Not sure why so many people are watching lately but I'd just like to say thank you for listening and big ups to the original author (Kazman) for penning such an astounding report. I'm genuinely honoured to be sharing such a profound and insightful piece with you all, hope you guys stick around for more ✌️

@bigbud4697

2 жыл бұрын

I’m trippin right now

@blacksheep924

2 жыл бұрын

So, why did you drink your urine?

@steelmight495

2 жыл бұрын

Yes my first trip mushroom trip I took 10 grams of a strong strain called penis envy because I "wasn't feeling it" when I thought I should and didn't know any better yet. . And it is banana bandana bonkers. You are a primitive sac of carbon molicules and your ego turns into sand right before your consciousness and if you haven't ever had ego death you think you are dying but you are suddenly okay with that you just feel sorrow for you loved ones. Then hours more of complex thinking and colors and strange repeating sounds. Then you come out wondering what in the entire universe just happened to me. But you also come out better. Anxiety free and humble with a new look on the world.

@LogicallyKnot

2 жыл бұрын

Because the mushrooms are calling people. People are looking for answers. Mushrooms can give these answers but you.must pay attention. Even when you're facing insanity. Especially when you're facing insanity. You were right. We are alone here. Nobody else exists in this space, but you. Same for me. We just precieve that there are others in the realm. We are really here alone. This a unique individual experience. Nobody else. It's just you. Don't you get it?

@sulfereyes666

2 жыл бұрын

The algorithm is changing, thats why!

Alcohol and cigarettes addiction actually destroyed my life. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my wife which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

@SgdgsgGsgsgs

2 күн бұрын

Micro dosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode enough to start working on my mental health

@Dr.SandraLee.

2 күн бұрын

Y'all all talk about the benefits but you don't say where one can grab from...

@GeorgeKwaw-wi7zb

2 күн бұрын

dr.fungishroom is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know.

@user-im7vu9ip2c

2 күн бұрын

Is he on lnsta?

@MaryamMahboub

2 күн бұрын

Yes he's dr.fungishroom

did this guy just casually throw in that he drank his own piss like it was no big deal. 👀

@gpe1279

2 жыл бұрын

I know...I spat my shit out when I heard him say it!!! 😉

@thepiyush909

2 жыл бұрын

why the fuck would anyone do that tho?

@civilsocietyprivateinteres1711

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah man wtf some dumb ass hippie shit

@thechickenfriedredneck910

2 жыл бұрын

@@thepiyush909 Dude 10 grams of mushrooms, thats why he drank his piss.

@keatonward8556

2 жыл бұрын

There are psychoactive properties in your piss after you eat them.

Mushrooms did wonders in my life. I was diagnosed with cptsd since my teenage, spent my whole life fighting cptsd. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with similar health challenges.

@BrayWilliam-jq6wv

9 күн бұрын

they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.

@RogerStevens-hs4ju

9 күн бұрын

YES very sure of Dr.Burkeshroom. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today

@CanamyLots

9 күн бұрын

100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way too much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma

@KimeCastro

9 күн бұрын

How do I reach out to him? Is he on instan?

@SokMark

9 күн бұрын

Yes he's Dr.Burkeshroom.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

I had a 3 gram trip that forever curbed my anxiety. Was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life

@Xistfour

Жыл бұрын

its crazy how you can rewire your brain with this medicine.

@dylankramer1099

Жыл бұрын

had the same experience after trying MDMA, after the trip my anxiety levels dropped insanely

@aiden7855

Жыл бұрын

your anxiety didnt worsen the experience? like when on weed if i think abt my anxiety it gets worse

@SmileyXVI

Жыл бұрын

@@aiden7855 i have really bad anxiety and every trip I've ever had on shrooms has been very good and im the same way with weed

@robb.5035

Жыл бұрын

What strain of cubes?

always remember...when your ego is being torn apart ....your not the thing being broken....your the thing watching it break.

@somebodynothing8028

2 жыл бұрын

@@voskcoin9770 scammer

@somebodynothing8028

2 жыл бұрын

@@voskcoin9770 scam

@BiggyJimbo

2 жыл бұрын

Doesn't really make any sense. There is no "you" to watch your ego break, because the ego IS you. If your ego is torn apart then you become nothing. It is not possible to be an observer without an ego. They are inherently linked.

@arcies9286

2 жыл бұрын

@@BiggyJimbo The ego is developed & learned,not something you are born with. Mushrooms can temporarily shut it off while leaving you concious. It doesn't really make sense till it does.

@WORRIEDEMOJI2

2 жыл бұрын

i love ego death! if you can truely come to acceptance with yourself and everything flying towards you, it’s a very blissful feeling.

I remember that feeling of tripping and thinking you’ll never come down and thinking you’ve reached the point of insanity. The sheer appreciation of finally coming good and having the mundanity back of everyday life is a huge relief, I remember the next day being stuck in traffic on my way to work and just thinking, “thank god things aren’t melting around me anymore”

@williefrankfurt9859

2 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t have explained it better

@atedinahalf6288

2 жыл бұрын

Idk why people do this to themselves. Take a few tabs every now and then. I see some stories saying they took 45 tabs. 45 fucking tabs. I guess some need to experience hell to understand ot exists.

@jmayor4591

2 жыл бұрын

I know. That’s where I believe the science comes in. Your serotonin receptors are toast for however long you’re tripping and once it’s over it doesn’t feel scrambled. Hence why some people feel as though they’ve been “reborn” when in reality their serotonin receptors are returning back to their normal state.

@reid8559

2 жыл бұрын

Just reminding myself that i am high and it will end has helped me out on some crazy trips.

@SG4LIFE369

Жыл бұрын

thats why you dont eat mushrooms unless you got a blunt for every half hour

Macro vs Micro had success in doing a few Macro first . Allowing the mushrooms to blast you into self awareness , showing you the shadows and trauma that have been hiding under the rug . Micro dosing has helped me stay on the pulse of my shadow work , helping me remember my best self .

@DebbeyMarcel

Жыл бұрын

Microdosing makes me feel more human . I personally feel like microdosing increases my ADD for the day , but I may have to dial the dose down a little . The benefits outweigh the downsides

@cathywalton1062

Жыл бұрын

​@@janeb.burrow2418How can I locate him?if he's on Insta?

@vickiebeaver6843

Жыл бұрын

​@@MirableHarisonBut can dr.jeffshroom deliver to the UK?

@debratwidwellmarshall6431

Жыл бұрын

​@@vickiebeaver6843Sure. He delivers anywhere and also discreet .. if you're scared about thatO❤

I recently took a dose of 9-10 grams of mushrooms, I was also drinking and had a fair bit to smoke. At one point I was just laying on the couch, staring at the ceiling in a state of pure bliss- I took me a minute to notice there were tears coming down my face, I couldn't even describe how amazing I felt. I felt so in tune with everything, the whole world seemed so simple I felt like I had the answers to everything.

@nernoision

Жыл бұрын

what did you do after?

@JM4lN_PvP

Жыл бұрын

I know that feeling tears of joy

@locotx215

Жыл бұрын

Same here. I think that's a combination of emotions . . .and your body reacting to the visuals by saying "that doesn't look right let me make some tears to clear my optics"

@grecompton6777

Жыл бұрын

How much mushrooms is 10 grams because I done 70 mushrooms on my own(not grams just 70 mushrooms) but we never weighed them.

@bigsam5171

Жыл бұрын

@@grecompton6777 there is no number as all mushrooms are different shapes and sizes

The paths of insanity and genius are really close to each other.

@Vivec

2 жыл бұрын

Very true

@BarnabyWild13

2 жыл бұрын

How’s that?

@da_poopoo_dealer3152

2 жыл бұрын

@@BarnabyWild13 you can be a genius with smart ideas willing to act them out as long as its virtuous and morally correct. You can have the exact same ideas and a willingness to put anyone beneath the task at hand, and most would consider you insane because you can actively betray your own emotions to do so.

@CJM-rg5rt

2 жыл бұрын

I don't really think they are related. Genius is such a vague word though and besides increasing awareness, has little relation to mushrooms.

@sharniaum

2 жыл бұрын

The psychotic drowns in the river in which a mystic swims with delight

Good for you man to experience what you did. I took 15 hits of some crazy clean LSD. Ever since that day I have been clean from heroin. I was a heroin addict for 17 years. I now have 7 years of sobriety from opiates, have my kids back from my last marriage, and just got married on 8/27/2022. If it wasn't for hallucinogens, I would have never come out of the world I once lived, into this new beautiful world I appreciate everyday.

@Breca

Жыл бұрын

Happy to hear this brother...liv well

@goingwithinpodcast6228

Жыл бұрын

This is great news!

