3 years later and I’m still reading these comments. they’re really sweet, and I enjoy reading them. you are all amazing people, please don’t let others get to you. everyone is equal, and *DESERVES* to be treated equally as well. I love you for who you are, and you are valid and amazing. I hope everyone is living a good life. I wish you guys all the best, I love you 💗

@Smiley___Faxe

5 ай бұрын

Same

@3etasgdfe

Ай бұрын

:3

@BedWorth

Ай бұрын

YEAH

@LazyCube-hi3nl

5 күн бұрын

U r so kind with reading these comments after so long, I wish you a great life and happy times

@k0gane

Күн бұрын

@@LazyCube-hi3nlthank you !! I’d always look back on old things 🙏

This is Pig. 🐸 He's a frog. A really loving frog. And Pig cares about you. Pig also knows that some stranger on the internet can't fix your sadness but a hug will pause it for a bit. So here's a hug from Pig. 🐸❤️ Pig's hugs are contagious and the goal is to pause as much sadness as possible. So everyone spread Pig's hugs in attempt to make it happen :)

@literallyunused

3 жыл бұрын

this is a great comment. you guys are perfect. if someone doesnt support you, remember that i care. WE care. i love u all

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Aww💖

@_Lithium_

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you :)

@agoofygoober7649

2 жыл бұрын

Ily :]

@hoomanzs9449

2 жыл бұрын

thx pig

Who ever is reading this, I love you and you are valid, if anyone ever tells you different, ignore them. No matter who or what you are we are all equal and you are a key part to this world.

@vlissii8833

3 жыл бұрын

thank you, I was on the verge of commiting

@LactoseIntollerance

3 жыл бұрын

I’m having a gender identity crisis

@LactoseIntollerance

3 жыл бұрын

Nvm I’m good

@yellow-guy-doi

3 жыл бұрын

Omg you made me cry thank you

@yellow-guy-doi

3 жыл бұрын

@@vlissii8833 im happy u didn't

Everyone reading this no mater what and or who your gender, sexually, race or religion is I love you all (from an aroace who doesn’t know who they are yet❤️❤️) Edit: I’m looking back at this a year later I’m currently a Demi-boy who is aro-ace and still wondering if this is actually me Everyone who has commented and who has not I hope you understand I will read what you have to say no matter what and try to reply I love all of you guys

@Kritz2015

3 жыл бұрын

Awww 🥺 ty❤️

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

🦋🌈🍥

@random_zero

3 жыл бұрын

@@Kritz2015 💜

@random_zero

3 жыл бұрын

@@k0gane 💜

@random_zero

3 жыл бұрын

@Roll EM 💜

For my inner child: I love you. You're confused and lost but we get through it. It turns to hell but we made it. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for being you. Never lose your love for learning. Never let anyone tell you you can't do it. Because you can. Trust me, you can. And we will. Love your future self ❤️

@Clashwithleo971

12 күн бұрын

He ain't gonna hear that lil bro

Me a trans asexual human: immediately loves this song the moment I hear the first word (thx for all the likes and support ^^)

@freakshowfroppy8616

3 жыл бұрын

So....you love the word often

@freakshowfroppy8616

3 жыл бұрын

Jk jk bro. But....tbh i feel you. I am not trans nor asexual but, i am nonbinary and pansexual! And i support you!

@vlissii8833

3 жыл бұрын

get it bestie

@littlebirdanimations5843

3 жыл бұрын

@@freakshowfroppy8616 well, trans actually means identifying as a gender other than your assigned one! So nonbinary is under the trans umbrella :)

@netwonk2611

3 жыл бұрын

weirdo

Today my "friend" told me I will never be good enough or a "real" boy Cavetown will make the pain go away

@amgoose8278

3 жыл бұрын

Um could you tell me where this "friend" lives? :) I just wanna talk :) (all jokes aside fuck them, you're amazing :D )

@patrickstar5746

3 жыл бұрын

oh my gosh. that’s terrible. we all have your back, this comment section is a safe place!

@LactoseIntollerance

3 жыл бұрын

You are valid. What ever gender identity you are, your valid. That “friend” is not good for you, also that “friend” is wrong.Good luck on your adventure. You can do this. I believe in you.

@ellamountain9607

3 жыл бұрын

you dont need there opinion

@yellow-guy-doi

3 жыл бұрын

The life of neo Its ok i bet you will be :) kkkk

When your 'bff' betrays you when you come out to them (they/him, bisexual) and they cuss you out, calling you complete garbage, and then blocking you, telling your other friends that YOU did what she did to her and losing 8 friends in under an hour check!!

@zachmaine6997

3 жыл бұрын

Ayo same

@literallyunused

3 жыл бұрын

i'm so sorry, you are perfect!

@agoofygoober7649

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry, I hope they realize what they lost and you realize what you’ve got without those toxic people in your life 🤍

@nekarmuhammad305

Жыл бұрын

Feel you dude that happens to me alot😔

@carl2039

Жыл бұрын

This just happend to me recently, your not alone ❤

This song is deep.

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

🦋🍥

@yellow-guy-doi

3 жыл бұрын

Oj?

@stfu-pi-ddk1ddo891

3 жыл бұрын

And I'm 14

@hajimehinata74

3 жыл бұрын

@@stfu-pi-ddk1ddo891 im 13

@raventhegay2165

3 жыл бұрын

oh hi hajime!

Favorite song to listen to while questioning your gender/sexuality/pronouns

@kittycokie695

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah same

@SmuggledPickles

2 жыл бұрын

I’ve always identified by he/him or they/them. I’ve never rlly minded what people call me other than she/her bc I’m a cismale. But this song rlly helps to get rid of any negative energy still in me bc I used to be rlly homophobic bc of someone cheating on me and being in a lesbian relationship after that so I hated lesbians with a burning passion but I slowly became a lot less homophobic and rn I support everyone in the lgbtqia+ community

@Ms_No_Emotions

Жыл бұрын

@I a simp thats the same thing for me

@Xander_Has_no_friends

Жыл бұрын

@@SmuggledPickles cool thoughts dike female woman girl she her

@ViperFang_WCUE

8 ай бұрын

Fr

-me vibing kind of start to cry bcz thid was me and older brother fav song when were sad but he passed-

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

aww

@averyluvv3

3 жыл бұрын

May your brother RIP :c

@abbieherring1040

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry bro, R.I.P your brother, may God be with you.

