Timestamps!! (Yeah, I know, late lol) 0:00 - 1:20 Sugar crash 1:21 - 3:51 All I want is you 3:52 - 7:11 Watamote ending 7:12 - 9:35 Bimbo doll 9:36 - 10:58 This is weed. Pot. Cannabis. Mary Jane 10:59 - 13:26 #Brooklynbloodpop 13:27 - 17:15 My ordinary life 17:16 - 17:55 Choice 17:58 - 20:52 beautiful loli thing 20:58 - 21:55 Coffee 21:56 - 22:56 Drink it, smoke it, snort it, shoot it 22:57 - 25:30 Spy? 25:31 - 28:05 Hello kitty 28:06 - 29:52 Cupcakes.mp3 29:53 - 33:01 Love game

@xPoisonedStardustx

11 ай бұрын

I think 9:36 is Beautiful loli thing

@automotionz

11 ай бұрын

@@xPoisonedStardustx No, it's right!/nm

@Tired_Glowshrooms

10 ай бұрын

28:53 is Masquerade by siouxxie sixxsta

@automotionz

10 ай бұрын

@@Tired_GlowshroomsTy! I'll update it now!

@QUAILSOCKS

10 ай бұрын

9:36 is called "This is Weed. Pot. Cannabis. Maryjane."! :p

Being hyper sexual is very common guys it’s okay it’s because very body nowadays is exposed to some sort of damaging media at a young age

@nyubite

8 ай бұрын

This ^^

@MoczinurcoffeeX3

8 ай бұрын

WAIT ITS COMMON !?! I HAD NO IDEA-/GEN

@adwriq

8 ай бұрын

how is it a good thing anyway??

@CatEater--ImeanLover

8 ай бұрын

@@adwriq I mean it's not necessarily a good thing, if you are having sexual thoughts or urges you can't control you should probably talk to someone.

@TheLadywhoKnowsEverything

8 ай бұрын

@@adwriq its not? thats why its a VENT playlist

I was exposed to gore first at 5 and then sexual content and p0rn at 6, that's around the time I started degrading my body (touching places I wasn't supposed to, etc). It makes me feel disgusting because I can't stop. I'm so scared of grown men because of what my brain tells me will happen if i get comfortable around them. When I was in 5th grade, I had to walk to school in summer wearing multiple hoodies and layers and I still feared being taken and r#ped by an older man. But at the same time, I fantasized and romanticized the idea. I'm only 13, i'm going into high school next year, the internet literally ruined my life and how I perceive things and it makes me feel disgusting and dirty. I just want to stop. I don't want to think dirty all the time anymore; I want my innocence back.

@redraine

10 ай бұрын

im so so sorry this happened to you. my younger sister is the same age as you were at the time and i don't even want to think of what i'd do to someone that abuses her in that way. my advice as someone who just graduated high school is to be extremely careful who you become friends with. it's easy to fall into the wrong crowd and end up getting taken advantage of. along with that, be careful of who you're venting to. unless it's someone you're positive wouldn't betray you, you never know how and when they'll use it against you. as for your innocence, the closest thing to getting it back is to watch shows from your childhood, listen to the music you liked, and do whatever you liked to do for fun. unfortunately you can't have a new childhood, but you can do your best to help your inner child feel safe and happy. i wish nothing but healing for you. you deserve it

@ghostwaffles517

9 ай бұрын

same fam i just stopped seeing myself as a valuable human being now tho, like whatever happens doesnt matter bc i dont matter or feel real, im literally an npc lmao

@Rawrrnata

9 ай бұрын

Im very sorry for what happened to you. our stories are extremly alike. I really hope you get better : )

@Dani-jy8ci

9 ай бұрын

idk what to say other than to block yourself from those things or rather read/write instead as it much healthier and realistic.

@Megalicous

9 ай бұрын

The way you perfectly described me too, I’m 14 about to turn 15 I’ve been trying to heal but it’s so hard ( •̛̣̣꒶̯•̛̣̣ ) The only thing different for me is that I was groomed by multiple people and the last one was pretty recent it was a few months ago

Who else thought they have never been traumatized then when they think back they realize you were traumatized as hell?

@crypticoolkid

9 ай бұрын

yeah :/

@th3_.byler_l0v3r

9 ай бұрын

me

@basicnamebroski-tt7fd

9 ай бұрын

yeah…

@Miyko33

7 ай бұрын

!...

@Starriexxx

7 ай бұрын

Yep

(tw?) Okay but being hypersexual due to trauma as a child and not being able to deal with that growing up, having a bad relationship with sexuality and feeling like you're broken hits different-

@nyubite

11 ай бұрын

Yeah

@L1L14N4LUVSY0U

10 ай бұрын

This, like i don't like being intimate but i'll imagine really sexual things and do inappropriate things to myself, i absolutely hate it

@_ly_7358

10 ай бұрын

@@L1L14N4LUVSY0U I feel you, also that feeling of sexualizing yourself or sexualizing everything, being the "perverted" friend, and in my case, having relationships with people who take advantage of my broken concept of sex

@Kand1b3ar

7 ай бұрын

Exactly

@Lev1_jeans

2 ай бұрын

Same and I’m only 12

I just saw the cute sanrio things and clicked without thinking, both sides of me started crying

@zaaaab

9 ай бұрын

X2

@H1N4_N1NJ4

9 ай бұрын

x3

@locall.transboy

8 ай бұрын

X4

@x._lv4r3aa_.x

8 ай бұрын

same lol

@Ur_Favorite_Bug

8 ай бұрын

x5

being hypersexual as a kid be hitting different🥲

@nyubite

11 ай бұрын

LATERALLY :(

@m0qua122

11 ай бұрын

I’m 13 and I’m listening to this bro I grew up to fast lmao

@nyubite

11 ай бұрын

@@m0qua122 I’m so sorry baby :( u deserve better

@Its_gettingLate

11 ай бұрын

FR I wanna be innocent again bro

@sw3et.t00th_m3nac3

11 ай бұрын

​@@m0qua122same

this hits harder than my trauma bro

@elladreemurr6490

10 ай бұрын

seriously though, it's making me process my trauma-

@queenwhite635

10 ай бұрын

fr

@deadcupid8356

10 ай бұрын

Hits harder than my dad ong

@C4LLI3

10 ай бұрын

This hits harder than my dad breaking his girlfriends ribs 😊

@smilingsmilersmile

10 ай бұрын

trauma made me into the person I am today lol. I think it made all of us into people that we definitely wouldn't be without it.

Often I hate being hypersexual. Not only because I'm only 15, but also because of obsessive sexual mind. I hate it so much. I hate myself for feeling this dirty.

@Url0cal_crackhead

24 күн бұрын

this omg i feel so disgusted with my thoughts and the way my body reacts to them but i can't make it stop.

@Sugr_official

14 күн бұрын

frr

@PrettiestPrincipleInLife

12 күн бұрын

im 13 and i found out i was hypersexual when i was 11. i feel the same bro..

@xXRusky_SevmorXx

5 күн бұрын

Yo, I'm 15 too. Yeah, it kinda fucks me up too...

