the one best thing that changed his life.
If you or a loved one is dealing with alcohol and drug addiction, there is help for safe detox. Quitting cold turkey can cause serious symptoms which may lead to relapse from a physical dependency on alcohol and drugs.
Open yourself to finding the love and care you didn't expect. Call (866) 403-9262 for a safe medical detox center in Arizona.

Пікірлер: 122

  • @hesedken
    @hesedken3 жыл бұрын

    16 years addiction, 12 in and out of jails and prisons, now over 40 years sobriety... it starts with hope

  • @andreaallen1903

    @andreaallen1903

    3 жыл бұрын

    40 year's that's incredible

  • @hesedken

    @hesedken

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@andreaallen1903 yea... it really takes a miracle... considering depression, suicide thoughts, and the addiction itself. I advise people wanting sobriety to get help with a group with people like themselves... AA, NA, church, sports groups with a focus of sobriety, others. There is a group for everyone if they look. Actually i hardly go to any groups anymore, but during the first couple of years i went to church often... different ones.

  • @lashanda8977

    @lashanda8977

    Жыл бұрын

    Bless you. So much to be thankful for.

  • @retro000

    @retro000

    Жыл бұрын

    Bless you,you know own your recovery sreps.......🎉once you get it and get sobriety time, and time to rethink and absorb,live recovery, it is all worth it.🎉🎉 everyday, happy day clean!!! One of the.most authentic and grounded,mature recovery videos which.dont glorify your sad journey, but in true recovery your share your 1. Experience and hope making it real. Bless you.man🎉❤

  • @spiritualbeing4279

    @spiritualbeing4279

    Жыл бұрын

    I really didn’t know how blessed I was until I got sober, there’s so much to live for. 40 yrs sobriety is amazing, and I explain mine as a miracle as well. There’s no other way to describe it.

  • @jenniferfrazierlpc7171
    @jenniferfrazierlpc71713 жыл бұрын

    Praying right now for all who may be struggling in this area!🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @thaiexpert8413
    @thaiexpert84132 жыл бұрын

    "Now, I work in a homeless shelter and I see me everyday."

  • @ebeneezerscrooge2942
    @ebeneezerscrooge29422 жыл бұрын

    My grandma and my now wife saved my life. Definitely saved me from myself. 4 years clean, heroin, meth, alcohol, pills, cigarettes, and I’ve never been happier. I was so lost and so sad and didn’t even realize how low I was. If you’re suffering, get help, you can overcome anything and it’s always worth it.

  • @ryanlorance6168
    @ryanlorance61682 жыл бұрын

    I could listen to this guy tell stories for hours 💯

  • @me-thebusta610

    @me-thebusta610

    Жыл бұрын

    I agree

  • @CapricornSunSagRisingLibraMoon
    @CapricornSunSagRisingLibraMoon3 жыл бұрын

    What a beautiful testimony. I wish him nothing all the good things life has to offer.

  • @emit3338

    @emit3338

    3 жыл бұрын

    You wish him nothing? A bit harsh

  • @janicejacome

    @janicejacome

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@emit3338 Thats a mistake she meant to write nothing BUT all the good things life has to offer!

  • @janicejacome

    @janicejacome

    3 жыл бұрын

    Justin you are AMAZING! Keep it up ,young man. I am an addict for 40 plus years, lm a GRANDMA With 2 sons with substance abuse problems. I need help so badly and am PARALYZED WITH FEAR. Congratulations and lm so glad you made amends with Dad! You are WONDERFUL 👏

  • @jesuscadena5673

    @jesuscadena5673

    3 жыл бұрын

    Very beautiful testimony. Have you watched his other video? Same channel. Very well said..

  • @piercecountyhomes123
    @piercecountyhomes1234 жыл бұрын

    That was very raw and powerful Justin. Thank you for being so open and honest. This helped to understand why my daughter just didn't stop.

  • @recoveryinsideout238

    @recoveryinsideout238

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy this story offered understanding to your situation. We are all in this together!

  • @davidr1620

    @davidr1620

    4 жыл бұрын

    I didn't understand parental pain until I became a dad. My daughter is just 17 months, but now I understand how painful it must be for parents whose children struggle with addiction. You just love your child so much, even more than they'll ever love you. And every pain they feel hits you at your core. I'm so sorry for your pain, Kym.