@gisellelovesgogurt

3 жыл бұрын

Aww I'm so sorry to hear that I hope your doing ok now

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

That’s funny

I really wanna cut my hair really short and hide my chest but my mom gets mad at me for wearing lose stuff and this song really helps me escape,I feel lost like idk what I wanna do in the future but I can't be who I wanna be...I'm sorry I hide my feelings and I don't like to tell anyone abt my problems or how I feel and this song helps me escape Edited: Guys so I cute my hair a few months back and rn I'm really loving my hair ,but I still hate myself:)

@Ocean311

3 жыл бұрын

Cool that describes me

@momo-6620

3 жыл бұрын

same I can relate like is it really hurting my mom and dad who I wanna be maybe I won't be like this forever but who cares if I do its my life. And I hide my feelings alot like until Its getting worse I'm a mental mess. I feel like they will look at me and be disgusted if I say I wan't to be a boy so yea this is my life constantly going insane about everything and when its all done this song calms me. hope future self gets friends, gets help, and be comfortable who I am. Anyways this is long but yea my name is Tsukio and I'm nonbinary and pansexual.

@awkwardpls2414

3 жыл бұрын

@@momo-6620 I'm so sorry let's be friends I'm lupe and I don't have a label but I wanna be a guy and my mom hates that I dress and look like a guy

@darlinginthefranxx4221

3 жыл бұрын

Same here the only difference is all i want is for at least one person to care about me

@iKuuuurija

3 жыл бұрын

I cut my hair bought a binder online with my fathers card my mom got so mad but my dad he never made it home that day he was hit by a truck with my 3 year old sister she survived but she sais that she remembers the truck coming. I hope he would have been happy

Hey, To Anybody Going Through A Hard Time, I Love You❤️

@tori-lynndunn3488

3 жыл бұрын

ilyt a little comment honestly helps anyone

@lilboycolton2313

2 жыл бұрын

Thank you

@alexbyers

2 жыл бұрын

tysm. my mom and dad just split up.

I’m 32, and I kinda love that both me and my 13 year old have this on our playlists. To all the people who feel as small, trapped, and repressed as I did in my early teens - I swear it gets better. I know, it’s a cliche and does nothing for the here and now, but I wish it would have been my mantra back then. 13 year old me, existing on daydreams and anxiety in my little New Jersey bedroom, had no clue what kind of adventures were in store for us - some beautiful, some ugly. Hopping trains, falling in and out of love, sleeping among redwoods and under city lights. Along the way there was so much loss, trauma, and addiction - but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I’m able to live a life that’s true to who I am, while doing my best not to pass the same insecurities on to the next generation. Life is a weird thing..

@EtheraAEshrimp28

2 жыл бұрын

This.... this made me feel better, thank you!

@jessiethejoker2767

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much!!! This really helped me as a 14 year old who has severe anxiety and depression and doesn't know who they are yet.........this really really helped me. So, thank you. Have a great morning/evening/night.

@Annas_Channel

Жыл бұрын

U joined when I was born

@ashwolf8353

7 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@kayleighcristello7156

7 ай бұрын

❤

For everyone seeing this, I love you. You’ll find yourself one day, maybe you just need a little time. -a trans who doesn’t know his place in this world yet.

@islasluvsXx

10 ай бұрын

100th like 👍 ❤

@-hacker-

9 ай бұрын

Don’t worry man. You got this. We all have troubles in this world. Follow your heart. You’ll find your place ind when you do you’ll know you’re home. Don’t give up! Keep powering through! You got this!

Dear reader, I'm so proud of you buddy! You’ve stayed very strong. You might hide your emotions. I get it. It builds up inside of you. You’re an amazing, kind, and nice person. You're probably working hard. You might be stressed in life. You might see everyone putting their problems out in public, filming themselves crying and putting it out in public like it’s nothing, while you keep yours in. You might feel like there's nobody to help you. Don't listen to the other people and follow your dreams. If you don't have any dreams, just keep moving. If I could be there with you I would. You're special. Just remember you’re not alone. Take care! There's so much more to do in life. It just takes time. ^^ I hope you have a wonderful day. Try to get some sleep if you need it.

@teresagreen7954

Жыл бұрын

ty so much you just lightened up my day!

@PEOPLEHATEME50

Жыл бұрын

@LilTimmyOfficial

Жыл бұрын

Thank you I love you ❤❤❤

@TheCursed_sukuna

Жыл бұрын

I really needed that thank you…

@izabellashutt3169

Жыл бұрын

wow this made me cry ilysm❤️

Im a demigirl, and I was bullied for being so. On your journey to finding out who you really are, this song helps. It helped me a lot, cavetown does make the pain go away. So if you've come out, still in the closet, or in between, just know that out there, there are people who support you and love you. Don't be afraid alr? You'll come out with time. Happy pride guys :>

@idiot914

2 жыл бұрын

U like a demon

@oreo1324

2 жыл бұрын

Now I know If you want sad comments upload a Cavetown vid

@rajanikakarla

2 жыл бұрын

Don’t let anybody judge you for who you are! Also I love your pfp

@deleted2636

2 жыл бұрын

as a non binary, i feel the same way! dont let people tell you what you are or arent.

@littledemons_yt2670

2 жыл бұрын

I don’t know what I am yet.. I don’t like boys or girls.. I’m a girl. I am just a sad girl hiding all her pain in her heart so I can try to be happy I am very sensitive so talking about my pain does not help

I’m not trans but this song makes me so much better. Like this is my comfort song. This song feels like home. I love everyone here 💗

@AvabellXxx

Жыл бұрын

Same

@LilTimmyOfficial

Жыл бұрын

Same

@taylorfamily9133

Жыл бұрын

I'm not trans either but I am non binary and I just got my hair cut and I'm also asking for a binder for Christmas if I can muster up the courage.