@guillermogallardo646

Жыл бұрын

Did you still withdraw

@TheBubblegum420

Жыл бұрын

I just cried reading this . Congratulations

@LemonTekkin

Жыл бұрын

I’m on day 3 of being clean from opiates brother! It’s nice to know I’m not alone along with NA shrooms defo has Changed my perspective on life I don’t even feel like using no more and I wasn’t no amateur IV user that’s a separate addiction on itself (only iv users will properly understand this) I hope to one day have a full year under my belt! Your comment has made me strive to be clean! “long as I follow this way of life I have nothing to fear”(NA) “I can’t but we can” Peace and Love bro.

I just tried MUSHROOMS for the first time. I felt as if i was in the center of the universe. I didn't go crazy after such an extreme experience. Totally got rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.

@RonenDalton-pk7bj

7 ай бұрын

Psychedelics should only be used with great care and respect, I would love to feel same man

@CastroTristen

7 ай бұрын

dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience

@PaulHelena

7 ай бұрын

Of course ,dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics

@AndrewBausher7054

7 ай бұрын

It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.

@Organic_ape

6 ай бұрын

Government is very unhappy with you getting rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. They need you to be unhappy, out of your mind and hooked on their petroleum based drugs. 🤔

I recently did 10 grams of powdered shroom caps in hot chocolate, so same concept as a tea. For a while I sat outside and talked with the trees and sat at the base of one, bugs were all over me and I felt dirty sitting outside, so I went to take a shower, what I can only describe as dmt visuals hit me. I felt surrounded by everyone I ever knew and loved and I was talking to my own thoughts, but I thought I was talking to my loved ones, I felt whole and loved, I haven’t felt that way in 10+ years fighting addictions and mental health, one big dose and all the pain I ever felt was meaningless, I felt reconnected with myself. Never again did I hear voices or dangerous thoughts, ever since that day I chose to protect my mind instead of feed my addictions, even weed can be an addiction if your soul isn’t in the right place. I’ve been sober ever since besides from my beloved shrooms

Wow this gave me the chills. I've gone through the high dose rabbit holes myself and this trip report sums it up pretty damn well. This is the type of experience that is life changing! All the light and easy trips seem like childsplay in comparison. The true healing happens when you go so deep that you have to accept you are either dead or you have broken your brain. It's rough and scary in ways we could never imagine with a sober mind but That's when you get reformed/reborn in many ways. Mush love everyone!

@brittanymillerry2327

2 жыл бұрын

It’s almost like forcing a traumatic experience on the brain to give it a reboost and thrive even more.

@n8thegreat445

2 жыл бұрын

@@brittanymillerry2327 Its weird. The first time I did acid I got a strong feeling the months after that “bad things aren’t truly bad, just experiences to grow from”. Yeah it still can be hard af but you can always come out stronger.

@denis4697

2 жыл бұрын

@katherine jones lol

@jaquelinemendez7221

2 жыл бұрын

love this so much and totally agree with this

@jaquelinemendez7221

2 жыл бұрын

@@n8thegreat445 exactly there is so no such thing as "bad experience" only experiences to grow from

I have found the best cure for negative feelings during a trip is a well prepared playlist of familiar music that has 'an unmistakably positive vibe profile'. I've also found that music without lyrics is good for not influencing your thought narrative too much. For this I prefer Brian Eno, Herbie Hancock, and cool jazz such as Chet Baker. It has pulled me out of bad trips easily.

@Vivec

2 жыл бұрын

Brian Eno is awesome 👌

@duwayne9393

2 жыл бұрын

Headhunters album is amazing one

@thatguythatsthere3367

2 жыл бұрын

Do you think a trip playlist has to include trippy or disorienting music or do you recommend just overall happy or high energy beats

@simonpowell2559

2 жыл бұрын

It's always good to prepare different situations, music, quite, people, visuals. When you don't feel at ease in one you can move and completely change your trip.

@Matthew-bb4rl

2 жыл бұрын

Louis Armstrong covering Disney songs is sick. If you get trapped in the song you don't even realise because instead of words it's just him making rhythmic noises

I took 3.5 grams (third time tripping) a week ago. It’s the craziest feeling not being able to control your thoughts or feelings.. what you see and where it goes. I would be on the verge of crying because what I was experiencing was so beautiful, then the next minute I’m thinking about death and a black cloud rolls over with a blood red River. Immediately after thinking about Death, I think about Life and these electronic flowers start to grow along side the river.. the clouds clear and the sun shines.. I saw my entire family tree. From my immediate family, to all my relatives from when I was born. All my friends I’ve ever known, all the people that meant something to me in my life. The hallucinations are so random in substance and timing, and the oev’s take you to a place where it’s difficult to comprehend what’s real and what’s not. I would open my eyes and everything would shift, twist and roll. Close my eyes and the hallucinations would take hold. I listened to betoven for a good hour, Tool, Gotye. Some of the best moments were feeling as if I was the song..I was the instruments. They were me.. I wasn’t listening, I was literally the song. At one point my thoughts, hallucinations, and the music all coincided with each other in this glorious climax. I got aroused in that moment. Almost like an orgasm.. There are so many details that I’m leaving out. Those are just some moments that stuck with me. It’s safe to say that it was a beautiful, but very overwhelming experience and doing more would prob scare the living shit out of me lol

@jakewojcio

Жыл бұрын

How was the tool while tripping? Always wonder how they sound in... "that" state 😂

@YungtripsVR

11 ай бұрын

👌

@Pixie-lw6sq

10 ай бұрын

Ya I used to like them but I have had a couple bad trips and I swore never again man it was like a nightmare. Jus be carfull

@drewpuzak1032

8 ай бұрын

Nope, lies

@Yukai-ep2dv

4 ай бұрын

​@@Pixie-lw6sqSame.

I only take shrooms outdoors in the Nature. It helps me lose my self and find myself easier. Great trip report, man. Thank you

I did 7g, 8g, and 10g my last 3 trips and it changed my life for the better completely. I feel so free like I don’t have a care or worry in the world, and I don’t struggle with depression even remotely as much. I’m a way it saved me and I hope they get legalized in my lifetime

@rocqitmon

2 жыл бұрын

Until you've departed in a jet and the pilot comes on and says "Aren't we all one with the universe this morning?"

@Awake-Free-CT

2 жыл бұрын

I really want that more than anything to not have a care in the world. I'm so depressed and anxious, constant guilt and worrying, In constant pain and I really want to do it as I've heard good things. I'm on diazepam and pregabalin though and I'm worried that this will stop the shrooms working as I've heard Diazepam was a trip killer. I don't know if just not taking the diazepam on the day I take the shrooms or will it still be in my system as I've been on them for about 8 months now.

@Awake-Free-CT

2 жыл бұрын

@@patrickhunt2577 ok thanks, what do you mean by a big dose? How many grams?

@anthonycaporaso4353

2 жыл бұрын

There trying to decriminalize them

@Awake-Free-CT

2 жыл бұрын

@@mavis3916 people who suffer with depression also cane antidepressants and other rubbish prescribed by their doctor who is supposed to help them. But they rarely help, take at least 6 weeks to have any effect except the unwanted side effects, also they are terrible to come off. Try suffering with depression for 25 years, then I'm sure you'd try anything.

"I knew and understood everything, except how to turn on my pc"

@4fry2bread0

2 жыл бұрын

comment of the year

@lucasjohansson4339

2 жыл бұрын

My god, this was me but i knew and understood everything except how to plug in the soundcable to my computer.. wonderfull things

@Leo-cx3fs

2 жыл бұрын

what is a pc again? I know I knew it a second ago. Or was it an hour?

@profoundminds_9021

2 жыл бұрын

I need a heroic dose, Ive only taken mushrooms twice.

@eggpod4567

2 жыл бұрын

Yup, this was me on a 16 gram mushroom trip. I learned and understood so much. But, when I went out to brew some green tea because I was thirsty. I swear I took like 40 minutes. 🤣🤣🤣

the last time I tripped on shrooms, I felt immediately sensitive and connected to everything around me. I had this uncontrollable laugh, like nothing made sense while there were other things coming to mind that made more sense. I lost total control of seriousness, I went to go and grab a glass of water, and I could see all the water spashing down into the sink I saw so much detail in the water and how it was separating into tiny droplets. then I felt pinned down to the floor, again laughing because of the fact that I couldn't get up. colours were vibrant, at that point I felt as though I was in another spiritual dimension. and I'll say this , every single mushroom trip I've had has been a little bit different. I learn something new every time. it's amazing. Even when some parts of the trip get a little uncomfortable and emotional at times, digging deep into reality and being forced to look at the dark things that ive tucked away inside me/insecurities and the hard truths about myself that i try to ignore in my normal daily life, it all gets brought to light, I take this as a lesson rather than a "bad trip"

@kailengriffin5505

6 ай бұрын

Sounds amazing

These are genuinely so interesting and I fall asleep to them. Your voice is pretty relaxing. With the crazy stories, I always have interesting dreams. Thank you for making these. They help me sleep 💕

Had the flu one time. Didn't eat for 5 days (couldn't keep anything down) and finally came back around. The sixth day I woke up feeling great, ate a saltine, and it stayed down. That night I ate 14 grams. That trip changed the way I look at a lot of things, especially time. Hard to describe really. I had a conversation with my past, present, and future self in a three-pane mirror.