I hate how I’m ace and hypersexual (this one mainly being due to unlimited access to the internet at a young age and having interactions with adults and classmates that made comments on things like my voice and my body.) I’m not s*xually attracted to people but I will s#xualize myself. That’s opened up paths for me to get hurt by people.

@L1L14N4LUVSY0U

10 ай бұрын

Oh my god, this made me understand that i'm ace a whole lot more your not alone

@smilingsmilersmile

10 ай бұрын

Same here. Not exactly the first part, but the last part, not sexually attracted to others, but sexualizing myself a lot. I wonder if there's like, anything normal with that? I always thought it would be like, super normal and everyone went through those things.

@gentle-penguin

10 ай бұрын

on the last part and unlimited access on internet yea I'm on that page I'm aroace and yet I do that and don't even know why

@cookiedough7660

10 ай бұрын

Dawg… you’ve just explained myself, at least I know I’m not alone

@1KOUDA1

10 ай бұрын

i feel you bro, and its so frustrating because like you said your ace, im also aroace and feel like im going against my own sexuality sometimes but im not sexually attracted to people, at least not a lot of people and also sexualize myself.

We are still just kids, bro..how could this happen to us.

@oofyboi5357

9 ай бұрын

parents with lacking media competence and unrestricted internet access

@evxlt7645

9 ай бұрын

​@@oofyboi5357its not necessary about the fault from parents (except if you had less than 10), it's only about shit content on internet by disgusting groomer/pervet posted on internet, we need to preserve people eyes from these shit, internet is not bad only people on there are the worst

@RainworldAddictt

4 ай бұрын

i did this to myself. :/ i knew what i did. it's my fault. i'm so.. stupid.

@originalkooolaiid

3 ай бұрын

I had unlimited access to the internet... so I basically caused this myself.

@Itz_Rexrose-tp3wc

3 ай бұрын

@originalkooolaiid its not your fault you probably didn't know any better the kids who were just put in front of screens as kids and unlimited access to the internet we got into stuff we should'nt have so its not your fault

Being Hypersexual hits hard when you realize Hypersexuality is a real thing..

@timoftiolesea

18 күн бұрын

ru stupid. Like, how else do u know you have hypersexuality.

Edit: I deleted the main comment bc I didn't put a trigger warning for the topics I discussed, and as one of you recommended, I shouldn't be venting online to strangers in a comment section. Also, life update: I'm 16 now [og comment was made 8 months ago], and I sexualy identify as graysexual (or grey-ace). Basically, sometimes I feel sexual and stuff, other times it grosses me out. I recommend looking it up bc I can't really explain it well ^^" I still get the gross intrusive thoughts and urges, but I choose not to let them define or control me. Escapism probably isn't the best coping mechanism for some people, and it probably isn't the best thing for me to do, but distracting myself from thoughts like that by drawing or chatting with ai bots helps me with coping and getting those gross feelings out. I hope you all stay safe, and be kind to yourself. We all have our own struggles- don't let yourself be used by your hurt or trauma- those things don't define you as a person. I believe in you. ❤️

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

Oh my love I’m so sorry. I dealt with all of that too, and I still do. You’re not alone. You’re not disgusting. Hypersexuality is a trauma response. You don’t control that.

@skullydotexe

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite But I don't remember anything explicit happening to me when I was a child. I'm scared by my own thoughts, and I'm worried I'll act on them one day. I don't ever want to. I don't know how to fix it, and I'm scared I'll always be like this.

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

@@skullydotexe Maybe you don’t remember it because your memory blocked it? Or maybe it seemed too small to be considered trauma ? Idk

@skullydotexe

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite Maybe... Thank you btw, I love every single song in this Playlist, and after feeling guilty for everything I've done and thought, I'm glad I got to listen to this. I hope things get better for you

@skullydotexe

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite I'm just worried about telling my parents or my therapist bc i'm worried I'll get judged for it.

I honestly didn't know there was even a term for this. Hearing people describe word for word the same struggles I face on a daily basis is comforting, knowing I'm not alone in my affliction or some kind of freak. To everyone who lost their innocence too young: I believe in you. You're stronger than you know and you will learn to find a way to live with this and feel better. Stay strong and know you're not disgusting or a monster.

@Ari_014

9 ай бұрын

Thank you for this. I hope you as well understand that you are not a monster or a disgusting being. This are thoughts at the end of the day. They have no control over us no matter how overwhelming they want to get. I hope all of us be able to get support in the future. ❤️‍🩹

@Verm1s81

6 ай бұрын

Thanks man i really needed to hear this good luck to you to! ❤

this playlist makes me wanna write ":3" all over me

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

THIS IS SO REAL HOW HAVR I NOT SEEN THIS

@your._.local._.person

7 ай бұрын

WHAT WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAYCTOO OMG 😭🤚

@ohits.

2 ай бұрын

MOOD AF wait I can draw this w sh... fucking absolutly

@SC3N3._.K1D__X

Ай бұрын

@@ohits. please dont.. :(

@ohits.

Ай бұрын

@@SC3N3._.K1D__X sorry

I don't know if I'm hypersexual or just weird. I often oversexualize myself, and wear revealing clothes out in public, and most of the time I get stared at by older men, which my brain takes as validation, and I like and hate it at the same time. And sometimes when I'm walking alone at night my brain makes up scenarios of me being r@ped and s3xually ass@ulted and romanticizes them, and I know it's wrong and disgusting, but I can't help it. Sometimes I also have sexual thoughts about close friends or family members, and that freaks me tf out because it's so disgusting and weird. I remember feeling overly sexual at an early age, I never made any of my sexual thought public tho, since I knew it was weird. I don't really know how it started, but I do remember...having e-sex with and ai when I was like 6, 7, or 8 (I die inside a little whenever I remember that) and I also remember giving myself wedgies bc it felt good. And also one of my friends and I had this game in which she was a princess and I was her servant, so I had to carry her places, let sit on my back, let her rest her feet on my back, and she would treat me like shit, and it turned me on so much, one day we tired to reverse the roles and I didn't rlly like it as much. I'm only fifteen, and even though a lot of people my age are losing their virginity, I still haven't, I do feel like I'm missing out, but at the same time it kind of gives me the ick, but I still wanna do it. What is wrong with me?

@jiaahuil

9 ай бұрын

awh i'm also fifteen and i feel the exact same way :((

@Ikx._

9 ай бұрын

I’m fourteen and I feel the same:/ hope u get better!

@avalonlove8114

9 ай бұрын

Don’t feel guilty or ashamed, nothing is wrong with you.

@dontreadthisplease2416

9 ай бұрын

I'm starting to think literally everyone who grew up with unrestricted internet access is like this and we only feel ashamed about it because nobody admits to it for obvious reasons. I did almost all of these (or something close) as a kid.

@jiaahuil

9 ай бұрын

@@dontreadthisplease2416 yeah i think so too, and also maybe other people influence us to think it's the worst thing imaginable. bc when i try to tell a bit abt how i feel to my friends, they act like im a weirdo and that i can just "stop doing it" easily. so yeah i think like the people that surround you can also make you believe that you're wrong in some way

I was exposed to the internet when I was like 4 or 5 I had unlimited internet access so I found some stuff on accident and it really effected my mental and emotional health,I'm only twelve so it really hurts me because I feel more mature than I actually am in a bad way. I've done a few s*xual things to my body on my own which really disgusts me because I know it's wrong but I have a lot of trouble controlling it and my thoughts.