@Crazin_Razin

Жыл бұрын

@@taylorfamily9133 Same!

@kwizard7859

Жыл бұрын

Same! What can I say, most of the LGBTQ+ community is super nice and fun, most of my friends are in it And, bonus, they make awesome music!!

Hello I’m here to tell you that if people are not accepting you for who you are I wanna say your worth it and you beautiful ☺️and I luv u be yourself whatever makes you comfortable!! Be safe!! 💗💕🌸💖💐☺️😊

I'm not assumed trans, i love this song

I'm straight and I love this song too. I cried at this too cuz I have a friend that was afraid to tell me she's trans,thinking I would reject him...he was a girl now a boy,he's the same kind,good,beautiful person like always. All of you are!No matter you sexuality!❤ Be yourselfs!!No matter what is your sexuality,if you're trans,thats it!if you gay/lesbian/non binary/pan etc,this is you,no matter what others says!👌🏳️‍🌈You don't have to change for the others!You don't have to be afraid to be who you are,this is you,you can't change that! And you will never make everyone proud of you,you just can't! Be yourselves!❤💞🏳️‍🌈

@eliluvsloonass

2 жыл бұрын

@Ash✨ - Right-!lemme just edit-

@Matea.kc.44

2 жыл бұрын

@@eliluvsloonass (Respectfully) you still have “was afraid to tell me she was trans”

I love this song so much 🖤

@rainohansen6813

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@gecko2856

3 жыл бұрын

I do to and I like your profile pic

@user-qs8rh6px1g

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@trueskateguy1787

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@Emi-zm7hj

3 жыл бұрын

Same

I fall asleep to this song every night. 6 1/2 hours it plays for. My comfort song to escape reality

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Aw

I love this song, it really gets out all my tears that are hiding inside my eyes. In my closet, it's all dark. So I'm terrified that something is in there. Whenever I have trouble sleeping, my light goes out and I'm shaking..so this song gets out all of my sadness to move on.

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

aww

@cassandraherring8333

3 жыл бұрын

Same I love to talk abt my probs bye my self in my room and just cry it really helps you should try it hope it works for you like it does for me❤

@Like_a_bosssssss

2 жыл бұрын

i like to listen to this while trying to understand myself witch i find hard and i wish i could cry but i cried all my tears dry now feel like i'm crying but nothing happens it makes me extra depressed

@JulieandWill

2 жыл бұрын

My method to my demons and maybe yours. Go out you blanket enough that you can see the roof of your room but not enough to see your demons and just try to think of other stuff like how I use my little world in the mind, I usually space out and then fall asleep, or I just continue to narrate my stories till 1 or 2 am

if you reading this right now, I hope whatever is happening, gets better and I pray that you will find happiness.

To everyone reading, you are valid. You are loved. And you will get through this.

I imagine my boy bsf singing this to me. It feels like hes the one who is there to protect me from the pain, sometimes I ask myself if… If I’m in love with him.

@eastonflock5201

2 жыл бұрын

You at least have a best friend

@L0V3M3B0Y

2 жыл бұрын

Whatever happens I promise everything will be ok :D

@i_hate_you3118

2 жыл бұрын

Have you figured out your feelings yet? :)

@aaru1313

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you found out if your in love with hom

@iichxrry_vibes2269

2 жыл бұрын

@@i_hate_you3118 Yeah I have gladly, now I know that I am in love with him. :)

I used to hate this song(probably because I was pushing away all of my feelings of dysphoria) now after cutting my hair and accepting myself I fully resonate with it(except that I am nb)

@Alex-ou7jv

2 жыл бұрын

Exact same but I’m trans not nb:)

the first words are very true. i haven’t been having the best days lately, and i’ve been too hard on myself, even tho i know my emotional existence is more important. Sometimes i’m not sad, just not happy.

Here's a little comfort for anyone who finds this going through anything tough related to this song :) My closest friend my biggest inspiration, goes through being trans and it's always been really heartbreaking to see him go through this. I don't know if this helps anyone going through any gender crisis or dysphoria or anything. I'll just say things that I would say to him through hard times. You are valid for who you are, I accept you and lots of people in this comment section does, and if ur still a kid, then just dont ever feel like giving up because of this, because if you do u will miss out on being the you YOU want to be. Even if there is family or people close to u that don't accept you dont let their words get to your head stay strong and keep your head up. I don't cared that I don't know you nor anything about you but I love you Be kind to yourselves

@kanewien

2 жыл бұрын

Okay 💙

@user-is4ob9gz4b

11 ай бұрын

i love the fact you took the time to write this entire thing just in hopes to make people feel any better thank you so much☺

@uhmm8848

11 ай бұрын

@user-is4ob9gz4b you're so very welcome! I'm happy it might have helped anyone

its funny how this song made me realize i was trans without knowing the meaning of the song at the time. i identify as non binary and so far iv'e come out to my mom, aunt, online friends, and my father. im proud of how far iv'e come. my mom is going to order me a binder as soon as she can. :)

@TheBoobtitters

2 жыл бұрын

@Sad Omni Bitch🥲 thank you and im sure your grandparents will come to terms eventually older people usually have a harder time understanding since when they were kids it wasnt as accepting

@Lowkey.not_tiana

Жыл бұрын

?

@makaylasmith9625

Жыл бұрын

The sad thing is I've never been able to come out to my family only my best friends (3 people) so in my opinion you have a lot of courage.

@VintageVesper

6 ай бұрын

Oh yeah that's real classical music has converted people to Christianity so a song about being trans could have similar effects.

This song makes you feel like your drowning it’s so peaceful

@plurplemustache9819

3 жыл бұрын

Well I’d rather drown in water than in a song 🙃

@millie_berry9780

3 жыл бұрын

Are you ok?