  • @hesedken

    @hesedken

    3 жыл бұрын

    Addiction is chemical dependence. An addiction makes a different physical person as the drug changes him. What normal people think is wrong (getting drunk, for instance) seems like the necessary thing to do to the self-inflicted victim. It leads to either prison or the grave... if you can help the person, don't wait too long.

  • @alyshapedaraza3044
    @alyshapedaraza3044 Жыл бұрын

    I could listen to you all day. Your words are spot on and bless you for helping and loving others.

  • @biancashingles8225
    @biancashingles82252 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your life journey, very enlightening for people who still struggling with addiction

  • @mbrooks3892
    @mbrooks3892 Жыл бұрын

    I can't think of anything that's harder than recovering from addiction. Absolutely amazing. Please continue to share your story.

  • @kittycat6195
    @kittycat6195 Жыл бұрын

    This one is a keeper. Such an important video to watch and rewatch - for those with or with out addiction. Thank God for you.🙏🏻

  • @brittaolson6550
    @brittaolson65502 жыл бұрын

    I wanted to quit. I had just given up on anything working, after trying so many treatments and programs. He makes the distinction well between not wanting to quit and feeling unable to quit. The exact same thing helped me that helped him, people caring who “shouldn’t have.”

  • @khoenack
    @khoenack Жыл бұрын

    You are such an inspiration. Congratulations on your sobriety! You give people hope. ❤

  • @jideajibola5074
    @jideajibola5074 Жыл бұрын

    Beautiful human being. May God continue to give you strength each and every passing day Justin. ❤

  • @loriweikel9551
    @loriweikel9551 Жыл бұрын

    Very raw and powerful 💯I luv his last line "I believe you can"

  • @crazyhorsetrading8655
    @crazyhorsetrading86553 жыл бұрын

    Wow Justin, thank you for your courage in sharing your story, you a very brave man. I pray that your journey through this funny thing called life is made easier for you and that many blessings come your way. Living a life of gratitude is so powerful. May God bless you. Much love from Cape Town South Africa

  • @bazinbali
    @bazinbali4 жыл бұрын

    really amazing you sharing this, thanks

  • @recoveryinsideout238

    @recoveryinsideout238

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your support!

  • @Hugo-py2ce
    @Hugo-py2ce Жыл бұрын

    This was incredible listening to you, i have a brother that is going through that right now and everyone in my family feels so helpless. He has gone through rehab and looked like he was done after loosing his family. But he fell into drugs again and feels like hes never going to get out. I pray for him every chance i get when he comes to mind which is almost every day. Watching your video gives me hope, i teared up typing this. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @Marinemom75
    @Marinemom752 жыл бұрын

    You are beautiful inside and out!! And i love that you turned a thing that was meant to ruin you and now you use what you learned from it to help others god bless u

  • @flaplaya
    @flaplaya Жыл бұрын

    As a society, we better start considering alcohol a drug. On the scale of harm it's #1 worst substance out here. Drugs... alcohol and nicotine included. Be honest don't lie, ask for help it exists. Peace get clean stay clean

  • @alfredathomson9663
    @alfredathomson96633 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story, I hope you never live in that hell again. 💜

  • @colleenthompson8707
    @colleenthompson87079 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ thank you so much for sharing

  • @thanelore8400
    @thanelore84002 жыл бұрын

    wow our story is so similar, thank you🙏🏼

  • @lynnmcquillan2338
    @lynnmcquillan2338 Жыл бұрын

    Thankyou - Happy Easter from Oz 🐣❤️🐰👍👍👍👍👍😎

  • @Same_Rules_Apply
    @Same_Rules_Apply2 жыл бұрын

    You have a great laugh. You are meant to be here to spread that greatness!

  • @ericunderwood8080

    @ericunderwood8080

    2 жыл бұрын

    He does... everything Chang when He said he needed help... And a true friend...a true friend is powerful medicine

  • @mandymoore5774
    @mandymoore57743 жыл бұрын

    Withdrawal from alcohol is so much worse than even heroin withdrawals. It’s so insane bc it’s a drug no one thinks your going to ever have a “serious” alcohol addiction/issue. It’s a very underrated drug. Bc most all of us drink at the very least at celebrations, but MY family always had “cocktail hour”. Kids were never allowed into the living room where cocktail hour took place at my grandparents. If my siblings my cousins or myself went into the living room area to talk to a parent we’d be given an answer & told “ok, now go back to the tv room”. But we knew why we weren’t allowed, we knew what they were doing! Kids pick up on EVERYTHING! They may not understand the severity or impact it is making on them as children, but what’s also awful w booze is it’s very much a hereditary addiction! Bc I drink nightly NOW. Bc it was alway so downplayed w my family, it was a normal everyday routine. & my grandfather would always be the one to say “don’t trust a man who doesn’t drink bc those are the ones w something to hide”.