@marcosibrahim7033

2 жыл бұрын

Cooool

@slickmoney031

2 жыл бұрын

Everything that will and ever happened is always happening. our consciousness just moves through these moments and percieves it as time and space. The universe is expanding and already has expanded to destruction we just haven't perceived/ experienced it yet but it's already happened. Everything is always happening.

@Oxxygen_io

2 жыл бұрын

Ahh yes the visual emotional and audible lineup of time and events. It’s such a strange bizarre and uneasy feeling.

@Rollo1289

2 жыл бұрын

bro u had the flu one time?

@cole.alexander

2 жыл бұрын

Did you say 14? Is that... thats a lot...

I remember my 2nd LSD trip, it was 200micrograms and I remember feeling like I went insane, like this is what all drugs do. My ego was fighting so hard, making me think I've lost all connection to normal life, and I didn't wanna ask any of my friends for help because they'd think I'm insane - this put me in a loop; "If I'm not insane, I should ask my friends for comfort, but if I let them know that I think I'm going insane they're gonna admit me to a mental hospital, oh man am I going insane?". I tried to remember my parents, my childhood, to remember who I am and to not go insane, but I couldn't imagine anything outside of what was going on which convinced me even more that I lost myself. When the peak passed and I was conscious again, I felt happy, I felt as if I died and came back to life - there's nothing more precious than life itself I learned. The bad trip was an eye opening trip, if I could go back I'd do it all over again, after that I changed my life for the better.

@beetlejuice4693

2 жыл бұрын

Been there done that too

@laniakeas92

2 жыл бұрын

Oh yeah Happened with me as well Something that helpes me everytime is saying "whatever, girl, if you die - you die. Just move on. Everybody die" By "me" I indicate my ego of course. After I accept my death I always have some good moments. It's always the same with psychedelics. You should be ready to die and be reborn again. Deconstructed and constructed again, same parts, yet differently wired.

@soheil8680

2 жыл бұрын

When u get too scared and having bad trip , u should just ignore all the thoughts let them happen and DO NOT try to control them bcs they are just more powerful and also don't focus on them , just see them passing the way , if u understand and feel what I said , you will be fine , understanding this saved me from some bad trips that I started freak out .

@rvansteensel420

2 жыл бұрын

damn 200ug isnt even much xD

@Enders.paradise888

2 жыл бұрын

Bad trips are actually fairly simple to avoid A lot of people think doing psychedelics is a coin toss- like maybe you’ll have a bad trip or maybe a good but there’s ways to ensure a good experience

I’m screaming . This is it . This is a chillingly similar experience . This is why people do mushrooms !! 😭😭😭

I did a 6.5 a few weeks ago and had the most mind bending positive experience. I won't get into detail but there was a lot of fear at some point followed by intense euphoria and love .. Most enlightening experience Ive ever had... Even compared to my Ayahuasca experiences

I once took 16gs of mushrooms, I made it in a tea, was the most chaotic and senseless trip i’ve ever done. Couldnt control anything, and was just hearing random senseless sounds, I think the worst part was the constant uncomfortableness, I really thought I was going insane. After a few hours it just stopped and I was left with a weird surreal glaze over reality and everything was so clear to me, that night was a huge pivotal moment in my life and completely changed me for the better. Although, I haven’t touched more than a gram since.

@anthonyrobles1877

Жыл бұрын

@@louistomlinson6427 don’t nobody want to weak ass half cut shit

@swish4773

Жыл бұрын

I had same experience where I was super restless. The noise from the a/c took over my brain and body.

@lkeith88

Жыл бұрын

I once tripped for nearly 16 hours and pivotal is an understatement. Luckily, the whole trip was pure bliss. Indescribably intense but bliss nonetheless.

@jaydeeroberts8990

Жыл бұрын

no you didnt, 16g of shrroms and youll dev have an ego death

@pl-boostcreep

Жыл бұрын

Take benzodiazepines with said fungus next time 😉

"There is nothing to seek that is outside yourself" truer words were never spoken And if you truly search deep enough in all things you will realize that all is simultaneously self and other, outside and in, with and without

@dancingoneness8348

3 жыл бұрын

True

@paultalon4414

3 жыл бұрын

a tip: watch movies on Flixzone. Me and my gf have been using it for watching loads of movies these days.

@houstonvihaan7972

3 жыл бұрын

@Paul Talon yea, have been watching on Flixzone} for years myself :D

@ephraimdominic4535

3 жыл бұрын

@Paul Talon definitely, I've been watching on Flixzone} for years myself =)

@emildegas4213

2 жыл бұрын

what a way to ruin one's potential knowledge of the world, embracing arrogancy.

took 8gs of shrooms for the first time a few months ago and almost committed suicide .... something keep telling me i had a family waiting on me and i needed to go. and if i didnt go i would be stuck forever and i really truly believed it.... i ran in the kitchen and slit my throat and wrist. i was so at peace and didnt care about anything that it didnt hurt. my mother heard me fall hard in the kitchen and ran in there to see whats going on and she seen me bleeding out and started to help me applying pressure as much as she could. i almost felt my soul leaving at the top of my head and soon as i started to leave something grabbed my soul and brought me back and told me not yet. All i have to say is if anyone wants to try shrooms start with a low dose and please be in the right mindset. so much happened in that trip i can write a book.

@yumyum1002

4 ай бұрын

Wtf kinda trip were you having dude holy shit. That shouldn’t happen

@miguelmartinez5130

4 ай бұрын

@@yumyum1002Fr dude and I thought I had a bad trip😭

@christophebonhoefferofbelg9846

3 ай бұрын

Thank you for the advice on starting with a low dose & being in the right mindset, it’s very important not to go in too deep too quickly.

Fantastic trip report. This is the kind of experience I hoped for last time I did 6g. Unfortunately it didn’t go that way. It was intense, but I was only on the verge of ego death. I was with a facilitator and he suggested next time I try 9. We shall see.

A few things to always remember: You're NOT going to go insane and you're never going to be "stuck there." Nothing "bad" that happens during a trip lasts.... the trip ALWAYS eventually ends. Unless you ALREADY have bad intentions before you take the trip, the experience is a LEARNING and spiritual journey that should be examined during and AFTER, even if it appears to be a negative one. Cheers, friends. Go to the light, tap into the infinite universal source of *LOVE* . Be strong. Journey well. Don't be afraid.

@TruckerBoyCoy

Жыл бұрын

I have never took more than a micro dose up until a few days ago and this is exactly what happened to me

@brandonterry7234

Жыл бұрын

nah there are people perma fried, in psych wards etc. dont be naive.

@ferlernerr_rrr2091

Жыл бұрын

@@brandonterry7234 this is about mushrooms, not lsd. Dont be ignorant.

@brandonterry7234

Жыл бұрын

@@ferlernerr_rrr2091 you're ignorant if you don't think shrooms have permafried people. Maybe you're permafried to be arguing that?

@car-collector

Жыл бұрын

What a great message 👏

I think that this channel offers a place for people to listen, share, deeply personal experiences that change our lives, forever. Having these conversations, to hear of others having had similar experiences, is really empowering and reinforcing. Where else are people able to listen and share these types of stories with a wider group? Society at large is becoming much more open to these conversations, as many of us 20-70 have tripped. That is why so many are tuning in, listening. This is an important space, I feel. And the writing, the readings & the visuals are all so great. Thanks

I appreciate the reflection at the end where you explain how it changed who you are at a fundamental level.. maybe not who you are, but what you were trying to be.. great vid!

the intention setting, the cleansing, and the respect for the mushroom. this guy is doing it like a proper shaman. i have had a very similar experience, the unbelievable fear of insanity and the end of your life. what an incredible and wondrous fear that is.