@brii5

2 жыл бұрын

@@millie_berry9780 lmao

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Oh well

Hey no matter who you are or who you want to be . YOU are perfect and valid and loved. Please stay a little longer. Remember home doesn't have to be a place it also can be a person .I'm a closet bisexual and when nobody told you today : I love you ! If you want to talk , I am listening.

❤🧡💛💚💙💜🖤 Just remember whatever sexuality or race you are I love you

im crying idk why this song is sad

@titan900rr

2 жыл бұрын

Ik😭

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

Why would you cry to this it’s not sad

Whoever is reading this, remember you always mean something to me and everyone around you

This song makes me question if life is real and reminds me of a time me and my mom were driving home when it was dark and it just hit different, also helped me figure out my identity, i love this song so much, after all these years

@iluvhorrormovies

Жыл бұрын

this song helped me out a lot as well, really hits home huh :) ps: i like your pfp !

Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now but I swear When I'm ready I will fly us out of here I'll cut my hair (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) To make you stare (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I'll hide my chest And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Turn off your porcelain face I can't really think right now in this place There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead 'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet My eyes went dark (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't know where (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) My pupils are But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here Get a load of this monster He doesn't know how to communicate His mind is in a different place Will everybody please give him a little bit of space Get a load of this train-wreck His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet But little do we know, the stars Welcome him with open arms Oh Time is (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Slowly (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Tracing his face But strangely he feels at home in this place (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

@drasticalxLen

3 жыл бұрын

e hi ;)

@SillyGoofyTherian0w0

6 ай бұрын

Bro actually did all the lyrics ❤das cool 😂😊

Years ago I felt a connection to this song but I didn't know why, I'm 13 and found out I am transgender. I now realize what the connection was. Never be afraid to be yourself.

The comment section here is a lot more comfortable than the real world…… I think I’ll stay here This song really does live up to its name

@user-is4ob9gz4b

11 ай бұрын

i love this comment section to ive been scrolling for half an hour just repliying to as much as i can :)

thank you to this song for helping me feel less alone in being ftm

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Your very welcome!

this song helps me out aldo im not trans it helps me escape reality it just gets inside my head and make,s everything peacfully

fuck, i didnt notice this was an one hour version and accidentally listened the whole hour Edit: why tf does this have likes, I was just stating my NOT REGRETTED mistake...

@ohnoimgay

3 жыл бұрын

i feel like thats a mistake u prolly didnt regret

@kaikingasrielvr945

3 жыл бұрын

Oof

@serena..sybert

3 жыл бұрын

*that’s not a bad thing*

@hisokaamorou6603

3 жыл бұрын

That’s a bad thing?

@y0urnameplease

3 жыл бұрын

@@hisokaamorou6603 No, it's actually a very good thing.

This song is relaxing for me rn😭😭who's with me

Not me being confused about myself being non-binary or whatever tf I am. Edit: Also why do we always turn to KZread comment sections..? Oh wait, because they understand and accept us more than our real family and friends. Thanks KZread, for making comment sections.

Do you have tips on trying to tell my family to cut my hair everytime I do they say “but you have beautiful hair right now don't change it ”

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

aw, idk any sorry

@annakomastu

3 жыл бұрын

@@k0gane oh okay thank you for your time though!

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

@@annakomastu yw

@spleet1732

3 жыл бұрын

Just say, I’m who I am, sure you might think that my hair is pretty now, but that’s you. I need change for once. It’s my choice who I want to be, not you.

@annakomastu

3 жыл бұрын

@@spleet1732 THANK YOU SM!! :]

I started listening to this song years ago... then I listened to the lyrics and left it alone for a few years because my parents are homophobic and transphobic (even though they claim they're not but I've literally heard them deadnaming people we knew and disrespecting our church's priest for marrying another priest of the same gender.) and didn't want my phone privilege's taken away. It's honestly disgusting. Another year then I came back with a more open mind and figured out that I related to at least some parts of this song like "I cannot fall in love but I guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it"... I started to think long and hard about this... I barely even knew the LGBTQIA+ community existed before my church's priest got married and I still didn't understand. I started to do more research, covering my tracks and deleting stuff like watch and search history because my parents are borderline helicopter parents but not in a loving, caring, and worrying way... They wanted to keep me ignorant of almost everything and it kind of worked but I out whited them over and over until they gave up. I eventually found the surface of the LGBTQ community and started to look at things like that and at the same time still deleting watch and search history. Eventually, about 2 years after discovering it, I realized I related to a lot of it... I knew they were stereotypes but I started o reflect to try and confirm or deny my suspicion. I realized that I was only looking at boys because I just saw it as a given that I needed a husband, Even my male priest needed a husband so surely I did too right? Yea... within the year I figured out I was queer. I still wasn't 100% sure so I identified as Bi for a while, I still do sometimes because until I have more experience I won't really know for sure but I'm pretty sure I'm lesbian...But my issue wasn't just that I was kept ignorant and had self doubt... I had only scratched the surface of the LGBTQIA+ community (And I'm still only on the surface but I've explored it a lot more.) so I still had a lot to learn. Eventually, about another year later I finally discovered the asexual community... and I researched it and found out that It was basically 100% like me. I had very little attraction and absolutely no interest in doing "the thing" … So awkward saying that but you know what I mean... Another 6 months later after finally identifying as ase and I discovered that there are sub titles under asexuality... I figured out that I was actually Aegosexual.. That was great but I had seen ase-aro stereotypes in the community all over and I thought that I had to be that or else I was lying (I was ignorant) but then I discovered things like being biromantic or panromantic... I then realized that I could be both and that everyone was different. I am now a happy queer! I'm still closeted to my family but I've just stopped hiding it! I don't want to come out, I just want to be myself and have fun, If they want to know me then they can come in this closet to talk because there's a lot of room in here! So yea, I'll just let them figure it out, If they want to be rude then let them, Let them kick me out! They weren't good parents anyways. So this was the story on how a singular song made me an asexual lesbian in a severely catholic family and allowed me to finally have some sort of joy in my life. (Idk If i got the timing right with my story anymore because I've been focusing to much on being myself and defending the people my parents offend by doing things like correcting them when they deadname or misgender someone. I just estimated time biased on how I perceived it at the time. So take the timing with a grain of salt. I already am working to transfer over personal accounts for things like gaming to a personal and secret email o if they kick me out all I have to do is make sure no trace of that email is there and I can take my accounts before they delete them. I know about organizations that will take me in if I get kicked out and my family has already been really rude to me and I just realized that I didn't actually care so being taken in so I can live my life free seems pretty promising. Thank you Cavetown... You literally saved me and now I can start moving on! Hopefully those who hear my story and are questioning can take something from my experiences... and remember... You can't chose your parents, but you can chose your family... and you are always welcome in the LGBTQ community. We'll be your family even if your real family doesn't act like a real family.