  • @rockyrodriguez9818

    @rockyrodriguez9818

    2 жыл бұрын

    Right on point

  • @mikehunt4797

    @mikehunt4797

    11 ай бұрын

    It's weird I drank vodka daily for a few years and one day I just quit cold turkey and had zero withdrawal but with opiates its the complete opposite. It's sure strange how we r all the same yet wired differently.

  • @girlinthesouth850

    @girlinthesouth850

    Ай бұрын

    Truth

  • @skulldon9
    @skulldon93 жыл бұрын

    Seeing all of his videos on this channel, talking so openly about his dark past and then googling him and seeing his fitness Instagram page was a revelation for sure! He‘s an extremely fit coach, who would have thought?

  • @onlyparadise7715

    @onlyparadise7715

    3 жыл бұрын

    💯👌

  • @invictusmaneo464
    @invictusmaneo464 Жыл бұрын

    Je to paráda! Akorát si dávám!!! :D Vždycky večer jsem si dával Herák, ale dneska udělám výjimku, změna je život :D

  • @lashanda8977
    @lashanda8977 Жыл бұрын

    I pray this young man stays on the right path in life.

  • @evelyndel223
    @evelyndel2233 жыл бұрын

    Thank you now i have a clear understanding for addicts. You are a good person.

  • @marioappelman1431
    @marioappelman1431 Жыл бұрын

    Netjes gedaan man! 🎉Groetjes vanuit NL

  • @lisadeyermond599
    @lisadeyermond5993 жыл бұрын

    God bless you.. Hope & faith

  • @_DivineTruth_is_Home_
    @_DivineTruth_is_Home_6 ай бұрын

    Thank you ❤

  • @TancheapMcFatass
    @TancheapMcFatass Жыл бұрын

    I'm fairly young like this man in the video, just 27. I struggled with serious alcoholism for over 10 years just like him, absolute blackouts every single day of my life and it took everything away from me. I went to rehab and got clean but admittedly I slowly continued to justify using other party drugs because I figured I could moderate myself and they weren't so addictive, but this led to what almost became a serious cocaine addiction that was quickly spiralling out of control. Just took the steps necessary last night to cut that stuff out of my life for good and I look forward to a clean future

  • @timothykotter8301
    @timothykotter83012 жыл бұрын

    Just found this sure grateful I did

  • @rivercruz3589
    @rivercruz35892 жыл бұрын

    Does anyone know how he's doing? I hope you're well Justin.❤️

  • @pppukkie1185
    @pppukkie11852 жыл бұрын

    great one

  • @0n374
    @0n374 Жыл бұрын

    God bless you all who struggle with the demons of pain. God is always with you. ✝

  • @cameronpickard7456
    @cameronpickard74562 жыл бұрын

    good for you you've claimed victory

  • @welcome2thecoronaversewith400
    @welcome2thecoronaversewith4004 жыл бұрын

    Thank You, So much for sharing!!!!!!!!!1

  • @Translucentism
    @Translucentism4 жыл бұрын

    This was incredible...how does this not have more views?

  • @whatrewater4859

    @whatrewater4859

    4 жыл бұрын

    It’s fake

  • @Translucentism

    @Translucentism

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@whatrewater4859 Probably not, but sure bud.

  • @bonniebell2050
    @bonniebell20502 жыл бұрын

    Ask & u can have anything u want..God Bless u..Ur just a doll baby..U still look so healthy.Keep up the great work..My prayers will b w/ u..

