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Pile 2: you're on the right path and know that you're worthy of your desires, freedom and independence

Ok so right before i opend KZread , i was journaling because i was so MAD and İrritated AF and the first line i wrote was " i hate you " i wrote a hate speech to a part of myself because i was so MAD that i am not able to to go through life and move on and after that i saw the video and i picked pile 2 and the first sentence you siad " i hate you , it is like you recieved hate somehow" and then you continue with the reading and it was on spot , just WOW !!!!

@c.9231

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Wow! That was meant for you. Isn't she amazing? By the way, never say that to yourself again. Only love, love, love. 💚

@alaamahmoud8066

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@@c.9231 she is !!! ❤️ , I know i just wanted to listen to every part of myself even if it's harsh to make sure i will deal with it in the right way ❤️ , thank you so much for your concern though ❤️ , much love ❤️❤️❤️❤️

#2 damn, thank you You abstractly summarised my life in this read. I always felt like the horrible/unwanted person most of my life. Like being the villian when I am the victim. Did a lot of self punishment, held myself back from being happy. So true. I overcompensated by trying to please everyone around me, by going out of the way. I am compassionate for everyone but myself. I treat myself like others mistreated me. I need to re-parent myself, start from scratch again.

Pile 4. Thank you. My mother trained me from a young age that my only value was to help her and promote her needs. She had mental health issues so I understand that but the training runs deep.

I was molested and raped at thirteen. I learned to enjoy sex for the first time at 65. He did treat me like a plaything and drop me, then come back later for sex. My therapist has been helping me with this. I have another relationship that’s stable and king-lasting but sexless. This reading was very affirming. Thank you 🙏

Pile 4! OMG like your readings!!😂 All so true. Had the worst experience with men, all through my childhood & teenage years. Won’t go into details but yeah not what a child should be experiencing. Yes don’t trust men, nearly 44 & never had one mature relationship. Now in the past 7 years I have always stood my ground though & finish things very quickly with anyone red flags. So I do that & stay single. Like starvation. Just always alone. Not able because like you said never learned. Same with friends. Don’t have any. Very sad & lonely existence but the damage that has been done. Seeing a Psychologist now, trying to go through my whole childhood & heal. So difficult & long. Feel I will be dead by the time I ever heal or experience life with people. Or even be somewhat loved in this life. I’m trying. Your reading are so on point. Thank you for the affirmation.

Pile 4 and that's been the struggle of my life. I kept thinking lately that I approach love relationships like a teenager and don't know how to properly adult in that department. 😂 Spot on as always.

#2 years of healing down the drain. second I took one wall down I got hurt again in every way. Being patient and hard work never got me anywhere. I have no choice but to take that as a sign I am not meant to be here 😮‍💨. Ty for the reading

@Heyitsdash

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I’ve felt this way for a very long time now… all my attempts seem to backfire or turn out to be a waste. Continuously not having things work out made me feel like I had no place/reason to be here. None of the things I think or thought I was good at make me money or bring success. I simply pray I find something that makes me feel like I’m making a difference, feel successful, and bring people who recognize and appreciate what I have to offer… instead of people who down play everything I do making me feel even worthless than before. I feel something in the near future will save us from this way of thinking/being and give us a sense of belonging and accomplishment.

Pile 4, I’m actually in therapy for this already and it’s really helping!

@c.9231

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Ahh...that's good to hear. I'm in the same boat.

I chose pile 2 and a lot of the questions I was asking myself today were answered in this reading. I will be processing this for a while. Thank you so much.

Pile 4. So, so accurate. Goes all the way back to when I was 6 years old.

Pile 3 is spot on for me and has brought me to tears..... I've always felt like I'm a bad person because of the thoughts that pop into my head and I've always felt like a burden on those around me.

Pile 4: Came in when I'm suddenly swamped with insecurities because I have feelings for someone right now. And I'm in this traumatic response state that I'm expecting the worst before it begins. I've already been counselled, I'm just having a relapse.

Pile 2, this is my biggest struggle. Thank you for bringing these messages forward ❤

LOVE U AVALON THIS A GREAT IDEA Thanks for puttting in so much work ♡ the collective thanks u ♡ much love

pile 2…thank you. I needed this message..ugh too early for tears. I didn’t really understand this concept i have , until you put it into words and I do really keep myself back from good things because I feel i deserve to be punished & I don’t deserve to be happy. i’m constantly smacking myself on the hand and saying BAD! everytime I reach for something beautiful.

PILE 2: I lived with my stepmother, father, stepsister; it was a totally dysfunctional family. I was mistreated in many ways. This reading really help me to bring out these subconcious wrong ideas about myself to heal them. Thank you Avalon 🙏

Pile 2: totally subconscious but totally resonated. I got so many tingles listening to this. Listening to it again. Thank you!!!