@adina3901

2 жыл бұрын

That’s how I felt when I tried ayahuasca. I was in a state of total mania and I was convinced I was going to die that night. Crazy experience

@wizard4203

2 жыл бұрын

@@adina3901 that means it was working properly

Every time that I do mushrooms I feel like I’m thousands of years old, and my body is just a temporary thing I’ve been placed into, where I have seen entire generations of humanity and the planet evolve and grow into what is is now, never really understanding how it got there or why, and seeing how similar it is now to how it was back then and how humans are still striving for the same things

@Brandon-fr9nl

2 жыл бұрын

God in the Bible said you’re a soul in a vessel. The Bible also says “In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1) All the knowledge you seek is in the Bible. You can literally make the blind see and throw mountains into the ocean by obeying all his commands. This new age stuff is the devil talking

@Danigxxiii

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl it’s all peace man

@lawrencetrujillo7365

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl there’s a very high chance that the Bible you’re reading has been altered. Which means you very well may be the one listening to the Devil if he exists(please do not start yelling at me how the devil is real and I should be very afraid because I know that’s going to be your main thing you reply). And what harm is coming from this? Like seriously you’re the only one doing harm right now by creating division with your radical beliefs. The irony…

@baconstrip7762

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl This isn't "new age stuff," traditional Native American religions drew heavily from psilocybin experiences and are MUCH older than Christianity.

@nolanevans1598

2 жыл бұрын

The last trip I did I turned into a water plant.

Did I hear the part where he drank his own pee correctly or am I trippin?

My first psychedelic experience was a 10g dose. I can relate to many of the things you've mentioned, although it took me a long time after to properly digest it. I felt great crippling anxiety and paranoia for the next 18 months. Other people didn't feel real and so I regarded them as npcs' from a video game. - Devoid of original thought and personality

@jonah0311

5 ай бұрын

Been there. Completely dissociated and completely depersonalized myself and everything around me maybe even longer then 2 years now

I smoked a combination of DMT and Changa and went so deep I literally walked through the light and had all my kids with me and we were all holding hands and laughing and walking into this light, but no faces or features, just beings of light is what we were. It was so intense that after feeling as if I had truly died, I came back into my body and remember looking at my hands like it was the first time I had ever seen my hands and I was so grateful to be back in my body but also so grateful for the experience I had that I can't even begin to put into words. Amazing video, my friend.

@Nicolas_Pardo

Жыл бұрын

thats actually crazy man can you tell me more about it? and like how it changed your mind

@henryjohnson-ville3834

Жыл бұрын

Damn! That sounds amazing! It sucks ass how our boomers in power keep this things illegal. Fvcking hate the government.

@sammicoporsammicopor

Жыл бұрын

@@Nicolas_Pardo must have been made up. I suspect most of these "experiences" are people trolling for attention while using drug stereotypes mixed with their imagination.

@sephiroth0409

11 ай бұрын

​@@sammicoporsammicopor Wtf not everything in the internet is a lie, especially things related to drugs can, even if they sound weird, be true. Saying that must've been made up without any proof is weak. Thats like saying that most near death experiences are lies...

@sin6113

6 ай бұрын

i had a similar experience with a concoction of other substances ,about 6 tabs of acid and 3.5g of mushrooms among the usual weed and dabs later in the night. whatever was on the table. i woke up on another plane in a chair in front of a being of light with no features about 20 ft away , behind it a golden and iron gate. i thought to myself "is this it" and as i approached i felt myself vibrating and almost gagging and as i got to the being it reached out with one finger and pushed my head back. which sent me back to where i was on earth but out of body watching myself have what i thought was a seizure. i had to spam a giant floating x to make myself vomit and then i remember coming back into my body and my friend gave me some water which started a loop of me chugging water. i blacked out around here. i woke up in his sisters room the next morning.

Tripping helped me know myself. Helped me develop the idea that it's the body that incepts the thoughts and I reason them to my benefit or detriment. I may have no control over the thoughts that pop into my head but I can definitely control which thoughts are worth allowing into my mental space. This taught me to rebuke negative thoughts on the spot, now my mind's calmer and peaceful. Long live psychedelics ❤️

@dannyhousers

2 жыл бұрын

Ahhh feels SO good to hear this from someone else 🙏🏼

@Mr.otaka108

2 жыл бұрын

Very true and thanks for the reminder. 💜🍄

I boiled a couple of pounds of mushrooms into this amazing dark blue purple liquid,no idea of amount ,i gave my mate a litre and a few other mates the same,I went out in the bush for a few hours to a waterfall and drank like 500 mls,next minute reality has turned into fractiles and im face to face with lord Shiva telling me to open my chakras to the light and the flow of life and all these proverbs and wisdom which is funny cause at the time my Girlfriend was a Hindu ,the ground looked like a colur patterned golf green ,sound became visible,and waves of oh im straight again to wow not now lol ,i connected with Gia and lord Shiva that day and feel better as a person and around death and life,universe clicked

I had a similar experience with a few more grams, bout 14. I died, was 100% sure of it, saw my dead grandma. I was struggling badly with depression and addictions, I have never had any issues with them since. Be careful folks, this was the most terrifying experience, and the most beautiful, and wonderful all in one. Set and setting. Be prepared to accept ANYTHING. It's holding on and clinging to shit that makes the bad trips, SUPER bad. Submit to ANYTHING that comes up, no matter how terrifying, or difficult. Have a nice song to sing, or have a drum or a rattle close by. It's not uncommon that folks can sing or play a beat or even hum something pleasant, cuz it can pull you out. Be prepared to be VERY authentic in your intentions, you cant clown or joke your way out of a bad trip. FAIR WARNING. Lotta folks can manipulate themselves out of a social situation, this will not work in the trip because it's your more authentic you, you're trying to trick. ;)

@sausemaybe4535

Жыл бұрын

How much did you take?

@danquarterman

Жыл бұрын

@@sausemaybe4535 somewhere between 12-14 grams.

@younghmz

Жыл бұрын

Dude you read me like a book. My last trip was my most traumatic, and for the stupidest reasons. I took 5 grams of golden teachers, alone, convincing myself "ill do whatever it takes", and when it came down to the beginning of the trip, i saw maya masks and tikka faces in 2d rows, like basic drawings, staring back at me in the darkness as i closed my eyes and meditated to the binural beats video i put on. I became instantly shook and tried to think of a way out. I said "NOPE NOPE NOPE" as i ran over and tried to puke in the bathroom to just realize...yeah its too late nothing is coming back up. I ran back to my room, and wanted to get water from downstairs, to explore my house, but i convinced myself in my fear that there was something around the corner, waiting for me at the top of the stairs... I couldn't move from my chair. I was in a state of pure shock, i looked out my window at the snow clouds, (it was winter), and just spoke out "I'm sorry god im sorry god im sorry mom im sorry mom" over and over, also saying "ill never do it again i swear please i dont want to die". Eventually id realized that i was saying a lot of it out loud in my head so yeah there was that. It lasted from 10 am (took the shrooms at 9, 9:15?) To 2 pm. Approx 4 hours of that, and it ended because my friend called me on discord, and, hearing the notification sound from my headphones, i snapped out of the trance I put myself in and looked over to my monitor. Before answering, i looked back to my window, and saw a colorful garden of flowers and things I don't even know how to put into words, unblooming themselves. I had no idea what to make of it, to this day I feel too scared to take shrooms again, even though I have relatively easy access to get them. I also think i was just so stupid and could have saved that trip had i drank more water but then again, there was so much foolishness in my actions in general. TLDR relatable comment kinda went on a rant sry

@danquarterman

Жыл бұрын

@@younghmz Next time you go hard, it will be easier, you have good experience.

@chrisgarcia3897

Жыл бұрын

One of the many reasons why I constantly started using shrooms monthly. I ate 10 grams and my backyard in my zen place that’s where I love to go smoke my weed and just think. Right at the peak of my I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing then thought about my dog zeke that had just passed away. As I open my eyes cause I feel a rush of tears coming I look over the rocking chair next to me clear as day a translucent figure started appearing (almost like thanos when he snaps his fingers), it was shaping out to be my dog with a golden layer around him and he was running around like he used to. This is when I got really emotional because he saw me, he came up to me, i reached out with my hands and I felt his presence I broke down for a minute got myself back together & started experimenting see who else I’m able to see and saw my grandma as well, same thing translucent with a golden layer surrounding her but with her the experience was on another level I closed my eyes and almost like daydreaming I thought of place to visit, I thought about my grandmas house as a kid again my eyes are filling up with tears I open my eyes and it was like I wasn’t in my backyard anymore I was at my grandmas house and whoever I thought instantly appeared right in front of me deceased and non deceased. The non deceased where able to communicate with me as a group and they are aware of each other but as for deceased people with the golden layer around them I could only communicate one by one and they weren’t exactly aware but they would smile when they get close together. I’ve also noticed how super aware I am in my dreams when I manage to fall asleep lol I can go anywhere I think of within a split second all I gotta do is close my eyes say the location boom I was there who I wanted to present boom there ya go but I could not for the life of me see myself looked in the mirror nothing looked down to my hands, body, and feet nothing there but I felt like I was moving my body as I normally but nothing was there. I realized what I was when I saw myself sleeping. My dream continued but I can’t remember past that point. That experience alone helped cope with my depression because I knew if I ever get that mentally low again I could always go back to this and see my loved ones once again and get that small reassurance that I need ❤

What a beautiful story. I love the ego part, its so correct. You really realize you cant control everything and you think youre going insane because you’re frustrated of not being able to control anything

@yungxrist4571

2 жыл бұрын

@Austin Jeffrey Dallas?