  • @janshiff9942
    @janshiff99422 жыл бұрын

    Your a pretty nice guy . I hope you get your life straighten out . 😀😃😄

  • @ripsagoly
    @ripsagoly Жыл бұрын

    What an awesome young man... so proud for you... you are such an inspiration... my daughter got out of jail two days ago, she told me she really wants to stay sober and get her son back, she said she’ll call me that night and I haven’t heard from her since.... I’m tired of my soul and my heart being crushed .... I have to let her take her own way, she’s been living on the streets behind a dumpster or in the bushes for over a year now .... I’m trying to sit with the pain, and stop trying to fix it ... because I can’t ... I listen to people like you for hope and understanding.... but I also realize that she’s one pill away from death .... Thankyou for sharing ...

  • @bboyswitch22

    @bboyswitch22

    Жыл бұрын

    Sounds rough for both you and your daughter. Hopefully things change

  • @ripsagoly

    @ripsagoly

    Жыл бұрын

    @@bboyswitch22 Thankyou so much, I’m 🙏 for a change in direction for her, I’m helpless in the whole situation, all I can do is just keep sending her love... thx for your comment 😊

  • @thomasriddle8877
    @thomasriddle8877 Жыл бұрын

    Yeah im the same way dude.. My eyes can see and my lungs have breathe in them, im effin good man... Thats enough for me, to keep me here, it feels good to be alive and experience the world through sober eyes... when your a really hard drug addict, you take it for granted..

  • @scottnovak8903
    @scottnovak89032 жыл бұрын

    Praise the Lord Christ 🙏 salvation back, Bless all future and keep strong praise in storm, Danny Gokey song awesome.

  • @Paul-ml3sl
    @Paul-ml3sl9 ай бұрын

    This guy’s a great narrator

  • @kaeobermoy4401
    @kaeobermoy4401 Жыл бұрын

    Yes 👍 I know what this is like I was addicted to methadone for 11 years. I saved up and got ibogaine treatment in Mexico it saved my life

  • @liraelgreen1329
    @liraelgreen1329 Жыл бұрын

    I think every day, about a guy i was in love with who loves meth. I never did much thankfully. That was 20 yrs ago he's still in it.

  • @PKPM2
    @PKPM22 жыл бұрын

    M'son sorry for'ya but I'm need those treatments you got..I'm in the middle of it..

  • @krisamagus1
    @krisamagus13 жыл бұрын

    You got wise.

  • @amynoe8173
    @amynoe81732 жыл бұрын

    Praise God you were saved

  • @thomasriddle8877
    @thomasriddle8877 Жыл бұрын

    i can probably thank my father for stopping all togther.. it was him that really got me clean, got me help.. i called him at like 23 and just broke down and told him i was doing bad.. got me into a methadone clinic, i cut off everyone i knew that had conections to drugs.. because it wasnt just heroin.. anything that came in front of me i would buy and hoard.. i did have much better conservative powers than other people, i never once overdosed or stayed up longer than 2 days... because i would balance things, i knew doing too much destroyed the fun of it, tolerance killed everything.. so chilling out for a day or two is good to reset the brain... I knew also, that going waaay too hard can change how your brain works.. and thats how you end up like those twitching dudes...

  • @bensbikex510
    @bensbikex5102 жыл бұрын

    Im bouta cry

  • @nanamc8295
    @nanamc8295 Жыл бұрын

    Get what you need and leave the rest ❤😊

  • @cody-channeling
    @cody-channeling5 ай бұрын

    I need help but Im scared if I tell my psychiatrist I wont be able to take my adhd medication

  • @ReligionAndMaterialismDebunked
    @ReligionAndMaterialismDebunked Жыл бұрын

    Yeah, many seem to not know alcohol is one of the worst drugs, and it's very unique with the dying from heavily drinking and then stopping cold turkey.

  • @Friendofbill
    @Friendofbill4 жыл бұрын

    Hi Mate, i set up a channel to help with recovery. ether way keep going! good work

  • @me-thebusta610
    @me-thebusta610 Жыл бұрын

    I quit alcohol after 20 years.

  • @rehetbutler
    @rehetbutler2 жыл бұрын

    I've been clean for fifteen years now and I still dream about doing meth all the time.

  • @brittaolson6550

    @brittaolson6550

    2 жыл бұрын

    That’s rough. I guess I’m lucky I haven’t had using dreams in a long time.

  • @daltonc123

    @daltonc123

    2 жыл бұрын

    Pray before you sleep. It will help I promise we always are heard from above and He knows best

  • @lukedesselle4589
    @lukedesselle45893 жыл бұрын

    Are you still doing ok?