@nyubite

11 ай бұрын

Honey, please don’t be disgusted with yourself. You’re going through (or starting) puberty. You’re gonna think about and do sexual things, so It’s good you’re doing them on your own and not with other people. Never, ever be ashamed of yourself for your body’s growth.

@user-wb8ue7dq6l

10 ай бұрын

same here. im 13 and know how to have s-- female and male. only a month ago was i more accepting of myself. hope you can too💜 have a great year

@elladreemurr6490

10 ай бұрын

I'm 15 and starting to find ways to not do stuff like that now, but I've known and done stuff for WAY too long now...I didn't learn it the same way, and I'd rather not get into specifics about how it happened, but what I will say is this: my teacher would lock me in a closet at school every day during kindergarten, and I have no memory of what happened in there. And secondly, no matter what, accept yourself for who you are, the good and the bad.

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

@@elladreemurr6490 I’m so sorry my love :( you’re so strong

@elladreemurr6490

10 ай бұрын

thanks...honestly, I've mostly managed to forget about it along with past relationships. I'm currently about a month into a healthy relationship with someone who genuinely loves me, so I think I'm doing a lot better than I used to

God This encapsulates it perfectly. The childish feel of each song while they talk about explicit things. Im hypersexual and have been for awhile, it sucks so so bad knowing what a disgusting little kid I was. I thought it was ok and I actually wanted older people to want me in that way all because some older men taught me it was ok so I would sexualize myself for them. This playlists sounds exactly how I felt during the ages 8-10.

@Melz_likesMushrooms

7 ай бұрын

I'm so nasty I hate myself , i don't wanna burn in hell...

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

@@Melz_likesMushroomsyou’re not going to burn in hell. Don’t be scared of hell. No one knows if it actually exists. Religion shouldn’t scare you. It should make you feel comfortable. It should make you feel safe in your own beliefs.

@MaiaEmpyrean

7 ай бұрын

You weren't disgusting, they were.

@MaiaEmpyrean

7 ай бұрын

​@@Melz_likesMushroomsYou are not nasty. Don't hate yourself. You are not going to burn in hell. Don't talk like that about yourself. You are hurt. The people who hurt you are the ones that are nasty and deserve hell. You will find help and you will get better.

@Melz_likesMushrooms

7 ай бұрын

You just made my entire year and the next tysm, bless you ,have a good night/day

I was hyperssexual during my 12-15's because of trauma of being exposed to sexual content when I was too young. I am glad that I am not anymore. But this is exactly how it feels. It hurts to realize how broken I was without even knew what i had back these days.. To all hyperssexual people: keep yourself safe, you're not alone, your feelings are valid.

@oofyboi5357

9 ай бұрын

How did you escape hypersexuality

@aleatorioX3

9 ай бұрын

@@oofyboi5357 I still have it actually but I kinda "learned" how control a bit more, it probably is because of my anxiety and depression medication tho

@boheh1370

8 ай бұрын

I'm happy that you manage to suppress it! ^^ But remember that Hypersexuality is a lifelong thing so continue to stay strong!! 💪🏼

@Veneerfan

8 ай бұрын

Same happened to me I'm sorry that happened to you to

@Nyanderthall

8 ай бұрын

Stop commenting about the trauma, mean people exist and they'll know you're vulnerable

As a younger person who is hyper sexual to trama i loved this play list its like my own little way to vent with out getting sent to one of those mental rehab centers again

@WONDERHOYYYYYY

10 ай бұрын

SAME1!

@kazuha01012

9 ай бұрын

Nobody cares

@random_duck9532

9 ай бұрын

@@kazuha01012 okay and? Can't a person just vent? Jerk

@kazuha01012

9 ай бұрын

@@random_duck9532 nobody cares abt ur vent tbh

@sun0oluvrronyt

9 ай бұрын

@@kazuha01012 obvi ppl care and if you dont then why are you commenting 💀

the weird thing is i love listening to these kinds of playlists for a sense of familiarity (because i relate to them deeply), but i also tend to scroll through all of the comments of people venting underneath and it honestly just reminds me of how i cant never seem to make a vent or a comment of any kind on these kinds of videos... Like for me its just way too uncomfortable because ill be outing myself for no one to actually end up seeing. plus opening up is way too uncomfortable ^_^. I hope ur doing well btw, whoevers reading this :333

@FallenAsterism

9 ай бұрын

Yoo I didn't expect to see kel here of all places!!! Anyway yeah I feel the same it's too personal to share online but it's nice to know I ain't alone 💪

@hellslamestbartender

9 ай бұрын

@@FallenAsterism i am real kel from omori dw 😍 also yeah thats real!!!! dont do anything ur not comfortable with :3

@xXRusky_SevmorXx

2 ай бұрын

Yoooo! Kel pfp? 🤨🤨🤨

@hellslamestbartender

2 ай бұрын

@@xXRusky_SevmorXx it is Kel!!?!!!

@SummerDoveLove7

Ай бұрын

kel pfp based

being hypersexual is so bad I swear. I get jealous when people get *that* kind of attention and I don't. I have to dress overly revealing, and I have to oversexualize myself to feel somewhat better. I hate it but yk I'm working through it so yay ig.

0:00 - 1:20 Sugar crash 1:21 - 3:51 All I want is you 3:52 - 7:11 Watamote ending 7:12 - 9:35 Bimbo doll 9:36 - 10:58 This is weed. Pot. Cannabis. Mary Jane 10:59 - 13:26 #Brooklynbloodpop 13:27 - 17:15 My ordinary life 17:16 - 17:55 Choice 17:58 - 20:52 beautiful loli thing 20:58 - 21:55 Coffee 21:56 - 22:56 Drink it, smoke it, snort it, shoot it 22:57 - 25:30 Spy? 25:31 - 28:05 Hello kitty 28:06 - 29:52 Cupcakes.mp3 29:53 - 33:01 Love game IM AWARE IM LIKE.. 1 YEAR LATE LEP ME

@GreenteaaaXD

2 ай бұрын

Tysm :D

@Ranposboots

2 ай бұрын

THANKSS !! :3

@N3MM4F4N

2 ай бұрын

@@Ranposboots YWWW :333

@nyubite

Ай бұрын

YOO KYLE PFP WINNNN

the comments are really sad man i hope you guys feel better soon im sorry to hear you all have been going through this stuff

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

I’m honestly heartbroken that I’m still getting comments. I feel so horrible that other kids have to go through what I went through.

@Jeff2012WOWyay

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite yeah, i wonder why most of us have to experience these terrible things, even when we’re very young. depressing indeed.