@ashtonseale5263

Жыл бұрын

@@yungxrist4571 bruh don’t trust this guy.. go to someone local. Not online lmfao

@yungxrist4571

Жыл бұрын

@@ashtonseale5263 uh you were right 😂

Back in college, I grew mushrooms with friends. We cross-bread a Tahitian and b+ American mushroom. On a bet, I ate a 1/4 of fresh mushrooms. I tripped for 72 hours. FULL BLOWN MATRIX OVERLOAD. I accepted insanity. I merged with nature, ran from demons, had beautiful discussions with my friend's dog, and barely stayed in tack to manage 3 days of mind-altering visuals. I highly advise you do not attempt this. I saw several doctors later as I thought I had to have messed myself up. The best response, what the hell were you thinking! You're lucky, you scared yourself stupid!

Great video. Your words and your video choices. It taught me that I’ll never take 10 grams.

Peace brotha thank you for sharing your experience! I ate 7 grams at a concert once. It was the New Year's show in Oakland, I think it was 1992. Buddy Guy was the first act. The mushrooms started kicking in. Buddy Guy started turning colors, shimmering in light. The next act was Al Green! He and his band came out in all white. By the time he finished his set I was in tears. So much LOVE in his music! He ended his set with the song 'Lay Your Head on My Pillow'. Oh man I have goosebumps now just feeling that LOVE again. The band stops and AL Green continues singing a capella. What a voice! I look around me and all the older Black women in the crowd are crying their eyes out. I can feel all of the broken hearts being reinvigorated by Al's angelic vocal passion. I can feel all of the regrets, all of the joy and all of the pain. They came here to heal, to share an endless LOVE that knows no boundaries. I can feel it all. Each lyric being sung by Reverend Al Green is resonating and reverberating throughout the arena, opening each chamber of each Heart in attendance, we all let go of our sadness together. And we cried tears of compassion and LOVE, regret and release, ending in a feeling of joy that my young mind had never felt before. I remember feeling cleansed, feeling invigorated by these thousands of beautiful souls opening our hearts together. And then the headliner hits the stage. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, PLEASE WELCOME TO THE STAGE, CARLOS SANTANA! Oh man I'm flying now! Fully in the zone, 7 grams of mushroom magic has me O-P-E-N! The guitars are singing. The congas begin their solo. I see what appears to be an angel or something dancing on top of the congas. It is like the drummer is being fed an ancient healing language which he translates into this dimension by playing his drums. Crescendo is coming. The One and Only Carlos Santana begins his solo. He is vibrating. He is changing colors, shining with a vibrance and vitality that seems to rival the Sun. At the peak of his guitar solo cosmic rainbow lights begin shooting out of his guitar. This is when I learned that sounds have colors too. The cosmic sound colors begin falling across the crowd like waves. These waves begin flowing through the crowd. The colorful sound liquid seems to find groups of people in the crowd. The colors envelope particular people and they begin dancing in a frenzy. The colors leave the group and find another set of party people. Now the new set of people begin dancing and jumping, releasing their ego entrapment in a joyous boogie. Oh man I did not know about this level of Joy! I see the colors flow through the crowd, touching some people here and there. They all dance harder when the colors engulf them. I think to myself that I must be high, I am seeing the music! I am seeing LOVE ENERGY flow from Santana's guitar, mingling with the people and enhancing their dancing. I have never danced so much in my life. I have never cried so freely and joyously in my life. By the end of the night I had forgotten who I am, or who I thought I was. For that night we all became one emotion. We all became freedom. Freedom of LOVE opening our Hearts to experience musical deliverance. Thank you Buddy Guy. Thank you Al Green. Thank you Carlos Santana. Thank you mushrooms!! That night I saw how beautiful we Humans can be. Every nationality was there, every age group was in that crowd. Old blues heads, young guitar fans, the hippies, and all those lovely older Black ladies that sang every lyric of Al Green's set. We shared something amazing that night. Mr. Santana finishes his set. I am exhausted now, but feeling light and free. That night I remember laying in bed, finally home. I resonated in the LOVE all night, not sleeping but just enjoying my restful time, my body turning and stretching like some kind of nocturnal yoga. I open my eyes and catch the first sun rays, the eternal LIGHT come to greet me once again. It is LOVE. LOVE again. Freedom...

@svlrji

2 жыл бұрын

This is beautiful thank you for sharing

@alexislopez8674

Жыл бұрын

I love this! Thank you for sharing

@noahjones1192

Жыл бұрын

Awesome story

@jeremycasper5181

Жыл бұрын

That’s so awesome one love brother

@simonenunez9661

Жыл бұрын

This is beautiful you are so lucky!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

I’ve a had similar realization. Except, the knowing that I was “all one” simultaneously meant that I was “alone”. This terrified me.

@gingersnapuu444

2 жыл бұрын

Imagine all the worlds we’ve created tho… there’s so much more out there we don’t even know lol

@needheartranken

2 жыл бұрын

Don’t worry man, you’re not alone. You’ve got everyone, which is all you. To make u feel ease man, I’m a soul also here, and u got me :) you’re not alone

@Abushady

2 жыл бұрын

All one = Alone 💖🌞

@RedsBigRig

2 жыл бұрын

@@Abushady at least when you are alone that’s one less ‘L’ you gotta take..😉

@painmt651

2 жыл бұрын

This was PART OF my issue.... not comfortable

I love tripping. Tripping by yourself is where it’s at. You can control the environment and therefore the focus of the trip.

I used to love psychedelics until I had a couple of bad trips. I had a similar experience to what you described here where there is nothing more to know, learn, look forward to. All it left me with was a feeling of knowing a secret I should not know and now the rest of my life is just waiting to die. This happened 15 years ago but I can still remeber it like it was last week. It did enough damage to my mental state that I would never do it again for fear of losing even more of myself.

@heathermariearmbrust

Жыл бұрын

Me too- and now I’m desperate to reconnect w them like I did before those bad experiences😩

@Washyourbellybutton

Жыл бұрын

@@heathermariearmbrust Hey, make sure you are already in a really good mood. And start again with really low doses and work your way up.

@heathermariearmbrust

Жыл бұрын

@@Washyourbellybutton I couldn’t agree more w the good mood part

@banzisithole8694

5 ай бұрын

Do you still feel the same way?

@jamessmith84240

5 ай бұрын

@@banzisithole8694 Ah I'm not sure. I think I'm ok with where I am these days. I would not want to mess with my mind so deeply again. Maybe one day

I can def relate to him saying his ego made him think that he had gone mad and that he was stuck broken. That’s happened to me on trips before

@bcanton21

2 жыл бұрын

@katherine jones no nigga

@ekenekokelu13

2 жыл бұрын

same its the minds favorite little trick and it is never true lol

@dangergranger5091

2 жыл бұрын

seems like my ego says these things when im not tripping. i dont blame it though. poor thing technically dies every time i trip so i cant judge it for being panicked.

@loscheiner

2 жыл бұрын

It happened to me my first trip. I took way too much and was totally naive about what would happen. I was so fucked up that I was SURE I was dead and seeing a fake version of reality. I thought all the things that were happening were ideas that came out of my own brain, like I was creating and projecting all of reality. Nothing outside of me existed. Eventually a friend said a phrase that I had never heard before: “British Racing Green”. I had no idea what the phrase meant, and he explained it was a color of pain on racing cars. I knew I never would have known that piece of information, so I couldn’t have made it up, so therefore my friend really existed, and so therefore reality was really real.

@cameronleblanc2625

2 жыл бұрын

Same, i took 3g of albino avery mushrooms, and had a great trip. It had been 1h since the comedown and i thought it would be a good idea to smoke some weed. But boy was i wrong. After i had smoked, the visuals came back, but very intensily and i was getting really uncomfortable and started to freak out but i kept it to myself and gathered my thoughts. Everything looked like it was melting, and i felt as thought i couldnt explain how i was feeling at the time. I felt like i broke my brain, and barely spoke for about 4 to 5 hours. I was just stuck in a thought loop, thinking i broke my brain forever. Obviously i didnt but it was an experience il never forget.