  • @blazedboss1833
    @blazedboss1833 Жыл бұрын

    I wish I was addicted to drugs right now. I cherish the state o’ mind.

  • @lyndayates7533
    @lyndayates7533 Жыл бұрын

    Wonderful Dad you have. I'm so happy for you! Never really had a problem stopping the drug. For me it was always the people. I don't crave meth and I'm very vigilant about running into those people. God is great! Even the air I get to breathe. So lovely.

  • @davidr1620
    @davidr16204 жыл бұрын

    We are all so different. I really enjoy drinking whisky and scotch and other drinks from time to time, but I rarely get beyond a tad buzzed, and usually don't even feel anything. In fact, the older I get, the less I enjoy going over the limit. I get sick and I get tired and I don't even have that much fun usually. It's hard for me to imagine what alcoholism is like. But some people's bodies are almost designed for it.

  • @NeanderthalDogma

    @NeanderthalDogma

    3 жыл бұрын

    Its really just you know consuming any drug for a long time you gain tolerance

  • @corrado9683
    @corrado9683 Жыл бұрын

    Jeez he really had a hard time accepting the fact that he could change. He’s very lucky that he got another in life. It would have been a shame because he’s such a great looking guy and he could have lost everything!

  • @accent1975
    @accent19752 жыл бұрын

    He released

  • @1life_Only
    @1life_Only2 жыл бұрын

    “Recovering addicts are modern day prophets” - Dr Anna Lembke (dopamine nation)

  • @tishie42
    @tishie422 жыл бұрын

    This is legit. Sad part for me is my family is still struggling with the fact that their love wasn't enough to get me to stop. It took losing everything and seeing myself in strangers to get better. But whatever happened out there to all of us makes us not strangers, it makes us all one. So it needed to happen for me to not take things for granted. It made me become a much better person, at quite the cost. Fair trade ain't no robbery I guess. Reintegration to the family seems to be the hardest part, for me. I can't make them understand, (they're "normie") , all I can do is be consistent. One day at a time. And maybe they'll never get over it and we miss out on all our time together. All anyone can do is the next right thing...

  • @kenniferlopez1
    @kenniferlopez1 Жыл бұрын

    You are very lucky. I wish my friend Al had this happen to him. Instead he is gone. Good for you. Embrace it and live on!

  • @marianaltrincham1
    @marianaltrincham13 жыл бұрын

    i love you

  • @VjKam
    @VjKam2 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @johnblackbird7523
    @johnblackbird7523 Жыл бұрын

    That's so methed up

  • @tinawindham6958
    @tinawindham69584 жыл бұрын

    U must b clean just a few seconds in...your face and eyes look clean and sober. Gotta get back to the video now...

  • @sallaiina8603
    @sallaiina86034 жыл бұрын

    He's hot

  • @traitorjoseph1893

    @traitorjoseph1893

    4 жыл бұрын

    Inside out, oowee

  • @bp7792

    @bp7792

    4 жыл бұрын

    gorgeous colored eyes

  • @jenniferwilcox9759

    @jenniferwilcox9759

    4 жыл бұрын

    That's it? That's all you got out of this? Wow, you run deep.

  • @sallaiina8603

    @sallaiina8603

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@jenniferwilcox9759 lmao calm the fuck down. Ive been struggling with all of this for years. Just pointing out he is still very attractive despite his drug use which often shows.

  • @justinchester4315
    @justinchester43152 жыл бұрын

    This guy is extremely hot!

  • @kdconnor9107
    @kdconnor91074 жыл бұрын

    Imagine being the one person who ‘disliked’ this video😂🤦🏼‍♂️

  • @michaelbarbera1616
    @michaelbarbera1616 Жыл бұрын

    Abwûn:

  • @Caffein780
    @Caffein780 Жыл бұрын

    Dirst person who I believe

  • @levilenoxx6175
    @levilenoxx617511 ай бұрын

    Wow dude I’m not an addict but your words have me thinking. Your a beautiful person

  • @Willie_brooks

    @Willie_brooks

    11 ай бұрын

    *Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location*

  • @Willie_brooks

    @Willie_brooks

    11 ай бұрын

    He is on telegram¿¿

  • @Willie_brooks

    @Willie_brooks

    11 ай бұрын

    Coldtrips ✓✓

  • @games.io-Banus
    @games.io-Banus8 ай бұрын

    Alcohol is also a drug

Келесі