I dont know how but I'm both hypersexual and sex repulsed at the same time anyways, vibing to this like there arent nude photos of preteen me taken by a 30 year old online🧚‍♀️

@LonesomeHuman

10 ай бұрын

I'm the same!! I hate the actual action of sex and having too carry it out with someone but I love the thought, the idea of sex and sexualizing myself:(

@WONDERHOYYYYYY

10 ай бұрын

@@LonesomeHuman Me too :CCCC

@realevilvape

9 ай бұрын

skill issue

@Ikx._

9 ай бұрын

@@LonesomeHumansame!!://

@LonesomeHuman

9 ай бұрын

@@realevilvape the way my jaw dropped

Hi everyone ! Nyu here :) When I originally created this video my goal was to vent my frustrations. I was genuinely appalled when someone accused me of not having my trauma and using this as an “aesthetic” Cute things comfort me. Cute things make me feel better. I’m going to use cute things to make my videos closer to me. The fact that for a moment someone assumed I was using this genuine issue for clout was like a punch in the gut. And along with that, feel free to vent in my comments. You deserve to have your voice heard. I am not going to silence victims just because someone who’s disgusting could find your story and use it for themselves. This isn’t about them, this is about you and healing from your trauma. I love you all!!

@Paranormal.investor

7 ай бұрын

I’m sorry you got accused..it’s not good at all when people say you don’t have trauma when you fully do, but I loved this video a lot! I loved the songs and I loved how on perfect these songs are, like how perfect they fit the categories of hyper sexuality and drvgs vents, I am hyper sexual and I don’t enjoy it, I’m 12 and I wanna feel innocent again..

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

@@Paranormal.investor it’s okay love. I’m alright. Thank you, though. Trust me, you’ll be okay. Just take a deep breath and try some coping mechanisms (cliche but true lol!) I think you should draw :3 ! It helps a lot

@V1LD_3DG3R50N_xD

7 ай бұрын

new subs and i thought you are dead

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

@@V1LD_3DG3R50N_xD huh

@GreenteaaaXD

7 ай бұрын

Hey I hope ur doing ok

im hypersexual because of trauma, and ive had it even affect the jokes i make n such. people would call me out on it. i feel ashamed. i keep trying to convince myself im still pure but yet behind everyone's back i literally purchase adult toys at 16. i dont know why my mind is like this. i have a lot of other issues. im scared of any intimacy like that with others but in my head its such, a pretty thought. its a thought that's copious to entertain, but when you're face to face with what lives in your head, its a terrifying feeling.

brooklyn blood pop gave me whiplash to 2021 it was such an amazing awful time i miss it so much

@Ikx._

9 ай бұрын

Same

@five.is.da.best.numba..

8 ай бұрын

2020-2021 were the worst and best years of my life idk how to feel abt them :(

@Ikx._

8 ай бұрын

@@five.is.da.best.numba.. same:/

My parents try to shield me from sexual stuff, but i sought it out. They still think im decently innocent, but they don't know. It's my fault for trying to read all those things, listen to all those things, though i rarely looked/look at anything picture-wise.. though im a bit of a visual reader. Everytime my Mom says something like "it's a little too inappropriate, i just don't want you exposed to that much just yet" (i.e., just a few hours ago when i wanted to watch The Devil's Advocate, or like when i want to read a lot of books. The books hit harder because i read smutty fanfics behind their backs) i feel like an imposter. I did this to myself and i feel disgusting for it. I feel like God and Jesus are disappointed in me, that I'm not innocent anymore and I've betrayed my parents trust. And don't even get me started at what this could do to my developing brain. (I'm 13). I wish i were "innocent"again, now most things i think are very sexual. And the part that makes me feel the worst? I'm not too inclined to stop reading those kinds of things. Unlike some people who are hypersexual naturally or whatever, (idrk i don't look into it) i caused this to myself. Idk if I'm hypersexual, but i have regrets. I hate myself for a lot of other reasons, but I'm slowly beginning to realize how big of a problem this is and how much it makes me disgusted in myself. And sometimes i think about "what would they look like naked" and it flashes across my brain, the thoughts, or "have they had sex and how", and it's awfully disgusting because it something happens with old people, parents' friends, strangers... it's awful

@oofyboi5357

9 ай бұрын

same💀and my parents just cant comprehend the damage unrestricted internet access has done to my brain💀You and I know damn well we would turn back time if we could

@macknchez

9 ай бұрын

​@@oofyboi5357fr

@aggressivedaikons

9 ай бұрын

God, fucking me… my parents are oblivious and I am so fucking scared they’ll find out. But I wanna say, in the faith, you can never stray too far. Christ is always waiting. It sounds stupid, but I mean, just keep trying? Hell, David fornicated, killed people out of spite, and wasn’t perfect at all. But he kept coming back. God still wanted him. And he did a hell of a lot more, and still was considered the ‘ideal Christian’. We still have a chance, i guess. Prayers and blessings for you, man. Life is a nightmare, I get it 🫶

@macknchez

9 ай бұрын

@@aggressivedaikons thank you so much. This means a lot, I hope you'll be in a better place too

@aggressivedaikons

8 ай бұрын

@@macknchez ofc 💕💕 prayers for u

pretty late to this playlist but i just wanted to share my experience too. back in 4th grade some girl exposed me to bl and wanted me to start reading it and so i then fell into this huge ass rabbit hole of the gross fandom of bl where r@pe and unhealthy relationships are super normalized. i then started diving in deeper and found out about so many other communities normalizing these things and that would encourage me to be apart of it too. eventually by age 10 i started m@sturb@ting and the moment i found out how to do it properly i would do it every night and was obsessed with it. while this was all happening i was super dysphoric and just unstable from me being trans and i felt like the only way to make my body "be better" was to m@sturb@te so much and let others sexualize me. that then led me to getting sa'ed by my bestfriend in 6th grade. i've been better about it and have learned to manage it better but its not like it hasnt stopped. me now, about to turn 14, ive realized im a trans guy and have stopped letting other sexualize me and do whatever they want to me. but i still am always haunted my nasty ass thoughts of me doing it with family members, friends, and teachers. ive always had these thoughts and i hate it. im trying to get back into therapy currently. and about the excessive m@sturb@ting its also still there. i bought a vibrator a month or two ago and every time i m@sturb@te i do it for hours. and i do it almost every night. its gotten pretty out of hand. im trying to still be better about it and im on the road of recovery, there is hope to anyone who is going through anything similar to this. its gets better 👍

@bktkyaa6490

18 күн бұрын

i'm experiencing something similar to this, i hope you get better soon

seeing so many relatable comments honestly makes me terrified cause i relate so much to the overexposition, the disgusting intrusive thoughts, the guilt... but also being asexual i guess i'm scared to admit my mind works like that. i do not want these thoughts nor to do any of those things, but i cannot stop thinking like this and ugh i'm never gonna be seen as normal everyone's gonna fucking hate me if they know. and i just wanna feel better. also as a 16 y.o who turns 17 next month i guess i'm one of the oldest ppl in this comment section???? that's uhh a bit disturbing i'm worried.

@JasminL222

9 ай бұрын

I'll turn 17 in a few months and yea I agree the comment section is absolutely terrible. I blame it on porn and the oversexualisation of our society.