I had a trip so intense recently I felt like I died and came back to life. I didn’t like the reality I was set to face and woke up feeling like a changed man. Like I need to show love more while I can.

@afterglow1478

Жыл бұрын

I had that too. The way I described it was as if a new soul came to inhabit my brain and had access to all my memories, but it wasn't the same soul those memories happened to

@adanflores4523

Жыл бұрын

@@afterglow1478 that’s more your ego being shed and you becoming a new person

@Thizz2011

Жыл бұрын

Bro, exactly how I felt when I came back to my senses. Gave my girl a big ass hug and grabbed my lil daughter and hugged and kissed the shit outta her. 😂 I’m more of a positive person now and see life from a different perspective.

@Blastmaster762

Жыл бұрын

@@Thizz2011 life’s a precious thing even if at times it doesn’t feel like it. For sure give your loved ones hugs and show love while we can because the sad truth is everything comes to an end. I’m still working on being positive myself brother but As-salaam alaikum 🙏

@Zer0Riverr

Жыл бұрын

​@@Thizz2011this was really lovely to read, more power to you man💪

Most recent dose snuck up on me and there was a quick moment if panic/ should i go yack this up. Fortunately i knew that was a terrible idea. I took my headphones out and quickly felt better. I laughed at myself and how i felt like i had almost let it get me before the party even started. Sometimes you gotta chill with the sensory overload or the come up can smack ya before youre ready.

"madness! What is this madness?!? When will it end!?!?" Yup... It was brutal and terrifying and madening. But revealing too...

I can imagine walking into a dark room and finding someone tripping almost naked chanting “whaaaat” as their mind is just being blown away.

@austinmcdonough5992

2 жыл бұрын

This is o normal on high doses lol

@atedinahalf6288

2 жыл бұрын

@@austinmcdonough5992 There's a story about a guy who took 45 tabs, ran outside naked and was punched in the face and arrested. Holy moly.

@austins.2495

2 жыл бұрын

I’ve seen it

@ltd2beast

Жыл бұрын

Yup that was me but fully naked and I pissed myself on the floor lol

Currently I’m exactly an hour and 2 minutes into my second trip ever which should start peaking in a few minutes. I took 3.5 grams and already starting to feel paranoid so I came here so I can be comforted by u guys and this guys lovely voice :)

@chasereynolds5438

2 жыл бұрын

have an amazing trip broe you will love it 🙏🏼

@leeroyglasscock

2 жыл бұрын

@@chasereynolds5438 I want it to end lol

@zsazsa8907

2 жыл бұрын

@@leeroyglasscock have a sugary drink and a sandwich, if you really have to. good luck friend :)

@leeroyglasscock

2 жыл бұрын

@@zsazsa8907 thank u 🙏🏽 it’s finally over and I got a few hours of sleep

@jeffgo5742

2 жыл бұрын

@@leeroyglasscock well how was now that you can reflect?

I am watching in last part of my trip

I used to trip in my early 20s but looking back now, ten years later, these so-called ego death stories sound a lot more like ego inflation to me. When then memories, stories and boundaries that ordinarily form your identity are broken down, your felt sense of awareness identifies with a temporary feeling of boundlessness. If your ego is an illusion, the belief that you are god is a more profound illusion. The ego isn't your enemy, you just have to watch it and try to make it your friend.

Just 4 Grams of some gold caps sent me outta this world not too long ago. I got stuck in a weird loop where it felt like the same thing kept happening. I actually started questioning if me and my GF died and were in purgatory. But I didn't say it out loud because i didnt wanna freak her out or sound insane. The best thing to come from that trip though is that nights where ive run outta weed are MUCH easier to get through now because its just not as big of a deal anymore. Also when me and that girl eventually broke up it didn't hurt as bad as with previous relationships and I definitely feel like its because the trip rewired my brain in a way.

@coryleblanc

2 жыл бұрын

but we are in purgatory, earth is a form a hell. that is what the show 'lost' was trying to tell us

@MojaveWrangler77

2 жыл бұрын

@@coryleblanc it could either be Hell on Earth or Heaven on Earth depending on your perspective and how much you care about external validation.

@ghxst3205

2 жыл бұрын

I was at edc 2022 trippin on shrooms and I swear I had dejavu while my cousins helped me get to the restroom. I sometimes feel like I can see the future in dreams or someshit because I get dejavu a lot lol After a while, I felt better even though I was still hallucinating and Although it was a crazy trip with ups and huge downs, I feel different since the high ended. Better.

@GAZERGAZER-mk8iv

2 жыл бұрын

OH MY GOD This happened to me!

@barbarafogle3541

2 жыл бұрын

Its like when you burn a circuits board. Its brain damage. It doesn't just grow back and you don't get it back.

My friends and I (3 of us) have done 12.5g in a tea (12.5 is the absolute sweet spot. Anymore is a headache.) and let me tell you, BOTH trips were absolutely entertaining and the most fun and connected I’ve ever felt with those people. We call ourselves the three musketeers lol. It was very euphoric and delirious. Laughed for 5 minutes straight and felt like an hour passed lol. I closed my eyes and saw grass, worms, trees, fog, snakes. It’s like I had the memory of the shroom. It shared its life with me on that trip. I learned that everything has vibration and life, and most of all, memory.

@jacksonslaughter4205

2 жыл бұрын

12.5 grams is fucking insane must be weak I can barley eat 3 grams with out being too much

@SimbaTheGreat

2 жыл бұрын

@@jacksonslaughter4205 lol just because you can’t handle doesn’t mean someone else can’t. People regularly take 8gs for trippy experiences in a tea. 12.5g between 3 people is nothing and I’ve been doing shrooms for 10 years.

@k-leb4671

2 жыл бұрын

@@jacksonslaughter4205 Keep in mind they were diluted in a tea and shared amongst three people.

@stephanhelms3282

Жыл бұрын

@@SimbaTheGreat there are many different strains of shrooms with varying strength so no way to compare with given facts

@SimbaTheGreat

Жыл бұрын

@@stephanhelms3282 They were gold caps. I’m well aware of the varying strains of shrooms. Even with penis envy, I’d still do 12.5g in a tea. Anything more is just a headache. Most we’ve done in a tea is 18g and it’s no fun. Not trippy. Just headache inducing. Anything less than 12.5g in a tea feels like a tease. Eating them dry is a completely different story and around 3.5gs I will slow down.

Im an 46 yr old Male I've been wanting to do this for so long for 5 yrs now, correctly, controlled, and away from any distractions - I just got off my first-ever 8-gram 5-hour trip. The first time ever doing shrooms, I cried and laughed uncontrollably for the first hour, then vertigo for another hour, then hyper perception vision and hearing and teleporting started.. this part kicked my ass. I felt light as a kite then heavy as a mountain at the same time. and then the hallucinations started at the last hour or so of it, I found myself as a sexy British female from Australia in an apple-shaped classroom with 2 other girls we were all arguing over how to say monkey the right way. LOL weird. then saw how PCB boards were made and each individual part is alive even when it's not connected (this part is truly hard to explain) but witnessing it and seeing it in my trip was crazy in itself - then I saw what looked like Shiva, game over I was humbled thb after that... Im doing 20 grams on my next hit. december 25th 2024. RIP me!!

My first shroom experience was in the Redwood forest with my high school friends. I laid on some jagged rocks and fixated on all these transparent, glass like geometric shapes and polygons that floated across the blue skies like clouds. When I finally quit staring at the sky my attention was captivated by bursts of color popping of every tree or plant based life I looked as it pulsated illuminated colors from everywhere corner of my eyes. Never had such a awesome trip since, it was truly a wonderful experience to say the least.

@LogicallyKnot

2 жыл бұрын

The first trip is always special. The first one where you go into ego death and a state of oneness is life changing.

@mattbowen957

2 жыл бұрын

I enjoy reading these comments from others that have had similar experiences. Something I find when I'm telling someone that has not experienced this, they just can't relate or understand.

@markarchambault4783

6 ай бұрын

Best trips are done outside in Nature.

This is one of the MOST descriptive and specific detailed mental notes of an experience I’ve ever fully listened to.

4 grams is my sweet spot to meet entities. I’d be scared shitless to do 10gs. I’d be afraid of whatever I meet at that point. More power to you man.