Pile 4 was enormously helpful ❤

I chose pile 2 and wow. I knew it but kind of forgotten about it. I have actual exemples in my life where I've felt unwanted/or couldn't have the things I wanted. When I was young we were moving a lot (I did 3 different schools between the age of 5 and 12) so I was always the new kid in the class, trying to make new friends. I remember when I was 7-8 I had befriended two girls that were "best friends" since preschool. We were doing a rehearsal at one of the said friend's house for a lip sync show and the mother of that friend denied me the access to the upstairs while the other two went for a snack break or whatever. Like how horrible do you have to be as a person to do that to a child? Consciously I got over it but I think that unconsciously, not so much.

Pile #2- I'm sad I've put myself in this place mentally. It is something I do (act) but didn't know why. I thought it was just my personality not my subconscious programming. I will start ideas that passion me and I want to do to make me happy and then I stop randomly and not continue I feel scared. Now I know my subconscious thinks "I'm not good enough or don't deserve it". I had bad parenting and still learning to reprogram. Thank u for the message! It shocked me. I claim my own right to make my own decisions to my life

Pile 4. I feel like I've gotten a lot better but I have had a fear of men. I also had heavy trust issues in the recent past.

Pile 4. For me, I feel this comes in nurturing the inner child my.other disregarded for her relationships, especially with my step-dad. I am aware of this and consciously work on it. There have been tremendous break through this year.

I’m so grateful for your ability to channel hard truths that, when faced, can reap great rewards. Thank you for sharing your gifts 💙

I believe or I should say I know you changed my life. Thank you for number four.

pile 2 and i really needed to hear that... thank you for this reading ! ive recently been trying to improve on whats stopping me from doing things and engaging in self sabotage :((

Pile 1. Exactly. I was just thinking that about my guy; how I don't want to treat him like that. I don't want to treat him like a thing because of what he's achieved in his life. Deep down, I've had a fear of being used for a minute.

juat asked for clarity thank you 🤍

Pile 4: Description of my past is spot on but I feel the effects more on my pro life. Ultimately, I feel that the real security would be to have my skills recognized but I keep working for narcissistic people. I felt drawn to pile 3, I'll check it too.

Pile 2 - I was happy at one point in my life and then everything fell apart. Now, I'm afraid of my own happiness because I'm terrified it's going to be taken away. Definitely working on it even tho sometimes it just feels easier and safer being in the doldrums. Pile 4 as well - haven't ever even had any long-standing romantic relationship that lasted more than a few months and I'm 35. Was just looking into therapists today for an array of issues, but now it feels like this is something I can also work on.

Pile 2. That made sense consciously & I hope it works subconsciously too, because my conscious memory is not the best.

Pile 1: Thank you for this message, Avalon. Spot on as usual! I literally just had a dream about this last night. I'm not gonna sit here and pretend that it hasn't been hell to be objectified by people I meet. They place me in a role without my permission and I feel invisible or am antagonized in the face of those projections. I'm a mirror. That's my purpose, but it's difficult. Doing it on a larger scale seems daunting, but discernment is key. I have to trust in my ability to do that and accept that other's opinions don't define me. That's a tall order. 😆

Pile 2: 🎯 on target. Currently unraveling childhood wounds of rejection, shame and worthlessness.

Pile 1! Beautiful reading and very accurate per usual!🙌🏽

I cannot believe the accuracy of this reading. I chose pile 1.

group 3, great advice , you always answer all my questions

Pile 1. This totally makes sense. Thank you for confirming my feelings!! 🤗

Was really accurate, and i was conscious about this yet thank you for confirming

Thank you so much for this reading ❤ It was so spot on and empowering!

Wow wow wow pile 2 was really deep. Thank you. Such a breakthrough.

Thank you Avalon. This was an enlightened reading❤

Pile 3. Yes, indeed!

Pile 2: Very much an conscious realization!! Thank You💞

Your such a wonderful reader your intuition is amazing!

Thank you, Avalon!

Pile 1. 🎯That makes sense!!! Thank you♥

#3 really applies to me. Grateful for showing me the path to freedom through very clear spirit messages.

You're very special. One can always relay on your guidance and accuracy. 🧡🌳

thank you so much for this one, I know this will truly liberate me

Thank you, truly

Pile 1 & 3 - amazingly accurate 😅🙏🏻 Thank you Avalon Intuitive for your clear insight, you’re truly magnificent 🥰💖

Pile 1 nailed it thankyou

thanks for the reading love and light

Pile 1 really resonates.. thank you !

Pile 2... thank you this was super helpful. I would say it was semi-conscious, but I guess I never thought about the implications this belief has in terms of me doing what I want to do in life...thank you so much ♥️😃

Pile 1 absolutely made sense

Perfect timing! Wonderful energy and intuitive skills! The synchronicities of the KZread algorithm lead me to find your channel. Yay! 🤗🤗🤗

Pile 1 This is an absolutely unconscious pattern. This reading is very eyeopening and helpful for me. Thank you so much Avalon💚🙏

This is so accurate. Thank you.

Pile 3 - beautiful!

Pile four is totally resonating- deep therapy sesh!!! Thank you love!