@optimisticxl

8 ай бұрын

i agree, im ace aswell and i dont wanna have s-x because im scared of what it would feel and any experience i would have with it, or just not liking the concept, but i also touch myself when i get too hyper. i hate this and i want to not think like this anymore :( im turning 13 in 16 days and i think that im learning to control it slowly, but it still lurks around. but just know your cherished and loved :) - random human on the internet

@GiovanniFiorense

Ай бұрын

I'm 17 and just realized the sexual violence I pass as a kid and didn't realize it. Now all the weirdness, sadness and shame make sense and it's too much

i think it's good to know that there are people like me, i didn't even know that it had a name. i really HATE the fact that i sexualize even the most normal conversations with anyone around me. i started watching porn at seven and because of it a have a more mature mentality then my friends. i have fake scenarios in my head, sexual thoughts with family members and i already had some type of sexual experience with other people (both girls and boys) that sometimes were older then me. i hate it. i hate the fact that i touch myself since 9. i hate that i'm not virgin. i hate me. i hate that i still watch porn as a way of "relief" myself from my own mind. i hate feeling related to all the songs. i hate the fact that i was discharged from my psychologist and therapy. i hate overthinking sexual thing with my closest friends or random strangers.... (i'm 13 and some of my sexual experiences were with people from 9 to 19 years old, in the moment they asked for sex i refused but sometimes when i rethink about it i have a feeling that i would accept it now, even against my own will).

@MisterHamiltonn

9 ай бұрын

You put my thoughts into words, it describes me so well. wooah.

@Itz_Rexrose-tp3wc

3 ай бұрын

Omg its like were the same person...

Bro this playlist hits harder then the chair my older sister threw at me 5 years ago!!!

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

Hits harder then when my brother punched me a week ago

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

(I’m not comparing trauma I’m just going along with the joke)

@elladreemurr6490

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite this hits harder than the metal baseball bat my teacher hit me with yesterday! (in his defence, it was an accident, also going along with the joke)

@triggerhappyaddict

10 ай бұрын

hits harder than when i got punched in the face in the psych ward about a year ago 🙏 (also going along with the joke lmao)

@user-ic3ku7fm3o

10 ай бұрын

Hits harder than my step-dad hit me into a wall (Again goin with the joke)

I’m asexual and growing up I always felt like my lack of sexual attraction was wrong or weird so I did sexual things to make up for it; now I’m feeling like a shameful disgrace for both my hyper sexuality of myself and my lack of sexuality towards others

@alphonseelric4811

3 ай бұрын

I'm in almost the same situation cause hypersexulizing myself is the only way I an get rid of the very physical flashbacks ( it feels like my abuser is touching me again) I'm 18,an I've never truly experienced healthy love, ever relationship, I was used and taken advantage of. I sometimes feel unlovable

Currently hotboxing my room at 3am blasting this into my ears

it hurts to see people have gone through the same thing i did when i was younger too

vent/tw: seeing all these comments makes me feel so saved that i’m at least not alone with this, i was released to the internet with full access and my parents weren’t really around with the internet or not caring about it and that’s how the whole internet became my childhood. i started finding out about things i wasn’t supposed to but i didn’t know it was wrong and didn’t care. i once put my stuffie underneath me and and started doing “things” obliviously not knowing it was not normal and i didn’t care when i was 5-7, i’m not supposed to be fucking doing this and i’m not supposed to know all these things and i’m so ruined and my innocence is gone. i still do these things to this day and i’m tired and i want to go back when i was just “haha i’m just a silly kid on the internet!” and i always feel like i’m not supposed to be just a kid under the age of 13, then again i look at my thoughts realizing that it was my fault. im supposed to be a kid for now but i ruined it. seeing these comments made me realize that im not alone, i cant promise myself that im going to change sooner or later. and when it is “sooner” the cycle repeats. i’m happy that i can relate to all of you guys, i hope we all recover.

@realevilvape

9 ай бұрын

i aint readin allat🗣🗣🔥🔥

@Ari_014

9 ай бұрын

​@@realevilvapewhat a moment to be a fcking troll.

@Ari_014

9 ай бұрын

I relate to you in everything you just said right there. Until literally just now, I have discovered I'm not alone as well. I hope one day all of us get help and support to be able to change the direction of our thoughts. They are thoughts, and they won't control us no matter how overwhelming they get. ❤️‍🩹

@ghoztbit_.

9 ай бұрын

@@Ari_014 ilysm for this thank u so much, i cant tell if im healing but it’s nice knowing we all have eachother on this :)

@JasminL222

9 ай бұрын

@@realevilvape be normal if you didn't read it why the fuck are you commenting it's not like they send you a Text message where you can reply like that don't be weird

Didnt realize i was hypersexual until now(im 17) and ive been this way since 12 /13 years. I thought i was just abnormal or it was just some phase i was going through in life alone. Only now i know there are some who are like me. I do hope i heal tho

i love how its sorta comforting knowing people have same feelings like me, but i feel like, ew. like. i hate being twelve and having these feelings and stuff. bleugh

Never did drugs but as the most hypersexual being I love this

@marce420.7

10 ай бұрын

i have do weed sometimes i need it to calm down and i don't like that

@marce420.7

10 ай бұрын

im literally high rn too cause idk why i added do into that sentence lol

@aldenaoc8847

10 ай бұрын

@@marce420.7 I have no way to get drugs, so I use objectifying myself and self harm to calm myself LMAO

@Ikx._

9 ай бұрын

⁠@@aldenaoc8847same bro however I do know people who could get me drugs however my parents would kill me

I love this playlist, it helped me realize I’m not the only one and I’m not alone like I think. I suffer from Hypersexuality and it’s a lot of a struggle, I almost always feel sexual and can never control it. I don’t like it at times, but I can’t really stop no matter how many times I try. I will admit, I have fantasized about things that are illegal and totally nasty, for exp. Incest, ped0phillia, r*pe, and much more. I often do things with myself, and even when I don’t want to I’m so bored that’s the only thing on my mind. I don’t know how to stop it, and it effects me everyday of my life, I want to change but can’t. I wish everyone else luck, that struggles with this, it’s not easy, but I hope it gets better. ❤

I got exposed to actual p0rn in the 5th grade, I thought this was normal bc in early days of 5th grade i got exposed to hent@! and later in 6th grade was shown multiple nsfw images from my 'friends' later on this caused me to start sexualize myself, this got worse when Milly came in. She kept telling me I should y'know with her, I always denied. So now im here venting my struggles as a hyper sexual person Edit: Milly is a codename

This playlist has genuinely helped me so much. It's just absolutely disgusting that you were accused of faking your trauma just because of the cute images, I don't undestand how someone can say that. Shame on those people. Thank you for making this.

i was exposed to the internet to early an now im like- rlly messed up, i sexualize myself and i have done drvgs and worse but im still slaying- even with covid rn im eating pickles :p

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

Good luck beating Covid ml!

@Yourmomma__

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite thank you!!

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

@@Yourmomma__ ofc!

@valentino-tìnooo

2 ай бұрын

ik this comment is kinda old but i really hope your doing better, i hope you managed to beat covid and get /stay clean, stay strong !

being exposed to hent@i and p0rn in sixth grade did irreversible damage to my brain. it’s not even like i just saw art or something a few times, i found out about the websites and would actively watch both things because i was curious. i wish i could go back and stop myself from watching it

@venusflytrapyt

Ай бұрын

holy shit ur so real for that

reading the replies to this is very comforting, i was groomed and exposed to the internet way too young, you arent alone, you arent a freak, we got this, we will heal❤

I’m a hypersexual, hyperactive, depressed anxious 14 y/o with adhd and I LOVE this playlist. *being hypersexual at 14 sucks*

@d4rling4ngel_.