My oldest brother smashed 22 grams over an hour time. He then spent 18 hours laying on his stomach with his eyes closed. Didn’t move or talk the entire time. He also smoked 7 dippers of pcp in one sitting and literally started doing backflips down stairs and punching holes in the wall. Needless to say he died but man he was a legend

@CarnivoreFR

2 ай бұрын

wtf

This is it man. I took 8.5 grams about a year ago, and i felt so out of control that nothing made sense. Convinced myself i was a mentally ill child locked in padded room. It took my mother holding me to remember that i didnt have control. Over anything really. It was horrifying and i thought i would never come back from the trip. But the sun rose again and to this day i view my life differently

@kevineckelkamp

2 жыл бұрын

I did a 14 gram tea last july. I don't do mushrooms anymore.

@Angel-bo7mh

2 жыл бұрын

If you don't mind me asking, how has your perspective changed? What do you see differently after the trip?

@FirstNameLastName-sy4kd

2 жыл бұрын

@@Angel-bo7mh In my experience I don't view life as a burden anymore. It's more like a movie or a story unfolding in front of me. Sometimes the chapters are wonderful, sometimes more sad, but they're all important for the story.

@jk47500

2 жыл бұрын

@@kevineckelkamp Half an ounce at once? That sounds like overdoing it..

@kevineckelkamp

2 жыл бұрын

@@jk47500 yea it was an overdose

A psychedelic is like an emotional laxative if it made you see incredible colors, patterns, and alterations, alongside having massive, grand realizations. Objects transform, you feel like you're walking floating through a dream world at times, and all of your emotions, positive and negative and in between, are amplified. Being joyous on a psychedelic is the most beautiful feeling in the world. You're at complete inner peace, crying because it's all so beautiful, and because you're so lucky to be alive and have this experience. They can be profound and terrifying. Slowly feeling like you're forgetting who you are as your vision swirls with geometry. The music will feel enhanced. On huge doses, you can have incredible “breakthrough” experiences that involve seeing new worlds with spirits and other entities, visions of the deceased, etc.

@Brandon-fr9nl

2 жыл бұрын

They can also snatch your soul if you slip

@Danigxxiii

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

@giddynun

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

@dumdum-wo3oc

2 жыл бұрын

@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that

6 grams of dried mckennaii (grew them myself) on an empty stomach - after fasting - was the absolute limit for me, it was so overwhelming and it hit me like a ton of bricks. It was absolute madness and chaos, and it went beyond the point of being able to get some meaning or joy out of it, it was just pure survival..

@orogarcia3839

11 ай бұрын

Thats sounds like insanity

Not had any psychadelics for over 25 years, but we used to love liberty caps back in the 80's and 90's. Most I ever had was 500 to myself, no idea how many grams that is equivalent to. Did that number a few times, and never wanted to have any larger amount, they were all quite wild trips.

The most ironic thing is that when you go insane (psychosis, schizophrenia) you won't even notice probably. It's a slow process and you won't realize you lose something important. Dopamine induced state (schizophrenia) is completely different to serotonine rush shrooms give you. They also influence your "dreams zone" . Something that doesn't happen when you have schizophrenia. Eating shrooms kills your ego, it's not insanity. It's different form of consciousness. Who knows how many else there are :) But yeah, it's really hard to let go something that you think is you. Thank you for telling this story. Visuals are outstanding as well.

@Vivec

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing that bit of wisdom, very insightful :-)

@laniakeas92

2 жыл бұрын

@@opinionsarenotfacts.920 um. But I'm not a non tripper 😆

@imuuri

2 жыл бұрын

very true, although how many people out there that didn't come back to homebase the same get labeled as insane? one of those times I started walking down the street and started thinking Ill just live off synchronicities, the universe will take care of me and I will just walk forward and take what comes to me without possession and that would be the.. I guess you could say holiest path, I could ever hope for. but then I walked down the street very disturbed and saw how people were looking at me driving and realize, 'oh wait this is a way for someone to become one of those homeless crazy Christ people" and turned back for home. Many times I've felt empathy for people that got that far and ended up in the street. got lost in Atlanta, in the worst part of town and blended in with all the street peeps in a scary way. I thought I was gonna get stuck living that way. P.S. my dad had Scizo bad when I was a kid, it's chilled out for him, but he used to sit in the living room with all the lights off switching between screaming like he was being hurt by someone to laughing like he was about to hurt someone. I felt empathy with him from the first couple times I experienced psychedelics

@gxlorp

2 жыл бұрын

Alright Doc.

@spicypickle4105

2 жыл бұрын

What about lsd?

As if the beauty of a psychedelic experience isn't enough, at 6:58 I realized you were using the mine craft music. Which, though I'm 40, holds a special place in my heart. It reminds me of when my niece was a little child, and her sitting on my lap watching, and years later playing it. Now she is 13 and not interested in it, but developing herself and her world. I love her more than life itself and that music just breaks me the same way a ego examination often does. That's all. Thank you for your video.

@batmanonabike3119

Жыл бұрын

Minecraft! Thats it, i knew i recognised it! Thanks

Thank you for taking the time to record that insightful trip report. Very interesting to listen to.

first time ever I hear someone describe the self-aware singularity state what I've experienced on almost all of my trips and few times on my heaviest weed OD's.

Psilocybin containing mushrooms save my life. The drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit

@Carson272

Жыл бұрын

Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here

@eliascharles9742

Жыл бұрын

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

@hunterjonathan9259

Жыл бұрын

I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.

@glenn9196

Жыл бұрын

Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know

@Carson272

Жыл бұрын

@@elizabethwilliams6651 Thank you. It means a lot

I highly recommend cleaning and organizing your house really well before the super trip.

@josephriley4356

2 жыл бұрын

@Andre I now have two kids obviously lots of stress and responsibilities. I've taken THC edibles a time or two once the kids are safe asleep. I'm gonna order a serious amount from this place you're talking about and rearrange my brains a bit. I think I need to reboot my hard drive. 12 yrs of raising children and navigating marriage is it's own trip.

@petergabriel2239

2 жыл бұрын

i recommend him he's trustworthy he ship to any location man he got all kinds of psychedelic product stuff's!

@petergabriel2239

2 жыл бұрын

Trip_world1 ???

@petergabriel2239

2 жыл бұрын

They're on Instagram

I don’t believe doing more than 5g makes any difference. It’s not like alcohol or heroin where the more you do the more intense reaction. And in my experience what you are describing is a DMT experience and not the relatively mild high dose mushroom buzz.

I took 14g back 6 years ago and I don't think I ever recovered. Ego death hit me pretty hard and I had to face a lot of demons over the course of 16 hours (I was 110 lbs at the time). Pretty sure I did hit insanity too. Please be careful on your trip when you're dosing that much, and always respect your mushies 🙏

@IdiotWrangler

7 ай бұрын

Shrooms don't dose by weight

@MrStatic0990

3 ай бұрын

This is exactly how I felt/feel after taking 7.8G lib caps, lem tek ego death is the scariest thing I’ve ever been through in 2022. Also the longest trip I’ve ever had around 8-9 hours

"I ruined the silence with my own thinking". That is profound. What you say about the Ego convincing you your life was ruined was also something I experienced on acid trip. What I realized later is that I got in contact with my most deep seated fears and self doubts, stemming from wanting acceptance. I think the key to turn this on itself and have a realization is that, you are the one in charge of acceptance of yourself, not others. Bless.

Once faced with insanity, you begin to realize that insanity was always the final outcome no matter what path you chose

Just did shrooms on sunday 3g and tripped hard, cant imagine 10. It's weird how you feel proud of yourself and stronger at the end of trip. I totally felt that way, still do 2 days later

yea I'm a dumb fuck driving a dump truck I'm cryin psilocybin and I'm vibin to the groove hit em with the rhythm and the psychedelic juice thank the algorithm and my substance abuse nonstop poppin them lyrical caps, I write em all down while I'm taking craps

I don’t think there’s such thing as a bad trip. I believe you are challenged and you only can learn 🌱

@coryleblanc

2 жыл бұрын

hardship is necessary for soul-development

@treebeard8475

2 жыл бұрын

I seen this dudes reality get rocked recently he was struggling even after the trip but he needed it. He graduated college and seems a little more curious/humble.

@brandonXmascara

2 жыл бұрын

Same here

@ouwle6618

2 жыл бұрын

There is never a bad trip, just trips for the wrong people. I have a friend who lost his best friend to suicide after an Ayuhuasca trip. It apparently taught him that nothing has value and he was just stardust in an infinite dead universe. Hanged himself 1 week after. RIP where er you are mate, even if i never knew you ❤️

@indyplant6923

2 жыл бұрын

@@ouwle6618 shit man;(

I did 12 grams out in nature a few days ago. The most beautiful experience of my life was watching the sunset on a crystal clear lake as the light pulsed to fear innoculum

@richyoung503

Жыл бұрын

@@alexmaxwell2177 I'll pass my plug has more shit than I would dream of buying

My first time I did shrooms a couple years ago I ate 11 grams and my wife ate 3. So thankful she was there because I nearly lost touch with reality, if it wasn't for her familiar voice idt id be the same today. Also I hadn't eaten all day. I made myself throw up 3 hours after eating them and I think that helped too because it just kept getting more and more intense. The climb to the peak was fuggin amazing tho. About to do them for the first time since that time and I'm def going to do it the right way this time. Happy magic journies fam!!