@agoofygoober7649

3 жыл бұрын

I relate to this a lot :(

@min3craftiscool553

3 жыл бұрын

@@agoofygoober7649 Well I wish you luck. If you need help I'd suggest looking into the Trevor project. It's an LGBTQIAP+ charity. If not then just remember that the LGBTQIAP+ community itself will help you.

If anyone needs to talk comments are open and safe! never hold in the way you feel and don't let people get to you I love you and never change

I had to put me and my partner's relationship on pause today cuz i would get in trouble cuz im too young and this was their favorite song. Just a couple more years to go...

Yeah I love this song. For some reason it gives me one reason to cry myself to sleep because I don’t feel like home is my real home. I feel like my home is a paradise that I can only imagine and have in my dreams. A home where everyone was accepted for being who they are, whether they’re black or white, gay or straight, furry or weeb, esc. If I could escape to that world forever where I didn’t need to lie so others would like me, and bottle emotions up inside of me, I would. I want to be anywhere but on this shithole of a planet. No matter what you think or what you are, people are gonna hate you. You can’t be who you want to be without being told to kill yourself or getting hated because you don’t meet the social requirements that other people have for you. Being told to kill yourself for being a furry hit me really hard and depressed me for a little bit. I was talking on a discord server and someone said I was one, so over ten people started attacking me for it. They called me a furfag, a waste of space, an embarrassment, an animal fucker, a disappointment, and so on. Then they all resorted to telling me to kill myself. That nobody loved or cared about me. People always tell me to fucking ignore it, but it’s kind of fucking hard when tons of people are telling you to and you feel peer pressured to do so. I’m almost sick of this world and come to this song for an escape. An escape from the anxiety of not fitting in with everyone else. An escape from everyone who wishes me dead. An escape from this place we call “home”. It sure as hell isn’t a home for me. I don’t know how people fit in so well. I’m too busy trying to figure it out that I’ll do just about anything people tell me to do. I’ll do just about anything for them to like me because I can’t differentiate between what can be right or wrong. I’m just fucking tired of all this, all of this anxiety and all of these thoughts that race through my mind. Nobody likes everybody, and everybody likes nobody. The world will never change.

@uhmm8848

3 жыл бұрын

Hey, it's ok, I know it is hard to separate yourself from that but here is a little piece of advice, write yourself something or have someone close to you write down comforting words for yourself to read through and remember when recieving the hate. Dont let them get to you they just want to cause you pain and they have no heart and that's not ur fault. But those people, are not everyone. No matter what there are still people on this planet who will accept and love you for who you are. Just stay till that fateful day comes ok? Ik that is hard but you have to continue telling yourself that there are still people who accept who you are. And if there isnt anyone nearby who do atm, I can try to be that person :) Fuck those haters stopping you from ur potential of being the amazing you you will be one day. This reply might be late but I hope you have a good day

@SmuggledPickles

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry you have to go through that

@hollalaland

2 жыл бұрын

No one should EVER have to feel like they are in the wrong for finding something that makes them happy, even if it makes them different from most. I hope that you find all of the happiness you deserve ♡♡♡

@souless3661

2 жыл бұрын

I have similar feeling though they affect me a bit different. I still bottle these emotions up, and I feel as if I would rather be a ghost or an un-seeable entity. This causes me to make many characters in my head, from horrific villains to overconfident heroes I take place in these people as you would in a book you could say. This allows me to create a separate world from my own, a dimension of my mind if we would like to get poetic about it. And all I can say is imagine all the things you could ever want (If you can) then, ask yourself what's stopping you from having that. If it's something you C A N N O T control then please listen to these few yet wise words. You cannot control how people feel, you cannot always read someone like a book, and you cant always fix it, so don't let it get you down If you can control it then find ways to improve, talk to people who will help because there are always people there, no matter where you are I promise. It's a loud, large majority of people who believe that we are in the wrong, we will always disagree, and they may seem strong, but the true strong people are the ones that stand and fight. If you ever need somebody to talk to know there is always at the LEAST one person that W I L L listen, ok? I can't promise but we can hope that it will get better, along as we fight together alright? "These are simple words yet they could mean a lot to somebody out there " - a friend yet not -Souless

@k0gane

8 ай бұрын

hey I hope your doing well. people are so fucked up and this world is so cruel. why would people tell others to kill themselves ? people can choose what they wanna be, but race isn’t a thing you can choose. people have to be confident about themselves and not listen to what others are saying. and why do people bully others for what they wanna be? they chose to be that kinda person, and other people are just bullying them. istg why do people do this type of stuff? I wish the world was better than this. not people making people kill themselves. anyways I hope you have a great day or night . ❤️‍🩹