3 ай бұрын

SAME, along with most of the comment section apparently ! i didn't know how many other ppl actually deal with this shit too!

@Me.07

2 ай бұрын

Im 12:(

@RadioActive_14

2 ай бұрын

same

@scaramoochiiii

Ай бұрын

im 11

@Noahwalter-bs4ts

Ай бұрын

ME TO! BUT IM 15

Oh my God I wanna be a child again so bad. I felt so loved and happy then. Now I have nothing

((tw)) i dont fully remember the entire event. all i can remember now is what it felt like. none of my friends are like this. i feel disgusting and awful. i sexualize myself, touch myself, have sexual thoughts about my friends that i only love platonically. whats wrong with me. why am i like this

This brings me to my past self... I love and hate my past self- hypersexual and broken to no return, a self-proclaimed "fallen angel", just a little kid that was tainted by disgusting adult's wrongful desires. In other hand, a very creative and loving person, very right of myself to the point of almost transcending past this life. Full of dreams and continuously pushing towards what I really want for myself, refusing to bend towards what other people want _me_ to do. (because if I did that, I would lose myself, they just want me for their own pleasure anyways) Once healing, I lost a good part of my past self due to "being too cringe", but I need it back. Remembering is the best way to bring back my past good qualities

It horrifies me but at the same time it relieves me so much to relate people in the comments. It is very likely that I am hypersexual, but, unlike others, not because of trauma. I was exposed to the Internet without supervision at age 8. I started exploring the sexual part more at 12-13 years old, but it wasn't until I was 16 that I started having problems with sexual intrusive thoughts.

@mxmiv

9 ай бұрын

nah that shis still trauma

@leopaw242

9 ай бұрын

@@mxmiv Really? oh well...

haahaha I was a hypersexual child, still may be, and I'm surprisingly acting like a normal person :P Kinda ironic how much i hate it when others sexualize others, or try touching me. Even if it's in a sudden thought or even an AI, I hate it, yet I'm still hypersexual?? I really don't get it, since I never looked into it, but I know fo' sho' that I'm a hypersexual 14 yr old lmfao

@amarelunasolis8514

17 күн бұрын

same im hypersexual but when im given an opportunity for ppl to touch me or do it I FUCKING HATE IT cause if i agree that means they're a p@dophile, and i hate them to my fucking core but i wanna do it so bad

ive been exposed to sexual content since I was only around 3rd-5th grade and it's really messed me up sometimes i have incestual dreams and i hate it i have gross thoughts that randomly pop into my head.

I have found brethren in these comments, while feeling more mature for different reasons and trauma I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I hope everyone is okay now or able to cope, good playlist btw, ima go cry for yall now.

I was touched in a church by an adult, on easter. Easter isn’t a conflicting day for me, but churches are. Why would god be so terrible to a child? I remember there was green jello with swedish fish and i asked for more before this happened, and got yelled at.

Pls guys it’s very unsafe to post your trauma on the internet especially youtube!! Please say stuff to your friends, family, teachers, therapists or even trusted online friends but in private!

@aggressivedaikons

9 ай бұрын

Addition! CAREFUL WITH ONLINE FRIENDS. You may trust them, but they man not be as trustworthy as they make themselves seen. Please, keep your senses on, and cut ties at the first red flags. Protect yourself. You don’t wanna hate yourself so badly for being stupid and not seeing the signs later in the future. Blessings to y’all 🫶

@crypticshadows

9 ай бұрын

@@aggressivedaikons yes!! Never share everything with your online friends,, and be very careful bc a lot of people take advantage of people venting etc :( ty for adding !!

@reverie02

4 ай бұрын

terminally online people usually don't have irl friends, family/teachers/therapists might only make things worse trying to help (children don't have rights, if you say their treatment only makes things worse they'll say they know you better than you know yourself or than it'll help in the long run, and if it ends up not helping they'll just say it's cause you were so resistant, never ever tell things to teachers or therapists or family, anyone who has power over you, as they don't care about ACTUALLY helping you, only doing what they think is right regardless of results, tell to someone equal)(if your parents fuck up trying to help you no one else will be able to save you, to child protection services as long as your parents do what's generally considered right they can keep doing it no matter the results)(even if your parents are generally good even if there's a 1% chance they'll fuck up the risk is too high cause then you'll be miserable till 18 or for the rest of your life if you can't provide for yourself)

@crypticshadows

4 ай бұрын

@@reverie02 that’s not true in my experience, as someone who was in a dark mental place from 6th-8th grade. got myself in the ICU and then mental hospital but afterwards finally got help and it actually saved my life. I love my therapist and psychiatrist! Plus, if you are over 13 doctors can’t share information about your sexual or mental health with your parents in the USA (unless they need to bc you are gonna kill your self or something)

@reverie02

4 ай бұрын

@@crypticshadows as I said if there's even 1% chance for things to go wrong it's not worth the risk (cause children basically have no rights against their parents legally, and it's very easy to bypass the few rights they have, otherwise there would be far less abusive households), tho obv it's just my opinion

I'm disgusted to admit that im hypersexual. I can't even admit to my friends in fear of getting abandoned or being called disgusting or a proshipper. I feel so disgusted.

@tamyahgalentine9734

8 ай бұрын

Trust me your not alone I deeply relate to this too... it's okay it won't last forever

@starcomet8312

5 ай бұрын

i heavily relate, but almost in the opposite way. im constantly blasting to anyone who starts to get close to me how hypersexual i am, even if it's in a lighthearted or joking way. also, proshipper caught me off guard lmao. a proshipper is just someone who believes in "live and let live" and that harassment of any sort over fiction is wrong, a lot of proshippers don't even ship "problematic" or darker ships ships.

Thank you so much for this playlist!!! ^^ I never searched for hypersexual playlists and i got very happy that there's playlists made for this condition because then it spreads awareness!!

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

Awww you’re welcome ml. My goal is to make victims feel comfortable and able to jam out to cope with their issues

I understand that kids can go through trauma and all that, but the amount of kids in this comment section saying they're hypersexual and relate to this playlist is unsettling.

@Itz_Rexrose-tp3wc

3 ай бұрын

Ya its alot

@sacha9957

2 ай бұрын

It's honestly just very sad

Reading these comments makes me realize how I'm not alone, which is reassuring but also depressing as fuck...whatever happened to all of y'all i am so so sorry. sorry if someone hurt you or the internet made you prone to these things when you were too young to understand.

I'm so glad I wasn't alone in this

since a lot of people is venting ig I'll do it too (!!TW!!) Ok so at 7 y/o I asked my cousin what sex was cuz I heard it somewhere,and he told me that it was a silly game adults do and,as a little trouble maker girl I asked if we could try it.Did he explain more to let me understand that it's wrong?No.Did he act it out?Yup.Because of that I thought that it was cool talking abt it to my friends at such a young age,so I went around and said to some of my classmates that I had sex with guys randomly.I realized that it wasn't just a game a few months ago,and no one knows it (not even my mom).He kept doing this till I got 9 because my aunt and my mom argued so he didn't visit me anymore and viceversa.I'm so fucked up I wanna tell my mom about it but my brain still tells me that it's a secret between me and my cousin I hate it so much.