Just close your eyes and melt away, into the endless light.

This was great. Thank you for taking the time to put this all down in writing and making this cool visualizer to go with it. Your story reminds me of a way more intense version of a trip I had once. I dropped acid by myself in 2017. It was old acid so I thought it wouldn’t be a deep trip, but I was wrong. At one point in the evening I was sitting on the floor and I had plugged in some white Christmas lights and left them on the floor. Overhead lighting was too harsh. The lights looked pretty and inviting in a pile on the floor. So I sat next to the lights and just looked at them. Looking at the lights I was sort of zooming in and out on them, focusing on one tiny light then zooming out and seeing the neighboring clusters and then the entire bunch. I did this several times before I realized that this is what god does with creation. God is everything and complete as the singularity. But in this infinite singular state, like you had said, there was nothing to interact with. It then struck me that god is lonely and god created the universe, the lower dimensions, and all of us so god could interact with itself. And this life and all of our relationships are god waking up to itself, remembering the nature of the singularity through relationships and love. And that this is a pattern, a sort of inhalation and exhalation of the singularity: singular on the inhale, articulation of the infinite on the exhale. I rocked back and forth on the floor thinking about this, as I stared at the little tangled golden lights.

@hamilton4282

2 жыл бұрын

Very interesting and deep insight, thank you for sharing 🙌🏻

"I was so surprised I was god and nothing else existed" This feeling/realization/knowing came to me at the beginning of my trip at the same dosage, then I peed myself, laught out loud, and ended up on the floor. I remember one thought at the peak: "It's all me" The rest of the trip was a blend of nothingness, insanity, unity, and the fear of there being no existence. It's interesting how strong the attachment to our present reality/illusion is, even though it's all just a concept or thought by ourselves/god. It's really true that saying "If you want to change the world, start by changing yourself" Creation and the will to create an experience is such a beautiful thing, I'm so thankful for this possibility. It's crazy to think about the capacity we actually have, why is it that we often don't hold ourselves higher? The great work with myself continues... Loved listening to your story, very well articulated. I wish peace to your and everybody else's journeys. We are all one.

@danielfoster1410

2 жыл бұрын

INDEEd oNe is thAts ON

Took 5 grams on an empty stomach for my first trip ever… life changing.

So much more fun when done at a concert or festival. You really need a point of focus i think, friends too.

There’s really no reason to do 10g of shrooms- unless you’re really brave or really seasoned in the art of taking psychedelics. I’ve experienced ego death at 3.5 grams. It was intense. And I’m someone who has done shrooms for years. Maybe it’s because of my height and weight but I could not fathom doing 10g. Rookies or people who haven’t practiced in partaking of shrooms should never ever try to do that high of a dosage for their first time. It could damage someone. I’ve seen it happen.

@mattbowen957

2 жыл бұрын

Glad someone said it. I totally agree as I've also seen it. It's not pretty even if you or your friend come out of it on the other side.

@psychedelictacos9118

2 жыл бұрын

There's always bound to be some inexperienced teenager who will try and flex to their mates by downing god knows how many shrooms as though it were some competitive drinking game only to land themself in a very intense position that they have no idea how to deal with!

@k-leb4671

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah some veteran doofer and tripper once told me that there's no reason to go beyond 500-600 micrograms of LSD (assuming you're at baseline). I've done 250 before and I can't imagine doing more than double that would be anything other than unnecessary insanity.

@psychedelictacos9118

2 жыл бұрын

@@k-leb4671 I think your 5-HT2A serotonergic receptors would be fully saturated (or close to) at 500-600 ug and any more LSD in your system would not bind and therefore not make a difference. Luckily you wouldn't die as a lot of psychedelics have low affinity for offsite receptors that could kill you at higher doses.

@devitodorito8376

2 жыл бұрын

Imagine having a weak consciousness

I have never had a trip this strong but I had many low to medium intensity trips. Many of you won't need to hear this but there's a golden rule: Do not use hallucinogenics to have fun. Mushrooms are not there to have fun. I would not call a mushroom a medicine but it is not a toy drug. It has a power like no other. Be careful around it, and if you do chose to do it, have someone to be there for you.

@qdilly7397

2 жыл бұрын

More people need this mindset

To accept the possible insanity of your reality is the fist step to letting go of the notion that anything exists on a plain other than a reality you have simply created with your mind. This "aha!" moment can dramatically change your perspective and align your consciousness to the creator of reality itself. It sounds like the author is well on the way to becoming Metazencious.

I had a 10 gram trip like 3 weeks ago and I've felt amazing ever since, and I do about 4 grams of mushrooms every 2 days now

man i tripped so hard last night i was literally consumed and filled with the darkness, but i fought, and released my essence, flooding the dark with light. Top five life moment right there

@Godwinpounds4333

Жыл бұрын

Hello Hayden, how are you doing?

@OnMyGrindEveryDay

11 ай бұрын

I’m almost a year later, but just wanna say well said.. 100% how I describe my first ever shroom trip in back in my college years (3.5g). The bliss you feel after you have “fought” off the darkness was so worth it. It turned to one of the most memorable moments in my life.

I took 7g and only tripped for 2 hours, I’m on antidepressants tho so I’m done taking those hoping the next trip will be better

My first time ever taking cubensis I was drinking heavy everyday and I needed guidance. I took a hero's dose and after a 16 hour trip I never drank again. I have sipped alcohol but I haven't been drunk since. The power of psilocybin is fantastic.

What type of mushrooms did you take that dose of? Ive taken over 5g of Psilocybe semilanceata alone before. I can relate to some of the insights you mention and the Intense realization that you are "god" of your own reality, like everyone else is for theirs. A really powerful thing to realize. Sadly tho, our brains and ego's quickly adapt to new input, so even if you keep the knowledge you learn, you dont fully keep the intense realization forever. A powerful trip is needed on rare occasions.

Even with reading and educating ourselves with what we know about mushrooms, tripping, ego death etc. Nothing can truly prepares you for when it's happening. Thank you for sharing friend! Right on ❤

@eyezzsodrppy7124

2 жыл бұрын

Fr

It’s mind blowing how similar experiences are. How these mushrooms will center yourself and make you come to terms that each and everything is a individual. That it’s only you and yourself that you need to take care of. How everything outside of the most internal you really don’t matter at all. Also, the feeling of this is it. I’m dead, I can’t control my thought, I can’t be me. Who I am is not who I am at all. That this is permanent.. that I’m stuck. Whatever makes the ego feel that you’re past any point of return. I’m not sure what makes you believe you can’t return but the fact that so many people experience the “I’m stuck” feeling tells me a lot. no matter how terrifying that is, it may be your ego telling you that once you find that deeper you… it refuses to let you come back to the egotistical you once the affects go away. Are you truly scared of being stuck like that if you’re well aware of the situation you’re in and the circumstances you took to get there… or are you just scared to go back to reality.

@hamilton4282

2 жыл бұрын

Interesting way to look at it, thank you for sharing. 🙌🏻

@christopherwarner6590

Жыл бұрын

The latter, for me. Nicely put.

Having a dozen profound revelations that I can never remember.

I went bonkers on 3 grams once before. I can’t even fathom where you went. I’m kinda jealous

Did 5.5 grams of blue meanies in a lemon Tek tea and I was in the middle of a come up listening to dark side of the moon seeing a flower be born and blossom and dance to the music. Having done DMT I said is this all you got? In my head of course and that's when I realized I haven't peaked and there was so much more to explore. My tv was on and the peoples faces and bodies were multiplying and moving. Then I meditated and it showed me who I was what I felt and what I believed in it shows you all the answers and stuff you can't even explain. It was what I was looking for in a heroic dose. I have come to realize lsd dmt shrooms all lead to the same place if you break through! These things are more then fungi being grown from the ground they show you what the universe is about what we are what we live for as we have all lived the same lives over and over again. Pure peaceful experience! When i started feeling fear starting to take control I would smile and think of beautiful things and it would stop eventually I experienced an ego death witch I have never felt before. This stuff is nothing to fuck with if you are in a bad mindset or unstable mentally.

For those who are curious about the game-like images im the first half of the video, is from a short animation called The Heretic, made by Unity. KZread has it