Pile 2, 3, 4 and 1 lol all the piles were for me this time around. Deeply healing and I felt little valves surrounding my body exhale release and let out all this stagnant energy.

Thank you for this message 🙏

Pile 2.. Oh wow.. Thank you so so much, this was really eye opening for me.. It brokes me to tears.. I always felt like unwanted child as I was treated so badly. And many times when I could succeed especially in area of money and forming my own family and having my own home - place on this precious Earth- something went wrong.. Oh thank you really so so much.. Matching my actual situation too. It is not the first reading that "unlocks" me and make me see things I did not see. Many blessings, very very helpful.. 💖💖💖🍀🍀🍀❤️

No. 2 & 3 ...Thank you so much for this very lovely reading... 🙏🙏🙏

Pile 2- wow, didn't expect to sob so deeply so early in the morning. Much to sit with, thanks very much Avalon Intuitive 💖✌️

Pile 4, so accurate🥲🙏💓🌷

thank you.

Wow your readings always ring so true. I haven't met any other reader like you. Amazing. 🤯👏👏Thank you 🙏

Just wanted to personally thank you because I think my guides really went out of their way to try and get this message to me. #2 Sending you lots of love.

Thank you!

You're spot on. Pile 4.

Spooky on point. Bravo.

Pile 3 ❤🎉 claim this

Interesting.....the pile I chose stated the same thing you said to me in a private reading. I'm going to work on it.

Omg pile 3 was like so for me that’s it’s kinda scary but it spoke some much truth thank u for this reading

11:11 and pile 1. Thank you Avalon 💗

Thank you 🌸😊💜

Thank You

2nd pile is so deeply true. Never felt i belonged before but I know it was pushing me into spiritual path. Everyone else wasn't. Now Im open to it i attract more beautiful souls and realise why Ididn't connect before. When you don't fit anywhere, create your own world and attract your tribe 🙏🏵️sending love to all pile 2s. You are Loved and you are lovable ♥️🙏

#2 I think this is a 12H pile 😂 indeed I isolate myself often because I tried to just be comfortable with myself, while sometimes loneliness came through but I do normalize that and felt that I'm undeserving to seek a friend. I still don't know why. While the New Career Path, it resonated so much with the timing you uploaded, Avalon 😂😭😂. I was quiet frustrated with my current situation at work, and felt very useless 😢 and my internal monologue about 'why do you even doing this, this doesn't aligned with your MC/what you really wanted to do in life. This is not your place' and I don't know how to respond to that monologue than just listen and quietly shed a tear 😔 I hope I'll find my solution soon. Thank you always for the insightful reading, Avalon ✨

Dear Lord. Like. So accurate. Thanks 🙏

# 2 21:30 thank you

Thank you so very much! A very practical reading that resonated deeply....to be honest all information was at the tip of my consciousness...your work helped to bring it out of the darkness....so nothing was vague. Piles 1, 2 then 4 (in that sequence)...especially 34:28 to 34:55...mercy...you unlocked some deep seated beliefs that caused patterns. Again, thank you Avalon Intuitive.

I felt drawn to pile 1 and 2 in that order 🖤

Pile 4 💚

4💜🥹 exacly!!!!🧘🏽‍♀️🙏🏽 every single word

Pile 3: am starting my job search this week (have been doing sigils to propel it forward). The idea movement creates movement makes sense - the more I work on my search, the more I will want to put into it. Thank you Avalon! This was perfectly timed.

@c.9231

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Best of luck! You will do great.

@astrogirllll

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@@c.9231 Aw thank you 😍

I chose pile 2 and I can I guess relate to that. But not so much in a sense of being "bad", but more like that I limited subconciously my success, because I always dreamt of traveling and living like a digital nomad. So it has always been like "this stable study/job/house will make me settle down, and I will never be able to bring my dream to fruition". And now I am finally traveling, left my initial country, and feel free, but I had this though like "Why nothing was working out".

pile 4 and 2 - Pile 4 - developmental elements that need some TLC Pil2 - feeling 'bad' or like I will be told off, etc

Pile 1 ❤

Pile 4

Pile 2

For anyone that chose pile #4, do you have any book recommendations? I came from an abusive family system and this a massive theme in my life. Both parents and siblings caused trauma. Not sure where to begin. Any recommendations?

@cassandres4965

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What Happened to You by Dr Bruce Perry The Body Keeps the Score KZread videos on narcissism by Dr Ramani

@thelaboringheart

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have you watched Patrick Teahan here on yt? he has helped me a lot :)

My other comment was on pile 4.

pile 2. literally talked about this on my last therapy session. but I think this belief is more like “I’m doomed regardless of what I do”… anyway, I guess I have to work it out

Movement! Of course. What else. Movement equals life. Everything alive moves. If not externally, there are always billions of internal activities/ movements in any being that is alive. Also: usually, ( wild) animals are associated with freedom. And they all m o v e freely, don' t they? Thank you. Much love.

Could you spell out for me what Pile 4's crystal is? I am super drawn to it, and would like to look into them, thank you! !!!

3 for the confirmed third time. 😮