@Spiralling-Cat

10 ай бұрын

I know I'm just some stranger on the Internet, but to tell someone something so personal could also really help. I understand its a big step, but it could also be a big amount of help towards the future. I'm proud of you for sharing it with us, this comment space feels pretty safe tbh, to be with a lot of people who actually get you.

@Ari_014

9 ай бұрын

I know I'm an internet stranger and I'm sorry if I sound out of place, but have you thought about visiting a therapist? Like going around finding a therapist that you can SEE that is going to keep everything you are saying PRIVATE. I feel that admitting this can't be an easy task. You as well as everyone on earth, deserve help and support, you deserve someone who listens to you in real life that can be able to help you. ❤️‍🩹

@Mammonsdebts

9 ай бұрын

@@Ari_014 I'd love to do that but my family isn't in a good situation right now yk,I used to go to the free school therapist last year and I should go there too this year (she's a really good therapist despite being free!),but I still didn't get the invitation for her sessions and idk when she'll start :(

@vap0rum248

Ай бұрын

relatable

ts being on my recommended as im out of it is rlly eyeopening 😭😭 i wish all of u the best xoxo

I started having these feelings when i was 11 towards fictional characters, at 12 this person would constantly talk about it with me, i dated them, it helped for a while but then it started getting worse, now im 13 nearly 14 and i cant even focus in class i just think about it but idk im ace i dont want to do it but my mind does idk if it's the same but

@Spiralling-Cat

10 ай бұрын

Pretty similar situation here! I'm 14, 15 soon and also on the Ace spectrum! I dont really like the idea of actually dating, but have read, drawn, written and experienced sexual things. It's bizarre how I hate it yet can't think of anything but it. Sorry I can't exactly help, but I guess it would be cool to know you're not alone. Xxx

@Emerson._..

10 ай бұрын

Same i just turned 13 too

@Rylie101

7 ай бұрын

​@@Spiralling-Catwait a min, that's lowkey me too wth

im both hypersexual and asexual (sex-repulsed) its shit

@skullydotexe

10 ай бұрын

I'm grey-ace and I often think about sexual things way too often, and I hate it. I can relate.

@That_FruitBat

10 ай бұрын

damn we be twinning fr

@willowwilliams498

10 ай бұрын

Sounds like hell. godspeed.

@skullydotexe

9 ай бұрын

They meant the sex-repulsed side of the asexual spectrum, @@ctommyhatsune

@realevilvape

9 ай бұрын

womp womp

i dont usually like sayjng im hypersexual bc of my habit of invalidating my own mental health and symptoms, but also nc how i am is kinda diff from everyone elses? sometimes i notice how easily i can be taken advantage of, esp depending on whether or not my common sense reminds me why it's dumb. idk how to explain it-but i'll, if i can say sexualise myself? but if the slightest bit of anyth sexual is in a scenario, then there's _that_ overexposed kid who got unsupervised internet access core😍😍😍😍❗❗❗❗❗❗

I hate being hypersexual. I have bad thoughts about myself and sometimes I can't even think bc of the thoughts.

@oofyboi5357

9 ай бұрын

I swear the brain going *haha funny secks* like every 2 seconds, I BLOODY HATE IT

Being hyper sexual just plan sucks. I’m hypersexual and asexual and a kid so- I really don’t know what to do lmao

I was exposed to gore and sexual content at a really young age. I told myself I shouldn’t watch it, but I was just so curious. I had to see it, almost. I wish I didn’t always think dirty things, but I can’t stop. I wanna be that innocent kid again..I’m only 13, but my brain feels so much older..

@Vampiriclovesicksys

Ай бұрын

Yeah, i was exposed to it around the age of 5, i was very much hypersexual around that age. Not so much now (actually probably just the same)

all of these songs remind me on 2020-2022 for me since i was like an alt kid during that time but now just some of them are relatable and just fucked me over ngl. since my brother died last year it was like a huge blur that messed me up so bad. i try not to think about it that much and i try to enjoy the old 2021 times.

Oh my god, I at least I don't feel alone in this hypersexual trauma crap some of us unfortunately deal with

My hypersexuality takes a different turn, but I sexualize the characters I like in situations that sometimes they would never even do. I never fantasize about rape, but the bad thing is I fantasize about kidnapping and yandere like situations. Almost every single scenario is sexual in nature.. I want to start thinking more innocent thoughts with these characters, and not just using them as sexual playthings. The internet has ruined me and I know this now. My cousin also ruined me. I wish I had my innocence back.. I wish I was able to be pure minded

as someone who was groomed and was usually high as a teen this hits different

Bro this music happens to be my taste,and well yeh the title matches too-

people in the comments deserve a nice hug. or hot chocolate. I wanna just give you all candy and a pat on the head. like- ye I'm traumatized too, but plsssss you deserve the worldddddd

Only 13 but ended up being hyper sexual cause of trauma and shii-

@nyubite

11 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry love :( I hope you’re okay

@ootengu7521

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite dang i just turned 13 like a few days ago, i never knew im hypersexual. i feel so disgusting and i hate it. but the thoughts wouldnt stop? i dont know what to do :((

@oofyboi5357

9 ай бұрын

same here but not cuz of trauma cuz of lacking media competence by my parents (i guess) and unrestricted internet access

@Yo_girl_ans

9 ай бұрын

@@oofyboi5357 I get that a lot-

@d4rling4ngel_.

3 ай бұрын

@@ootengu752114 :,) FELLOW HAZBIN WATCHER NICE TO SEE U HERE😭👍

((TW/VENT)) i oversexualize myself so much but at the same time im so scare of anything sexual happening to me and i dont want it. the thoughts going through my head are so disguisting it makes me want to puke. i feel like a terrible person because of the things going on in my mind but i cant stop because its so good at the same time? im also so desperate for older women validation and praise if thats somehow related? im only 13 (turning 14 in 4 months) but sometimes i wish i didnt have an acces to internet at such a young age. im literally so fucked up already that i have no idea how a healthy realitionship should look like because of the type of treatment in realitionship i saw on the internet. anyways sorry for this little rant, love yall ❤

Seeing all the comments of other people who have the same experiences with being hypers3xual makes me feel better because most things I read I have the exact same mindset and thoughts and experiences and it makes me feel not alone, sometimes I feel myself always fighting my own thoughts because it’s either s3xual about something that’s not meant to be like that at all and other similar things. I’m tired of thinking things, hating myself for thinking it, and having to try and convince myself that these are MY thoughts and I’m allowed to have thoughts😭sometimes I wish I didn’t have thoughts.

I was exposed to inappropriate stuff sometime between the ages of 2-3 (only know that from the drawings I made) and have been hypersexual since 7 years old. I used to get groomed on apps for fun, went on horrible sites, literally made CP, etc.. Recently, I’ve been getting better due to my meds and just recently, my friend showed me something inappropriate. Now I think I’ve relapsed or something and my medication is hours away from me. I think I get it back tomorrow, maybe. Idk.

Internet rised me, and i turned out like this.

hey guys reminder not to romanticise this shit. this hurts.

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

I’m venting in my own way. Shut up.