Everybody who is reading this , I know we all have been through a lot. I know we struggle with lots of things like sexual abuse, verbal abuse, mental abuse, substance abuse, or maybe physical abuse, and violence and we also might have struggled with depression ,anxiety, and our anger issues but guess what I know some of u guys overcame that even if u did not yet..ur still strong and I bet you’ll overcome those thing that I went through. We’re all strong and we know we’re beautiful in our own way. Everyone here that is reading this is beautiful to me and y’all matter to me I can’t believe people like u on the internet understand me and each other more then anyone in the outside world. It surprises me and I love it. I hope u all get well and better soon enough. U all are special to me and others here you all are valid! U are hella awesome! Bye hope you all have a great day and night! Goodnight guys sweet dreams and sleep well and get enough rest.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ -from an 11 year old named Avery.😊

@Yukii_Sukii120

2 ай бұрын

Stay beautiful in ur own way don’t change for somebody and be urself! Love uuu!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@Yukii_Sukii120

2 ай бұрын

Don’t change urself for others just bc u wanna fit in if they don’t need u then u don’t need them find somebody that cares and loves you for who u are ❤😊

I am a transgender christian. And know that God loves ALL of you no matter your gender or sexuality. Yes, God made you the gender he wanted u to be on the outside, but he also made you who you are on the inside. You may be a boy on the outside, but if you feel like a girl on the inside, God will still love and accept you for who you are💙💖🤍💖💙

@oreo1324

2 жыл бұрын

True… Unless you bloody killed someone JK JK

@thelegitpotato1248

2 жыл бұрын

Yes. The thing is that God doesn’t make mistakes. He wouldn’t create you just to hate you. As a fellow Christian I wish more people understood this.

@littledemons_yt2670

2 жыл бұрын

@@oreo1324 you made me smile with the rest of this :)

@littledemons_yt2670

2 жыл бұрын

I don’t know what I am yet..

@thelegitpotato1248

2 жыл бұрын

@@littledemons_yt2670 that’s perfectly valid

thank you for making this.

This is how i figured myself out.. Besides cosplaying as todoroki and feeling right in the clothes and with short hair and being masculine.

It’s ok to be yourself even when people don’t understand you. Don’t listen to those haters, block negative and think positive. if you do well now, in the future I promise it will get better! It’s just the time and people holding on tightly and slowly letting go xx

if anyone says you arent good enough, you arent a real boy, girl, or anything else, dont listen to them. i want you to know theyre wrong. you are who you think you are, guess you are, questioning you are, anything. YOU ARE VALID no one can change that. you are amazing and great, so keep going 🌱

I'm sleeping to this music others are here like " I dont know, but it sounds like me..." or like " relatable"

I love this

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

Nice ^^

anyone that sees this just remember life gets better. no matter what situation your in, you will always be loved even if its by one person just remember people out there love you and you are amazing. dont set your standards too high when your already perfect in your own special way. dont ever think you are ugly,disgusting,rude ect your are amazing

My little sister has autism, she’s 9 and she doesn’t understand the concept of life quite yet, she thinks everything is a big game and doesn’t take anything seriously, so if anyone is mad at her she is confused, not sad. She’s such a pure soul and this song reminds me of her❤

This song makes me want to cut off all of my hair at 3 in the morning with a dull pair of scissors👀

@myles6580

3 жыл бұрын

I did bahaha

@PFYJCS

3 жыл бұрын

@@myles6580 oh sh¡t, your parents doesnt are mad? (srry if the english is bad, i speak spanish)

@myles6580

3 жыл бұрын

@@PFYJCS They were. I got kicked out lmaooo😭

@plurplemustache9819

3 жыл бұрын

I did lol

@itzpaperface

2 жыл бұрын

@@myles6580 All of that bcs u cut Ur hair ,they must be very strict

i can't sleep, it's 2:30am, and I'm dysphoric. Welcome to sad trans hours.

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

No

Hearing this song after months really made me think- I heard it and I was already trans. It made me cry because I always forget I’m not the only one. 🏳️‍⚧️❤️

I hope everyone who is here is feeling alr just remember I am here for you and pls stay for me I love you

The feeling of being one gender on the outside and another outside is something I've known for a while now. Crying is normal for us trans people If you don't have anyone who accepts you in you're life, I do, and I'm sure alot of others do to. Wait for a little bit, I believe in you! You can do it.

@sorryithinkcontextjuststep7015

2 жыл бұрын

Know that your valid and all but I’m gonna be mean and point out “ the feeling of being one gender on the OUTSIDE and another on the OUTSIDE” >:)

I'm having a mental breakdown and I'm not sure what to do- I'll just cry until I stop ig, this is a big comfort song to me!

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Aww are you alright?

this song is just a feeling

POV : ur sitting in ur class, everyone is yelling and making fun of you. U just wanna take a break so u put ur earplugs in and go to KZread and see this 1 hour long loop of the same amazing song! U start listening and close your eyes, u realize everyone’s still yelling but ur just ignoring them :D. That moment, that one moment.. so simple but u think abt it like it was the best moment u ever had ❤️ This happened to me and im really thankful for this it rly made me feel a lot better!

i was just outed to my parents and i feel many things,, not the least of which are relieved, invalidated, angry, happy, sad, and giddy don’t ask why i’m giddy but i am lmao honestly i don’t know how to process or go on from this point

@agoofygoober7649

3 жыл бұрын

Aww good job! It’s okay to feel mixed emotions too ☺️❤️

This song is like the hug I’m never going to get but desperately need

(My name is Levi or Lev the name of my account is my dead name but I dont want to change it incase my parents find it) Today was my first time hearing this song in a while I stopped listening to cavetown as he is antisemitic and I'm Jewish but I forgot how much this song comforted me It makes me remember that one day I will be able to present as a boy and be recognized as one it's hard being trans as you feel like your never really going to be able to enjoy your childhood properly as you constantly have the weight of your dysphoria on your shoulders because a lot of kids and teenagers are in transphobic or toxic households and it hurts a lot and I wish instead of people saying one day you will be able to do whatever you want they would say you are really a boy you are really a girl you are really non binary and this song really does remind me that I am really a boy no matter what organs I have because gender is in your head and has nothing to do with your external body despite my unsupportive family I know that one day I will make my own where I can be happy

@Bebebebe22-

3 жыл бұрын

Hope things get better there :). Damn that must be really hard to get through, it doesn't matter what body you have, it's what you want to truly be. I'm a girl but I just want to say welcome to the boys!!😊 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🤗 🌈 I hope you really feel better there, and stay safe from the pandemic. 👍

is it bad that I've listened to this for 1 1/2 hours at least every single day for like a week now

@cassandraherring8333

3 жыл бұрын

No your helping yourself that's good

@kimi8957

3 жыл бұрын

No I also listen to it every day to

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

It’s not bad!, I listen to it like everyday! And just wanna tell you. Your amazing and beautiful! Have a great day hun!