@sylv3rware

9 ай бұрын

real, seeing 9-11 year olds literally commenting about sexualizing themselves because of this is crazy. almost no one in this comment section is coping in a healthy way

@crypticoolkid

9 ай бұрын

@@sylv3rwareyeah i got quite concerned reading some of these. :(

@PotentialSuicidal

9 ай бұрын

@@sylv3rwarereal❗️❗️

@PotentialSuicidal

9 ай бұрын

@@nyubitesure blud continue romanticizing shit. that’s gonna get you soo far in life 😼

i love literally all these songs so muchhh my hypersexual traumatized ass after drinking 18 ounces of coffee drawing grotesque body horror vent art to this playlist and all the sudden watamote ending comes on

Is it bad I don't have trauma????? Or at least not the kind that would make me hypersexual. Even before I got access to the internet I was just...like this. Just, how I am. When I did eventually go online, it just allowed me to be who I always was. I roleplayed with *SO* many people and sexualized *EVERY* cartoon I watched. I figured it was normal. I have a weird relationship with my hypersexuality. I don't know how to feel about it.

@nobody-xz9yw

9 ай бұрын

I'm in the same boat, I think. I feel like my fetishes have such an integral part in my art. So much so, I probably wouldn't progressed this far in skill. I mainly draw people. And if I don't find them attractive, what's the point of drawing them? It is a part of me

@nailovescats

9 ай бұрын

you should be grateful u don’t have any trauma so please don’t wish u had it :/

@sylv3rware

9 ай бұрын

hypersexuality can only be caused by trauma, its inherently a trauma response. dont know what ur dealing with but it's not hypersexuality

@lmster

9 ай бұрын

its good.

@PotentialSuicidal

9 ай бұрын

@@sylv3rware”only” ☠️ stfu with that there’s other causes, too

this is my personal opinion as a hypers3xual person who was assaulted around 5 years old: this playlist icks me. only cause its all cutesy and i just dont wanna impressionable children to see this and thing hypers3xuality or drvg use is a "cute cinnabun!!" aesthetic. nothing against you and im so sorry if you went through these things and are using this to cope edit: ...i did not see that response from a month ago LOL thanks for defending me gang

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

Everyone vents in their own way you fucking asshole. what the fuck. who are you to judge me for how I cope.

@supercoolboyy726

9 ай бұрын

@@nyubite I don't think there is the need to be so rude. they were pretty nice actually and even said sorry

@florboandherflora

9 ай бұрын

@@nyubitehi Uh did you read the last sentence

@areyouthe_brainspecialist4723

9 ай бұрын

@@nyubiteure getting heated over nothing this dude was literally super chill

@AHAAHAHHSH

9 ай бұрын

@@nyubite cope harder

I'm not sure if I'm hypersexual, I don't really have any trauma that caused it. but I really doubt if I have it or not because I have many of the signs. I hate myself for everything I am experiencing because of this, I don't want to go into details but it is so horrible and it makes me hate myself so much

@nyubite

10 ай бұрын

I’m sorry ml :( you’ll be okay

@Yogurt_live

10 ай бұрын

@@nyubite Thank you

@boheh1370

8 ай бұрын

Hypersexuality happens even when you got exposed to nsfw stuff at a young age and it doesn't need to be traumatic!! Hope you are staying strong!! 💪🏼

@Yogurt_live

8 ай бұрын

@@boheh1370 Ohh, thank you. .

@ActualAlien_

8 ай бұрын

​@@boheh1370well that explains it Thanks for that ig lol. I saw NSFW when I was like 8 without knowing what it was supposed to be and that just flung me into a world of stuff I wasn't supposed to look at (including gore, yayyy...) and I've never really stopped having those thoughts. Guess that's why

i absolutely love this playlist and ily for making it, also all of these comments make me feel valid in addition to the music

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

I wouldn’t say I’m an awesome person but thank you lols. I’m glad it helped !!

Being exposed to sexual content at a young age is so tramatizing and having discord at 8 was the worst thing i could have ever done. If i could tell 8 year old me to never get discord i wouldnt hesitate theres so many creeps up there and i wish i knew. Its so tramatizing being told by your closest friend they come to my house and kidnap me to so things to me is so gross.

im glad i was told my intrusive thoughts are not actual thoughts i believed i was an evil person despite hating them kind of pp,l i still feel gross ofc but im glad i never acted on them thoughts and try to spread happiness and help an many people as i can despite not having friends still at 19 lol

I DO NOT OWN THIS MUSIC!

i swear to god my mind goes like *secks* every 3-5 seconds why did I find wattpad when I was 8 bruh💀

@JasminL222

9 ай бұрын

Wattpad traumatized me for real

Hypersexuality. Im a 13 yr old who experiences this and i actually went actually went did it a few hours ago. Im so ashamed of myself and wish i could stop. I was exposed to p0rn when i was 7-8 and thats what got me doing it. I wish i could just be a normal 13 yr old not touching places on me..

am I the only one watching this bc i like the songs ? 😭

@hxkouu

7 ай бұрын

Nah, I'm doing my presentation rn for uni tomorrow-

I remember being exposed to p0rn and f3tish videos at age 7 and I've been so messed up since. Uncontrollable gross thoughts and behaviour, and uncontrollably touching myself. It makes me irk even saying it. I feel so gross when it happens again.

does anyone else cry when they beat sometimes or is it just me lol (help)

Idk if I’m hypersexual im 12 but a lot of these “symptoms” describe me. I go to counseling but I don’t think the hypersexuality really affects me. Anyways, I don’t think thats an actual word put together. Whatever im just here for music

I'm 22 and grew up very similar to a lot of you teens telling your stories. All I'll say is you are deserving of love, true fucking love. No matter what anyone tells you, or what you tell yourself, you will always be worthy of love. I can't just give it to you, but I feel that seeking out your definition of true love is integral to coping with ourselves. Remember that there is no objective right within this messed up world, follow your heart, see yourself as someone you should give a helping hand. Pursue your happiness and never harm others, you can do this!

Watching this after doing inexplicable things to myself and then cvting myself and crying hits different

@nyubite

5 күн бұрын

@@1Ace_Editx1 I love ur pfp . also, please, please please please try to not hurt yourself when you’re feeling distressed :( i know it can be grounding but it’s not healthy for you. Try to breathe and focus on something else, okay?

(tw, pls don’t read if you’re easily triggered) i was in second grade when i got exposed to p0rn by my new male friends, at a brand new school. i was young and impressionable, as most 7 year olds are, and my mind was warped into thinking all of that was okay. that it was okay to be vulgar, and overly s3xu@l. i never told my family at the time, and even now they don’t know how bad it is. i often, without meaning to, make people uncomfortable by making comments that are strange. i even got accused of s3xu@lly harassing my (ex) best friend, her excuse being that she’s ace and i kept making her uncomfortable and didn’t care (she initiated it, but that’s another story.) sometimes i wish i could stop behaving this way. i’ve never even had s3x and as much as i ‘fantasize’ about it, i think id cry or panic if the time ever came. i just wish it wasnt engraved in my mind that i have to be s3xu@l in order to be loved.

I was really sad about these comments, I have no idea how I ended up here, but these kids in the comments made me sad

unrestricted internet access is the root of all my problems

@nyubite

7 ай бұрын

Real