@titan900rr

2 жыл бұрын

Same!

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

@@titan900rr helloo

this is underrated song

If your ever feeling down just remember that someone is always going to care about me even if you never met them. If you have a friend or family that doesn’t support you someone in this world is always going to care about you.Just remember your important every one that was made and let on this planet is important even you so just remember someone may look at you and think they are so (pretty or handsome). Your important and people care about you.

I wish my mother understood am her son not her daughter.Am her non prefect son.

@skooz13z

3 жыл бұрын

I'm sure she'll understand, maybe try educate her?

this is so addicting

I your 900 viewer and hop you get more subs :(

My sis says " your adopted" so am I this song makes everything that makes you sad or feel pain go away my papa John past away and I still feel pain this song helps people so much thank you for righting it cavetown

cavetown takes away my pain and replaces it with this vibe, i dont know if its good or bad but it feels so good it hurts

Hi! You’re valid :) I’m bi and non binary! And I love and support you no matter what

@averyluvv3

3 жыл бұрын

I’m bi too! :D

@Sleepy_Anamatics-en6ud

3 жыл бұрын

Me three :D

@saudiqahalbertyn2422

3 жыл бұрын

I'm bi but transgender :'D SCRoll down if worthy »« Hi pogger i am a noob nice to meet you my gender is guessed and i hate it scroll down if more worthy here's food and drinks:🍕🍔🧀🍚🍣🍣🍗🍗🥗🍞🥐🍪🍡🍯🍼🍦🥂🥂🍻🍬🍬🎂🍰🍧🍢🥮🍧🥄🥄🥬 WelcomeIm suffering :'D

@azlyn3392

3 жыл бұрын

thank u somuch:)) i rlly needed this rn

@fernandonava9243

3 жыл бұрын

yes, just yes. very proud of you person. you're valid and i am beyond proud of you.

ty!! i listen all the time!!

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Your welcome💕

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

If u listen to this all the time and nothing els that’s a bit sad

I'm Bisexual. I use They/Them pronouns but I mostly identify as female. I think I might be Greyromantic..... My parents are homophobic. I feel so sad for them. I hope whoever reads this comment will know that they are loved and valid. Stay Safe everyone. Edit: I recently found out I was a Demigirl. Thx for all the support you guys!

@not_quirkylexi

3 жыл бұрын

That’s my exact situation and I am too bi. I’m questioning my gender I used to think I was a girl but I don’t know anymore.

@PunkintheV0id

3 жыл бұрын

@@not_quirkylexi I support you :D

@not_quirkylexi

3 жыл бұрын

@shi I don’t know if I feel comfortable as a girl so I don’t really know if I’m more comfortable as a boy or girl

@plurplemustache9819

3 жыл бұрын

I’m pansexual and I’m afraid to say but thats me. 🙂

@PunkintheV0id

3 жыл бұрын

@@plurplemustache9819 aw, I support you no matter what

I’m bi and no one in my family knows but my mom and she doesn’t even care or support me at all but this song helps me ❤️

also love this song;)

I’ve been through so much and this song has been with me ever since it started and it’s very comforting to know that music and make some pain go away not all

Im not on the verge of tears! You are!

@50h95

3 жыл бұрын

No u

I'm so sad so i want to vent- (Tw: homophobia, transphobia, mentions of slurs, death threats, bullying, anxiety, dysphoria and probably other negative stuff like that) Our school is very homo/transphobic. I myself am a genderfluid greyaroace bisexual, so naturally, i am terrified. I'm not out yet. I don't have the courage too. When i hang out with my "friends " they pick on me because i support lgbtq rights. In my school there is a trans guy and hes super nice, i knew him a few years ago but sadly we broke contact. He was bullied the same day he came out. I'm not sure if it was his decision to come out or if he was outed, but either was, he was thrown to the ground and beat by some other people. The school did nearly nothing but luckily some friends stood in to help him. I want to help him, tell him everything is going to be okay, but i'm scared he will take me for some kind of person trying to trick him, or that i'm over reacting. So i play this song when i walk home, in the hope that he hears it and knows, "the stars welcome him with open arms " I hear slurs, threats and even death threats thrown around by people who have been my friend for as long as i can remember. A few months ago i found out my best friend who i have known my whole life thinks " all trans people should go to the mental hospital " My parents wonder if being genderfluid is actually real, since "its just attention seeking." And "its ridiculous". They said this the day i was planning to come out... I have so much anxiety, and I'm stressed all the time, i can't eat, don't get enough sleep, my dysphoria is terrible, I'm nauseous all the time and people are starting to notice. My teacher asked me whats wrong, and wouldn't let me leave until i promised to come to her if i needed help. But she can't help with this. She can't help with the poster outside the school saying gays are going to hell. She couldn’t help with the people saying that i should just kill myself and she can't help with dysphoria. But I'm okay, all things considered, and I know the stars will welcome us with open arms, even if i don't know who i am just yet :')

@k0gane

2 жыл бұрын

Aww

@user-df2dx6wv8l

2 жыл бұрын

Im so sorry..

pov: you cry at 2am every day to this song bc same! :)

@thegoldengenerationss4404

2 жыл бұрын

at 2am while listening to this song I feel mixed emotions but it's mainly me being happy that this even exists

I know i should do my work but.... During a terrible battle, I was stabbed right in the stomach by the enemy. My comfort character, rushing to my care, dragged me at the side and started panickily treating the wound. I already know I won't make it out alive, yet I know it would hurt more than my wound to tell him that. "Y-You're going to be okay. I-It'll be fine! Artemis, (yes that it acually my real name xd) you're going to be fine..." I could sense the worry in his voice. So, for our final moments together, I start softly siging this song, stroking his face. His voice quivers and he starts crying. "N-No, you cant go. I-I can't lose you. Again. Forever." He started crying because this is the song I wrote especially for him, when we were in dark times. He places his head on my lap, while I gently stroke his hair. "It's my time to go, love. I will see you soon. Very soon." I look him in his navy-blue eyes and slightly smile, a reasurance that we will meet again soon. After the song finishes, it takes my life with it. My heart stopped and my skin turned pale. I was gone.

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

Bit dramatic but nice entertaining funny story

Sad + Bussin = This is Home

@buzz-likes-bees

3 жыл бұрын

Omg yes 👏🏼💅🏼✌🏼

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

Depressing + sh1t = this is home

You know you’re not in a good head space when you’re out here listening to the same sad song for an hour. Nice to see other people here.

This is honestly every emotion I have.. Sometimes I listen to it to sleep or sometimes to just think. I don't have anyone to talk to so I just sit here thinking about everything, and waiting until my life is complete, I'm not suicidal, I just don't care.

My mum and dad are arguing AGAIN and I'm just sitting here listening to this to drown out the sounds

this song makes me think about life and how painful it is..

@k0gane

3 жыл бұрын

Aw

@beepbeepsheep8023

2 жыл бұрын

Emo

@Cherr1ii

2 жыл бұрын

@@beepbeepsheep8023 yes I'm emo is that a problem?🤔

POV: you remember the old times and all the fun memories you made before growing up, you start listening to this song tearing up thinking about those great, old, nostalgic, memories as you sit outside on a cloudy rainy day with your hood up, and AirPods plugged in. You remember how life was before growing up, you remember your old friends you never talk to anymore. You play this song on loop as you tear up more. You remember how everything was great before the world fell apart, you remember the world before people spend their lives on tiktok or devices in general. How you would look out the window with the blue sky, blinding sun, light green grass, cars driving by, and hearing children outside enjoying life. You would always be with your friends, you would always wanna have sleepovers. When you never focused on school, when you never cared about a girls body, but by the way she acts, when you never had anxiety and when u were never shy and anti social. You would always be happy, when you would cry whenever you had to leave your friends. You start to realize this song triggers so many happy memories when you were younger and when life was great. As you sit on the dark, grey like grass, you look up at the sky just to see dark grey clouds. You close your eyes and picture yourself as a kid agian, you picture your surroundings bright and vibrant. Vibrant green grass, blue sky, and shining sun. You start tearing up more to the point where you are crying tears of nostalgia. As you lay on your back and open your eyes, you see everything dark and gloomy agian. You slowly fall asleep and your brain replays old happy memories while you are asleep. You slowly drift away into oblivion.

this is a BOP

This hits different.. I listened to this song every time I cut myself and it would be atleast 5 times a day and I thought I would never be okay… after I stopped for 2 years and now I’m doing it again with this exact song playing.. what’s wrong with me..I thought I stopped cutting but I can’t hold on anymore. I wanna kill myself so bad . Everyone treats me like I’m a monster. I just wanna be happy. Apparently I stomp like a elephant when really that’s just how I walk. I’m only 12. WHY DOES A 12 YEAR OLD HAVE TO FEEL THIS WAY. I HAVE NOBODY. IM MOVING AND MY BESTEST FRIEND WILL BE HEARTBROKEN. I WONT BE ABLE TO SEE HER AGAIN. IM CHANGING SCHOOLS ASWELL SO BYE BYE TO MY COUNSLER. IM MOVING IN WITH MY ALCOHOLIC GRANDMA. I CANT ANYMORE I JUST CANT SOON MY ARM WILL BE FULL WITH CUTS AND THEN IM GONNA HAVE TO CUT MY LEGS. I DONT WANNA CUT BUT I CANT ANYMORE. THIS SONG IS KEEPING ME ALIVE RIGHTNOW. I LOVE YOU ALL I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WILL STAY HERE.. GOODBYE..

@thegoldengenerationss4404

2 жыл бұрын

please don't kill yourself

Hey....I know somethings are hard right now, but I promise everything will be okay in the end. It might be a while till you see the changes you want to happen, but just be patient. Everyone will get what they truly deserve. For people who are : It'll be okay, you're Bi, Pan, Ace, Gay, Lesbian, Trans, Aro or many others, you're loved. Nothing about you is wrong, and you do not need to be fixed. It doesn't matter what you do, you're not a mistake and you never will be. For people who are in homophobic homes and want to come out/ are scared if what might happen: Maybe just wait till you're old enough to have a stable home incase something bad happens, I don't want to see people get kicked out and have to live on the streets. u are loved for who you are, not who people want you to be. And if you need anybody to rant to, I'm here to listen and help you as best as I can. Love- you're new transgender bi brother.

@sprink5904

3 жыл бұрын

This is what i needed rn i do have a question though how did you figure out you were trans

@oliverthegreatest1039

3 жыл бұрын

Well, there are multiple things that happened that lead me to the conclusion I was trans. 1) not being comfortable being called a girl. 2) Always being upset that I didn't look and sound like the boys in my class. 3) Always trying to pretend I was the boy in a game of pretend. These are just some things that kinda lead me to knowing I was trans.

@sprink5904

3 жыл бұрын

@@oliverthegreatest1039 Okay thank you :)

@oliverthegreatest1039

3 жыл бұрын

@@sprink5904 No problem!!

@Noah-yd1zn

2 жыл бұрын

Ok I’m getting a brother but I don’t want him and I do so can we pls be friends (idk why)

This song feels like a hug to my little aspie soul something only an outcast would make and so vulnerable in a tough world i love you too

idk bout you guys but i love god and whether I do or not he loves me.